NF - Trauma (Audio)
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- Опубликовано: 24 июл 2019
- Official video for “Trauma” by NF.
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“Give me peace but then you steal it” this is literally life
i looked at your youtube channel, ill subscribe if you make a video
So true 😔
Real talk. life can be hard at times.
Yeah. Sad but true. 💔
Pretty much.
the worst part is when no one knows ur broken.
That's the best part 😎
#FakeItTillYouMakeIt
The worst is we are all broken
The worst part is when you SEE the broken and you want to help and you try with your whole soul to try to help them until your whole soul is sucked dry for that one person and then you UNDERSTAND that you cant help someone who is SO broken that no one cant put those pieces back together. But you've already given your whole soul for this person. Your heart your mind your EVERYTHING is invested in this one person so you slowly die alongside with him. And there's nothing anyone can do anymore. Because he is surrounded by his traumas that have now become yours too...
the worst part is when they know bc most of em are gonna show they don't care.
Friend: "Why do you always listen to him? His songs are so depressing"
Me: "They aren't depressing. They're honest. It's depressing to you, but it's life support to me."
I feel you. No one understands
Same here. Him song's just tell about life and truth's
Exactly...
So true
This 💯, those that find it depressing haven’t experienced what he’s singing about... those that know find comfort in it. He’s pure genius... the artistry... poetry. Honestly I never use to listen to rappers that much but he’s the one I will always listen to! There’s not a song he hasn’t made that I don’t love and can’t relate to.
"Scream and yell but I feel speechless, asked for help you call it weakness" I felt that in my soul
Same…
Real..
😞
Who hurt you bro
“Trade my joy for my protection”
I felt that one like actually.
Hey Army💜
Same... 😢😳
im sorry guys i put it at 499 likes
the universe felt it
me to.
Producer : How much emotion you want in this new album?
NF : YES
NFrealmusic Fan y e s
You have the best music in the world I love your songs I Stayed up for all your songs
Eli Young u realize it says “fan” it’s not nf
Y E S
I going to listen your songs all night :'3
*Y e s*
NF hasn't made one bad song. Everything he releases is just so damn relatable, and hard hitting.
Motivated: Let me introduce myself...
His song doesn't have Cursing words
@@nicolaslillo515 motivated has a crappy chorus but he lowkey flexes some lyrical skills in the verses. He was pretty new to the serious music so 🤷♂️ even the greatest started at the bottom
@@jackforest8084 honestly that song is just way to corny. He forces the wordplay, screams but it brings no energy, and all around its just a really bad song
@@nicolaslillo515 I just went and listened to that song to see who I'd agree with..... you're right. I could only make it 90 seconds in before I turned it off.
Lyrics:
Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I feel like I'm talking to my happiness and hope when I sing this
Thank you.
@@bugzo9792 your welcome :)
I get abandoned from my mom and dad and grandmother but now I'm just alone day abandoned me when I was 12 now I'm 16 😢😞
@@wolflokose8172 dang...well, don't lose hope! because you'll be able to make friends!! and there's a saying nowadays...it says "Friends are the family you choose". So, even if you are in the lowest deepest painful days of your life, there's always but ALWAYS gonna be someone out there who would love you every single second of every moment with you
Who said rappers can't sing? Get this man some happiness
well this song proves that atleast nf cant sing
Baby Groot NF can definitely sing
@@loserloose6337 if you don't like him don't listen to him then
@@loserloose6337 asshole
@@loserloose6337 www.webmd.com/healthy-aging/hearing-aids
You're welcome.
NF: *Drops new album at 11:00pm*
Me: “I don’t need sleep I need answers”
😂🤣😂🤣 faaaaaaacts
IKR
yeeah, it was like 6am in my country and i felt that too
He’s been tryna search to find us all some answers. He’ll be here for us if things get worse
fatcs
The worst part is when your broken and your struggling to live but everyone in your family and life thinks your overreacting. 😔
True Story
@Alondra Hernandez yeah 😔
@Richanonymous22 i'm not sure i understand what u just said but yeah 😂
whats even worse is when they don't even know your broken but your to scared and broken to say anything.
me right now and everyone absolutely everyone just tells me to move on even myself when i know ive been trying to for 2 almost 3 years now. Im kind of glad im alone most of the time nowadays cause no one has to worry about me i dont have to feel like such a burden.
You know somethings wrong when you can't cry anymore
Or when the tears are streaming, but you're not crying.
