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  • @cdotmorethanmusic
    @cdotmorethanmusic  Год назад +392

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    Feel free to vent & share your story in the comments

    • @patriciajohnson-gblove11
      @patriciajohnson-gblove11 Год назад +11

      ❤❤❤

    • @micaveringmeier2793
      @micaveringmeier2793 11 месяцев назад +4

      ❤❤❤ mooi gezongen kan het ook in neterlands

    • @YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm
      @YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm 11 месяцев назад +7

      Im having to move out of house at 16 and have nowhere to go 💔😭

    • @SeanShirke
      @SeanShirke 11 месяцев назад +8

      Be my friend

    • @SeanShirke
      @SeanShirke 11 месяцев назад +7

      @@YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm I'm a Singaporean and homeless,come to Singapore and let build a friendship I can apply for a house here,I'm alone,all my friends and family has ditch me ,I need a good friend

  • @JacklineOtwori-c1f
    @JacklineOtwori-c1f 8 месяцев назад +948

    Sometimes being alone is the best feeling but feeling lonely hits different

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +41

      That’s a bar 🤧🤧🤧 very true
      Not a fun experience

    • @RobbieKellum
      @RobbieKellum 8 месяцев назад +4

      Amen

    • @DavidSoon-fl2ch
      @DavidSoon-fl2ch 8 месяцев назад +10

      Ive never been so distraught,disconnected, and lonely feeling empty inside for the last 9 months! I’m approaching 51 years old and lost loving relationship that has broken me as a person!

    • @positivelove444
      @positivelove444 8 месяцев назад +7

      When I feel lonely I always say that's Jesus checking in.🫂🙏🏽❤️

    • @JoshuaHays-m1x
      @JoshuaHays-m1x 8 месяцев назад +12

      I agree, being alone is so rare after you become a parent and it truly is my only peaceful time in life with just me “no distractions/ judgements” against and I’m like, “hey old friend, been too long since we’ve talked” and enjoy the quiet. So the self and inner still don’t speak when alone rather enjoy eachothers presence in our present

  • @bertrambrown2988
    @bertrambrown2988 8 месяцев назад +271

    I will pray for those who are suffering from depression and
    loneliness or any other pain😢

  • @theundisputedera8588
    @theundisputedera8588 11 месяцев назад +1151

    The worst feeling is when you don't have any friends and I am going through this feeling right now ✨😖

  • @paulagover1193
    @paulagover1193 4 месяца назад +61

    I am a 51 year old n suffering with Depression anxiety ptsd ocd and trauma since I was a kid to now n I need a friend that will understands what we all go through on this earth God Bless everyone ❤🙏

    • @CreepyVillage
      @CreepyVillage 4 месяца назад +1

      Ocd is worst, it's the same for me like you 😭

    • @LoudiMcRowdy
      @LoudiMcRowdy 3 месяца назад +2

      Also, I am 54, and just truly struggling hard.

    • @eduardohenrique2072
      @eduardohenrique2072 2 месяца назад

      You are not alone..

    • @martinkasobcakova9351
      @martinkasobcakova9351 2 месяца назад +3

      Not alone, 23, trauma since I remeber,ptsd,depression,anxiety and antisocial, might have a bit of ocd too but my psychiatrists didn't ever care about that or ADHD... I am a pretty good listener, if u need, please write me. And this is for everyone, we are here and we need to be heard like human beings not like a mistake of life, if no-one else can help us, let's help ourselves together! Fuck everyone who thinks we are not worth it! We are worthy! Yet we still feel we're not enough or have bad thoughts and some of us want to give up and jump of te edge, and all we need is a chance to have a normal life without everything we go through RN! 😢 yes we need the help, and it is hard, cause we had it hard back in the days!
      Remember how diamonds are made 💎 you are the diamond but RN you are bilions pieces of this diamond 💎 ❤

    • @mamounbelya
      @mamounbelya Месяц назад

      I can be your friend :)

  • @leilanimussro8053
    @leilanimussro8053 10 месяцев назад +69

    This opened my eyes .. to stop yelling at my kids so much n have patience I don't ever want my babies to feel like they have no one n that's always what my son says

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад +10

      Wow 🥹 I’m so glad that you had that realization! That is so healthy for you and your children 😊 they’ll experience the benefits 🙌🏼😊 and so will you!
      Love is difficult at times, but it’s so fulfilling 😊🤍

    • @davidhanft8642
      @davidhanft8642 10 месяцев назад +4

      Hugs & kisses

    • @BlaireMane
      @BlaireMane 11 дней назад

      wish my mum was like that (and dad)

  • @sillygoose93
    @sillygoose93 11 месяцев назад +76

    “Sad your dad was absent when you were a kid mom was distant and that’s difficult to forgive why weren’t they there to comfort and hug their own kid” hits so close to home 💔💔

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +4

      🤧🙏🏼🥺

    • @jbutcher8691
      @jbutcher8691 10 месяцев назад +1

      Its hard to tell your child how hard it is when mom and dad are no longer together. Parents goes thru trauma too and its hard, because we push thru the trauma to care for our kids! Im sorry u felt unloved.

    • @Suk3yn0ob3d
      @Suk3yn0ob3d 7 месяцев назад +2

      Yes, yes it does. 😢

    • @hphggr9652
      @hphggr9652 5 месяцев назад +1

      If he left n stayed gone n wasnt back n forth be thankful

    • @sillygoose93
      @sillygoose93 5 месяцев назад

      @@hphggr9652 he was in and out when I was a kid just to see my mom and once I got older and decided I didn’t want him apart of my life at all then he made me out to be the one that never wanted him around ever

  • @EmoiGosu
    @EmoiGosu 8 месяцев назад +34

    I’ve been suffering from trauma flashbacks all week and last week. I needed this. I promise I’m trying.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +2

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 it’s ok
      Deep breath and one step at a time we can recontextualize our past memories
      Have you ever seen the movie “Inside Out”? I just watched it with my girlfriend and it’s all about emotion and it is truly such a fantastic movie with so much to learn from it 😊 if you’re open to watching it I think it could be helpful 🙏🏼😊
      God Bless ✝️🤍💪🏼

    • @MadonnaGrogan
      @MadonnaGrogan 8 месяцев назад

      Better days ahead

  • @DaisyandSolar-gb9to
    @DaisyandSolar-gb9to 8 месяцев назад +2022

    I'm an 18 year old girl who has depression, anxiety, PTSD, OCD, ADHD, and su!cidal thoughts. This song has me in tears. It's beautiful and perfect. Thank you.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +255

      I’m so glad that it’s made an impact 😊
      Always remember, you are not those labels 😊
      May God Bless you and watch over you and I pray for deep healing in your life 🙏🏼🤍😊✝️
      If you open yourself up to God and allow yourself to be open to truth and molded by it, God will restore that little, innocent, inner girl deep inside 🥹 and you will have true fulfillment & peace that is beyond understanding 😊
      I have more songs similar to this on my page and also social media & a podcast if you’re interested: links.vip/cdot
      But most of all, I encourage you to go to God 😊🙏🏼 he is truly a healer. Even if you don’t know how to pray, just do what you know and ask God to reveal himself to you and teach you more 🙏🏼
      I pray that the right people will come into your life to help guide you, and that you would have the discernment to recognize them
      God Bless You 🙏🏼✝️ God Loves You. He is our Father - our good, great Father 😁

    • @DaisyandSolar-gb9to
      @DaisyandSolar-gb9to 8 месяцев назад +127

      @@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you. I have opened up to some of my family and I have prayed as well. I am getting better day by day.

