Thank you Kathleen for always sharing the truth of the journey. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever been through and it’s also the most amazing journey one can experience. For anyone reading this, I can tell you that Kathleen steered me in the right direction to understand this for what it is: a spiritual awakening. If you are chasing a relationship, you’ll be greatly disappointed. It’s a sacred connection which has a much higher reason than we can even comprehend.
Oh, I don’t mind saying it. Jeff Ayan is a monster, and after several years of willingly feeding the beast, Megan is just as bad. They’re both criminals and should be locked up for the pain and suffering they cause others. I told him in 2015, when we first met, that one day we’d stop them - somehow, some way. Power of the press, baby.
I am only eight minutes into your video and I have experienced everything that you have described. It really is no fun. It is quite the journey and I am still waiting on my union with my DM. It’s not easy and I also grieving the death of my husband from a terminal illness 2 years ago. My TF experience has been going on for over four years, but I have known him for about 30. Thank you for this video, and explaining things to so many who don’t understand.❤
Everything you are saying is correct! I have experienced all of it. It’s been years for me Kathleen. My twin has popped in and out of my life and he married someone else. I ran from him. It’s been a very long journey of spiritual awakening. Stepping into the unknown and completely operating outside of my comfort zone! You don’t need to explain. Speaking your truth is extremely important ❤
100% resonate with what you said. Couldnt have explained it better. One hell of a rollercoster ride, but emerging as a beautiful butterfly. Much love to all the twin souls out there, especially the DFs❤❤❤....
Thanks Kathleen ... for being REAL and authentic! 🙏 Every single trauma wound and we know EVER trauma wound gets highlighted to be alchemised So it's not romantic about this Journey It's a Scared Journey to be cherish back to Source, back to our Soul in perfection 💝
It took me about 10 months. To let go of the addictive energy. My DM and I have 3 in between in and out energy. But just this past month, ive been making so much stride and realisations from the time I was a child, its mind blowing. My 3d mind still tries to convince stuff, but im able to get out of it pretty fast. I let the emotions rise up and feel it and acknowledge it instead of burying it. Then i am able to transmute it. I know some of this are past life or generational trauma. I needed to release it all. I find i can easily switch to my soul mind as i embody my true authentic self and soul each day. I feel so much more at peace and harmony.
This is so true. I met my twin early this year, when I heard his voice was like something activated in me, was like waking up, I was like: I know this voice!! We starting talking like we have knowned each other forever. The feeling was like home. The energy of attraction was beyond normal, we just wanted to be close, to merge into another like it was the most natural thing in the world. We were only 2 weeks together, we started to trigger deep core wounds in each other, it was really super intense and uncontrollable. We had to separate because the energy was too strong, I couldn’t make sense out of it and couldn’t handle it.
Thank you! I do agree to every word you say. The real Twin Flame journey is very painful, long and difficult at the beginning. Now it is a bit easier, when I feel the change in myself. Thank you very much!
Nobody can understand the twin connection until you live it. I am in it. Have been with him for 2.5 years mostly online connection due to distance and circumstances. Some in person as well. It is so hard. It is instant. I was vibrating for a very long time. He has just left me now. I am ready to do the work. I’m giving myself at least a year. I purchased your course and looking forward to be a new person. I met him at the age of 17. Didn’t know what hit me. All I could say is I love you to him. Didn’t understand any of it. After 2 months he moved back to the US and didn’t see him for 43 years. Again it was instant and so powerful. He is married but him and his wife were roommate and not close at all. She told me that I could have him and didn’t want him. After that she changed her mind and is all over him. She had him stopped talking to me and had him blocked me. He is religious and wants to give his marriage another chance. I respect that but it is so heartbreaking. I’m so sad and constantly thinking about him. Can’t get him out of my mind.
Yep❤the journey is also very unique for every soul. I wrote a long story but it dissappeared, propably for a reason😅the point is, your soul is guiding you to your path❤
Thank you, Kathleen. Being over the worst of now, I occasionally question if that really happened to me. Your story confirms that I did go through it, and people who have not experienced this awakening cannot understand.
It is an intense experience!! I have been in it for over a year and half, just got the deep part recently, I thought I was breezing through. I have discovered how to validate the twin soul connection through Soul Astrology. I happened on this right after I met my twin flame. It has been a blessing to be able to help others on this journey so I feel you!! . Thank you for your honest clear message. I always enjoy when I see someone’s face that is experiencing the twin flame! The repression coming up is where I am at right now I went through a spiritual awakening 4 years before I met my twin. I had been in a blissful harmonious place thinking my healing was done!! And nope not even close 😂 Blessing to all on this journey!! We picked it and we got this!!
My twin flame and I passed each other and looked at each other for two years before he introduced himself to me. When I met his eyes as he spoke I swooned like an 1800’s lady and nearly fell over. His eyes and voice had an effect on me that nobody in my life has ever had. As someone who was first awakened over thirty years ago, the journey is a welcome change from where I was and I’m cherishing every moment as I learn and grow. Thanks Kathleen ❤
This is the most mind blowing thing that has ever happened to me. Started almost four years ago, we had been married for almost twenty years and were very close and worked extremely well together, one day we both started feeling this overwhelming sense of anxiety and he started acting like a complete different person, started using drugs and took off with another woman leaving me broken on the floor. Looking back, I don’t know how I survived. I only did it because of our son. I felt like I was going crazy, my mind was going a 100 miles per hour and couldn’t get this person out of my mind. I had a horrible pain on the right side of my stomach that would keep me in the fetus position trying to find comfort from it. The doctors couldn’t find anything wrong which made me feel even worse because I was truly in so much physical and emotional pain. I still am dealing with depression and have become so sensitive to so many things. The only thing that brings me comfort is meditation and pray. This depression still has me coming home from work and going straight to bed. I have tried conventional doctors, and medication and therapy but nothing seems to help. If I were just mentally crazy, I think I would have either started doing drugs or committed suicide. But there’s something in me that keeps me going every day.
Thank you for sharing ❤️. It’s very challenging for sure! Just know there is absolutely a greater purpose and as you start to surrender into this and accept you are not what we think we are, it all becomes easier xx
I’m so sorry to hear this. Something drew me to this video, and I’m wondering if it’s you. I’ll explain. I’m in union with my DM, and we’ve been on mission since the summer (having finally gotten everything in gear for it). Prior to that, I began experiencing what seemed like early menopause - and it threw everything way, way off. We’d worked through any sexual difficulties amassed from throughout our lives, and had been enjoying the benefits of our labours, so to speak. Then … bam. Our struggle to build our business which supports our mission was creating such stress, it invited all the nasties - along with that next big evolutionary push. We don’t let ourselves or each other stagnate - but when you’re buried beneath bills, it’s easy to let all the darkness of low vibration creep in. The reason I reach out to you here is mostly, one, the right-side abdominal pain is related to a less studied area of the chakra system just called ‘the void’ but more technically, the Bhavsagar. The location of your pain there, is directly related to your feeling responsible for your masculine development. In the case of a physical union, this is represented by the actual male, in human embodiment. Study the Bhavsagar, how to work with your own kundalini that gets ‘trapped’ here, and on releasing a sense of responsibility for your husband. Physically, gently stretch your psoas, which is directly located in this area, applying heat at rest. And keep meditating. If the docs aren’t finding anything wrong (and I myself have fibro for many years, and know the difference) then I’ll suggest this as a likely cause. Keep meditating, but on the Bhavsagar, and releasing any responsibility for HIS ascension. It’s easier said than done - but it’s the only way to get the kundalini back on the proper track. I can’t say things will be 100% until you’re both 100% in clarity - whatever that clarity is - but you can be sure that you’re on your proper track. I pray that this helps you, as it helped me. 🙏🏻💜✨
I need U in this... so don't do anything crazy 😉 okay 😉 Yes it's sick! U have chosen for it. Don't resist! What resists persists... listen to youre feeling go talk with youre body... Do search soul allignment. Be as much possible in soul... Look out youre eyes like It is a game you see youre hands. That is youre vehicle.... Enjoy 😉 cry enjoy.... let the energy go. Soul crying is a thing so if U think why am I crying about reading about aliens where all aliens died... probably u where their and youre soul knows... It is crazy..... but it is also beautifull.... we don't have to be scared to die.... But need you to awake as much people as possible.
