REACTING AT WORK TO: When I Grow Up by NF
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- Опубликовано: 14 апр 2020
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Original Music NF REAL MUSIC
"WHEN I GROW UP"
Yeah, when I grow up, you know what I wanna be?
Take a seat, let me tell you my ridiculous dreams
I wanna rap, yeah, I know it's hard to believe
And I can tell you're already thinkin' I will never succeed
But I'm okay with it, I admit the lyrics are weak
I've been workin' on 'em, I'll be good eventually
I understand you gotta crawl before you get to your feet
But I been running for a while, they ain't ready for me, ahh
I know this prolly isn't really realistic
And honestly, I might not ever make a difference
But that don't make a difference, I'ma have to risk it
I've been crunchin' numbers, you ain't gotta be a mathematician
To see the odds ain't rootin' for me
I can't lie though, it's kinda how I like it to be
The underdog, yeah, you prolly think you know what I mean
But what I'm saying is they ever push me, I'm gonna swing, yeah
I could go to college, get in debt like everybody else
Graduate and prolly get a job that doesn't pay the bills
That don't make a lot of sense to me, forget the Happy Meals
I don't like the dollar menu, I would rather make a meal
Huh? Make a mil'? Nah, I said make a meal
Home-cookin', get the grill, how you want it? Pretty well?
Everything I see is overdone to me, I'm not Adele
But I'ma get a record deal and say hello to mass appeal
[Chorus]
When I grow up, I just want to pay my bills
Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah)
I just want to make a couple mil'
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh, yeah)
I just want to sign a record deal
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh, yeah)
Might not be the best in my field
But I guarantee that I'ma die real
When I grow up
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, ayy
When I grow up
Yeah, yeah, ayy
[Verse 2]
I'ma make 'em notice me, rhymin' like it's poetry
Everything I oversee, I just like to overthink
Mockin' me, you pay the fee, no return and no receipts
Those of you that don't believe, quiet, you don't know a thing
Quiet when I'm tryna sing, quiet when I'm making beats
Quiet when I'm tryna think, sorry, I don't mean to scream
I just feel like no one really gets me and it's sad to see
'Cause someday I'ma grow up and show all of you it's meant to be (Yeah)
Anybody wanna hear me rap? "No"
Come on, let me play a couple tracks, "No"
Come on, I can spit it really fast, "No"
You think I should throw this in the trash? "No"
Tricked ya; haters, go away before I hit ya
I am not a beggar or a kiss-up
You don't understand? Well, I forgive ya
I am not a quitter, you ain't really think that, did ya?
Maybe someday I could even be up on the radio
Have a tour bus and maybe even play a couple shows
Everybody in the crowd singing every word I wrote
Tellin' me that I am not the only one that feels alone
Huh? You feel alone? Yeah, I kinda feel alone
Wonder if that feelin' ever goes away when you get old
Will I ever make it as an artist? I don't really know
Might not make a lot of dough
I'ma have to try it, though
[Chorus]
When I grow up
I just wanna pay my bills
Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah)
I just wanna make a couple mil'
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh, yeah)
(Leave it to the fam in the will)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just wanna sign a record deal
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Okay, oh, yeah)
Might not be the best in my field (Ayy, ayy, yeah)
But I guarantee that I'ma die real
When I grow up
I just wanna pay my bills (Woo)
Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah)
(Yeah, the way I feel)
Yeah, I just wanna make a couple mil' (Ayy, couple mil')
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh, yeah) 
Развлечения
NF gives the real music, you give the real reactions, love it.
he is ever hard to listen... but he`s better than eminem... eminems times are long over... nf time is just starting...
Nf fan here ruclips.net/video/JDgH5fmttCw/видео.html🤭🎼
@@seelenwinter6662 your opinion is half right. Just letting you know 666.
True bro
@@seelenwinter6662 Relax buddy. Nf might be great but he is no eminem
Maybe we came because of NF, but the point is that we found you, isnt it?
Bruh... thats so true
Come for Nf ruclips.net/video/JDgH5fmttCw/видео.html
@@minatouchiha2662 DUDE FOR REALS
Yea theres no shame in using the popularity of other artists to get a leg up and draw attention. People call it clout chasing and it gets a bad rep but theres nothing inherently wrong with it. Not any worse or better than other marketing tricks really. Gotta do what you gotta do
@@env0x 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓🙏🎶
Make this a trending reaction! Show her that she is accepted, no need to fear or be frightened 🙃
and for that she needs a trending reaction...? jesus... you never had really problems... am i right...?
