Doctor Husband Loses Patient [M4F] [Reverse Comfort] [Doctor Husband]

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  • Опубликовано: 31 авг 2022
  • "We lost her today." #m4f #asmrroleplay #malevoice
    After another long day at the hospital, your doctor husband comes home. This time seems different, you can tell something has clearly happened. He then tells you the heart breaking news.
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  • @KaraSimp_
    @KaraSimp_ Год назад +441

    I honestly feel bad for doctors knowing they tried they best and imagine how they feel after losing a patient

    • @taylorkirishima684
      @taylorkirishima684 Год назад +3

      Understable

    • @AveryyyyyyS
      @AveryyyyyyS Год назад +1

      My dad is a paramedic and he sees people blown up into pieces and people who’s legs are rotting off but he said that it’s sad when they see that because it shows how lazy and evil people have come these days

    • @the_santiago_siblingsblogs7555
      @the_santiago_siblingsblogs7555 4 месяца назад +1

      I agree

  • @karolvillamil1669
    @karolvillamil1669 Год назад +188

    As a nurse I really understand that feeling and it's heartbreaking :(((

    • @sansabhushrestha7623
      @sansabhushrestha7623 Год назад +1

      My dream career is to be someone specialist in health sector but this is what I'm afraid of because I think losing someone Infront of you whom you took care of, smiled at just while ago scares me since I'm a emotional person. I think it's gonna be quite hard for me for some time to wear a mask of zero emotions and be habituated to losing people Infront of eyes

  • @wintermoonlightgoddess
    @wintermoonlightgoddess Год назад +126

    As a daughter of a nurse, I understand how that goes. My mom tells me one of her stories at work and it's terrible how they go through that sometimes. However, instead of thinking negatively, my mom and I think on the positive side since the people who passed, they're now free from the pain that binds them from Earthly chains.
    Even though this is only a VA and that you mentioned that the girl who passed away at the age of 23, I realized that she's my age...

  • @I_have_to_piss
    @I_have_to_piss Год назад +15

    This man bawling his eyes out:
    Me who has no idea what to do with someone crying: ….there there….

  • @minikkura
    @minikkura Год назад +156

    losing a patient must hurt like hell :(

    • @TanjiroKamado-il7mf
      @TanjiroKamado-il7mf Год назад +17

      it does i worked as an intern once at a hospital. The patient was a 13 year old and i was with her when she passed away. Trust me it is not fun.

    • @_bibaaa
      @_bibaaa Год назад +12

      @@TanjiroKamado-il7mf oh my, that is so sad. may she rest in peace

    • @terrabakisa4920
      @terrabakisa4920 Год назад +4

      @@TanjiroKamado-il7mf The same thing happened to my cousin, he was 13 and it was an intense 2 hours in the er, everyone trying to save him, I remember the nurses and even doctors crying when he finally passed away, it was the worst day of my life.

  • @bruigi_bree_bree5239
    @bruigi_bree_bree5239 Год назад +53

    Bro! That’s my worst fear if I ever become a doctor…losing a patient…
    This breaks my heart 😔😔

  • @elyartist
    @elyartist Год назад +59

    poor bebe, he needs a hug and cuddles but this is good 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖

  • @TanjiroKamado-il7mf
    @TanjiroKamado-il7mf Год назад +90

    I know how much it can hurt. I worked as an intern once at a hospital. The patient was a 13 year old and I was with her when she passed away. Trust me it is not fun.

    • @Riley-1078
      @Riley-1078 Год назад +5

      Oh that sounds horrible. I don't even know how bad nurses and doctors must feel after that sort of thing happens.