It was 11/11/2023 & he was outside cleaning his truck when I felt the urge to walk over to him & say, “nice truck.” That’s all it took for us to lock eyes and couldn’t stop smiling. We live in the same community just 3 homes apart. Since then, we exchanged few words but a lot of energy. We gaze into each other’s eyes as we say hello. He has his partner and I have mine. I’ve gone thru a lot in the last year and have awoken. Thru the pain, I’ve grown to be more patient & more loving to my young kids. I worked in corporate America and was in masculine energy and not very spiritual. I began drawing since I hadn’t done so for 25 yrs. It’s been painful but I’ve only learned to love myself so much more. ❤
You’ve absolutely nailed it. And the part that is hardest to accept but the most transformative once you do…it’s about YOU. All of it. It has nothing to do with the other, and It is not about a relationship. The people who exploit broken hearts for profit are the worst kind of people.
I wouldn´t believe in this journey if someone have told me untill it happened. It is very real... amazing and overwhelming at the same time. And I was not spiritual before. Since it started and since I could understand it I can see that I am evolving in a really fast speed. I have way more discernment than I had before. In this moment, I am finding a lot of peace in letting all the spiritual content go. Perhaps it is just a phase. Letting go my desire to have all figured out. Just meditating regularly with youtube help and living my life with this sense of freedom. I am beyond grateful to you for spreading the right information about this and not romanticize, there is a lot of pollution about this theme.
I had the obsessive thinking in july this year ....hut don't know what to do in this journey...plz help i also want peace and live my best life plz suggest what you have done???
You are so accurate and on point with everything you say! You are the first person that I can say everything you speak is exactly the truth.. I’m so glad and blessed I found your channel ~ thank you 🙏 ✨
Thank you. My twin has been gone for a while now and I thought maybe I was making it all up in my head, but. Yes 20 years older than him, he treated me badly, he ran, I changed my job and became the artist I was always ment to be. The ego deaths ( ouch). Yes thank you.
The addictive energy is what causes the behaviour on both parts. Take out the human aspect and focus on this as pure energy. It becomes easier once you shift your perspective as it’s only the mind which is hurt and you are not the mind xxx
Feel you on the artist evolution. If I didn’t have my art or faith in my art during this journey, I don’t know what I would do with myself. This shit is hard!!
Yep💯💫🌟my journey has mimicked yours for the most part. Kathleen the naysayers probably could not withstand this extremely intense journey. Funny story I didn't know my dm was me and I had a shaman send healing and I became extremely extremely sick! The journey is real. I tried watching the documentary and being on this real journey, passing no judgements I became sickened of the comments about this journey on so many levels. It was sad. Sending much love and peace to those involved. I tried explaining to people spirituality and awareness. Many cant connect. Glad you vented! A real twin flame wont question your authenticity. Keep shining your light. Encouraging you. My guides said to me that even teachers keep learning and needing support. Im sure people have talked about me behind my back but you know what, the universe and my spirit team has me! You are consistent, resonant, caring, and your aura is beautiful. I now thank God for this gift of awareness. I couldn't in the beginning. Sending you much love🩷🕯💯💫🌟
Thank you 🙏 I am not that bothered by what people say or write, it’s more about having a voice of truth. If we don’t speak, people will not know and I’m here to shine my light very big and I know that….I get enough downloads about it 😊. It’s trying to do that in a way that’s compassionate but also cutting through the BS in a kind way xxx
Very beautifully expressed…it’s so challenging to explain this journey to anyone. 🤦🏾♀️😌I had to stop because when you try most people look at it like a regular “relationship”. It’s NOT THAT! When a person doesn’t understand the dynamics of spirituality they just won’t get it. We are in the world but not of the world! So if u don’t understand that you won’t get it either unless you’re ever catapulted on a spiritual awakening journey! Thank you for this!!!❤🙏🏾
I made the mistake of telling some friends about my experience. They are spiritually awake, but they didn’t grasp the significance of my experience and I didn’t feel supported at all. So, now I do not share my experience with anyone.
I honestly don’t get why anyone would want to seek out a twin flame. It hit me like a ton of bricks! This is one hell of a painful journey. I have been on this journey since 2021 and finally feel somewhat better. Meditation helped me tremendously. Thank you for speaking truth to this journey.
Yes 🙌 the human mind would never go seek this out and if they do they really have absolutely no clue what roller coaster they are in for. Personally I don’t believe we can, I believe it comes to us when the soul is ready. Sending lots of love 🥰
I have watched a lot of coaches and you are by far the best! The way you explain this hard unbelievable journey is amazing!!!❤❤ I have a double whammy my twin also has cancer and totally cut me out of his life for 6 months. It was so hard not seeing him or being there for him when I saw him he said is this what you wanted to see? He's been through a lot n.lost 45 lbs but I see him n he doesn't! Saw him 2 times n I'm ghosted again! So he has 2 things going on n I really don't know which one.is keeping him away! He says he needs to get straight work again, gain weight,get well but I would be with him daily!I see his birthday everywhere so many signs....I love your wisdom and keep up the good work we all need you!
Mine is (or was… I’m not sure where they are on that) dealing with cancer as well… brain cancer. Makes me want to just tell him we can be peaceful together. Things can work out.. but obviously I have things I need to work on rn in separation. I’m a mess rn and barely even want to see anyone.. though I often feel alienated and isolated.
Been through all and still in the process… we met like we have known each other forever. He stared straight into my eyes… no one has ever done this before. His voice would send chills and activate every cell in my body. All chakras started vibrating. We came closer. Had the most amazing 3 weeks of union time. All portals and channels of communication were open between us. He said things and did things which were soul talks. Our bodies merged, as they have always been one. But, one day suddenly, he said “Sorry, I can’t talk to you “. I was in the floor… in the coming months, I could not focus on anything, left my job, left all my worldly relationship and obligations… left my country… I have nothing from the past around me, including the physical twin. This is so damn painful. This journey has pushed me to a point where i am finally willing to soon be doing what my soul has always wanted to… if I do anything else, I am in pain. I have no option but to follow my soul call and not listen to mind and ego. Wow…. It is so painful. Yet happening
Thank You! I didn't saw the documentary but I also don't bring up this subject on family dinners or even with my spiritual friends... because I volunteered for this but even I, sometimes doubt if this is real, I had a catalyst that woke me up 4 years ago and thinking it was him and from there... deaths of the ego, jumping timelines, knowing what is love, meeting my TF almost 2 years now, and realize what was missing all your life, as an empath feeling what he feels, being hypnotized by his energy, knowing that at a higher dimension we are together but that as humans we are both lost in this, seeing your past fitting the whys, having to wait because he has a karmic in his life and that lesson is not learned yet... it can be a really magic ride but its a contract that you can't jump quantumly, it's the beauty of divine timing.... taking the time to love and enjoy it like never before!
Don’t wait for any karmic, you are the DF and when you reach your highest timeline in the quantum field which is where you operate, all old timelines like Karmics will fall away. Keep focused on anchoring inner union with self xx
I appreciate so much that you really read every comment, also the very long ones, and you react very worthfull and meaningfull. !!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍❤❤❤
Yes, you have explained it well, all of this I have experienced, not looking for it, just happened. It’s a really tough journey, however mind blowing it is, the spiritual growth is amazing as well. Thank you Kathleen for your truth, you go girl!🙏☀️🦋
This video is so so valuable and so meaningfull. And so powerfull, wise and authentic. Thank you Kathleen, from the other side of the world (the Netherlands 😄) ❤
Spot on! I resonate with everything you said, plus chuck in more trauma, I moved countries jobs homes, so called friends have fallen away, I am learning to cope with being surrounded by people living in their egos. We need to be kind and non-judgmental, I found I couldn't even talk to people about it. I had to discover it all for myself, learning to trust and have faith again when you have lived locked up emotionally in a box to keep yourself safe. Living in soul is the only way forward 😊 much love to everyone out there on this journey it's simply not pleasant but your soul/the universe/the divine knows better ✨️
I met my twinflame 3 year ago in my new workplace, moving cities to persue my calling to become a researcher. The connection was indescribable. I have had a previous relationship with a soulmate, but this was so much more. Being even more in love and connecting on more levels than I thought was possible. We used to say that we are the same person or that our souls are twins, without knowing anything about twinflames. After a year we moved in together and started planning for our future with a garden and a family. I believe God brought us together, and during a critical time when I got really sick my partner also developed faith (I am now fully recovered). It wasn't until 6 months ago that my twin initiated separation (although push/pull was visible before). This happened after an extensive period of things being mirrored, causing both arguments, and us both doing a lot of successful work within ourselves. We would say we are a perfect match, apart from one thing that stems from each of our childhoods (things we were unaware of in our previous relationships to other people). However, the problem remained to dome extent and caused a lot of fear in the relationship. Since the separation the relationship has been on and off. In this time I have also on and off been suicidal, can't sleep and felt for the first time in my life that I lack purpose. I would never have accepted these arguments, separations or feelings in a normal relationship. And I felt like I could not talk to anyone about it, because they wouldn't understand. Until a friend of mine told me that she thought me and my partner were twinflames (she had her own experience of that). It was the first time I had even heard that expression. I looked it up and everything fell into place. About a week ago when my twin once again pulled away I decided I will hold space for my twin and surrender to this journey. In that short time a lot has happened. I have been through ego death (also something I didn't know what it was until after it had happened). It was hell on earth and made me question everything, myself, God, and my perception of the world. But after that I have slowly started building myself up. Partly thanks to these videos (which was telepathically recommended to me in a dream by my twin flame). I am more and more in alignment with God, myself, nature and my twin flame and I feel a lot better. I try to trust the process since I can't control it anyways. But it is hard. For example I am really stressed about kids since I am 36. Before meeting my twin I never even wanted to have kids. But through some mirroring and healing I realized that I actually do, but only with my twinflame (for a number of reasons including gender and sexuality). Both me and my twin have had visions and dreams about our future kids. I believe this journey is foremost for my individual journey. But also that me and my twin are ment to share a life together. I have felt a spiritual awakening and that process is also ongoing in my partner. I wonder how I should go from here?