    • @kundaisean7197
      @kundaisean7197 8 месяцев назад +43

      You'll be OK

    • @DaisyandSolar-gb9to
      @DaisyandSolar-gb9to 8 месяцев назад +42

      @@kundaisean7197 I hope so.

    • @jayr7529
      @jayr7529 8 месяцев назад +18

      Same

  • @Alexia-Lexie.z
    @Alexia-Lexie.z 8 месяцев назад +12

    I'm 13 suffering from depression and cellphone addiction,and I am still fighting my way out.And this song just brings back myself.

  • @moronicversion5879
    @moronicversion5879 8 месяцев назад +39

    I’m 34 was stabbed to death 4 years ago I’m grateful to be alive I didn’t know I was living with ptsd until that happened to me I just want whoever is reading this that feels like there’s nobody or nothing and no one understands your loved by all there’s people rooting for you people speaking great of you ❤

    • @gb9530
      @gb9530 6 месяцев назад +4

      Be positive your strength I admire

    • @NamgayWangmo-u4g
      @NamgayWangmo-u4g 3 месяца назад

      Thank you for your bravery. U did great.

    • @mareebrocklehurst9370
      @mareebrocklehurst9370 3 месяца назад +3

      How are you still texting if you were stabbed to death?

  • @DavidSoon-fl2ch
    @DavidSoon-fl2ch 7 месяцев назад +11

    I’m a 50 year old man that suffers with depression, anxiety, since I was a teenager. I’ve recently been falling apart due to being erased out of my fiancés life and memory! I was left suddenly 9 months ago without no explanation! This relationship I thought was secure! I also deleted my friends because of them being fake! I’m finding myself caught in a lonely hole with nothing but negativity and hate! So I’m constantly thinking about what wrong I did! This song relaxes me thank you!

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 7 месяцев назад +2

      I'm really sorry to hear. What been through. I really hope you are ok. 🙏🏼

    • @DavidSoon-fl2ch
      @DavidSoon-fl2ch 6 месяцев назад +2

      Thank you for your concern ! I was falling apart daily for the past 10 months! I recently surrendered to JESUS CHRIST AND ATTEND A CHURCH WITH GODS PEOPLE!!

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@DavidSoon-fl2ch You're welcome. I am really so glad you came through all that brother. God Bless 🙏

    • @Summer_Gold
      @Summer_Gold 2 месяца назад

      I can relate so much to this. I'm not 50 but I'm afraid that I'll be forever alone. Everyone is so fake, full of lies, deceitful, manipulative and selfish with no empathy. It's corrupting me inside out and I don't know if I can trust the right person because I always gravitate towards the worst people thanks to my CPTSD and childhood trauma and it doesn't make sense.

    • @Summer_Gold
      @Summer_Gold 2 месяца назад

      Gahd I'm choking on my own tears and mucus while typing that.

  • @WilliamSanchez-uk8zy
    @WilliamSanchez-uk8zy 11 месяцев назад +69

    Its so sad how many kids this soungs applies to 😢 so much evil in this world. Lord bless us all !!❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +2

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 my goal is to help those kids heal in every way that I can. But ultimately God is the one who can do it and I’m just a vessel. I’m praying the same prayers. Thank you 🙏🏼🤍✝️

    • @Mara-wg3sh
      @Mara-wg3sh 11 месяцев назад +2

      i hearyou

    • @leonameriweather1366
      @leonameriweather1366 9 месяцев назад

      AMEN

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 8 месяцев назад

      😪

  • @lucifermorningstar1505
    @lucifermorningstar1505 Месяц назад +5

    Do what you can and leave what you can't to God

  • @MominaTabeer
    @MominaTabeer 15 дней назад +1

    Being alone in a crowd worst feeling ever not only love makes u cry sometimes we need someone to share ourselves🙃

  • @JenniferKillingsworth
    @JenniferKillingsworth 3 дня назад +3

    UR NOT ALONE!

  • @exaleinder
    @exaleinder 7 месяцев назад +9

    im 15 and suffering for severe anxiety for the past half year, this song speaks all my doubt. thank you so much❤️

    • @BikingKiddo
      @BikingKiddo 7 месяцев назад +3

      Hope you’ll get better soon ❤

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 7 месяцев назад +2

      I really hope you are ok 🙏🏼

    • @ArnoldLitke
      @ArnoldLitke 5 месяцев назад +1

      I hear you, and I get it!! You hurt inside but can't quite put your finger on it of why? Get a blank paper krinstion and write on it these very same words: Me and my own ego, heart, mind body and soul having any more anxiety what so ever. Now with a Red pen write the word VOID straight across those very words that you just wrote on that paper, and write VOID right through it in capital letters, and write over it 11 times. Now take a deep breath and release it onto that paper 3 times in a row. Your breath gives the word VOID all your power, your divine power that God gave to you. Keep this paper for one full year from the day you do this, do it again on another blank paper and breathe on it too, then take it out side crumple it up and burn it!! This way it's written by your hand, and it is also written in fire the language of the Gods. Get a white candle carve your name and Jesus too if you like, then carve into the candle: I. AM FULLY HEALED! Then breathe onto the candle then light it, and let it burn all the way out , use a big fat 2 or 3 inch diameter candle about 10 inches tall, make sure it's in a bowl and a safe place while it's burning, a big candle that burns for 4 days or more is good, and get one that has only 1 wick. All the best to you, your prayer has been heard and now answered by me. 👍👍😇😇🇨🇦

  • @daniellamaker805
    @daniellamaker805 7 месяцев назад +2

    I am a 16 year old girl who has PTSD, depression, anxiety, does self harm and grew up with physical abusive parents. I didn't cry once when all of this is happening. I broke down sobbing at this song.
    P.s. I am in foster care after my school called CPS. So PLEASE tell someone

  • @HeyZukoHere188
    @HeyZukoHere188 Год назад +121

    I cannot properly describe just how deeply this song touched my soul and how many times I have rewatched this. Thank you so much for this masterpiece.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  Год назад +10

      Thank you so much for this comment 🙏🏼 you have no idea how much this means to me
      I wrote this song as a guide to feel my emotions because I was numb for so many years
      I’m so glad that you feel it to the depths that it was created for. It’s music for the Soul and that’s what I try to do with all of my songs. May God Bless you, comfort you, and watch over you in all the ways that you need
      Also, I think you’ll really appreciate this song aswell. It’s called “Another Way” and it’s about seeking different ways to numb the pain but struggling to find a solution. I’ll try to make a lyric video for it soon: ruclips.net/video/CmdWpveByEc/видео.htmlsi=u45zdh_OuiNl2eAB

    • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
      @nightmarefire-jt5mg 11 месяцев назад

      yeah some of us get that we feel like you want someone but cant talk to everyone@@cdotmorethanmusic

    • @shelly-bun
      @shelly-bun 11 месяцев назад +1

      To whoever is going thru a tuff time rn i wish u all the love in the world keep praying god timing is best

    • @sandradutoit736
      @sandradutoit736 11 месяцев назад

      They not worth yoy

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      😊🙏🏼

  • @kellierae7602
    @kellierae7602 11 месяцев назад +9

    I lost my son, Jessie.
    The hype just don't seem the same no more.
    I feel like I scream inside all the time and no one can hear. I never thought I would ever experience this pain.
    I know my mother did but she lost my sister now I understandad she was never the same. His name was Jesse. What a beautiful soul I miss. Him so much . And you just don't know where this pain, where to put it?

