uni vlog 📂 7am at library, uk first year psych, catching up, mundane things, reality of uni.

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  • Опубликовано: 23 авг 2024
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    ⌊𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬⌉🍑
    ↳ Hi everyone! Thank you for being patient during my 1.5-month hiatus. I’ve been trying to write this so many times lol! In this vlog, I’ll be catching up on uni after missing a few weeks in the library at 7am, and my life as a uni student living at home + a heart-to-heart about uni in general! I just want to reiterate that this is my experience and no one in year 13 or high school seniors should anticipate or base their uni experience on mine! Uni has been a hard transition for me where. I’ve started to have episodes of panic before and during lectures and seminars. I started to dislike going to uni bc I was always feeling anxious about interacting with others in my course and how others thought of me bc it took so much energy from me alone to take part in conversations, especially since my degree is so discussion based. so filming uni vlogs have been difficult and I’m pretty sure that it tainted the quality of my vlogs during late November and December time bc that was when it hit me hardest. It started to impact the little things like just going to the library- something I enjoyed. This experience was very humbling in terms of my relationship with being alone, and just coping with overthinking and analysing it can very easily get worse. With this taken into consideration I’ve decided psychology is not a career path for me. I can barely take care of my own let alone others' mental health, as a therapist or psychologist. However, I still want to work in healthcare thus I’m in the process of changing courses for a new change in environment and career I think would be best for me but more on that when things get confirmed! I have been meeting with a well-being support tutor recently which has been helping me feel and cope better! I haven't done this much brain-dumping in a while, haha but anywho I hope you enjoy the video and have a great rest of your day!
    Stay peachy,
    Ciara
    Stay safe and healthy
    ⌊𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬⌉🧭
    ⌊𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢 𝐮𝐬𝐞⌉📹
    ↳ what I use for filming, editing and studying
    ⁍ camera: iPhone 13 pro, fujifilm XS10, Panasonic Hc-Vxf1 Camcorder. set to 4K 60fps
    ⁍ editing: Final Cut Pro
    ⁍ thumbnail: goodnotes 5, phonto, picsart
    ⁍ computer: iMac blue 2021 250GB, MacBook Air M2 midnight blue 512GB
    ⁍ tablet: iPad Air 4th generation, green
    ⁍ note taking: goodnotes 5, notion
    ⁍ planner: notion (mostly)
    ⌊𝐛𝐠𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬!⌉📼
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    ‣ Music track: Sunflower by Lukrembo
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    ↳ workable-manag...
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    ↳ workable-manag...
    ⌊𝐟𝐚𝐪⌉🧾
    ➺ name: ciara elizabeth
    ➺ age: 18 (5 may 04’)
    ➺ ethnicity: filipino 🇵🇭
    ➺ area: north england 🇬🇧
    ➺ year: freshman / 1st year uni
    ➺ degree: bsc psychology
    ➺ qualifications: undergraduate degree
    ➺ career aspirations: clinical psychologist!
    ➺ults: purple kiss, p1harmony, chungha ;)
    upload schedule: typically mon/fri
    socials: ig: @peachy_ciara.04 , Spotify @ciara🍑
    💌 04peachyciara@gmail.com for business enquires
    🧸: 31061 :0
    All videos are filmed and edited by me😁

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  • @peachyciara
    @peachyciara  Год назад +8

