If You Lost Your Best Friend
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- Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
- Hey guys, I know a lot of people can relate to this video and may be still having trouble going through it, I know it takes a while to accept things. So if you would like, you can message me any time if you just want to talk or tell me your story, and I'll try to answer back. If not, then I just hope you enjoyed this video so you know you're not alone. (:
Song: Where'd You Go by Ashley Parker Angel
I started crying, because of how much I can relate to this 😔
I know even I cry end
Me too
also me
Same here... 😢
same
It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember
I know
It's sad😭
True and when they were there for u always
I just lost my best friend today... it hurts
yeah.. i know how that feels.
You know what hurts the most.... seeing your ex best friend everyday and seeing how she replaced you with another girl.... that’s the most heart breaking thing i could ever experience 🥺😖
That's the reason we cut things off because she was replacing me with other people..Little did she know the people she's replacing me with are actually talking about her behind her back and are just fake friends but if she's happy and I really can do nothing about it because seeing her smile is the only thing I wanna see..😔 We had the STRONGEST bond and thought we were strong and will always be together but things changed.And we both went our separate ways..I still see her everyday since we go to the same school we have classes together and she sits on the opposite side of the room of where I'm sitting..On the school bus shes also with me and I hurt more everyday seeing her replacing me💔😔
Danya Dler same
I had two "friends" witch I really did trust I've been with them for like 5 years..
But she started acting weird.
And I was about to sneak up on her then all I heard was "she's a freak" and I just walked up to her and she didn't know I heard her so I told her then she said "yes you are one" then she walked away with my other friend and from that day Everytime I went it the bathroom she came and mostly punched me and kicked me and more but it got really bad I got homeschooled...and it's heart breaking cause I had a crush...
Who cries watching this missing their bff 🥺
me i whish i could bring him back
@@andreyy_ggv hey im going through the same its ok to cry i just had 3 people that ment everything to me die its ok to cry
@@andreyy_ggv i got u ok
Me.. I’ve been friends with someone for years but he just unfriended me for no reason I was going to my room crying because I missed him, we talked a lot and had fun until yesterday.
@@corycorleone2522 well on the bright side u still get to see him i never even got to say goodbye to mine
Every like it’s how many best friends we have lost
Alot I cannot count
Alexandra Budu i lost my sister😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@kidsinmybasementlol1625 I know that this might be very hard for u but you're sister wouldn't want you to be sad. No matter how hard this is u must keep going. You must live for her and always remember her. I lost my sister too. Not the way u tell me but I haven't seen her for 5 years. I know how u feel. Just keep going
Alexandra Budu I had just lost mine she doesn’t want to be friends with me anymore, she was my bestie, a really close bestie
@@RandomN0ah07 I have lost my best friend too. She was the best person in this world for me. She made me cry , laugh, go crazy, I was so happy . But something changed inside her. Her new personality wasn't good. She started acting weird with me and we had a lot of fights for nothing. And after all those fights she threw me like a rubbish and she left. I know how u feel. But somebody told me that you can cry but not a lot and u can blame your self only for little. So don't think about it and go on with your life. U will find a new bff. But u will never forget her because she was a part of your life. So don't be sad you have so many people that love u.
In the comments I read really much comments of people who’s bestfriend has left them. But my bestfriend left me in real life. She died last night. She was everything I had and she was always there for me. Without her I’m nothing. But I need to stay strong for her. To everybody that read this comment : stay strong forever, whatever there is going to happen in your life. 🙏🏻
Merel K I’m so sorry to hear that ! I hope you feel better😔💗
❤️
my vvv close friend died 2 hours ago in a severe car accident 😭💔
Melayna Telles I’m so sorry to hear that, you’ll be in my thoughts and prayers 😔❤️
i’m so sorry for your loss. i know how deep the pain is of just loosing my best friend. but if she died i really think a part of me would die along with her. stay strong and just know there are other people who care for you and your are NEVER walking alone. God is right here with us holding our hands as we live day to day. i don’t know you, but i love you and i truly hope things get better. you’ll be in my prayers❤️
I will support your guys if you are comfortable you can share your story in the replies to make your self feel better 😊
Me I typed this I just lost my bff cuz of something idk
Me...😭
I did and I'm still crying☹☹😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss her so much now I never get to see her agen.
me..😭😭😭😭
Me I lost my best friend's
I'm feeling a little depressed right now, I've been losing many friends and including one I called closest and best. It's so sad to see your best friend walk away from you...
My best friend since kindergarden all the sudden ignored me and didn't talk to me for a year.... But i got over it.... I just thought to myself " A true best friend wouldn't treat me like this.."
Gaming Nicole
I feel ya
Hell yeah! A true bestfriend would never ghost you.
Gaming Nicole good for u getting over it
That happened to me too, i hope i will get over it soon. it happened 4 months ago but its getting worse..
I wish I could do that but I can't it hurts my best friend was always with me until she ignored me
My best friend left ...life was never the same without her😔😣
So sad
Same with me here
My bff committed suicide 😭😭😓 my life will never be the same.
Same 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢I feel saddddddd
Pllllzz God help me and the others that lost their best friends plz 😢😢😢😢😢😢
Tears ran from my eyes watching this, this 100% relates to me, that's why I'm commenting right now. Like if u understand the pain I'm in right now 😢😢😢😓😓
same I lost my bff bc she met a new friend at school now Im alone😥😭
😓😓😓 I still really miss mines, I hope ur ok! 😘 don't worry, ik how u feel 😢 ruclips.net/channel/UCetfn-rq3iBnHgVz4EJGv4A
Mines was mia 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I've known her for ages 😓😓😭😓😭😓😭😢
Ur not alone
I lost my bff because of another girl I cried while watching this video 😭💔
I’ve lost a bestfriend after 8 years and watching this makes me tear up
ur so pretty
I cried because I lost a friend I really loved that friend she meant me as a sister
Mustafa Ibrahim oh my god same but I had to end it because I gave her another chance but people never change you just grow your soul to pure for them
Same
I can relate My BFF, MJ was a sister 2 me and now I might Never see her again! I don’t know why but I just can’t get over her! She was gone on the last day of 5th grade I’m in 6th grade now and I’m not over her I still think of her and I cry like now I cry every day thinking about her darn it I can’t see my reply that well because my eyes are full of tears 😭
me to 💔😭
Same
Am I the only person who started watching this because I just lost my bestfriend?
Thats me and am still crying
nope. i just want our friendship back..
