Absolutely agree! Especially the tea camera shot! I love how much that tea shot (and others) are uniquely yours! So keep including those same shots (or whatever angles you feel) because we are not sick to death of you or those angles! ❤ love your videos, your honesty, your kindness, and your sweetness!
Thomas sewing embroidery beads onto a pastry pet special just so that a little girl could cuddle with it is one of the purest acts of love and kindness I've heard of in a little while
when he showed the pocket inside the tote bag i really lost it and started crying...they're so cute!!!!! and you can tell they put lots of effort into their store, it's all so thoughtful❤️❤️
I flailed and went "yay, the tea segment!" moments before you said "im sure ya'll are sick to death of this shot by now" xD So...No. Not sick of it. I love your vlogs and I love the tea segment. It's so calming and cosy and just...yes.
The pastry pet man is a genius! I love all the details he puts into his shop, his outfit and the baking tongs to pick the pets up. So cute 😊 Also I love watching people make tea it's relaxing ☕
I was sitting here watching the pastry pet sequence like, "if this adorable man puts that pet in a little doughnut bag, I'm going to actually loose my mind. This shop can't be that cute." Then he whipped out the tongs and I nearly screamed in delight in a public coffee shop lol Ahh, and the story about embroidering that little doughnut? I know what store I need to visit asap for the sheer fact that that was just the kindest thing ever Haha Anywho, angles shmangles girl. Your videos are so cute and relaxing. I never know what you're going to get up to but I, like so many others love sitting back and just enjoying a day with you. You get me through my early mornings and your art is adorable. Never change and have a good day
We love you, too. More than anything. You have such an old soul and we need more people like you in this world. The only thing that sucks about having such an old soul like we do (I've been told I have one as well), is the fact that we feel EVERYTHING. We experience EVERYTHING. It's definitely a double-edge sword. Stay beautiful, inside and out. ✨✨✨💜
OMG pastry pet dude is such a cool guy! i would love to buy some stuff from him sometime. his work is absolutely incredible, and not to mention the effort and fun he puts into it all! i love how he says that the adoption process is important, and introduces all the little pets to you! i hope his shop and work blows up haha (as in gets really popular, not literally *blow up* that would be terrible oml)!
I really loved the end portion of the video, not just because of what you were saying, but because the audio made me feel like I was sitting on the phone with you - all cozy and friendly like we’re just two pals sharing life. I’m proud of you and all you accomplish every day. Thanks for showing us a little bit of your city too - I’m planning a trip to Seattle and needed some good ideas! Stay great, sunshine. Thanks for sharing your world and time with us!
the therapy talk.. wow.. I felt everything you said. I never listen to someone said so many things I feel and think, and genuinely talk about anxiety like it really is every single day. thank u so much, your videos are so healing. stay strong sweetie, you're such a great inspiration
I so get this. One thing I realized (also have anxiety) is sometimes I have to think about "am I anxious or excited" as my brain confuses those things sometimes.
girl do not fall apart, surround yourself with happy people and try hard to be fill up with they're energy, when you act like that it makes me feel like I should be your friend and help you and my heart hurts....we love you!!
Please never do away with the tea shot! I love it so so much, and please don't feel shame about this hodge podge video and the audio. It's so real. I find your videos so helpful and affirming, as a young artist who is struggling to find and keep routines. You're doing so well :) keep up that growth
Idk if it was the fuzzy voicemail like audio but when u were talking about being capable and letting ur self feel the things I just found myself crying quietly at my desk, this was a really lovely video and I’m glad ur on the incline both for physical and mental health. Seeing ur art and life is really wonderful and makes me comforted and inspired to do things 💕
Right!??? I know you could buy them online too, but then you'd miss the whole adoption process! And being from another state I'd travel to Seattle just for that stand, lol ☺️
ahhhh marninsaylor!! i remember when i was maybe 14 i bought one of their pizza cats (which i don't think they sell anymore) and today i bought one of their honey buns! it was so nice to see they're going to open a brick and mortar shop tho, that pizza cat and i have many a fond memory and i'm glad other people will get to experience that too :)
you have no idea how beautiful and inspiring and motivating your videos are. you really are out there making us all more productive humans - i love you so much xoxo
this therapy talk bit actually was SO relatable rn. I’m in a strange place bc i’ve never felt like that total roadblock shutdown like i’m experiencing at the moment and it was so comforting to hear someone else go through the same thing
i've had the most horrible day (being surrounded by really toxic people getting me down all the time and not being able to get out sUCKS) but this made my day SO SO SO much better. thank you!!
The way you talk about your anxiety being an annoying roommate in your brain is very relatable to me. I really appreciate every time you are so open about your mental health and it’s so nice to hear about you working through your anxiety! I find it easy to get caught in just dealing with it instead of finding ways to cope and keep moving through the day. You’re wonderful, Cheyenne, I really enjoyed this video 💕
that voice over is SO where i am right now. 'you have so much to do, you have so much to do.... you shouldn't do anything' thank you for this Cheyenne it was actually beautiful!!!!!