    ⌊𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬⌉🍑
    ↳ Hi everyone! Thank you for being patient during my 1.5-month hiatus. I’ve been trying to write this so many times lol! In this vlog, I’ll be catching up on uni after missing a few weeks in the library at 7am, and my life as a uni student living at home + a heart-to-heart about uni in general! I just want to reiterate that this is my experience and no one in year 13 or high school seniors should anticipate or base their uni experience on mine! Uni has been a hard transition for me where. I’ve started to have episodes of panic before and during lectures and seminars. I started to dislike going to uni bc I was always feeling anxious about interacting with others in my course and how others thought of me bc it took so much energy from me alone to take part in conversations, especially since my degree is so discussion based. so filming uni vlogs have been difficult and I’m pretty sure that it tainted the quality of my vlogs during late November and December time bc that was when it hit me hardest. It started to impact the little things like just going to the library- something I enjoyed. This experience was very humbling in terms of my relationship with being alone, and just coping with overthinking and analysing it can very easily get worse. With this taken into consideration I’ve decided psychology is not a career path for me. I can barely take care of my own let alone others' mental health, as a therapist or psychologist. However, I still want to work in healthcare thus I’m in the process of changing courses for a new change in environment and career I think would be best for me but more on that when things get confirmed! I have been meeting with a well-being support tutor recently which has been helping me feel and cope better! I haven't done this much brain-dumping in a while, haha but anywho I hope you enjoy the video and have a great rest of your day!
    Stay peachy,
    Ciara
    Stay safe and healthy
    ⌊𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬⌉🧭
    ⌊𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢 𝐮𝐬𝐞⌉📹
    ↳ what I use for filming, editing and studying
    ⁍ camera: iPhone 13 pro, fujifilm XS10, Panasonic Hc-Vxf1 Camcorder. set to 4K 60fps
    ⁍ editing: Final Cut Pro
    ⁍ thumbnail: goodnotes 5, phonto, picsart
    ⁍ computer: iMac blue 2021 250GB, MacBook Air M2 midnight blue 512GB
    ⁍ tablet: iPad Air 4th generation, green
    ⁍ note taking: goodnotes 5, notion
    ⁍ planner: notion (mostly)
    ⌊𝐛𝐠𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬!⌉📼
    ‣ Music by LOVELOVELOVE - ULTRAVIOLET - thmatc.co/?l=DBEC8623
    ‣ Music by Namoo Nara - Endlessly (Sang Gak Hae) - thmatc.co/?l=ACA11118
    ‣ Music by Fran Vasilić - Maybe - thmatc.co/?l=F3F1390B
    ‣ Music by Kelsey Kuan - Idk (Acoustic Version) - thmatc.co/?l=DEE56512
    ‣ Music track: Sunflower by Lukrembo
    Source: freetouse.com/music/
    Music for Video (Free Download)
    ‣ Hype boy lofi : ruclips.net/video/SOV50GFtdqI/видео.html
    ‣ Music by The Millennial Club - love is so hard! - thmatc.co/?l=62C83913
    ‣🎈Song : Daystar - Sunny side up / ruclips.net/video/OODSNK2gvRM/видео.html
    ‣ OMG new jeans lofi: ruclips.net/video/4aM4oTOZtuw/видео.html
    ‣ how come- ruclips.net/video/Gq_yBhito58/видео.html
    ‣ bgm president
    ‣🎵 adventure - Prod. YMLofi
    link: ruclips.net/video/WzFXdqhfij0/видео.html
    ⌊𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬⌉🎟
    ‣ code: PYLS20 for 20% off, lention | store: www.lention.com/
    ‣ code: PEACHYCIARA15 for 15% off, Happy Plugs | store: happyplugs.com?ghref=3304:282377&discount=PEACHYCIARA15
    ‣ code: oluolin.com?sca_ref=1838535.JRdew5u124 for 15% off your purchase
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    ⌊𝐟𝐚𝐪⌉🧾
    ➺ name: ciara elizabeth
    ➺ age: 18 (5 may 04’)
    ➺ ethnicity: filipino 🇵🇭
    ➺ area: north england 🇬🇧
    ➺ year: freshman / 1st year uni
    ➺ degree: bsc psychology
    ➺ qualifications: undergraduate degree
    ➺ career aspirations: clinical psychologist!
    ➺ults: purple kiss, p1harmony, chungha ;)
    upload schedule: typically mon/fri
    socials: ig: @peachy_ciara.04 , Spotify @ciara🍑
    💌 04peachyciara@gmail.com for business enquires
    🧸: 31061 :0
    All videos are filmed and edited by me😁

    • @ValleyData
      @ValleyData Год назад

      Did you know blacks made an AI overlay to make all photos/videos (like your videos on Facebook & RUclips) look and sound like you're being raped by black people?
      They literally steal your face and repurposed your videos to make you a rape victim in their AI generated hate rape porn...
      I have proof in video of them making it look like there's a black man in your videos and your performing graphic acts... :(
      I'm just trying to inform the creators their kids content is being used to create rape content for blacks.
      I even got shot an hour after they threatened to kill me by name through one of the RUclips videos I was watching before making the girl look like she was crying and getting raped by black people.
      I've been in the hospital for 7 months and have permanent disability and a bullet in my chest.
      This whole video is you graphically sucking black dick and talking dirty about black dicks.