Here! And im literally crying all my bff's left me 😭👈
No
Nope I just lost mine
I miss my ex best friend 😭😭😭😭she was *EVERYTHING* to me... 😭then I basically walked away bc when I said to her 'I might come back and play tmw or the next day' or something... AND I NEVER CAME BACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭IT *HURTS!!!!* I hope someone understands :( I miss her so much!
It's been 6 or 7 years now 😔😭
I feel you pain I lost my friend today my life will never be the same without her it hurts just thinking about it
it was posted 2 weeks ago but its been 7 or 6 years for u?
@@hdania26 no, since I last seen her
Mint Wolf okayy..
And 2 days back she said let's not be friend. I'm so sad. She's my best best best friend.
My best friend hasn’t talked to me anymore idk why, it’s been a year, and it feels forever, I still miss her, and I hope she does too…
@Emilia Walter a what now...
bro she hate you and never gonna talk
I can relate to this I started crying my bestie was my life it’s hard to live without her
Same here
You did not lose me you said you hate me
My friend died last Friday he passed from a heart attack in his sleep
Same I lost my friend today
Me too
I can relate so much to this, it sucks when 3 of your bestfriends used you.
mxrina yes we are the same can you be my new best friend??
mxrina OMG SAME😳😔😭😢
mxrina omg yes same except I was friends w this one chic then she left me then I was friends w this other chic and she left me too then my befriend left me for both of them
mxrina my bf cheated on me
I'm sorry to hear that. You're better off without him.
Don't cut your wrists
Don't cut your thighs
Put down the lighter
Pull up your sleeves,
Show the world ur still alive
Put the scale back,
And go have some dinner
Sweetheart your worth it
Please listen...
Stop crying and dry ur eyes
Put that rope back,
And drop the gun
Spit out the pills
This isn't how ur story ends
Your a child
U shouldn't dream of death
Please please listen
Stop faking that smile,
Let your eyes tell your lies
It'll be hard but please try
You might discover,
That life isn't that hard and bad.
Keep fighting and stay strong💕
... sometimes a person is just to far gone... like me
So true
👍👍👍👍
:')
Ur so right 😘😘 u just made my day even though I wasn't going through that but just knowing that other people care means a lot to me 😘
Shannon McAllister your comment made me cry thanks for posting that
I lost my best friend of eleven years. It kills me inside that she won’t even look in my direction anymore. I miss her texts, her laugh, the good memories we made together. I miss her so much 💔
I'm about to lose my best friend and I'm crying 😢 watching thais
I can relate
My best friend is leaving to los angelas he said we will see in the future
Omg that is litterly happening to me right now :(( i hope i don’t lose her
Jairo B. I already lost her 💔😢
Same
I lost my best friend today and I still have flashbacks of the time we spent together and I keep reading our old text that we sent to each other 😭
lps star night I understand we aren't alone 😭
I cantright imxrcrying beacausedr ff sa i canrealAte.
I'm doing the same thing💔😔
Same ^
Me 2
my best friend started ignoring and starts leaving with others
when talk to him he ignores
we were best friend for 8 years
When I saw this it really hurts me
Same here
I care for him i protected him and now he is sitting with my enemy and trying make my life measurable😒
So did mine....
Mine too
Same problem with me
Thank you for making this,.... I lost 8 friends and 3 of them were my best friends .... we were inseparable.... every day I am crying my eyes out for the past year
Me: having a happy day
RUclips: well let’s see how much we can make you cry
Lmaoooo 😭😭😂😂😂😂
im crying and laughing at this, T-T
I literally searched this to find something to help me with my best friend it isn't funny how much of this i can relate to after 9 years of it being posted...
same
my freind he sended this to me and he was s toxic so i just said no and left
I was with my best friend for 13 years
Hey do you want to go back to your bff..?
Maybe i can help you
When u plan a future with ur best friend and it never turns out because best friends don’t last 😔
I lost my best friend. She made me happy during hard times I had. She was amazing. She didn’t want to be my friend anymore. I’m crying right now because I miss her so much.
My friends both ditched me yesterday
I lost myfriend today... she was the best person on earth. She loved animals and nature so so much...and now her friend texted me, that she doesn't want be my friend anymore...it burns like hell
I just lost my best friend today and I’ve been crying the whole school day. She says I judge people without really knowing them, I don’t judge people. She says I only care about myself. My heart is honestly broken... she always hung out with me in the past.. I don’t have anyone to be there for me anymore, I don’t have anyone to build up my confidence... I honestly am so heartbroken from it
Im in that kind of situation. I dont judge people, im just very honest about my opinions and thoughts. I dont think ive ever cared about someone as much as i cared about my friend, but she left because apparently i was too judgy and rude. I still have another friend, but honestly its not the same. She helped me become a more confident, out there person, and it kinda feels like she just did that to knock me down again. I act all happy and okay around her, but inside i legitimately just want to crawl in a hole and die.
We we're honestly so close in the past until she found some group of friends and totally forgot about me
That's the thing, they don't see their true colours :(
Sustainable VelvetVee I feel so bad for u but if that happened to me and my besties it’ll a big mess bc we’re relatives and we’re rlly close like rlly rlly close and we will fight a lot
@@franco1996 yea that's my same situation
This actually happened to me today.... my Bestfriend left me today
my best friend left me yesterday. I miss all our good times together
Elisha_ Dobre me too two days before i cried alot😣😭😭
she left me
Same it's sad
Exactly and was cold asf
I can’t stop watching this crying my eyes out
Same
My phone scream has three tear drops on it
Me niether bc i actually lost my bff she didnt die she walked away😔
The GG cuzins same I lost mine
I also know how it feels to lose your bff.When I was watching this video I was crying so bad😭😭
I walked away from my best friend, and the worst part was that it felt good, all those years felt like a waste, I felt free, and basically forgot about her. All those years she was hurting me but I hid it and couldn’t handle it anymore, so I left 😕
You made the right choice in leaving her, people who hurt you aren’t your friends.
I miss my step grandpa milo we were really close
The worst feeling is when your friend gets closer to another friend and doesn’t care about you anymore..
I can relate :c
😭💔
True then my bff did that then died
I can relate..
I can relate only the person that she became friends with was making fun of me....
If you can read my mind..
You'll be in tears.
One again.
I'm sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yeah I'm smiling
But the real, I'm dying
relatable.
I will never see my lost friend again
I'm so sorry but i can relate.
I lost a good friend of mine, I knew this person for almost three years,
I just started middle school this year, the year of drama and gossiping.
