Dear nyx/evan. I survived a suicide attempt when I was 15 years old. I was just in the hospital this last October for wanting to hurt myself again. Thank you for this. You do the asmr community so proud, and you're my favorite artist. Thank you so so much. This was what I needed.
I survived from my suicide appointment in June 2018 My nana died from cancer in late February I was only 16 I almost wanted this pain I wanted to end cause I was very close with her since I was a kid, I have been to therapy for a long time now and I survived from my suicide attempt 22 now I still miss my nana everyday and everynight ❤
To everybody who is struggling with this, it is very possible to stop. I am exactly 2 years and seven months clean and it is worth it. Notice I didn’t say easy, but worth it. You are strong enough to do this, no matter what you’re going through it isn’t worth it to hurt yourself in any way. I’m just a random stranger on the Internet but absolutely here if you need to vent. Also, I’m proud of you for how long you’ve been able to stay clean. A month, a week, a day, an hour, it’s difficult to do it and I’m proud of you❤
proud of you oh my god. I have been clean for almost a year, and for a while, it was extremely difficult, but in the end, I'm happier then I've ever been.
Thank you, this means so much to me random stranger, who I'm also a random stranger for you😆I self harm, but i don't know if it's common, it's really hard to control, I pick at skin, and they end up turning into scars. I'm trying really hard right now to pick, but, I'm also trying really hard not to pick, i know that probably sounds confusing, but I'm listening to theese audios to hopefully distract myself. It does hurt to do it, i know it sounds odd, but in a way, it also feels good, it feels like an itch that has been satisfied, but i know it's not healthy, and i know i need to stop. It's just hard. It's hard to stop. I've had a horrible experience with my past, and i use picking at skin when i get anxious as a relief. But I'm doing my best to stop, and thank you for being so kind☺️💕🫂💕 thank you for letting me vent☺️🫂💕since you are able to get this far into stopping, then maybe i can too☺️💕💕
@@GraceParslow-sd1jz Sadly it’s more common than you might think. You’re not alone in this battle. And I definitely understand when you said it feels good but it doesn’t feel good. Keep trying though, because I truly believe you can stop. I seriously never thought I would be able to either. Like I said in my original comment, it’s not easy at all, but it is so worth it
@@JosselynSings I agree that it's not easy, but thank you for believing me that I can stop, that inspires me to quit, I know it's no easy task, but I know it's possible and worth it!💪🏼😄 Thank you for understanding what I meant that it feels good, and doesn't. A lot of people don't understand why, but very few do🙂 like my family, and best friend. They're always reminding me to stop hurting myself, sometimes it's hard, but sometimes I'm able not to pick!😄 I didn't know it was common, I hope whoever else goes through this can get better, and I'm glad that you were able to get better!❤️🩹 Thank you for taking the time to respond back! I know it's probably not easy to talk to a complete stranger, but you inspire me to quiting☺️☺️💕💕❤️🩹💕❤️🩹
I just got out of a crisis unit, also known as a mental hospital, and I haven’t been feeling like myself, then this video showed up. You’re always here at the right time, when I need it the most❤️
Oh my gosh, Nyx. This is one of the most emotional audios I’ve listened to and I think you tackled this storyline with such care. It is a heavy subject but you did well not only conveying those strong emotions in the moment as well as reassuring the listener that they are never alone. Your sheer amount of panic in your voice in the beginning was realistic and done well. Then, the gentle and reassuring emotion you share in the second half is so beautiful. Both of it was enough to make me emotional. This one in particular hits home for me as I’ve been in that dark place before (I’m a lot better now and in a happy place mentally now). You handled this with such respect, care, and alertness. Thank you for tackling this subject and reminding all of us that we are loved and never alone. I hope you know that it goes both ways as the same message goes for you as well. Thank you again and bravo to you, Nyx! 😊
I am so glad to know you're doing much better. I had covered this topic in a now deleted video that was handled extremely poorly and did a lot more harm than good. I wanted to tackle this subject properly and respectfully. I followed the script as close as possible while also improvising extra dialogue that I felt fit the scene. Lupin wrote the script and I feel like she handled this script with love and care, and it was an honor to be able to give it the respect it deserves when reading it. Thank you as well! I hope you are doing fantastic!
@@ElGonzales-j8d I don’t know you but I know there is at least one person who loves and cares about you I hope that you realize that I hope that that 2 days clean (WICH IS AMAZING) is now 8 months and if it’s not that’s fine to I don’t know you but I know you are so strong so loved and so deserving of everything have a nice day/night - a stranger ❤️❤️
This honestly helps me a lot.. I've struggled with self harm and my family told me that everyone would eventually leave me if I kept doing it.. so it's nice to think that people would actually support me.