  • @CrisOnTheInternet
    @CrisOnTheInternet Год назад +36

    From not showing your face to put it in the thumbnail, I'm glad you gained confidence 😊.

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +6

      Thank you so much! I was pretty nervous using this thumbnail bc I found it pretty risky since I haven’t properly put my face out on the internet so it was definitely a new feeling I’m glad I did haha 😂

  • @saima3932
    @saima3932 Год назад +24

    I relate to your experience so much. Even with just under a month of uni left before first year comes to an end, I’ve made not a single friend. I dread going in each day because of how lonely it is. I hope second year will be different for us both 🫶🏻

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +5

      I just wanted to be truthful and not lie to everyone saying university is the best experience and something I love because the reality is for a lot of people it’s not and it’s okay! What’s most important is if you feel like university is the path for you and the course you’re doing if you still have people in your life not matter the distance you love and help you get through it that’s all that matters x 😊

  • @thepetiteotaku
    @thepetiteotaku Год назад +4

    I am an introvert so I never sought to make friends, but I inadvertedly did when I started joining different clubs and societies at uni. Potentially that is something you could consider for next year. I am sorry to hear that it has taken a toll on you. I hope next academic year will be better for you!

  • @km-fy7hh
    @km-fy7hh Год назад +2

    This video is so realistic, literally this time last year I was thinking how much I’d miss my sixth form friends and now I only get to see my closest like once a month as well😭😭. Thanks for uploading I love your videos they’re so comforting and motivate me esp since it’s more relatable as your from England too💕😩

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      Thank you!! Ive been debating whether to post an unfiltered video like this mainly bc I don’t want to discourage people from going to uni or make people worry about their experience in uni but I don’t like hiding or lying to you guys even more and figured that there will be people like me and you so I’m very glad to receive such overwhelming support and love you everyone who watched the video! Thanks again 😊

  • @sharfilms9229
    @sharfilms9229 Год назад +1

    the amount of efforts you've put into editing this and also the music love it
    might look easy but those lil details n effects ain't easyyyy

  • @danikam4966
    @danikam4966 Год назад

    it didn't help that a lot of people on my course were older than me, and while it's not impossible to make friends with older people, for some reason i really struggled with that. I made zero friends on my course, and others don't realise how isolating it really is. My friend made no friends on his course either, but because most of the people in his year went through a foundation year together and already had their set groups, and his anxiety made it super difficult to attend lectures. Thank you for sharing your uni experience! Most university videos online are overly romanticised, and didn't truly prepare me for the social difficulties of university, so watching your video made me feel not so alone :))

  • @TA-ud5lf
    @TA-ud5lf Год назад +3

    saw your description, and I would like to say I really relate, uni has been so hard for me to transition into and you have taken such a good step to switching courses and if you do I hope it goes well because I don't even know what I want to switch to
    nevertheless, I hope everything goes well and I am looking forward to watching this vlog
    it's nice to know someone else is going through something similar and we probs would've been uni friends
    FYI i am 40+ lectures behind but for some reason im not worried
    and gl at your first job!

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much! 😊 it will get better for both of us whether we want to stay in uni or not sometimes the trajectory of life changes for the better so if you have a gut feeling about something don’t ignore it!

  • @zzzahrin
    @zzzahrin Год назад

    yes!! making friends in uni is so hard😭😭 you worded it so perfectly

  • @potato1084
    @potato1084 5 месяцев назад

    2:04 I can relate to everything you said so much. It’s a London uni thing especially. I kinda just accepted being alone and knowing the fun I had in 6th form isnt coming back any time soon. One pro is I’m not broke like my friends though 😂😂

  • @dearzoe99
    @dearzoe99 Год назад +2

    Hello Ciara, came here to say I love your vlogs, they motivate me and help me stay positive! I hope you're doing good and looking forward to more vlogs! Good luck with your studies ☺️

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much! I hope you’ll stick around for many more videos to come 🥰🥰🥰

    • @dearzoe99
      @dearzoe99 Год назад

      @@peachyciara Will do! You also inspired me to keep posting vlogs too, just posted a new study vlog a few days ago :)

  • @boop8685
    @boop8685 10 месяцев назад

    I was chilling watching this video after randomly clicking on it until suddenly 2:20 I realised you were in the same city as me ! That's so cool :D
    Anyways, love vlogs like this that are realistic about uni life

  • @anushakhan461
    @anushakhan461 Год назад +1

    love your vlogs sm

  • @sariany9794
    @sariany9794 Год назад

    Sending you a huge hug, I just came across your video and I love how real you are

  • @marieamores954
    @marieamores954 Год назад +2

    love thissss

  • @kgothalosegami4720
    @kgothalosegami4720 Год назад +1

    Your videos are the best

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      I’m glad you enjoy them thank you!!