Living on a small college campus in Kirkland, I watch your videos to escape the intense anxiety I get from my annoying roommate. Hearing you describe your anxiety makes all the sense in the world to me. I often feel like if I could do what you do that I'd feel less anxious, but your honesty and realism convinces me that I can't escape my problems, I just just deal with them, grow through them, and embrace the moments that are good. Thank you for being you, Cheyenne.
we're not sick of any of your shots!!! thank you for a new video! sending you all the love, chey!! i hope you're feeling better (both physically and mentally!!) we love you!!!!
The pastry pets weren’t what I expected but they’re absolutely what I wanted to see today. Thank you for showing us this cuteness! Made my rainy day very sunny!
Also the amount of work the pastry pet man put into his design work is absolutely amazing! As a fellow design nerd, it warms my heart to see design with purpose done so well (and cute). The pet pockets in the tote are a great example of it! What a great designer!
For me, I describe my anxiety as a little kid in an office job surrounded by adults who know what they’re doing, and the little kid is overwhelmed and doesn’t think they know what they’re doing. I really resonated with your vlog, it can be hard and draining when dealing with anxiety during the holiday season. Thanks for the reminder that you ARE capable of doing the things even if you feel like you’re not 💙
ive probably cried during your entire car monologue because i rly understand what being overwhelmed is like... and i looked back at how self destructive i was in college. i think im doing better now than last year (like you!) but i still want a more significant Progress so im considering therapy though the expenses are Phewww... wishing you the best of luck! thank you for editing beautiful videos like these, they always comfort me.
I advocate for therapy whenever I can. It has helped me tremendously. One of my favourite takeaways recently is the idea of ‘1st/2nd thought’. 1st being your old most pervasive narrative and 2nd being the truth. Helps me when I jump to conclusions or get down on myself.
I kid you not, I am actually really angry that America doesn’t have Pastry Pet shops or stands. Why in the world did it take so long for me to discover these were actually things!!!! I’m in love!!!!!
Aiden IsGrate they are definitely one of a kind things!!! marninsaylor are opening up a brick and mortar here in seattle so if ur ever in town you’ll get to see them urself!
I relate to the anxiety stuff so much. In college when I was going through horrible anxiety I started to cope with it by taking short naps but that evolved into anytime I feel stressed I get sleepy and want to just go to bed. It’s soooo much work to retrain myself to react differently to that feeling. It’s crazy how easy it is to slip into bad habits and how much endless work it is to correct them.
your videos are so real, and you talking about your struggles are helpful in the sense that it makes me feel less alone when I feel overwhelmed with school and life. So, thank you!!
Thank you so much for your honesty - I know how you feel (truley) and I wish you the best of joy. Thanks for sharing and for beeing here on this planet. Have an awesome rest of the week. :)
watching you write on your calendar was super soothing, i dig that. i do the same thing in terms of shutting down when im overwhelmed, but we can get through this.
Omg...I REALLY want a pastry pet now!!! He gave them so much life and personality, I love it. Also, beautiful vlog as always. I never miss a video from you 💕
Girl u inspire me. Your a badass keeping up with your super cute amazing shop. And I really relate with the anxiety stuff. I’m a college art student(freshman) and it seems almost impossible most of the time to get everything done, while also pursuing my one person art etc. I usually have a emotional breakdown once in a while because like you said yourself, I take on everything at once.it’s hard stuff. But we got this👍🏼♥️
Oh man! It breaks my heart listening to you talk about your anxiety but it’s so comforting and validating to realise I’m not the only one that feels this way. Thank you x
Honestly, your videos are really calming to me. They help me to get all sorted and calm me down at the same time. I’m so thankful for your videos :) keep it up! Take care for yourself ♥️
I genuinely relate to your brain so much haha, mine is the same. The second I'm stressed over two or more things I completely shut down - so it's nice to hear you're on the same wavelength. Your videos are genuinely my own lil therapy, so comforting and those pastry pets oh my GOD why don't I live in the US? Keep doing you, and the shots are fine and never boring!! thank you
I really love the vlogs that have those similar shots! I never get tired of them because they’re so cozy and ritualistic. I actually rewatch a lot of your videos just because they’re so calming.
I am watching this on my lunch in the middle of the mall and i laughed out loud at ‘coffee is not my cup of tea’ 😂 Those pastry pets are adorable! And the stories!!! WHY AM I ABOUT TO CRY AT THE PASTRY PET GOODBYE CEREMONY?!?!?! The Whisperrrrrrrrrssssss!!!! 😭😭😭
Not sick of your shots at all, I always watch these kind of vlogs in the background while I draw for example, so I love that there is not "too much goin on" ♥
honestly your vlogs help me so much, I relate to the way you talk about the creative process and anxiety, especially combined. I've started art school this autumn and really admire the way you seem to balance things and process though bad spells of business/depression/anxiety. All your vlogs helps me to wind down and process along with you and also to get me in the headspace to slowly work through stuff for school which can be overwhelming but ultimately I enjoy. Thank you
I so much appreciate your dialogue about running a business and being productive with anxiety. I started an etsy shop a couple months ago and ran into the exact same issue, being so anxious and overwhelmed by that and school that I'd shut down. My brain tends to tell me I can't do anything at all so there's not a point in starting. I'm making progress (slower than I want, but still progress), and I'm trying to learn how to function in life despite overwhelming feelings :')
I find your content so so relaxing. It feels like sitting down in a cosy coffee shop with an old friend and getting lost in conversations about old times. Hope you have a wonderful day 💗
I just started making videos on youtube and I already feel like I'm running out angles and shots to make it more interesting! I really loved listening to your little podcast snippet at the end, the part about anxiety really resonates with me. We just have to keep pushing on!
