REACTING AT WORK TO: Paid My Dues By NF
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"PAID MY DUES"
Clicks, clicks, clicks, they'll do anything to get a few
Tick, tick, tick, that's the sound before my head explodes
Quit, quit, quit, look at you up on your pedestals
Quick, quick, quick, here the critics come, it's time to go
I read your article, it kinda hurt me
I don't know who hired you
Or what your friends say in your circle
But the fact that you released it
Tells me two things are for certain
They get paid for trashing people
I get paid 'cause I stay working
Drop 'The Search' and
They emerge up outta nowhere
To the surface, just to peep behind the curtain
Throwing salt at all my burdens
I'm aware I shouldn't give this my attention
Life's a journey, I should just stay on my path
And learn to laugh, you think they heard me?
Ears are burning, put em out
Quiet, quiet, look around
Why don't they find someone way more
Interesting to write about?
Us, we're kinda boring, aren't we?
All we do is whine and pout
It's confusing, so amusing
How I argue with myself
Hello
I spit it with ease so leave it to me
You doubt it, but you better believe
I'm on a rampage, hit 'em, with the record release
Depending the week, I'm probably gonna have to achieve
Another goal, let me go when I'm over the beat
I go into beast mode like I'm ready to feast
I'm fed up with these thieves tryna get me to bleed
They wanna see me take an L, yep, see what I mean?
How many records I gotta give you to get with the program?
Take it for granted, I'm 'bout to give you the whole plan
Open your mind up but take a look at the blueprint
Debate if you gotta, but gotta hold it with both hands
Pick at the bars, you gotta be smart
You really gotta dig in your heart
If you wanna get to the root of an issue
Pursuin' the mental can be dark and be difficult
But the pay off at the end of it can help you to get through it, ay
Paid my dues, made it through (woo woo woo)
Spread the news, I'm on the loose (woo woo woo)
Making moves, I need some room (woo woo woo)
Thought we's cool, well, don't assume, don't assume, ay
I'm the truth, oh, they want some proof
Here, don't be rude, something new
Even when I lose, I make it look cool
Do the show, then we hit the room
Wife is looking, oh
What to do? I don't need the shades up to like the view
It's time to get back in the swing of things
When my life crashes, I'm not the guy that'll flee the scene
I'll take ownership and own it and raise my hand if it's me
Just remember though, I'm only a man, I'm a human being
Don't they see, shoot the breeze, I'd rather just stay discrete
People claim they're in your corner but leave you in times of need
They don't listen, do they? (What?) They don't listen to anything
I'll accept advice if it's not presented ignorantly
Look, costs are high, they multiply
Then cause divides, I'm forced to fight
The poison I've been sipping on has quite the bite
It killed me twice, they rigged the lights
So y'all could see the parts of mine that aren't too bright
See, often I apologize and authorize the awful times
That pop up (Nate) like I'm right behind you
I'd advise you not to try to climb inside the mind like I do
Keep the rhyme book, expedite it, over-night it
Hold it tight and hope the time is on my side
'Cause if it's not then I'll decide to override my own demise
I tow the line too close and I can improvise and empathize
But recognize the fact that I could jeopardize and wreck our lives
You better give me your attention, the undivided
Paid my dues, made it through
"No, let's not suppose"
And drawing the fake smile 😂🤣😂🤣
I was waiting for that mouth sound in the beginning Gabrielle!😆❤
ikrrrr frickin 😂😂😂💕💕💕💕💕
you probably dont give a shit but if you are bored like me atm then you can watch pretty much all the new series on instaflixxer. Been watching with my gf for the last couple of months xD
@Archie Louis definitely, I've been watching on instaflixxer for since december myself =)
God. You smearing a smiley face on you was by far the best reaction I have ever encountered.
One of the greatest reactions ive seen so far ❤
Black balloons are his burdens
Black smile on his face is him saying look world you want me happy ill be fake happy for you but yet deep inside all the mental health issues etc won't let him
ALSO IM HERE FOR YOU ! IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK WE CAN YOUR NOT ALONE GOD BROUGHT US HERE FOR A REASON AND HE WILL GUIDE US THROUGH XO❤
@Derrill Farley her or me lol
Getting help from anywhere does not make you any less of a person! I love your reactions and think NF's newest album is gonna be a treat! Personally think "only" and "change" should make for great videos and reach you personally! P.s. idk how you can stay stunning even with the joker smile 🤣
calirosmex those were the 2 songs I was going to recommend.
