I saved my cat and she saved me… I found her when she was only 1 day old.. her umbilical cord was still attached and she had no fur. The vet said she had a 99 percent chance of dying. That there was no way she would live. She’s now 17 years old… she’s been through everything with me. Divorce, addiction, jail so many horrible things. And she saved my life. I kept going for her… she’s my best friend. She is everything. 🥺
Aw God bless you. I have a kitten that is a huge part of my happiness and I can relate to what you're saying. Nothin beats coming home from work and curling up with my baby for some snuggles in the morning. ♡
This guy has a very distinct way of speaking. You can clearly understand every fucking word he speaks. I could listen to him all day. Tragic story, yet tremendous story teller!
This has got to be one of your most interesting guests ever. Charlie has an amazing story and tells it in such a fluent and engaging way. I can’t actually believe anyone is able to recount their life so perfectly and with such characterisation. I really feel Charlie’s story could be turned in to a book or film. It’s fascinating. ❤️🐾
As a recovering addict/alcoholic, this story hit the heart. Thank you, Charlie, and God bless. I am sitting here with my pittbull and have an overwhelming sense of gratitude for today 🙏
I'm so happy that you felt this way about Charlie's story. May God Bless you and bring you and your dog happiness. 🙏 "Overwhelming sense of gratitude". Take care Peace from R.I
Cried during the highway scene with dog and dad and didn't stop blubbering till 10 minutes after the end. Now here's a guy I can relate to as I've reached the age of 54. Married, kids, good job, and my aging German Shepherd that has taught me knowledge i could never glean from any human. I always thought I'd reach a point where I thought I had made it, and be able to bask in glory and nirvana. This man's testimony confirmed the opposite...ill always be a work in progress, a human BEING.
@Marcus Aurelius: Thank you for posting. You captured my experience (59 yo with a 12-year old Shepherd) so clearly. Thank you for sharing your very articulate comment here.
That was the most mesmerizing story I’ve ever heard. Charlie deserves an Oscar for his story telling and you, Mark for filming it. I have never been so touched by a stranger.💖🐾💖
@@threeball8740 There is a post with the story of he and Star. He did volunteer work with her so yes it sounds scripted because he's told his story many times in an effort to help others. Please read the pinned post and listen carefully when you watch the interview.
Mark, when I tell you I literally tell everyone about your channel. I’ve been a SWU fan forever. Thank you for this upload. Your channel means more to me than you know. I could literally feel the agonizing pain in this man’s voice. Something like this happened to me. Last year I ended up having cardiac issues unbeknownst to me. Months earlier, I had been saying that I wanted another “baby” (dog). I already had a Yorkie-Pom that stayed under the bed in her cocoon, but wanted another as a larger companion and protection. Days later, on a Tuesday, I left work early and drive 80 mph for 30 mins to rescue my 6 month old, scared, frail, mostly white pit bull with brown spots and freckles with yellow eyes “Stella Wella” aka “Tella”(who I named after my late grandmother) from PAWS. Initially they resisted because I didn’t have my lease but finally allowed me to rescue her after they knew that I wasn’t budging. She was my baby and no one was going to stop it. I rescued her February 2nd, 2021. Fast forward to April 2021. Something about me wasn’t right. I was tired, I could barely take care of myself and for the life of me, I couldn’t breathe - so bad that I couldn’t even complete a yawn. I knew I didn’t have the “vid-19” but didn’t know what it was. It ended up being cardiac issues. I was up watching past SWU episodes on Amanda. I was so proud of her because she had gained wait, was healthy and looked as if she was doing great, when I started coughing up blood. Stella began to tap my chest and start howling. I remembered saying “Hold on baby. Mama’s checking on auntie Amanda. Uncle Mark just uploaded on her” but she wouldn’t leave me alone. I tried to put her in her cage, but she wouldn’t budge. I propped my phone up to finish watching about Amanda and got dressed. I went to the hospital and left weeks to about a month and change later. I found out in the hospital that Amanda had passed. If it were not for my baby girl, I would not be here today. She is still as sweet and protective as she has always been. I have since adopted 1 after her and had one previous to her and love them all dogs, but know that she is my guardian angel. I couldn’t imagine life without her. She will be 2 years old July 17th.
One of the most beautiful documents of human tribulation and compassion I will ever see. I cried and I held my doggy close on this one. Charlie's story is unforgettable. Thank you, Mark.
@@jonathanbowen9003 I have 2 crazy ankle biters. 😂 A Minpin and a Chihuahua. Both are rescues. I wasn't an animal lover before we got them. Animals were ok but now I'm crazy about them!😂😂😂
His definition of drugs is spot on. They way he explained it is so true. Where ever you take yourself if you’re wounded you’re going to feel your feelings. Powerful! My 2 year old Shepherd fell out my truck April 2 and shattered her femur. That is also my 5 year sobriety date. I understand the love this mans feels for his dog.
Congratulations on your time and I'm glad to know your dog made it. One of the things I related to most was when Charlie said drugs take on a life of their own. He went on to say the relationship with drugs being like a relationship with a co dependent person (sic). He says something like, ' you go to walk away and they grab you by the collar like where do you think you're going?' His allegory personified drugs in a skillful way. If you've ever heard 50 cent's song, 'Baltimore Love Thing' , he uses the same method to great effect. Anyway, I love when Mark features recovered addicts. Very relateable and inspiring and I think these are people the world needs to know.
@@morgenmachen2400 thanks she is on week 1 of recovery. And he’s absolutely right it is like being in a codependent relationship. A love hate relationship. I remember before I got clean I would be in tears every time i stuck a needle in my arm because I wanted to stop so bad. I love these interviews as well. I can relate to all of them in many ways.
This interview touched me more than any of the others. I cried my way though it. He is a wonderful story teller and his passion for the journey of life is palpable. Loving his dogs so intensely and putting out the effort to save Star's life says so much. I wish more humans had his compassion.
Rip star ❤️I’m so sorry you lost your best friend Charlie. I lost my best friend recently and some people have no clue what a dog can do for someone and how much they can teach us . The bond between a man and his best friend I believe can be stronger than in human relationships.