The pastry pets segment was adorable. you can tell how much thought and care they put into everything they make! I love it :) I loved the voice over part. It sounded as if I was on a phone call with you. All the things you said about how you are attempting to manage stress was very helpful. Your description of feeling overwhelmed of the work that lies ahead of you was unfortunately relatable. My brain also likes to blow out of proportion the tasks I need to get done, making it all feel impossible. Your words were the thing I needed to hear right now to get started on everything I've been neglecting. Thank for your transparency and I'm glad you're being kinder to yourself. Your channel is one that I turn to for comfort and I'm eternally grateful for all the content you have put out for us. 💕
I just started watching you and I must say that when you uploaded today it made me smile. Your videos are just so relaxing and the way you talk about your feelings makes me feel a little less alone. Thank you!
I find your videos so very soothing! I also find your raw honesty about anxiety and depression inspiring. I, too, experience anxiety and depression. I go to therapy weekly, which has helped SO much, but it helps to see others feel the way I do about life, too. Thank you!!!
Aaaw, I loved the pastry pets scene. It’s adorable. Maybe I’m just weird, but I’m never bored of repetitive cozy scenes. I love anything cozy and snuggly, which sounds like you need more of. So don’t worry too much. ☺️💖
no matter what you do in your videos they alwaaaayss relax me in such a way no other youtuber can! please never stop what you're doing, cause you're doing great!!
I came across your blog awhile back and watch because you were so candid about your mental health. I tell people that being vulnerable is brave, its powerful. Thank you.
your vlogs are so comforting even when ur talking about ur anxiety it's like a warm wholesome hug and hearing u talk is so comforting n it makes me feel less alone i suppose. i hope u feel less anxious and stressed soon tho :( i wish u the best 🍁🌻
Its currently 2.44am for me here, and i was feeling really down really anxious, really overwhelmed and shut down lately, ive been feeling like this for more than a week now, and right now i feel really motivated and comforted by your lil therapy talk, idk if ill carry that same energy when i wake up later, but its really inspirational to me right now, and i wanna thank you for snapping me out of my weird funk. Thank you
Hearing someone talk about anxiety so honestly and working through it nonetheless helps me so much. I have been in a low patch for about 2 months but have an interview today and am now ready to sit with the anxiety and go through it together
I never heard anyone describe the way I feel when anxious so well, validating to know that it's not just laziness! Reinforces that I need a good therapist too.
You are going to be ok. I know that is easier said than done, but seriously you will be. Be in the moment and not look to far into the future, prioritize your tasks and goals, you got this! You can handle more than you think. We are rooting for you! ❤️❤️❤️
this vlog hit me SO HARD okay first off, your shots are NOT boring!! i was just telling a friend about how i love your framing! so do not absolutely feel bad, your vlogs are lovely to watch every single time. the whole pastry pets thing was so cute!!! i wish i lived in seattle so i could support this lovely vendor! and now... the last half of your vlog just hit me so, so, so hard. i get stressed *a lot*, especially about my creativity, my productivity and my future (hoping i can make it in an industry where networking is everything)... and i too go into total shutdown mode. i self-sabotage often, even with some good opportunities that come my way... mostly bc i don't think i deserve them, or i fall into these self-hate patterns that make me believe i'm an awful person and other people just don't realise it yet, and so the self-sabotaging (which in my case is also avoiding work or people) is to "prove myself right" - but of course it's a totally unhealthy self-fulfilling prophecy. but what you said at the end made SO much sense. i loved the bit about "finding the rabbit trail" (bc i love rabbits a lot, in case it wasn't clear haha) instead of saying "i fell off the bandwagon", and "you're capable of doing great things even when you're not feeling great" is a really, really good message and just made me tear up a bit. thank you so much for this vlog, i really needed to watch something like this at this specific point in time. i love spending time watching your videos (you're the only vlog channel i follow!), they're always worth it. thank you ❤️
You are a very intelligent and capable person. Life is scary and causes anxiety but hold on to the fact that you can do this business stuff. Every day you work with your business helps to balance your thoughts against the anxiety. I watched my daughter go through all this. She is now 37 years old and a very successful Etsy shop owner. It has helped her to finally realize her anxiety is a constant but not a wall. It is her daily companion that is along with her, not driving her. I hope this helps. I love your videos and am so impressed with the person you are.