Thanks for sharing ❤️ there is only one way on this and that’s working being extremely conscious (practicing presence) you need to energetically shift, expand your consciousness so you can start collapsing duality and bring the 5D consciousness into 3D. That’s this journey, complex sounding but it’s actually a very simple methodology once you resonate. If you need more support feel free to visit my website www.awakeningmeraki.com
Just a comment is I totally agree with you. I met this girl over 6 months ago and she quit on me and we had known each other since last year and she has changed my life. You do go through a spiritual awakening and you end up to having self-love and love for everything else. Everything around you changes you become like me more creative, more loving. You get into the passion of things you like to doing and the mundane day at work is just terrible. You don't want to be there. You want to be creating. You want to be doing something else? I also like to add that you do have unconditional love for the other person. You are never angry at the other person. You cannot send horrible or bad messages or anything horrible to the person that's left you. You understand them and a deeper level. You understand them at a soul level. It's a complete transformation as you said. It's something you don't want to go through but I've been through it. I've pushed so many people at my life. I am now on my own. My own journey just me and my dog. I've even had to push my mum away because I'm on this journey and that has been more difficult but every day I do cry and at the beginning yes I was rolling around on the floor as we all do but now I've come to realization that I just love her. I love her unconditionally and until I die I will always love her and I said to her that I will find you in the next world if I have to be. There is no one else on this earth that compares to her and when they say you'll find someone else, you'll find another soul. You'll find another twin. It's incorrect. You can't you have one other part of your soul and that's it. The journey ends. Stop looking because there is nothing out there which compares and it is as they say unconditional for love for you and for her and I would give my heart to her and my assault to her if she ever needed it because she's my twin. She's my other half and that's it. No more said so. This is my twin flame journey. It's been hard. I'm still going through it. I still cry some days. I still miss her and I love to be her back in her arms. I love the feel of her. I love to hug her. I love to see her and I love to talk to her and just writing this paragraph. Owners making me cry because she's so special journey my dear and from a divine feminine this is how it is . Take care of all. Have a lovely journey
I had never even heard of TF when I went through my meeting approx 3.5 years ago. I had no idea what was happening to me. Upon soul recognition I had an intense heart activation and kundalini awakening that lasted several months. Thankfully I had been healing my past childhood trauma for many years, otherwise, I am not sure how I could have handled it. I had a “download” telling me “he is me in a male body”. At the time I thought “this is a really weird message”. Since the awakening, my life has totally changed. My healing and spiritual path has accelerated incredibly. My beliefs have changed significantly. I can’t relate to the 3D world and how it operates at all. I agree Kathleen about masculine energy. I have operated from toxic masculinity (doing, doing, doing; pushing myself, etc) out of necessity due to my childhood, but since my awakening, I felt an incredible amount of feminine energy. I could barely contain the heart activation energy. So much bliss not of this world.
The job and relationship i did before i met my twin but i also realised i needed to let go of a few friends after i met my twin. They were in very low vibrational energy
Can I say a big thank you for your videos I have come across today 😊 I have only been on this journey under 5 months . I am the stage where I know longer having a longing and care of out come ,but to just grow to my higher self . So thank you . I know its only been under 5 months for me but I did so work on this and getting through the whole dark night of the soul ,so thank you for being real this journey to help others ❤
Spot on Kathleen as always, to anyone not resonating with what is discussed here the good news is you aren’t on this journey be thankful of that, the bad news is that in maybe several more incarnations you just might be 🤦🏼♂️
Thank you for telling people how it is, as it’s the most difficult thing I’ve been through and am still going through but have surrendered some time now. ❤❤ Have seen him now to to harmonise the energies ❤❤
I went through this started in 2019 and only calming myself down now. I thought I was having a mid life crisis as separated from a 20 year horrific marriage then I thought limerence. But all the signs 11:11 ect happened. I’m a social worker so very black white thinking. ❤
35:36 Your perception of me is a Reflection of You; My Reaction to You is an Awareness of Me. Just yesterday I happened to read this on a back of a T-shirt the guy in front of me was wearing . I don’t think it’s a coincidence that I happen to watch this video , like your previous videos which resonate & heal at a much much deeper level . Thank you 🙏🏻 also did see a lot of numbers where we met almost a decade back again not a coincidence. I am learning & growing ( verryyy slowlyyy I must say ) or is there even a timeline but thank you for being who you are and I must read what exactly does this line mean ❤😊
💯true!!! Memories. Think feeling suicidal is part of the journey. Not nice at all 😕 🙄 So glad I'm not there anymore. I used to spend hours crying in the bath and feel like my heart had been literally ripped from my chest while it was still beating. Spent thousands on looking for answers. So so happy I'm at peace now 😊❤
U literally just made gold by making this video! All the exploring trying to find answers is exhausting and u just made the shii that i needed to hear! Im in absolute tears thank u for this!
Each TF journey is unique and many do work it out and stay together and are extremely happy. If you have deep wounds and trauma it will be difficult to maintain the connection. If you have dealt with your inside self and are whole and both love yourself it does work. What you're talking about is the usual condition of mankind and the trauma experienced that needs to be dealt with. You both deal with issues that come up the relationship can and usually does work. Depends on your willingness and the others. Both have to face the good and the dark side to continue and flourish. "Intention" is everything.
I thank God that I went through all of that in the span of 1 month. My dark night of the soul lasted 1 week. Had to face a lifetime of hurt that was locked away head on. You have to let go of all that to free up the energy for your transformation I guess. The obsessive phase lasted about 2 weeks. Watching the Samadhi movies and the RUclipsr New World Allstar explained nicely why the DM runs. That you had to start your soul work and shift your focus away from them. This whole experience has been unreal. The energy is like a storm sometimes. I can sometimes feel my female DM. We talk every night and I know that union is coming soon. She is in another country. The love in my heart grows by the day, specially for her. I love you all and send you all peace, love and joy. ☯️
Thank you for your video. I’ve been on this journey for along time now, six years of separation with a number of reunions along the way. I can completely resinate with what you’ve said, and while everyone’s journey is different, any genuine twin flame will understand your experience. Thank you. 🙏
Love it yeses I would jump of the bus.... but am to curious so would run behind it to get on it me 2. Was diehard atheist.... but their is more. I am really lucky cried a lot but let it be... the universe communicated with me paranormall when I got 313 one send me... look ur in seperation on TF..... All that happened paranormall also our Facebooks... its soo crazy... we place the same things.... but you know what crazy things happens. I'm so lucky right away I let all the crying be... I didnt resist... been unlocked, changed country's all almost same day. As u said.... we live in Duality... so why wouldnt it....
Thank you, Kathleen! It's a shame whatever is happening as a result of that documentary. I won't watch it. I know my truth. And this journey is nothing I could ever fathom. I was immersed in new age/metaphysical world since a young age. And I never heard of twinflames until I was being catalyzed on my journey. I dont really discuss this journey with anyone but those like you who describe similar experiences. My conversation or two with you were hugely helpful and reassuring. At first, the journey was incredibly brutal. And i was acting out of wounded/low EQ. once i surredered and explored topics like satori and zen life, things changed. There is no healing but everyone's process and experience is different. i suppose the best way i view the spiritual awakening is that every soul has their own path to walk. For us, our spiritual journey was catalyzed by a love connection. For others, it could be an NDE, drug addiction, etc. All we can hope is that we reconnect with source and honor ourselves and the collective consciousness. I feel fortunate to "know" what I know now as a result of this journey. Sending lots of love and good vibes to all those who pass.