    • @Xavifan-b6o
      @Xavifan-b6o 11 месяцев назад +1

      Sorry to hear that I'm here for you gods there for you were all her for you ❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +2

      So sorry to hear that 😔 he sounds amazing 😊🙌🏼
      If you don’t know what to do with the pain, just let it out 🥹
      As the song says, “What now? It’s time to let it out…”

    • @kellierae7602
      @kellierae7602 10 месяцев назад

      @@Xavifan-b6o Thank yo

  • @TurtleGaming23
    @TurtleGaming23 19 дней назад +1

    This song hits different. And it feels so true in my life. Being alone can feel freat but the feeling of loneliness hurts. We all just want our voice to be heard and people to understand what we're going through, but that doesn't always work.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  19 дней назад

      You’re so so right. We all just want to be loved and held and comforted, and other people fail us sometimes 🤧
      I feel the same way. One thing I learned is that God is the only one who can always be there for me because he is infinite and eternal, and he loves me and you despite our mistakes.

  • @rebeccacannon7351
    @rebeccacannon7351 8 месяцев назад +5

    I'm adhd bipolar bpd most days are a fight. ❤️ never give up. we just got work harder. One beautiful thing to is we can help others with lived experience ❤

  • @DJ-tb4ni
    @DJ-tb4ni 8 месяцев назад +44

    For everyone that is feeling alone, may God find you and comfort you🙏🏽👱🏻‍♀️🌹

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼😊

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 8 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much ♥️🙂 And God bless you.

    • @valy673
      @valy673 7 месяцев назад +1

      And for those who are not believers take comfort in knowing you are not alone. what you are experiencing isnt exclusive to you. you are not the reason for your unhappiness. you are not broken. You are beautiful and perfect the way you are. Just hang on and you will find happiness stronger than the despair you feel right now.

  • @delphinedella
    @delphinedella 11 месяцев назад +37

    This is the feeling I am in right now I just need a shoulder to cry on

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +4

      God is waiting for you to run into his arms :)
      May God Bless You and watch over you

    • @delphinedella
      @delphinedella 11 месяцев назад +3

      Amen 🙏🙏

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @lucifermorningstar1505
    @lucifermorningstar1505 Месяц назад +1

    If there is a cure for this, then it is that desire which is bestowed only on the lucky ones

  • @R.NaveenKumar-q3e
    @R.NaveenKumar-q3e Месяц назад +10

    I am introvert and i am proud my self. Extrovert peoples more speak others life.Introvert only save the secrets and trust people.

    • @FruitGodTang
      @FruitGodTang 8 дней назад +1

      It's the extroverts who hide a lot of pain too, it's not because they're talkative that they also don't know how to hide. I am Ambiverted and I realize that everyone suffers, even if it is interpreted differently to others, extrovert seem to do very well on social cycle, while introverts don't. I am very glad that you are proud of yourself, But remember that don't judge by the cover, because there may be a lot going on behind. You can correct me if I misunderstood, I want to be able to hear what you have to say.

    • @R.NaveenKumar-q3e
      @R.NaveenKumar-q3e 8 дней назад

      @@FruitGodTangI just said from my point of view

    • @R.NaveenKumar-q3e
      @R.NaveenKumar-q3e 7 дней назад

      @@FruitGodTang .Sorry bro if I thought wrong

    • @FruitGodTang
      @FruitGodTang 7 дней назад

      @@R.NaveenKumar-q3e it's ok ☺

    • @R.NaveenKumar-q3e
      @R.NaveenKumar-q3e 7 дней назад

      @@FruitGodTang your introvert or extrovert person

  • @foxie589
    @foxie589 6 месяцев назад +6

    I’m a 13 year old girl suffering from depression anxiety and suicidal thoughts and I was in tears when I heard this thank you😭😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад

      🥺 I’m so sorry to hear that
      You are so valuable and loved. God created you with a purpose 🥹🙏🏼 I have many more songs that I believe could really be valuable to you: “Another Way ft. Coastside” “Lion of Judah ft. Joseph Goulding” “Labyrinth” “Under the Bed” “Airplane Mode”
      And on my next album I will have a song called “Who Are You?” Which I’m currently working on and I believe that song will be like the ultimate song for you 🥹🙏🏼 I plan to release it sometime in summer

    • @foxie589
      @foxie589 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@cdotmorethanmusicthank you for all your music I’m excited for the next album in summer thank you again ❤❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 дней назад

      😊 unfortunately I still have a lot of work to do on the Album 😭 so I’m not sure when it will be done, but it is going to be even more meaningful and impactful than I imagined 🤧🤧🤧 so stay tuned 😁

  • @ZoroASL
    @ZoroASL 7 месяцев назад +23

    I see one comment on this a girl tells her depression and so many are there to help her but for one boy there is none to help him what world we are living 😢 i m giving a hug for the boys who suffer i know its only this is needed for them and i started studing physchology for a year now only because the treatment cost 😂 too much

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼🥺🤧 I’ve been doing my best to respond to every comment but I try to make sure that if I reply I have something encouraging to say where I can address the message
      I have a back log and haven’t had a chance to get to them all 🤧 I hope my music can share with guys that vulnerability is strength and we need to let ourselves feel emotions & address traumas.
      Thank you for your comment & I wish you the best in your studies 🥹🙏🏼
      May God Bless you 🙏🏼😊✝️

    • @ZoroASL
      @ZoroASL 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@cdotmorethanmusic 😄 ok brother but that is just a side study i basically now studing for physiotherapy 😂😂😂 the dark thing is psychologist ask more money for one session 😂 i don't know why they are using this at patients

    • @Jack-b7g
      @Jack-b7g 2 дня назад

      That's so true, us guys have to " tough it out" and we cant. We need hugs and shoulders like everyone else. Boys feel sad too.