She kinda left me, but said we were still close, she just wanted too meet others which I was fine with and accepted.
But she was my only friend, then she just started leaving me completely,.. she blocked me on all social media’s now, and now is talking shit about me behind my back too her “popular friends” they all believe her and most of the grade hates me.
Yeah it’s only grade 7, I sound a bit exaggerating but it hurts a lot, I’m always alone, during the weekends and after school, everyone does something fun with their friends.
While I just walk home and play video games or sleep.
I’m always so alone, nobody texts me unless I text them... nobody really wants too hangout with me..
Luckily the school year is almost over, but it’ll be hard making friends next year; with my anxiety that I have, I go to councillor for.
I’m sorry for this big rant, and just expressing my own feelings too your comment.
But just know it gets better :)
Be strong, even tho it’s coming from a weak person.
Just know I care about you, even if I don’t know you.
You’re an amazing human, ily.
Same i miss my bestie sm😭😭😭
I lost my best friend a few weeks ago...and I won't ever forget her..
xxbunny I lost my bestfriend before a mounth or something i know how you feel
I lost my bestfriend about I month ago... I know how you feel but it gets better.. it just takes time
If you are talking ro me Thank you wish you the best
xxbunny so so sorry
I also lost my bestfriend one year ago.. I know how you're feeling right now. It was the biggest loss I ever had knowing that I can never have her back... It's takes time to accept it, though its really hard 'coz we've had so many memories together, every stories and photos that reminds me of our friendship. It' s really painful😭 and until now I still think of her, whenever I miss her I always see her in my dreams.
When u hear someone say to your best friend “Hey best friend” and u be like
“No bitch”
It hurts like hell 💔
I lost my best friend bc his gf (who he’s only known for a month) didn’t like me. So he chose her side.
So logical.
This is so bad so he choosed gf and not u so he wasnt real friend i had best friend and i miss him very much he told me that i was his n1 best friend but he choosed other friend so that hurt me much
I understand you both... I had a friend for a year... we were able to share things with each other when we wouldn't feel comfortable sharing with anyone else... but she found someone else... she told me we would be friends till the end... she told me I would never be replaced... yet here I am in tears writing my pain as I see them both laughing.... I never wanted this to happen I'm happy for her I really am I can't stand being next to them both because it reminds me of the time we used to spend with each other 😭
@@andrew-gd3mc it is rly bad... i have also one story when i was playinf basketball my bff's friend hit me rly bad and he was laughing witb my bff. That rly hurt me and i tell to my bff after match "Wow U Are So Good Friend!" I want we were bffs but he dont think like me when we fight and if was this is my fault or his fault i always need to say sorry and never says sorry so that rly hurt me. Also which friend hit when we played basketball he was scared to Nick(this is my bffs name) and it was luka's(this is which hited me)fault and Nick tell sorry to him so i am his n1 bff and he dont say sorry to mr and it was his fault and when his other friend scared to him and it wasnt Nick's fault he said sorry to him. I cant live whithout he and adter all this i was his house for tell him sorry............ i dont know English well and sorry if there is mistakes. Tell me omeone plz what shouls i do???
It's Me? It's all good some of us have been there if it comes to a point where it really hurts you mention it with seriousness if they continue the end comes... your going to have to leave them my thoughts an prayers towards your decision and friendship ❤️ ✊️
@@andrew-gd3mc
My "bestfriend" mentally abused me for a year. Stay strong guys.
Manda :3 I feel you she was exactly like me then I realized what happened I felt left out more often,cried more,started getting anxiety and depression..it is hard to lose someone you loved but now I deep down know it was for the better.
Same my bestie did the exact same thing it’s hard but we will all get over it...
@@suhanidogra4241 yes best of luck
It’s sad how my best friend always told me that I’m her best friend but left me for someone she hated back then ..
Too...
I can relate 😟
same happened to me a few days before we didnt stay together anymore she told me she hates the person she is with now
Yeah years I heard her say I want you to be my bff so I let her spend the night 2 times at my house and invited her over to my birthday and she be traded me since January
Please like
I just realized that I never really had a best friend.
And for some reason I really think it would be so much easier with the pain of losing a best friend, but at least have some good memories and know what to search for, than the pain of never have had someone you cared for and who cared for you at all.
I don’t even know what to expect from a good friend, I just know that I haven’t experienced it yet and it really just hurts!
I’m sorry if I offended anyone because of a lost best friend, I’m sorry for your loss, I just found out when I started to write I started crying again but it was kinda relieving to just cry for a little moment.✨🥀
I started to cry because the same happens to me😞🥺😭
Danna Plasencia me too
I crying a lot because I still remember my bestfriend that just died with young age(2009-2018)
9 YEARS OLD? 😪😪😪
That is so sad...
Awww... 🥺
I am so sorry
I am so sorry for your loss
I'm probably the only man who'll ever comment here but, here's my story:
I had a friend. A person whom I'd know since the age of 3. We'd always been great friends. I was never really socially involved, yet this kid made me feel included, encouraged me, would always stand up for me, and was always someone I could turn to. I honestly could not have asked for a better friend. This was always the case, up until around age 14. This was when some people from quite a rough background joined our school. I have no problem with my friends hanging out with other people, but these people really were thugs. My best friend became increasingly distant from me. He rarely spoke to me. By age 15, they had influenced my friend to take drugs. It started out with cannabis. This would be a gateway to other drugs, including cocaine. He's nothing like the lad I used to know.
I had optimism that things may improve. We were on the same rugby team together and the thugs had left the school. Sadly, this would not be the case. He remained incredibly distant from me and those thugs came back on a sports scholarship.
I'm nigh on turning 18 now. My former best friend is a completely different person now. Ruined by drugs. I almost never talk to him. I often wonder, if he ever thinks about the time when we were friends? I wonder if he actually cares about me? I don't feel confident talking to him about any of this. I'm scared as to how he'll react.
Writing this brought me to tears. This is this first time I've shared this publicly. I've been holding it in for too long.
I agree. But the issue is, I don't know what exactly to say, nor do I know how he will react.
I think you are GREAT
xxjoeyladxx got you bro. I'm a guy to😂😂
It must be hard for you , why dont you try talk to him?? I also had friend that i know since the age of 3 and we already fight before cause something useless ( it not like i punch her face or etc😂😂 we just didnt talk for a moth)
xxjoeyladxx I'm here mate
losing your bestfriend is the hardest thing in your life, you'll miss your bonding together, sleeping together, eating together, watching movies then one day you don't even know what's the reason why she didn't care abt you anymore, she didn't miss you, your bond together, she's acting like you two aren't closed friends, it hurts, and all you can do is reminiscing your memories together crying all alone thinking how to get it back.
