Dear Tauri, I'm grateful for you being so vulnerable in front of the camera. Not being afraid of showing and sharing our fears is the best way to get rid of 'em... And it is also a sign of your heart being strong and unbreakable. Don't you worry about a damn thing, because part of your fear comes from the fact that you may be feelin' guilty for being far from her and not being able to do anything. Just try to focus on what you HAVE done, because it is so much more compared to what you're not able to do at this moment. As you focus on the good memories and all the good you have done for her is simply going to turn into healing for her, it's all you can do since all we have is this present moment. I truly believe that the simple INTENTION that you put into making this video is the BEST thing that you could've done! Seriously! You used your passion for music to dedicate a precious thought to your grandmother and shared it on your channel: everyone who will watch this video will certainly dedicate at least a little thought of love and joy to her, just trust. YOU HAVE DONE ENOUGH AND YOU'RE STILL DOING ENOUGH. I'm sending you and your family a huge hug! Love you Tauri. 🤗💖
I feel you, girl 😞 My grandpa suffered from vascular dementia. He was a great man who accomplished lots of great things in his lifetime. I miss him everyday and I miss my mom too ❤ This song is a true form of art that speaks to the souls of anyone who has gone through the loss of their loved ones or of similar occurence. Much love to you, Tauri ❤
I can feel your pain, I lost my nana from Alzheimer’s in June of this year and I’m still in mourning. This song hit me so hard I had to listen to it a few times. Stay strong and cherish every memory you have and that they will always been in your heart
Awww when you talked about the story behind this song and about your own situation, I started to tear up already and with every single second during the song it went harder and harder! Just like our great friend PageMonster said: you're not alone, and yes not only me but we all Taurian's love you!!! Stay strong my sweet sweet friend!!! ❤🤘🏻
Much love from Berlin. I personally was too young for really being able to process my grandparents' death back then and no one of my entire family had dementia/alzheimer. But still this song and video shook my soul, it almost made it impossible breathing because there was a rock on my chest. This is some serious piece of art because these visuals and the song align so well together. What a beauty of a song. With its dynamics and everything, with Courtneys exceptional voice, with that sad story being told - all of this is really destroying me even after watching it so many times (80 times? 90 times? Countless times). It`s so terrifying, so frightening to be aware of that this may happen to all of us when getting old, it can get you, it can get your beloved ones. This song makes you being aware of how vauluable our lives are, especially with all those things being remembered. How terrible must it be to lose all those memories, everything, even yourself... this song breaks me every time and it still brings me to tears. Especially when (that's how I interpret it) the song ends and she is out there somewhere (heaven? a place of eternal peace?), it is so incredibly beautiful when her sad face fades into a surprised, almost brightened one, like she can't believe that she's finally one with him again. This song is like a therapy to me because it did something to me I never would have expected. It made me being able to cry again instead of swallowing all those feelings and emotions that makes one cry. I am 46 now and I suffer from depression as far as I can remember - in the teenage years (late eighties, early to mid nineties) I wasn't really aware of this but I later realized that I must have had a destroyed psyche from the very beginning. But as a kid and a young teen things were normal because I was raised that way. But they were racists, they were intrigant, controlling, they were putting you down in so many ways, together with most of my siblings (i have four), my dad provoked me so he could be violent against me, my mom was calling me a loser, a fool, a good-for-nothing. When I cried, I was the weakling, the whimp, and even my friends called me a pussyboy when I showed too many emotions. This destructive energy destroyed my emotional, well, capability like some kind of soul cancer. I am with my incredibly wife for almost 20 years now and we have a very strong connection, it's a deep love and she made me be able to have and show those strong feelings, and yes, she at least was able to make me shed tears of happyness and positive feelings, just a good feeling of being aware how great this "us two" is. But with sadness, fear and all those things that normally evoke the urge to let it all out and cry, my eyes kept being dry. It just devoured more of my soul which made me have heavy depressive episodes even though we have such a good relationship (and still will have it many years in the future, I am sure) and even though I cut ties radically with my parental family, both parents and siblings because that evilness and negativity had to go out of my life. That was back in 2005. And the decision to make this step was necessary. But this is so crazy with this song. It triggered something inside of me, it healed a wound. I literally cried like a broken man. Every time I have watched the video. Every time when I watched reactions to it (there are so many now and I can`t get enough of sharing my tears with their tears), also when I watched yours. The second night when I watched Constance again and again, i was so exhausted that I needed to go to bed. Still crying. Crying like that broken man again. Crying myself into sleep. Feeling that unknown pain, feeling that unknown relief, how crying makes you feel better afterwards. I am so thankful to this band for releasing this song. And I am so thankful to you and a whole bunch of other youtubers for sharing this emotionality with us. I'm rubbing tears out of my eyes while writing this. And it makes me feel so good because we all still have our lives.