  • @FTL666-95
    @FTL666-95 Месяц назад +2

    Sucks to always feel this way...too many years takes its toll on my mind nd 🖤

  • @lucifermorningstar1505
    @lucifermorningstar1505 Месяц назад +5

    May God shower his blessings on you and your loved ones

  • @trixswanepoel5627
    @trixswanepoel5627 10 месяцев назад +31

    You have GOD! No need to cry for years and be depressed. Pray, listen to posittive vibes. Im bipolar but with God Almighty, I'm a surviver! Hallelujah

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад +3

      Amen 😊😁🙌🏼

    • @Godsservant-cy7sy
      @Godsservant-cy7sy 10 месяцев назад +5

      God's always with you, a love that can never die out or change. He loved us so much that He sent His only Son for our wrongs so that we may live with Him eternally. That sort of love is for us all, nothing that you have done can keep you from God's grace, and He welcomes you with open arms. Just accept Jesus as Saviour and Lord and every sin will be forgiven

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад +1

      Amen 😊🙏🏼🤍🫂✝️

    • @vitalnoemi1482
      @vitalnoemi1482 8 месяцев назад

      Amen

  • @PlordDavid-qk8ib
    @PlordDavid-qk8ib 11 месяцев назад +5

    The worst feeling walking with a bunch of people and no one is being a friend

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад

      🤧 1 genuine friend is better than 100 fake ones

  • @Antarctic_Leader
    @Antarctic_Leader 5 дней назад +2

    I’m a 14 year old boy with depression. I just want a stable relationship so I can have someone to hug…

  • @tymccutchen
    @tymccutchen 14 дней назад +4

    Yes' in Jesus Christ Mighty Holy name I pray. It's already done in his Name. love love love✝️🙏🏻🌹

  • @HolyCrusader-t3z
    @HolyCrusader-t3z 4 месяца назад +10

    To anyone suffering. Don't give up and keep pushing. I understand anxiety and depression and have had many episodes with it. Don't give up good people

    • @POWERMAN-cs9si
      @POWERMAN-cs9si 4 месяца назад +1

      You doing ok now?

    • @HolyCrusader-t3z
      @HolyCrusader-t3z 3 месяца назад

      Unfortunately no friends I'm not, but doing my best

    • @POWERMAN-cs9si
      @POWERMAN-cs9si 3 месяца назад

      @@HolyCrusader-t3z keep going it'll be alright if you need someone to talk to your more than welcome to talk more here and I'll reply hang in there

  • @Maggie21T
    @Maggie21T Месяц назад +2

    May God the Almighty comfort each and everyone who is being troubled.

  • @EstherMooto-z5q
    @EstherMooto-z5q 3 месяца назад +3

    😢😢the most painful thing in my life was when I was left alone by the people I loved🥺🥺🥺,I used to think I'm not worthy of myself but when I heard this song,I couldn't control my emotions but made me cry ,but one thing I have learned in this song,is to let it out and has made me strong😢😢😢

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  3 месяца назад +2

      You are fundamentally loved to the core of your being by the Creator of the Universe 😊🙏🏼
      I’m so glad this song spoke to you and gave you strength 🥹🙏🏼 May God Bless You

  • @MichaelDarkcrow1519
    @MichaelDarkcrow1519 10 месяцев назад +18

    I lost my oldest son two years ago and this has been the worst thing in my life I have ever had to face as a human being a person a man and as a dad and to face this fear dealing with the loss of my son is hard to describe the pain depression sadness I feel. that is speaking for myself because anyone that has lost a child feels different yet we all can relate to each other but to know my son was killed and his mom contributed to the cause of his death and the anger I have for her and I done all I could do to save his life and to feel like I failed him as a dad and parent is what is so hard to live with.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад +2

      😞😣🙏🏼 I’m so so terribly sorry to hear about the situation with your son
      May God be with him and wrap him in his arms of love 🙏🏼🫂✝️
      and may God enter into your situation and begin healing all of the wounds, pain, resentment, guilt, etc. Anything that is a source of darkness 🙏🏼
      Praying for you. You are so strong 👊🏼 but it’s ok to feel it all… in fact, it’s necessary

    • @bterrill2522
      @bterrill2522 10 месяцев назад +3

      We were not made to bury our children. You never get "over it"....the best you can hope for is to get used to it because grief is just love with nowhere to go. Treasure the memories and never be afraid to just let yourself cry

    • @user-qp4qn8ur1v
      @user-qp4qn8ur1v 10 месяцев назад +3

      May his gentle soul rest in peace 🤲💔

    • @angelashort1331
      @angelashort1331 10 месяцев назад +4

      If you agree , that we just don't have enough forgiveness in us of our own , to cover the pain wound, then ask Jesus for some of His , I did this myself , when I admitted I'd come to the end of myself , I held SO MUCH unforgiveness in me toward my old man, my heart felt bleak as. When I was asked by someone, did I want to forgive my dad , I said , I don't have what it takes to do that ,I don't have enough forgiveness of my own, EXACTLY , YOU HAVE SAID A TRUE THING ,said my advisor , but I know someone who does , GO ahead , Ask Him , for some of His , , I DID ,! And the chains fell off my soul ,! I was imprisoned by my own unforgiveness, NOW, I CAN LOVE MY DAD , in a way that I hadn't been able to since I was a girl , , His forgiveness works wonders!❤❤❤❤❤

    • @BrandonCook-f5d
      @BrandonCook-f5d 10 месяцев назад +1

      Im sorry for your loss and the struggles you are going through but I want you to know never say you failed him as it is not true and you can't blame yourself for what has happened ❤as you tried your best and he will be thankful for what you did for him always remember that

  • @SharonRome-zp8gu
    @SharonRome-zp8gu 11 месяцев назад +6

    Im scared facing life alone and the future seems such a huge empty void....sleep is my only safe haven at the moment...I hope life changes soon

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад

      It’s ok to feel scared 😊 the future is unknown to all of us, but we can create it. And remember, life won’t change unless you do 👊🏼 and that’s super tough at first, but once you gain momentum, you will be blown away but the things you see you’re capable of 😊
      I wish you the best 🙏🏼🙌🏼👊🏼😊 God Bless 🙏🏼✝️🤍

  • @BarrioJasmineDeeplyRooted
    @BarrioJasmineDeeplyRooted 6 месяцев назад +2

    Thanks for writing these very truthfully pain stricken words, witch best describes one of my issues... I just don't feel safe enough to let it out in which the way I NEED. I CANNOT FO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE TO DO WITH NO ONE HERE TO HELP ME.... I HAVE BEEN THROUGH TOO TOO MUCH ALL BY Myself, ALONE WITHOUT ANYONE HELPING ME SINCE LATE 2014 OR EARLY 2015, ARIVING MY TOWN/CITY In Which I HAVE RESIDED IN Since2016. I HAVE BEEN BACK HOME FOR NOW 10 YEARS TOTAL WITH THE CITY I LIVE BEEN ALL BUT THE FIRST YEAR.

  • @donmwape6330
    @donmwape6330 7 месяцев назад +3

    Lord help me,i pray that u touch and help my daughter more❤

  • @mexieskimo605
    @mexieskimo605 11 месяцев назад +34

    This song hurts so bad.. I haven't related so deeply with a song in such a long time.. I'm 34, and living with depression and anxiety since I was 11.. I remember my first plans.. I've had plans recently. I would never act on them, but they exist inside my head. If I've made it this far, you can, too. I know it gets hard, trust me I know. You are not alone. We are not alone.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +3

      Be strong. You are strong. And one day at a time you can build up the calling God has for your life 😊
      Be encouraged!
      His love never fails, and never gives up, and never walks out on you.
      In due season you shall reap if you don't faint.....Our God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we would ask or think of Him. God does the impossible. Never give up
      We all are born with abundant emotional courage and strength. Our souls are full of energy which just needs to be channeled in the right direction. You need to always choose the path of positivity and keep negativity out of your heart, mind and soul. ..........No matter how many times you fail to accomplish what you desire, don’t let go. Never give up trying to achieve what you desire. ........Never give up on your dreams........ Don’t be disheartened even if you fail a million times because you have unlimited strength and power hidden inside you.
      If you have seen the weakness in you that makes you fall…then its time to wake up and gather the strength within you that will make you rise........ Just tap that reservoir of strength that you were born with. You will be astonished when you realize that your soul is a storehouse of energy and you can accomplish anything you desire with the determination to keep working towards your goals....…may you always achieve the goals of happiness.........that would give meaning and direction to your life
      God Bless 🙏🏼✝️🤍

