Thank you for sharing this, I did not know mentioning past episodes could trigger hallucinations. Your privacy and well being is most important, good for you!
I just need to say THANK YOU for teaching me so much about Schizophrenia. I know it's got to be super hard to keep teaching when there's so many jerks out there leaving thoughtless comments, but I need you to know that somewhere out in the big huge universe is a Mom, whose child is undergoing testing for schizophrenia, and who gets so much comfort and hope from seeing the powerhouse of a person you are.
Girl!!! Ur the best!!! I’m purposefully working on keeping mine down. I love ur videos. I need ur videos. Thank you for being brave enough to talk about it online where people like me can learn
Beautiful lady thank u so much for sharing ur struggles, there are so many who need to hear u to help understand they are NOT alone. U have so much courage! Keep up the great work!
Taking lsd has given me schizophrenic manic episodes.. its random and its only when my stress levels rise.. if i stay at home.. no episodes.. if i have to go out the risk percentage rises
I've been following you for a long time. But this is my first time commenting. One of my closest friends has schizophrenia. We met in college when we were 18. He had no significant episodes or any evidence of anything being off at that time. He was "normal" for the first three years I knew him. Then one weekend when we were around 21 he took too much LSD and didn't sleep for a couple nights and it was like the straw that broke the camel's back. He was very odd and concerning while he was high that weekend, but our friend group chalked it up to the LSD. But then he kept having episodes closer and closer together and more and more severe. Between ages 21 and 25 he terrified all of us, his friends and family, so many times. Doing dangerous things, disappearing for days or weeks on end, high risk behaviors. He had to be institutionalized for a while. He would get on some successful meds and have months of normalcy and productivity, then be would abandon his meds and go back to square one. Now that we're 40, things are a lot more stable. He's acclimated to a quiet life living with his mom again instead of trying to make it on his own and he's safe and happy and successful. I just always wondered what it was like in his world, but he was never comfortable talking about it when he wasn't spinning out. So I just wanted to say thank you for giving me a glimpse into my friend's world I've never quite had before. Your content is so important. ❤
I know exactly what your saying! Yip, those triggers are REAL and they cause trauma! But believe me what she's saying is huge in the world of us with Schizophrenia. ❤
❤ and 👍. The Triggers are like Thread concept in a Software, and Thread Spools thread, I mean when the Mouse Cursor moves, on the Thread in a Software and gets activated, it opens in a New Screen on your 🖥 which is layered on the Previous Screen, so there are multiple Thread just like Spools 🧵 which starts Revolving Opening various Thread🧵, similarly Triggering in Hallucinations pushes the afflicted into Conversation at times, goes into a Loop 🔁 repetitive Self Talking
Your really cool for capturing your episodes camera…I have Bipolar 1 and I have tried to get my manic episodes on camera 🎥. But it’s hard because during them I am all over the place..
I can tell by your facial expressions 😄 mines is not severe but my anxiety will talk me out of things such as fear. As a reminder hopefully this helps just tell them that they're not alive but you are, tell them that you have a heart and they don't, tell them that you have arms and they don't, this is what I tell my anxiety, I tell them that if you continue to pester me you need to pay me money to rent space in my mind the quiet for the rest of the day I love doing this to the negative thoughts in my mind, for some reason my anxiety likes to keep me all to themselves I don't like me to go around other people it tricks me into thinking that every human is bad and they're out to get me which is not true all the time. So I tell them that there are nicer people out there than you are that makes them so mad😅
My granddaughter cussing at imaginary people. Vulgar as hell. From 6-7 pm until 4-6 am. Refuses meds. I had double bypass yr ago. Fixing to have more heart attacks. Schizophrenia has destroyed my family, mental and health. Don't know what to do 🙏😭
If you curse out your hallucination. Will it respond accordingly and curse you out right back. Or will it keep talkin as if it's like the TV going on and not really responsive to you?