Real
Now I’m in a phase I can’t even stop. After so many years of not crying. X
you had 111 likes and that was too perfect of a number so i had to change it mwahahahaha
You know fans are loyal when the video already got a hundred likes in 10 seconds
I actually thought I was gonna be early
@Nate Williams
Same!
ct Berry but u wernt
And ur comment got 900 likes!!
more like fiften hundred,we love nf,speaks what we live
I’m 18 years old and throughout my entire life I can’t remember a time when my parents said “I love you” or even just gave me a simple hug
Im 24 so just a few years older than you, so if need like a big brother I got you. I'm here for you and I love you regardless. I was adopted at birth so I have adopted many people as my siblings myself and all I want is for them to know they are loved regardless of who's blood flows through their veins. I love you and I know it's hard.
@@BorderingHope yay
Welcome to my world (this is the case of my dad)
Same here dude, my mom once told me no to call her anymore and my father often forget my birthday lol
I laugh at that sometimes but it still hurts
Twinsies. :( I would hug you. I love you. ❤️
"I'll be there for you any time, no matter what"
"Everything will be ok"
"I will never hurt you''
"I will never break your heart"
"I will always be with you"
Most hurtful biggest lies
Unless spoken by God or anyone else who loves you for real.
Welps funny enough the person am there for doesn't even see I exist 💔💔💔💔
Seems like falling in love is the worst thing I ever did and now am trap in my head
@@guardian7773 exactly.. putting all your faith in someone else to give you what your soul and heart need is bound to fail.. But we know God doesn’t fail us even if we might not understand why we hurt. He helps us through it.
@@wungtang1409 happened to me 2 months ago and it still hurts because in the end you had to leave them and they didnt even care if you did or not
Only jesus won't lie about that
I've been dealing with mental and physical pain this whole year and I don't tell anyone. I listen to NF when I feel like I'm going to cry or when I need help. Thank you NF for your music I can't express how much your music helps me!
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best
i get it, me too
This feels like a song that would play during a character’s funeral in a movie or something it’s so beautiful 🤧
Not to be a fanboy but put this when iron man dies...Really gonna hit you hard
Dude omg ya, it sounds like the sandman creation scene from Spiderman 3! ruclips.net/video/to29LvuColU/видео.html
Dr. Scythe iron man dies?????????
@@ShinyWooloos fzctfxoztyui
@@ChapoGuzman896 REALLY NIGGA!!
When you have been crying, screaming and yelling for help but the closest people around you just can't seen to notice that you need help.
Grace Jones stop. Breathe. Verbalize your pain. Communication is key. Not everybody is bright enough to get the hint. I’ve dealt with this for 18 years, last year is when I spoke up and confessed a LOT of what I was going thru, not all has been confessed tho, I’m working on the rest. One day, one step, one moment, one breathe at a time. You got this. We love you.
Grace Jones I Can Relate.. 💔
@@domchhan1960 you are so sweet to this person and I totally agree with u, I have dealt with depression for 3 years and finally this year (the 3rd) I finally could get help I really hope u two get better💖🙂
Fatema El kork God bless us all. 🤟🏽 #GANGGANG
@@domchhan1960 amen.❤❤
"Trade my joy for my protection"
Sheeeeeeeeesh i felt that line though
Still don't get why I cry so much over this song.
It's because it's the truth...
Me either…
Same
If you haven't figured it out two years later, the answer is this is the happy kid in you speaking to you right now.
Sometimes it feels like NF's music is the only thing I can relate to when I'm hurting on the inside.
I didn't think I'd get so many likes, thanks y'all 💖.
I know the feeling man, I'll be praying for you tonight buddy. Best wishes.
Precious Stone same dude
Me too man I was in a hospital because I was going to kill myself but thank God for my girlfriend if it wasn't for her and NF I would no be here to but now I'm all better
Same
@@loganwright4730 im sorry man glad your ok or hope you are and keep your head up
We made it to midnight everyone 🔥
it's 5 am for me :))
@@aaliyahrahman7355 really its midnight over here
@@uhhhyourmom its 9 over here
Hell yeah
Yessir
*It's really melancholic how the lyrics describe my father*
I'd thank him for all the horrible childhood memories
These lyrics describe my mother in a nutshell
@@tactical_spatula4627 Yup same
I'm sorry for you all
I hope someday we'll cope
Foster parents for me whom are my God mother and God father as well.
This song was a knife that cut open all my wounds that I tried so hard to cover up and forget. This song was like someone grabbing me by the arm, pulling up the sleeve and making me look at all my emotional scars. It really feels like he's telling me that I need to acknowledge all this pain in order to move on. It's ok to hurt. It's ok to feel broken. You need to stop being delusional and wake up to what's really going on. You're not ok. Everything isn't fine. You're hurt and you need help, that doesn't make you weak.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best
It's not our fault. We've all been through shit. It's important to try to see it and stop hating and blaming yourself for anxiety and depression. We might be huge pieces of shit right now, but it's not who we can be. I've started my journey to recovery and so can you.