You said it all! Thank you! For all DF out there, please don’t give up! No matter how hard, painful & confusing this journey is, it’s worth it! Everything happened is for a damn good reason. I met my twin when I was in toxic marriage, abused mentally for years. I divorced loosing my son and all the money from the house. My soul wanted me to just give all to my ex. My son had a suicidal thought blaming himself for his parents daily fights. So, I decided to not fight through court. I never had the rights over my son except my money since I gave him birth. My ex was in disability after I gave birth my son 17 years ago. His family is anti Muslim & immigrants, so he is. I’m an Asian woman raised by a Muslim in a poor village living in the U.S. all those years, I let myself living in the fear of loosing my son, so I didn’t divorce my ex till I met I met my twin. I thanked him for letting me seeing my true self & feeling the bliss from within his eyes. It gave me strength somehow. 2 months after, my best friend was kidnapped & shot to death. 2 weeks after, my dad died from stroke. 6 days after, my mom died from Covid. 4 months after, I found out that my twin had a fling with our coworker. I knew it for a while but I didn’t want to believe it. So, I had to work at another building not wanting to be in the middle of that circus/drama he’s at. The pain was worst than loosing everything & everyone. I drank alcohol everyday after, before & after work for 1 year & 4 months wishing my twin would drop a message in every bottle I drank. Nope! 🤦♀️😬 One day, I decided to meditate. I felt as I was wed with my twin in front my parents, those who died & my star families. That’s when I felt the bliss, the real happiness within. The same feeling I got from looking into my person’s eyes back then. My twin’s higher self told me, “you found me & us within. You see, I am always with you within. Always! Don’t worry on those old stories, what you see & hear. They don’t matter. I’ll be with you everywhere you go. Always look within! Feel me & us there! I’ll show you the signs to remind you our forever & unbreakable bond. It was hard to keep believing the within. My thought was, “if this within gives me the real bliss, love, wholeness & happiness I never had before. It must be the real reality. And if those old stories & what I see or hear about my twin give me the hurt & pain, it must not real.” Luckily, my twin’s higher self promise to give me signs kept reminding me to always live from within. Because everyday, I saw 1111, his name, songs, his jokes, & many things related to him everywhere I went to. I’m freaking love this journey. I realized now that my twin & I are the best thing ever happened to each other. I won’t go back to the life I had. Why I have to chase someone that is already within me. Freeing from all those fears & limiting beliefs is what the real freedom is. Never in my life I feel this amazing. I died so many times before. So, Nothing & no one could stop me ever again. So, all DF, dare to be your most authentic self because we all are beautiful, love & lights! We all are that damn Phoenix could rise up from the asses, if we choose to. I love you all Apology for this too long essay! Thank you for sharing your insight knowledge to us! Much love!
I would love to have you as my twin flame journey coach, love all your videos and your encouragement and enthusiasm, love your character and personality ❤❤❤
How in the world do we ALL end up with tarot reading addictions?! So fascinating. I guess we are just desperate for any answers to the most destructive thing that’s ever happened to us! 🤦🏼♀️
Hello beautiful, I’ve no intention to watch that video. A true twin just intuitively knows. They don’t look outside themselves for answers. Bless you . 🙏🏼❤️ thank you, my experience exactly. ❤️
I felt the same and actually said those exact words to my DM except I said the universe was dangling the carrot and when I get close to it, divine pulls it away. So grateful to have found a channel with people that are experiencing the same😊
When I got soul recognition and got my kundalini awakening and got the magnet effect all within one mins and my lust levers went through the roof. I thought to myself if she says I got nice anythink I can't hold myself back it's game on I had zero self control for the first time in my life. so I had to run as fast as I can away from her 😂
I am also in New Zealand. I met my TF 9years ago, but only recently felt like things have started coming online for me. I know every journey is different, but it's been a tough 9 years, thinking I was totally losing the plot.
It still mysterious for me, because after 1,5 years of death came the second person into my life which bring's unity, timeless and death, Chakras activation same time...but i'am not ataced enymore !!! I let them come and go, being in truth with myself and praying they find there real way in this life 😏...it's crazy, hard, but my only truth i ever wanted ❤🎉
I can but only agree after only 2 years in this journey. This is definitely NOT a romantic type of relation & that's very confusing at first since the attraction & missing them takes you to levels you never knew existed. Thanks a lot for making this real clear.
You’re welcome ❤️❤️. Shift into your divine power and it will shift. You are here to bring in Union, you just have to be in it yourself first for it then to be reflected back 🥰
That's what I have been telling people from a few years "Religion is just watered down spirituality" to explain deep spiritual concepts to the lay man in a way he can understand
My twin flame is my ex-husband of 21 yrs. We split up kinda outta nowhere. We both to this day can’t really understand how it all fell apart. But since then I have been on my spiritual journey. Not fun. Difficult to ‘detox’ from him when you raise kids together. Definitely have so many times I want to jump off this train but keep having faith that this is for my best and working on surrendering.
Agree, it was intense, passionate, terrible, addictive, painful. 3 years and now I am finally balanced. All kinds of EGO sheds happened. Heart clinic checks aswell by the way😂 kundalini sensations don’t show up in ECG. What is left- unconditional love for my soul and Universe recently introduced me to a new person- a soulmate😊
I recognize this a bit , first I ran and now she is ….been home from work this week just had to I am shut down now no communication and I am in pain and feeling lonely and lost .just wonder what’s she’s thinking…
I just went the the ascension process but thru a trauma bond. Is it possible this happened in preparation for my twin? I’m very curious, because I think it would be pretty twisted to take away who I thought was my twin and put me thru the ringer the same way just to do it again with the real twin, it’d be pointless I think, I’ve had my ego death and soul alignment, it’d be great if it’s this way for me so I can have a longer union before another heartbreak. I’ve always felt in my being a longing for the girl that’s right for me and it’s like I know she’s there. There’s no way I’m going to meet her for a month and get killed again for no reason, I’m just frustrated out of fear right now. And uncertainty. I just want to do my purpose and be in a real relationship with my divine counterpart
Thank you Kathleen for always sharing the truth of the journey. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever been through and it’s also the most amazing journey one can experience.
For anyone reading this, I can tell you that Kathleen steered me in the right direction to understand this for what it is: a spiritual awakening. If you are chasing a relationship, you’ll be greatly disappointed. It’s a sacred connection which has a much higher reason than we can even comprehend.
Thank you 🙏 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Oh, I don’t mind saying it. Jeff Ayan is a monster, and after several years of willingly feeding the beast, Megan is just as bad. They’re both criminals and should be locked up for the pain and suffering they cause others. I told him in 2015, when we first met, that one day we’d stop them - somehow, some way. Power of the press, baby.
I am only eight minutes into your video and I have experienced everything that you have described. It really is no fun. It is quite the journey and I am still waiting on my union with my DM. It’s not easy and I also grieving the death of my husband from a terminal illness 2 years ago. My TF experience has been going on for over four years, but I have known him for about 30. Thank you for this video, and explaining things to so many who don’t understand.❤
No waiting. Get present and get out of the waiting energy 😊
Yes zero waiting as this is all about your own personal and spiritual growth ❤️
Everything you are saying is correct!
I have experienced all of it. It’s been years for me Kathleen. My twin has popped in and out of my life and he married someone else.
I ran from him. It’s been a very long journey of spiritual awakening. Stepping into the unknown and completely operating outside of my comfort zone!
You don’t need to explain. Speaking your truth is extremely important ❤
100% resonate with what you said. Couldnt have explained it better. One hell of a rollercoster ride, but emerging as a beautiful butterfly. Much love to all the twin souls out there, especially the DFs❤❤❤....
Well said!
Thanks Kathleen ... for being REAL and authentic! 🙏
Every single trauma wound and we know EVER trauma wound gets highlighted to be alchemised
So it's not romantic about this Journey
It's a Scared Journey to be cherish back to Source, back to our Soul in perfection 💝
It took me about 10 months. To let go of the addictive energy. My DM and I have 3 in between in and out energy. But just this past month, ive been making so much stride and realisations from the time I was a child, its mind blowing. My 3d mind still tries to convince stuff, but im able to get out of it pretty fast. I let the emotions rise up and feel it and acknowledge it instead of burying it. Then i am able to transmute it. I know some of this are past life or generational trauma. I needed to release it all. I find i can easily switch to my soul mind as i embody my true authentic self and soul each day. I feel so much more at peace and harmony.