I'm currently recovering after a relaps of SH, and this was surprisingly a big help right now so thanks Nyx! You so didn't make me cry 😅 but this video helped me and I am loving your videos sm ❤
This genuinely made me ball my eyes out. I have a history of sh, i sh-ed since i was 9yo, thankfully I’m a few months clean. But this is a sensitive subject for me. Great video Nyx
Happy ending!? Does that mean you'll kill us later on with a bad ending?!.... Nyx... You better not. I'm begging you. Don't hurt us like that please 😅😅😅
I have been doing she for 4 years now and hearing this made me realize that there is always someone that is there for you when you need them... I cried after this video... Shout out for him he is my favorite person that always puts a smile on my face. I love him with all my heart
Nyx is the only person that has said the things I need to hear when I'm sad or stressed, he knows just what to say and brighten up thousands of people's day! 💖
Nyx this genuinely made me SOB. The part about the listener’s mom saying crap about them hit close to home and I unfortunately suffer from not only thoughts of self-harm but I act on them every now and then. Thank you for making this audio. I loved it so much. The intro itself made me tear up. My family is never there for me and the only support I have is my online, long-distance friend. Again a huge thanks for this video. I love you so much. I love your audios so much. Sorry for the long comment❤❤❤❤❤❤
I cried so hard when I heard the intro of you saying that it felt like you were saying it to me and I haven’t heard those words in a long time❤❤ thank you
To everyone struggling with SH, feeling that its impossible to stop, it is very possible. I promise you, ive been clean almost a year, its not easy but its possible. You are much stronger than you think and this is something you can achieve! I may just be a stranger on the internet, but I sincerely hope that reading this gave you hope, even if its just a little bit . And I want you to know I am so proud of you for how long youve been able to stay clean, even if its just been a week, a day or even just a hour, your doing amazing already! Stopping is a difficult thing to do but im proud of you for atleast trying ❤
As a person who use to SH them self the beginning really touched my heart and i want to thank nyx for reminding me since i was having a hard day but also thanking him for reminding others they are loved as well thank you so much i cannot tell you how greatful i am to be one of your subs thank you nyxmoon reads and i hope your doing okay
As someone who struggled with SH so many times before , this brought a big smile to my face , especially your message before the audio, thank you nyx 😊
As a mid teenager whos been struggling with SH for about 3 ish years or so, i often turn to comfory audios instead of really people because people dont actually listen to me when i vent but audios like this make me feel happier, its a sad reality that i dont feel comfortable talking to my friends or my family about my strugglings and go to people online that live 1000s of miles away and dont even know me and get better comfort from them and if anyone wants to know or doesn't im 16 and was roughly 13 when i first started using SH as a unhealthy coping method
The fact I would hide it beyond compare. I hate when people care for me, because if they start caring for me, they will end up leaving. But you kind sir, have broken down so many walls and inforcments, I kind of let people start caring. I love your audios.
I’m so happy you posted this today because I had a horrible day and I was thinking about sh but I saw this video and I stoped because I started rewatching your videos and I forgot I even wanted to do it so thank you ❤
As someone who has struggled and is continuing to struggle with Sh among other things this was very comforting. I've been clean for over 3 years now and while the thoughts are still there, you can do this. Anyone who's struggling with stuff like that i believe in you, if i can do it so can you.
Why is this making me cry so much right now😭😭😭😭 This is so goooood but to look on the other side of things, this is such a comforting audio for those who may need this rn. I know someone who SH but he's getting therapy for it & it's going well for him so far. I love this & Nyx, I made such a good decision subscribing to you & when I do get enough money, I promise, I'll buy something from your store cause I love you so so much. Srry if I wrote a bit much 😅 but I just wanted to tell you how much I love your work & what you do.
I used to SH when I was in middle school. I did it to challenge me: if I overtook the pain of the cuts, I could've overtaken the pain of the struggles I was going through at that time. I was also bullied for being autistic, which means I could feel it more than the others. But luckily everything is over. I'm 6 years free from SH (actually 5 and half, cause I kept SH for half of my first year of high school) ❤❤ I really appreciate listening to audios like this, Nyx, cause I finally met again from my past lives, someone who would treat me like I would treat myself, caring and loving.
My heart goes out to all of you who are genuinely considering taking your own lives. I used to be one of you. Believe me when I say that with proper assistance and effort, things will get better. There’s still gonna be bad times, but you need the bad to know when the good comes around. Seeking professional help is the best decision you can possibly make.
