I made this video because, at one point, I was completely consumed by hate. Eventually, I hit a breaking point and found myself asking, “What is wrong with me?” That’s when I started to take time to pray and meditate-really digging deep. In the quiet moments, my spiritual experience led me back to my childhood, and that’s where I found the answers I needed. If you’ve ever felt the same-angry, jealous, or resentful of others-just know it’s not too late to turn things around. You can heal, and you can find happiness again. It starts with looking inward and taking that first step toward understanding yourself.
I don’t know what I did to the algorithm, but it’s resulted in small channels like yours popping up in my feed. I’m so grateful for that too. Small channels, but BIG voices, with such important, profound things to share. I subscribed to your channel because what you shared resonated with me and my experience as as a mixed race Mexican that came from a poor family with a single mother. Thank you for being the man you are, and sharing your struggles and triumphs with us. It’s inspirational. Wishing you the best in the New Year.
Wow, thank you so much for your kind words! After leaving my job in 2021, I set out to try RUclips to share my life journey, hoping it might inspire someone. It’s comments like yours that make it all worthwhile. Right back at you-Merry Christmas 🎄and Happy New Year! I truly appreciate your support and for subscribing. Gotta love the magic of the RUclips algorithm. 😊
This man has archieved wisdom. While others may have read books and get an idea what is going wrong, this man truely knows. While others deny their faults, this man anylized them. He did the most difficult thing, analyzing himself very critical and got insights over himself others struggle even after years of professional help. And this is even a higher archivment today when it could be in the past. Today we life in times where people show off at instagramm, show wealth which was just borrowed or put a filter on their photos. We see a lot of fancy facades, but we do not know what is behind it.
I love this video. I felt this way in my first 2 years of college, especially at my serving job. I hated people who came in with their families on the weekend. It made me feel like “how dare they enjoy time with their family while I’m stuck here working for them.” Later I began feeling more grateful and I hope people are able to find that in their life. I hope this video makes it to the right people. Thank you for this message ❤ Edit: I want to note that I was in college because of a scholarship. I grew up with a disabled dad who and step mom who got cancer shortly after they married. My mom was worked a minimum wage job because she was 40 years old just entering the workforce after my dad divorced her. With that said, our family survived off of about $2000 between the two families (still better than some people). I’ve learned that not everyone who has money is rich because of someone else. They deserve that and I deserve the finer things in life too- we are not entitled to them. I have to work but that doesn’t mean that people who don’t have to work as hard don’t have issues in their lives. I’m so grateful that I didn’t have it easy growing up. Now it’s a part of my story and I will work until I’m successful enough to tell it.
Hi @elizabethfontenot8882! First off, thank you so much for sharing your story-it really stuck with me. I totally get that frustration, especially when you’re working hard and it feels like everyone else has it easier. But I love how you turned that around and started finding gratitude in your own journey. It took my a while to get over the fact that my family was broken to begin with. The way you talk about your family, especially your mom and dad, really touched me. It’s clear you’ve been through a lot, and I admire how strong you’ve stayed despite all the challenges they faced. Your mom entering the workforce at 40 after everything she went through is such an inspiring example of resilience, and it sounds like you’ve inherited that from her. Reading/learning about you and your family's struggles has put a different perspective on mine. I’m really impressed by your mindset, turning your struggles into something that fuels you. It’s true-what we work for feels so much more rewarding. I know your story will inspire a lot of people, just like it did me. Seriously, your comment made my day. Thanks again for sharing! Coincidentally, I just published this video if you are interested: Title: Doing It Alone | Finding Strength and Beauty in the Struggle ruclips.net/video/jeK42nf68sk/видео.html
Ive always found this curious. We can go back and forth on the trauma, but i dont see context to that; why is it that the sight of perception irates so many? Maybe have there not been enough pain? Entropy and tirals are the base line of existence, so you see a picture perfect person or scenario; have you ever seen one of those people work a full shift on a broken shin, you think if we got hit by a solar flare they would make it past the first 7 months? Whats with all this people being ate by hate; why sre you not making use of loathing and learn something new, disgust is susposed to bring change not stagnation. Any one have insight on why people believe that economics isn't diametric?
Anything points in particular? I totally recall those moments where I avoided a neighbor because I "hated" the part where he was further ahead in life and he was a nice guy :-). I am glad I can talk and laugh about it now and not be that person anymore. Thank for watching. You are appreciated.
I may be mistaken here but it seems to me that your issue wasn't one of hatred at all. It seems to me that what's really being expressed is envy. In my experience, hatred is a potent mix of anger, frustration, and disgust directed towards someone who has violated a norm I hold sacred. I think hatred is reserved for those we feel are irredeemably harmful to those around them. I think hatred is reserved towards someone that you would feel no regret in killing, maiming or inflicting pain if you were to act on that hatred. I think hatred is the emotion that enables cruelty. I suppose it's possible that what I call hatred is also mislabeled though.
Hi @JasonS42, I really appreciate your comment! You make a good point. I think you’re right-what I was feeling was more envy than actual hatred. It definitely wasn’t the deep, intense hatred you’re describing-the kind that comes from feeling wronged or violated. For me, it was more about frustration and bitterness building up over time, without realizing how much it was affecting my mindset. Like, I’d get envious of families that seemed perfect or had money, and I ended up hating the fact that mine was broken and struggling. I guess when all those negative feelings pile up, it can feel like hate, even if it’s not as intense as what you’re talking about. You really gave me something to think about-thanks for that!
I made this video because, at one point, I was completely consumed by hate.
Eventually, I hit a breaking point and found myself asking, “What is wrong with me?” That’s when I started to take time to pray and meditate-really digging deep. In the quiet moments, my spiritual experience led me back to my childhood, and that’s where I found the answers I needed.
