I'm so glad i have a 'luxury problem' here, regarding my parents. They had me shortly before the Peaceful Revolution & Fall of the Berlin Wall. Both of them are free spirits in their own way and so i had very few restrictions growing up. Which in retrospect i sometimes think would have been better if i had to learn to adjust to one or two more restricting rules - although I so can't stand when others tell me what to do even if i know it to be true (whatever happens here in the brain 🤓). But, i guess life thought about balancing that out and i had to stand up for myself and a path i hadn't words for then, and years to follow, neither a vision really, just a feeling ("just", the deeper knowing 💜) and stop going to church because i neither shared the catholic/christian believes nor cared for the institution. Funny, how our deepest wounds are in the same realm if nit the same garden as our deepest values and visions. (You wrote something along those lines in the CAU community). So now, i don't feel i have the need to stand up for me and my dreams - I'm still standing. I'll only sit down for tea. Edit. Thinking about it, there luckily never seemed to be a sense of fear or feeling of instability during those years and afterwards so there never were vibes or worries around going for the most stablest of jobs. Reminds me of the saying Tough times won't last, tough people do. Persisting despite what's happening around us. Astrology and it's humour with me being a Sag rising, Leo Sun in the 9th - talking about freedom (to move and travel, body and mind). 💛 it never gets old. 😁
@miss.a.musings that's great that you had that 'luxury problem'. Parents can have such a huge impact on our path and obviously, our lives. That when we have good parents or at least parents who give us values that we agree with well after we've left home, that we're better able to navigate our path without excess friction. Also, freedom is such an incredibly strong theme for you. Whenever we talk I'm like, "Oh, there it is again."
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I'm so glad i have a 'luxury problem' here, regarding my parents. They had me shortly before the Peaceful Revolution & Fall of the Berlin Wall. Both of them are free spirits in their own way and so i had very few restrictions growing up. Which in retrospect i sometimes think would have been better if i had to learn to adjust to one or two more restricting rules - although I so can't stand when others tell me what to do even if i know it to be true (whatever happens here in the brain 🤓).
But, i guess life thought about balancing that out and i had to stand up for myself and a path i hadn't words for then, and years to follow, neither a vision really, just a feeling ("just", the deeper knowing 💜) and stop going to church because i neither shared the catholic/christian believes nor cared for the institution.
Funny, how our deepest wounds are in the same realm if nit the same garden as our deepest values and visions. (You wrote something along those lines in the CAU community).
So now, i don't feel i have the need to stand up for me and my dreams - I'm still standing. I'll only sit down for tea.
Edit. Thinking about it, there luckily never seemed to be a sense of fear or feeling of instability during those years and afterwards so there never were vibes or worries around going for the most stablest of jobs. Reminds me of the saying Tough times won't last, tough people do. Persisting despite what's happening around us.
Astrology and it's humour with me being a Sag rising, Leo Sun in the 9th - talking about freedom (to move and travel, body and mind). 💛 it never gets old. 😁
@miss.a.musings that's great that you had that 'luxury problem'. Parents can have such a huge impact on our path and obviously, our lives. That when we have good parents or at least parents who give us values that we agree with well after we've left home, that we're better able to navigate our path without excess friction. Also, freedom is such an incredibly strong theme for you. Whenever we talk I'm like, "Oh, there it is again."