Why I Disappeared - How Bowie's Advice Changed my Attitude

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  • Опубликовано: 19 июн 2024
  • If you've come here looking for a video that's 100% about Bowie because he's in the thumbnail, I apologise. This video is about a lot of things, Bowie is one of them (although probably the most pivotal). Skip to 9mins in to watch Bowie stuff (albeit without the context)
    My RUclips absence explained, and what I learnt about remaining creative in hard times.
    Where have I been? Why haven’t I been making videos? Why did someone take legal action against me? And what can we learn from David Bowie to make us more productive and successful in our own work?
    00:00 Intro
    00:22 Part 1: 'The Tortured Artist' myth
    02:06 Part 2: The Letter
    04:09 Part 3: Legal Action
    07:37 Part 4: Mental Health
    09:03 Part 5: Attitude - What Bowie taught me
    All music made by me.
    Music at the start is my version of Henry Purcell's Music for the Funeral of Queen Mary
    (this was written in 1695 and the composition is therefore in the public domain. Can someone please explain this to RUclips's copyright bots?)
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  • @jamiewindsor
    @jamiewindsor  Год назад +1293

    I’m overwhelmed by all the lovely comments of support. Thank you all so much. Thank you to those of you who have suggested a GoFundMe page for medical bills, but I live in the UK so I don’t have medical bills (NHS). I’m not going to name the photographer who instigated legal action. While she caused me a lot of mental anguish, I don’t want to put her in any position where she’s victimised. There’s two sides to every story and kindness is always the only productive way forward.

    • @jeffreythemeditator
      @jeffreythemeditator Год назад +11

      Jamie your work has really changed my life.

    • @Ben_______x
      @Ben_______x Год назад +3

    • @lanceevans1689
      @lanceevans1689 Год назад +23

      When I saw 2 replies to your post, I was hoping one of them was you saying, "Oh screw it! Her name is Blah-Blah-Blah!" lol I hired an intern/associate photog for my studio some years back. And included some of his shots on our website. Only to be contacted by another photog claiming one shot was his. This turned out to be the truth and of course I had to let go of the young associate, and I immediately took down the photo. Regardless the man that shot and owned it wanted thousands to be paid, even though I took it right down. I've seen my work used and requested a take down/cure. If it was acted upon in the next week or so, I always felt life goes on, what more can you ask. Well, this guy was asking for more and I just told him to f-himself. Wanna sue me, go at. He circled back once again, but it died out. His court costs would be higher than what he could win.

    • @jeroenfigee
      @jeroenfigee Год назад +2

      Wow! amazing video.
      Important video.
      .
      I wish there was a fund where everyone who've seen this video put some money in
      so at the end you got some of it back if not all of it. 🙂
      I remember there was a RUclips knob that some accounts have, so you can leave a tip.
      .
      Thumbs up + subscribed.

    • @debbiedrawsfunny
      @debbiedrawsfunny Год назад +3

      Wishing all the very best and thank you for putting out this video. I definitely needed to hear this❤

  • @johnwindsor3771
    @johnwindsor3771 Год назад +3253

    Jamie, as your dad I’m so proud of you. It takes guts to put this out, and I’m glad your supporters now realise the challenges you face. You are rightly loved and admired by so many. We will get there together ❤️

    • @andrewbaxter9395
      @andrewbaxter9395 Год назад +113

      Mr Windsor it is every Dads worse nightmare to see their children not ok. I wish Jamie the best for a full and speedy recovery when the time comes but also you too, your comment made me happy for Jamie to know he has someone in his corner with him to face into this test.

    • @johnwindsor3771
      @johnwindsor3771 Год назад +110

      @@andrewbaxter9395 thank you! Jamie has also supported his autistic brother through a recent liver transplant (he has the same condition) so it’s not been an easy time. I do so appreciate all the lovely comments here

    • @cyclonasaurusrex1525
      @cyclonasaurusrex1525 Год назад +66

      John:
      As a father, I was moved to tears by your expression of love for your son. Well done, sir.

    • @djentlover
      @djentlover Год назад +50

      It's clear where Jamie got his kindness and compassion from. This kind of parenthood is it.

    • @urypodoler6382
      @urypodoler6382 Год назад +23

      Your son is an inspiration, John ❤

  • @margaretmcglynn5077
    @margaretmcglynn5077 Год назад +190

    When I was sick with cancer and convinced I was dying, Blackstar, the album he wrote while he knew he was dying, was one of the only things that made me feel understood. Dying is lonely and terrifying beyond words. No matter how much people around you love you, they don't, and can't, get what it's like. Blackstar said to me, "Yes this path is dark, but this is also a spiritual path toward understanding the whole of life." Clean scans for me for nearly 3 years now, but I'll never forget the way Bowie helped me understand death, to the degree that I, or anyone, can understand, before they walk through that secret door. Also, Jamie, what you went through, that must have been so incredibly painful. Thank you for sharing this with us. I hope it feels better now that you have put the fruits of your experience out into the world. Damn the folks who prey on others. And at the same time, as I was recovering myself, it helped to hear from wise artists this truth: that everything seems to happen to us, until we realize it is happening FOR us.