Charlie you touched my soul. You are a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you so much for fighting through, making it and sharing your pain and story. You hit my heart hard forever and I Thank you. I rescue animals and my dog Bella has saved my life. She found my breast cancer. Last year Bella was diagnosed with cancer and we got through both our cancers together. The love I feel for Bella and all of my animals and all animals period is truly not describable. I know you feel this way too. Hugs, love and gratitude. 💕💜💕🙏🏻✌🏻😋🌹🎈
See's title, instant like! Animals are special man, i was goining thru a breakup and my rescue dog saved me, I looked up, saw her limping down the road on 3 legs, and I was like sameeee puppers same!! We saved eachother, healed together, and now she is the most loyal, best protector and guard dog we could ever ask for! Love u Puppers!
This is (IMO) the best video I have seen on this channel to date. It is an amazing full circle story. I almost didn’t want it to end. Kudos to Mark! Great job to Charlie for opening up like this!
Good God this was fantastic. My eyes were sweating from about 20 minutes in. Thank you for sharing your story. It truly has given me pause...thank you.
Damn, this guy is a great story teller. I could listen to him all day. The love this man has for his dog is just like the love my wife has for our cat that passed away this last winter. We miss her daily
This interview was powerful. I was brought to tears when he spoke of his father passing. It really touched me. I myself am dealing with forgiving my parents. They both are aging I know I need to contact them before they pass. For me, it’s so much easier said than done. 😔💔. God Bless this man for sharing his beautiful story. 🙏🏾
A great interview. I am a Substance Abuse Counselor at a 28 day in-patient rehab and have referred many clients to Graymoor. (also know as St. Christophers in Garrison, NY). Their program is exceptional and the last I knew, had a sucess rate of 87%. The clients refer to the facility as "the miracle on the mountain". I live very close to Graymoor and frequent their thrift shop once a month. Thanks so much for sharing this interview.
"Make something good out of something bad". Charlie and Star's story will stay with me forever. Forever. It made me cry, but warmed my heart so much. Animals definitely can save human lives...every day. I know mine have saved me. I believe this is my favorite interview of all. Thank you, Charlie and Mark. Charlie, keep on sharing your story. You and Star have made a huge difference in so many lives and will continue on inspiring. Star's legacy will continue with your sharing. What a beautiful story. Made my day. Thanks so much for sharing it.
This is a really intense and inspiring interview. Thank you Charlie, for baring your soul and telling your story. I can relate to so many things that you said and I'm sure many out there feel the same way. The experience of growing up with an angry parent, not knowing where the anger came from, growing up living in constant fear, trapped in survival mode throughout adulthood, struggling with addiction being penniless and helpless. And even today, feeling like I'm 'living in reverse' - everything you shared is incredibly relatable.
Thank-you, Mark, for all that you do. Of all the interviews I listened to on this channel, this has been the MOST touching, the MOST well described...... Charlie is a natural born story teller. ....and couple that with the fact that he is in touch with his emotions, his story comes alive in my mind and in my heart. His story is very heart renching.....and at the same time, we see the strength of the human spirit shine through. Thank-you for sharing, Charlie. Thank-you for showing the good and the bad........ Congratulations on all your accomplishments. and all your good works. -Angèle
These people are amazing, they tell their stories, but occasionally you have people on here that are 'story tellers'. I mean, it's like I'm reading a book listening to this man. There's been a few others. Maybe these are the people that should actually write books.
Oh Charlie, you have no idea how much your story has impacted me. Thank you for sharing. I pray you never forget the true warrior you are. You are a pure soul, and I will remember your story forever.
I’m glad I stuck in all the way through, that dog meant something to him, it’s gave him a sense of purpose for his past of unfortunates in his life. More then his parents. ‘The dog was more of a human being then a dog’. Everyone does deserve a second chance i believe that too Charlie.
I like the variety of personalities you been featuring. I miss my dog , actually my dads, he died and she became mine. The responsibility of another living creature can save a persons soul.
I'm past the age of taking care of children. Being around dogs is satisfying. It's comforting to know you're talking care of a creature that needs you. Plus our dogs are rescues so who knows what their lives would have been without us.
As a dog lover and rescuer, it brought tears.I have been through the pain of losing dogs over and over. It never gets better. I feel good pain. This was one of your best works to date.I am so glad this man got his life together. May God always bless him and the filmmaker bringing us these heart touching stories.
I just started the interview and while listening to Charlie, I read the pinned comment. I’m in tears from Star’s shooting and recovery and ending. I am holding back tears from that with a knot in my throat. I can tell already with how mesmerizing Charlie’s story is and HOW he tells it, I’m going to need some tissues. Thank you Mark for all the diversity with who you interview here!
As a man who has been saved by my dogs and as a survivor of more than I have words for, this man's story touched me deeply. Thank you Charlie, Star, and as always, Mark.
I loved how descriptive he was in every aspect of his story. He's told this story before, I can tell. Likely in the halls of group. As sure as I am of this fact, I'm also certain he's saved lives in narrating his journey. The fact that you provided him your platform to do the same to countless masses is a service that can never be repaid or even thanked. Anyone who thinks his story is made up has never stepped foot in a meeting long enough to feel the rawness of the manifestation of a spiritual awakening.
Listening to his story had a healing effect similar to attending a meeting. I love when Mark has in guests like Charlie. I think it's pinned but someone left an account of his dogs story. Charlie has indeed had speaking experience but more broad than I imagined. Check out the top comment :)
I usually tap out at 18 minutes of RUclips videos. However, this one held my interest until the end. What a fascinating story. I was bawling towards the end. I am glad they are training officers to interact appropriately with dogs that are just protecting their owners. Blessings to all!
Finally a story of a person who was able to rebuild. Thank you. Both I and your channel needed it. Watching this channel every day ended up putting me in a very dark place (to be fair, I was already there before, fighting cancer and losing my career while fighting it because I refused the death-jab from hell).