Yup. Generalized Anxiety Disorder here, with a side order of depression. Biggest thing I've learned over the years is that my brain is constantly telling me lies ... but, it gets easy to recognize when it is doing it. Still extraordinarily hard to do anything about it, but once you've identified a lie, that tells you where you need to ignore your brain and Do The Thing, secure in the knowledge that your brain is full of crap, so to speak. Still always hard to deal with the really hard times, what with the elephant sitting on your chest making it hard to breathe or think, but ... it is possible to recognize that the elephant isn't real and relegate it to just 'really annoyingly uncomfortable' rather than 'oh my god I'm about to die'.
Really, really sorry to hear you've been struggling. Just want to give you a hug :) But, take it from years of experience ... it does get easier to deal with. Never a big ball of fun and adventure, but easier. Really, really happy to hear you're out from under. Hopefully helping others with their issues will give you a new perspective on your own.
And, really nice reaction, as usual :)
Love you are back... your reactions are so honest, that you can be vulnerable and open in your videos makes you so real while others hide it away. Your reactions will help / encourage so many people. If you feel up to it you so have to do ‘Leave me alone’ and ‘The Search’. They would resonate with you...
(just finished watching and you have obviously watched leave me alone already).
"See we've all got somethin' that we've trapped inside
That we try to suffocate you know hoping it dies
Try to hold it under water
But it always survives
Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
You don't relate to that, must not be as crazy I am"
Depression keeps popping up in my life to. 👊👏 stay strong! Deep thoughts.
You're reactions are as brutally open and honest about things most people are too scared to bring up as Nate's music and honestly as someone who suffers so many ways from so many different things being able to see such honesty from Nate and you in one video is very therapeutic and helpful and a good reminder that people like us are not alone even if we feel like we are...it is nice to know the outcasts like us can band together and in that find people who understand what so many "normal" people miss our ignore or some other stupid thing...people like us really only have eachother and what you do helps thousands so thank you..
Change is another amazing song from NF
Always enjoy your NF reactions, as someone who lives with anxiety and depression on a daily basis I would highly recommend listening to Nathans The Search album start to finish. It speaks to me on a very deep level, and even if you dont react to the songs, I highly suggest it. Love your work, keep at it.
So good to watch more of your vids. I’ve been around here subscribed to you for a minute, and your journey following your creative heart has been inspirational. Thank you for your words, I’ll try to catch that podcast ASAP, and I gotta admit I had forgotten how unbelievably gorgeous you were when absorbing and feeling something new and interesting. The light in your eyes and the grin on your face say more than most people on here do with ten minutes of commentary. Hope to see your next work soon. Peace.
Thank you! One of the real ones 👊🏻
I bought tickets to his concert right after I saw this video!! Always like his songs but looked into his older songs after hearing The Search. Both of my daughters have mental health issues and it’s a hard life to live because it’s always going to be a challenge. Keep fighting girl!!! Just know there are so many others like you in this world. You are brave and you are worth more than you think. Thanks for trying to help others that need support.Hugs to you❣️
"Cause if I'm feeling bad for you, then I have to feel bad for me
And that's just something I feel like we don't deserve" NF - Nate
That always pops into my mind if I hear another story about mental disorders. Because I suffer from DP/DR, GAD, Depression and PTSD too (10 years now).
And I always wanna say something uplifting and hopeful, but at the end of the day, it never helped me to hear something uplifting. It just gave me hope in the beginning, but all those hopes were crushed again and again. But being negative doesn't help either. So I'm lost (for now at least).....like so many others.
But I'm happy I stumbled over your video today. definitely gonna check out your other stuff and you got a new sub. :) And I'm happy that you are out of the worst, and I really hope you will stay out of it and get better! :). Love and greetings from Germany!
11:09.. that little tonque and lip smacking I swear it reminded me of heath Ledgers joker 😱
I am new top your channel, and I'm kicking myself for not discovering you sooner. Gorgeous, intelligent, and vulnerable. Those are rare together. I love the reactions, but I love the honesty and relatability. I'm here for the long haul. As a vet with PTSD, depression, anxiety, etc... this hits home. Love it.
One of the few channels that doesnt have to stop the vids but still reacts and breakdowns. Awesome reaction😁
You’ve got a new subscriber. Was slightly confused why you didn’t speak right up until the end but the silence was well worth it.
Your talk after the video hit me at home! You've a very strong beautiful soul Gabrielle! Keep doing what you're doing! And keep fighting the fight!♥️
Thanks for being real. I know it's hard. Thoughts and prayers for all of us with these same issues!!!
I dont usually comment on videos or things online in general, but i respect the honesty you have to yourself and the viewers so much, its refreshing to see and i will definetly stick around. I truly hope you get through this shit called life eh
You said it. When anxiety hits I say lord please take this and keep it going knowing o well saving souls down here. The ones that are suffering more than me or the same.
