I was a single mother of 8 kids living on disability going through the dark night of the soul. I was going through a divorce from a severely narcissist partner and living in poverty. My twin is a multimillionaire and my husbands boss and best friend (talk about shame) and I did not even comprehend how he was a reflection of me after being so deep in my hole. Was abused by every single person I ever loved. Given up for adoption after severe neglect and abused as a kid. When I went through the awakening / dark night, 6 of my kids were taken from me bc their father came in like a wrecking ball in the middle of my dark night and against all odds WON HIS CASE with no sufficient evidence of any reason to take my babies. I learned to detach. Be authentic. Let go of the old self. I have come to learn that all of that was necessary for my spiritual evolution 🎉 I am a different person though All of the struggle. And I am forever grateful for this journey!!!
@Healintowholeness true. My narc ex husband sure did that. He died 5 yrs after we divorced and I healed a lot, but I also suppressed a lot to survive it. It's still coming up to be looked at. And it's now been 9 years since he died. TF mirrored some of that pain. I think I about have it licked now
I burst into tears as you were sharing. I was only allowed to go to 8th grade because of our religion, I got married at 19, we had 10 kids together. Yes, you heard me.....TEN KIDS‼️ My youngest two were TWINS! I found myself in a toxic dynamic as well. Almost 30 years of toxic, emotional abuse, leaving the kids and i deeply traumatized, in a deep mental fog. All those years being emotionally UNAVAILABLE for my kids, and now working through the guilt and shame for that. We all have a unique journey. The important thing to remember is ACCEPT EVERY MOMENT, forgive yourself for things you've done while wounded and in survival mode! 💔❤️🩹 Thank you for another timely message ❤
Kathleen!!! I'm starting to see light around you. It started in your last 3 videos and even more in this one. I thought it was my phone. Something really great either happened to you recently or will happen soon. It's almost like you are even looking way younger. I cannot explain it.
There is a lot going on with me energetically, my soul is relentless 🔥🤪 making me leap timelines. I might do a before and after photo as it is incredible how much we change.
@@awakeningmeraki I can tell!!!! Words cannot explain how I see energies but the best way I can put it is that whatever you lost is being restored. From the Angels, keep up the wonderful job!!!! And they said YES, take that next step. Do it, its time. Hope this means something to you.
"This journey is one mother of a gift" TRUTH!!! ❤❤❤❤ I went thru he'll twice at the same time and THEN added in the DNOS... ONE ONE has this journey any easier than anyone else. Wake up!! Use this journey to grab hold of the magic ❤
I was just telling my reiki teacher that I was bored in school, and I learned more by observing and trying to figure out where I belonged....lol... I DID go to cosmetology school in high school and a month after I graduated I had my license. I worked in a salon for a few months until I got an allergic reaction.....to water. It took many years of me having to be careful submerging my hands in water. Doing hair is what I wanted to do....and my dream was pulled from under me. Yes, I just finished my first training in reiki, and I'm excited!!! I'll be incorporating it into my path. Sending love and gratitude!
Thank you for all your messages…. They were not always easy to hear but I am starting to get it… and it really does feel great!! …I know I am only at the beginning of truly ‘seeing’ but I know that and am aware of that and for the first time - probably ever… I feel like I have sooooo much to look forward to and like I can actually do it!!
Are you making energetic shifts because when you do the pain subsides hugely? It will become easier if you know how to transmute the fear-based energy 🥰
@@awakeningmeraki yes, I was confirming for others that they are not alone in the pain that comes up for clearing. I don’t even want to mention the TF dynamic because everyone now thinks they met their twin in 9th grade in study hall lol.
DM is still trapped trying to protect a dying paradigm. It comes from their virtue. They want to protect home, but they don't understand home is something that is emerging.
Been in the hole all my life. At 3-15 SA’d by my dad. Then bad after bad relationships. Now 67 and heart trouble…ran away to the other side of the world to escape. Got married then another divorce and lost all my money. My TF is (was) rich but nasty divorce ongoing. When is too late too late? I’m sick and tired and depressed. I gave him the last of my $ to help..but I think I have been lied too. Where do you find the hope to go on? I never thought I’d live past 18 anyway. Why do I love this TF so much when I get nothing? We would be perfect together. Thanks for your help. I’m kinda new here. 🙏💙
Also agree!!! My hairdresser is one of my favorite people and her gift helps make me feel so beautiful and like myself. Such an important role, just sharing your light! ❤
I suggest - Watch Eckart Tolle.. all ego.. ‘i have the worst trauma, i have nothing, my case is the worst.. lalali lala’ if you have a smartphone to put a comment - you are still better off then a lot off people in this.. release the story.. you don’t have to defend yourself Kathleen.. you made it through a lot of the twin yourney.. the unkniwn.. respect.. all the rest are ‘known’ 3D victim stories.. stepping into the unknown.. and ketting go the stories..Means you are a brave woman..