  • @aditopguy9785
    @aditopguy9785 Год назад +1

    I just finished uni last year and also didn’t have a great experience in first year. Second year was all online for me. And in third year I did end up making friends and had a good experience. It’s just a matter taking the courage to talk to people and stepping out of your comfort zone. It’s scary at first but it’s not too bad honestly.
    Looking back, it’s not a big deal if you make friends or not so don’t worry. I think it’s normal to go through stages like that. I remember when I was like that too. You are still very young and you will become more confident later on.

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much for the insight! It’s very reassuring for not only me but others who feel that way too and I agree sometimes you go through those stages in life and although they feel crappy it will let you know yourself better and if you feel that way again you know to cope or confront it which is something I’m trying to do right now! 🥰

  • @um7785
    @um7785 Год назад

    i missed seeing your vlogs! i hope nothing but the best for you *virtual hug!!

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад

      Thank you for watching! *sends virtual hug back* 😊

  • @yume-99
    @yume-99 Год назад

    you’re soooooo prettyyyyyyyyy

  • @ibensdiaries
    @ibensdiaries Год назад

    Love watching your vlogs! 🌸🫶🏻

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      I’m glad you enjoy them thanks for watching!!! 😉

  • @Chanel.livd4_
    @Chanel.livd4_ Год назад

    You’re vlogs are so soothing. Which uni do you go? 🤍

  • @Latteyeo
    @Latteyeo Год назад

    Your videos are so relaxing omg I wish I noticed your channel earlier 😭

  • @aliveandawake1107
    @aliveandawake1107 Год назад +1

    love your vlogs, Ciara! Hope you can visit Philippines someday as well and do a vlog😊💗

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад

      Thank you for waiting and watching 🙃! I actually went to Philippines last summer, I just I find it difficult to film in public there especially when you have to keep valuables close to you at all times but the next time I go I’ll try my best to vlog as non university content 🤗

  • @gemilycv
    @gemilycv Год назад

    i adore the libraries here

  • @gemilycv
    @gemilycv Год назад

    just singing along to the bg music dont mind me x

  • @bykasolee
    @bykasolee Год назад

    Love the video 🫶🏾

  • @lancefonti
    @lancefonti Год назад

    Im ur biggest fan

  • @afongg
    @afongg Год назад

    Just discovered your channel and I love it

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад

      Thank you so much! Also I rlly do agree bc uni experience is different for everyone and in my opinion so far I don’t think anything is going to top my time during college and summer break post exams mainly bc it was the best time for me emotionally and mentally although I’m only in my first year uni I’m still gonna hold those years close to my heart however I will still give uni more time and put in more effort to enjoy it before the real world as anyone should x

  • @rhoda4621
    @rhoda4621 Год назад

    can I ask how ur experience with well-being support has been? i’ve been struggling with anxiety too but not sure how to go about getting support :’)

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад +1

      My experience with well-being has been great! They make sure you’re comfortable to help you manage your well-being so for me with my anxiety they opted for a phone call so I didn’t have to go to uni. I had to fill out a self referral form and give a lot of information regarding my concerns and well-being and they talk you through the appropriate measures to help you manage and recover if you’re anxiety is getting harder to manage I’d recommend well-being support they helped me a lot and the staff should more than qualified!

  • @juliabello9121
    @juliabello9121 Год назад

    i like ur buhok so cute

    • @peachyciara
      @peachyciara  Год назад

      Thank you for complimenting my buhok 💇‍♀️

  • @tteokbokki.
    @tteokbokki. Год назад

    What is the font name in your thumbnail?

  • @juliabello9121
    @juliabello9121 Год назад

    hai