  • @pdbass
    @pdbass 10 месяцев назад +79

    "You create so you can feel like your true self again"
    YES! It's why we do this. Thank you for this video!!!!

    • @lithrean739
      @lithrean739 10 месяцев назад

      This hit me unexpectedly hard when I heard it. Such a good line.

  • @GreenhornPhototaker
    @GreenhornPhototaker Год назад +495

    1) You could upload once per year and you would still be my favorite RUclipsr
    2) I really hope your health improves, we will be thinking of you and sending you well wishes
    3) David Bowie is a genious :)

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +17

      Thank you.

    • @debrachambers1304
      @debrachambers1304 Год назад +3

      *genius

    • @111...
      @111... 11 месяцев назад

      💙

    • @szymonbaranowski8184
      @szymonbaranowski8184 11 месяцев назад +1

      Bowie was also a complete weirdo and he looked like an alien 🤯🤯🤯
      but had great songs no doubt

    • @SmokeandSpirit
      @SmokeandSpirit 10 месяцев назад

      @@szymonbaranowski8184The best people in your life always are.

  • @jarikarppinen
    @jarikarppinen Год назад +159

    I am diagnosed with depression. Sometimes when everything is falling apart and life sucks, I "do". I take my camera and I take pictures. I don't "create", I just "do". Somehow it keeps me going. After a while (or after a longer period of time) I can "create" again instead of "doing" and enjoy it again.
    We are all different, and I hope you find your way of surviving. As long as you are breathing there is hope of something better.

    • @111...
      @111... 11 месяцев назад +1

      💙

    • @batintheattic7293
      @batintheattic7293 11 месяцев назад +2

      There's a ledge below the ledge below 'creating', though. You forgot to mention 'being'. Even if you've been knocked off 'creating' - if you loose your footing on 'doing' then 'being' is still there. In many ways - the best creation comes from the 'being' ledge. Perhaps we should stop trying to climb back up. If we get stuck on the 'being' level, and we're huddled against the cliff wall because there appears to be nothing now between us and oblivion, it might not be such a terrible idea to decide to stay there. Stay there. Be. And if the people safely on the sand, way down below, want to collect up all the bits you dislodge while you're scratching 'I WAS HERE' on the rock face (and make a profit on them - I presume) then so be it.
      Never forget why you like it. There's no urgent need to climb closer to being pushed off again.

    • @batintheattic7293
      @batintheattic7293 11 месяцев назад

      'Striving' is a vicious ****.

    • @szymonbaranowski8184
      @szymonbaranowski8184 11 месяцев назад +1

      maybe people should start eating like humans and fixing all deficiencies
      poor diet of parents translates in poor development of children
      deficiencies in B vitamins and vitamin D in blood destroys sleep and creates dusfunction of brain
      eating right amounts of balanced proteins also makes a big difference
      eggs meat fish seafood is like essential to build body and regain sanity
      most of people didn't get born broken but many did still proper rebuilding can fix a lot
      biggest thing is to get rid of plastic microplastic from surroundings
      these problems never existed in nature!!!

    • @naturalnashuan
      @naturalnashuan 10 месяцев назад

      @@szymonbaranowski8184 Did you write this in the correct video? This one has nothing to do with eating.

  • @davidjazay9248
    @davidjazay9248 Год назад +97

    Bowie is the best teacher, and his open-minded, fearless generosity in sharing his process was possibly his greatest gift to us.

  • @macronencer
    @macronencer 11 месяцев назад +169

    Hello Jamie - I've never watched your channel before but the algorithm served me this video today and I clicked on it because it looked like something I needed to watch. I've been struggling with creative motivation recently, and one reason is that I've had a few health worries (relatively minor in my case), so it was interesting to discover that was a big part of your message. You've done a wonderful thing deciding to share all this. The video is incredibly well made and engaging, and your closing comments are particularly welcome and useful. I'm so sorry for what you've been through and I hope you get a successful outcome. I wish you the very best.

    • @billyalarie929
      @billyalarie929 11 месяцев назад +3

      Every word of this

    • @ElizabethEllenCarter
      @ElizabethEllenCarter 10 месяцев назад +1

      Hear, hear. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's very much helped me today too.

  • @trev.takes.photos
    @trev.takes.photos Год назад +195

    Jesus Jamie. So sorry for all this hell you've been going through. Your attitude still being so positive is a testament to your good character.
    Let us know if you start a go fund me for any medical bills or legal fees. Hang in there!

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +57

      Thank you. I've put the legal thing behind me now and luckily I'm in the UK so we don't have medical bills here. I'm just trying to channel Bowie and keep creating for now.

    • @ricktwice2205
      @ricktwice2205 Год назад +10

      Oh mate... so sorry just a hug for you and
      Thanks for sharing
      All the good for your future!

    • @andrewgifford7740
      @andrewgifford7740 Год назад +2

      Was just going to ask the same thing.

    • @Barrrt
      @Barrrt Год назад

      I'd love to donate 10 euro somewhere just to show appreciation for your amazing art. I'm only at 2/3 of the video and the animation quality touches me and amazes me.