This is so true. I met my twin early this year, when I heard his voice was like something activated in me, was like waking up, I was like: I know this voice!! We starting talking like we have knowned each other forever. The feeling was like home. The energy of attraction was beyond normal, we just wanted to be close, to merge into another like it was the most natural thing in the world. We were only 2 weeks together, we started to trigger deep core wounds in each other, it was really super intense and uncontrollable. We had to separate because the energy was too strong, I couldn’t make sense out of it and couldn’t handle it.
The energy settles as you transmute the fear and shift into your soul frequency ❤️❤️
Thank you! I do agree to every word you say. The real Twin Flame journey is very painful, long and difficult at the beginning. Now it is a bit easier, when I feel the change in myself. Thank you very much!
Nobody can understand the twin connection until you live it. I am in it. Have been with him for 2.5 years mostly online connection due to distance and circumstances. Some in person as well. It is so hard. It is instant. I was vibrating for a very long time. He has just left me now. I am ready to do the work. I’m giving myself at least a year. I purchased your course and looking forward to be a new person. I met him at the age of 17. Didn’t know what hit me. All I could say is I love you to him. Didn’t understand any of it. After 2 months he moved back to the US and didn’t see him for 43 years. Again it was instant and so powerful. He is married but him and his wife were roommate and not close at all. She told me that I could have him and didn’t want him. After that she changed her mind and is all over him. She had him stopped talking to me and had him blocked me. He is religious and wants to give his marriage another chance. I respect that but it is so heartbreaking. I’m so sad and constantly thinking about him. Can’t get him out of my mind.
Yep❤the journey is also very unique for every soul. I wrote a long story but it dissappeared, propably for a reason😅the point is, your soul is guiding you to your path❤
Thank you, Kathleen. Being over the worst of now, I occasionally question if that really happened to me. Your story confirms that I did go through it, and people who have not experienced this awakening cannot understand.
It is an intense experience!! I have been in it for over a year and half, just got the deep part recently, I thought I was breezing through. I have discovered how to validate the twin soul connection through Soul Astrology. I happened on this right after I met my twin flame. It has been a blessing to be able to help others on this journey so I feel you!! . Thank you for your honest clear message. I always enjoy when I see someone’s face that is experiencing the twin flame!
The repression coming up is where I am at right now I went through a spiritual awakening 4 years before I met my twin. I had been in a blissful harmonious place thinking my healing was done!! And nope not even close 😂
Blessing to all on this journey!! We picked it and we got this!!
Keep aligning with soul, all that healing will pass 🥰
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My twin flame and I passed each other and looked at each other for two years before he introduced himself to me. When I met his eyes as he spoke I swooned like an 1800’s lady and nearly fell over. His eyes and voice had an effect on me that nobody in my life has ever had. As someone who was first awakened over thirty years ago, the journey is a welcome change from where I was and I’m cherishing every moment as I learn and grow. Thanks Kathleen ❤
This is the most mind blowing thing that has ever happened to me. Started almost four years ago, we had been married for almost twenty years and were very close and worked extremely well together, one day we both started feeling this overwhelming sense of anxiety and he started acting like a complete different person, started using drugs and took off with another woman leaving me broken on the floor. Looking back, I don’t know how I survived. I only did it because of our son. I felt like I was going crazy, my mind was going a 100 miles per hour and couldn’t get this person out of my mind. I had a horrible pain on the right side of my stomach that would keep me in the fetus position trying to find comfort from it. The doctors couldn’t find anything wrong which made me feel even worse because I was truly in so much physical and emotional pain. I still am dealing with depression and have become so sensitive to so many things. The only thing that brings me comfort is meditation and pray. This depression still has me coming home from work and going straight to bed. I have tried conventional doctors, and medication and therapy but nothing seems to help. If I were just mentally crazy, I think I would have either started doing drugs or committed suicide. But there’s something in me that keeps me going every day.
Thank you for sharing ❤️. It’s very challenging for sure! Just know there is absolutely a greater purpose and as you start to surrender into this and accept you are not what we think we are, it all becomes easier xx
I’m so sorry to hear this. Something drew me to this video, and I’m wondering if it’s you. I’ll explain. I’m in union with my DM, and we’ve been on mission since the summer (having finally gotten everything in gear for it). Prior to that, I began experiencing what seemed like early menopause - and it threw everything way, way off. We’d worked through any sexual difficulties amassed from throughout our lives, and had been enjoying the benefits of our labours, so to speak. Then … bam. Our struggle to build our business which supports our mission was creating such stress, it invited all the nasties - along with that next big evolutionary push. We don’t let ourselves or each other stagnate - but when you’re buried beneath bills, it’s easy to let all the darkness of low vibration creep in.
The reason I reach out to you here is mostly, one, the right-side abdominal pain is related to a less studied area of the chakra system just called ‘the void’ but more technically, the Bhavsagar. The location of your pain there, is directly related to your feeling responsible for your masculine development. In the case of a physical union, this is represented by the actual male, in human embodiment. Study the Bhavsagar, how to work with your own kundalini that gets ‘trapped’ here, and on releasing a sense of responsibility for your husband. Physically, gently stretch your psoas, which is directly located in this area, applying heat at rest. And keep meditating. If the docs aren’t finding anything wrong (and I myself have fibro for many years, and know the difference) then I’ll suggest this as a likely cause.
Keep meditating, but on the Bhavsagar, and releasing any responsibility for HIS ascension. It’s easier said than done - but it’s the only way to get the kundalini back on the proper track. I can’t say things will be 100% until you’re both 100% in clarity - whatever that clarity is - but you can be sure that you’re on your proper track. I pray that this helps you, as it helped me. 🙏🏻💜✨
I need U in this... so don't do anything crazy 😉 okay 😉
Yes it's sick! U have chosen for it.
Don't resist! What resists persists... listen to youre feeling go talk with youre body...
Do search soul allignment. Be as much possible in soul...
Look out youre eyes like It is a game you see youre hands. That is youre vehicle....
Enjoy 😉 cry enjoy.... let the energy go.
Soul crying is a thing so if U think why am I crying about reading about aliens where all aliens died... probably u where their and youre soul knows...
It is crazy..... but it is also beautifull.... we don't have to be scared to die....
But need you to awake as much people as possible.
It was 11/11/2023 & he was outside cleaning his truck when I felt the urge to walk over to him & say, “nice truck.” That’s all it took for us to lock eyes and couldn’t stop smiling. We live in the same community just 3 homes apart. Since then, we exchanged few words but a lot of energy. We gaze into each other’s eyes as we say hello. He has his partner and I have mine. I’ve gone thru a lot in the last year and have awoken. Thru the pain, I’ve grown to be more patient & more loving to my young kids. I worked in corporate America and was in masculine energy and not very spiritual. I began drawing since I hadn’t done so for 25 yrs. It’s been painful but I’ve only learned to love myself so much more. ❤
You’ve absolutely nailed it. And the part that is hardest to accept but the most transformative once you do…it’s about YOU. All of it. It has nothing to do with the other, and It is not about a relationship. The people who exploit broken hearts for profit are the worst kind of people.
Yes agree! All about the growth of ourselves as it should have always been 🥰
I wouldn´t believe in this journey if someone have told me untill it happened. It is very real... amazing and overwhelming at the same time. And I was not spiritual before.
Since it started and since I could understand it I can see that I am evolving in a really fast speed. I have way more discernment than I had before.
In this moment, I am finding a lot of peace in letting all the spiritual content go. Perhaps it is just a phase. Letting go my desire to have all figured out. Just meditating regularly with youtube help and living my life with this sense of freedom.
I am beyond grateful to you for spreading the right information about this and not romanticize, there is a lot of pollution about this theme.
I’m so pleased you’re in a beautiful space. It’s a challenging and rewarding journey 🥰
I had the obsessive thinking in july this year ....hut don't know what to do in this journey...plz help i also want peace and live my best life plz suggest what you have done???
You are so accurate and on point with everything you say! You are the first person that I can say everything you speak is exactly the truth.. I’m so glad and blessed I found your channel ~ thank you 🙏 ✨
You are so welcome and I’m glad it’s resonated ❤️❤️
💯 you are absolutely spot on! I’m really enjoying your content. It’s hugely authentic ❤
Thank you. My twin has been gone for a while now and I thought maybe I was making it all up in my head, but. Yes 20 years older than him, he treated me badly, he ran, I changed my job and became the artist I was always ment to be. The ego deaths ( ouch). Yes thank you.
The addictive energy is what causes the behaviour on both parts. Take out the human aspect and focus on this as pure energy. It becomes easier once you shift your perspective as it’s only the mind which is hurt and you are not the mind xxx
Feel you on the artist evolution. If I didn’t have my art or faith in my art during this journey, I don’t know what I would do with myself. This shit is hard!!