NEW SUB! I WAS INSPIRED BY YOUR WILLINGNESS TO SHARE YOUR STRUGGLES AND TO BE TRANSPARENT. THANK YOU FOR YOUR EXAMPLE AND ADVICE. VERY ENCOURAGING!
Nice to see you back!! As always, love the facial expressions! Hope you continue on your road upward and out of the hole of depression. Nate has showed off his "smile" in multiple other videos (Therapy Session, Outcast, Why, Leave Me Alone). "Lost" is the name of Nate's upcoming album this year! :)
Thanks for clearing it up for me! ❤️
You know what I love you ❤
And I'm so happy your came back ☺ don't bounce it. Stay here.
We love you ❤
i love you (your reactions) because they're so real, and you don't hide it! GREAT reaction, as usual. thanks for this, was wondering when you'd get to it. welcome back, and i hope to see more,
lotsa love from your fav eskimo fan
I'm new to your channel, I really enjoyed your thoughts. As a person who struggles deeply with my own mental health as well since my friend/mentor's suicide a few years ago...well, your realness was refreshing. Everyone's already telling you this probably, but "The Search" would be one you'd really like by Nate. Remember, not all who wander are lost, you got this!
I have nothing but #Respect and #Admiration towards your exposure...I can completely understand everything you have shared, because I too have been through that dark black-smiley-face place also. You are not alone. It gets easier as we continue to defy the odds...it gets easier as we bet more on uurselves and less on our mental demons. I do not know you, but I can understand you. You were heard. God bless you Gabrielle!
God bless you!
Hang in there. We all going through alot of shit. Paranoia. Coping with the aspect of our own mortalities is the root of all suffering.
First time seeing your videos. Love it. Not bypassing the fact you're absolutely gorgeous but also sound supremely grounded and intelligent. Will definatly check out your podcast as well as sub here.
Ive been watching you for years, always got my support :) also respect you pushing yourself.
An actual reaction video!!!! Wow.
First one I have actually seen... most are just pause and analyze... thank you.
Moments I live for:
0:04
0:15
0:38
3:00
3:59
My Queen you are a blessing 💕👑
"You don't compare to my level of thinking, so why do you think you compare to my energy, huh" -NF
Is to anyone who brings toxicity to our queen, I'll smack all those who oppose with wet bacon 😤🥓
Legendary SSGSS MUI Sage Mode Hollowfied Yamcha simp energy
@@MisterRawgers
I'm glad to to see you and you are looking healthy and more beautiful than I have seen since I subbed so long ago. I'm happy for you and think your doing the best thing for you. Amazing as always!!!
I'm so glad to see you back again! It's amazing to hear that "it" has gone away for now.
"People claim they're in your corner but leave you in times of need" this part hit me, this is what i am currently going thru
Thank you for being so transparent with us and for sharing your story with us. I hope everything works out for the best for you and that you're able to find the help you need.
I have so much respect for you. I've been going through depression myself, all my life. I love your videos your opinions and you are a beatiful woman, i wish you all the best!
So I’ve been a silent subscriber for a minute (while), I obviously found you from a reaction to NF. Me personally, I saw something in you that I felt compelled to stick with and subscribe. Then you started opening up about depression anxiety and etc and I knew why I stuck around. Someone gets it. I too struggle with these things but I love to create. So I made a RUclips channel to do both. (This isn’t self promotion this is a story) I made this channel so show people that although I suffer through things that I can still create things that I enjoy and me happy and hopefully make others happy and to accomplish the ultimate goal of making people do what I’m doing. I’m a huge NF fan and he’s inspired me along with others to create things that are real and personal. So I understand where you are coming from. I’m not huge but I am a person with emotions and feelings and I get how you feel even if you aren’t (completely) up front about what is going on. I can see it. But point is is your not alone, if I can understand then I’m sure others do as well and that you have fans. Just hang in there and make things that you feel happy with but understand that we can’t make things as perfect as we like. It’s trial and error and I can’t wait to see what you post. And if somehow you read this far and interested in seeing something from another depressed person 😂 then check it out but I don’t expect it. I’m just here to comment my message hang in there ❤️
Love it every time she makes that squeeze noise before the video starts 😍😍😁😁
I too suffer from Clinical Depression, and I thought Addiction was tough..... Talk about a rude awakening, I've always said that I learn the quickest through experience, but DAYUM..... Although, I'm beginning to feel, a familiar feeling. I'm beginning to think, a familiar thought. I'm sick and tired of feeling like this day after day, something has to change! I can't keep living each day, like the one before! Things aren't going to stop unless I stop them. I needed to hear what you had to say. Thanks, Dear.