I'm so amazed that you live with those feelings (that are all to familiar to me) and are still able to make videos and run a business. That's so so amazing to me! I'm in my feelings way to much and I can't imagine putting content out there when I'm feeling this way. So so proud of you!
I hope you are able to get less overwhelmed!! You mentioned writing everything down in your calender helps you and I've figured the same out over the past year, my mind would get foggy having to remember everything. I also neeeeed one of those pastry buns!!!
i have absolutely loved and NEEDED this therapy talk. life is wild and we have to feel the feels but sometimes it all gets so overwhelming but your words truly spoke to me. i’d love more talks like this in the future 💕
That’s exactly how my brain works. Exactly. It was so nice to hear I’m not alone feeling like that, but also not nice too as wouldn’t want anyone to feel it x
I have had a very not good day today and when your honey bun was handed over to you i did tear up.. that is the single sweetest most wonderful thing.. so pure!! so sweet!! (Also, thank you for the therapy talk)
I really love your videos. You are so brave to share your genuine thoughts with us, and it really is the honesty and the authenticity of your videos that make me want to watch you instantly. Even when you share low points of yourself, you point out how you are trying to make things better or spin it around into a positive way. I think you are such a beautiful person, and I love watching you grow through the years. Stay brilliant Cheyenne!
I was saving this video for when I could cozy up with a nice cup of tea and I’m so glad I did. I relate so much to how you describe your anxiety and how doing good/feeling good are not always synonymous. There is something so comforting about the way you talk about mental health and your struggles. I always feel a bit emotional (in a good way) when I hear it because it’s like putting words to my own anxiety. Here’s to practicing a little more self compassion every day 💕 Also, I love your style of vlogs, no need to change anything about them!
I. LOVE. YOUR. HAIR. also your vlogs and your cat and your home and your relationship and your art and basically everything about you. thanks for being so great!
I genuinely enjoyed hearing your therapy talk snippet. It was really relaxing to hear while doing my own journaling. It also made me feel like I'm not alone on how I feel about my own anxiety issues. Thank you so much.
yo i really love the way you describe your anxiety, it's so recognizable and something i struggle with a lot as a college student. Keep on keeping on, i know it's hard
It was really helpful for me to hear about your experiences with anxiety. I see a lot a similarities but also a lot of differences between our relationships with anxiety and it was oddly reassuring and comforting. Thank you for being so open. You’re such an amazing, strong woman!
Thank you so much for sharing your emotions and anxieties. I can really relate as someone who juggles a day job, freelance and an art business all at once. There are times I feel like my mind is going to explode because of the amount of things to do, deadlines, responsibilities etc. and I end up not doing anything or not talking to anyone for days. For the longest time I thought that my worries are invalid, that these aren't things to be anxious or stress about. I found it comforting that someone else with a similar background is experiencing these as well. I hope you have a great rest this holiday season!
You’re speaking right to my heart, voicing all the exact same problems I deal with as an artist. You are doing great despite your challenges and inspired me to start sketching again. Thank you! 💜
Thank you so very much for this. When you talked about your experiences living with your “roommate”, your words resonated very deeply with me and my own approach to managing my chronic pains. I conceptualize living amidst these overwhelming things in a very similar way to that of roommates and tenants. It is reassuring in a way to hear how someone else experiences a similar coping mechanism, thank you and I’m sending you all the best for your management this intense season (and always). ✨
every time I see that you upload, I always wait until the very end of the day to watch your videos. I lay in bed, and write in my journal and watch the vid, they are so calming and make my day so much better!
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real talk: we are NOT sick of any of your shots. it's actually kind of comforting to see the same shots. it's a calming routine. ❤️
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i agree 100% all her videos are so calming. I watch her videos on loops haha
Absolutely agree! Especially the tea camera shot! I love how much that tea shot (and others) are uniquely yours! So keep including those same shots (or whatever angles you feel) because we are not sick to death of you or those angles! ❤ love your videos, your honesty, your kindness, and your sweetness!
I came to say exactly this!
that man who sells those animals is so sweet, if all venders were that lovely i'd have a lot less money
Thomas sewing embroidery beads onto a pastry pet special just so that a little girl could cuddle with it is one of the purest acts of love and kindness I've heard of in a little while
im not kidding that man made me cry the whole process is so thoughtful and sweet there are literal tears on my face and pillow its so sweet :'D
thomas and his wife skye have made something so so special together! being witness to their work is such a joy
protect the pastry pets man at all costs
that whole thing with the pastry pets was so cute,,, my heart burst open and let out all the *uwus*
Oh no I've fallen in love with the pastry pets man!
when he showed the pocket inside the tote bag i really lost it and started crying...they're so cute!!!!! and you can tell they put lots of effort into their store, it's all so thoughtful❤️❤️
Anyone else so in love with the recorded/classic sound of the voice over from her car??? 🖤
yes i love anything vintage!!☺
I flailed and went "yay, the tea segment!" moments before you said "im sure ya'll are sick to death of this shot by now" xD So...No. Not sick of it. I love your vlogs and I love the tea segment. It's so calming and cosy and just...yes.