@@seelenwinter6662 no you're not right.
We are here for you, we're family let's fight these demons together
the next one who want to help with a few words... if that would be so easy, why the US have so much psychologists...?
Nf fan here ruclips.net/video/JDgH5fmttCw/видео.html🤭🎼
@James Conway ok
You're right. I found you because of him. But I'm staying because of you. And that's the difference. 💙💙 Don't think for a second that he is more important as an artist than you are. At least not for me. Much love to you. 💙
Alki Va I could not have said it better!
Yes! Preach it Alki!!!🙌🏽 We Subscribed because we believe in you and want to support you because of who YOU are, not because of who introduced us to you 🙂 (I know I used a lot of "because" on that one 😂)
Keep doing your thing, we are here for you!
You may be coming for her, but that is a horrible thing to say about NF. He is an extremely important person, just as important as anyone else on this planet. I found this chick through Nate. I don't watch her a lot but I do understand she goes through a lot. But how dare you say that Nate is not as important as everybody else. That's just arrogance at its finest
I will never understand people like you.
@@magicalp0wers788 Read my reply again. I never said he's not important. I said he's not MORE important than her. Which means that he is important enough. Apart from that, I said 'to me' which is my own personal opinion because I love treating people with equality. I think both her and NF are incredible artists and they're just AS important to me.
I don’t want to sound like simp or something🤣 but I think you are a very powerful person and I come to see the person that is honest and wants to do something even though she’s terrified. I support you fully. 😊
SIMP
jk lol
nah man the internet has twisted what simping means, complimenting a girl or being attracted to someone aint simping, simping is doing what this guy said lol ^
SIMP
Nf fan here ruclips.net/video/JDgH5fmttCw/видео.html🤭🎼
@@Tyler-si2rj nah bro simping is worshiping a girl putting her on a pedestal
nf:
Change
Miss the days
Hate myself
Also: Really appreciate you having the courage for beeing so honest. All the scared people in there quarantine rooms (like me) feel just a little better because of you. Thank you.
I agree his music hits hard...
Your Emotions are raw I can feel the emotions in your words like it’s amazing how real you are in your videos
I found you through NF but I stayed for you! You have such a real and honest way with you! Your personality is such a vibe and I feel like I relate to you so hard!
I dont rly know why you are often so sad when u watch NF videos. You have one of the greatest and most touching smiles i´ve ever seen. Be more happy. You have a smile that makes everyone else smile too. Thats rare so smile more. Stay healthy and be happy. Greetings from Germany
over 39k subscribers! I cant speak for all of them but the reason I subscribed was because of you. Through the good and bad, tears and smiles. You inspire people with your strength. No matter what you keep going. Never stop.
She's so emotional I love it.
You know, one of your gifts is feeling things so deeply and then outwardly. This is one of the beautiful qualities about you my dear.
Love how you open yourself to us. Thank you
So glad I found your channel
I just stumbled into your channel by the recommend tab and in sooo glad I got to watch your videos of NF and parts of your podcasts. i love how you Express your self through what you do and how you explained your reaction hits me deeply because i feel the same way you feel. Granted I'm only 20 but I've had thoughts like this for a few years.
Just wanted to say that I found this channel by chance somehow but I love it! You're my new inspiration to start my own VLOG/Podcast channel. Thanks!!!
i am really glad that you showed up on my feed
i just could not stop watching how you were reacting with every word he says
you made me cry...
you made me laugh...
and for sure made my day
thank you so much for this honest reaction all the love to you keep up the good work
Thank you for being so vulnerable and open with us. You’re not alone as you already know! Keep pushing, keep being yourself, don’t care what others think, do what you love.
your reactions are the most pure reactions on youtube. i love watching your reactions. it shows we are all vulnerable. please dont stop reacting to videos. you are amazing.
I'm so proud of you, Gabrielle... just so proud that you're like the bravest person I know! Keep doing what you love girl and we'll be there for you! xoxo
John F. Kennedy “We choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard,"
Striking Opinion What do you mean?
You're actually very gifted. I enjoy your reacts because it's real, it's you.
I’m glad I have found your Channel!!! That was very real and raw... You gave me a good pick me up when I really need it... Thank you!!!