Out of all things you addressed I am so glad with this as I struggle with it myself. I'm so so happy Nyx. Like you genuinely don't even know ❤😭 Edit: okay so I just actually watched it. And Nyx, this one was so good! Yes I did watch the last version but you showed a heck of a lot improvement. This one was so good it made me cry tears of joy (no joke) I think this was one of my fav vids yet. Also because I relate to it so much since I got depression and what-not. So again. THANK YOU SO FRICKING MUCH! ❤
Thé intro got me in tears already cause I have tried to end myself 2 times and the fact that u said that made me feel so happy and I’m on antidepressants and I was in hospital for over 3 months from cutting my wrists
I loved this so much I had some problems but when you said *everyone loves you and I love you* I cried soo much this was a amazing. Thank you! I loved it!😊
I’m a week and 17 hours clean 🫡 And, 14:40 I believe we said “bish if you don’t get up here right now, So help me I will rip every individual strand of hearing out of your head with tweezers!”
Nyx your too good you need to be hired and usually I don't comment on bf rps cause I'm kinda embarrassed my self to even listen cause I'm so lonely but man you nee do be hired in voice acting for a movie or smth.ty for this audio your videos cheer me up alot with what I'm going through
Nyx… I cried… it reminded me of me last year, I’m kinda over it now but last year I really wanted to hurt myself and I saw no way out of it, but then I told my best friends and our bond is stronger now and I’m doing better, I still occasionally have these thoughts but not as often, I had to listen twice because it was such a tear jerker
You've already posted a video with this script before, right? Well, you're a really good voice actor so I'm not complaining 😊. Anyway, I've been dealing with some SH crap the past few months so I really loved this video, thanks for making me feel a little less pathetic, that means a lot❤
This one hit me real hard, man. I had this experience too many times while I was in college; once from my dad, and three times from my mom. My mom's last one was very similar to the video, and my poor sibling had to find her in such an awful state. Every day I'm grateful that they failed, and I do my best to always let them know how happy they make me. 😊 Hugs to everyone who went through a similar experience. 🤗
. I have been struggling with SH and depression since I was 10 and I’m still struggling to this day but every time I watch this it makes me feel actually like I can pull through it,so thank you so much for comforting these people and me Nyx.
I've been through really hard times and this audio is so 😢 and I was in school the other people didn't like me because I was different than others I was picked on and my depression got worse through the year I wanted to end my carrier but Nyx your audios make my day a whole lot better
I am late to this video and I love it soooooo much ty NYX this is so comforting to me and this helped me a lot cuz a lot of people just tell me to just stop and just to not do it and I cut those people out of my life and this help me reassure my self that I matter and at one point some bad will happen but Ik that your audios will help me so again TYSM NYX ❤❤ there is a special place for you in my heart ❤️
Oh my God, thank you for making this video. I’ve been needing comfort like this for such a long time. Thank you. Nyx ❤(BTW, I love all your videos and I watch them every single week.)
I’ve never had to go to the hospital but sure as hell felt like I should but I’ve always been too scared I attempted 2 years ago and it’s been a struggle since and with a recent relapse thing have gotten pretty bad
I don’t remember how long ago I SH’d but I think it was about 2 1/2 - 3 months I think. I’m trying to stop and make myself better, the fact that I have like 13 or so scars (throughout the years since I was I think in 7th grade? I’m in 10th grade now almost 16), but I swear to god I’m trying to get better and change. Hopefully in 2024 I continue to not hurt myself and try to keep myself away from those thoughts. I love this video and this made me feel at least a little better, I have been struggling with depression for almost 6 years now, and I am glad their are videos and people to help with this stuff. And to the people reading this, you are so amazing and beautiful and caring, you can’t give up now, you have so many great things to come your way and if you don’t believe that then I will find you and tackle you with hugs and aggressive positivity. And nyx…thanks for the video, it means so much and I hope you are doing okay and I hope you have great days ahead, thanks again
Is it just me who found it weird and unnatural how concerned and caring he sounded like I have never heard someone care for me on that level ever this man has got to be an angel I swear not even my own parents sound like they care that much-
Sorry for the longest comment (readers/viewers beware) I’ve always been feeling sad, lonely (and angry at myself of course) after graduating high school for 11 years (well in the beginning I wasn’t really depressed) the job’s okay, (I just wish I could’ve had the courage to leave and take care of my own without anyone to bother me) and before of thinking of taking my own life, I once thought of running away but I was scared, scared that once I’m found and returned, my parents would yell at me At childhood, I’ve been yelled not just for bad behavior As much as I’m aware that they wanted to protect me, sometimes I wish they shouldn’t worry about me too much and as for discipline, I wished they could’ve done it better like grounding me but they didn’t I felt they don’t want me to express how I’m feeling, how I don’t have a shoulder to cry on, even at school I never told anyone about how I’ve