The truth is your right, you’ve made me see the truth, thank you, I’m here for you everyone is, people can’t force you what to do, they can’t tell you you need help bc sometimes what you need is to believe in yourself and believe that you are getting better. And your right it’s okay not to be okay, nothing is fine but we have to try to be happy even if we aren’t we have to enjoy the good moments of life. We do need to remember the pain though bc that is a part of life and it makes us realize how we got through the pain.. your going to be okay
You legit explained it so accurately. Lots of love:)
True, in order to heal you must also be away from your a users completely, gotta rid your mind and craving to be around them ever again
Who needs to sleep when NF is dropping a new album? Nobody.
It looks so funny with my nickname XD
Lol me but now I can!
@@Nobody.Animash Lmaoooooo bro, what a coincidence!
Not only him
Sleep who?
Friend: Who are you listening to?
Me: NF
Them: Is that the depressing rapper?
Me: No he's the honest rapper.
*real
@Chase Clary true
I’m 14 and this is deep
Period
Chase Clary period
You can seriously feel him when he is singing people that don’t like him don’t understand how he feels
Who still comes back to this song
All the time.
“My soul is jealous, it wants love but I reject it.” I literally cried
I cried before the song during the song and after the song
@@hte2934 same
I sometimes don't want to listen to NF songs because they hit too hard.
But at the same time, it's hard finding any other music that hits this hard
It hurts, but I still want to feel it
Me too
Dude ikr..like so relatable
NF song: *starts with piano*
Me: oh boy am I really ready to feel again?
Danslivinthedream ikr
no... im not ready...
This is one of those songs that you turn all the way up, close your eyes, and just feel.
You know its sad when you listen to this type of music when no one around you cares or even check to see how your doing
Friend: who's your favorite rapper?
Me: NF
Friend: Who's your favorite singer?
Me: NF
Friend: wait, what?
Me: Exactly
who is froend
Chris Young this is whack
@@shahinfaraj5214 YOU is what is whack
@@shahinfaraj5214 whack this
🥰😂 his singing voice Is beautiful.
Me: Man, I can't cry
NF The Search: Allow us to introduce ourselves
Sane
The Search?
@@rarespycrab6027 the name of this album
@Dylan Durand awe im sorry
@@emreejder2253 oh
I lost my daughter's mother two and a half years ago to suicide ...trauma is real it's not a joke we hide it very well we feel shame NF addresses it I respect you with my whole heart little brother ....God bless you Nate!!
I'm sorry for your loss.
Keep holding on, I wish you all the best
@@_csinti_ thank you I have faith
❤
😢😢😢
OMG 😮😭😭😭😭😭
This song hits so deep. I'm sweating and crying.
The is emotional food for healing.
Same
if he drops a video to this song it’s going to be SO CINEMATIC, I can already feel it
Dezerae Buford “man idk if I’m making movies or music videos” 🔥🔥🔥🎵🎶
Yes
@@aojbooker8650 jnjjjjj
Trueee.
He will 😆
*_It's like CHRISTMAN for NF fans with all these new songs!!
Christmas not christman
But yes I totally agree
did u just say christman
Lol christman
Christman time
I love the energy in this comment section. All these amazing people reaching out and connecting with strangers, for a purpose that is selflessly pure
This song is feels like my story with childhood trauma, the narrator is me talking to my father. It shows the pain in the survival skills one has to learn to survive an abusive parent.
4 albums, but i’ve never heard any single curse word
Any music he made with curse words were likely to have been made before his moments album. The one album he didn't make with capitol records and regards it as trash.
*5 albums
Does "idiot" count as a curse word? That like the only thing thats ever come remotely close
Thom Van Der Waa No. idiot isn’t a cuss.
He's said fuck in some songs
This song is so beautiful. Lord, wrap your arms around us all. Heal our hearts. We need you.
Amen!
Lord, you opend Your arms on the cross and wrapped us in them! ✝️
I glorify You for the healings you are making 🤗
Well said! His music and his lyrics are touching and simply surround me.
amen
I am not religious, more of an atheist but still feel spiritual digest. I find it hard to stomach the possibility of nothingness.
But if there is something after death, a kind of hell or heaven I want not part of it. I will tint heaven and tint hell
Amen
I cant believe he's gonna be a father!! He's come along way.
Real Music Always NF
Lyrics from genius
[Verse 1]
Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection
[Chorus]
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
[Verse 2]
Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom
[Chorus]
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
[Outro]
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
Brian Corbett told ya
:'(((
I look for u in all the comments sections now
I love comments like this so I can follow and I really understand the music
Brian Corbett You're an underrated fan, thanks man
Even his softer music is simply God-tier level. Absolutely gorgeous.