Please could you make an "all videos" playlist for your channel, so I can play all of you videos back to back? (I can't find a way to do this and YT directs me to other people's content, when I only want yours :-) )
Hi Kathleen, your videos are always the first on my RUclips feed so I think they have a message for me! Is the purpose of tf always to end up in a relationship together? What if there are genuine life circumstances that would make it impossible?
Yeah I am a single mum and I love my girl so much but imagine going through the dark knight of the soul and having to pull yourself together and hold it all in so your 4 year old doesn’t notice you broken ? It is hard ! ❤❤
I suggest - Watch Eckart Tolle.. all ego.. ‘i have the worst trauma, i have nothing, my case is the worst.. lalali lala’ if you have a smartphone to put a comment - you are still better off then a lot off people in this.. release the story.. you don’t have to defend yourself Kathleen.. you made it through a lot of the twin yourney.. the unkniwn.. respect.. all the rest are ‘known’ 3D victim stories.. stepping into the unknown.. and ketting go the stories..Means you are a brave woman..
I was a single mother of 8 kids living on disability going through the dark night of the soul. I was going through a divorce from a severely narcissist partner and living in poverty. My twin is a multimillionaire and my husbands boss and best friend (talk about shame) and I did not even comprehend how he was a reflection of me after being so deep in my hole. Was abused by every single person I ever loved. Given up for adoption after severe neglect and abused as a kid. When I went through the awakening / dark night, 6 of my kids were taken from me bc their father came in like a wrecking ball in the middle of my dark night and against all odds WON HIS CASE with no sufficient evidence of any reason to take my babies. I learned to detach. Be authentic. Let go of the old self. I have come to learn that all of that was necessary for my spiritual evolution 🎉 I am a different person though All of the struggle. And I am forever grateful for this journey!!!
I can relate to how you feel regarding these experiences are evolutionary in our Soul's growth 🙏
Wow. Parts of my life are eerily similar to you. My marriage was my 1st DNOTS.
@@missgrowly some of us are so stubborn that it takes a hell of a lot to bring me to my knees.
@Healintowholeness true. My narc ex husband sure did that. He died 5 yrs after we divorced and I healed a lot, but I also suppressed a lot to survive it. It's still coming up to be looked at. And it's now been 9 years since he died. TF mirrored some of that pain. I think I about have it licked now
I burst into tears as you were sharing. I was only allowed to go to 8th grade because of our religion, I got married at 19, we had 10 kids together. Yes, you heard me.....TEN KIDS‼️ My youngest two were TWINS! I found myself in a toxic dynamic as well. Almost 30 years of toxic, emotional abuse, leaving the kids and i deeply traumatized, in a deep mental fog. All those years being emotionally UNAVAILABLE for my kids, and now working through the guilt and shame for that. We all have a unique journey. The important thing to remember is ACCEPT EVERY MOMENT, forgive yourself for things you've done while wounded and in survival mode! 💔❤️🩹
Thank you for another timely message ❤
Although not 10 kids, I resonate. I was barely 20 when I got married. Crazy right but it is part of our souls plan to help us down the track 🥰
@@awakeningmeraki yes! 💯😁
The meaning (for me) of the TF journey in short: " Pull yourself together and get a life!"
❤ perfect summary for me
Kathleen!!! I'm starting to see light around you. It started in your last 3 videos and even more in this one. I thought it was my phone. Something really great either happened to you recently or will happen soon. It's almost like you are even looking way younger. I cannot explain it.
Yep, I see it too!
There is a lot going on with me energetically, my soul is relentless 🔥🤪 making me leap timelines. I might do a before and after photo as it is incredible how much we change.
@@awakeningmeraki I can tell!!!! Words cannot explain how I see energies but the best way I can put it is that whatever you lost is being restored. From the Angels, keep up the wonderful job!!!! And they said YES, take that next step. Do it, its time. Hope this means something to you.
Yes I can too. A white aura 😇
In the last video Kathleen's aura is a pinky purpley colour
"This journey is one mother of a gift" TRUTH!!! ❤❤❤❤ I went thru he'll twice at the same time and THEN added in the DNOS... ONE ONE has this journey any easier than anyone else. Wake up!! Use this journey to grab hold of the magic ❤
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Thanku for sharing parts of your lifestyle story. Excellent work you have risen and transformed in remarkable ways.
Love your content Kathleen, a fellow head strong Scorpio here 🙌
Gets me into trouble sometimes 🙄 we are deeply passionate with so much love 🥰
Unbelievably powerful and honest message, I felt this viscerally. This is why I work with Kathleen and can't recommend her membership enough ❤
All I wish for is my health. At the end of the day it’s the most important thing. I don’t get why twins go through so much.