I love you. Your so authentic and real! I got mad respect for you putting yourself out their the way you do it takes courage to open yourself up to complete strangers! Keep doing you 🖤
Ur courage inspires people. Be courageous, it’s contagious, people will be forced to see ur talent. Don’t ever apologize for being emotional.
Love your intro.
A lot of youtubers go on and on about pointless shit before getting to the actual content.
Thank you for keeping it cute and simple.
Love NF, love the emotion... And you are gorgeous inside and out.
So glad to see you back :) always a blessing to see your channel show up in the feed
I'm new to you but definitely here for you the way you speak your truth and let yourself be vulnerable and your inspirational words and messages whatever they be ty much love
Hey! Just wanted to say I only found your channel today, but your emotional expressions and words hella resonated with me. I saw you haven’t uploaded in a while, but I sincerely hope you’re doing well! I’m rooting for you
Always on the lookout for you on IG. Always on the lookout for you here.
Get through.
No easy way.
The art is the route.
We did find him through you but stayed because your reactions are real and amazing to watch! From here you can only grow! Many will check out your tick tock! I will once I get the app lol. Loving your reactions to each NF song!!!
You seem like a beautifully kind soul I hope you find happiness and success. I often struggle with fear with trying new things or even getting up in the morning. You inspire me to do better.
I never had a reason to download tiktok. But, I definitely found one. An honest content creator, talented content creator. I am binge watching your youtube content and I definitely need more for sure. You will get your break for sure with that high quality content, keep this awesome energy. You have earned a supporter in me for life for sure.
This reaction is beautiful. Don’t be afraid of your beauty and self worth. Let that shit shine like the northern star
maaaaann ur reaction is LIT. like straight at it not a fuckin 10 minutes intro. love it
That 144 is like that first trophy for your channel. Please keep making content! Soon you'll be huge
We may have found you through an NF song, but we subbed because of you.
Keep doing and posting your stuff, you are gonna make it for sure!
Greetings from Brazil!
Hey, you're doing great and it was so awesome for you to post this! Keep working on what you want to accomplish and you will do it
Always supporting you! I love your reactions! That is the right way to make a video reaction, I'll always say it!
Stay safe! Te amo Reina! Saludos desde Argentina❤️
I don't normally wrote comments, but I had to because I was so overwhelmed by you and your emotions. You really mean what you say and have very much respect for that. To keep trying until IT finally works is very hard but I'm Sure, IT will finally pay of for you.
I'm so happy that I found your channel, you really do some cool stuff 👍🏻💙
Finding this channel is the happiest moment of 2020 for me
Glad you're posting again
I enjoy the content and you're opinion
That's the point of music to touch you and bring out the feelings that can make you smile and cry. I watch for the genuine reactions of every channel but yours are always the best!
I'm still here for ya and support ya, you a champ! Facts.
Thank you so much for being honest. I just wanted to also say, thank you for being brave! Your story has so much intrinsic value, and I am so grateful that you share it with us!
Sweetheart I absolutely love your videos and feeling the way you do about this subject is completely okay but I also want to say seeing how real you are and the amount of passion you put into everything you got this frfr. I truly hope you accomplish all the success you are working tawords 😘
Keep plugging away. You will make it! You got this!
First time viewer and this is no shit the first comment that I have ever left on a video. I've been watching content on here for too long without doing this but your honesty about social anxiety and your courage for putting yourself out there inspired this and me.
Much love and respect Chris.
You got this! We all believe in you. Keep up the fantastic work 😁🤘❤
My fifth video viewing from your library. Your facial emotions always grab my attention over everything else and just about flipped me on this one. I feel you... NF always has a few bars, minimum, that hit true to my life... keep chasing that golden ticket. ❤
Been listening to NF for a while now and I can relate to his anxiety and depression, it's different for everyone. Demons may lurk inside but it's the thought that counts, I'm a musician myself and it has taken me a long way to get to where I have been. Love your videos and keep that smile up, keep the optimism going, because girl trust me, you can't do everything but you can do anything :)
We all have dreams that we hope and have hoped to achieve since being a child, for me it was to be an author but everytime i write anything i feel it isnt good because i wrote it and i barely ever show anyone what i have written because im terrified that what i think about it is true so I've always given up, endless amounts of unfinished books, unfinished artworks because i feel im not good enough to make them let alone complete them...the fact that you are able to make these videos, podcasts, Instagram stories and be open and honest about your dreams, fears and whats going on inside your head makes you among one of the strongest people...its never easy trying to be an artist because there will always be critics, the biggest one being yourself, but to still in someway create any form of art (be it a video, podcast etc.) and show it to the world and us fans, means more to us than you could imagine... It shows that no matter what fears you have if you push yourself, make art that you want to make, there will be critics but, you'll always build something beautiful, like you have with this community that supports you and eagerly awaits any kind of creative content you will show us... It may not be the biggest community, but its one that shares in emotional struggles and relates to you, your feelings and your content, so never give up, keep building YOUR something beautiful... And finally, thank you, thank you for being you and thank you for teaching a lot of us its okay to not be okay sometimes. Much love.