Yep💯💫🌟my journey has mimicked yours for the most part.
Kathleen the naysayers probably could not withstand this extremely intense journey. Funny story I didn't know my dm was me and I had a shaman send healing and I became extremely extremely sick! The journey is real. I tried watching the documentary and being on this real journey, passing no judgements I became sickened of the comments about this journey on so many levels. It was sad. Sending much love and peace to those involved. I tried explaining to people spirituality and awareness. Many cant connect. Glad you vented! A real twin flame wont question your authenticity. Keep shining your light. Encouraging you. My guides said to me that even teachers keep learning and needing support. Im sure people have talked about me behind my back but you know what, the universe and my spirit team has me! You are consistent, resonant, caring, and your aura is beautiful. I now thank God for this gift of awareness. I couldn't in the beginning.
Sending you much love🩷🕯💯💫🌟
Thank you 🙏 I am not that bothered by what people say or write, it’s more about having a voice of truth. If we don’t speak, people will not know and I’m here to shine my light very big and I know that….I get enough downloads about it 😊. It’s trying to do that in a way that’s compassionate but also cutting through the BS in a kind way xxx
Very beautifully expressed…it’s so challenging to explain this journey to anyone. 🤦🏾♀️😌I had to stop because when you try most people look at it like a regular “relationship”. It’s NOT THAT! When a person doesn’t understand the dynamics of spirituality they just won’t get it. We are in the world but not of the world! So if u don’t understand that you won’t get it either unless you’re ever catapulted on a spiritual awakening journey! Thank you for this!!!❤🙏🏾
I made the mistake of telling some friends about my experience. They are spiritually awake, but they didn’t grasp the significance of my experience and I didn’t feel supported at all. So, now I do not share my experience with anyone.
@@mgn1621 I don’t blame you.
Yes they won’t get it unless they are activated. They just think we are nuts and not do I wish at times I was 🤣
So valuable and truth what you are saying !!!!!!! 🙏🙏totaly recognize this
I honestly don’t get why anyone would want to seek out a twin flame. It hit me like a ton of bricks! This is one hell of a painful journey. I have been on this journey since 2021 and finally feel somewhat better. Meditation helped me tremendously. Thank you for speaking truth to this journey.
Yes 🙌 the human mind would never go seek this out and if they do they really have absolutely no clue what roller coaster they are in for. Personally I don’t believe we can, I believe it comes to us when the soul is ready. Sending lots of love 🥰
I have watched a lot of coaches and you are by far the best! The way you explain this hard unbelievable journey is amazing!!!❤❤ I have a double whammy my twin also has cancer and totally cut me out of his life for 6 months. It was so hard not seeing him or being there for him when I saw him he said is this what you wanted to see? He's been through a lot n.lost 45 lbs but I see him n he doesn't! Saw him 2 times n I'm ghosted again! So he has 2 things going on n I really don't know which one.is keeping him away! He says he needs to get straight work again, gain weight,get well but I would be with him daily!I see his birthday everywhere so many signs....I love your wisdom and keep up the good work we all need you!
The way to help him is through the energy work you do and coming into inner union. It will then balance him out xxx
Mine is (or was… I’m not sure where they are on that) dealing with cancer as well… brain cancer. Makes me want to just tell him we can be peaceful together. Things can work out.. but obviously I have things I need to work on rn in separation. I’m a mess rn and barely even want to see anyone.. though I often feel alienated and isolated.
Thank you Kathleen. I can certainly resonate with this in how it feels - a tough journey. Outside from the community here it is a lonely journey also.
Yes it can be lonely at times but you do get to a space where you appreciate the peace 🥰
Been through all and still in the process… we met like we have known each other forever. He stared straight into my eyes… no one has ever done this before. His voice would send chills and activate every cell in my body. All chakras started vibrating. We came closer. Had the most amazing 3 weeks of union time. All portals and channels of communication were open between us. He said things and did things which were soul talks. Our bodies merged, as they have always been one. But, one day suddenly, he said “Sorry, I can’t talk to you “. I was in the floor… in the coming months, I could not focus on anything, left my job, left all my worldly relationship and obligations… left my country… I have nothing from the past around me, including the physical twin. This is so damn painful. This journey has pushed me to a point where i am finally willing to soon be doing what my soul has always wanted to… if I do anything else, I am in pain. I have no option but to follow my soul call and not listen to mind and ego. Wow…. It is so painful. Yet happening
"Let me tell you about the real twin flame journey"... exactly. ❣
thank jou for this video ! 😢😢.. i know what you meen ! 🙏🏼❤
Oddly enough, I haven’t ‘found’ this documentary… I did find you, though. You’re the real deal 🙏
Thanks. I am a typical Scorpio who cuts through the BS. Although one who is learning to be more feminine 🥰
Thank You! I didn't saw the documentary but I also don't bring up this subject on family dinners or even with my spiritual friends... because I volunteered for this but even I, sometimes doubt if this is real, I had a catalyst that woke me up 4 years ago and thinking it was him and from there... deaths of the ego, jumping timelines, knowing what is love, meeting my TF almost 2 years now, and realize what was missing all your life, as an empath feeling what he feels, being hypnotized by his energy, knowing that at a higher dimension we are together but that as humans we are both lost in this, seeing your past fitting the whys, having to wait because he has a karmic in his life and that lesson is not learned yet... it can be a really magic ride but its a contract that you can't jump quantumly, it's the beauty of divine timing.... taking the time to love and enjoy it like never before!
Don’t wait for any karmic, you are the DF and when you reach your highest timeline in the quantum field which is where you operate, all old timelines like Karmics will fall away. Keep focused on anchoring inner union with self xx
@@awakeningmeraki I think it's happening... I'm not just waiting with love, walking my path while waiting in love!
I appreciate so much that you really read every comment, also the very long ones, and you react very worthfull and meaningfull. !!!!!!!!!!!!!
🙏🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍❤❤❤
Yes, you have explained it well, all of this I have experienced, not looking for it, just happened. It’s a really tough journey, however mind blowing it is, the spiritual growth is amazing as well. Thank you Kathleen for your truth, you go girl!🙏☀️🦋
This video is so so valuable and so meaningfull. And so powerfull, wise and authentic. Thank you Kathleen, from the other side of the world (the Netherlands 😄) ❤
You are so welcome!
Spot on! I resonate with everything you said, plus chuck in more trauma, I moved countries jobs homes, so called friends have fallen away, I am learning to cope with being surrounded by people living in their egos. We need to be kind and non-judgmental, I found I couldn't even talk to people about it. I had to discover it all for myself, learning to trust and have faith again when you have lived locked up emotionally in a box to keep yourself safe. Living in soul is the only way forward 😊 much love to everyone out there on this journey it's simply not pleasant but your soul/the universe/the divine knows better ✨️
Loving your content from another kiwi going through this process. Much appreciation.
Great to hear!
Wow. This is a damn good video
I met my twinflame 3 year ago in my new workplace, moving cities to persue my calling to become a researcher. The connection was indescribable. I have had a previous relationship with a soulmate, but this was so much more. Being even more in love and connecting on more levels than I thought was possible. We used to say that we are the same person or that our souls are twins, without knowing anything about twinflames. After a year we moved in together and started planning for our future with a garden and a family. I believe God brought us together, and during a critical time when I got really sick my partner also developed faith (I am now fully recovered). It wasn't until 6 months ago that my twin initiated separation (although push/pull was visible before). This happened after an extensive period of things being mirrored, causing both arguments, and us both doing a lot of successful work within ourselves. We would say we are a perfect match, apart from one thing that stems from each of our childhoods (things we were unaware of in our previous relationships to other people). However, the problem remained to dome extent and caused a lot of fear in the relationship. Since the separation the relationship has been on and off. In this time I have also on and off been suicidal, can't sleep and felt for the first time in my life that I lack purpose. I would never have accepted these arguments, separations or feelings in a normal relationship. And I felt like I could not talk to anyone about it, because they wouldn't understand. Until a friend of mine told me that she thought me and my partner were twinflames (she had her own experience of that). It was the first time I had even heard that expression. I looked it up and everything fell into place. About a week ago when my twin once again pulled away I decided I will hold space for my twin and surrender to this journey. In that short time a lot has happened. I have been through ego death (also something I didn't know what it was until after it had happened). It was hell on earth and made me question everything, myself, God, and my perception of the world. But after that I have slowly started building myself up. Partly thanks to these videos (which was telepathically recommended to me in a dream by my twin flame). I am more and more in alignment with God, myself, nature and my twin flame and I feel a lot better. I try to trust the process since I can't control it anyways. But it is hard. For example I am really stressed about kids since I am 36. Before meeting my twin I never even wanted to have kids. But through some mirroring and healing I realized that I actually do, but only with my twinflame (for a number of reasons including gender and sexuality). Both me and my twin have had visions and dreams about our future kids. I believe this journey is foremost for my individual journey. But also that me and my twin are ment to share a life together. I have felt a spiritual awakening and that process is also ongoing in my partner. I wonder how I should go from here?