Little Wonderwall Facts 🔥😍❤️
i swear whatever he comes out with just proves hes too supreme
okay dial it back a bit with that god-tier thing, even he himself would say that's overkill but I agree to an extent, everything he makes is absolutely amazing
@@MoonlitPhoenix0 I don't have to dial anything back. Calling something "God-tier" has absolutely nothing to do with religious faith. All it means is that something that has such superiority and intellectual power that it simply cannot be expressed any other way than "God-tier." Do not tell someone how to feel or what to say without first knowing the meaning of what I meant.
Little Wonderwall dude you fucking killed him 😂
Whoever is reading this, and you’re in pain. Just stop rq and please give me a a minute or two to tell you sum. Listen bby, I know you’re hurting, and that is perfectly okay. The amount of people that are here in these comments, watching this video probably at the same time as you, and the ones who watch before, and after you, may feel the same way as you :) You are never alone. I know how you’re feeling, but at the same time, maybe I don’t. People have there own type of pain and it’s okay to go through it, If you wanna kill your self, and you wanna end it all thinking that it’ll end your pain. It may end your pain, but that pain passes on to the ones who truly love and care for you, such as family, friends, maybe even pets, and so much more. You have sooo many things in life to accomplish, and goals to reach. Reach those goals, and once you do, make new ones and make everlasting memories with those you love. Make the impossible, possible. You don’t wanna end it all, you want the pain to go away and be happy just like others in this world. You mean the world to everyone and I am one of those people that care for you. I love you so much and if I had to chance to give you the biggest hug, I would hug you until you I could feel your sadness and sorrows went away:). You’re beautiful/handsome, amazing, talented, smart, and you deserve the entire world. You’ve been holding on for so long and I am so proud of you for keep going. You’re so strong in, and out. Make sure you eat 3 meals a day, okay? I want you to wake up every morning, thinking about how god gave you this gift to be alive, and to know that you’re alive for a reason. There’s so many purposes towards your life and I know god has an amazing plan for your future
Thank you💖
You are precious! Thank you for your beautiful, heartfelt, thought out response. We need more humans like you! Sending you so much love 💗
When you started saying "they're missing out on the person they'll need the most".... that made me cry because i've had a person for years who i'm meant to call my best friend, but i don't even remember anymore how it came to be that way... maybe we were just depending on each other at the beginning because of our loneliness.
Recently, I was opened up by this person without a filter and I didn't even have to try hard to get into the interests he had, it was all natural and we can often casually talk about either our interests or the things we went about in our day. I hardly ever talk/chat with my best friend like this, perhaps we have from time to time before quarantine, but my memory's failing me on it.
Even with this kind of distance we have now, I'm still wishing for her to open up to me like my new friend got me to, but I don't know how to help make it happen. And it makes me feel bad.
When you said, "You don't wanna end it all, you just want the pain to go away and be happy just like others in this world." It gave more description to how I feel on the inside like an explanation, it helped me understand the feeling more deeply.
So everything you told us here really meant a lot, and for that I thank you (っo̴̶̷᷄ ̮ o̴̶̷̥᷅⸝⸝)っ May you continue spreading love to others in the world who need it, and I pray that this message will be returned to you the same. If you end up seeing this I really hope you too have an amazing day/afternoon/night ❤️❤️
@@raviedavieu
I love you
Covid 19,my dad died,I moved schools,I feel un-loved,lonely,im deppresed,2020 is a disaster I wish it where over.
I see your pain man, I express my deepest condolences to you. I don't know what else to tell you, but I hope you get better
I know it will get easier on your heart one day. Just remember that with each tragedy a small spark of strength is put into your fire, it burns, but it keeps you warm, You just have to control the fire that it gives you to light your way to better times. Your head doesnt have to always be up it just has to be above water. Depression will lull you into drowning you in its waters if you dont control your grief and misery, just keep moving forward even if every fiber in your being says to stop or to quit. NEVER give up. I know you can do this
NF doesn’t know how to make bad music 🎶 everything is fire 🔥
Ikr
Edit: thank you for all the likes guys this is the most like I've had
Facts
True dat
Despite of your comment, you came from Lil pump music industry. It's not 🔥🔥. It's meaningful and full of understandful lyrics.
XKstreM
I am 44 years old. I came from RUN DMC music!
“Why won’t u love me back”
I felt that 😢
honestly how i feel with my girlfriend right now
Soggy RBLX that got to me also. That made me tear up so much. I remember when i felt that pain every day asking my mom.... "why won't you love me back"?