  • @amethystbernard7499
    @amethystbernard7499 Год назад +31

    This brought me to tear when he was reading the letter 😭

    • @Avacado590
      @Avacado590 Год назад

      I cried all the way threw it I had to stop half way

    • @higuyswuzup
      @higuyswuzup Год назад +1

      omggggg i just sobbed the whole way through
      the letter litterly broke meeee

  • @Aaron-xd2rj
    @Aaron-xd2rj Год назад +58

    My best friend died of leukemia when I was in 5th grade and this means so so much to me. Keep up the good work, you’re amazing ❤️

  • @lizzygaunt8138
    @lizzygaunt8138 Год назад +9

    Man, this hit so damn hard....I recently lost my nan to cancer just before Xmas day 2022...it just killed me.
    Knowing the doctors and nurses and all healthcare staff out there go through this routinely, it honestly breaks my heart. My heart goes out to you, send all the loving and caring vibes to you all xxxx

  • @Vale_hates_you
    @Vale_hates_you Год назад +34

    I feel really bad for doctors bc they do their best but sometimes the patients die and doctors feel like it was their fault but it’s not and i just feel really bad.

  • @Gisselle_Rose
    @Gisselle_Rose Год назад +32

    When he said mia's last words my heart dropped this is so heartbreaking 💔
    Pulled on my heartstrings
    We luv you ❤️🥺

  • @aligsingz
    @aligsingz Год назад +13

    This left me in tears. It reminded me of my father when he passed. I hate knowing that this is what some doctors feel when they lose a patient. 😭 But everyone of them are in a better place. No longer suffering, no longer in pain. ❤️

    • @aligsingz
      @aligsingz Год назад

      @@madisonthierry1799 thank you

  • @Kenji_538
    @Kenji_538 Год назад +14

    When I tell you that I cried while listening to this
    I'm literally still crying
    I can't stop
    My parents are gonna question me now but I literally don't care, listening to this was so- idk what the word is 😭

  • @starflower2583
    @starflower2583 Год назад +3

    I saw my mom die and it was awful. This woke me up to many things that I've been selfish about and I need to stop taking God, my life, and the people I'm blessed with for granted. I'm not where I want to be in life, but I have so much to be thankful for.

  • @navysisr.4758
    @navysisr.4758 Год назад +21

    I never thought about the toll it takes on the doctors and nurses. I feel kind of dumb for not realizing. My heart and prayers go out to all the healthcare workers who take care of people. Also amazing audio Nyx. It was beautiful

  • @justaghostinabox455
    @justaghostinabox455 Год назад +8

    2:53 bro I froze because I that’s my name. That aside though, this audio is heartbreaking. We always think about the families but sometimes forget about doctors who truly care about their patients

  • @storiesforyou777
    @storiesforyou777 Год назад +19

    Damn Nyx, you have me in tears with this one. I was a caregiver for a while, I know the pain all too well. Soon they become more then just residents and patients. They become your family and you lose them, it breaks your heart. You did an amazing, awesome job on this one Nyx. I would love to see more from you in the near future. 👏👏👏👏👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓

  • @frequentlyfatiguedflamingo
    @frequentlyfatiguedflamingo Год назад +5

    I have never EVER cried because of an audio. It was a very much needed cry so thank you

  • @zuzannaprzerwa5724
    @zuzannaprzerwa5724 Год назад +7

    I cried so much. My uncle is a surgeon and he has same situations daily. the youngest patient was 16 yo… it felt so real like he was saying it…I can’t imagine that kind of pain. Amazing job Nyx ❤️

  • @shimoishere3803
    @shimoishere3803 Год назад +11

    BRUUUH this is really how i feel everyday i work as nurse and GOD OH GOD you put me in my pain zone just right now with this 😭😭😭😭😭 UGH !!! *crying in the room corner*
    edit : forgot to say thank you

  • @miriuchiha7758
    @miriuchiha7758 Год назад +14

    Can someone give me a tissue please because I'm crying 🥺
    You are really talented ! 💙💜

    • @morgana2657
      @morgana2657 Год назад

      Here 🥺🧻

    • @Midnight-xf5od
      @Midnight-xf5od Год назад +1

      Do have tissues. Sooo.... Here🧻 and a teddy🧸

    • @miriuchiha7758
      @miriuchiha7758 Год назад

      @@Midnight-xf5od *takes the tissues and the teddy bear* Thank you friend 🥲 *hugs the pluchy against her*

    • @Midnight-xf5od
      @Midnight-xf5od Год назад +1

      @@miriuchiha7758 you're welcome 😊

  • @Zatanna45
    @Zatanna45 Год назад +43

    Love the reverse comfort vids ❤ a little suggestion don't know if you're comfortable it,maybe the boyfriend is physically hurt and the listener is comforting him in a hospital setting or something like that ? Keep up the good work,becoming my favourite channel so far

  • @BeeBlossomEdits
    @BeeBlossomEdits Год назад +13

    These types of videos honestly make me so happy!