Blessings to you for standing up for your rights. You did the right thing. No career is worth taking that thing, and my husband (our only income) could lose his because we also refuse him being a guinea pig.
I've watched a lot of the Soft White Underbelly videos but this one left me in tears streaming down my face. The love you can get from an animal is so unique and so special 💖 I've had animals pass and was just as, if not more in some cases, than some of the people in my life. Gut wrenching when they're gone but worth every day of love and companionship.
I was hooked on drugs and had two dogs I adopted from the streets, there was a point that I felt that shame and guilt that I wasnt able to feed well my dogs for my addictions and money issues, so I took the decission to move back to my parents house, and they took me back with my dogs, it's been five years now since I did that, I'm clean from drugs now, not everything is good for me since I struggle with depression, my dearest dog died two years ago, was very old, I had to put him to sleep, and I adopted another dog, a female pitbull that followed me home also from the street, if it wasnt for my dogs, I dont think I would be alive today, and my dogs are the best way to fight my depression, they truly are amazing creatures.
Thought provoking! What a phenomenal way to start this Sunday with inspiration! He articulates addiction wonderfully. My father was a functional addict with pills in the medical field, you can be a good soul trapped in addiction. His story will make a difference, I know it! “Your test is your testimony”.
I cant believe how the stories keep getting better and better. I actually felt emotionally wrung-out after this one. I'm also a Pit Bull owner. After the Boston Terrier in my profile pic died on 6/20/20, my son talked me into going to Animal Shelter where we saw a big head dog with a scrawny body, but eyes that followed us everywhere. The story we got is the owner had been arrested & never came back for the dog. Apprehensively, I caved in to my son and we brought the dog home. After a couple months of walks and good food, we were told Buddy is an American Bully. His personality is really passive EXCEPT when an unknown male adult comes between him and anyone in my family, though I can quickly call him off and he will retreat behind me in a defensive stance. Its a shame Star was shot in NYC, since the dog was doing what she thought she was supposed to do.
Thats not how it works, it could have been a crow or a cat, he clearly stated and showed what everything meant to him, people relate to the reality, not the exact subjects at hand which the emotions and stories are communicated through. At lesast that's how I feel things, and I understood eventhough I'm not a dog lover
“Run in paradise” is just awesome!!! I’m a 40yr old man and haven’t cried in a long time and it teared me up as well. Thx for the new phrase😊 (well new to me)
What about all the animals we slaughter? For sure it is very crowded in paradise with running animals. 75 Billion animals are killed by us each year, that is 7.500.000.000. And the fish we kill must be swimming in paradise, we take the lives of 2.7 trillion fish each year, that is 2.700.000.000.000.000.000 But the dog.....
@@slightlywright5501 I work at a dog grooming shop and heard it from a customer whose fur babe passed away before their appointment and it absolutely stuck with me. It helps to ease the pain for me picturing them playing and running instead of the usual RIP. 🐾🐕❤
@@robertpachino3134 Eeekkkk. I hope you get a chance to see life and death in a different light sometime. I'm not saying you are wrong, just that in some cases, it doesn't have to be soo grim. 💕
ONE of YOUR BEST INTERVIEWS EVER! Charlie is such a heartfelt, raw, and articulate soul. This man deserves a medal for his compassion and strength. Thank you.
Thank you Star ⭐️ thank you Charlie 🍀 imagine surviving all of this…. I feel his sadness about losing Star 😭 I lost my furry soulmate in 2018… may they rest in heavenly peace ❤️ You can never replace them, but you can give new chances to puppies, living a good life! 2018 and 2021, two beautiful dog souls found me and I love every moment with them. They frequently visit my work place with me, an elderly home. The senior residents are so happy to meet them! ❤️ two survivors of kill shelters, mistreated in the beginning of their lives, are bringing so much joy and laughter… I tear up everytime! Dogs are priceless, they are angels ❤️ Thank you Charlie and Star ❤️
Mark- I am an avid watcher of your videos on this RUclips channel and I have to say this is probably the best/my favorite story that I’ve heard so far. One of the things that you do best is you know when to probe people and/or when to just leave them alone and let them flow, telling their story with no prompts. Your “hands off” approach is appreciated here because Charlie is such a great speaker! As always, your work and the folks who participate are on another level. Charlie- Your story resonates a lot with me because it has some elements about Recovery I can certainly identify with and I’m a huge dog person too. I have 2 pitties that I’ve rescued and the way you tell Star’s story and just talk about her with pride and ownerships shows how much you loved her and how you still love her memory everyday. Definitely my favorite portrait so far and I wish you luck and good health in the future! I hope you continue to keep working with the rescue community or at least think of adopting another pup in the future because your the type of guy who changes stigmas behind pitbull ownership!!
Over the last year, I have watched every SWU video--many of which I consider life changing. So when it comes to all of Mark's expertly curated human narratives, I am averse to ranking best over worst, good versus bad, etcetera but...this story and its presentation are both really special. Among hundreds (thousands ?) of SWU video posts, this beautifully told story earns a singular place of honor and distinction. When you consider Mark's large catalog of work, that is really saying something.
This is the most inspirational and emotional rollercoaster I’ve been on in awhile this is amazing to hear and actually see how your life can always be turned around.
Typing through tears isn't easy. Thank you for telling your story and for telling Stars story. I've been sober on methadone maintenance for 10yrs and you are just a riveting storyteller for starters. Thank you for showing that there is hope,. God hears our cries for help and brings the people we need and the four legged friends into our lives at the right time Bless you, sir
All of my past pet deaths came back flooding my soul. This was so vivid and remarkable I couldn’t fall asleep . Thank you for sharing these heartfelt emotions 🙏✌️❤️
I have never been so impacted by any of your interviews prior. Bless him. Carry on sir. You are right. You did it backwards, but you did it. You have more to give and have inspired me. God loves you and so do I.
The best story I've ever heard on here, amazing. There have been some super interesting people on here but this one is the winner for me, told beautifully. You know its a classic when Mark dont get to the end of his usual questions and the guest just takes the lead.