Thank you, Tauri! Your story resonates with me as much as this video does. See, I live in Ireland and my grandmother is in a home back in the States dealing with dementia. I haven't seen her for a couple years, and I bawled for a couple hours after watching this on release day. I've since made an arrangement with the home to do a weekly Zoom call with her, and I have Spiritbox and Versa Films to thank... both for the catharsis and the inspiration. To end on a positive note: I think your minimal makeup look is just as beautiful, if not moreso due to the purity and vulnerability. Keep rocking on, and know that someone here on the Emerald Isle feels your pain and cares. ❤
Thank you for sharing a piece of you with us. This video has been destroying people emotionally. So bad that some can't think afterwards or they need awhile to process their emotional state.
Most of us fought the same battle like you did, and most of us lost it too. Ending up in tears imho is the only proper way to react, because it shows that we are humans with hearts and not only rough metalheads.
I lost my great grandfather to this at the age of 85 when I was around 16 years old. I lost my grandfather to this battle on August 8 2019 and he was 85. I kept telling my parents that the first time my grandfather was not able to remember me he would be gone in a month. Yes. That happened. From time to time he couldn't remember them but I was always there. Some things stick and stick good. My father and I are no exception to this. 85 is our deadline. My goal is to make it to 86.
The song tells the story from both sides, the elderly that suffer from dementia and the family members trying to deal with her loss of memories and family members. My mom suffered from the disease, it was tough.
Love your chanel! You are so very brave for being vulnerable on RUclips and being open like this. Things will be okay, stay strong, sending positivity your way. I've lost all of my grandparents and most recently my mom to cancer. While it's not the same as alzheimer's, it affected her the same way. She forgot us and who we were and it was very painful to go through. This song definitely hits very deep and makes me cry everytime I hear it, so beautiful.
Phenomenal song very very accurate to dementia and what the person feels and what it looks like for everybody around it in the music video a normal drop sorry about your grandma I hope she's safe and comfortable where she's at and I hope you get to see her when this pandemic becomes more bearable to the point that you can go places and see loved ones this disease is very bad because you lose everything and you can't remember who's who and what's what I worked in a nursing home kitchen for 9 years I'd go out to Walk The Halls to deliver diabetic snacks and stuff like that and I didn't count you the people the residents the older folks they're living there the ones that can stroll around in their wheelchairs I had a couple buddy friends older guys I would hang out out at the smokers table we just talk the talk like guys it all night long after my work shift one of the guys had dementia he had the small version of it you could remember my name and stuff but after like 3 months he started forgetting my name that's how fast some people can progress with dementia
Tauri, please react to the Polish metal band called "Hunter". Here are some titles of interesting songs. 1. Hunter - Trumian Show (best version with Assassins Creed 3 video) 2. Hunter - Kiedy umieram 3. Hunter - Labirynt Fauna 4. Hunter - Imperium Uboju.
This is definitely their purest, most beautiful, heaviest and deepest and saddest song, just pure beauty.. thank you for the reaction.
I just heard this for the first time today. I felt the same way with you.
Hang in there girl. Your beauty is surpassed only by your strength.
"I don't know whether to headbang or cry!" - Nik Nocturnal
Who cut all these onions? It's getting teary in here.
Dear Tauri, I'm grateful for you being so vulnerable in front of the camera. Not being afraid of showing and sharing our fears is the best way to get rid of 'em... And it is also a sign of your heart being strong and unbreakable. Don't you worry about a damn thing, because part of your fear comes from the fact that you may be feelin' guilty for being far from her and not being able to do anything. Just try to focus on what you HAVE done, because it is so much more compared to what you're not able to do at this moment. As you focus on the good memories and all the good you have done for her is simply going to turn into healing for her, it's all you can do since all we have is this present moment. I truly believe that the simple INTENTION that you put into making this video is the BEST thing that you could've done! Seriously! You used your passion for music to dedicate a precious thought to your grandmother and shared it on your channel: everyone who will watch this video will certainly dedicate at least a little thought of love and joy to her, just trust. YOU HAVE DONE ENOUGH AND YOU'RE STILL DOING ENOUGH. I'm sending you and your family a huge hug! Love you Tauri. 🤗💖
Thank you so much for these super sweet words ❤❤
I was going to say something after watching it (I’m late to the game) but this says it better than I ever could
You'd have to be dead inside to not feel anything from this song. It's beautiful. It's art.