  • @SC0SHI
    @SC0SHI Год назад +5

    I was in a discord vc with this guy and he's an extremely chill and helpful guy. he was also giving people voice acting tips, Very cool.

  • @yourfbiagent6613
    @yourfbiagent6613 Год назад +7

    I truly respect anyone who works in the medical field, I know personally I could never be in that profession, and understand how hard it can be.

    • @ahappyQueen9971
      @ahappyQueen9971 Год назад +1

      And i truly respect you, the FBI agents who aprove of these audios 🙂

    • @yourfbiagent6613
      @yourfbiagent6613 Год назад

      @@ahappyQueen9971 Why thank you

  • @camilasm7448
    @camilasm7448 Год назад +6

    God, why do i do this to myself?.., why do i listen to this audios knowing that i'm too sensible, now i'm crying in my bed 💔😔😭

  • @sra_crhst
    @sra_crhst Год назад +3

    I started crying ! I feel so bad for those who lose someone they love.
    God i started crying because even this is just a VA i feel so bad for Mia and Nyx and now i want to bring her back. The letter broke me...

  • @Rock-emperor
    @Rock-emperor 10 месяцев назад +1

    Bro this is the first listener asmr that made me cry (when he read the letter I cried for like 10 minutes)

  • @morganthompson640
    @morganthompson640 Год назад +10

    My mom is an Obgyn and I remember she came home after delivering a super high risk pregnancy and she told me she had lost the baby and the mom. She was super upset

    • @Geni-yh1pv
      @Geni-yh1pv Год назад

      Then she is a very bad obgyn . If she was a specialist of her job this wouldn't have happened.

    • @staziakieffaber9423
      @staziakieffaber9423 Год назад

      @@Geni-yh1pv you don’t know how she is as a doctor. Sometimes it happens. It doesn’t make you bad at your job.

    • @morganthompson640
      @morganthompson640 Год назад +1

      @@Geni-yh1pv the mom was already dying and the baby was a preemie. There really wasn’t much she could have done

    • @emsdelusions
      @emsdelusions Год назад

      @@Geni-yh1pv shut your mouth, you don’t know the context and the conditions of the baby and mother beforehand.

  • @aftonforever4456
    @aftonforever4456 Год назад +5

    Nyx can’t have me tearing up like this-
    🥲

  • @Raid3n.sh0
    @Raid3n.sh0 Год назад +1

    I feel so bad for doctors, having to witness a patient they cared for and a patient they tried so hard to make better pass away. It’s honestly so sad because the doctors always take such good care of patients and seeing them pass can be super hard. And that they could see a patient pass when you least expect it or when you do expect it. And that the doctors may think that they failed their patients/ their patients family. It must be so hard being a doctor i feel super bad for them.

  • @csengenemes4769
    @csengenemes4769 Год назад +18

    I have Leukemia and this is make me so sad, this is what did my doctors think when I had hard times and Almost died. 😕 But I made it! 😁 And Nyx I Love your videos they always made and makes my day better! ❤🥰

    • @K_a_n_n_a_h
      @K_a_n_n_a_h Год назад +4

      I support you ❤️
      A french person 🤍

    • @momsspaghetti-sd9sn
      @momsspaghetti-sd9sn Год назад +2

      I'm so sorry I wish you the best and to be happy and safe!!