    • @mworiaanttonite1632
      @mworiaanttonite1632 11 месяцев назад +1

      Sending hugs dear❤

    • @johniemarie4305
      @johniemarie4305 11 месяцев назад +1

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      🤍

    • @mariakonstantaroy6229
      @mariakonstantaroy6229 10 месяцев назад

      😢Just the same feeling

  • @21_200
    @21_200 7 месяцев назад +4

    I am 18 yrs old .I over thinks every time. I am anxious and curious abt my future. My heart says that i have to make my parents proud. But my mind overthinks and make me feel like i can't 😢.my parents keep silent expectations that kills me inside 🥺. They never forced me in doing anything. But i think have some responsibilities. I am scared whether i could make it or not.

    • @Galaxcious
      @Galaxcious 2 месяца назад

      @21_200 do your best it shouldn't matter to your parents as long as you are putting your best ever in you should talk to them me and my son talk he's 22 has his own place and no matter what we as parents will always be there for our kids just talk to them tell how you feeling

  • @brownieexx
    @brownieexx Месяц назад +2

    Just stopped crying , perfect song

  • @williamlawson7613
    @williamlawson7613 6 месяцев назад +5

    Nothing left in the fucking sorry ass world, people who say they love you but it’s just a word when there’s no physical emotion or touch to show that love! Sad fucking world

  • @neilvincent3935
    @neilvincent3935 8 месяцев назад +4

    Amazing song. So many people will relate to this. We all need to talk more.😢

  • @okamigoddess597
    @okamigoddess597 Месяц назад +1

    i suppress my feelings bc i feel like know one would care and i always feel like a burden but this song made me cry

  • @ravanahleigh
    @ravanahleigh 9 месяцев назад +5

    It’s crazy, how many people in my life that there are,I feel so alone still 😢 😖

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  9 месяцев назад +1

      I feel that 🥺
      Have you reached out to the ones that have proven themselves to be trustworthy? 😊

  • @Jalaj-l9z
    @Jalaj-l9z 7 месяцев назад +4

    This song so resonates with me 😭😭😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад

      May God comfort you when you’re feeling low 😊🥹🙏🏼✝️

  • @Heather-d5q
    @Heather-d5q 10 месяцев назад +4

    I believe your voice e your lyrics are truly soul felt .your amazing and Blessed by God Debbie

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад

      🙏🏼🥹 praise God. God Bless you 😊✝️🫂🤍

  • @KaylaBlues3.0
    @KaylaBlues3.0 Месяц назад +1

    Thank you for making this. As someone who has already cleared off her suicidal and masochistic tendencies, Acute Stress Disorder, except her ADHD, Maladaptive Daydreaming or occasional depressive thoughts of self esteem and confidence, and the slight feeling of being stuck in the past sometimes, this song really helped me clear my thoughts for a bit and realize that it's okay to feel low sometimes, because it makes us human. Really, let it out, it'll make the process much bearable as time goes on. I know it because I did too :)

  • @spmoran4703
    @spmoran4703 8 месяцев назад +3

    Oh so many sad broken people . I give hugs to all of you.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🤧

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 8 месяцев назад

      Thank you ♥️

    • @spmoran4703
      @spmoran4703 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@Dawn-su1ghThat's ok if you need a hug then you get one

  • @Debbie-qd5sr
    @Debbie-qd5sr 8 месяцев назад +3

    It says exactly what I passed through and what I have to do 😢 I'm crying rn thanks alot for this song me as a teenager girl I really suffer from depression

  • @QamarNuur-om1fj
    @QamarNuur-om1fj 8 месяцев назад +3

    I'm 14 years old and suffering from severe depression and this song make me feel safe thank you. sooo much!!

  • @malps7028
    @malps7028 Месяц назад +1

    I have anxiety, depression, and OCD. I have felt like my life is over after such a great childhood I had. I feel like I have nothing left. I feel like I can’t enjoy things and smile at little things. I have emenophobia too, which has been keeping me inside the house. I’m scared about getting sick. I just don’t think anyone like my friends, or some of my family care for me, even though they have been super nice to me. I just do t know what to do in my life right now. And I have been reading the comments. A lot of you seem to have depression and anxiety too, but for different reasons. My love goes out to all of you. ❤️

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  26 дней назад

      Praying for you 🥹🙏🏼 you are so loved
      Even when humans fail to love us, which for some of us is often, that doesn’t change the fact that we are deeply loved by the creator of life itself 🥹
      God loved you so so much and he has always been by your side and he will never leave your side 🥹😊🙏🏼
      Sometimes it’s difficult to recognize the love of God when we’re struggling, but the realness of those difficulties is an opportunity to invite God into our vulnerability and experience his love 🥹
      I had a vision of Jesus carrying his cross, covered in blood, with torn clothes and a crown of thorns, and he fell to the ground. When on the ground in extreme pain & suffering, he began crawling over to me to comfort me… 🥹🥺 that is real love in its fullness. Nothing that Jesus went through stopped him from loving you and me. We are Brothers and Sisters in the family of God when we accept the love of Jesus Christ & his sacrifice for us/ believe in him 😊

  • @CallanPonnen
    @CallanPonnen 6 месяцев назад +3

    Dont give up❤ god will never leave his children ❤❤

  • @OriginalBMOREbaby
    @OriginalBMOREbaby 6 месяцев назад +4

    I been on my own a long time and didn’t know it. Reality sinks in and I lean on God. God is with me, he is with you, so you are never alone!

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +2

      Amen 🥹🙏🏼🤍

    • @Galaxcious
      @Galaxcious 2 месяца назад +2

      @@OriginalBMOREbaby I lean on God daily I've chested death twice he has a plan a purpose for us all God bless

  • @DamaBowslaugh
    @DamaBowslaugh 10 месяцев назад +5

    This is so beautiful!!! Thanks Chris!! may God keep guiding you and blessing you!❤❤❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад

      Thank you so much 🥹🙏🏼🤍✝️ I deeply appreciate all the prayers

  • @sharon9545
    @sharon9545 5 месяцев назад +2

    I've been there I know how u feel I'm 60 now i know it's hard I had depression for years till I get help and now I'm a better person than I was before be strong person believe in Ur self u can do this ❤

  • @tabithab33
    @tabithab33 9 месяцев назад +4

    We’ve lived this for too long 😢
    Time to rise up together with our children 💜🙏💜🔥⚔️🕊️🤲🤲🤲