been feeling they only told me to be strong, never show weakness (I never liked showing weakness nor wanting to show kindness but I don’t like bottling my feelings/emotions) they’re always busy, thinking of some things and we hardly have time for ourselves much The worst part is that they all wanted to depend on me and I never liked that because they weren’t there for me much 2020 wasn’t much of a big deal to me and I apologize how much people have suffered the losses and dealing for staying home 2021 was the ultimate mess of my life and that’s when I had no choice but to vent at the comments I’m still here, even though I’m still crying and been thinking of negative thoughts and feelings etc I still keep reminding myself to stay alive and keep going even though it hurts and how I’m aware that not everyone’s gonna like me, and how not everyone can understand me whether I can explain what’s on my mind
I have a depression disorder. I was diagnosed at the age of 5 (idk how, don't ask) and I have been slipping in and out of depression since then. I also do sh quite alot
Its kinda sad in the past but i did self harm from 10 to 11 but i did stop when the day that my birthday was😢 evrything is ok now even if im stil Young
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This video is a cover of a script that was on Reddit by the amazing u/lupinstolemyheart.
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Today is actually my birthday
This video was so sad but I started crying for real😅
@@user-catprincess1 Happy birthdayyy!!
@@LeticiaAguirre-gv5gbsame
I have been wanting this for awhile! Thank you Nyx I deeply apperciate it!
Dear nyx/evan. I survived a suicide attempt when I was 15 years old. I was just in the hospital this last October for wanting to hurt myself again. Thank you for this. You do the asmr community so proud, and you're my favorite artist. Thank you so so much. This was what I needed.
I survived from my suicide appointment in June 2018
My nana died from cancer in late February I was only 16
I almost wanted this pain I wanted to end cause I was very close with her since I was a kid, I have been to therapy for a long time now and I survived from my suicide attempt
22 now I still miss my nana everyday and everynight ❤
@blackcherry941 I'm glad you survived
I am proud of you guys for survive
@@Liswea thank you.
I just survived mine today..- i feel like that was dumb to say.-sorry..-
My first suicide attempt was at 12 years old. This really heloed and im glad i got my soark back.
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To everybody who is struggling with this, it is very possible to stop. I am exactly 2 years and seven months clean and it is worth it. Notice I didn’t say easy, but worth it. You are strong enough to do this, no matter what you’re going through it isn’t worth it to hurt yourself in any way. I’m just a random stranger on the Internet but absolutely here if you need to vent. Also, I’m proud of you for how long you’ve been able to stay clean. A month, a week, a day, an hour, it’s difficult to do it and I’m proud of you❤
proud of you oh my god. I have been clean for almost a year, and for a while, it was extremely difficult, but in the end, I'm happier then I've ever been.
@@kvr0m.i Nice job!!! I still have my mental health issues but I'm glad I got through my sh days. I hope everything goes well for you :-)
Thank you, this means so much to me random stranger, who I'm also a random stranger for you😆I self harm, but i don't know if it's common, it's really hard to control, I pick at skin, and they end up turning into scars. I'm trying really hard right now to pick, but, I'm also trying really hard not to pick, i know that probably sounds confusing, but I'm listening to theese audios to hopefully distract myself. It does hurt to do it, i know it sounds odd, but in a way, it also feels good, it feels like an itch that has been satisfied, but i know it's not healthy, and i know i need to stop. It's just hard. It's hard to stop. I've had a horrible experience with my past, and i use picking at skin when i get anxious as a relief. But I'm doing my best to stop, and thank you for being so kind☺️💕🫂💕 thank you for letting me vent☺️🫂💕since you are able to get this far into stopping, then maybe i can too☺️💕💕
@@GraceParslow-sd1jz Sadly it’s more common than you might think. You’re not alone in this battle. And I definitely understand when you said it feels good but it doesn’t feel good. Keep trying though, because I truly believe you can stop. I seriously never thought I would be able to either. Like I said in my original comment, it’s not easy at all, but it is so worth it
@@JosselynSings I agree that it's not easy, but thank you for believing me that I can stop, that inspires me to quit, I know it's no easy task, but I know it's possible and worth it!💪🏼😄 Thank you for understanding what I meant that it feels good, and doesn't. A lot of people don't understand why, but very few do🙂 like my family, and best friend. They're always reminding me to stop hurting myself, sometimes it's hard, but sometimes I'm able not to pick!😄 I didn't know it was common, I hope whoever else goes through this can get better, and I'm glad that you were able to get better!❤️🩹 Thank you for taking the time to respond back! I know it's probably not easy to talk to a complete stranger, but you inspire me to quiting☺️☺️💕💕❤️🩹💕❤️🩹
I just got out of a crisis unit, also known as a mental hospital, and I haven’t been feeling like myself, then this video showed up. You’re always here at the right time, when I need it the most❤️
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I'm glad you're ok
The worry in your voice was so genuine i started to cry lol
NOOO HE DIDN'T TELL US WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF WE DIDN'T SUBSCRIBEEEEE! AHGHHHHG!