@@jamesvisvardis7721 if u feel that way then there is absolutely no point of the relationship,go live ur life,there's alot of other girls out there,you'll find someone who will love u the way u deserve to be loved.I wish u the best!
The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing. - Zephaniah 3:17
"I wish you'd just love me back."don't trip soggy I gotchu brofelt it too tho
It's 6am and I didn't sleep. I lisen this song, feeling like a failure.. Some family members try to help me but I don't know why I don't accept their help. (just some randoms toughts).
I relate to half of what you said (bar the family helping part), how are you doing now? P.s. it's 6 am for me, haven't slept and feeling like a failure.
@@yb958 Hi, sorry for the slow response. uhm.. I can say I still feel the same. The single positive thing is that I've switched some toxic friends with some positive ones. We just have to hope time will fix most of the bad stuff.. Take care!
I just want to scream at the world because I'm done and I'm so tired...
I know hunny...I know you have to keep pushing through it. We have to remember: PAIN = LOVE
Life is a cycle, the people who hurt you have been hurt by other people and want to get out of this Earth just as much as you do. That's why helping them is sometimes the best solution, because it shows them that you care, even after all the mean things they did to you.
Welps it's hurts so much pain=equal love cuz the pain is killing me. does it mean love kills. Sometimes I wonder if loving you is wrong
@@wungtang1409 my thoughts exactly too... if loving them was wrong, should i have let it go from the beginning and not pursued it at all?
The next after stupid is
I love you
But here am fallen in love; can't hold myself back
This is how many heart strings this song pulled
👇🏾
This whole album pulled mine...
Mine.. Count mine..
Stop Motion Commotion stop asking for likes
I might've played it at 2x speed
Yes
Am i the only one who feels like Nate is an angel on earth?
no
NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! ruclips.net/video/TJNsTFxmjf0/видео.html
@@ThunderNBAChampions yo dip, shut the Frick up
He's not an Angel, you need to know the difference.
@@litofers Feels Like and Is are two different things, you need to know the difference.
"Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?"
"My soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my love for my protection"
These hit me hard in my heart cause I feel I'm drowning in my own emotions and no one's pulling me out. And when someone gives me love I just push them away and throw the love they gave away
This song is like a story of my life
NF has music for every vibe.
When I need to get hyped: NF
When I need to relieve stress: NF
When I need to release anger: NF
When I need to relax: NF
When I go for a run: NF
When I need to tune the rest of the world out: NF
Thanks for everything NF.
This is honestly my life agenda
This comment is underrated af
Mhmms
Thanks FLUIR BEATZ for the amazing copy-and-paste will done
@Frank Woods oooohhhh thank you thank you thank youuu!!!
Looks up definition of real
*Sees a pic of NF*
If you type in "real music" on RUclips, NF is the first thing that pops up😂😂😂 I love it
Eduardo Martinez it does 😂
I searched it and there wasn't anything.... Lies
Dot it’s not. It’s true
Just lost a friend who I've known all my life. I found out that she has been telling everyone my problems and secrets. This song is the only thing keeping me from jumping off the deep end. Thank you.
Wish I would’ve seen this comment sooner, hang in there! It’ll all get better soon.
You'll be stronger without them. Anyone who intentional signals stress into your life has to go. That person stopped valuing your relationship with them long before you guys stopped talking.
This happened to me too...
This person may have grew envious of you overtime and decided to act this way thinking that you would never find out and if you did that you would not be strong enough to cut them off (especially if it was a best friend)
Don't give them any power
And don't be surprised if they try to come back into your life...
sorry
First time a song has made me cry… I’m not mad at all. This song is a masterpiece. It’s the combination of sadnesses, being crushed, and hope for the future
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best
This is how many people find this song relateable.
⬇️
Only 149? There's more than that I know.
Me...
Dude ur just begging for likes
Sad to beg for likes on a serious song.
NF’S DEEPEST LYRICS PART 3!! ruclips.net/video/n0lhXXGpqEM/видео.html
Verse 1]
Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection
[Chorus]
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
[Verse 2]
Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom
[Chorus]
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
[Outro]
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
thanks
God bless ya
Tnx
Thx
Not all heroes wear capes
When the first chorus starts, i feel like the piano note hits so hard to my heart that i finally realize that i'm all alone.
You are not alone. We are all in this together and we will make it out of this together. If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
okay
Your not alone. Been suffering from depression lately and I know that I’m not alone. His music is one of the only things keeping me here….
@@jasecooper4998 Stay strong man, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. Do you have the means to see a therapist?
@@TK-uz4ts thank you for the encouragement. I really appreciate it. Honestly, I don’t know if I need a therapist yet. My pastor has been helping me out with that.