  • @noOnionswithoutTears
    @noOnionswithoutTears Год назад +87

    OMG Bowie's "Black Star" is such a huge inspiration for me. To put all of that in his last album was just the greatest gift to the world. Thanks for this video. Just got out of hospital two weeks ago.

    • @violimo
      @violimo Год назад +2

      It's one of the great works of art. Genius.

  • @debless9572
    @debless9572 Год назад +21

    My father survived a liver transplant in his 70s. I have faith you will be fine. Sending hugs and positive energy your way.

  • @FTropper
    @FTropper Год назад +25

    I think especially in times like these, where it feels like everything goes down the drain and life feels pointless we need artist doing creative work and bring back color and joy in our lifes. ❤

  • @JanneWolterbeek
    @JanneWolterbeek Год назад +18

    As a designer, and generally very visual person, I must say the graphics and animation here are STUNNING. What a pleasure to watch! In other news: in 2012 I have been diagnosed with depression after a clinical burnout. As a creative, this can be limiting at times. This video, just popped up in my recommendations out of nowhere, is truly valuable to me, and a reminder to carry on in difficult times. Creative output makes me happy and ignites in me a stronger will to live. Thank you for sharing this with the world, it’s truly valuable. I hope things will go better for you soon. Stay creative! Also, I subbed immediately, this must be my kind of channel! ❤

  • @ericovis
    @ericovis Год назад +38

    As an artist, I feel that the main reason I do art is because I need to. It pushes me to overcome my fears, but facing them is not easy or pleasant, however, the final result always cheers me up, regardless of how rubbish it end up being 😂. Great video mate! Glad that the trolls of the real world didn’t break your spirit

    • @tahsina.c
      @tahsina.c 11 месяцев назад +1

      I agree, so well put! I always find it so hard to explain to people but its compulsive- we need to do it!

    • @SmokeandSpirit
      @SmokeandSpirit 10 месяцев назад

      It's so great to visually or audibly see whats going on inside. Even if it's ugly sometimes, it's easier to laugh when it's on paper, or cathartic to play it out. Let the beast out to play and it becomes less menacing. lol

  • @swirly_magnolia
    @swirly_magnolia Год назад +1

    Hi Jamie, I’m a blind photographer and have troubles everyday due to my eyesight but everyday I say to myself “this won’t beat me” so far I’m winning. Good luck on your journey ❤

  • @Vincent.Morreale
    @Vincent.Morreale Год назад +26

    You are the reason why I started working in photography and in the arts. Thank you for everything Jamie !

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +9

      Wow. I'm glad you were able to find inspiration from my videos.

    • @Vincent.Morreale
      @Vincent.Morreale Год назад +3

      @@jamiewindsor I find everything in your work, I often oriente towards your channel when I give classes (please dont sue me). From your presets to your video essay on mobile photography, I think we should compile your channel and do a book 🥰

  • @andrewowen-price4496
    @andrewowen-price4496 Год назад +56

    Welcome back Jamie! ... we've missed you. I had a dance with a type of liver cancer a few years ago and the medical folks told me that having a positive attitude was the best help I could give myself. You make work that brings enlightenment and education to thousands of people - those copyright trolls bring no benefit to the world whatsoever. I hope that karma is listening. Stay well and keep doing what you want to do.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +17

      Sorry to hear about your health. A positive attitude is definitely the way to go. I'm starting to learn that life is about 20% what happens to us and 80% how we deal with it.

    • @andrewowen-price4496
      @andrewowen-price4496 Год назад +8

      @@jamiewindsor Thanks for the reply; my health is fine - just an annual scan and fingers crossed. Carpe Diem etc., 71 years old and still more than capable of getting angry about all the injustices in the world today and very determined not to let the bastards grind me down. 😎

    • @kubotwostringz7040
      @kubotwostringz7040 Год назад

      @@jamiewindsor 🙂 I also found this to be the case. On few occasions while watching your videos, I thought about how close you came to the wise and profound... And now I get to watch and hear your "wisest" message so far 😀
      ....and it came when life is the most difficult.... I also found this to be true.
      Hang in there, friend, change what you need to change and continue walking. I'll do the same.
      May you be well 🙏

  • @VictorReynolds
    @VictorReynolds Год назад +1

    Thanks Jamie. I lost my son five months ago and I’m still dealing with grief. This is a much needed encouragement.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад

      Wow. So sorry to hear that. I can’t imagine what you’re going through.

    • @LilyGazou
      @LilyGazou 11 месяцев назад

      There is a small book that might help. It’s called Three Roads Back. ❤

  • @ezmepetersen2503
    @ezmepetersen2503 Год назад +6

    I didn't know what to expect from the title but I'm so glad I clicked. It was a privilege to listen to your story and the lessons you took from the situation. Stay well, do what you have just said, post as and when you feel you have something you want to share but above all know that we all appreciate the time and effort it takes to give us of your creativity as a gift.