I lost my best buddy today.
After 5 years of great memories and a lot of laughs he just left.
Without even telling the reason .😫😭💔💔 . I will miss you brother
3mm4nu3l st4ñ1 my story was, I was in a pe session and my 2 best friends came up to me and said to me “we are not friends anymore” and it had me in bits and my teacher spoke to them and they haven’t even said anything to me..
I’m so sad 😭 one of them even unfollowed me on all social media’s like RUclips, insta, and that’s it..
:(
Sameee
Mine left after 9 years 💔😔she know me better than my parents I miss her! 💔😔
I feel u , but u'll get through that , i swear
same
I saw this video and it struck my heart. So many things it said were true, it hurts me.
She had been my Best Friend since preschool. We did every thing together. We played together, did homework together, gamed on Minecraft and Roblox together, sat together at school, classroom and lunch. When I was with her, I could be myself. I wouldn't have to hide my face, to pretend. She liked the real me, and I liked it too. I felt that I couldn't hide anything from her, because I didn't have to. She never made fun of me. It all just seems like distant memories. They seem to be drifting farther away...
I remember when we would bike to the park after school hours. We would always go to the play set first. We would play wood chips. *Chuckles* She would always go on the green tunnel because she knew i wouldn't go up after her. We would be there for hours, laughing and joking around. We would use every thing at the park and talk about everything that came to our minds. One of us would bring something up, then the other would think of something funny and start a whole new conversation. We did this a hundred times.
She would come to my house everyday after school. I would always argue that we should to homework before we played games, but she always insisted we played Minecraft first. We never did homework :) We played all the way till her mom came to pick her up. I was so sad when she had to leave, wanting to stay with my Best Friend a little longer.
I would bike to her house, sometimes without calling ahead. Each time she was home, she always let me in, never turning me away. We would play hide and seek, even till 10 years old :P We'd watch a movie or two. Once we had a sleep over in her living room. I had never been to one and I don't think I even stayed. But she didn't taunt me about it. Each time I came over, we'd just jump on her trampoline in the backyard and have fun. We would play Marco Polo with the two of us. It always ended up with one of us on the outside of the net, to trick the Marco person. She'd do that most of the time. I said it was cheating, but i was never mad at her. I could never be mad at her...
Once I said something wrong with her mom in the room. I didn't think it was a bad thing. But she got mad at me and I was so hurt. I turned away from her and whispered to my Best Friend if we could go outside. My eyes had started watering and they were flowing as soon as I got outside. We went down the porch steps and I went under the deck and sat down. The stream turned to a river within seconds and I buried my face in my knees. I felt someone sit down and looked up to see her next to me. She comforted me just by being by my side....
I feel so lost without her...
She made me feel like I didn't have to hide...
That I was important...
I was always happy when I was with her
Now my story isn't the same was most peoples, but it's my story and what my Best Friend taught my is that my story matters, no matter what. So here's mine:
In sixth grade, my Best Friend switched schools because her parents had a job in a nearby city and it would work better if they lived closer. They wouldn't move houses till we were in seventh grade. My Best Friend told me and I was devastated. I would always ask her to stay. She was the only friend I had and I couldn't lose her. We spent the fifth and sixth grade years together, but not as much. She had a different schedule now and she had volleyball too. But nothing stopped us from playing on Minecraft still. And when we could spend time together, it was always at the school park. When we were there, it was as if we had been together everyday still. But... now things have changed...
She moved to the new house and now I rarely ever see her. It makes me feel so sad and lonely. I have made new friends, but they aren't her. She knows me so well. She has new friends too. Sometimes I feel like I am being replaced... But i'm happy for her. I just wish we were still as close as before. I am hoping this summer we can grow close again. I pray and hope we will, because...
If you see this, I miss you Kara. I miss you so much I can't say it enough. I hope you miss me too. ~Sarah
Awwww your story is so close like my story I miss my bff I can't even stay 1 second without her we are like sisters and made a pinky promise with each other we save each other and love each other like sisters but yesterday my mom and her mom told us qe should not meet each other again now but idk why and I miss her so much can't stay without her she always was there for me we have been together for like 3 years I Love her and my name is Sarah too and her name is Jona ♡♡♡
Omg that’s happening to
me rn
Same here almost the exact story.
This literally had me crying so hard
I subscribed to you :)
So my best friend doesn’t talk to me like she just to and I always blame myself because I think it’s my fault 😭💔
Same bro my best friend also left me it's all my fault 😭😭😭 iam still crying iam sorry choco is you see this
It's all my fault 😭😭😭💔💔💔
Same here. My stupid mouth made things change...
Same 😭💔💔
Grecia Zarate Me too. Deep down I know it’s not actually my fault but I can’t help wondering.
sometimes you just have to let go of the people you love most.. even if he has been with you ever since you were born.. and you will make new friends..
I didn’t lose my bestfriend , she’s not dead . But I saved her life and now she’s been taken away from me. She struggled with depression she fought the battle for a while till her life was to much , the abuse , forced drugs , rape . She chose to end her life she texted me and I went as fast as I could to save her and they were able to remove the pills from her body right before she died . She’s in a mental hospital for 2 years . I love u Alexis
Woah... I accidentally ended up here and when I saw Alexis my heart skipped a beat. I'm sorry @ThisIsLiz for your loss💙
Best friends are really hard to come by especially nowadays... life is just terrible at times and it feels many times that it would be easier to let it go
Wow
i saved her life cuz she sliped and she almost fell of off this thing that was really far down only one hand was hanging on and it was winter but i used all my strength to get her up and i didnt care if i fell or not
This is tearing me apart. It's painful losing someone that meant so much to me. Being there whenever I was upset or fustrated. Being there whenever I was happy of full of joy. So many memories that I will treasure forever. But like they say "All good things must come to an end". Maybe this is a lost cause but I don't want to believe and accept it's over.
Kart Me too
me too
Kart cant follow this dont believe nothing is over
I lost my best friend a year ago and I miss him so much. We go to the same school and seeing him everyday kills me slowly
can anyone listen my pain i am smile in front of parents and they think she forget her bestfriend i love herrr so much there is no one who caught my tears,sadness i misss her love you hooriya i hope you going well in your life love you
I feel you.. I lost my best friend a month ago. Our groups sit near each other during lunch
I can relate to this, watching him with his new friends makes me sad.