The pastry pet man is a genius! I love all the details he puts into his shop, his outfit and the baking tongs to pick the pets up. So cute 😊 Also I love watching people make tea it's relaxing ☕
I was sitting here watching the pastry pet sequence like, "if this adorable man puts that pet in a little doughnut bag, I'm going to actually loose my mind. This shop can't be that cute." Then he whipped out the tongs and I nearly screamed in delight in a public coffee shop lol
Ahh, and the story about embroidering that little doughnut? I know what store I need to visit asap for the sheer fact that that was just the kindest thing ever Haha
Anywho, angles shmangles girl. Your videos are so cute and relaxing. I never know what you're going to get up to but I, like so many others love sitting back and just enjoying a day with you. You get me through my early mornings and your art is adorable. Never change and have a good day
We love you, too. More than anything. You have such an old soul and we need more people like you in this world. The only thing that sucks about having such an old soul like we do (I've been told I have one as well), is the fact that we feel EVERYTHING. We experience EVERYTHING. It's definitely a double-edge sword. Stay beautiful, inside and out. ✨✨✨💜
OMG pastry pet dude is such a cool guy! i would love to buy some stuff from him sometime. his work is absolutely incredible, and not to mention the effort and fun he puts into it all! i love how he says that the adoption process is important, and introduces all the little pets to you! i hope his shop and work blows up haha (as in gets really popular, not literally *blow up* that would be terrible oml)!
I really loved the end portion of the video, not just because of what you were saying, but because the audio made me feel like I was sitting on the phone with you - all cozy and friendly like we’re just two pals sharing life. I’m proud of you and all you accomplish every day. Thanks for showing us a little bit of your city too - I’m planning a trip to Seattle and needed some good ideas! Stay great, sunshine. Thanks for sharing your world and time with us!
the therapy talk.. wow.. I felt everything you said. I never listen to someone said so many things I feel and think, and genuinely talk about anxiety like it really is every single day. thank u so much, your videos are so healing. stay strong sweetie, you're such a great inspiration
Okay. I had to watch the Pastry Pets part again because THAT IS JUST SO DANG CUTE!
I love the audio in the talking bit, feels like we’re having a phone conversation!!!
I so get this. One thing I realized (also have anxiety) is sometimes I have to think about "am I anxious or excited" as my brain confuses those things sometimes.
The Honey Bun is sooooo cute. Is he gonna live on/by your desk to keep you company?
yes!!! i have named him Buttercup and he's right by my computer to encourage me if times of need x
@@cheyennebarton oh good!! He has a good home :3
girl do not fall apart, surround yourself with happy people and try hard to be fill up with they're energy, when you act like that it makes me feel like I should be your friend and help you and my heart hurts....we love you!!
Please never do away with the tea shot! I love it so so much, and please don't feel shame about this hodge podge video and the audio. It's so real. I find your videos so helpful and affirming, as a young artist who is struggling to find and keep routines. You're doing so well :) keep up that growth
Idk if it was the fuzzy voicemail like audio but when u were talking about being capable and letting ur self feel the things I just found myself crying quietly at my desk, this was a really lovely video and I’m glad ur on the incline both for physical and mental health. Seeing ur art and life is really wonderful and makes me comforted and inspired to do things 💕
i could NOT STOP squealing in delight throughout the whole part of the video about MarninSaylor! so adorable!
it's so cute to see how much effort thomas put into the entire customer experience. super wholesome c:
The pastry pets though.... 😍😍😍 (I was confused at first, I was like “are they made out of pastry? Are they edible? Salt-dough?) xx
this vlog is my comfort video..
watching the pastry pet adoption process was THE BEST way to start my day !! xxx
Right!??? I know you could buy them online too, but then you'd miss the whole adoption process! And being from another state I'd travel to Seattle just for that stand, lol ☺️
ahhhh marninsaylor!! i remember when i was maybe 14 i bought one of their pizza cats (which i don't think they sell anymore) and today i bought one of their honey buns! it was so nice to see they're going to open a brick and mortar shop tho, that pizza cat and i have many a fond memory and i'm glad other people will get to experience that too :)
you have no idea how beautiful and inspiring and motivating your videos are. you really are out there making us all more productive humans - i love you so much xoxo
you are going to get through this and we’re all going to be here when you do. stay amazing chey ⭐️
Ughhh I just love your videos! So real and inspiring :) ❤️
How you described your anxiety is how I would describe mine.
Take care of yourself Cheyenne 🧡
this therapy talk bit actually was SO relatable rn. I’m in a strange place bc i’ve never felt like that total roadblock shutdown like i’m experiencing at the moment and it was so comforting to hear someone else go through the same thing
i've had the most horrible day (being surrounded by really toxic people getting me down all the time and not being able to get out sUCKS) but this made my day SO SO SO much better. thank you!!
honestly love the tea shots a lot! there’s something so homey about them. your vlogs are always a delight!