  • @timallenphotogram
    @timallenphotogram Год назад +140

    Firstly Jamie I hope things improve for you and the transplant happens soon. Secondly, this video is an absolute work of art and I hope you know that. Everything from the animation to the style to the voiceover is just a thing of beauty. I look forward to your next video, whenever that may be, your work is always worth waiting for. Best wishes to you.

  • @mariond1204
    @mariond1204 Год назад +21

    Starting treatment tomorrow for de novo stage 4 breast cancer, Bowie was my first crush, and love your channel, what a winning combo of things to hear. Wishing you the best in your treatment plan. Thank you for putting all this into words.

    • @insomnia224
      @insomnia224 Год назад +4

      Good luck with your treatment! Take each day at a time and don’t worry about the what might be and what could be, just focus on the now and you will get through it. Started my journey last year.

    • @daveincork
      @daveincork Год назад

      Best of luck Marion, my sister-in-law is currently going through breast cancer too. Wishing you a speedy recovery!

    • @tcrijwanachoudhury
      @tcrijwanachoudhury Год назад

      He was mine too, stay strong love ♡

  • @Ruylopez778
    @Ruylopez778 Год назад +16

    Bowie left us a lot of wisdom in both his interviews and his work. Two things that are perhaps pertinent regarding this video; Bowie's family had a history of mental illness, and it seemed he used writing as a way to ward off his fear of illness and maintain clarity (or control), and it's interesting how he placed himself in different scenarios, different cities to see how it would affect his life, and subsequently his writing, and he had the capacity to examine and explore that - mindfulness, basically. Secondly, when he found himself stuck with a problem in his music, he could often find a way to overcome it through painting instead. I think he lived as a buddhist (as much as we can ever guess his real identity). Wish you the best with your health and channel.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +4

      He certainly was a very interesting guy with a plethora of wisdom to share.

    • @lw8099
      @lw8099 Год назад +2

      His approach to mental illness in his family is shown in his actions and also Bewlay Brothers, a song about his brother Terry who suffered from mental illness.
      It’s interesting because it is one of my favorite songs of his, with only one live performance of it (which was funny because he had to read the lyric sheet for it when he did sing it). So interesting how he managed to make a comparison to him and his brother with Terry eventually losing a grip on reality and David himself changing the reality of his persona from album to album.

    • @Ruylopez778
      @Ruylopez778 Год назад +2

      @@lw8099 That's interesting, thanks! I've seen quite a few interviews with Bowie, and I knew he had a difficult relationship with his mother, and concerns about his spiritual and mental state, but watching Moonage Daydream added a lot of perspective (assuming we can ever really know another person or trust what is presented since any material can be edited to imply something different). Bowie was/is such a fascinating artist and person. I wonder how much of the music, performances or interviews are just a facade. Presuming what is in the documentary is taken at face value, it must have had a profound effect on his life and worldview.
      Perhaps that is kind of the point from a meta perspective; we aren't really invited to know where the public persona starts or ends, or rather we can trick ourselves into believing we do, and so Bowie can be whatever the individual perceives to be most truthful or essential. I would say that in the later years he seemed to be more open and less guarded, but how can we ever know what is sincere about another person, especially one we only see through public appearances. Still, there is plenty of wisdom and vision to enjoy and speculate on.

    • @lw8099
      @lw8099 Год назад +2

      @@Ruylopez778 yeah totally. I feel about the facade, Bowie was truly a servant for art, music and culture. It’s amazing how much awareness he had in his creations and how lost he got into them….whether in persona or drugs. I remember where he had gotten a machine where it would spit out different permutations of words he inputted, just to speed up lyric development to see if anything was there worth using. I’m sure he will refine it of course, but the fact he thought to use it at the time shown how ahead of the times he was.
      But I truly believe that he had soooo much art and music in him that he was compelled to create. Him being normal and still was the facade.

    • @YomsterFUT13
      @YomsterFUT13 11 месяцев назад

      The whole him going different cities thing is a lovely way to look at how each place brings out a different side of yourself

  • @lourdesgyan
    @lourdesgyan Год назад +1

    We use your videos for photography studies in Ghana. Photography is still developing here, in the sense of craftsmanship and artistry. Thank you for existing Jamie, take your time to heal.

  • @stefanoannovazzilodi9057
    @stefanoannovazzilodi9057 7 месяцев назад +1

    Before watching your videos, I didn't even realize that my lack of motivation was due to a depression. Of course, I knew to be ill, and thanks God this is gone. But after the worst was gone, I thought that the constant failure to fulfil my creative aims was just one of the causes of my depression, so I ended giving up completely my writing to preserve myself. I guess I was mistaking the causes with the effects. And even if sometimes I missed it, I also thought that it hurt me so bad, and that I gave everything I could without being able to express myself in a way I could be proud of, that I was constantly stopping myself. I admire you as an artist and as a person, and I’m sure this video will help people feel less alone when facing hard times and eventually find the strength to get back to do what they love.