Same
I see him everyday playing basketball with Oscar and Aiden and the jocks it makes me want to scream or punch him or cry it’s so frustrating and sad he didn’t even tell me why I thought we’d be best friends forever but life doesn’t work out as you want people change or leave
My best friend is moving away, it’s so hard to look at her and not cry
I lost my best friend I cry every single day when I thought about her and my memories that she even don't look at me that kill me every day
That's true
I lost my best friend to an illness and never got to say goodbye
That's fucking sad. I've lost my friend. Let's call her A. In a GC where A and me were added too, A and the other GC member ( let's call her Y ) were talking. I replied, but then the chat when silent. I asked why, and A said that she had things to do. I jokingly said to her that she had to things to do after 1 minute of my reply, and then Y said that she maybe used the bathroom. A said "not me", meaning she didn't use the bathroom, but I was confused and then I joked again thinking she never used the bathroom. She said it wasn't funny and left the GC. I still didn't understand what was going on and stuff and when A was added into the GC again, I remembered she said that she had things to do so we should give her space and don't disturb. I said "don't respond or she'll leave" in a joking way, also an "oops" at the end. Making others happy by taking things literally or being funny was my dream. Little did I know what happened next. She started ranting. I remember what she said "You really have to type these unnecessary comments? I'm disappointed in you like honestly. People when not responding are doing some important work. I received a call that my family member died, and yes you didn't know. But when I'm consistently trying to give you a hint you should stop, you still made jokes. And yes, I'm leaving the GC again." You can't believe how much I cried at what she said I couldn't stop. I didn't know being confused and joking led to this? I was too scared to apologise because she was angry. I didn't know what to do and I was afraid. Then my GC members told me to apologise, and when I did she didn't forgive me. She said my apology wasn't sincere because I was trying to make her mood happy. She said I only apologised because the GC members told me to. That's not the case. I just gained confidence to talk. Even though we met in April, I'll still love her and call her my best of friends. I love you Angel.
Dont cry for someone who doesnt understand the value of ur tears... i learned this the hard way ;-;
Same...
About a week ago, I lost a friend. She started drifting away from me for no reason. The next day, I saw her with her ‘new’ best friend. How cruel of her 😣😢
That's is what is happening to me rn 😭 I just wanna cry
I know how it feels I am soo sorry it's a hard thing to go through
@Addis 💛
Mine sucks even more. So one day my other account got banned for no fucking reason. I don't know what to do so I told my ex-friend about it. I told her that I owe her one. And, a minute later she said "You know what? I ain't going to help you now. I am unfriending you. Goodbye" Like WHY DID HE EVEN HAD TO UNFRIEND ME? I CLEARLY DID NOTHING WRONG. I THOUGHT YOU WERE A TRUE FRIEND. GUESS I WAS WRONG
Just get new
This literally explains my life
Same
same
+Paige my sister
mine to i just lost a friend
+Hannah the wolf of the night all my best friends friends are in Arizona and is live in Oregon
It’s been two months since I lost my best friend. This year has been super duper hard and I just needed her by my side. I really miscommunicated and said things that made her uncomfortable, which was one of the reasons why our friendship is now like this. I literally love this girl so much and I’ve been crying so much since this all happened. Whenever I need her, she’s always there for me before anyone else. Now whenever I need her during these times, I can’t because she blocked me. I feel like I have no one, and it’s one of the worst feelings ever. All I want is my best friend back, because I need her so much. I’m still praying for the day where we can work this out.
Hey I hope things worked out? I had a similar situation so just felt like asking :(
I lost my best friend yesterday. I was just doing my thing, acting crazy. She would always laugh, no matter how stupid it was. But that day she was silent. I thought she was upset, so I tried to hug her. She just pushed me away, and left without a word. Later on in the day, I found her chatting and having fun with another friend. She replaced me with someone else. Seeing them shattered my heart. Not only that, a few days before, she had been telling me all her problems and expecting me to solve them. I have my own problems which I have yet to solve, but I don't want to disappoint her so I just keep up a happy face. But it hurts. It hurts so much. I see her everyday, which is a torture because she's always with her new best friend. Sure enough, I have another best friend who is very loyal, but the comfort she gives me will never be the same as my ex-best friend.
The exact same thing happened to me today but I hope I can get him back tomorrow.
It's ok.
Oh my gosh I'm in the same situation but I have no way to contact her.. She just left me for another friend.. I feel really bad for you :(
me to
Zi Xuan some purple really mine too Wait are you alahany ? That's her name I miss her so much.she was like a sister to me but she ditched me for another girl
If you have indeed ever lost a best friend, it’s impossible not to cry from this
"when you left you took half of me with you" so true its 7:30 am On a school day i leave in 20 minutes i cant stop crying she left me for people who hated me and backstabbed me and it just hurts so much 4 years of us being best friends sisters all the memories all the laughing the crying the funny times the memories for her to just leave and ill never get an answer to what i did - Maybe cus I am not good enough yeah ill go by that till i get answer I cant do anything Anymore everything kills me sitting in my own room killed me So i had to change it around and get new stuff because of it and honestly I messed it up I let her leave..she says I was jelous.. It was being anxious I loved her too much .. I relate to every sentance in that video .. I was scared to loose her and cant do anything without her Its so stressfull.. 2020 is just killing me.. slowley but surely..
Ya I feel that my best friend had to go to a new school and my mon wanted to home school me because of this pandemic and when my best friend went to that new school they instantly made a friend and it feels like every time we do talk now they are always talking about them and the way they are talking about them feels like they replaced me but they say they still are my best friend but they hardly can talk anymore. This person means so much to me we have been friends for so long almost 8 years now. I have anxiety and social anxiety and don’t have very many friends and this person has been my support for so long and now I feel like that that support is gone
i’m so sorry but that’s her loss, not yours xx
Same your not alone
@@adajohnson7441 and @Myla Lujan actually things have gotten better, we are dating now, I guess me writing that actually made me realizes I liked them, we have been trying to talk as much as posable, but thank you both
I know how it feels my BFF chose my cousin over me and we were BFFs for almost 3 years
Just lost my best friend today.. cried a storm. I love her still and I won’t stop.
same this kills me
Same both my friends ditched me yesterday
I feel ya man it sucks I lost my bestfrined from suicide Nov 14 2020 still hurts until this day 😢 😞 😪 💔
I'm just completely alone. I went from having everyone around me to being so alone
I know how you feel
same..