The way you talk about your anxiety being an annoying roommate in your brain is very relatable to me. I really appreciate every time you are so open about your mental health and it’s so nice to hear about you working through your anxiety! I find it easy to get caught in just dealing with it instead of finding ways to cope and keep moving through the day. You’re wonderful, Cheyenne, I really enjoyed this video 💕
that voice over is SO where i am right now. 'you have so much to do, you have so much to do.... you shouldn't do anything' thank you for this Cheyenne it was actually beautiful!!!!!
Living on a small college campus in Kirkland, I watch your videos to escape the intense anxiety I get from my annoying roommate. Hearing you describe your anxiety makes all the sense in the world to me. I often feel like if I could do what you do that I'd feel less anxious, but your honesty and realism convinces me that I can't escape my problems, I just just deal with them, grow through them, and embrace the moments that are good. Thank you for being you, Cheyenne.
we're not sick of any of your shots!!! thank you for a new video! sending you all the love, chey!! i hope you're feeling better (both physically and mentally!!) we love you!!!!
The pastry pets weren’t what I expected but they’re absolutely what I wanted to see today. Thank you for showing us this cuteness! Made my rainy day very sunny!
Also the amount of work the pastry pet man put into his design work is absolutely amazing! As a fellow design nerd, it warms my heart to see design with purpose done so well (and cute). The pet pockets in the tote are a great example of it! What a great designer!
For me, I describe my anxiety as a little kid in an office job surrounded by adults who know what they’re doing, and the little kid is overwhelmed and doesn’t think they know what they’re doing. I really resonated with your vlog, it can be hard and draining when dealing with anxiety during the holiday season. Thanks for the reminder that you ARE capable of doing the things even if you feel like you’re not 💙
ive probably cried during your entire car monologue because i rly understand what being overwhelmed is like... and i looked back at how self destructive i was in college. i think im doing better now than last year (like you!) but i still want a more significant Progress so im considering therapy though the expenses are Phewww... wishing you the best of luck! thank you for editing beautiful videos like these, they always comfort me.
It's kinda scary how relatable your issue with anxiety is. You get all the points for seeing a therapist about it.
I advocate for therapy whenever I can. It has helped me tremendously. One of my favourite takeaways recently is the idea of ‘1st/2nd thought’. 1st being your old most pervasive narrative and 2nd being the truth. Helps me when I jump to conclusions or get down on myself.
I kid you not, I am actually really angry that America doesn’t have Pastry Pet shops or stands. Why in the world did it take so long for me to discover these were actually things!!!! I’m in love!!!!!
Aiden IsGrate they are definitely one of a kind things!!! marninsaylor are opening up a brick and mortar here in seattle so if ur ever in town you’ll get to see them urself!
Cheyenne your videos are so therapeutic 😌 I really love your aesthetic. Thankyou for what you do❤️ i hope you’re well.
I relate to the anxiety stuff so much. In college when I was going through horrible anxiety I started to cope with it by taking short naps but that evolved into anytime I feel stressed I get sleepy and want to just go to bed. It’s soooo much work to retrain myself to react differently to that feeling. It’s crazy how easy it is to slip into bad habits and how much endless work it is to correct them.
your videos are so real, and you talking about your struggles are helpful in the sense that it makes me feel less alone when I feel overwhelmed with school and life. So, thank you!!
please don't apologize for any of your shots, they're practically perfect in every way! :)
Thank you so much for your honesty - I know how you feel (truley) and I wish you the best of joy. Thanks for sharing and for beeing here on this planet. Have an awesome rest of the week. :)
Oof as someone with complex PTSD and GAD I feel this. It’s nice to see that other people feel this way, thank you so much for sharing!
watching you write on your calendar was super soothing, i dig that. i do the same thing in terms of shutting down when im overwhelmed, but we can get through this.
Omg...I REALLY want a pastry pet now!!! He gave them so much life and personality, I love it.
Also, beautiful vlog as always. I never miss a video from you 💕
Girl u inspire me. Your a badass keeping up with your super cute amazing shop. And I really relate with the anxiety stuff. I’m a college art student(freshman) and it seems almost impossible most of the time to get everything done, while also pursuing my one person art etc. I usually have a emotional breakdown once in a while because like you said yourself, I take on everything at once.it’s hard stuff. But we got this👍🏼♥️
Oh man! It breaks my heart listening to you talk about your anxiety but it’s so comforting and validating to realise I’m not the only one that feels this way. Thank you x
Honestly, your videos are really calming to me. They help me to get all sorted and calm me down at the same time. I’m so thankful for your videos :) keep it up! Take care for yourself ♥️
I genuinely relate to your brain so much haha, mine is the same. The second I'm stressed over two or more things I completely shut down - so it's nice to hear you're on the same wavelength. Your videos are genuinely my own lil therapy, so comforting and those pastry pets oh my GOD why don't I live in the US? Keep doing you, and the shots are fine and never boring!! thank you
I really love the vlogs that have those similar shots! I never get tired of them because they’re so cozy and ritualistic. I actually rewatch a lot of your videos just because they’re so calming.