If you’ve ever felt the same-angry, jealous, or resentful of others-just know it’s not too late to turn things around. You can heal, and you can find happiness again. It starts with looking inward and taking that first step toward understanding yourself.
I don’t know what I did to the algorithm, but it’s resulted in small channels like yours popping up in my feed. I’m so grateful for that too. Small channels, but BIG voices, with such important, profound things to share. I subscribed to your channel because what you shared resonated with me and my experience as as a mixed race Mexican that came from a poor family with a single mother. Thank you for being the man you are, and sharing your struggles and triumphs with us. It’s inspirational. Wishing you the best in the New Year.
Wow, thank you so much for your kind words! After leaving my job in 2021, I set out to try RUclips to share my life journey, hoping it might inspire someone. It’s comments like yours that make it all worthwhile. Right back at you-Merry Christmas 🎄and Happy New Year! I truly appreciate your support and for subscribing. Gotta love the magic of the RUclips algorithm. 😊
This man has archieved wisdom. While others may have read books and get an idea what is going wrong, this man truely knows. While others deny their faults, this man anylized them. He did the most difficult thing, analyzing himself very critical and got insights over himself others struggle even after years of professional help.
And this is even a higher archivment today when it could be in the past. Today we life in times where people show off at instagramm, show wealth which was just borrowed or put a filter on their photos. We see a lot of fancy facades, but we do not know what is behind it.
This means a lot. Thank you for watching and I appreciate you.
I love this video. I felt this way in my first 2 years of college, especially at my serving job. I hated people who came in with their families on the weekend. It made me feel like “how dare they enjoy time with their family while I’m stuck here working for them.” Later I began feeling more grateful and I hope people are able to find that in their life. I hope this video makes it to the right people. Thank you for this message ❤
Edit: I want to note that I was in college because of a scholarship. I grew up with a disabled dad who and step mom who got cancer shortly after they married. My mom was worked a minimum wage job because she was 40 years old just entering the workforce after my dad divorced her. With that said, our family survived off of about $2000 between the two families (still better than some people). I’ve learned that not everyone who has money is rich because of someone else. They deserve that and I deserve the finer things in life too- we are not entitled to them. I have to work but that doesn’t mean that people who don’t have to work as hard don’t have issues in their lives. I’m so grateful that I didn’t have it easy growing up. Now it’s a part of my story and I will work until I’m successful enough to tell it.
Hi @elizabethfontenot8882! First off, thank you so much for sharing your story-it really stuck with me. I totally get that frustration, especially when you’re working hard and it feels like everyone else has it easier. But I love how you turned that around and started finding gratitude in your own journey.
It took my a while to get over the fact that my family was broken to begin with. The way you talk about your family, especially your mom and dad, really touched me. It’s clear you’ve been through a lot, and I admire how strong you’ve stayed despite all the challenges they faced. Your mom entering the workforce at 40 after everything she went through is such an inspiring example of resilience, and it sounds like you’ve inherited that from her. Reading/learning about you and your family's struggles has put a different perspective on mine.
I’m really impressed by your mindset, turning your struggles into something that fuels you. It’s true-what we work for feels so much more rewarding. I know your story will inspire a lot of people, just like it did me.
Seriously, your comment made my day. Thanks again for sharing!
Coincidentally, I just published this video if you are interested:
Title: Doing It Alone | Finding Strength and Beauty in the Struggle
ruclips.net/video/jeK42nf68sk/видео.html
I enjoyed this video.
This was a great video, thank you
Glad you enjoyed it and I appreciate you.
Such wise words
I feel this :(
@@Nothankyouhun Thanks for watching.
Ty I can relate
I think we all have something to learn from you Tony. Warm wishes from Millionaire Paul 👋
Very kind words. Thank you, again!
I resonate with your video
Thank you for watching ❤️
Ive always found this curious. We can go back and forth on the trauma, but i dont see context to that; why is it that the sight of perception irates so many? Maybe have there not been enough pain? Entropy and tirals are the base line of existence, so you see a picture perfect person or scenario; have you ever seen one of those people work a full shift on a broken shin, you think if we got hit by a solar flare they would make it past the first 7 months? Whats with all this people being ate by hate; why sre you not making use of loathing and learn something new, disgust is susposed to bring change not stagnation.
Any one have insight on why people believe that economics isn't diametric?
I can relate to your experience
Anything points in particular? I totally recall those moments where I avoided a neighbor because I "hated" the part where he was further ahead in life and he was a nice guy :-). I am glad I can talk and laugh about it now and not be that person anymore. Thank for watching. You are appreciated.
I may be mistaken here but it seems to me that your issue wasn't one of hatred at all. It seems to me that what's really being expressed is envy. In my experience, hatred is a potent mix of anger, frustration, and disgust directed towards someone who has violated a norm I hold sacred. I think hatred is reserved for those we feel are irredeemably harmful to those around them. I think hatred is reserved towards someone that you would feel no regret in killing, maiming or inflicting pain if you were to act on that hatred. I think hatred is the emotion that enables cruelty.
I suppose it's possible that what I call hatred is also mislabeled though.
Hi @JasonS42, I really appreciate your comment! You make a good point. I think you’re right-what I was feeling was more envy than actual hatred. It definitely wasn’t the deep, intense hatred you’re describing-the kind that comes from feeling wronged or violated. For me, it was more about frustration and bitterness building up over time, without realizing how much it was affecting my mindset. Like, I’d get envious of families that seemed perfect or had money, and I ended up hating the fact that mine was broken and struggling.
I guess when all those negative feelings pile up, it can feel like hate, even if it’s not as intense as what you’re talking about. You really gave me something to think about-thanks for that!
@@TonyTheAntonio My pleasure!