Edward Devlin same the worst thing is that she sead that to me in my face and now i feel like im in a black space😭😭(sry for my english im not from america)
Edward Devlin know the feeling when I was little I was happy but when I got to see a bit of the dark side of the world it can never be forgotten
Edward Devlin me too:(
I feel like that my best friend has changed. We moved into high school and my best friend found another FREIND which she calls her best freind. Everyday they would sleep over or hangout together. I felt left out she never asked me to have a sleep over with her everyday. They would take photos of them together and send them to me. Then I felt a little jeleous. She started to get bossy with me on my messages and sending emojis like 😐😒 and it would annoy me. Ever since she had that 'new' friend she starts to get annoyed with me. The thing is , everyday I play with her make her laugh and she would laugh with me to. Her new FREIND never hanged out with her because she was too popular so she hangs out with other freinds. So I wanted to play with my best friend while I still could...But then after school when she was with her new best FREIND she would change. And at school she was with me all smiley and laughable and after school she's mad at me and grumpy. I feel like I am replaced.😢
Galaxy Gamer I'm replaced too
Galaxy Gamer I'm replaced too..
Galaxy Gamer I'm replaced too 💔😪
Galaxy Gamer ive been replaced too dont worry i know how it feels
Galaxy Gamer I've been replaced by my "bff" too
I'm crying because I just lost my best friend we new each other sense 1st grade😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😭😭😭😭😭
Misty Coughlin same, I lost my best friend cuz of my stupidity, now he has new friends, I miss u bro 😢😢
Misty Coughlin I lost my best friend because I get mad at him for little things and texting his mom saying I will try control my anger and not get mad at Little Things.But now he doesn't want to come back anymore😭😭😭😢😢😢
Me too we have 9 years together and because i was hurting her whitout me knowing so that's why i've lost m'y beautiful sister from onther mother😢😢 i'm crying day and night 😞 now she has a new BFF :')
Same I had second thinking that I should've never got mad at her for a stuipide thing
Well u would get mad to if your friend ditched u for a popular bullie at school
This hits hard when your best friend transferred school.
This is my story:
So it was start of year 3, i was just hanging out with my usual friends. Then a few hours later, we were split into groups. So i was with 2 people who was new to me. Lets just call them A and B. So since we were a group we got to know each other really well. Not long later we became best friends. We hung out every time, had the best memories and even did the craziest stuff noone had the guts to do. So, even if we only knew each other for a year we was extremly close. I had a bad news at the end of the school year. It seemed like B's grandfather got in a bike accident and had to transfer school. He promised me that he will be back. And then i got another bad news saying A is also transferring school. I was so upset that i had a breakdown once i returned home. It had been 3 years i had still been waiting for my 2 besties and the promise they gave me. So about a week ago i missed A so much that i did lots of stuff and got her phone number. I finally texted her after 3 years of missing her. She seemed like she didnt even care about me anymore and didnt even want to talk to me. So i was extremely upset on the verge of having another breakdown bcs of her. But i hope shes happy i told my new bestie about everything she told me to move on like how A and B did. The one reason i was upset was bcs i was there for them through some really bad stuff.
So thats my story (I was tearing up writting this)
I am so sorry for what happened and I can understand ur pain very well coz I lost a few of my best friends like this but the difference is I couldn't even say goodbye.
I understand four of my best friends moved and two of them moved when we were so young
Also a friend said she didn’t want to be my friend anymore
And I never knew why
My best friend since we were 3 year olds blocked me on everything and blocked my number, i felt like i did something wrong, like i didn't spend much time with her? or been there when she needed me. But she knew i had my sports and family issues, i feel like i pushed her away.. now i'm just left here wondering if i caused all of this, and ruined our friendship..
Me too but just remember she decided to do those things to you and if she was really your best friend she would push back and stick with you no matter what but the same thing happened to me too so you are not alone
I'm sure you didnt cause it to end. So many of my friendships had ended for so many reasons. Just recently i found my childhood friend forgot I ever existed.😢
same here im walking with you
Me too😭😢
Jaylyn Blade it’s not ur fault it’s just her how she thinks that she thinks u have no issues nothing to deal with :/
I lost someone really important today....my best friend replaced me with someone else....i knew my best friend for over 4 years...but she acts like im a stranger...she even deleted every best friend thing we ever had....she was the only one keeping me alive....and now she's gone....what do i do now...?
Bella Crimson cheer up. try making new friends. it's no use crying over something. confront her and possibly tell her parents how she acts.
+Pheonatrixx some of us is old enough to where parents won't do anything. and it's hard to move on when you have so many great memories and know that it's never going to be the same again. my friend that I was always there for no matter what left me for her new friends that were able to go to bars. she turned 21 when this happened. she's 22 now, a year and a half later and I still can't get rid of this pain.
people say to move on. but it is easier said than done. I get it, friends come and go, but when one friendship ends in a way where you have no idea what went wrong, they won't tell you anything, and you gave everything to make them happy when they cry, pick them up when they are down, and make them smile when they don't think they can, it's hard to forget that.
Pheonatrixx It's Not That Easy As It Looks. When you lose someone you feel like your nose gets hot and your throats dry,runny nose,shocked...You Feel Empty Inside And Worthless
Survive! Come out of this stronger
I've gone through the same thing
My best friend is ignoring me and I think she got new best friend 😢😭😭
White Rose 7306 this is damn painful when you love some person and that person ignoring you
But I have suggestion with you talk to him or her and ask for that .. maybe there's some misunderstanding I wish you got your bff
I'm so sorry..
same 😩💔
White Rose 7306 same here ;(
White Rose 7306 sounds like tour bestfriend phone broke?
I didn’t lose my best friend, I just feel betrayed
I lost my friend she was my everything I kept her like a sister to me but then she moved on and found a new friend 💔💔😭😭😣
Mee too
man that sucks...
That's sad but in 2nd grade I had a best friend and she was my world and she moved schools without even telling me luckily I have a new one
Oaksksksksks
Ur so emotional
This really triggered me,
My best friend left me for her boyfriend and his mates which were hella popular and she was literally my only good friend and now she changed so much, we just wave to eachother now and I am so alone and I literally hang out with random people and I hate being tossed around 😭 it really breaks my heart that my fear came true, being alone 💔
Same happened with me but I hope you'll find a better bff
Same she left me for her bf and she had changed so much...