  • @timshields8720
    @timshields8720 Год назад +19

    Mate - I went down your rabbit hole just a few days ago and BY FAR you have some of the most thought provoking, well put together and inspirational content on RUclips. It is obvious you put alot of hard work into your videos and I can assure you it is touching other people so THANK YOU (all the way from New Zealand 🇳🇿 ❤)

  • @thomashecht71
    @thomashecht71 Год назад +22

    You‘re a brilliant artist and storyteller, an inspiration. That you you had to go through this makes me angy and sad. All the best to you.
    And like others said: whatever you post and whenever, we all will be patiently waiting here until it‘s ready. Until you‘re ready.

  • @That_Freedom_Guy
    @That_Freedom_Guy Год назад +1

    As a creative person, you may be pleased to realise that our entire selfhood is a creation. Exploring that rabbit hole is eye-opening. Thanks mate. 👍

    • @naturalnashuan
      @naturalnashuan 10 месяцев назад +1

      Love it! I tell people that their lives are their most important creation too. I lost a total of about 50% of my brain to delayed complications of a birth defect. When I was in the hospital many doctors and nurses told me that while I'm rewiring my brain neurons to regain functions I can add new abilities. That was extremely important to me. Instead of emotionally focusing on what I lost, I have spent 25 years doing a custom rebuild of my brain with new abilities. It's really cool! We all can add new neural paths and redesign ourselves.

    • @That_Freedom_Guy
      @That_Freedom_Guy 10 месяцев назад

      Excellent! You are living proof that if the will is there, you can do incredible things! That IS really cool! Thanks 🫡

  • @LoriGraceTheLittleWitch
    @LoriGraceTheLittleWitch Год назад +1

    "
    Make art because you have the desire and drive to. " Thanks for the advice today!

  • @anewcleardawn
    @anewcleardawn Год назад +32

    Truly appreciate the time and effort you've put into each and every one of your videos. Know that you've inspired myself, and thousands upon thousands of others. Keep shinning 🙂

  • @johnhurn3598
    @johnhurn3598 Год назад +16

    What an amazing person you are, I've suffered with anxiety for over 5 years now, how you mustered up the courage to put all that's happening to you in such an artistic way is astonishing. We're all different I guess but deep down we all hurt just the same. I'm not sure this short comment helps but I wish you well sir, if ever you need a chat I'm here. Hang in there bud 👍

    • @12qwas12as
      @12qwas12as Год назад +1

      I had paralyzing anxiety in my mid thirties. I hope yours leaves you as mine did. And soon.

  • @eyeofalchemy
    @eyeofalchemy Год назад +6

    We love you, Jamie. Words cannot sum up how many people you inspire, or how much you inspire them. So I will simply say that we love you. Thank you for being you.

  • @Eyegazersphoto
    @Eyegazersphoto Год назад +9

    Hi Jamie, thanks for sharing this to us “strangers”. It takes a lot of courage to openly share this kind of thing, both the physical and mental health issues. So THANK YOU. You voice provides a simple approach to these things, simple but powerful. Sending all the best wishes and prayers for the future, and thank you once again for helping me to look again at my own depression and challenges.

  • @carolines111
    @carolines111 Год назад +3

    So happy to hear from you! Sometimes is one day by day!

  • @bettinabauch6688
    @bettinabauch6688 Год назад +4

    You have my great respect for holding your head high during these tough times. I wish you all the best!

  • @gionatagalloni
    @gionatagalloni Год назад +5

    Thank you for having shared all this intimate story and a strong advice for everyone. A big hug, you deserve it. Keep strong and positive!

  • @donnathan745
    @donnathan745 Год назад +2

    Best wishes for a speedy recovery and resolution to all troubles. Fantastic heartfelt video, thank you for sharing 😊

  • @wakamiti
    @wakamiti Год назад +6

    You're an absolute legend, Jamie. Thanks for making this beautiful video and I hope things get better for you.

  • @runninblue9415
    @runninblue9415 Год назад +5

    Wow. Very honest of you. Hope it goes well for you and yours 🤞 always appreciated your work here 👌

  • @Luke..luke..luke..
    @Luke..luke..luke.. Год назад +3

    Always loved your work and I particularly love the content that is specifically commentary on other people's work who you admire or has inspired you. ❤❤❤❤

  • @user-of6gi5bv5r
    @user-of6gi5bv5r Год назад +4

    So happy to see you back! I’m not really following many people in here, but what you create and your storytelling is worth more, than you think! Thank you!

  • @lunisproductions3614
    @lunisproductions3614 Год назад +7

    Sorry to hear about your struggles. But the way you seem to deal with this is both inspiring and encouraging. I hope you get the call soon. All the best!

  • @GarenMeguerian
    @GarenMeguerian Год назад +8

    Another brilliant piece, Jamie. Your insights are always valuable, whether they concern editing techniques or life's great struggles. Thank you for sharing.

  • @francescofanton5432
    @francescofanton5432 Год назад +1

    Good luck mate! Wish you all the best

  • @93OliverLewis
    @93OliverLewis 10 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing your journey. I needed to hear this tonight

  • @machinimas2139
    @machinimas2139 Год назад +5

    Thank you so much for sharing these ideas and personal experiences with us, I really enjoy your content and the way you always find the most creative way of presenting it. I admire you not only as an artist but as a person, keep on going and we´ll be here always for you :)

  • @CenerCener
    @CenerCener Год назад +3

    I hope you get better for yourself and your family. And if we can get a great video essay like this, it would be the cherry on top. I would be so happy to watch every one of them repeatedly. Your videos are precious for your audience, and they are well-written and well-executed, with no exception.