Great video btw TwT ❤
It didn't feel appropriate to have something like that in a video covering a topic as serious as this.
Makes sense
Imagine the doctors and nurses in the background standing at the door just listening to Nyx proposing....
Oh my gosh, Nyx. This is one of the most emotional audios I’ve listened to and I think you tackled this storyline with such care. It is a heavy subject but you did well not only conveying those strong emotions in the moment as well as reassuring the listener that they are never alone. Your sheer amount of panic in your voice in the beginning was realistic and done well. Then, the gentle and reassuring emotion you share in the second half is so beautiful. Both of it was enough to make me emotional. This one in particular hits home for me as I’ve been in that dark place before (I’m a lot better now and in a happy place mentally now). You handled this with such respect, care, and alertness. Thank you for tackling this subject and reminding all of us that we are loved and never alone. I hope you know that it goes both ways as the same message goes for you as well. Thank you again and bravo to you, Nyx! 😊
I am so glad to know you're doing much better. I had covered this topic in a now deleted video that was handled extremely poorly and did a lot more harm than good. I wanted to tackle this subject properly and respectfully. I followed the script as close as possible while also improvising extra dialogue that I felt fit the scene. Lupin wrote the script and I feel like she handled this script with love and care, and it was an honor to be able to give it the respect it deserves when reading it. Thank you as well! I hope you are doing fantastic!
@NyxMoonReads, your Audios makes me so emotional. I am sending love from Ireland🇮🇪
LMAOOOOOOOOO WHEN IT GOT TO THE "you were reading the great gabsy" I STARTED LAUGHING SO HARD BC IT REMINDED ME OF THAT INDIAN GUY'S DUET MEME
I’m struggling in SH for year, but today I’m two days clean, and this video comfort me so much thank you so much nyx 💗
Well done! Being clean is hard at times, regardless of how long I’m proud of you
Im so glad that your getting somewhere! I believe in you, I was in a similar place not so long ago... You've got this!
@@ElGonzales-j8d I don’t know you but I know there is at least one person who loves and cares about you I hope that you realize that I hope that that 2 days clean (WICH IS AMAZING) is now 8 months and if it’s not that’s fine to I don’t know you but I know you are so strong so loved and so deserving of everything have a nice day/night
- a stranger ❤️❤️
This honestly helps me a lot.. I've struggled with self harm and my family told me that everyone would eventually leave me if I kept doing it.. so it's nice to think that people would actually support me.
You don't even know how much this is helping me. I'm literally crying so hard rn.
I'm currently recovering after a relaps of SH, and this was surprisingly a big help right now so thanks Nyx! You so didn't make me cry 😅 but this video helped me and I am loving your videos sm ❤
This genuinely made me ball my eyes out. I have a history of sh, i sh-ed since i was 9yo, thankfully I’m a few months clean. But this is a sensitive subject for me. Great video Nyx
I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts, and it hurts. Everytime. Thank you for this Nyx
Happy ending!? Does that mean you'll kill us later on with a bad ending?!.... Nyx... You better not. I'm begging you. Don't hurt us like that please 😅😅😅
I assure you, that is not what I was trying to imply.
@@NyxMoonReads Okay... Thank you 🥺... And btw, cute and amazing audio. Forgot to mention that in the main comment 😁
@@NyxMoonReadsIM SO USED TO GOOD ENDINGS MEANING A BAD ENDING IS COMING SOON, *cough* Redacted *cough* BUT THANK YOH FOR NOT KILLING US
@@NyxMoonReads
Me who loves angst audios and cry myself to sleep for some reason: 🥺 no bad ending?