    • @csengenemes4769
      @csengenemes4769 Год назад

      @@K_a_n_n_a_h Thank you 🤍❤

    • @csengenemes4769
      @csengenemes4769 Год назад

      @@momsspaghetti-sd9sn ❤

    • @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616
      @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616 Год назад +1

      Ó drága Csenge! Ez csodálatos. Nagyon nagyon sok szeretettel gondolok Rád, veled örülök és kívánok a továbbiakra is elegendő lelki és testi erőt minden küzdelmedhez, életéhez. Ritkán látok magyar nevet itt az ASMR világban.🫂❤️🌻

  • @blankaalmasi
    @blankaalmasi Год назад +1

    Nah cause this actually made me cry... 😢❤

  • @user-catprincess1
    @user-catprincess1 11 месяцев назад +1

    After hearing about Mia and everything else that happened in this video my heart is so full prayers for her and doctor Nick’s family I wish that she was alive but she can always from the clouds to see everything she was a beautiful person and she will be missed but at least she’s can fly now with her dad ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @allisonmcmackwell5629
    @allisonmcmackwell5629 Год назад +2

    i feel like i cried more then he did

  • @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616
    @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616 Год назад +3

    You made this so beautifully touching. Thank you NyxMoon 💝.
    I just imagine you as you are alone in your room in the recording process. It could be awfully hard to hold your character as you want through the whole time. Warm greetings to you 🥰🌸. Your heart 💓 is also very warm.

  • @maisanidiot
    @maisanidiot Год назад +1

    i generally don’t cry much, i haven’t cried like this in years and i am so sorry for anyone who goes through this in real life. Stay strong everyone

  • @Izuku_Midoriya945
    @Izuku_Midoriya945 Год назад +1

    I’m literally crying right know.
    How much times I cry: 4.time already.😇😭😭

  • @geeksquad4962
    @geeksquad4962 Год назад +3

    Goodness gracious Nyx....it's midnight and I should be sleeping. Buuuutttt, this came out earlier today so I wanted to listen to it thinking I'm not gonna get emotional. OH BOY WAS I WRONG. You were/are amazing, I cried so Stinkin hard when you started to read the letter.

  • @Kraang_sux
    @Kraang_sux 3 месяца назад

    Gosh
    I bet this very video hits home to so many people
    I was chilling with my grandma in her room until I realised that she was clutching her heart and wheezing. I called my mom who took her to a hospital.
    Thankfully it was only a minor heart attack and she survived but I was so scared at that moment
    So this comfort really helps❤❤

  • @lllazerfoxgaming6897
    @lllazerfoxgaming6897 Год назад +1

    To think that doctors go through this every day.

  • @ravenweech1520
    @ravenweech1520 Год назад +1

    I legit started crying.

  • @Cryptid_Chaos
    @Cryptid_Chaos Год назад +1

    (Writers Brain Activates) Imagine: sitting Indian style while patiently listening, with a quiet speaking voice. Becoming a comforting, and kind presence. Understanding his pain, and comforting him through his grief.

  • @user-cu9ht4yd7q
    @user-cu9ht4yd7q 8 месяцев назад

    I started to tear up a bit, my grandma passed away a few months back and it just broke my heart to here the news and i was at school at the time, so it just feels terrible, and i hope everyone who sees this comment has a good day and i hope y'all love your loved ones❤

  • @ahappyQueen9971
    @ahappyQueen9971 Год назад +2

    Not me crying in the storage room of my work place after listening to this😭😭😭😭

  • @LizzieParksCB97
    @LizzieParksCB97 Год назад

    i cried so much during this😭 thank you Nyx! ❤

  • @irenesharry8180
    @irenesharry8180 Год назад +5

    Yay I love these types of videos!

  • @Mittinsisoffline
    @Mittinsisoffline Год назад +2

    My aunt goes through this too so I get it as a young person I can’t even imagine

  • @Nova-ss2vw
    @Nova-ss2vw Год назад +1

    I’m actually crying right now 😢❤

  • @vengeancewillbemine8507
    @vengeancewillbemine8507 Год назад +2

    Nyx, you are really wonderfull! Thank u so so much for your efforts!!!

  • @Paulakristiina3
    @Paulakristiina3 Год назад

    I like these audios you do, whoever this one made me cry.

  • @ilove4ever_kj
    @ilove4ever_kj Год назад +3

    something has broken inside me and I can't smile now

  • @mushroomboyva8304
    @mushroomboyva8304 Год назад +2

    Alright i gave up listening to this i cried alot ;-;.. I experienced this to my best chilhood friend..