Thanks for sharing ❤️ there is only one way on this and that’s working being extremely conscious (practicing presence) you need to energetically shift, expand your consciousness so you can start collapsing duality and bring the 5D consciousness into 3D. That’s this journey, complex sounding but it’s actually a very simple methodology once you resonate. If you need more support feel free to visit my website www.awakeningmeraki.com
Thank you ❤
Just a comment is I totally agree with you. I met this girl over 6 months ago and she quit on me and we had known each other since last year and she has changed my life. You do go through a spiritual awakening and you end up to having self-love and love for everything else. Everything around you changes you become like me more creative, more loving. You get into the passion of things you like to doing and the mundane day at work is just terrible. You don't want to be there. You want to be creating. You want to be doing something else? I also like to add that you do have unconditional love for the other person. You are never angry at the other person. You cannot send horrible or bad messages or anything horrible to the person that's left you. You understand them and a deeper level. You understand them at a soul level. It's a complete transformation as you said. It's something you don't want to go through but I've been through it. I've pushed so many people at my life. I am now on my own. My own journey just me and my dog. I've even had to push my mum away because I'm on this journey and that has been more difficult but every day I do cry and at the beginning yes I was rolling around on the floor as we all do but now I've come to realization that I just love her. I love her unconditionally and until I die I will always love her and I said to her that I will find you in the next world if I have to be. There is no one else on this earth that compares to her and when they say you'll find someone else, you'll find another soul. You'll find another twin. It's incorrect. You can't you have one other part of your soul and that's it. The journey ends. Stop looking because there is nothing out there which compares and it is as they say unconditional for love for you and for her and I would give my heart to her and my assault to her if she ever needed it because she's my twin. She's my other half and that's it. No more said so. This is my twin flame journey. It's been hard. I'm still going through it. I still cry some days. I still miss her and I love to be her back in her arms. I love the feel of her. I love to hug her. I love to see her and I love to talk to her and just writing this paragraph. Owners making me cry because she's so special journey my dear and from a divine feminine this is how it is . Take care of all. Have a lovely journey
Thank you for sharing, so beautiful 😻
I had never even heard of TF when I went through my meeting approx 3.5 years ago. I had no idea what was happening to me. Upon soul recognition I had an intense heart activation and kundalini awakening that lasted several months. Thankfully I had been healing my past childhood trauma for many years, otherwise, I am not sure how I could have handled it.
I had a “download” telling me “he is me in a male body”. At the time I thought “this is a really weird message”. Since the awakening, my life has totally changed. My healing and spiritual path has accelerated incredibly. My beliefs have changed significantly. I can’t relate to the 3D world and how it operates at all. I agree Kathleen about masculine energy. I have operated from toxic masculinity (doing, doing, doing; pushing myself, etc) out of necessity due to my childhood, but since my awakening, I felt an incredible amount of feminine energy. I could barely contain the heart activation energy. So much bliss not of this world.
Thank you for sharing 🥰
The job and relationship i did before i met my twin but i also realised i needed to let go of a few friends after i met my twin. They were in very low vibrational energy
Can I say a big thank you for your videos I have come across today 😊 I have only been on this journey under 5 months . I am the stage where I know longer having a longing and care of out come ,but to just grow to my higher self . So thank you . I know its only been under 5 months for me but I did so work on this and getting through the whole dark night of the soul ,so thank you for being real this journey to help others ❤
You are so welcome 🙏
Spot on Kathleen as always, to anyone not resonating with what is discussed here the good news is you aren’t on this journey be thankful of that, the bad news is that in maybe several more incarnations you just might be 🤦🏼♂️
I have been on this journey for five years now, still in separation. Thank you, comforting words. ❤❤
Yesss preach sister ❤
Thank you for telling people how it is, as it’s the most difficult thing I’ve been through and am still going through but have surrendered some time now. ❤❤ Have seen him now to to harmonise the energies ❤❤
I went through this started in 2019 and only calming myself down now. I thought I was having a mid life crisis as separated from a 20 year horrific marriage then I thought limerence. But all the signs 11:11 ect happened. I’m a social worker so very black white thinking. ❤
35:36 Your perception of me is a Reflection of You; My Reaction to You is an Awareness of Me. Just yesterday I happened to read this on a back of a T-shirt the guy in front of me was wearing . I don’t think it’s a coincidence that I happen to watch this video , like your previous videos which resonate & heal at a much much deeper level . Thank you 🙏🏻 also did see a lot of numbers where we met almost a decade back again not a coincidence. I am learning & growing ( verryyy slowlyyy I must say ) or is there even a timeline but thank you for being who you are and I must read what exactly does this line mean ❤😊
Powerful passionate response Kathleen and so graciously delivered Well done
Thank you 🙏
💯true!!! Memories. Think feeling suicidal is part of the journey. Not nice at all 😕 🙄 So glad I'm not there anymore. I used to spend hours crying in the bath and feel like my heart had been literally ripped from my chest while it was still beating. Spent thousands on looking for answers. So so happy I'm at peace now 😊❤
I feel you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
U literally just made gold by making this video! All the exploring trying to find answers is exhausting and u just made the shii that i needed to hear! Im in absolute tears thank u for this!
Glad I could help ❤️❤️❤️
Each TF journey is unique and many do work it out and stay together and are extremely happy. If you have deep wounds and trauma it will be difficult to maintain the connection. If you have dealt with your inside self and are whole and both love yourself it does work. What you're talking about is the usual condition of mankind and the trauma experienced that needs to be dealt with. You both deal with issues that come up the relationship can and usually does work. Depends on your willingness and the others. Both have to face the good and the dark side to continue and flourish. "Intention" is everything.
The connection is always there. The relationship isn’t.
I concur with all of this. This was exactly my experience too 💗
I thank God that I went through all of that in the span of 1 month. My dark night of the soul lasted 1 week. Had to face a lifetime of hurt that was locked away head on. You have to let go of all that to free up the energy for your transformation I guess. The obsessive phase lasted about 2 weeks. Watching the Samadhi movies and the RUclipsr New World Allstar explained nicely why the DM runs. That you had to start your soul work and shift your focus away from them. This whole experience has been unreal. The energy is like a storm sometimes. I can sometimes feel my female DM. We talk every night and I know that union is coming soon. She is in another country. The love in my heart grows by the day, specially for her. I love you all and send you all peace, love and joy. ☯️
Thank you for sharing 🙏❤️
Thank you for your video. I’ve been on this journey for along time now, six years of separation with a number of reunions along the way. I can completely resinate with what you’ve said, and while everyone’s journey is different, any genuine twin flame will understand your experience. Thank you. 🙏
Thanks for sharing!!
Hahaha I was about to say limerance 😂! Wonderful explanation ditto to everything you said ❤
Exactly!!!! Absolutely true!!! Thank you for telling us your journey! ❤❤❤
Wow Kathleen! Looking back at my journey and the players I have a lot yet to process. You threw me some real curve balls with this one.
Love it yeses I would jump of the bus.... but am to curious so would run behind it to get on it me 2. Was diehard atheist.... but their is more. I am really lucky cried a lot but let it be... the universe communicated with me paranormall when I got 313 one send me... look ur in seperation on TF.....
All that happened paranormall also our Facebooks... its soo crazy... we place the same things.... but you know what crazy things happens.
I'm so lucky right away I let all the crying be... I didnt resist... been unlocked, changed country's all almost same day.
As u said.... we live in Duality... so why wouldnt it....
As you said.. yep, yep and yep! Its really just as you describe! Thank you for your energy and support!
Thank you, Kathleen! It's a shame whatever is happening as a result of that documentary. I won't watch it. I know my truth. And this journey is nothing I could ever fathom. I was immersed in new age/metaphysical world since a young age. And I never heard of twinflames until I was being catalyzed on my journey. I dont really discuss this journey with anyone but those like you who describe similar experiences. My conversation or two with you were hugely helpful and reassuring. At first, the journey was incredibly brutal. And i was acting out of wounded/low EQ. once i surredered and explored topics like satori and zen life, things changed. There is no healing but everyone's process and experience is different. i suppose the best way i view the spiritual awakening is that every soul has their own path to walk. For us, our spiritual journey was catalyzed by a love connection. For others, it could be an NDE, drug addiction, etc. All we can hope is that we reconnect with source and honor ourselves and the collective consciousness. I feel fortunate to "know" what I know now as a result of this journey. Sending lots of love and good vibes to all those who pass.