  • @chhavvii
    @chhavvii 3 месяца назад +1

    I'm a 15 year old nd i listen to it almost everyday now. The lyrics just hit so true that it shakes me to my core everytime i listen. All the sufferings in my past show up that i buried a few years ago. Its like i wanted to cry but i couldn't. After listening to the song the first time i cried so hard. Thank you for this underrated masterpiece😢 . After going through all the pain all I wanted a year ago was to be numb to emotions , to feelings. I didn't wanna feel that way anymore , i was failing in life . Now i have a different perspective of life nd i just go through everyday believing that nothing is permanent. Still it's hard to do this remembrance of ur loved ones just weakens u through ur core. I just have my mother now nd i show as if i m okay nd i don't need anyone else .. but i wish i pray and i cry everyday that my father was here.. he is in a better place now but his absence left a hole in my heart..
    It's hard to let it out..
    Thank you for this❤

  • @OnnaGodsey-m4z
    @OnnaGodsey-m4z 9 месяцев назад +5

    I didn't cry because I have no more tears to cry

  • @kaitlynford7161
    @kaitlynford7161 5 дней назад

    I am 18 years old and I have suffered from depression and anxiety since I was 9 years old I rarely comment on these kinds of things but going through and reading peoples story’s makes me feel less alone I now have gotten diagnosed with BPD and it was a really rough road but this song makes me cry in a good way. I hope whoever is reading this knows they aren’t alone.❤

  • @aliciagogue9091
    @aliciagogue9091 6 месяцев назад +3

    Me too 😢❤ song love it

  • @tashaangell6859
    @tashaangell6859 9 месяцев назад +3

    I just want to give up everything

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  9 месяцев назад

      Pain is temporary 🥹
      There is pain in perseverance and pain in regret
      Is you’re interested, this is a song I wrote that may relate to you in your situation
      ruclips.net/video/llsQwNY3Odg/видео.htmlsi=xS5J1VTpHyw0Bh0b

  • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
    @nightmarefire-jt5mg 11 месяцев назад +13

    you know that feeling when you have friends but you feel like you are a burden and a bother to everyone else so you don't say anything and just bottle everything up and act like it doesn't bother you but it does yeah it is rough 😭😭😭and it feels like i am a disappointment of gods name

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      You are not a disappointment to God. God loves you and God will forgive you if you genuinely repent of your sin 🙏🏼🥹 seek God with all your heart and learn God’s Word so that you can understand truth in order to defend against lies
      I know that feeling of being a burden but I have overcome that by understanding my identity and value as a human being, and practicing being vulnerable with people I trust

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      It’s ok to let out your thoughts and feelings - as long as we do it in a healthy way 😊 (in context of a conversation, screaming into a pillow, hitting a punching bag, etc) but not yelling at or hurting others

    • @jameslee4586
      @jameslee4586 11 месяцев назад +2

      Know the feeling all to well

    • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
      @nightmarefire-jt5mg 11 месяцев назад +1

      glad to know i am not the only one@@jameslee4586

    • @lyneateka7751
      @lyneateka7751 11 месяцев назад +1

      Every single day 🥲🥲

  • @PeanutButter_CatYT
    @PeanutButter_CatYT Месяц назад +1

    I haven't had a damn hug in years. But whoever needs one I will be giving virtual hugs to everybody reading the comments (and those who don't too don't worry)

  • @THEEGUARDIANANGEL
    @THEEGUARDIANANGEL 10 месяцев назад +10

    Very Very Beautiful C-Dot, 😢😢😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔I know I'm not the only one going thru Hell Right Now but I'm 58YR and Alone Because my husband has just left me after 45yrs for a 30YR OLD GIRL IN A 3RD WORLD COUNTRY , 1979-2023 WAS WITH HIM I WAS 14YR OLD WHEN I MET HIM, MY 1ST, ONLY, AND LAST MAN NOW!!! I'M WORTHLESS AND UGLY AND FAILURE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔❣️❣️

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  10 месяцев назад +4

      Hey 😊🙌🏼 you’re not a failure, worthless or ugly. You are beautiful, worthy of love, and deserving of love.
      Your husband’s decision was wrong and went against God’s Word. He will answer to God for that. Please do not blame yourself for his foolishness - that’s HIS fault, not yours 🥹
      I pray that God would bring his Angels to surround you and comfort you at this time 🙏🏼 to restore you with new life, joy, the peace that transcends all understanding, and may you be overflowing with love 🙏🏼😊
      You are such a beautiful Soul and you deserve so much more 😊
      I pray that God comforts you and brings the right people into your life that you need at this time 🙏🏼😊 and I pray that God gives you the courage to reach out to these people and build relationships despite the pain you’ve experienced. God Bless you 😊

    • @paulettestennis5368
      @paulettestennis5368 7 месяцев назад

      No!!!you are worthy and believe in yourself. God made you and God does not make ugly. So. Sorry about your ex's pain he caused but you can eventually move forward. Praise God every day even if the feelings do not match your words in soon they will match. Do something nice for yourself.❤🙏✝️❤️‍🔥

    • @lorraineclevenger9077
      @lorraineclevenger9077 4 месяца назад

      You are not a failure! You have more to do with your life and always someone else is there for you. God is watching out for you and holding you close with all His love. Prayer helps us all survive because we are children of God❤

  • @abigailstans4552
    @abigailstans4552 11 месяцев назад +10

    Lost my fiancé July 12th to a gunshot wound to the head. We had argued and he went into our bathroom with my cousin our 3 month old, and myself feet away from him. The guilt of not trying to follow him into the bathroom, not apologizing, not seeing his side, not holding him when he needed it, eats me alive on a daily basis. And everyone says oh you’re young you’ll find someone else.. but it’s like everyone already forgot who he was or that he existed. And I’m just here drowning on dry ground.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      😭😭😭 I’m so so so sorry to hear that 🥺🥺🥺 the only way I know how to let go of guilt like that is to cry out to God and ask for forgiveness and healing. You CAN be restored, I am just so sorry that you experienced that and I am so sorry about him. I will pray for you and for his soul 🙏🏼🥺 May God watch over the both of you and restore you and fill you with love, joy, and the peace that transcends all understanding. I want to help more 😢 all I really have to offer is healing music, but I don’t know if it fits your situation. If you look up the song “Let You Down” by NF: ruclips.net/video/fbHbTBP_u7U/видео.htmlsi=ijGkNy5Vx7YxsgBH
      I think this song could really comfort you in your situation 🙏🏼 all the best and may God Bless you. This isn’t the end

    • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
      @nightmarefire-jt5mg 11 месяцев назад +2

      that is a feeling we get and just know jesus went through your pain and he is there for you so your not alone ❤❤

    • @jamiegandy6283
      @jamiegandy6283 11 месяцев назад +2

      My birthday is July 12, I just lost my fiance September 21 2023 I'm done

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад

      @@nightmarefire-jt5mg 🙏🏼🤍✝️

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад

      @@jamiegandy6283 I’m so so so sorry to hear that 😭 please remember that it’s not over 🙏🏼✝️🤍🥺 your fiancé would want you to live on and live the life that God is calling you to live. They want what’s best for you 🙏🏼🥹 please don’t give up now

  • @brenbot6460
    @brenbot6460 2 месяца назад +1

    It's so hard when you're around a lot of people, yet too scared to tell anyone how you feel. It's like you're trapped in a cage. It's scary how much I relate to this song. Thank you ❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  2 месяца назад +1