Just the video i needed this day, thanks
I was just telling my reiki teacher that I was bored in school, and I learned more by observing and trying to figure out where I belonged....lol... I DID go to cosmetology school in high school and a month after I graduated I had my license. I worked in a salon for a few months until I got an allergic reaction.....to water. It took many years of me having to be careful submerging my hands in water. Doing hair is what I wanted to do....and my dream was pulled from under me.
Yes, I just finished my first training in reiki, and I'm excited!!! I'll be incorporating it into my path.
Sending love and gratitude!
Thanks for sharing and so exciting when you know your path 🥰
@@awakeningmeraki Thank you! I'm only aware of a portion of it. I'm trying to be patient and grounded!
Xoxo
I love your channel . Listening to you is like listening to my own journey. Thank you for sharing & inspiring xx
Thank you for all your messages…. They were not always easy to hear but I am starting to get it… and it really does feel great!! …I know I am only at the beginning of truly ‘seeing’ but I know that and am aware of that and for the first time - probably ever… I feel like I have sooooo much to look forward to and like I can actually do it!!
Yes 🙌 you have so much to look forward to. Keep focusing on being in soul and surrender so soul can take you on a beautiful journey ❤️
Crying for months and years…the journey is not easy at all
Are you making energetic shifts because when you do the pain subsides hugely? It will become easier if you know how to transmute the fear-based energy 🥰
@@awakeningmeraki yes, I was confirming for others that they are not alone in the pain that comes up for clearing. I don’t even want to mention the TF dynamic because everyone now thinks they met their twin in 9th grade in study hall lol.
Thank you. Much love ❤
Kathleen, I didn’t know that you were a ballet dancer, too! I recently went back into the studio and WHEW what a workout! And what a great feeling!! 💗
I loved ballet 🩰 I danced for many years 🥰
DM is still trapped trying to protect a dying paradigm. It comes from their virtue. They want to protect home, but they don't understand home is something that is emerging.
You have helped me so much 💞 thank you
You're so welcome!
Been in the hole all my life. At 3-15 SA’d by my dad. Then bad after bad relationships. Now 67 and heart trouble…ran away to the other side of the world to escape. Got married then another divorce and lost all my money. My TF is (was) rich but nasty divorce ongoing. When is too late too late? I’m sick and tired and depressed. I gave him the last of my $ to help..but I think I have been lied too. Where do you find the hope to go on? I never thought I’d live past 18 anyway. Why do I love this TF so much when I get nothing? We would be perfect together.
Thanks for your help. I’m kinda new here. 🙏💙
Also agree!!! My hairdresser is one of my favorite people and her gift helps make me feel so beautiful and like myself. Such an important role, just sharing your light! ❤
Exactly!!
🙏💛I do resonate 100%!
I suggest - Watch Eckart Tolle.. all ego.. ‘i have the worst trauma, i have nothing, my case is the worst.. lalali lala’ if you have a smartphone to put a comment - you are still better off then a lot off people in this.. release the story.. you don’t have to defend yourself Kathleen.. you made it through a lot of the twin yourney.. the unkniwn.. respect.. all the rest are ‘known’ 3D victim stories.. stepping into the unknown.. and ketting go the stories..Means you are a brave woman..
Please could you make an "all videos" playlist for your channel, so I can play all of you videos back to back? (I can't find a way to do this and YT directs me to other people's content, when I only want yours :-) )
Yes I can!
Hi Kathleen, your videos are always the first on my RUclips feed so I think they have a message for me! Is the purpose of tf always to end up in a relationship together? What if there are genuine life circumstances that would make it impossible?
I feel the same….
You are soul, soul has no limits including anything in the 3D. That is a limiting belief you want to transmute xx
Yeah I am a single mum and I love my girl so much but imagine going through the dark knight of the soul and having to pull yourself together and hold it all in so your 4 year old doesn’t notice you broken ? It is hard ! ❤❤
It would be incredibly hard having young kids for sure ❤️
I can't really say I'm in my Goddess energy. Today I ate cheeseburgers and ugly cried.
That sounds like beautiful Goddess Energy! ❤
Even goddesses purge the bad stuff now and then, keep going!
It is called “necessary preparation food” for full embodiment of your Goddess Energy 🥰
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I suggest - Watch Eckart Tolle.. all ego.. ‘i have the worst trauma, i have nothing, my case is the worst.. lalali lala’ if you have a smartphone to put a comment - you are still better off then a lot off people in this.. release the story.. you don’t have to defend yourself Kathleen.. you made it through a lot of the twin yourney.. the unkniwn.. respect.. all the rest are ‘known’ 3D victim stories.. stepping into the unknown.. and ketting go the stories..Means you are a brave woman..
Thanks beautiful 🥰
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