@@moodmoon5185 she left u for her bff.....was u ever her bff
@@yllkabajro8810 yes we wero both bff and we were like really close like the whole class knew we were bff but then she started dating this boy and she changed😔
@@moodmoon5185 feel bad for that
All of my friends are leaving me without warning and my best friend just left me..
The pain is too much.
I had known my best friend for 5 years,and we were really close. And I love her, I never wanted to lose her, she had a sickness from a very young age, but 3 months ago she the sickness got worse, and they had to take her to the hospital immediately.
After a couple of hours I texted her to know how she was doing, but her response was :and you are? (As in : who are you?)
I face timed her after she asked me that question, and she told me that she doesn't know me anymore,( her illness makes her forget people and certain stuff ) but she could only remember me by looking at my face, she didn't know what the Relationship between us was
Before this all happened she told me that she already was forgetting some people, and certain stuff, and she made a joke and said: I hope I don't forget you one day, and I also took it as a joke, and we laughed, but I didn't think that she was actually gonna forget me also .
She didn't know me anymore, she Forgot who I am, I really cried that day, and I am still crying 3 months later
I have come to find out that she also didn't know other people anymore as well.
But it still hurts me, because one day we were happy and fine and the next she doesn't know me anymore, and forgot everything we did together and how much we meant to each other 😭
Because of this pandemic we weren't allowed to go out,
But I went out today, and after 3 months I saw her again,
She looked at me, but I could see that she now completely forgot me, cause she didn't wave, like we normally would
I couldn't even give her a hug, cause now I'm just a stranger to her,
A stranger... 😭😭
From best friends to strangers
I miss her so much 😭😞
Awww this is a very sad story…I’m sorry that happened to her…..don’t worry maybe one day she’ll slowly remember the things you guys did together!
I miss her **got her back**
Blueberry Twins i wish that can happen to me..
Me too
You are lucky😢
Jony Sins my ex stole my best friend from me
Lucky 😭
This is me kills me every second because I thought we would be friends till the end.... I was so wrong
My best friend wanted to ditch me for this other kid😥😭we were best friends for 3 years so many special moments 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Steve Games ZX I feel this happened to me
HiDN L yes I’m sorry about you but I’m very broke I see him at school I no there’s a little tiny on him that’s still alive 😥
I feel you I love her too it hurts so much 😭
Brayan Medina He stole all my friends bro I hate middle school I wanna just end my life 😖
Same :( will you be my friend?
My sister was my friend and she was my best sister in my life. She died 3 years ago today and it's just breaking my heart because I miss my sister so much. I can't wait to see her again. Not a day goes by that I wish I could call her and just hear her voice and just hear her say that she's proud of me 😭
Id still be crying nights cause of my best friend, Id thought we would be friends Forever..Tho its been 3 years since that day we Broke up as friends..
Can I be ur friend?
Even me too , its been 3 years yet its still so hard for me to get over her , i still miss her so much !!! 😢😢❤
Its been an hour for me and ive already cried atleast 50 times.....
Same i cry every night about my best friend (Roblox) bc he is down and he may will not back
:(
@@6027swim. i just lost her 💔
I had a bestfriend.Just because of my stupidity ang wrong decisions...Here i am,looking at her being happy with her new bestfriends
Amawuut ._. Don't be sad she moved on right you move on you will find a lot of better people in the future
Amawuut ._. That person is not worth it ..
I did like the same exact thing.. I'm all in tears right now..
Amawuut ._. Me A too we're same she really close with another her bff ;(
Same I made a terrible decision
My best freind died
I feel like i'm all alone now
And i only have 1 freind now but she's been really mean to me
I try to move on but it's just so hard we've been friends for 8 years just 3 of us
you’ll get through it. i went through a similar thing. my friend skye passed away from a fire june 3rd and it’s still hard but there’s a thing we say to talk to her. you say fly high skye.
Chim Chim One of my best friends died and my other one I have know for like 11 years and she doesn't want to be my friend anymore
u are never alone, always remember that
So sorry dude I lost my best friend cause he hates me but ur friends spirit will be watching u
Both situation😢😢😢
I cried so hard. My ex bestie replaced me. And just thinking about how much money and love my family and me have spent on her makes me sad and angrier. Gtg wipe my tears. Thank you for making this video
I did nothing but she started to hanging out w/ other friends..
That's not what BFF suppose to do...
Edit: u know what guys we are friends again without saying sorry or anything 😑😂
Im sorry but Thats a bad sign
It’s been the same for me for three months
Ik how u feel
I know how u feel, she did the same, it stated in sixth grade, and now this year 7th I get u I know the pain
Same I can't get over my ex bff
I just lost my bestfriend I'm crying and now I'm watching this I'm flooding
Same Situation here
Same 😭 help me please 😭
Same.
+AnimeGirl Mint same
me too
I lost the only one who I was emotionally attached with because she decided it was all fake
It hurts like crazy
I know the feeling girl i do
feel you
I lost my best friend due to suicide. I hate it so much,and this video explains it all. I miss her so much,and I still need her. 😔😔😔 When you have a best friend that committed suicide,your heart stops,but time just keeps going. To everyone reading this,you'll be with your best friend in heaven.
That's just so sad , be strong, I hope you are okay
My bff left me for NO reason she just stopped talking to me and we've been best friends since 2nd grade and now we're in 7th and she just left me :(
Edit:It hurts cuase idk how she can just forget everything we've been through and done together and the fun memories we had
Same...
HelloHamster 44 same
same we were best friends sense 3rd and now we’re going info 7th and she slowly stopped talking to me :(
That's exactly what happened to me, I'm sorry
Potato Girl it hurts a lot she just leaves me on read and ignores me and ugh I miss her and her hugs and her voice
I've lost so many best friends I cant count . I thought I had one of my best friends back just for a moment but then i lost them again. I hope I find a best friend one day
hi jodie
You and me both. Good luck.
I know how it feels i've moved at least 12 times my entire life and i'm 12 now so i had to make new friends 12 different times
Don’t worry you’ll find your new match
same
I lost my best friend guys and i will never forget her and everytime i watch this video it reminds me about her i really miss her so much....... 😢😢😢😭😭😭
Meme For Life im sorry mate. Me too.. i lost my best friend too..
My best friend went through a hard time and replaced me and i have never felt so hurt and watching this made me cry-because i still love you and i will never stop. i need to start looking forward but you have me turning back. you said youd never leave. I miss you
Dude who the fuck hacked my acc....