Amazing and the most wonderful story teller!! I would love to read his book !!! I throughly enjoyed listening to this super talented man and his beautiful story of the love and companionship of his dog and the horrendous childhood he did not deserve !!!! Wow Mark these videos are totally different from anything else on RUclips!! Your deserve an award for your content !!!
What a magic story teller … it’s a tragically compelling story. Charlie your ability to invite us into your trials, tribulations, life with your words, honesty, emotion … God bless you … I always know good people when they show compassion, love and gratitude towards dogs & for the love that dogs provide…. I lost all my purpose and want of life when my bull mastiffs passed …. I’ve never been the same … I gave up that day …. I wish you all the best it’s been a pleasure & privilege to hear your story….
Man out of all the stories, this one had me wrapped up. You sir really inspired me. Sorry for your loss, losing a dog is like loosing a family member. To be honest I like dogs more than I like humans
Charlie, if you have a chance to read this, I thank you so deeply for sharing your story. I just woke up from a relapse feeling lower than dirt. I needed this. Heading to a meeting now to tell on myself and start over. God bless you.
I know Graymoor, I have been there. They help people like this man. I was at one time chemically addicted until I couldn't afford it. Now, years later, I'm still here, through the Grace of God.
Mark - I live in Eugene Oregon and I can tell you that myself included, there are thousands of stories and people similar to those who you've interviewed on your channel right here. Thank you for the work you do and keep it up. Thr more people become aware of reality the more we have a chance to change a broken system.
I saved my cat and she saved me… I found her when she was only 1 day old.. her umbilical cord was still attached and she had no fur. The vet said she had a 99 percent chance of dying. That there was no way she would live.
She’s now 17 years old… she’s been through everything with me. Divorce, addiction, jail so many horrible things. And she saved my life. I kept going for her… she’s my best friend. She is everything. 🥺
Moby has done a Ted Talk with a similar story 😉
Aw God bless you. I have a kitten that is a huge part of my happiness and I can relate to what you're saying. Nothin beats coming home from work and curling up with my baby for some snuggles in the morning. ♡
pets save!
My German Shepherd "Baren" saved me from lonliness, depression & growing old alone w/o affection. ❄️❣️🌎❣️❄️
your Bastet 😿
Charlie is exactly what this world needs more of, compassion and empathy❤️
He’s so kind. Truly incredible story
This
That’s our real currency for the future
@@5thdimension625 what a epic and prolific comment, awesome outlook!!!
Definitely a point of light
This guy has a very distinct way of speaking. You can clearly understand every fucking word he speaks. I could listen to him all day. Tragic story, yet tremendous story teller!
I COULD NOT CUT HIM OFF EARLY, AWESOME STORY, AND GREATLY SAID!!!GOD HAS BEEN GOOD TO HIM🙏💙💞
Bro i agree with you totally!
@19771JAWS Not his first rodeo. He's spoken to groups before about his exploits...and of the doggo. Very entertaining.
Absolutely incredible
First thing I noticed was his accent. Love it!
I’ve never felt so strongly for a persons story. I wish Charlie all the health and wealth in this universe, truly a man.
Surprisingly, I agree.👍
(Because I've been in here at least 2 years.)
Agree. Great story. He actually explains how the drug of addiction speaks to a person. I wish this man truly the best.
Only a select few have the the title “a real man” you have to earn that title.
Man, I loved this, this is how it felt to hear a story in the olden days
This guy is Epic
This has got to be one of your most interesting guests ever. Charlie has an amazing story and tells it in such a fluent and engaging way. I can’t actually believe anyone is able to recount their life so perfectly and with such characterisation.
I really feel Charlie’s story could be turned in to a book or film. It’s fascinating.
❤️🐾
He definitely could write an amazing memoir!
Totally agree with you! 👍💯❤️😇
Yes. I love that you have compassion and empathy for this man and dog. Joy to you and yours.
He is.. or at least was! 14th & 2nd is supposed to be the name if it's released.
@@beckiehurley1151 Thank you! 👍❤️
As a recovering addict/alcoholic, this story hit the heart. Thank you, Charlie, and God bless. I am sitting here with my pittbull and have an overwhelming sense of gratitude for today 🙏
I'm so happy that you felt this way about Charlie's story. May God Bless you and bring you and your dog happiness. 🙏 "Overwhelming sense of gratitude". Take care
Peace from R.I
😊👏♥️
Love this
Same here.
Same sitch here, never feel alone , bet there’s a million strong of us out here! Blessed be✨
Cried during the highway scene with dog and dad and didn't stop blubbering till 10 minutes after the end. Now here's a guy I can relate to as I've reached the age of 54. Married, kids, good job, and my aging German Shepherd that has taught me knowledge i could never glean from any human. I always thought I'd reach a point where I thought I had made it, and be able to bask in glory and nirvana. This man's testimony confirmed the opposite...ill always be a work in progress, a human BEING.
@Marcus Aurelius: Thank you for posting. You captured my experience (59 yo with a 12-year old Shepherd) so clearly. Thank you for sharing your very articulate comment here.
@@hopekit1 I couldn't help but not leave a comment. Thanks for the kind reply. I'm sure thousands could relate!
That was the most mesmerizing story I’ve ever heard. Charlie deserves an Oscar for his story telling and you, Mark for filming it. I have never been so touched by a stranger.💖🐾💖
Mark not only deserves an Oscar for filming it, but an additional Oscar for allowing Charlie to tell his story without interruption. 👏🏾
I feel the same way. Truly profound.
Wonderful story and enthralling story telling!
My absolute favourite story by far!
This story has been the best on this entire channel. Our dogs are angels among us. Thank you so much for sharing, this truly touched my heart❤️❤️❤️
Angels among us...you made me tear up.❤️
I believe this story is the best on RUclips! 🥇🥰👍🐶🦮🐾🌟🏆🥇
Totally scripted story hate to burst your bubble he made this all up for 40 minute's of Fame
@@threeball8740 There is a post with the story of he and Star. He did volunteer work with her so yes it sounds scripted because he's told his story many times in an effort to help others. Please read the pinned post and listen carefully when you watch the interview.