      🥺🥹🙏🏼
      One step at a time 😊 being vulnerable with someone who has actually proved themselves trustworthy opens the door to a much deeper sense of freedom & openness/ honesty 😊 there’s no need to overshare with people who aren’t trustworthy- but the ones who ARE real… more likely than not, they will only love and appreciate you more after learning more about you deeply 😊

  • @CarolRatleph-yr8us
    @CarolRatleph-yr8us 8 месяцев назад +3

    1:14 your not alone I do too

  • @nicolehannahs2413
    @nicolehannahs2413 11 месяцев назад +5

    I currently don't have any friends to talk to, and my spouse keeps me kinda isolated. He will go through my facebook and I am not allowed to have any guy friends unless they are family members. But this song hit home for me, as it is just I how feel right now and have been feeling for awhile. I normally don't listen to Christian music, but I found it on RUclips and had to check it out. So thank you for writing it, and understanding that some people have no one that cares or to even talk to and we need to be heard to. ❤❤❤❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +3

      We all need to be heard and understood. And we all DESERVE to be loved 🙏🏼✝️🤍🥹 thank you for being open - there are more songs on my page related to these things. I recently released a video “this song will give you hope…” here it is if you’d like to listen 🙂 ruclips.net/video/llsQwNY3Odg/видео.htmlsi=TC0SzQ1_fpd0dEfa

    • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
      @nightmarefire-jt5mg 11 месяцев назад +2

      hey you know i know i don't know your situation but i do know that i am sad for you and god and jesus love you because they would never give you a trial if you could not go through it and i know my word means nothing but i hope this helps

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼

    • @nicolehannahs2413
      @nicolehannahs2413 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@nightmarefire-jt5mg thanks. It is nice to have strangers understand what I am going through. I just don't like the situation that I am in. I just want to be free.

    • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
      @nightmarefire-jt5mg 11 месяцев назад +1

      yeah to be free would mean a lot but the thing that keeps you chained is the negative thoughts so if you figure out what those thoughts are you can be set free@@nicolehannahs2413

  • @itspaperboy
    @itspaperboy Месяц назад +1

    Dang bro this song hits! 😭

  • @HolySkunkwater-gd3bt
    @HolySkunkwater-gd3bt 6 месяцев назад +1

    Compliments to the artist and anyone else who helped you're out such a blessing

  • @carolyndiffenderfer6181
    @carolyndiffenderfer6181 5 месяцев назад +1

    Oh my God bless you kindly this put everything in to word how I was feeling couldn't have express it any better sometimes it's hard for me to let it out when I do everyone else takes it wrong they think I'm mad NOT MAD JUST TIRED DEARLORD SO TIRED OF BEING USED AND ABUSED THKS FOR LETTING ME LET IT OUT❤

  • @AnnieGirl777
    @AnnieGirl777 11 месяцев назад +6

    Thanks for sharing this song. It brought some release and some relief from childhood trauma and losing my Mum a few months ago. It’s hard to talk about it and everyone thinks you need to stop crying and stop feeling hurt and sad but she was my best friend my wake up call and my bedtime call. I was fortunate enough to spend the last 2 years with her as she slowly waned away. She fought a good fight and even though my selfish side wishes she were here, I know she’s in a better place. So today I really needed to let it out because I bottle up my pain and hurt and try to be the bravest I can be for my boys and everyone else but I’m all over the place in side. Losing a Mum is when you finally become an adult. No offence to Dads who had to assume a Mum role, you know who you are and your kids would feel the same. It feel weird being an adult like this. I Love and Miss My Mum 😭 😭 😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🤍 your mom loves you so much. You were an incredible daughter
      -
      You will be reunited with her one day in heaven 🥹
      -
      You are so strong Spirited. May God watch over and Bless you and your children 🙏🏼 have you heard the song “The Blessing” by Kari Jobe & Cody Carnes? I believe listening will fill your Spirit with life 🙂

    • @oliveranglemyer4275
      @oliveranglemyer4275 11 месяцев назад +2

      I relate so much just lost my mom on 3/11 of this year and it's so hard

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      @@oliveranglemyer4275 😭🤍🤍✝️🙏🏼

    • @GeePraiseGod
      @GeePraiseGod 11 месяцев назад +2

      😢 let it out clean the tears and keep moving cause she won't want to see her dearest grief so much

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      😪

  • @bobbiewarrick1107
    @bobbiewarrick1107 Год назад +6

    Amazing beutuful song that hit my soul of saying what my whole soul and being needed but myself couldnt find the words for others to understand.
    Perfectly written, sung and all truth..
    Ty i absolutely got goosebumps and ❤ it

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  Год назад +1

      That’s amazing 🙏🏼🤍 thank you so much 🥹 I’m so glad it resonates

  • @forzses
    @forzses 2 месяца назад

    Im 4 years old with severe depression for 2 years now, this song made me realize nothing ❤

  • @costoflifex6859
    @costoflifex6859 11 месяцев назад +12

    Excellent work mate.
    Parent or not, I'm proud !

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      Ayyy I appreciate it 😅 God Bless 🙏🏼✝️

  • @SilverBound66
    @SilverBound66 2 месяца назад

    moving and going to a new school with no friends... left me with anxiety and some depression. thanks for this song it helped me a bit.

  • @SassyKaren68
    @SassyKaren68 11 месяцев назад +7

    This song is exactly how I feel right now. Even though I live with others, I feel so alone. I don’t have any friends or family that wants to be around me.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      🥺🥺🥺🙏🏼✝️🤍 what’s the first step to connecting with the people that God wants you to have in your life?

    • @SassyKaren68
      @SassyKaren68 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@cdotmorethanmusic I’m disabled and don’t have a driver’s license, so going out and meeting new people is not an option.

    • @user-yn2to5dt5m
      @user-yn2to5dt5m 11 месяцев назад +2

      Sometimes it is "we" that must reach out. Sometimes we think we are alone but we aren't, kind of like you can't see the forest for the Rees. Never quit...never give up never.

    • @user-yn2to5dt5m
      @user-yn2to5dt5m 11 месяцев назад +2

      Call a cab. Call senior citizens facility for a rude...you don't have to be a senior.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  11 месяцев назад +1

      I believe that you can find away if you really want to 😊🙌🏼 we are all just one decision away from what’s possible in our lives 🌅
      I feel you on the license though 🥹 I don’t have my license either so I’m always asking for rides or taking the bus 🤧 or I just hop on calls with people I can’t meet in person

  • @biloaonana6884
    @biloaonana6884 4 месяца назад +1

    Being alone was a traumatic experience but was my proudest moment

    • @topi-ek3gz
      @topi-ek3gz 3 месяца назад +1

      I'm so scare of being alone
      I'm lonely...😢

  • @JusalimPatel
    @JusalimPatel 2 месяца назад +1

    Sometimes it's feels like is someone glad to have me in their life or when i die they will love me

  • @shivadizayin
    @shivadizayin 6 месяцев назад +3

    Jesus Christ is the Healer of our minds, bodies and souls.
    My testimony is the truth of His healing over depression and anxiety.
    He is knocking at your door, you just have to want to open it.
    Ask with a true heart and desire to know Him, and He WILL answer.
    When we stop fighting His Word, we will start seeing the Light.
    God is Good.
    I pray in Jesus Holy name that whoever is reading this, and desires to know Him, will open their hearts to Him.