Does your voice ever say the hakkucinatiin's words or are the words inky internal? If you are wearing noise canceling headphones, do your hallucinatiins come through as if the headphones are not on (since they are internal and not actually external voices) or do the hallucinations expect you to take off the headphones and speak to them like an actual person in the room would expect? Also, you have told us, repeatedly, that you seeing your room camera snaps you out of your hallucinations. Many newer cameras have motion detection and can send a motion alert to your smart phone and watch. Would setting up some type of alert, or even alarms on a smart watch at hour intervals during the evening, before bed, also help snap you back? Have you tried either of those types of things? Do your hallucinatiins always wear the same clothes and stay the same through the years or do they age with you? I remember that point being made in the movie "A Brilliant Mind." Have you seen that movie and if so how accurate is it for portraying your condition?
It's cool dont worry I used to argue with a friend who is colour blind my opening statement was "you are not colour blind your just from Krypton and the government say your colour blind because Superman is the Terminator on the planet Krypton"
What is this this camera videos are real or acting? But this lady confidential talk, never identified she faced this disease until watch the unexpected recordeded videos
Thank you for sharing this, I did not know mentioning past episodes could trigger hallucinations. Your privacy and well being is most important, good for you!
Thank you
No need to apologize, just your posts are so courageous and helpful to so many people. You share so much. Keep strong
Thank you so much!
She is exactly right on! This is the truth! Absolutely 💯
Thank you!
I just need to say THANK YOU for teaching me so much about Schizophrenia. I know it's got to be super hard to keep teaching when there's so many jerks out there leaving thoughtless comments, but I need you to know that somewhere out in the big huge universe is a Mom, whose child is undergoing testing for schizophrenia, and who gets so much comfort and hope from seeing the powerhouse of a person you are.
I’m glad you are protecting yourself ❤ You already put yourself out there for us; thank you for being so vulnerable
Yes!! My family occasionally asks me what I'm arguing with the voices about, i don't tell them bc it triggers me in a baaaad way!!
I’m glad you can relate!
I am on board with everything you are saying. I just wished I had my family more on board as support system
It's awesome that you share what you do! It's perfectly understandable if you don't want people hearing the conversation! Thanks for educating people!
You are so welcome!
Good you shared your feedback on comments coming back to you and possibly causing triggers. Thanks
Thanks!
Girl!!! Ur the best!!! I’m purposefully working on keeping mine down. I love ur videos. I need ur videos. Thank you for being brave enough to talk about it online where people like me can learn
Beautiful lady thank u so much for sharing ur struggles, there are so many who need to hear u to help understand they are NOT alone. U have so much courage! Keep up the great work!
Love the tab art.
Thank you!
Taking lsd has given me schizophrenic manic episodes.. its random and its only when my stress levels rise.. if i stay at home.. no episodes.. if i have to go out the risk percentage rises
Your very brave, and i imagine your helping others with this condition, all the best ❤
Super honest - and we should respect the privacy that you do want. You already share so much with us. ❤
I appreciate that!
Thank you, God Bless You, have a Wonderful New Year❤
I love all your videos and I really can relate to you soo much..keep these videos going
Thank you!!
I've been following you for a long time. But this is my first time commenting.
One of my closest friends has schizophrenia. We met in college when we were 18. He had no significant episodes or any evidence of anything being off at that time. He was "normal" for the first three years I knew him.
Then one weekend when we were around 21 he took too much LSD and didn't sleep for a couple nights and it was like the straw that broke the camel's back. He was very odd and concerning while he was high that weekend, but our friend group chalked it up to the LSD.
But then he kept having episodes closer and closer together and more and more severe. Between ages 21 and 25 he terrified all of us, his friends and family, so many times. Doing dangerous things, disappearing for days or weeks on end, high risk behaviors. He had to be institutionalized for a while.
He would get on some successful meds and have months of normalcy and productivity, then be would abandon his meds and go back to square one.
Now that we're 40, things are a lot more stable. He's acclimated to a quiet life living with his mom again instead of trying to make it on his own and he's safe and happy and successful.