@@threeball8740 Wow, you must have a sad life...
Mark, when I tell you I literally tell everyone about your channel. I’ve been a SWU fan forever. Thank you for this upload. Your channel means more to me than you know.
I could literally feel the agonizing pain in this man’s voice. Something like this happened to me. Last year I ended up having cardiac issues unbeknownst to me.
Months earlier, I had been saying that I wanted another “baby” (dog). I already had a Yorkie-Pom that stayed under the bed in her cocoon, but wanted another as a larger companion and protection. Days later, on a Tuesday, I left work early and drive 80 mph for 30 mins to rescue my 6 month old, scared, frail, mostly white pit bull with brown spots and freckles with yellow eyes “Stella Wella” aka “Tella”(who I named after my late grandmother) from PAWS. Initially they resisted because I didn’t have my lease but finally allowed me to rescue her after they knew that I wasn’t budging. She was my baby and no one was going to stop it. I rescued her February 2nd, 2021.
Fast forward to April 2021.
Something about me wasn’t right. I was tired, I could barely take care of myself and for the life of me, I couldn’t breathe - so bad that I couldn’t even complete a yawn. I knew I didn’t have the “vid-19” but didn’t know what it was. It ended up being cardiac issues.
I was up watching past SWU episodes on Amanda. I was so proud of her because she had gained wait, was healthy and looked as if she was doing great, when I started coughing up blood. Stella began to tap my chest and start howling. I remembered saying “Hold on baby. Mama’s checking on auntie Amanda. Uncle Mark just uploaded on her” but she wouldn’t leave me alone. I tried to put her in her cage, but she wouldn’t budge. I propped my phone up to finish watching about Amanda and got dressed.
I went to the hospital and left weeks to about a month and change later. I found out in the hospital that Amanda had passed. If it were not for my baby girl, I would not be here today. She is still as sweet and protective as she has always been. I have since adopted 1 after her and had one previous to her and love them all dogs, but know that she is my guardian angel. I couldn’t imagine life without her.
She will be 2 years old July 17th.
Glad god gave you another chance at life!!!
@@goldielocks8231 thank you love! So am I! 🥲🤞🏾
Hope you're doing well now. And enjoying your dogs.
Beautiful story. I'm so glad you had your baby looking out for you.❤️
Every dog needs a home
And I think I Every home needs a dog
thanks for sharing your story❤️🐾😇
Mark really out did his self again when he found this man. What a treasure.
One of the most beautiful documents of human tribulation and compassion I will ever see. I cried and I held my doggy close on this one. Charlie's story is unforgettable. Thank you, Mark.
I have never felt so proud of a stranger. So much respect for you charlie.
I saved a pit bull from a bait dog situation. That dog saved me from drowning just a year later. I've never been so moved
Thank you for saving your dog! Pitbulls are my favorite breed. They're so loving and loveable.
She saved me in many ways. I can't explain the love this animal shows me. I swear she recognized I saved her.. I hope you have an animal to love on
God Bless you and your amazing dog.
@@jonathanbowen9003 I have 2 crazy ankle biters. 😂 A Minpin and a Chihuahua. Both are rescues. I wasn't an animal lover before we got them. Animals were ok but now I'm crazy about them!😂😂😂
Great story. Things absolutely happen for a reason.
The love of a dog is life-changing, bless you Charlie x
This man had me from the minute he started speaking until the very end. I was mesmerized.
My thoughts exactly!
Yes!
Same
Yes!
I couldn’t get enough…
His definition of drugs is spot on. They way he explained it is so true. Where ever you take yourself if you’re wounded you’re going to feel your feelings. Powerful!
My 2 year old Shepherd fell out my truck April 2 and shattered her femur. That is also my 5 year sobriety date. I understand the love this mans feels for his dog.
Yes!! I had this thought as well! It's so hard to find just the right words to convey exactly what it's like
Congratulations on your time and I'm glad to know your dog made it.
One of the things I related to most was when Charlie said drugs take on a life of their own. He went on to say the relationship with drugs being like a relationship with a co dependent person (sic). He says something like, ' you go to walk away and they grab you by the collar like where do you think you're going?' His allegory personified drugs in a skillful way. If you've ever heard 50 cent's song, 'Baltimore Love Thing' , he uses the same method to great effect. Anyway, I love when Mark features recovered addicts. Very relateable and inspiring and I think these are people the world needs to know.
@@morgenmachen2400 thanks she is on week 1 of recovery. And he’s absolutely right it is like being in a codependent relationship. A love hate relationship. I remember before I got clean I would be in tears every time i stuck a needle in my arm because I wanted to stop so bad. I love these interviews as well. I can relate to all of them in many ways.
@@ItsFreshItsAnne Unless you have experienced it on a personal level there are no words.
@@chrissparks3254 Congratulations on your sobriety and I'm glad to hear your dog is healing.
This interview touched me more than any of the others. I cried my way though it. He is a wonderful story teller and his passion for the journey of life is palpable. Loving his dogs so intensely and putting out the effort to save Star's life says so much. I wish more humans had his compassion.
Rip star ❤️I’m so sorry you lost your best friend Charlie. I lost my best friend recently and some people have no clue what a dog can do for someone and how much they can teach us . The bond between a man and his best friend I believe can be stronger than in human relationships.
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Charlie you touched my soul. You are a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you so much for fighting through, making it and sharing your pain and story. You hit my heart hard forever and I Thank you. I rescue animals and my dog Bella has saved my life. She found my breast cancer. Last year Bella was diagnosed with cancer and we got through both our cancers together. The love I feel for Bella and all of my animals and all animals period is truly not describable. I know you feel this way too. Hugs, love and gratitude. 💕💜💕🙏🏻✌🏻😋🌹🎈
Amen.. I needed to hear Charlie❤️🐾
I wasn't crazy about animals until we got our 2 rescue dogs. Now every dog I see brings me so much happiness.