  • @Noah_Howlz
    @Noah_Howlz Год назад +2

    :( it brakes my heart when Doctors try so hard and then the patient doesn't make it

  • @Mittinsisoffline
    @Mittinsisoffline Год назад +1

    This is sad I cried I could see myself in the wife’s position great job 👏

  • @user-qb6ib4qw4i
    @user-qb6ib4qw4i 8 месяцев назад

    Really got me crying rn 😭

  • @_Peypey
    @_Peypey Год назад

    Im screaming crying over this audio

  • @alyssavaught6993
    @alyssavaught6993 Год назад +1

    Him: (reading the letter and crying)
    Me: (rubbing his back) shhhh i know it hurts a lot right now but in time it will get better and we will get through this together how about tomorrow we go out and get icecream after you are off work what do you say icecream may help you feel a tiny bit better. As for right now you are not getting out of my hug attack (giving him a big hug)

  • @Aaliyahtlo
    @Aaliyahtlo Год назад

    bro you made me cry for the first time wow......

  • @serena280
    @serena280 Год назад +1

    YIPPEEEEEEEE ANOTHER REVERSE COMFORT!!!

  • @Pink_Ph0en1x
    @Pink_Ph0en1x Год назад

    The sadness in his voice hurts me so much. Makes me sad. I was helping out at the hospital today ( im going to be a radiology tech and my aunt is one so i got to go up their as she showed me how it worked ) and one of the people in the rooms passed while i was their. Broke my heart.

  • @the_santiago_siblingsblogs7555
    @the_santiago_siblingsblogs7555 4 месяца назад

    I'm crying listening this one because I have a lot of my loveonce died because of the cancer as well. The most painful moments that happened to me was the lost of my aunt (my mom's youngest sister) who toke care of me since birth until my age of 9. She's the ONLY one aunt that I closed & treat like my mum 😢😢😢😢😢

  • @Of-Her-Ghoulish-Ways-Va
    @Of-Her-Ghoulish-Ways-Va Год назад +1

    i was crying this was so sad..

  • @arlow5019
    @arlow5019 Год назад

    Loosing someone is the hardest thing a person needs to endure, family member, friend, patient, it's doesn't matter what kind of relationship, it still hurts, I lost my grandfather and aunt within two weeks of eachother, then the day before my birthday, my best friend committed, then this year, we lost my best friends dad, loss is tough, but what matters is that the person is at peace and in no more pain

  • @user-kd4gc9kt4z
    @user-kd4gc9kt4z Год назад +1

    You better post this weekend because I’m finally on break and I won’t be late anymore😭😍

  • @itsjayden1736
    @itsjayden1736 Год назад +1

    Damn man… got over here in tears
    You should be an actor fr fr….
    Keep things forward man….😢

  • @Mittinsisoffline
    @Mittinsisoffline Год назад +2

    This was so sad even if your just listening to it 😢

  • @justkayla8718
    @justkayla8718 Год назад

    Bro I’m crying over hear because I lost my grandpa to Covid, but it did not get to see him before he sided I saw him at the funeral, just staring at my dead grandpa cried so much that day I cried myself to sleep, this it’s just hurt me so much I miss him so much Evan when I barely got to see him I still miss him and love hi. So much!😭😭😭

  • @slbren28
    @slbren28 11 месяцев назад

    I'm litterly crying

  • @RaidenSimp607
    @RaidenSimp607 Год назад +1

    I'm cryyyyyiinnnngggg T0T

  • @Riley-1078
    @Riley-1078 Год назад

    NO NOW I'M CRYING AHHHHHHHH

  • @aiyeshaiyesh5336
    @aiyeshaiyesh5336 Год назад

    heyy im early this time! ngl this is my fav audio ever 😊

  • @abbyseeley9838
    @abbyseeley9838 Год назад +2

    sometimes u may never know why good people leave this earth :)
    my sister is up in heaven and i always fight for her cause she never got to live her life
    fly high avery i will forever miss u till i get my wings and get to be with u :) ❤️

  • @AveryyyyyyS
    @AveryyyyyyS Год назад

    As the daughter of a nurse and paramedic yes this is very heart breaking when they lose someone because it makes them sad even though they weren’t close to the person it hurts