I just always wondered what it was like in his world, but he was never comfortable talking about it when he wasn't spinning out. So I just wanted to say thank you for giving me a glimpse into my friend's world I've never quite had before. Your content is so important. ❤
I know exactly what your saying! Yip, those triggers are REAL and they cause trauma! But believe me what she's saying is huge in the world of us with Schizophrenia. ❤
This is true. And I'm sorry ❤
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❤ and 👍. The Triggers are like Thread concept in a Software, and Thread Spools thread, I mean when the Mouse Cursor moves, on the Thread in a Software and gets activated, it opens in a New Screen on your 🖥 which is layered on the Previous Screen, so there are multiple Thread just like Spools 🧵 which starts Revolving Opening various Thread🧵, similarly Triggering in Hallucinations pushes the afflicted into Conversation at times, goes into a Loop 🔁 repetitive Self Talking
Protect your peace👏👏👏
Your really cool for capturing your episodes camera…I have Bipolar 1 and I have tried to get my manic episodes on camera 🎥. But it’s hard because during them I am all over the place..
I love you and we're going to pull through this
exactly ❤
I can tell by your facial expressions 😄 mines is not severe but my anxiety will talk me out of things such as fear. As a reminder hopefully this helps just tell them that they're not alive but you are, tell them that you have a heart and they don't, tell them that you have arms and they don't, this is what I tell my anxiety, I tell them that if you continue to pester me you need to pay me money to rent space in my mind the quiet for the rest of the day I love doing this to the negative thoughts in my mind, for some reason my anxiety likes to keep me all to themselves I don't like me to go around other people it tricks me into thinking that every human is bad and they're out to get me which is not true all the time. So I tell them that there are nicer people out there than you are that makes them so mad😅
Thank you
Very understandable ❤
My granddaughter cussing at imaginary people. Vulgar as hell. From 6-7 pm until 4-6 am. Refuses meds. I had double bypass yr ago. Fixing to have more heart attacks. Schizophrenia has destroyed my family, mental and health. Don't know what to do 🙏😭
I watch your videos because I have a daughter with schizophrenia, and I try to help her but don’t know how to
If you curse out your hallucination. Will it respond accordingly and curse you out right back. Or will it keep talkin as if it's like the TV going on and not really responsive to you?
Does your voice ever say the hakkucinatiin's words or are the words inky internal? If you are wearing noise canceling headphones, do your hallucinatiins come through as if the headphones are not on (since they are internal and not actually external voices) or do the hallucinations expect you to take off the headphones and speak to them like an actual person in the room would expect?
Also, you have told us, repeatedly, that you seeing your room camera snaps you out of your hallucinations. Many newer cameras have motion detection and can send a motion alert to your smart phone and watch. Would setting up some type of alert, or even alarms on a smart watch at hour intervals during the evening, before bed, also help snap you back? Have you tried either of those types of things? Do your hallucinatiins always wear the same clothes and stay the same through the years or do they age with you? I remember that point being made in the movie "A Brilliant Mind." Have you seen that movie and if so how accurate is it for portraying your condition?
It's cool dont worry I used to argue with a friend who is colour blind my opening statement was "you are not colour blind your just from Krypton and the government say your colour blind because Superman is the Terminator on the planet Krypton"
I just have to see more... 😮
Understood
Dores nas costas? Tente se alongar e alinhar seu corpo onde dói
Huh?
She is playing you idiots.The backwards hat is a nice touch.😅
The hat is tip off?
Bruh wtf 😂😂😂
I watch your videos.
What is this this camera videos are real or acting? But this lady confidential talk, never identified she faced this disease until watch the unexpected recordeded videos
I’ve been a schizophrenia advocate for 9 years. Been talking about it that long. What is your comment?
Have you ever went off on a complete stranger on the street via you hallucinating they are arguing with you
I havent
إقرئي القرأن وستشفي
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@SchizophrenicNYC قرئتيه من قبل
BECAUSE SHES FAKING IT FOR CONTENT AND ATTENTION DUH
Who fakes being schizophrenic😭😭 it's not like she gets money from these videos
Why do you think that?
lol
You're the problem. I have schizophrenia, and it is no f joke...