Throughout my life I’ve been given the same look by my parents and other family adults, a look that says why are you like this? Filled with confusion, disappointment, and frustration. I hope that one day I’m able to find the person who will look at me with the same question in their eyes but that it’s filled with curiosity, interest, and awe
Stay strong. You'll find the right people for you in time
Our father who ought in heaven , sees and knows all my darling , be still & let him fight for u
You will. And in the meantime, I’ll be the adult who sees you and says “you’re like this because it’s who you are. And you deserve love; not in spite of it but because of it.”
Who else been reloading the page for the past 10 minutes
You know it
This guy 🤗
It was more like an hour for me
You bet
Craig Kai Lmaoo same
By far my aboslute favorite! You know it's an NF song when it starts with piano❤ I am loving the violin so much!! It adds this feeling to the song that just gets to me!
PastelEmoTurtle I really like let me go🖤
@@melissaquintero2418 Omg! Yes 🤘
YoU JusT SPOiLEd iT fOr Me
My fav is returns
Yess this was the last song I had to listen to on the album- I really felt this- I have goosebumps- this album is so good and real >.
People act like they care, but sometimes it’s hard to believe people. I don’t even believe I genuinely care myself most of the time. rip
I just got introduced to NF's music recently. My 14 year old daughter loves his music so I decided to give it a listen. This is one of her favorites from NF. I literally had tears streaming down my face. This is one of the most honest heart-wrenching songs I've ever heard. Lyrically beautiful, and deep. This song touched me on such a deep and emotional level.
Awww. Thanks for sharing this comment, it made me happy.
Fyi that you never asked for
There's a 70% chance your daughter is suicidal
@@adi4032 So please tell me where you got your psychology/psychiatry degree?? You want to diagnose someone you don't know and have never met? Yeah, try again. I know my child, thank you. She is NOT suicidal.
@@jennrockefeller8991 Hey..um..i know that i am also just another stranger on the internet and i don't want to seem rude but part of being suicidal is that we are scared to tell our loved ones that we are suicidal, and i am saying that because i am suicidal. I agree with you because we can't possibly put a diagnosis on someone that we don't know, even if we are a mental health professional, and also our music tastes can't define a diagnosis. I don't want to tell you what to do because i don't have any right to do that, it's just an advise, but if you can afford it, maybe you can ask your daughter if she wants to see a therapist. I am not telling you that because she's listening to NF, but i just think that even if we don't experience any trauma, therapy can always be helpful to any kind of trouble. Have good day/night
@@jennrockefeller8991 Also on a side note, NF is a really good rapper, you and your daughter have very good music tastes :)
Who’s here before the whole world listens to this album😩🔥?
🖤
Pretty much
Me 😌
me
Me!!
NF REAL MUSIC BABY
I swear this song hits me so hard, every, dang, time.
Almost 70 years old now and think often about why we go through are whole life trying to get over the abuse of parents or others. It was when I turned 56 that God blessed me with someone who loves me unconditionally and I him Prayers to all victims of something one way or another. We carry on and hopefully we can help 1 person or child on our journey through these twisted memories. 🙏👣💔
Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
👍
Good job ❤️
Thx random person on the internet. Appreciated
Thank you :3
Appreciated
@@OsamaBinFlyer Hey that's nice of you. Wish you a wonderful day :)
Dang man I'm scared to see how good the other songs will be
qwertyuiop I love love love the way nate did this song, but for some reason, when I first listened to this, I immediately thought of how awesome and amazing it would be if Billie Eilish did a cover of this song
@@bitterpillschocolatepuddin8451 She shouldn't touch this masterpiece.
@@NightwingGFX lol that's a good thing more fans for NF
@@ZBooneBeats yeah but do you really want nate to get such fake fans, like nate deserves much better than that and so did billie
@@NightwingGFX He deserves real fans!
I'm tired of my trauma.....sad that I end up running to my fantasy world...
I only find comfort in my mind,...wish I had a better life...I wish video games were real
I use Zelda as escapism....I wish I had the life I always wanted...
This song is relatable in so many ways and it makes me feel safe and less alone
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to anyone you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. If these options don't work for you I'd also highly recommend reading mans search for meaning, as well as the power of now as they changed my life when I was struggling. I wish you the best and I hope things get better for you
3:58: why haven't you found me yet...
that sentence reminds me of when i switched schools.. the last word i said to my BEST friend(also crush) was: we will see each other again..
its been 10 fucking years...
Nf I know you don't look at comments because of haters
but if you ever see this just know that you have millions of fans who all love you
Yes.
Andrew Hyatt, same.
Yes
Haters gonna hate. NF is truly amazing.
Matthew Vang therapy was even sadder. How could you leave us really hit me.