I am watching this on my lunch in the middle of the mall and i laughed out loud at ‘coffee is not my cup of tea’ 😂 Those pastry pets are adorable! And the stories!!! WHY AM I ABOUT TO CRY AT THE PASTRY PET GOODBYE CEREMONY?!?!?! The Whisperrrrrrrrrssssss!!!! 😭😭😭
okay so the talky bit at the end was *exactly* what i needed to hear today, feeling very overwhelmed with school and job applications and everything.
Not sick of your shots at all, I always watch these kind of vlogs in the background while I draw for example, so I love that there is not "too much goin on" ♥
honestly your vlogs help me so much, I relate to the way you talk about the creative process and anxiety, especially combined. I've started art school this autumn and really admire the way you seem to balance things and process though bad spells of business/depression/anxiety. All your vlogs helps me to wind down and process along with you and also to get me in the headspace to slowly work through stuff for school which can be overwhelming but ultimately I enjoy. Thank you
I so much appreciate your dialogue about running a business and being productive with anxiety. I started an etsy shop a couple months ago and ran into the exact same issue, being so anxious and overwhelmed by that and school that I'd shut down. My brain tends to tell me I can't do anything at all so there's not a point in starting. I'm making progress (slower than I want, but still progress), and I'm trying to learn how to function in life despite overwhelming feelings :')
I find your content so so relaxing. It feels like sitting down in a cosy coffee shop with an old friend and getting lost in conversations about old times. Hope you have a wonderful day 💗
i’m crying from the honey bunny whispering goodbyes ceremony k
I just started making videos on youtube and I already feel like I'm running out angles and shots to make it more interesting! I really loved listening to your little podcast snippet at the end, the part about anxiety really resonates with me. We just have to keep pushing on!
The pastry pets segment was adorable. you can tell how much thought and care they put into everything they make! I love it :)
I loved the voice over part. It sounded as if I was on a phone call with you. All the things you said about how you are attempting to manage stress was very helpful. Your description of feeling overwhelmed of the work that lies ahead of you was unfortunately relatable. My brain also likes to blow out of proportion the tasks I need to get done, making it all feel impossible. Your words were the thing I needed to hear right now to get started on everything I've been neglecting. Thank for your transparency and I'm glad you're being kinder to yourself. Your channel is one that I turn to for comfort and I'm eternally grateful for all the content you have put out for us. 💕
I just started watching you and I must say that when you uploaded today it made me smile. Your videos are just so relaxing and the way you talk about your feelings makes me feel a little less alone. Thank you!
I find your videos so very soothing! I also find your raw honesty about anxiety and depression inspiring. I, too, experience anxiety and depression. I go to therapy weekly, which has helped SO much, but it helps to see others feel the way I do about life, too. Thank you!!!
Aaaw, I loved the pastry pets scene. It’s adorable. Maybe I’m just weird, but I’m never bored of repetitive cozy scenes. I love anything cozy and snuggly, which sounds like you need more of. So don’t worry too much. ☺️💖
Omg the pastry pets bit was so charming and wholesome!!!! My heart! 🥺🙏 your videos are always very calming to watch, thank you for sharing!
no matter what you do in your videos they alwaaaayss relax me in such a way no other youtuber can! please never stop what you're doing, cause you're doing great!!
I came across your blog awhile back and watch because you were so candid about your mental health. I tell people that being vulnerable is brave, its powerful. Thank you.
The whole session of pastry pet toy shop just amazed me. It's so cool they provide those shopping experiences.
your videos help me slow down during my school day and remind me to take it easy 💕 and i love your shots!
your vlogs are so comforting even when ur talking about ur anxiety it's like a warm wholesome hug and hearing u talk is so comforting n it makes me feel less alone i suppose. i hope u feel less anxious and stressed soon tho :( i wish u the best 🍁🌻
Its currently 2.44am for me here, and i was feeling really down really anxious, really overwhelmed and shut down lately, ive been feeling like this for more than a week now, and right now i feel really motivated and comforted by your lil therapy talk, idk if ill carry that same energy when i wake up later, but its really inspirational to me right now, and i wanna thank you for snapping me out of my weird funk. Thank you
Hearing someone talk about anxiety so honestly and working through it nonetheless helps me so much. I have been in a low patch for about 2 months but have an interview today and am now ready to sit with the anxiety and go through it together
I never heard anyone describe the way I feel when anxious so well, validating to know that it's not just laziness! Reinforces that I need a good therapist too.