(Jk, you’re amazing)
@@Boredscrolling_101 sTOP 😭
Bro I needed this I’ve been suffering so much with sh and this helped so much, I love you Nyx x
My boyfriend found me doing this and I’m so glad he did…
The intro got me in tears I love u so much and everyone watching ❤
I have been doing she for 4 years now and hearing this made me realize that there is always someone that is there for you when you need them... I cried after this video... Shout out for him he is my favorite person that always puts a smile on my face. I love him with all my heart
**sh
Nyx is the only person that has said the things I need to hear when I'm sad or stressed, he knows just what to say and brighten up thousands of people's day! 💖
MANNN IM CRYING So bad this is soo good like this is good you did a great job. Don’t forget that.
Nyx this genuinely made me SOB. The part about the listener’s mom saying crap about them hit close to home and I unfortunately suffer from not only thoughts of self-harm but I act on them every now and then. Thank you for making this audio. I loved it so much. The intro itself made me tear up. My family is never there for me and the only support I have is my online, long-distance friend. Again a huge thanks for this video. I love you so much. I love your audios so much. Sorry for the long comment❤❤❤❤❤❤
I cried so hard when I heard the intro of you saying that it felt like you were saying it to me and I haven’t heard those words in a long time❤❤ thank you
not even 4 minutes in and im already crying broooo
To everyone struggling with SH, feeling that its impossible to stop, it is very possible. I promise you, ive been clean almost a year, its not easy but its possible.
You are much stronger than you think and this is something you can achieve! I may just be a stranger on the internet, but I sincerely hope that reading this gave you hope, even if its just a little bit .
And I want you to know I am so proud of you for how long youve been able to stay clean, even if its just been a week, a day or even just a hour, your doing amazing already! Stopping is a difficult thing to do but im proud of you for atleast trying ❤
As a person who use to SH them self the beginning really touched my heart and i want to thank nyx for reminding me since i was having a hard day but also thanking him for reminding others they are loved as well thank you so much i cannot tell you how greatful i am to be one of your subs thank you nyxmoon reads and i hope your doing okay
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
As someone who struggled with SH so many times before , this brought a big smile to my face , especially your message before the audio, thank you nyx 😊
As a mid teenager whos been struggling with SH for about 3 ish years or so, i often turn to comfory audios instead of really people because people dont actually listen to me when i vent but audios like this make me feel happier, its a sad reality that i dont feel comfortable talking to my friends or my family about my strugglings and go to people online that live 1000s of miles away and dont even know me and get better comfort from them and if anyone wants to know or doesn't im 16 and was roughly 13 when i first started using SH as a unhealthy coping method
It's hard when you feel more comfort from strangers on the internet than your own family or friends. I feel the same.
Hey. You doing okay?
wow dude, that fade out gave me chills!
This is why ur my fav youtuber ❤
The fact I would hide it beyond compare. I hate when people care for me, because if they start caring for me, they will end up leaving. But you kind sir, have broken down so many walls and inforcments, I kind of let people start caring. I love your audios.
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
I’m so happy you posted this today because I had a horrible day and I was thinking about sh but I saw this video and I stoped because I started rewatching your videos and I forgot I even wanted to do it so thank you ❤
I’m so proud of you for not doing Sh, and I’m so sorry that you had a horrible day :(
I just came out of school and I relapsed. But these kind of audios are realy helping me. Keep on going nyx!
As someone who has struggled and is continuing to struggle with Sh among other things this was very comforting. I've been clean for over 3 years now and while the thoughts are still there, you can do this. Anyone who's struggling with stuff like that i believe in you, if i can do it so can you.
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
I have been dreaming of this. Thank you so much nyx
Why is this making me cry so much right now😭😭😭😭 This is so goooood but to look on the other side of things, this is such a comforting audio for those who may need this rn. I know someone who SH but he's getting therapy for it & it's going well for him so far. I love this & Nyx, I made such a good decision subscribing to you & when I do get enough money, I promise, I'll buy something from your store cause I love you so so much. Srry if I wrote a bit much 😅 but I just wanted to tell you how much I love your work & what you do.
I’m getting chills!! This is such a good video! I have struggled with SH and this helps my mind out so much!
I used to SH when I was in middle school. I did it to challenge me: if I overtook the pain of the cuts, I could've overtaken the pain of the struggles I was going through at that time. I was also bullied for being autistic, which means I could feel it more than the others. But luckily everything is over. I'm 6 years free from SH (actually 5 and half, cause I kept SH for half of my first year of high school) ❤❤
I really appreciate listening to audios like this, Nyx, cause I finally met again from my past lives, someone who would treat me like I would treat myself, caring and loving.