  • @mammaduck3863
    @mammaduck3863 Год назад +1

    Thank you, Jamie. I've had such a rough year and spent a lot of time just trying to deal and get through a day. I'm grateful for your story because I needed to know it does get better. I'm sorry you had to deal with such a mess in order to create this piece. Much love.

  • @Roasty83
    @Roasty83 Год назад

    Thanks for sharing. Great to have you back!

  • @sbai4319
    @sbai4319 Год назад +5

    Thanks so much for this video Jamie. I respect your journey because I am facing my own challenges. This video more than any other recent video from any creator will keep me going. Cheers from Australia 🇦🇺

  • @justinkingery2489
    @justinkingery2489 Год назад +3

    We love you, Jamie! Best of luck with the transplant. You're wise to look to Bowie for inspiration. We'll be here for you when you're up to it. Look after yourself!

  • @michael195b
    @michael195b Год назад +1

    Huge respect for posting this video and the mental health issues you've addressed in it. Ive always advocated getting help if you need it.

  • @iainolivier7960
    @iainolivier7960 Год назад +2

    We love you Jamie! Don't stop creating, your work is 🔥 so glad you're back :)

  • @AndysImages
    @AndysImages Год назад +3

    Nice to see you back Jamie, I hope you get your transplant soon and are able to find some inner peace in the meantime. When my cancer reared it’s head again earlier this year I reluctantly put my camera down to focus my energy elsewhere, its ok to not be ok, now I’m back on track I’m slowly feeling my way back into shooting. I think sometimes you just need to be pragmatic about what you have the capacity to do with all that you have to deal with.

  • @MeDeeTations
    @MeDeeTations Год назад +3

    Hugs Jamie,
    Creative work is spiritual work. A communication with the Divine and shared with others - that’s what you’ve been doing. Sending you love and prayers 🙏🏻

  • @sergeykozyr5059
    @sergeykozyr5059 Год назад +1

    We love your work in instagram and RUclips. But we even more love knowing that you are healthy and happy with your family.

  • @corporaterobotslave400
    @corporaterobotslave400 Год назад +1

    I use my suffering as inspiration for my creativity. I often write songs about it, and my horror and sci-fi scripts are often inspired by some stressful or depressing insight that came about because of suffering. Suffering is what teaches us to be better people, or bitter people: it all depends on if you learn the inherent lesson or not. I've suffered more than most people I know, and I use that as an advantage over others through my creative processes. I find these creative drives are what eventually heals me of said episodes; the overt expression of it all. I used to post song ideas or jams on RUclips a lot, but then I ditched the cell phone last October ('22) and haven't missed it; sharing so much music made me feel unfocused and adrift. I'm recording on an old digital 16 track now trying to focus my songs into something I can release as a coherent album.

  • @joshuaelliff2179
    @joshuaelliff2179 Год назад +15

    Very well said Jamie. So sorry to hear about your experience with those greedy fuckers. Karma will get them in the end.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +7

      It is what it is. I'm trying not to let it eat up any more of my energy.

  • @artryanrock
    @artryanrock Год назад +8

    You're one of those underrated youtubers. I learned a lot from your videos and this one helps me find motivation to go out again and pick up my camera and start shooting again. "create so you can feel like your true self" I hope all your health and legal problems will be solved. Take care of your health and Best wishes

  • @rfss
    @rfss 11 месяцев назад +1

    Don't give up, you are an inspiration to me. I am also going through a difficult time. and watching your videos has always been something that encourages me.
    I send you a big hug from MEDELLIN COLOMBIA

  • @thefeelcompany
    @thefeelcompany Год назад +2

    Damn, mahn. That sounds really tough. You’ve also put a film together that outlines my conclusions from the last three years strife. I hope you continue to feel yourself. You’ve helped a lot of people with this film. Thank you.

  • @rgarlinyc
    @rgarlinyc Год назад +3

    I feel your pain Jamie. I'm presently pretty much similarly affected. I wish you everything you need to slay your dragons.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад

      Sorry to hear that. Life can throw some curveballs sometimes, can't it?

    • @rgarlinyc
      @rgarlinyc Год назад

      @@jamiewindsor Thank you, and yes, life can. Batted most of them away so far, thank G_d.

  • @masterblockwarrior
    @masterblockwarrior Год назад

    So good to hear from you, Jamie. Take care!

  • @RobbsHomemadeLife
    @RobbsHomemadeLife Год назад

    I have been making and watching RUclips videos for 16 years. Over the years I have added videos that meant a lot to me to my favorite playlist. In 16 years I only had 219 videos added to my favorite playlist. After watching your video. I now have 220. What a helpful video. I make at least one video per week. I have over 1300. But out of all of those videos. The ones I like the most are the ones that I made not because I wanted to but because I had to. I was compelled. I wish they got a lot of views, in fact, they have done poorly. But they are the videos I love the most and that I am the most proud of. I had watched David Bowie give that advice before in another video but the way you combined it into your story was powerful. I'm wishing you the very best with your medical adventure and want you to know I'm very happy to subscribe.