You are going to be ok. I know that is easier said than done, but seriously you will be. Be in the moment and not look to far into the future, prioritize your tasks and goals, you got this! You can handle more than you think. We are rooting for you! ❤️❤️❤️
this vlog hit me SO HARD
okay first off, your shots are NOT boring!! i was just telling a friend about how i love your framing! so do not absolutely feel bad, your vlogs are lovely to watch every single time.
the whole pastry pets thing was so cute!!! i wish i lived in seattle so i could support this lovely vendor!
and now... the last half of your vlog just hit me so, so, so hard. i get stressed *a lot*, especially about my creativity, my productivity and my future (hoping i can make it in an industry where networking is everything)... and i too go into total shutdown mode. i self-sabotage often, even with some good opportunities that come my way... mostly bc i don't think i deserve them, or i fall into these self-hate patterns that make me believe i'm an awful person and other people just don't realise it yet, and so the self-sabotaging (which in my case is also avoiding work or people) is to "prove myself right" - but of course it's a totally unhealthy self-fulfilling prophecy. but what you said at the end made SO much sense. i loved the bit about "finding the rabbit trail" (bc i love rabbits a lot, in case it wasn't clear haha) instead of saying "i fell off the bandwagon", and "you're capable of doing great things even when you're not feeling great" is a really, really good message and just made me tear up a bit.
thank you so much for this vlog, i really needed to watch something like this at this specific point in time. i love spending time watching your videos (you're the only vlog channel i follow!), they're always worth it. thank you ❤️
That pastry man and his plushes are just adorable 😍 I'm binge-watching your videos, they are so calm and relaxing.
You are a very intelligent and capable person. Life is scary and causes anxiety but hold on to the fact that you can do this business stuff. Every day you work with your business helps to balance your thoughts against the anxiety. I watched my daughter go through all this. She is now 37 years old and a very successful Etsy shop owner. It has helped her to finally realize her anxiety is a constant but not a wall. It is her daily companion that is along with her, not driving her. I hope this helps. I love your videos and am so impressed with the person you are.
I'm so amazed that you live with those feelings (that are all to familiar to me) and are still able to make videos and run a business. That's so so amazing to me! I'm in my feelings way to much and I can't imagine putting content out there when I'm feeling this way. So so proud of you!
I hope you are able to get less overwhelmed!! You mentioned writing everything down in your calender helps you and I've figured the same out over the past year, my mind would get foggy having to remember everything. I also neeeeed one of those pastry buns!!!
i have absolutely loved and NEEDED this therapy talk. life is wild and we have to feel the feels but sometimes it all gets so overwhelming but your words truly spoke to me. i’d love more talks like this in the future 💕
That’s exactly how my brain works. Exactly. It was so nice to hear I’m not alone feeling like that, but also not nice too as wouldn’t want anyone to feel it x
I have had a very not good day today and when your honey bun was handed over to you i did tear up.. that is the single sweetest most wonderful thing.. so pure!! so sweet!!
(Also, thank you for the therapy talk)
I really love your videos. You are so brave to share your genuine thoughts with us, and it really is the honesty and the authenticity of your videos that make me want to watch you instantly. Even when you share low points of yourself, you point out how you are trying to make things better or spin it around into a positive way. I think you are such a beautiful person, and I love watching you grow through the years. Stay brilliant Cheyenne!
I was saving this video for when I could cozy up with a nice cup of tea and I’m so glad I did. I relate so much to how you describe your anxiety and how doing good/feeling good are not always synonymous. There is something so comforting about the way you talk about mental health and your struggles. I always feel a bit emotional (in a good way) when I hear it because it’s like putting words to my own anxiety. Here’s to practicing a little more self compassion every day 💕 Also, I love your style of vlogs, no need to change anything about them!
Aw, the pastry man truly made my day-he's as sweet as the pastry creatures!!
I. LOVE. YOUR. HAIR. also your vlogs and your cat and your home and your relationship and your art and basically everything about you. thanks for being so great!
I genuinely enjoyed hearing your therapy talk snippet. It was really relaxing to hear while doing my own journaling. It also made me feel like I'm not alone on how I feel about my own anxiety issues. Thank you so much.
yo i really love the way you describe your anxiety, it's so recognizable and something i struggle with a lot as a college student. Keep on keeping on, i know it's hard
It was really helpful for me to hear about your experiences with anxiety. I see a lot a similarities but also a lot of differences between our relationships with anxiety and it was oddly reassuring and comforting. Thank you for being so open. You’re such an amazing, strong woman!
Thank you so much for sharing your emotions and anxieties. I can really relate as someone who juggles a day job, freelance and an art business all at once. There are times I feel like my mind is going to explode because of the amount of things to do, deadlines, responsibilities etc. and I end up not doing anything or not talking to anyone for days. For the longest time I thought that my worries are invalid, that these aren't things to be anxious or stress about. I found it comforting that someone else with a similar background is experiencing these as well. I hope you have a great rest this holiday season!
You’re speaking right to my heart, voicing all the exact same problems I deal with as an artist. You are doing great despite your challenges and inspired me to start sketching again. Thank you! 💜
Thank you so very much for this.
When you talked about your experiences living with your “roommate”, your words resonated very deeply with me and my own approach to managing my chronic pains. I conceptualize living amidst these overwhelming things in a very similar way to that of roommates and tenants. It is reassuring in a way to hear how someone else experiences a similar coping mechanism, thank you and I’m sending you all the best for your management this intense season (and always). ✨
every time I see that you upload, I always wait until the very end of the day to watch your videos. I lay in bed, and write in my journal and watch the vid, they are so calming and make my day so much better!