  • @p0tataa
    @p0tataa Год назад +4

    no because i cried with you ='(

  • @akiyama_yuma1200
    @akiyama_yuma1200 Год назад +1

    bro, This got me i tears rn, how do u come up with these. 🤨

  • @acespade2237
    @acespade2237 Год назад

    I actually cried 😭😭😭

  • @Oui00
    @Oui00 Год назад +1

    God I could not hold back my tears I swear if anyone tells me stuff like that I’ll cry with them

  • @Roseyaudios
    @Roseyaudios Год назад +1

    Trigger warning.
    My mum was once a nurse before I was born. I’m fifteen today and my mum was telling me some of the horrible upsetting things she has seen in the hospital she works in. And I remember a really upsetting one she told me about. She was looking after a girl a couple years older than me and she had a lot of mental and physical problems and she was really really mentally sick. And it got to the point where she tried to hang herself on her door and she was there for a couple of minutes and my mum had noticed it and sent a few doctors with her to get her down and thank jesus, they saved her but if they noticed it even a moment later, she would’ve been gone… I’m just praying she’s okay today 💔

    • @Grellygirl
      @Grellygirl 11 месяцев назад +1

      Oh I hope you and your mum are feeling better ❤

  • @lylyelelandox2678
    @lylyelelandox2678 Год назад +1

    Him : And how you were doing and how are daughter is doing
    Me : hold up me missed some chapters
    Still I remember one day my dad came home and he just hugged me and started crying and he told me
    that i will understand when I grow up the meaning of the human cycle and stuff, that day he lost a woman who was giving birth and that's how my mom died too, and bro he was so sad , little 6 year old me was so confused but now when i'm thinking i'm felling sad.

  • @ynriddle7654
    @ynriddle7654 Год назад

    Gurls Pwotec Babey At All Costssa!

  • @Nerdy4y
    @Nerdy4y Год назад +1

    Biggest fear…I wanna be a doctor in the future!

  • @User41810
    @User41810 Год назад +1

    2:52 when the patient is my name 😵‍💫

  • @crystallopez9528
    @crystallopez9528 Год назад

    Working at a cancer center we get death notifications a lot. It sucks when you grow to care for your patients and then find out the next day that they passed 😢

  • @jaymegardner7187
    @jaymegardner7187 Год назад

    My childhood best friends name was Mia, she moved 6 hours away when I was 8 and havnt seen her since, I have her on roblox, snapchat, ext but we hardly talk, this hit real hard 💔

  • @Terrorkobolt
    @Terrorkobolt Год назад +1

    Uhh as a future doctor this is my one of the biggest fear

  • @lunabee1313
    @lunabee1313 Год назад +4

    All four of my grandparents died of cancer I still feel guilty about not talking to some of them more and I know I shouldn't but I do because it hurts sorry I'm rambling just ignore me.

  • @Avacado590
    @Avacado590 Год назад +1

    My bf Sophie died at age 7 and I didnt talk or play for a whole year because that was everything she did.

  • @suchandrasarkar8671
    @suchandrasarkar8671 Год назад

    I suddenly remember my friend my classmate who passed away on 26th Oct... He was only 21.

  • @starrwatson849
    @starrwatson849 Год назад +1

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @bajikeisuke4384
    @bajikeisuke4384 Год назад

    I have a nice day

  • @tarynanderson2483
    @tarynanderson2483 Год назад +2

    Where is the Reverse Audio from @NyxMoons Doctor Wife x Husband at ?

  • @kyaradelarie1124
    @kyaradelarie1124 Год назад

    Im trying not to cry during the letter but its hard😭

  • @erinfager2072
    @erinfager2072 Год назад +3

    I was fine until he said her last words and that and then everything after was just flood gates 😭

  • @reetikasingh298
    @reetikasingh298 Год назад +1

    Today... My far relatives sister's .. Lost his child (son) who was not even 2 year old .
    Just because the doctor was negligent. 💔🥺
    We know some doctors to everything to save life's but just because of some doctors ... ..
    💔😭

  • @anmolpreet1858
    @anmolpreet1858 2 месяца назад

    Cute

  • @noone2601
    @noone2601 Год назад

    Hi!

  • @eclipse2131
    @eclipse2131 Год назад

    I am studying in the medical field and it's sad i know how it is and I'm only a freshman in HS. :(