  • @captainianr
    @captainianr Год назад +6

    Ringing a lot of bells. Why not do a go fund me for the legals? I would be among the first to help. I’m sure a lot of us would.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +2

      That's very kind of you. It's all finished with now, and I'm saving up again so just trying to move forward. It's nice to know I have support in case it happens again, though.

    • @captainianr
      @captainianr Год назад +1

      @@jamiewindsor all the very best. I genuinely love your work, I look forward to your videos (and presets!) and look forward to many more.

  • @TL-xw6fh
    @TL-xw6fh Год назад +3

    You tried to help someone by referencing her work and raising her profile, and she paid you back by trying to screw you! This is a cruel world we live in.

    • @jamiewindsor
      @jamiewindsor  Год назад +5

      What was particularly annoying about it was that the first draft of my video didn't have her work in it. But after watching it back, I felt the video had too many male photographers and I so I swapped out a few references for some critiques of female photographers’ work in order to have better balance of representation in my cited references. Although I'm sure I could do a 'what if' for lots of things. I don't know what her motivation was. Maybe she was going through hard times and needed some income. She refused to respond to me so I guess I'll never know.

    • @TL-xw6fh
      @TL-xw6fh Год назад +1

      @@jamiewindsor Oh dear, I feel so sorry for you. I suspect she signed a contract with the legal company that has a clause prohibiting her from engaging directly with you. However, learn from the past to build for the future. That's what I always tell myself. Keep safe, keep well and keep your chin up, Jamie!

    • @dressmaking
      @dressmaking Год назад

      Comment not necessarily directed at @@jamiewindsor, but I was targeted by a copyright troll in 2021. It kicked off a period of deep research. Along the way I encountered so many levels of lawyers and services whose whole business model is to suck up money with the promise of avoiding going to court. It truly felt like scammers all the way down.
      As far as I could tell, a company called August Image/Global Rights Control (they are far from the only such organization) pitches their service as copyright watchdogs to working photographers. One of the ways that they lure photographers to sign with them is with the promise of recurring "recoup lost licence fees". Then they find websites that have used the images then threaten legal action until the poster relents and pays up. However they aren't a law firm and it's unclear if they actually employ any attorneys.
      Of course if an attorney had contacted me, I would have been scared af. In my instance, they gave up trying to squeeze money from me when I told them I was thinking of seeking a declaratory judgment of non-infringement in the United States District Court.

  • @1inkedchick
    @1inkedchick Год назад +1

    Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us, Jamie. You are an amazing creator and very brave for putting this video out. Wishing you nothing but the best in all life is challenging you with. Be well :)

  • @sherrimusic9172
    @sherrimusic9172 Год назад

    I've been going through a really stressful time and this video came at the right time. Thank you so much ❤

  • @sampledude8846
    @sampledude8846 Год назад +1

    Wishing you all the best Jamie! You are great!

  • @robertarisz8464
    @robertarisz8464 Год назад +2

    Bowie is for me the greatest artist of any genre. He really was the full package. I love watching interviews with him - such charm and knowledge.
    I hope you are doing well Jamie.

  • @pocketNinjaGameing
    @pocketNinjaGameing 10 месяцев назад

    You are amazing man! Wishing you all the best ❤️

  • @OctaviaOG
    @OctaviaOG 11 месяцев назад

    really needed to hear this framed in this manner. thank you! i wish you all the best with your health.

  • @petersharman9399
    @petersharman9399 Год назад

    Nice to hear from you, well done for just 'getting on with it'.

  • @Gordongreenhorn
    @Gordongreenhorn Год назад +1

    I’m sorry to hear about your struggles. Your work, here on RUclips is amazing and it’s on my very short list of creators, no matter the title/subject/thumbnail I enjoy from start to finish. Sorry I don’t have much else to add beyond I look forward to the next upload 🙏

  • @JeevesTCW
    @JeevesTCW Год назад

    So sorry to hear you have been going through such a difficult time Jamie, wishing you all the best 🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @grahamsmith7938
    @grahamsmith7938 Год назад +1

    I hope everything works out well for you. I've always valued your videos and have missed them.

  • @MWB_FoolsParadisePictures
    @MWB_FoolsParadisePictures 11 месяцев назад

    Man, this one really hit home. Thanks for this to both Jamie & David

  • @CristianGeelen
    @CristianGeelen Год назад

    Glad you are back you talented genius!

  • @bokgriessel1247
    @bokgriessel1247 9 месяцев назад

    What an amazing video so glad you are "back" we all missed you

  • @patmcdonnell7784
    @patmcdonnell7784 Год назад

    sending much love Jamie. I cant imagine any of what you are going thru, hang in there.

  • @jeroentromp7097
    @jeroentromp7097 7 месяцев назад

    Overwelmed🙃!! Thank you so much and I wish you a good & creative recovery!!

