“You don’t want to die. You just don’t want to be the person you are now.” That’s exactly what I’m feeling now. It feels like the world won’t let you live and it won’t let you die as well. There are moments of revelation where I feel so calm that I feel I’m ready to go, without any regrets, attachments or longing. It’s like pressing the reset button. It’s my wife and my mum that’s keeping me alive. I don’t think they can take it and I don’t want them to be in pain forever. It’s not that I haven’t tried. I’ve been to a few psychiatrists for years, tried numerous medications, therapy and even hypnotherapy. There seems to be some improvements over the years but the results have not been satisfactory. It always seems like I’m taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back. It’s still a daily roller coaster ride of feeling ok and then down the ride again moments later. These people are brave and they give me some hope that I’m not alone and you can change for the better. Thanks.
Incredibly brave to share their journeys this really resonates with me my brother did exactly what the soldier did and his dog was there too only he never came out of it when the dog kept jumping up at him to stop him he was just 18 and it’s been 21yrs this November when he went to his gp to ask for help the doctor laughed at him and basically sent him away with out any help 😢 it’s crazy that we loosing even more people to suicide 21yrs later it’s not right
incredible video xxx thank you all for sharing your stories xxxxx
Everyone involved was so incredibly brave. Congratulations on creating such an impactful documentary. ❤️
“You don’t want to die. You just don’t want to be the person you are now.”
That’s exactly what I’m feeling now. It feels like the world won’t let you live and it won’t let you die as well. There are moments of revelation where I feel so calm that I feel I’m ready to go, without any regrets, attachments or longing. It’s like pressing the reset button. It’s my wife and my mum that’s keeping me alive. I don’t think they can take it and I don’t want them to be in pain forever.
It’s not that I haven’t tried. I’ve been to a few psychiatrists for years, tried numerous medications, therapy and even hypnotherapy. There seems to be some improvements over the years but the results have not been satisfactory. It always seems like I’m taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back. It’s still a daily roller coaster ride of feeling ok and then down the ride again moments later.
These people are brave and they give me some hope that I’m not alone and you can change for the better. Thanks.
Incredibly brave to share their journeys this really resonates with me my brother did exactly what the soldier did and his dog was there too only he never came out of it when the dog kept jumping up at him to stop him he was just 18 and it’s been 21yrs this November when he went to his gp to ask for help the doctor laughed at him and basically sent him away with out any help 😢 it’s crazy that we loosing even more people to suicide 21yrs later it’s not right
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All that is done for poor income is 5150. There are no resources for mental health in US. Which is why so many of us become homeless.