As someone who still struggles with sh this really helps me specially rn as I listen to this at 3 in the morning for me just trying to calm myself
My heart goes out to all of you who are genuinely considering taking your own lives. I used to be one of you. Believe me when I say that with proper assistance and effort, things will get better. There’s still gonna be bad times, but you need the bad to know when the good comes around. Seeking professional help is the best decision you can possibly make.
Out of all things you addressed I am so glad with this as I struggle with it myself. I'm so so happy Nyx. Like you genuinely don't even know ❤😭
Edit: okay so I just actually watched it. And Nyx, this one was so good! Yes I did watch the last version but you showed a heck of a lot improvement. This one was so good it made me cry tears of joy (no joke) I think this was one of my fav vids yet. Also because I relate to it so much since I got depression and what-not. So again. THANK YOU SO FRICKING MUCH! ❤
Amazing vid Nyx, but funny thing, this reminded me of that one time I got put on hold by the suicide hotline 😭
Thé intro got me in tears already cause I have tried to end myself 2 times and the fact that u said that made me feel so happy and I’m on antidepressants and I was in hospital for over 3 months from cutting my wrists
4.09 am crying my eyes out to this
I loved this so much I had some problems but when you said *everyone loves you and I love you* I cried soo much this was a amazing. Thank you! I loved it!😊
Amazing work Nyx! Very touching. You deserve lots of love. 💞💞💞
OMG WE NEED A SAD ENDING
That’d be really weird for a SH video
I’m a week and 17 hours clean 🫡
And, 14:40 I believe we said “bish if you don’t get up here right now, So help me I will rip every individual strand of hearing out of your head with tweezers!”
Nyx your too good you need to be hired and usually I don't comment on bf rps cause I'm kinda embarrassed my self to even listen cause I'm so lonely but man you nee do be hired in voice acting for a movie or smth.ty for this audio your videos cheer me up alot with what I'm going through
Over the course of a year, your videos are getting better and better, and I love them!❤Keep up the good work, Nyx!
Nyx… I cried… it reminded me of me last year, I’m kinda over it now but last year I really wanted to hurt myself and I saw no way out of it, but then I told my best friends and our bond is stronger now and I’m doing better, I still occasionally have these thoughts but not as often, I had to listen twice because it was such a tear jerker
why i started to cry at the end 😂
Hey Nyx! I relapsed a couple hours ago and I am happy you said you love me/us. Tysm for making me feel better about myself
I just got out of the hospital for doing something like this thank you for the video it is cute my mom found me on the bathroom floor when it happened
*hugs Nyx*
I recently relapsed.. left wrist too. Thank you Nyx.
You've already posted a video with this script before, right? Well, you're a really good voice actor so I'm not complaining 😊. Anyway, I've been dealing with some SH crap the past few months so I really loved this video, thanks for making me feel a little less pathetic, that means a lot❤
I love this video❤ I hopes that those that are going to that state just remember tha you guys matter and you guys are not alone ❤
This one hit me real hard, man. I had this experience too many times while I was in college; once from my dad, and three times from my mom. My mom's last one was very similar to the video, and my poor sibling had to find her in such an awful state. Every day I'm grateful that they failed, and I do my best to always let them know how happy they make me. 😊 Hugs to everyone who went through a similar experience. 🤗
Thanks Nyx! This video is amazing as always :)
Love the video Nyx appreciate every video you do. keep up the work 💖
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I have been struggling with SH and depression since I was 10 and I’m still struggling to this day but every time I watch this it makes me feel actually like I can pull through it,so thank you so much for comforting these people and me Nyx.
Thank you for dis video 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Hey Nyx I just wanted to say I love this video and this has saved me from Sh and Suicide many times
I was tearing up but then that echo happened and I laughed so hard 😭😂
I’m comfortable watching this
Daily crying session: ✅
I've been through really hard times and this audio is so 😢 and I was in school the other people didn't like me because I was different than others I was picked on and my depression got worse through the year I wanted to end my carrier but Nyx your audios make my day a whole lot better
Thank you for this ❤
Sir i was trying to studying and then the intro nearly made me cry 😭
Oh, I love 'The Great Gatsby', it's one of my favorite books!
2:43 how do he know I was just reading that last week
I am late to this video and I love it soooooo much ty NYX this is so comforting to me and this helped me a lot cuz a lot of people just tell me to just stop and just to not do it and I cut those people out of my life and this help me reassure my self that I matter and at one point some bad will happen but Ik that your audios will help me so again TYSM NYX ❤❤ there is a special place for you in my heart ❤️
Oh my God, thank you for making this video. I’ve been needing comfort like this for such a long time. Thank you. Nyx ❤(BTW, I love all your videos and I watch them every single week.)