  • @AndyGoodstuff
    @AndyGoodstuff Год назад

    You inspire people in more ways than you could possibly know. Nothing but love and respect for you and your work, and I hope that you get to experience feelings similar to those that your audience feel when we watch your videos. Even when a copyright troll makes it this challenging to want to put together a video for a photography channel, you absolutely smash it with these beautiful animations and moving typography. Take care, man.

  • @findwill
    @findwill Год назад

    I can tell in every frame of this video that it was a labor of love. Thanks Jamie.

  • @ggstylz
    @ggstylz Год назад +1

    Incredible upload Jamie! Speedy recovery mate, sending you best wishes.

  • @prichardgs
    @prichardgs Год назад

    First of all, I'm sorry for your suffering. I went to war, came home devastated, stayed drunk for years, and created nothing but more pain. I'm out of the Army now and I am an artist, I paint whatever the hell I want, I don't try to meet anyone's expectations or sensibilities, and I don't judge my work-I just do it. But I do have my moments, moments of deep depression and I create nothing in those states, I can barely get out of bed. But when I do get going I get back at my work-tune the world out and paint-sometimes 20 hours a day. My life experiences inform my work as well as my mental health issues-I realize that, but I also know I can speak through my work and that has value. Excellent video. As someone who has found my work posted in places I did not authorize it-I usually contact them and say-He I would freely let you show my work if you asked...and leave it at that. Art is meant to be seen after all. Be well, and peace.

  • @polleepops2012
    @polleepops2012 Год назад +1

    Jamie, you have taught me so much about my photography and I cannot express how much I love your work and your outlook. I really hope you get a new liver soon. Sending strength!! Keep on moving on.

  • @DavidRamos-to5gj
    @DavidRamos-to5gj 8 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you for all the photography lectures , proudly I'd like to call you a teacher for all the valuable content that you have done. Many people like me cannot afford to study photography or make a living from it. At the end of the day I've learned a lot from you. I hope that you get better.

  • @jacksonianc
    @jacksonianc Год назад

    So good to see more content from you Jamie. The quality of your work speaks for itself, best to you and your family.

  • @carlpalmer6095
    @carlpalmer6095 Год назад +1

    So pleased you uploaded this video Jamie. I really hope you soon get your good health pal. This video has helped me today as I suffer mental health issue's that has stopped me from picking up my camera and being creative for most of this year, but tomorrow I will go out with my camera in hand because of this video. Looking forward to your next video too what ever it may be and when ever you feel like producing it, always so informative. Thank you.

  • @deedeemefischerthree
    @deedeemefischerthree Год назад

    What a beautiful statement and video. Cheers from one artist to another and much love.

  • @rakiytzakari
    @rakiytzakari Год назад +1

    Your stories bring us together - People from separate communities, different worlds and walks of life - enriched by the endowment of your creativity and advice. Thank you, I LOVE your work, it’s the nostalgic comfort equivalent of a VHS sliding into a VCR. I pray your body gets what it needs and that a whole bunch of money comes your way. ✊🏾

  • @erikhammargren
    @erikhammargren Год назад +1

    Jamie, just want to thank you. Your videos has helped me out so much and I'm also a huge Bowie fan. Not just his music but everything he was and still represent. Sincerely hope things work out.

  • @kenkadow3616
    @kenkadow3616 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts with us. Hope you're ok and getting better.

  • @andreniemeyerart
    @andreniemeyerart 9 месяцев назад

    Hope you are well! Love your contents, your writing and your voice! Thank you❤

  • @csisbw
    @csisbw Год назад

    Sorry to hear you've been feeling this way mate and glad to see you're on an upward trajectory now!
    This video hit home, as I've been at my lowest point over the last month or two and have really trying to get myself out of this hole.
    Thanks for sharing and I hope your mental and physical health get right!

  • @Sx-xy2zi
    @Sx-xy2zi 10 месяцев назад

    Algo recommended this. Wishing you the best and thankyou for creating 🙂

  • @Tad20243
    @Tad20243 11 месяцев назад

    I wish you the best. Happy creating!

  • @lw8099
    @lw8099 Год назад +1

    James. I’be only recently happened upon your channel in the past year and am always impressed by your content and candour.
    This video caught me at a moment where not as medically serious at yours, has left me in a certain mental ditch that I needed to dig myself out of. The comment about how creating things is being yourself just clicked. And while I still might not be creating just yet, I am glad to get motivation to say “What I do now is for me and to take care of me.”
    I do wish you the best, because what you have done is the best.

  • @bushhead7760
    @bushhead7760 Год назад

    Brilliant, honest and as always an engaging video, good to see you back sir.

  • @x100ed
    @x100ed Год назад

    I hope your health issues get sorted, and soon. The fact that you have made ANY vieeo while all of this has been going on is brilliant, the fact that you made THIS video stands to the type of person you are, and your dad is rightly proud! You took the time to explain where you were (even tough you never have to) what had happened, what still needs to happen and even though you have had so much on your own plate you think of others and what they may be going through. I hope that this becomes one of your most watched videos and that great things happen for you! Thanks for sharing.

  • @transgirl420
    @transgirl420 Год назад

    Thank you for sharing! Love your work, great to hear your voice again.