What an incredible story. He grew up so badly and yet still became such an incredible person and an amazing story 💜
Turned the bad into good.
See's title, instant like! Animals are special man, i was goining thru a breakup and my rescue dog saved me, I looked up, saw her limping down the road on 3 legs, and I was like sameeee puppers same!! We saved eachother, healed together, and now she is the most loyal, best protector and guard dog we could ever ask for! Love u Puppers!
This is (IMO) the best video I have seen on this channel to date. It is an amazing full circle story. I almost didn’t want it to end. Kudos to Mark! Great job to Charlie for opening up like this!
Good God this was fantastic. My eyes were sweating from about 20 minutes in. Thank you for sharing your story. It truly has given me pause...thank you.
Damn, this guy is a great story teller. I could listen to him all day. The love this man has for his dog is just like the love my wife has for our cat that passed away this last winter. We miss her daily
I'm sorry about your loosing your cat. 💔
@@marylougeorge9890 thank you. She made 18 yrs and had a very happy life.
This interview was powerful. I was brought to tears when he spoke of his father passing. It really touched me. I myself am dealing with forgiving my parents. They both are aging I know I need to contact them before they pass. For me, it’s so much easier said than done. 😔💔. God Bless this man for sharing his beautiful story. 🙏🏾
Beautiful, tragic, uplifting, enlightening, inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story, Charlie❤️ rip Star.
Raw, genuine emotion and heartfelt story. Definitely one of the best interviews on SWU.
How blessed is he that he got to witness STARs last breath? Wonderful story and heartfelt. He is embracing his second chance. Thank you for sharing!
A great interview. I am a Substance Abuse Counselor at a 28 day in-patient rehab and have referred many clients to Graymoor. (also know as St. Christophers in Garrison, NY). Their program is exceptional and the last I knew, had a sucess rate of 87%. The clients refer to the facility as "the miracle on the mountain". I live very close to Graymoor and frequent their thrift shop once a month. Thanks so much for sharing this interview.
As a retired dog rescuer, this story warms my heart. Wishing him all the best.
"Make something good out of something bad". Charlie and Star's story will stay with me forever. Forever. It made me cry, but warmed my heart so much. Animals definitely can save human lives...every day. I know mine have saved me. I believe this is my favorite interview of all. Thank you, Charlie and Mark. Charlie, keep on sharing your story. You and Star have made a huge difference in so many lives and will continue on inspiring. Star's legacy will continue with your sharing. What a beautiful story. Made my day. Thanks so much for sharing it.
Had me crying. Dogs are special indeed, the human and dog relationship is such a special one. We are very, very lucky. Bless you Star and Charlie.
This man’s story should be made into a movie. Thanks for sharing!
This is a really intense and inspiring interview. Thank you Charlie, for baring your soul and telling your story. I can relate to so many things that you said and I'm sure many out there feel the same way. The experience of growing up with an angry parent, not knowing where the anger came from, growing up living in constant fear, trapped in survival mode throughout adulthood, struggling with addiction being penniless and helpless. And even today, feeling like I'm 'living in reverse' - everything you shared is incredibly relatable.
This is now my favorite interview BY FAR! such amazing emotion and how belief shook him is amazing.
My dog passed away February 15 2021. I believe she saved my life. I’ll love you forever Tincey.
💕🐾 very sorry for your loss.
many many blessings to both of you
I wish I could think of something profound to say here but the tears are falling like Niagra Falls. Thank you for sharing your story Charlie. Aloha
I can not stop crying… I am so thankful I came to hear his life story🐾❤️
Same!!
Thank-you, Mark, for all that you do. Of all the interviews I listened to on this channel, this has been the MOST touching, the MOST well described...... Charlie is a natural born story teller. ....and couple that with the fact that he is in touch with his emotions, his story comes alive in my mind and in my heart. His story is very heart renching.....and at the same time, we see the strength of the human spirit shine through. Thank-you for sharing, Charlie. Thank-you for showing the good and the bad........ Congratulations on all your accomplishments. and all your good works. -Angèle
These people are amazing, they tell their stories, but occasionally you have people on here that are 'story tellers'. I mean, it's like I'm reading a book listening to this man. There's been a few others. Maybe these are the people that should actually write books.
indeed ~
I'm 6:00 in and I am 100% certain that he has told this story countless times in 12 step meetings.
@@neilp1911 nailed it. I recognize some of the lingo. He is sharing the hope.
Oh Charlie, you have no idea how much your story has impacted me. Thank you for sharing. I pray you never forget the true warrior you are. You are a pure soul, and I will remember your story forever.
I’m glad I stuck in all the way through, that dog meant something to him, it’s gave him a sense of purpose for his past of unfortunates in his life. More then his parents. ‘The dog was more of a human being then a dog’. Everyone does deserve a second chance i believe that too Charlie.
Yes give man’s true best-friend his time to shine 🐕💯
Wow, just wow. This story brought tears to my eyes but in a positive way. Thank you Charlie, you are an inspiration to all.
I like the variety of personalities you been featuring. I miss my dog , actually my dads, he died and she became mine. The responsibility of another living creature can save a persons soul.
I'm past the age of taking care of children. Being around dogs is satisfying. It's comforting to know you're talking care of a creature that needs you. Plus our dogs are rescues so who knows what their lives would have been without us.
@@marylougeorge9890 bless your heart I respect your comment
@@imannonymous7707 ❤️
A dog changed my life also....I still miss you cole,thank you.
Dogs are awesome!
Star was so lucky to have Charlie, and vice versa. ❤️ My heart broke seeing him talk about Star’s death.
As a dog lover and rescuer, it brought tears.I have been through the pain of losing dogs over and over. It never gets better. I feel good pain. This was one of your best works to date.I am so glad this man got his life together. May God always bless him and the filmmaker bringing us these heart touching stories.
I just started the interview and while listening to Charlie, I read the pinned comment. I’m in tears from Star’s shooting and recovery and ending. I am holding back tears from that with a knot in my throat. I can tell already with how mesmerizing Charlie’s story is and HOW he tells it, I’m going to need some tissues. Thank you Mark for all the diversity with who you interview here!