  • @GoeDoe
    @GoeDoe 6 месяцев назад +2

    The end... So very very true
    I don't think our souls ever get old... Love your inner child 💜

    • @GoeDoe
      @GoeDoe 5 месяцев назад

      Always... Some ppl tel me to act my age . 🤣 I just laugh, and stomp in the puddles or dance in the rain with y daughter sometimes her friends also... Build blanket first and have food fights...
      U are definitely right.
      Never let our inner child grow old
      I don't want to grow old with someone, I want to stay younge with them. 💯💜

  • @beccaraney5563
    @beccaraney5563 Месяц назад

    I seriously struggle letting things out.
    Growing up I was bullied for reasons I still don't understand. I had my older sister to protect me when I couldn't and my parents did the best they could to help me for the first 4 years of my school life. When we moved my sister was in a different school and then my parents were going through their own problems. I felt like I was all alone. I'm turning 23 in September and I'm often surprised at the fact that I'm still alive. I feel like I'm sinking further into despair and hopelessness while everyone is just out of reach to take my hand and pull me out.
    Every time I try to talk to someone, my words literally get stuck in my throat. I'm so lost that I can't even tell up from down anymore. I really connected with this song and it's helped me gain enough courage to get counseling as soon as I can to get my life back together and refule my relationships with friends and family.
    Maybe someday I can look back at this post and tell myself that I finally got out of the fog that I've been lost in for years and found happiness.
    God bless everyone, thank you for this song, and just remember. I don't know you, and I've never seen you, but I love you ❤️‍🩹

  • @darrinneat2920
    @darrinneat2920 6 месяцев назад +1

    I've always preferred to be alone❤ the finding out that I'm not alone was greater than any tear that I shed❤ because I said it for his sake and grace and mercy❤

  • @HeartBreaker7155
    @HeartBreaker7155 4 месяца назад +9

    Who else did not cry

  • @The_last_Izanagi_user
    @The_last_Izanagi_user 5 месяцев назад +2

    Feeling Lonely is the best thing but when you need to talk with someone you can't .

  • @BeckyBonds-sj3ij
    @BeckyBonds-sj3ij Месяц назад +1

    Sometimes we have let it out...😢

  • @TheRoom_404
    @TheRoom_404 22 дня назад +1

    Beautiful.

  • @BrysonSappingtonMusic
    @BrysonSappingtonMusic 7 месяцев назад +2

    Eventually you just get so tired that you can't sleep, amiright? This was surprisingly comforting... idk why, it just is.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад

      Maybe it addressed & comforted some painful things from your past 🥹
      I always pray that God comforts people through the music I make 😊

    • @BrysonSappingtonMusic
      @BrysonSappingtonMusic 7 месяцев назад +1

      @cdotmorethanmusic ay man, then God answered your prayer, bc it comforted me. Keep up the work dude 💪 💪

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      @@BrysonSappingtonMusic thank you man I'll do my best - working on my next Album now :)

    • @BrysonSappingtonMusic
      @BrysonSappingtonMusic 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@cdotmorethanmusic heck yeah brother!

  • @AdenYusuf-p5e
    @AdenYusuf-p5e Месяц назад

    Being on your own will protect you from problems

  • @Shaik.Bushra
    @Shaik.Bushra Месяц назад +1

    This really helped me today, was going through a lot but I feel better now

  • @asmitakhobragade5109
    @asmitakhobragade5109 2 месяца назад +1

    I literally cried in the ending of the song, touched my heart 💖

  • @Anji__1724
    @Anji__1724 3 месяца назад

    I suffer from schizophrenia, ptsd, and bipolar. Its not easy living in this body when all i ever want to do is get out of it. I am learning different skills and am now fully going to college i havent messed up in over 147 days and that is huge progress. I am thankful for my lord and saviour for all that he doea for me. Many prayers go out to all of you.

  • @KarisMoots-v4d
    @KarisMoots-v4d Месяц назад

    I have something I have had since I was little, and my parents blamed me for being lazy instead of helping. This is exactly what it has felt like.

  • @MOHINILATA-x5d
    @MOHINILATA-x5d 29 дней назад +1

    This is a beautiful song touched my heart made me cry

  • @Soapfeather
    @Soapfeather 3 месяца назад +1

    this song just brought back more than one thing I remembered, both good and bad and those that scarred me for life. I don't know if it's fine or not but I've been dealing a lot since I was still young, 5 or 8 maybe? I was still happy and I wasn't really that fearful of things, but now I even fear failure. My parents were the ones that always compared me to others, and I felt that I never was good enough no matter how hard I tried, I always got guilt tripped on and shamed by them for just living and doing my own things, why do they see it as a bad thing, I wanna live too. Nowadays, I kept getting yelled on, I already gave up a lot and gave up in most things, even taking care of myself, but yet I still pretend to be happy when at school, through my words with online friends, I didn't want anyone to worry. These past few years, it hadn't got easier, got a few failed attempts in my messed up history already, and yet I still try to be nice, and caring, and respectful, always handing out a helping hand but my parents disapprove my actions, why? I kept asking myself, is something wrong with me? I just wanted to be myself, and now i'm just letting myself be controlled by them. School has been easier, it got harder either, I already gave up on exams and such knowing I won't make it through, because all of this time my parents, even if I passed, they would say I failed, because I didn't get straight A's, I hate it, but it's too late now. I don't even see them, or any of my family memberrs as family anymore, just strangers, and those I see as my parents were the one to hurt me the most, I wanna live my life, I wanna get out, I wanna be free from them, from all of this, I wanna see my friends, I don't wanna stay confined in this place. I don't wanna go through that. I even find it confusing why I can't convince myself of the good things in life, but I could convince others, my friends and such that life isn't so bad, but I can't even follow my own advice, I always was the group's therapist and I cared, they cared back atleast when I did, for once, vented out to one of them, hey, atleast someone cared. Now I have someone, not just one but all my friends, the ones that felt like actually family to me, because the ones I'm living with never felt like one. Even through all of that, I'm still suffering from a lot, depression, the stress, thoughts and just too much, I'm trying atleast but it's still hard and these thoughts are returning back. Now I kept asking myself, will I make it pass 18? I don't know anymore, my future's already dark and dampened but maybe, there's still hope, and I tried keeping the promise I kept with my friends, to try and keep trying, and I did so. Life's harsh, sometimes too harsh, it takes the good things away, they were always were short terms and the bad things came, each one worser than before, but now I see, and not to only me but everyone out there, trust someone you can trust, because they'll be therre for you and you're no alone. the bad things will scar our hearts, but those we trust and care, and those who cares back, even ourselves, would be the one to heal those scars and wounds, and ease the pains. No matter what, no tunnel will remain dark and dampened, and no sky will remain starless, because there will always be light, hope, and sometimes it's closer than you think. Keep trying, and you can make it.

  • @Hope-el6kt
    @Hope-el6kt 5 месяцев назад +2

    I have anxiety and thoughts of sh. It is a very lonely feeling! This song hits hard ❤

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 5 месяцев назад +1

      I'm so very sorry. You seriously matter. Feelings matter too. You are worth fighting for. We're here listen, talk. I really hope you are ok my friend 🙏

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад

      What part of the song do you find resonates the most? 🥹🙏🏼