I'm really sorry to hear how things are going, man... I love your game choice, Super Bomberman 2 is awesome. I made a whole book about it when I was 11 years old. Basically, in order to keep your mind fresh and things growing... you just have to come up with some daily and weekly goals, while it doesn't mean everything has to be perfect but you can always inch your way forward. When you're talking about the bad choices that ruined you at 26, are you talking about too many drugs? Quitting certain jobs? About 2024 lot of people are actually relieved that a puppet didn't win, almost 60% of the country, thanks to independent news... otherwise, all the hoaxes would've worked. Ultimately, time will tell if the right thing happened, but based on global wars and death count, things are actually going to improve... not to mention affordability, border security, and other basic necessities. I hope your health and situation improves, you can do it!
I mentioned this in my THE WRONG PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS IN POWER video, but prescription drugs trashed my life at 26 because I trusted the wrong doctor. I went from living on my own at 26 years old to living with parents again between the age of 27 and 35. I have no idea if I will move out before my forties due to finances, my cats, and the health of my mom. I am regularly exhausted both emotionally and physically from everything that happened in 2024. This was easily one of the worst years of my life, which is one of the reasons why I feel like I lost the game of life. I regularly feel like the best times of my life are over. I hope many years from now, I can look at this comment and laugh as a byproduct of my future going better than expected, but I do not have hope for the future.
@ damn, very sorry to hear about the medical issues… yes, there’s a major conflict of interest with finances and actual health with a lot of these professionals.. I hope you’re able to re-sharpen and re-kindle your mind to find your potential. it’s time to find hope, and make some tough decisions… if you say, of all things, your cats are holding your future back.. between using crates or putting up for adoption, can’t allow cats to bind you down for the next 10 years. I wish you luck in your career and finances, I also hope you’re able to bounce back and find hope again, because it’s one of those examples of, “a man who says he can’t, and a man who says he can… they’re both right” it always starts with you, you’re the driver of your own destiny. Never forget that. When your brain decides it’s easier to list all the reasons why you can’t instead of focusing on the ways that you can, that is when things will stay lost forever. Gotta pull yourself back up, each day is a new one!
@@MarMaxGaming "can’t allow cats to bind you down for the next 10 years." All of my cats are middle aged cats, so I would be surprised if any of them are still alive in 5 years. My cats are also my favorite part of my life, but they are so spoiled and emotionally needy that they extract a ton of my time and energy. I saved the life of dozens of cats and kittens in my lifetime because I used to have a cat hoarder for a neighbor. When he died, he left behind around forty cats and kittens. I still own five of the cats he left behind, but I rehomed dozens of cats and kittens he left behind, so I currently own six cats. I owned my cat April since 2011, which was three years before my idiot neighbor died. I also view myself as more of a passenger than I view myself as a driver both literally and metaphorically. I have no clue how to drive a car at 35 years old and I am more reliant on family to survive than ideal.
@ this is definitely noble to save cats lives, there’s no doubt about that. I would never say a cross word toward somebody saving animals, or humans, it’s just when the person says “I Lost At Life by 35” is when you have to consider what you can do to make that not the case. In a metaphorical and humble way, of course we’re all passengers in life; I’m speaking on taking direction in order to not “lose at life” assuming that’s the goal. You mentioned you’re disappointed that you’re just a byproduct of your environment, and not the other way around… well, how does one fix this? If it sounds like you want to fix it, which it certainly does, you do have to make some choices to get yourself there. But if the point is you just want to say you’re a passenger and lost at life, with no real desire to fix it, then it’s a decision you are actively making… it’s not just about the past, it’s about what’s happening each and every day right now as well. I wish you the best of luck, although it DOES require more than luck to turn around a cycle of self-fulfilling prophecy and downward spiral of hopelessness into direction and hope. If you want to fix it, you have to think about how to fix it.. that’s the main point! If you don’t want to, then I wish you the most peaceful existence you can manage…
@@MarMaxGaming I think a lot of it is that I feel emotionally and physically exhausted by my current circumstances. My life changed drastically this year after my mom almost died from a heart attack. I also experienced hardship in a lot of different areas of my personal life that I'm not going public about because I'm not the type of content creator that wants to create drama related to my personal life. I have always struggled to deal with change, so once my mom dies, my life will never be the same. I genuinely believe once my parents and cats are dead, the best times of my life are over. So that is a huge part of why I feel like I lost the game of life. My life got way worse in 2016, then 2024 was one of the worst years of my life. If you want to better understand why I have no hope for the future, I made a video on February 24th, 2023 that goes in depth about why I felt hopeless back then. ruclips.net/video/Fw6Ycj3Bn4M/видео.html
My mom is doing way better today compared to when I recorded gameplay for this video two days ago, so I am in a better headspace now compared to then. I think she will feel a lot better within a month, but her health issues are emotionally and physically exhausting. Taking care of a sick parent is difficult. It is not easy at all, especially since I have a lot of chronic health issues. Super Bomberman 2 is a fantastic game. Its single player mode is one of my most replayed single player campaigns for a video game and it has one of the best multiplayer modes on the Super Nintendo. It is a travesty that most of the Super Bomberman games never released in America because a lot of the games are good, but I will probably always like the second game the most for various reasons. I think the single player mode for most Super Bomberman games allows for co-op, which is both good and bad. The fact Super bomberman 2's single player campaign is single player only resulted in the game having way larger levels with more complex level design compared to every other Super Bomberman game.
stay positive i know it's hard, i have bad thoughts everyday.
We all have good thoughts and bad thoughts. Unfortunately, this video is more reflective of bad thoughts in my head.
I'm really sorry to hear how things are going, man... I love your game choice, Super Bomberman 2 is awesome. I made a whole book about it when I was 11 years old. Basically, in order to keep your mind fresh and things growing... you just have to come up with some daily and weekly goals, while it doesn't mean everything has to be perfect but you can always inch your way forward.