Yes!! Honouring ourselves all the way xx
You said it all! Thank you!
For all DF out there, please don’t give up! No matter how hard, painful & confusing this journey is, it’s worth it! Everything happened is for a damn good reason.
I met my twin when I was in toxic marriage, abused mentally for years. I divorced loosing my son and all the money from the house. My soul wanted me to just give all to my ex. My son had a suicidal thought blaming himself for his parents daily fights. So, I decided to not fight through court. I never had the rights over my son except my money since I gave him birth. My ex was in disability after I gave birth my son 17 years ago. His family is anti Muslim & immigrants, so he is. I’m an Asian woman raised by a Muslim in a poor village living in the U.S. all those years, I let myself living in the fear of loosing my son, so I didn’t divorce my ex till I met I met my twin. I thanked him for letting me seeing my true self & feeling the bliss from within his eyes. It gave me strength somehow.
2 months after, my best friend was kidnapped & shot to death. 2 weeks after, my dad died from stroke. 6 days after, my mom died from Covid.
4 months after, I found out that my twin had a fling with our coworker. I knew it for a while but I didn’t want to believe it. So, I had to work at another building not wanting to be in the middle of that circus/drama he’s at.
The pain was worst than loosing everything & everyone. I drank alcohol everyday after, before & after work for 1 year & 4 months wishing my twin would drop a message in every bottle I drank. Nope! 🤦♀️😬
One day, I decided to meditate. I felt as I was wed with my twin in front my parents, those who died & my star families. That’s when I felt the bliss, the real happiness within. The same feeling I got from looking into my person’s eyes back then.
My twin’s higher self told me, “you found me & us within. You see, I am always with you within. Always! Don’t worry on those old stories, what you see & hear. They don’t matter. I’ll be with you everywhere you go. Always look within! Feel me & us there! I’ll show you the signs to remind you our forever & unbreakable bond.
It was hard to keep believing the within. My thought was, “if this within gives me the real bliss, love, wholeness & happiness I never had before. It must be the real reality. And if those old stories & what I see or hear about my twin give me the hurt & pain, it must not real.” Luckily, my twin’s higher self promise to give me signs kept reminding me to always live from within. Because everyday, I saw 1111, his name, songs, his jokes, & many things related to him everywhere I went to.
I’m freaking love this journey. I realized now that my twin & I are the best thing ever happened to each other. I won’t go back to the life I had. Why I have to chase someone that is already within me. Freeing from all those fears & limiting beliefs is what the real freedom is. Never in my life I feel this amazing. I died so many times before. So, Nothing & no one could stop me ever again.
So, all DF, dare to be your most authentic self because we all are beautiful, love & lights! We all are that damn Phoenix could rise up from the asses, if we choose to. I love you all
Apology for this too long essay! Thank you for sharing your insight knowledge to us! Much love!
Wow! You described how I felt to a T! Thank you for sharing!
I would love to have you as my twin flame journey coach, love all your videos and your encouragement and enthusiasm, love your character and personality ❤❤❤
YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!❤❤❤❤
Thank you 🥰
Brava Kathleen. BRAVA! Sending much love to you from Hawai'i.🌹
Thank you so much!
How in the world do we ALL end up with tarot reading addictions?! So fascinating. I guess we are just desperate for any answers to the most destructive thing that’s ever happened to us! 🤦🏼♀️
You are amazing. So much love for you 💕 Thanks for sharing. 100%
You are so welcome ❤️❤️
Thank you so much. Extremely accurate.
Yep Yep Yep!!!! Exactly!! Great message
Amazing message, there's no doubt you know what you're talking about. Thank you for your incredible support 🙏🌸💗
Yes I do and at times I wished I didn’t 😜. I’m grateful now that I’m in soul 🥰
Thank you for making this! 🎯🙌❤
You're so welcome!
Hello beautiful, I’ve no intention to watch that video. A true twin just intuitively knows. They don’t look outside themselves for answers. Bless you . 🙏🏼❤️ thank you, my experience exactly. ❤️
Yes they do!
Thank you for sharing your story. Mine is similar. It felt like I was being led by a carrot a on a stick.
I felt the same and actually said those exact words to my DM except I said the universe was dangling the carrot and when I get close to it, divine pulls it away. So grateful to have found a channel with people that are experiencing the same😊
Exactly how it played out for me
When I got soul recognition and got my kundalini awakening and got the magnet effect all within one mins and my lust levers went through the roof. I thought to myself if she says I got nice anythink I can't hold myself back it's game on I had zero self control for the first time in my life. so I had to run as fast as I can away from her 😂
You sound like me 🤣🤣
Thinking is humanities biggest addiction
Beautifully said
I am so happy to see your video early on this craizy jurneu
Thank you. I needed this. 🎉
Well done on this video Kathleen
Thank you 🙏
I totale agree with what you told in this video i am ging trough it al thank you i love you videos 🙏🙏❤️❤️
I agree with it. Thank you.
I am also in New Zealand. I met my TF 9years ago, but only recently felt like things have started coming online for me. I know every journey is different, but it's been a tough 9 years, thinking I was totally losing the plot.
Sending lots of kiwi love 🥰
Exactly. Beautiful. ❤
Yeah!...THATS IT!😅...Excellent descriptions.
Hi my dear I completely agree with you♥️🙏
Made me cry 😭 felt this in my bones...
Beautiful message ❤️ 💖
Too many psychics are doing ongoing readings about the divine masculine and treating the twin flame journey like a relationship.
Agree!! It’s not cool 😫
It still mysterious for me, because after 1,5 years of death came the second person into my life which bring's unity, timeless and death, Chakras activation same time...but i'am not ataced enymore !!! I let them come and go, being in truth with myself and praying they find there real way in this life 😏...it's crazy, hard, but my only truth i ever wanted ❤🎉
Can totally resonate with this..
I can but only agree after only 2 years in this journey. This is definitely NOT a romantic type of relation & that's very confusing at first since the attraction & missing them takes you to levels you never knew existed. Thanks a lot for making this real clear.
You’re welcome ❤️❤️. Shift into your divine power and it will shift. You are here to bring in Union, you just have to be in it yourself first for it then to be reflected back 🥰
Getting there day at a time. Much love to you dear @@awakeningmeraki 😘❤
That's what I have been telling people from a few years "Religion is just watered down spirituality" to explain deep spiritual concepts to the lay man in a way he can understand
My DM is over 20 years younger than me - I am 48, he is 26.
How well I understand that, I tried to work but not very successfully, mildly put;)
Yep! Its almost impossible to work in the early stages of this process xx
My twin flame is my ex-husband of 21 yrs. We split up kinda outta nowhere. We both to this day can’t really understand how it all fell apart. But since then I have been on my spiritual journey. Not fun. Difficult to ‘detox’ from him when you raise kids together. Definitely have so many times I want to jump off this train but keep having faith that this is for my best and working on surrendering.
Focus on you and coming into inner union. You are more powerful than you realise 🥰
Agree, it was intense, passionate, terrible, addictive, painful. 3 years and now I am finally balanced. All kinds of EGO sheds happened. Heart clinic checks aswell by the way😂 kundalini sensations don’t show up in ECG. What is left- unconditional love for my soul and Universe recently introduced me to a new person- a soulmate😊
Yes 🙌 so much unconditional love ❤️
its crazy i met my twin 23 years ago....... its been a long journey !!
I recognize this a bit , first I ran and now she is ….been home from work this week just had to
I am shut down now no communication and I am in pain and feeling lonely and lost .just wonder what’s she’s thinking…
Your job is not to get into that mind and wonder what she is thinking. Focus on yourself and I know that’s hard to hear but it’s truly the only way xx
Yes I know I am not gonna try to contact het just be happy being with me…And one day she maybe she reaches out to me
I just went the the ascension process but thru a trauma bond. Is it possible this happened in preparation for my twin? I’m very curious, because I think it would be pretty twisted to take away who I thought was my twin and put me thru the ringer the same way just to do it again with the real twin, it’d be pointless I think, I’ve had my ego death and soul alignment, it’d be great if it’s this way for me so I can have a longer union before another heartbreak. I’ve always felt in my being a longing for the girl that’s right for me and it’s like I know she’s there. There’s no way I’m going to meet her for a month and get killed again for no reason, I’m just frustrated out of fear right now. And uncertainty. I just want to do my purpose and be in a real relationship with my divine counterpart
You are the divine counterpart 🥰
Totally!!!