I'm not crying, the heat from every song is just burning my eyes.
Im not crying i just got something in my eye
Friend: what?
TEARS
IKR
Me too😢
Aww
I'm still here. I can't wait for tomorrow to hear Clouds🖤🤹🏻♀️
3 years later and I still feel this song
“Stand alone, my soul is jealous/ it wants love, but I reject it” -The depth of emotion in these words ❤️
Kayley Ryan that’s the part of the song that gets me the most 🖤
BeyondTheAvenue93 yes same!
I never liked soft, slow songs but NF got me into everything
when I'm emotionally hungry, this is what I eat. All his songs, every lyric, saves me more and more each day.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
It literally hurts my heart that so many people feel like this. Why is this world creating such tragedy for everyone? Thank you Nate for expressing this so beautifully. I know it makes so many feel not so alone when they listen to you❤
This world is fallen. Humans have free will. Tragedy results.
jj bug or people pray but God says no ill leave u to dry I’ll abandon u I’ll forsake u because u can’t do anything about it and he dosent live me
@@Haramglizzy sometimes God doesn't answer your prayers because hard times make strong faith. There is something to gain from the moment your in have faith and things will get better
@@mronzf150 i dont think god is real because i have prayed for almost 13 years (am16) and i have never heard him seen a sing or even have a good day if he is real why does he put all the ppl who help through hell
Tell nf that we're here for him no matter what we will be there forever to support him
This is...
1. The most beautiful song i have heard in quite some time
And
2. Is how i feel exactly right now....
Just wtf....
Have you not heard his other songs?
@@lovely8434 i have heard both the poplar songs and his lesser known ones... I was listening to the premiere of his last music video and have a playlist on spotify that is mostly filled with his music
@@go-pn7ku the new album isn't available in Spotify no? All the songs?
Fahad siddiqui they are all available
g o Same.. 🔥❤️
"Why can't you just love me back"...cruelty...that's why. Some of us can't get even human kindness from those who are supposed to be there for us...family. Thank God for my daughter who does love me.
Crazy that this song is himself talking to himself 🥲 I feel it 🤧
Its crazy because the music is playing in my headphones so loudly but I can still hear my thoughts.
Krusty The Cumstain. Wait. That’s illegal...
NF is doing exactly what he should be doing. And that is: Sharing his God given talent with the world. He is giving a voice to all the broken hearted people out there. He is telling us all, that we are not alone. We all hurt, we all bleed, but we gotta keep fighting, it will only strengthen us in the end. I've never heard a rapper express such raw emotion like he does. He takes my breath away at times. Thank you God for NF❤
ButterCup facts 💯
ButterCup I'm really happy to know NF.
I thank God for having NF in my life🙏🏻❤️
NF gave me so much hope while having sever anxiety and pressure
Thx to NF ❤️
oh god and i thought NF was a band and Skillet was a person. wrong twice welp
Facts✊✝
this song is heartbreakingly beautiful
Every time I listen to this song it takes everything not to cry i relate to the words so well i listen to this song every time i've had a bad day.
Thank you for changing my life NF 🙏
“ I wish you just loved my back”
I think we all felt that :(
I want someone to love my back :(
@@person0948 aw....well i love you, even if I dont know you :)
@@annna9477 I love you too even if I don't know you :))
@@person0948 :3
my discord egirl doesnt love me back
We love u NF pls never ever change in a billion trillion years
He will never change who he is. It's not possible. God made us who we are today by what we've experienced. Whatever he does on the outside can change but his personality will never change no matter how hard he tries because that's how God made him. :)
This is a song that reminds me all my childhood and some struggles I’ve experienced in my life. When I was 4 years old , I was taken to get examined by doctors because I acted very strange then most kids. They gave the diagnosis of PDD-NOS which means Pervasive Developmental Disorder-Not Otherwise Specified and knew I was on the Autism Spectrum. When I went to school for kindergarten I was abused by teachers that isolated me from everyone and I always hurt by kids that were around me. I was always told and treated like I was different from everyone else and was always put a label as an outcast. I constantly got hurt and torn apart or shoved down the stairs as a 6 year old boy. I stayed at the school til the end of my 3rd grade year I moved to another school and things didn't get much better. People liked me at first but overtime people lost interest and made an outcast and made the Class punching bag for my 4th Grade-8th Grade at that school with teachers abusing me. I moved to another school and was utterly alone. I was always treated as If I was stupid and never was given a chance to prove myself. I was always bad in school and my family always thought I was just being Lazy and everyone never took me seriously and treated me a joke. Because of the services I had and I hid everything about me because I felt so Ashamed and I wanted people to like me. I tried so hard to be someone that I wasn’t and that only made things a lot worse and I lost my confidence and dignity. I have a older brother that is 18 months older than I am and we went to the same school. We was very popular and I was the