When you're talking about the bad choices that ruined you at 26, are you talking about too many drugs? Quitting certain jobs? About 2024 lot of people are actually relieved that a puppet didn't win, almost 60% of the country, thanks to independent news... otherwise, all the hoaxes would've worked. Ultimately, time will tell if the right thing happened, but based on global wars and death count, things are actually going to improve... not to mention affordability, border security, and other basic necessities. I hope your health and situation improves, you can do it!
I mentioned this in my THE WRONG PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS IN POWER video, but prescription drugs trashed my life at 26 because I trusted the wrong doctor. I went from living on my own at 26 years old to living with parents again between the age of 27 and 35. I have no idea if I will move out before my forties due to finances, my cats, and the health of my mom. I am regularly exhausted both emotionally and physically from everything that happened in 2024. This was easily one of the worst years of my life, which is one of the reasons why I feel like I lost the game of life. I regularly feel like the best times of my life are over. I hope many years from now, I can look at this comment and laugh as a byproduct of my future going better than expected, but I do not have hope for the future.
@ damn, very sorry to hear about the medical issues… yes, there’s a major conflict of interest with finances and actual health with a lot of these professionals.. I hope you’re able to re-sharpen and re-kindle your mind to find your potential. it’s time to find hope, and make some tough decisions… if you say, of all things, your cats are holding your future back.. between using crates or putting up for adoption, can’t allow cats to bind you down for the next 10 years. I wish you luck in your career and finances, I also hope you’re able to bounce back and find hope again, because it’s one of those examples of, “a man who says he can’t, and a man who says he can… they’re both right” it always starts with you, you’re the driver of your own destiny. Never forget that. When your brain decides it’s easier to list all the reasons why you can’t instead of focusing on the ways that you can, that is when things will stay lost forever. Gotta pull yourself back up, each day is a new one!
@@MarMaxGaming "can’t allow cats to bind you down for the next 10 years."
All of my cats are middle aged cats, so I would be surprised if any of them are still alive in 5 years. My cats are also my favorite part of my life, but they are so spoiled and emotionally needy that they extract a ton of my time and energy. I saved the life of dozens of cats and kittens in my lifetime because I used to have a cat hoarder for a neighbor. When he died, he left behind around forty cats and kittens. I still own five of the cats he left behind, but I rehomed dozens of cats and kittens he left behind, so I currently own six cats. I owned my cat April since 2011, which was three years before my idiot neighbor died. I also view myself as more of a passenger than I view myself as a driver both literally and metaphorically. I have no clue how to drive a car at 35 years old and I am more reliant on family to survive than ideal.
@ this is definitely noble to save cats lives, there’s no doubt about that. I would never say a cross word toward somebody saving animals, or humans, it’s just when the person says “I Lost At Life by 35” is when you have to consider what you can do to make that not the case.
In a metaphorical and humble way, of course we’re all passengers in life; I’m speaking on taking direction in order to not “lose at life” assuming that’s the goal.
You mentioned you’re disappointed that you’re just a byproduct of your environment, and not the other way around… well, how does one fix this? If it sounds like you want to fix it, which it certainly does, you do have to make some choices to get yourself there. But if the point is you just want to say you’re a passenger and lost at life, with no real desire to fix it, then it’s a decision you are actively making… it’s not just about the past, it’s about what’s happening each and every day right now as well.
I wish you the best of luck, although it DOES require more than luck to turn around a cycle of self-fulfilling prophecy and downward spiral of hopelessness into direction and hope. If you want to fix it, you have to think about how to fix it.. that’s the main point! If you don’t want to, then I wish you the most peaceful existence you can manage…
@@MarMaxGaming I think a lot of it is that I feel emotionally and physically exhausted by my current circumstances. My life changed drastically this year after my mom almost died from a heart attack. I also experienced hardship in a lot of different areas of my personal life that I'm not going public about because I'm not the type of content creator that wants to create drama related to my personal life. I have always struggled to deal with change, so once my mom dies, my life will never be the same. I genuinely believe once my parents and cats are dead, the best times of my life are over. So that is a huge part of why I feel like I lost the game of life. My life got way worse in 2016, then 2024 was one of the worst years of my life. If you want to better understand why I have no hope for the future, I made a video on February 24th, 2023 that goes in depth about why I felt hopeless back then. ruclips.net/video/Fw6Ycj3Bn4M/видео.html
Age and mental health are a bitch over time. Hoping mom will get better.
This game looks awesome
My mom is doing way better today compared to when I recorded gameplay for this video two days ago, so I am in a better headspace now compared to then. I think she will feel a lot better within a month, but her health issues are emotionally and physically exhausting. Taking care of a sick parent is difficult. It is not easy at all, especially since I have a lot of chronic health issues.
Super Bomberman 2 is a fantastic game. Its single player mode is one of my most replayed single player campaigns for a video game and it has one of the best multiplayer modes on the Super Nintendo. It is a travesty that most of the Super Bomberman games never released in America because a lot of the games are good, but I will probably always like the second game the most for various reasons. I think the single player mode for most Super Bomberman games allows for co-op, which is both good and bad. The fact Super bomberman 2's single player campaign is single player only resulted in the game having way larger levels with more complex level design compared to every other Super Bomberman game.
@@WillieCorley I'm interested how you will fare playing Genesis or Saturn games :D
Good to hear that both of you are better
@@HrvojeGrahovac I should play Genesis games more often. Most of the games I play games for that system are Sonic games.
@@WillieCorley I enjoy Sonic 2&3 over the first game
@@HrvojeGrahovac I think S3&K is the best game in the entire series, but I probably enjoy Sonic 1 more than Sonic 2.