I feel you, girl 😞
My grandpa suffered from vascular dementia. He was a great man who accomplished lots of great things in his lifetime. I miss him everyday and I miss my mom too ❤ This song is a true form of art that speaks to the souls of anyone who has gone through the loss of their loved ones or of similar occurence. Much love to you, Tauri ❤
Sending all that love right back to you, beautiful! 💜
They hit the nail on the head with this one
No more words are needed other than ... THANK YOU!
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I can feel your pain, I lost my nana from Alzheimer’s in June of this year and I’m still in mourning. This song hit me so hard I had to listen to it a few times. Stay strong and cherish every memory you have and that they will always been in your heart
it makes me sad to hear your story about family. stay strong and stay safe! XO from The Netherlands
Empathy.. that's all I have.. for anyone that experiences this.. Bless you and your family.
Awww when you talked about the story behind this song and about your own situation, I started to tear up already and with every single second during the song it went harder and harder! Just like our great friend PageMonster said: you're not alone, and yes not only me but we all Taurian's love you!!! Stay strong my sweet sweet friend!!! ❤🤘🏻
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Beautiful song, perfect reaction as always.. much love Tauri ! 🤘❤️
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Thank you for opening up and being vulnerable, this song hits VERY close to home for a lot of people right now. Sending virtual hugs.
If this song doesn’t win a Grammy, I will have lost all faith in humanity.
Love you, sweet friend. You are not alone. 💜💜🤘
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Much love from Berlin.
I personally was too young for really being able to process my grandparents' death back then and no one of my entire family had dementia/alzheimer. But still this song and video shook my soul, it almost made it impossible breathing because there was a rock on my chest. This is some serious piece of art because these visuals and the song align so well together. What a beauty of a song. With its dynamics and everything, with Courtneys exceptional voice, with that sad story being told - all of this is really destroying me even after watching it so many times (80 times? 90 times? Countless times). It`s so terrifying, so frightening to be aware of that this may happen to all of us when getting old, it can get you, it can get your beloved ones. This song makes you being aware of how vauluable our lives are, especially with all those things being remembered. How terrible must it be to lose all those memories, everything, even yourself... this song breaks me every time and it still brings me to tears. Especially when (that's how I interpret it) the song ends and she is out there somewhere (heaven? a place of eternal peace?), it is so incredibly beautiful when her sad face fades into a surprised, almost brightened one, like she can't believe that she's finally one with him again.
This song is like a therapy to me because it did something to me I never would have expected. It made me being able to cry again instead of swallowing all those feelings and emotions that makes one cry. I am 46 now and I suffer from depression as far as I can remember - in the teenage years (late eighties, early to mid nineties) I wasn't really aware of this but I later realized that I must have had a destroyed psyche from the very beginning. But as a kid and a young teen things were normal because I was raised that way. But they were racists, they were intrigant, controlling, they were putting you down in so many ways, together with most of my siblings (i have four), my dad provoked me so he could be violent against me, my mom was calling me a loser, a fool, a good-for-nothing. When I cried, I was the weakling, the whimp, and even my friends called me a pussyboy when I showed too many emotions. This destructive energy destroyed my emotional, well, capability like some kind of soul cancer. I am with my incredibly wife for almost 20 years now and we have a very strong connection, it's a deep love and she made me be able to have and show those strong feelings, and yes, she at least was able to make me shed tears of happyness and positive feelings, just a good feeling of being aware how great this "us two" is. But with sadness, fear and all those things that normally evoke the urge to let it all out and cry, my eyes kept being dry. It just devoured more of my soul which made me have heavy depressive episodes even though we have such a good relationship (and still will have it many years in the future, I am sure) and even though I cut ties radically with my parental family, both parents and siblings because that evilness and negativity had to go out of my life. That was back in 2005. And the decision to make this step was necessary.