literally the school’s punching bag. I always was jealous of him because people really liked him and everyone seemed to hate me and he never defended me when people push me around. I moved again to another school and it was career school this time and things started getting better. I was in a class for half the day and I had people that liked me. For my Sophomore and Junior year I felt like I finally found a Family that I was looking for and that I finally felt accepted and was happy. Until my Senior year came along and things seemed fine but overtime people weren't really wanting to talk to me. I have always been a smart person and never put anyone down and tried to help anyone I could so I could be noticed. Overtime slowly turned me into a outcast and I tried so hard to fix it but no one wanted me. And January of my 2022 senior year I lost everyone, my grade were garbage because I mentally and I hid from everyone in the Printing room that was apart of my lab and worked on my projects in there. I graduated as a graduate of 2022 and I completely lost everything. I lost my family, my confidence, and mentally was breaking down and the last day of school I was a mental wreck. For the past months after that with the summer of 2022 and the Fall I was trapped in my own world alone. I had no one and just in my room making art of characters and worlds to take me out of mine. I waited a Semester of college to get some money to help help college for Animation and Illustration. I said all of this for context with the song because I have been in so many storms and feels like things won't let go but I have never given up always tried to not let the worse get the best of me but it can so hard. For so long and still believe I have been paralyzed but my past and I have a such hard time moving on from and It can be really hard because of the memories, so many memories that I have a hard time believing in and I try to understand why I was always the outcast and always thrown away. And I have thought ending my life but didn't nor will ever do because I feel like there is a reason for all of this. Because I know..No, I believe that is if I hang on a little longer because the sun is the behind the clouds because I know things will be alright even when theres so much pain there will be an end and a reason for all of it.
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m glad you’re here ❤
We are all worth so much in God’s eyes. John 3:16
"Grab my hand, i'm drowning. I feel my heart pounding."
Like he's asking for happiness to help him out of his self hatred and all of his insecurities. But when he says "Why haven't you found me yet, I hold you so proudly, Trauma's they surround me. I wish you'd just love me back." Is him asking Happiness why can't you see me I'm right here. Then when he finds happiness he holds it so proudly but then his trauma's come back and happiness is out of the picture. But when he said "Stand alone, my soul is jealous, it wants love, but I reject it, trade my joy for my protection." He sees his happiness walk away but when it does he wants it back. But once he has it back he throws it away like he never wanted it. Then he realized he was taking advantage of happiness and that's why he says "I wish you'd just love me back."
Cindy Palomino I think it’s more his trauma surrounds him because of how he loves what he holds dearly and cares for it but don’t understand why it doesn’t do the same. That he’s not enough
Cindy Palomino which is why he rejects the love
NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! ruclips.net/video/TJNsTFxmjf0/видео.html
This is really good, ofc we don't know if that's exactly what's going through his head, but that is what goes through my head
on a daily basis, makes it hard to think, learn, grow..
u jus said a whol lotta nothing
Thank you Nate
You are saving me from suicide
Your music keeps me alive
i am here for you, stay strong.
Aye, chin up, hold on.
Paul Heimann hang in there bud it gets better
Stay strong brotha!!
Paul Heimann Same.. I'm in a dark place and It's Really Scary 💔
"I feel my heart pounding"
That's when you learn what it means to be human.
Love his voice when he's either singing or rapping. Wish there were more songs in which he sings: totally went through the emotions
Same here. I feel its a lot harder writing songs like these than rapping actually. Im sure there will be more like these from NF in the future. This song and voice really is a rarity. Its pretty timeless actually.
@@davidjohnston714 bro....rap is the genre that focuses most on lyrics. Writing a rap is Harder.... however this is so beautiful. Love this song so much. One of the best on the album.
@@nodisguiseraps5178 Thats actually if were talking about rappers like locksmith, daylyt, king los, or lupe fiasco. I have listened to a lot of rap, but lyrically tbh NF isn't on an elite spectrum. I wasn't saying lyrically only though. Hes literally strictly singing it and not rapping it. Thats my personal opinion from writing anything acoustic to rapping. I have found it 100 times aharder to write a song singing on acoustic or piano than rapping to a beat.
@@nodisguiseraps5178 And i have honestly listened to some metal bands mainly prog metal bands that have lyrics at a level like lupe,eminem, or locksmith. I just listen to a lot of music and have mad a lot of music in dofferent genres mainly guitar and vocals. So that is my personal opinion.
I love rap music, but to me its taken more of my energy to wrote different music other than a lyrical rap. Obviously its hard, but thats just how i feel