As a man who has been saved by my dogs and as a survivor of more than I have words for, this man's story touched me deeply. Thank you Charlie, Star, and as always, Mark.
This is the best interview I've ever heard in my life. This is unreal. This man is brilliant and a heart of gold!
Thank you, Charlie. You are a wonderful story teller, it brought me to tears. Bless your precious heart, Star.
Holy crap, best interview yet. My dog is my life also, so I feel deeply connected to this story 💜
I loved how descriptive he was in every aspect of his story. He's told this story before, I can tell. Likely in the halls of group. As sure as I am of this fact, I'm also certain he's saved lives in narrating his journey. The fact that you provided him your platform to do the same to countless masses is a service that can never be repaid or even thanked. Anyone who thinks his story is made up has never stepped foot in a meeting long enough to feel the rawness of the manifestation of a spiritual awakening.
You always air raid like this?
Listening to his story had a healing effect similar to attending a meeting. I love when Mark has in guests like Charlie.
I think it's pinned but someone left an account of his dogs story. Charlie has indeed had speaking experience but more broad than I imagined. Check out the top comment :)
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@@JSp8 not sure what that means so I guess I'll just say, sometimes? 🤣
@@gsteele89 Good comment.😊❤️
I usually tap out at 18 minutes of RUclips videos. However, this one held my interest until the end. What a fascinating story. I was bawling towards the end. I am glad they are training officers to interact appropriately with dogs that are just protecting their owners. Blessings to all!
Same thing for me
Your contribution to spread awareness is so precious. I admire you, Mark. Thank you 💜✨
Finally a story of a person who was able to rebuild. Thank you.
Both I and your channel needed it.
Watching this channel every day ended up putting me in a very dark place (to be fair, I was already there before, fighting cancer and losing my career while fighting it because I refused the death-jab from hell).
Blessings to you for standing up for your rights. You did the right thing. No career is worth taking that thing, and my husband (our only income) could lose his because we also refuse him being a guinea pig.
I've watched a lot of the Soft White Underbelly videos but this one left me in tears streaming down my face. The love you can get from an animal is so unique and so special 💖 I've had animals pass and was just as, if not more in some cases, than some of the people in my life. Gut wrenching when they're gone but worth every day of love and companionship.
I was hooked on drugs and had two dogs I adopted from the streets, there was a point that I felt that shame and guilt that I wasnt able to feed well my dogs for my addictions and money issues, so I took the decission to move back to my parents house, and they took me back with my dogs, it's been five years now since I did that, I'm clean from drugs now, not everything is good for me since I struggle with depression, my dearest dog died two years ago, was very old, I had to put him to sleep, and I adopted another dog, a female pitbull that followed me home also from the street, if it wasnt for my dogs, I dont think I would be alive today, and my dogs are the best way to fight my depression, they truly are amazing creatures.
I was mesmerized by his story. I could feel every word he spoke. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻🙏🏻
You’re awesome man! Your one of my favorite channels right now. Great content
Thought provoking! What a phenomenal way to start this Sunday with inspiration! He articulates addiction wonderfully. My father was a functional addict with pills in the medical field, you can be a good soul trapped in addiction. His story will make a difference, I know it! “Your test is your testimony”.
What a true life storyteller, fascinating! I love his story.
As a recovering addict & dog lover, this story struck a cord with me. Thanks to Mark, Charlie, & Star
Don’t forget Ringo
and the resilient dog hit by a car twice!
I cant believe how the stories keep getting better and better. I actually felt emotionally wrung-out after this one. I'm also a Pit Bull owner. After the Boston Terrier in my profile pic died on 6/20/20, my son talked me into going to Animal Shelter where we saw a big head dog with a scrawny body, but eyes that followed us everywhere. The story we got is the owner had been arrested & never came back for the dog. Apprehensively, I caved in to my son and we brought the dog home. After a couple months of walks and good food, we were told Buddy is an American Bully. His personality is really passive EXCEPT when an unknown male adult comes between him and anyone in my family, though I can quickly call him off and he will retreat behind me in a defensive stance. Its a shame Star was shot in NYC, since the dog was doing what she thought she was supposed to do.
I felt his pain when he was talking about his dog. If you're not a dog lover you will never understand. R.I.P to my Karma girl-American Bulldog🐶
Thats not how it works, it could have been a crow or a cat, he clearly stated and showed what everything meant to him, people relate to the reality, not the exact subjects at hand which the emotions and stories are communicated through. At lesast that's how I feel things, and I understood eventhough I'm not a dog lover
Holy shit I'm bawling my eyes out first thing in the morning. My heart goes out to this beautiful man and his fur baby. Run In Paradise Star 🌟 🐕❤
Agreed 💯
“Run in paradise” is just awesome!!! I’m a 40yr old man and haven’t cried in a long time and it teared me up as well. Thx for the new phrase😊 (well new to me)
What about all the animals we slaughter?
For sure it is very crowded in paradise with running animals.
75 Billion animals are killed by us each year, that is 7.500.000.000.
And the fish we kill must be swimming in paradise, we take the lives of 2.7 trillion fish each year, that is 2.700.000.000.000.000.000
But the dog.....
@@slightlywright5501 I work at a dog grooming shop and heard it from a customer whose fur babe passed away before their appointment and it absolutely stuck with me. It helps to ease the pain for me picturing them playing and running instead of the usual RIP. 🐾🐕❤
@@robertpachino3134 Eeekkkk. I hope you get a chance to see life and death in a different light sometime. I'm not saying you are wrong, just that in some cases, it doesn't have to be soo grim. 💕
I’m captivated by him. Charlie, giant hug to you. Wow! You’re strength is amazing!
ONE of YOUR BEST INTERVIEWS EVER! Charlie is such a heartfelt, raw, and articulate soul. This man deserves a medal for his compassion and strength. Thank you.
I'm sobbing.. Amazing, Incredible!!! The Wonderments of Marks interviews. Thank you for this interview on Palm Sunday. I wish Charlie all the best.