I needed this thank you.
Not me trying not to cry at the begginning tf-
LOVE YOUUU ❤
❤I cried because of it 😢
Very recently relapsed after being 5+ years clean over a mental breakdown and this video appeared in my recommended at a great time
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
I’ve never had to go to the hospital but sure as hell felt like I should but I’ve always been too scared I attempted 2 years ago and it’s been a struggle since and with a recent relapse thing have gotten pretty bad
I needed comfort and I used to SH to cope and…still do I’m trying not to but it’s hard after my boy best friend left my country…
Sometimes I just want to die and escape everything but hearing stuff like this is comforting and helps me feel a bit better
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
*cutely watches this as I bleed out:3 *
(I’m in the hospital too^^ live laugh love mentally insane)
I don’t remember how long ago I SH’d but I think it was about 2 1/2 - 3 months I think. I’m trying to stop and make myself better, the fact that I have like 13 or so scars (throughout the years since I was I think in 7th grade? I’m in 10th grade now almost 16), but I swear to god I’m trying to get better and change. Hopefully in 2024 I continue to not hurt myself and try to keep myself away from those thoughts. I love this video and this made me feel at least a little better, I have been struggling with depression for almost 6 years now, and I am glad their are videos and people to help with this stuff. And to the people reading this, you are so amazing and beautiful and caring, you can’t give up now, you have so many great things to come your way and if you don’t believe that then I will find you and tackle you with hugs and aggressive positivity. And nyx…thanks for the video, it means so much and I hope you are doing okay and I hope you have great days ahead, thanks again
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
Is it just me who found it weird and unnatural how concerned and caring he sounded like I have never heard someone care for me on that level ever this man has got to be an angel I swear not even my own parents sound like they care that much-
So like.. my school and fam like make fun of me doing sh and like this comfort audio is like.. 🤧😢😭
Awwwwww I've been doing that in my Brain 🧠 my brian has been thinking of SH for so long I needed this 😢😢😢😢😢😢 😭 😭 😭 😭 💔 💔
this is actually perfect because I have just tryed committing SH and my friend didn't do sh!t so this is perfect-
Me thinking about the scene at the start of episode 14 S4 when Eren comes with his hand cut
IM HEREEE❤
Thank you Nyx 💜 as I’ve saved my girlfriend from this and she saved me, I’m really glad good people like you still exist 💜
I'm watching this in the middle of history class crying. This is too cute
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
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Sorry for the longest comment (readers/viewers beware)
I’ve always been feeling sad, lonely (and angry at myself of course) after graduating high school for 11 years (well in the beginning I wasn’t really depressed) the job’s okay, (I just wish I could’ve had the courage to leave and take care of my own without anyone to bother me)
and before of thinking of taking my own life, I once thought of running away but I was scared, scared that once I’m found and returned, my parents would yell at me
At childhood, I’ve been yelled not just for bad behavior
As much as I’m aware that they wanted to protect me, sometimes I wish they shouldn’t worry about me too much and as for discipline, I wished they could’ve done it better like grounding me but they didn’t
I felt they don’t want me to express how I’m feeling, how I don’t have a shoulder to cry on, even at school I never told anyone about how I’ve been feeling
they only told me to be strong, never show weakness (I never liked showing weakness nor wanting to show kindness but I don’t like bottling my feelings/emotions) they’re always busy, thinking of some things and we hardly have time for ourselves much
The worst part is that they all wanted to depend on me and I never liked that because they weren’t there for me much
2020 wasn’t much of a big deal to me and I apologize how much people have suffered the losses and dealing for staying home
2021 was the ultimate mess of my life and that’s when I had no choice but to vent at the comments
I’m still here, even though I’m still crying and been thinking of negative thoughts and feelings etc
I still keep reminding myself to stay alive and keep going even though it hurts and how I’m aware that not everyone’s gonna like me, and how not everyone can understand me whether I can explain what’s on my mind
I SEE A NOTIFICATION I CLICK FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT TO THE SECOND POWER 🏃♀️
Thank you for this video!!! I’m currently alone at the hospital in the er waiting to go upstairs
You are so loved and deserving 🩷🩷
@@Cotten_club thank you 🥹🥹🥹
I have a depression disorder. I was diagnosed at the age of 5 (idk how, don't ask) and I have been slipping in and out of depression since then. I also do sh quite alot
Its kinda sad in the past but i did self harm from 10 to 11 but i did stop when the day that my birthday was😢 evrything is ok now even if im stil
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