I didn't post this. There isn't even decent punctuation. 😬
i was with my best friend for 5 years and now she hates me for no reason😭😭😭
I think that's happening to me
I lost my best friends over the years. I think my BFFL is still out there for me
Me to
me too i am scared for my BFF TO LEAVEE ME
I was with my best friend for 15 years...
Everybody be talking about how their best friend left them, while I left mine. She was the most toxic girl I’ve ever met, I realize now when I wanted to stop being friends she straight up told me verything was my fault and that she never needed me anyways cause she had other friends. It happened 10 mins ago, and I need advice in the comments. I don’t have many friends so, making her jealous won’t help.
So please tell me advice in the comments! Thanks.
Hi I understand your pain I havnt had a friend that toxic but I've had several toxic friends and I would love to give u so much help but the truth is I'm not the right person to ask as I have not walked away from my friends even though they are toxic and leave me out of things I'm to scared to because I have no other friends
I know what it feels like it happened to me 1 week a go just think shes make her jealouse dont bother with her make offer freinds if she wants to be freinds with you again then say no i know how temting it is but i did it whoever she is your stronger and better than her
*Suicide* or *Murder*
I got an extremely toxic friend, she blames me on everything, she doesn’t feel my pain when I fall, and if she needs help, she makes you help her. She’s the worst. But I also got a best friend that was born 10 days after me, and we’ve been friends since we were 3 years old.
Never go back because, I had a friend like this and each time I went back , the only thing that changed was her secret and growing hate for me. Since she was unable to say sorry and not play the victim and not tackle problems ever, and thus pinned the blame on everyone but herself, she saw the world was out to get her and that i was a bad friend for not just catering to her needs and solving all her problems.
It never gets better, you're just gonna have to bite the bullet but keep marching on and don't look back, there is nothing left. And if you think you see the best friend you once loved and knew, don't fall for it. That version of them is gone. I have to remind myself every blue moon when I start to miss her.
I wish i only lost him as a friend... he took his life yesterday... 😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I’m so sorry for your loss my prayers are with you and his family🥺
Sharkbait Ooh haha thank you 🙏🏼
Aww be strong 💜
MythicalShots i’m sorry buddy, you’ll get through this
a friendship ending hurts more than a cut no matter how deep it is. knowing you can't put it back anymore adds it. i would put the blame on myself because it was my fault anyways. i feel like that person left me but i would then think of what i have done and try not to talk to anyone. if the certain person is reading, which i don't think he would because why would he even be hurt by interacting with a brat, im sorry for everything i have done. i won't seek attention anymore. i won't cry anymore. i won't annoy you anymore. i wish you a better life with freedom. you helped a life without you having any clue at all. thank you.
My best friend is still alive but she moved school to then we barely talked then we stopped talking and here I am missing her🥺
Omy we are in the same situation 😏😢
Same situation here, my friend moved away. I haven’t seen her for years, no way to contact her and she was my best friend. The one who cared most about me while others didn’t. I miss you jada 😭
Oml same 😭
My childhood friend left since kindergarden…..I miss her so much...….I always thought she was going to come back, but no..She never came back. When I was waiting and waiting I knew, that she was gone...I had no friends. I got bullied... I still dream of me and her together....I just cant get over it.....Everyday I hope I see her again....
I have 4-5 online friends, today they all left me because I was really rude to them. I begged and begged for forgiveness. They were all I had in life. They were the only people who cares about me who weren't family members. It pains me so much thinking about all of the wonderful times we had together, i will be crying about them for longer than ever before. I wish that I could go back in time and treat them better and cherish the amazing moments we had together.
U can be mine
They were fake friends true friend would still be friends
I had lost a friend; and although he is gone, he won't be forgotten, at least by me...Fly high;
I really miss my best friend. I feel like I'm loosing her, each day that goes by we talk less and less. We don't tell each other everything like we used to do. She has more friends and I have more friends, but I honestly just hate it, she's the only friend I want. I want her back hug her, and spend each and every day with her just laughing and being the friends we used to be.
Nina Dobrev same story with me
Thats how i feel with my best friend because she has other friends and so do i and sometimes i feel like she talks behind my back and i never get hugs but her other friends to tho and i feel like i'm nothing to her): ): ): sadly
Nina Dobrev same...
same :(
Nina Dobrev omgggggg I feel the excact same
I lost my best friend yesterday she blocked me😭i miss her so much😭😭😭😭😭😭
Same...😭😭
I felt that 😢
That was exacly what happend to me
@kregor kiirats I'm so sorry man I've been there 😢
Same :(
I started tearing up 30 seconds in...I’m trying to fix one of the best friendships I’ve had ever. Someone I looked up to and someone I thought of as a brother
I had a best friend that thought of me as his sister and I thought of him he a brother. We even treated eachother as siblings untill one day it became akward... And we stopped talking. You're not alone, I feel you.
You’re not alone im trying to do the same thing,i cant just move on its something i cared about.
That's so depressing, I understand how you feel. Same is the case with me. I've lost my friend. Let's call her A. In a GC where A and me were added too, A and the other GC member ( let's call her Y ) were talking. I replied, but then the chat when silent. I asked why, and A said that she had things to do. I jokingly said to her that she had to things to do after 1 minute of my reply, and then Y said that she maybe used the bathroom. A said "not me", meaning she didn't use the bathroom, but I was confused and then I joked again thinking she never used the bathroom. She said it wasn't funny and left the GC. I still didn't understand what was going on and stuff and when A was added into the GC again, I remembered she said that she had things to do so we should give her space and don't disturb. I said "don't respond or she'll leave" in a joking way, also an "oops" at the end. Making others happy by taking things literally or being funny was my dream. Little did I know what happened next. She started ranting. I remember what she said "You really have to type these unnecessary comments? I'm disappointed in you like honestly. People when not responding are doing some important work. I received a call that my family member died, and yes you didn't know. But when I'm consistently trying to give you a hint you should stop, you still made jokes. And yes, I'm leaving the GC again." You can't believe how much I cried at what she said I couldn't stop. I didn't know being confused and joking led to this? I was too scared to apologise because she was angry. I didn't know what to do and I was afraid. Then my GC members told me to apologise, and when I did she didn't forgive me. She said my apology wasn't sincere because I was trying to make her mood happy. She said I only apologised because the GC members told me to. That's not the case. I just gained confidence to talk. Even though we met in April, I'll still love her and call her my best of friends. I love you Angel.
I also lost my best friend & still remembering her ...don't know why you left but you took half of me with you ....I wish you know how much I loved you ..