Real people with real stories. Awesome channel.
I have no words... this was such a story unlike any other!
I sure do hope that any person can benefit from this story !
Thank you Star ⭐️ thank you Charlie 🍀 imagine surviving all of this…. I feel his sadness about losing Star 😭 I lost my furry soulmate in 2018… may they rest in heavenly peace ❤️
You can never replace them, but you can give new chances to puppies, living a good life! 2018 and 2021, two beautiful dog souls found me and I love every moment with them. They frequently visit my work place with me, an elderly home. The senior residents are so happy to meet them! ❤️ two survivors of kill shelters, mistreated in the beginning of their lives, are bringing so much joy and laughter… I tear up everytime!
Dogs are priceless, they are angels ❤️
Thank you Charlie and Star ❤️
Stunning orator.
That was the most beautiful interview yet! I can’t stop crying! Thank you, Mark!
Charlie is a very sweet soul who only wanted the love from his father.
Sounds like he still felt empty even after financial success until Star came into his life.
Mark- I am an avid watcher of your videos on this RUclips channel and I have to say this is probably the best/my favorite story that I’ve heard so far. One of the things that you do best is you know when to probe people and/or when to just leave them alone and let them flow, telling their story with no prompts. Your “hands off” approach is appreciated here because Charlie is such a great speaker! As always, your work and the folks who participate are on another level.
Charlie- Your story resonates a lot with me because it has some elements about Recovery I can certainly identify with and I’m a huge dog person too. I have 2 pitties that I’ve rescued and the way you tell Star’s story and just talk about her with pride and ownerships shows how much you loved her and how you still love her memory everyday. Definitely my favorite portrait so far and I wish you luck and good health in the future! I hope you continue to keep working with the rescue community or at least think of adopting another pup in the future because your the type of guy who changes stigmas behind pitbull ownership!!
Over the last year, I have watched every SWU video--many of which I consider life changing. So when it comes to all of Mark's expertly curated human narratives, I am averse to ranking best over worst, good versus bad, etcetera but...this story and its presentation are both really special. Among hundreds (thousands ?) of SWU video posts, this beautifully told story earns a singular place of honor and distinction. When you consider Mark's large catalog of work, that is really saying something.
I couldn’t turn away from Charlie telling he and Star’s story. What an amazing man, dog and interview! Thank you for helping to save dogs and animals.
This is the most inspirational and emotional rollercoaster I’ve been on in awhile this is amazing to hear and actually see how your life can always be turned around.
Typing through tears isn't easy. Thank you for telling your story and for telling Stars story. I've been sober on methadone maintenance for 10yrs and you are just a riveting storyteller for starters. Thank you for showing that there is hope,. God hears our cries for help and brings the people we need and the four legged friends into our lives at the right time Bless you, sir
Beautiful story. You are wonderful Charlie and so was Star.
All of my past pet deaths came back flooding my soul. This was so vivid and remarkable I couldn’t fall asleep . Thank you for sharing these heartfelt emotions 🙏✌️❤️
I have never been so impacted by any of your interviews prior. Bless him. Carry on sir. You are right. You did it backwards, but you did it. You have more to give and have inspired me. God loves you and so do I.
The best story I've ever heard on here, amazing. There have been some super interesting people on here but this one is the winner for me, told beautifully.
You know its a classic when Mark dont get to the end of his usual questions and the guest just takes the lead.
What a beautiful story I'm full of so many emotions after listening to this thank you so much for sharing your story
Wow, what an amazing story. Dogs connect us in ways we are still just now understanding. I really enjoyed this, thanks mark.
humans and dogs have evolved together for thousands of years. there is no other animal on earth that can share a bond with a human like a dog can.
Charlie, she knew you were ready to carry on without her. She had to go but made sure you were prepared for the next step in your life.
"A human being NOT a human doing"
Very impactfull.
Thank you so much for sharing your stories and experiences.
So much perspective. So many lessons.
Amazing and the most wonderful story teller!! I would love to read his book !!! I throughly enjoyed listening to this super talented man and his beautiful story of the love and companionship of his dog and the horrendous childhood he did not deserve !!!! Wow Mark these videos are totally different from anything else on RUclips!! Your deserve an award for your content !!!
Its very reMARKable😉👍
What a magic story teller … it’s a tragically compelling story. Charlie your ability to invite us into your trials, tribulations, life with your words, honesty, emotion … God bless you … I always know good people when they show compassion, love and gratitude towards dogs & for the love that dogs provide…. I lost all my purpose and want of life when my bull mastiffs passed …. I’ve never been the same … I gave up that day …. I wish you all the best it’s been a pleasure & privilege to hear your story….
Thank you to Charlie and Star for this story. I needed some inspiration today. Greatly appreciated. Keep going Charlie, just keep going.
This was by far my favorite guest on SWU. What an amazing human being. Thank you so much Charlie for sharing your story about your life and Star. ❤ 🐾
Man out of all the stories, this one had me wrapped up. You sir really inspired me. Sorry for your loss, losing a dog is like loosing a family member. To be honest I like dogs more than I like humans
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Sad but true
Charlie, if you have a chance to read this, I thank you so deeply for sharing your story.
I just woke up from a relapse feeling lower than dirt. I needed this. Heading to a meeting now to tell on myself and start over. God bless you.
I know Graymoor, I have been there. They help people like this man.
I was at one time chemically addicted until I couldn't afford it.
Now, years later, I'm still here, through the Grace of God.
This is the first interview I watched from start to finish. Charlie is an incredible person, so strong and raw. Thank you for your story.
Wow….that really gripped me, great story….a very strong man !!!
Tissues!!! 💔 Wonderful soul. I'm so grateful to hear him tell us about his life and his loving pet.🥰
Mark - I live in Eugene Oregon and I can tell you that myself included, there are thousands of stories and people similar to those who you've interviewed on your channel right here. Thank you for the work you do and keep it up. Thr more people become aware of reality the more we have a chance to change a broken system.