First time commenting but I seriously just had too after seeing this. I'm glad your back posting on your channel. Seriously, what makes you so different as in so down on the level, that most don't want to admit is one of the reasons i started following your channel so long ago, I'm a random comment from an unknown face but after seeing and hearing, what's been happening to you all the way from last year when you posted that video sending an email to your previous job, that your resignation for your dreams it made me realize I'm not the only one; truly going for what pushes me to create something that drives & gives me meaning.
I can't wait to see what you've made and will make. Peace & respect to you.
Your comment is a blessing, thank you!
@@MutedAlphaBehavior no worries you're the one that's inspiring people. Straight up.
Glad to have you back! Keep at it and stay strong
Watched this again, so good. I hope your plans for Happy Monday are still coming along 🙂
missed your NF stuff.... :) you are found! :) loved... no matta what!!
I’ve never heard of your channel, but you love NF. So I subscribed to you. Now I’m going to start diving into your content.
Keep saying what you want to say. People will find you and listen. Be strong and keep the faith!!!
Hope everything’s still going good! Depression always comes back but so does life love and happiness! Your NF reactions brought me some happiness tonight, thank you.
Great reaction as always. I love your smile 😊 Keep doing on what you want to do with your life, dont let anything stop you, and keep your head up and stay positive. Love you ❤ I appreciate everything you do and thank you for helping people with depression, because there isn't alot of people that do that.
dang wish i could grab a coffee with you and talk about our shit. need more people open like you in this world. feel the fear and jump!!!!
Everything percieved Bad or Good is meant to serve and Evolve Us! The Key is to look past the Perception! If you do that a Reflection appears! Keep Moving! And Do What You Value! When you do what You Want , Everything is on the way Not in the way! Stay true! BE YOU!
This was the first time seeing your reactions. And I have fallen in love. I think it’s how you let the video play and the lyrics ride and react later. Your body language and facial expressions tell plenty of the story behind how you feel about the song. I went back and watched all your other music reactions and I don’t know how more people haven’t seen you. I reealllllyyyy enjoy your reactions over anyone else’s. Keep it up. You’ll get a million this year. 2020 watch.
Oh. And that smile didn’t mean too much at first. But then I went back and watched all your other videos and the smile means so much. Cutest thing ever.
Subscribed the second you did the makeup smile. You're great. Keep it up!
Kero your head up! You can do it and you can get through. As long as their is life their is hope!
Omg Gabbie I am so glad you are doing NF again, I have been asking you to. More please.
I wanna hug you. And no, not in that weird internet double speak kinda way. Like hug you and let me absorb your pain and depression so that you can feel better and keep creating for us. Love ya, Gabbie Stay Strong!!
So glad you're still at it and working hard! Always happy to see you back on RUclips
Your laugh warm my heart. Seriously
I Also Deal With Depression... I Almost Took My Life A Couple Times But I/We Have A Purpose. Stay Strong, You're Doing Good.
We will fight Chronic Fear Together. 🖤 And you have an Amazing Personality and View on the World, I can tell by the look in your eyes when you speak into the camera, I'll pray for you Gabby.
PEACE, LOVE, AND RESPECT!!! Keep fighting...
We have to go through the darkest nights to appreciate the sunny days
I came for your NF reactions yes, but I stay til the end for your deeply honest deeply vulnerable incredibly relatable stories. Thanks and keep going!
I don't know what to say man!
Ok I'll keep it short and brief.. I have been feeling absolutely fucking numb and lost for quite a few days , and I swear today was one of the worst of the worst days .. idk how this reaction popped up on my feed, but you madam, just saved me from doing something terrible..bcz all I wanted is to relate to another soul who's feeling the same way as me..and that I'm not the only fuckin one who's battling this war known as depression.. trust me it meant that much relateable..
I'll be following you from now..more power to you ❤
Had to pause the video after the intro .. totally took me by surprise. I mean, I've seen many of the welcome faces before, but this one .. oh man .. I was laughing for like 5 minutes before unpausing. Epic welcome face ... ahoy!
Notification squad! Also your reactions are the best😂😂😂
Keep doing what you are doing... We are here for you
2:35 I thought she was gonna flash them but damn she didn’t. I was ready
omfg the intro was adorable!!!