But this is so crazy with this song. It triggered something inside of me, it healed a wound. I literally cried like a broken man. Every time I have watched the video. Every time when I watched reactions to it (there are so many now and I can`t get enough of sharing my tears with their tears), also when I watched yours. The second night when I watched Constance again and again, i was so exhausted that I needed to go to bed. Still crying. Crying like that broken man again. Crying myself into sleep. Feeling that unknown pain, feeling that unknown relief, how crying makes you feel better afterwards. I am so thankful to this band for releasing this song. And I am so thankful to you and a whole bunch of other youtubers for sharing this emotionality with us.
I'm rubbing tears out of my eyes while writing this. And it makes me feel so good because we all still have our lives.
Thank you, Tauri! Your story resonates with me as much as this video does. See, I live in Ireland and my grandmother is in a home back in the States dealing with dementia. I haven't seen her for a couple years, and I bawled for a couple hours after watching this on release day. I've since made an arrangement with the home to do a weekly Zoom call with her, and I have Spiritbox and Versa Films to thank... both for the catharsis and the inspiration.
To end on a positive note: I think your minimal makeup look is just as beautiful, if not moreso due to the purity and vulnerability. Keep rocking on, and know that someone here on the Emerald Isle feels your pain and cares. ❤
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Thank you for sharing a piece of you with us. This video has been destroying people emotionally. So bad that some can't think afterwards or they need awhile to process their emotional state.
Most of us fought the same battle like you did, and most of us lost it too. Ending up in tears imho is the only proper way to react, because it shows that we are humans with hearts and not only rough metalheads.
My Nan died this morning and watching your reaction makes me feel like I’m not alone. ❤️
I lost my great grandfather to this at the age of 85 when I was around 16 years old. I lost my grandfather to this battle on August 8 2019 and he was 85. I kept telling my parents that the first time my grandfather was not able to remember me he would be gone in a month. Yes. That happened. From time to time he couldn't remember them but I was always there. Some things stick and stick good. My father and I are no exception to this. 85 is our deadline. My goal is to make it to 86.
Thanks for the reaction and sharing your story. I love how this video connects with so many people and so differently. ❤️❤️❤️
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Loved this..you are so beautiful and honest..take care, :D
The song tells the story from both sides, the elderly that suffer from dementia and the family members trying to deal with her loss of memories and family members. My mom suffered from the disease, it was tough.
Well, that was hard to watch. Thank you for sharing your heart.
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Love your chanel! You are so very brave for being vulnerable on RUclips and being open like this. Things will be okay, stay strong, sending positivity your way. I've lost all of my grandparents and most recently my mom to cancer. While it's not the same as alzheimer's, it affected her the same way. She forgot us and who we were and it was very painful to go through. This song definitely hits very deep and makes me cry everytime I hear it, so beautiful.
There is not much to say that the music video does not say in a far more eloquent fashion. I will leave it at that.
Great reaction as always... and I love the torc you're wearing... it suits you a lot!
YAY memories I went to therapy for! Love this song though xD
I also feel with you 💋💋💋
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Dont worry one day you are going to see her again i will pray for you and her 💘💘💘💋💋💋
I pray with you for our beloved sweet friend Tauri!! ❤❤❤
Thank you both! ❤
Phenomenal song very very accurate to dementia and what the person feels and what it looks like for everybody around it in the music video a normal drop sorry about your grandma I hope she's safe and comfortable where she's at and I hope you get to see her when this pandemic becomes more bearable to the point that you can go places and see loved ones this disease is very bad because you lose everything and you can't remember who's who and what's what I worked in a nursing home kitchen for 9 years I'd go out to Walk The Halls to deliver diabetic snacks and stuff like that and I didn't count you the people the residents the older folks they're living there the ones that can stroll around in their wheelchairs I had a couple buddy friends older guys I would hang out out at the smokers table we just talk the talk like guys it all night long after my work shift one of the guys had dementia he had the small version of it you could remember my name and stuff but after like 3 months he started forgetting my name that's how fast some people can progress with dementia
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Tauri, please react to the Polish metal band called "Hunter". Here are some titles of interesting songs.
1. Hunter - Trumian Show (best version with Assassins Creed 3 video)
2. Hunter - Kiedy umieram
3. Hunter - Labirynt Fauna
4. Hunter - Imperium Uboju.
Welp this song proved that I have heart of stone. Didnt even get teary eyed.
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