Yes it’s gonna comeback but that what makes us stronger and I’m glad you got through it
Your reactions are really cool.Keep going in your work, good luck🙌🏻
NF’s has very deep lyrics in his tracks, and that why I love and respect his work.Please, make more reactions with his NF.🙌🏻😉
Gabby it is so awesome to see you smile that big Lol
Glad to have you back. Sincerely hope you get everything worked out. I always admire the courage you have to be vulnerable on your videos and no matter what happens I think the stuff you are trying to do is worthwhile and holds value just based on the heart that is behind it alone. 👍
Def missed you love that your back
Check out the WHOLE search album. How he didn’t get a Grammy is beyond me. Love watching your reactions, your eyes say speak volumes and you’re a beautiful soul. Just said a prayer for you. The Search is everything you just spoke about! You do you and you’ll be great, stay positive. Take it from a 38 year old man who’s been through it, you’re amazing.
Came for the NF video staying for the mental health podcasts. Thankyou 🙏🏼... Seriously
There is a light. Trust me ive gone from a opioid addict homeless vagrant to a proud father and husband. Ive been in jail multiple times. I'm an adopted bastard as well who had an abusive mother.
Love you Gabs. You're such a high level Bard! ❤️ Your bestie
Always ma bestie
Mental health is a challenge. That's why NF is so big for me. But I feel you on the mental health side. I do wanna say that you are gorgeous. Hopefully that brightens your day some.
I even forgot to watch the vid just watched you through the whole vid😍😎
Couldn't even focus on the music vid
Where have you been! You look Beautiful! So glad to see you again!
This is the first video I have seen of yours, but I have to say you are very beautiful. I’m sorry you are having problems, but I’m sure you’ll get through it.
Ahhhh, another alpha. Good stuff girl. Keep it comin'!
I'm sorry to hear about your depression. Shit sucks. I like how your reaction was unedited and just your *actual* reaction. A couple songs you should check out are Kitchen Sink, Car Radio, Holding On To You or Migraine by Twenty One Pilots. I think you'll find them relatable as well, and they're known for "saving" people struggling with depression. I'ts obviously not that easy, but it might help for a while.
Anyways I'm subscribed and look forward to future content.
NF is the best! I love this reaction too by the way, especially because of that smile you put on yourself! I'm glad that you were able to react to NF. I know it's just words at this point but keep your head up, I'm going through some similar things in life. Just keep doing your thing and i will continue on watching. We will get through this. 💪
I’m new to the react world but you’ve become my favorite. I enjoy how you watch all the way through and give the music your full attention and use your physical reaction and emotions. Once the music is over, you give your vocal reaction. Nothing more annoying than reactors that either talk through the song or talk every two seconds. More reactors should follow your method.
You are 100% my favourite RUclipsr. We miss you 😭
Bravery without fear isn't bravery. Keep walking
Real is real. Always go forward no matter the matter.
Nostril flare at 2:47 was cute. Nice reaction.
Just wondering, is it weird that I catch myself looking at you more than I do the video 😂 ❤️
I don’t wanna sound like everybody else here not that there is anything wrong with them but change by NF helped me a lot everything he said in that song is what i do or think it actually helped well change sorry if this is boring but thank you for your time also getting requests like “hey you should check out...” is good that just means people enjoy your content and want to see more👍 i think
The whole Search album
Just found you in my notifications but I went through some of your past reactions first before going to this one. Look forward to seeing more of you. Particularly excited for the future to react with you and others of the new NF album when it inevitably drops.
Much love to you!
LOST. i seem to through stages of being lost and then enlightened and then broken and then lost and then......... FEAR. i have felt fear so horrible that it literally dropped me to my knees , took my breath away, forced my eyesight to blur and caused my heart to pound so hard i though i was going to die from it. These attacks didn't happen just once. Not even just once a day. no. they happen 5 to 10 times almost daily for almost a full year. Now mind you that I'm describing the peak of my worst times, but it took a few years of building up to that point. i know fear. im so so so so sorry you do as well.
nice ive been here for a min good content as usual cant wait for whats coming next :)
You just earned a sub for being real
Thank you.... Btw. You wpuld connect hard with "only" by NF. Its my favorite.... Trust me do only. I too am lost. But only helps me feel not alone
The song is about a review of an article, if I'm not mistaken it's that of "Rolling Stones" and "times magazine". However, the music with the clip also portrays versions/personalities of Nathan from the past (or may also be representative versions of his various thoughts). Versions from different periods of his life, has the personality of the I'm free era, which was the first album when he started rapping, has the personality of therapy session, of the search, of no name, of leave me alone. In short, they are versions of himself in different periods of his life. The part of him working with the balloons, Its represents him gaining strength with his bales/problems/negativity, that is, he is taking strength from these problems.
The drawing at the end is probably gonna be the design of the next album cover of his
Love this video, and I when through the same thing you did with depression & anxiety, it doesn’t stop though... #staystrong
Let's gooooooooo. Let's do the nf journey.