this is my first video i have seen by you and i love it! your so sweet and a can wait to see more of your videos
And I love coming for you! You are so awesome, I know too that, now, especially since you mentioned singing? One of my fears too...is the same here...I'd love to hear you sing and listen to your voice hun! 😃
First time watching with your Chanel and I love your raw emotion and reactions
Really one of the realist reactors. I've seen the music videos and heard the music before. I come to see you and how these songs impact you and compare then to my own thoughts. Dont give up and I look forward to the day you do post your music. Much love and sending good vibes. Keep it up 💯❤
You can do anything you want girl you got all us fans behind you
Love ur channel. NF puts out bangers 💥 and your reactions are spot on and real.
Keep doing you Alpha. Real emotions in every reaction, which will paint you who you are as a person. Keep it up 👍🙏❤
Hey I do come here to see your reactions, you are one of my favorite youtubers. So no matter how much you tell yourself I/we dont come here for you, just know that we all love you so very much🤗😁oh and you earned that money, keep doing what your doing!
I'm new to your channel, this is the first vid i watched and i just said awwww as soon as you got emotional...
1st time on your youtube .
Been listening to nf for a while loved your reaction.
That song does touch home and to see someone strong enough to show their true emotion is amazing..
I definitely come to your channel for you. I found you through a reaction to a band I liked, but I stayed because of your personality. You are a lovely, messy, honest, beautiful soul! Things will happen for you, but even if they don't, you are you and the person that I've seen on your channel deserves greatness, but if nothing else, happiness!
I know lockdown is hard for everyone, but I can imagine for a creative it's driving you insane. Keep putting yourself out there whilst you can't get yourself out there. The internet may not always be a healthy place to be, but when it's your only avenue for connecting to the community, embrace it with both arms!! Loves ya!! x
This is honestly the best reaction ive seen to this video. Like the whole point and meaning of what he wrote was played out through your emotions and thoughts. Youre beautiful and amazing. Keep it up.
Listen to the search on your own time. there's a line or two in it for you
Never give up on what you like. Like you I also wanted to do art but I'm nowhere near good enough to do artistry for a living I actually quit for a couple years just recently started getting back into it and am enjoying it but probably won't persue that, but if you love it just keep working for it and hope something turns up for ya
💯🔥🙏 I can relate with you on many levels before all this crazy crap started happening I've been stuck at home alone with the dude in my head other than when I go to work I am by myself unless it's one of the days I get to see my daughter NF is how I found you but I did find you and I will continue watch your Channel thank you for having the courage to share and post your video
you just earned sub bcs of genuine reaction and thats rare. keep you head up +1
Awww, you're always really genuine in your videos. NF always puts you in a perspective. It will, in time people come for YOU.
Never forget, you are a bad ass, and you ARE appreciated!
Always love getting the notifications that you've posted a new video. I hope you're doing well!
Falling In Reverse though for a reaction!
A true gem... She is
Es muy dura y muy real, NF es un puto genio, casi todas sus canciones te tocan el alma.
i may have found your video through my love for nf, but i am staying for you. the energy and realness you present makes me wholeheartedly wanna watch more of you and your content everything, this is my first time seeing you and i already wanna watch more of you
Missed ya. 🤗 And can't wait for more.
And yeah, we found you because we like watching reaction videos. But I just subscribed because of you. And there’s almost 30k more of us who subscribed because we want to watch you post more videos!
I believe in u honestly if u keep going yes it will take hard work but it will pay off and people are here for u and that's twoard every1 keep grinding
I found your channel from your Jinjer reaction, Staying for YOU, and the work you do. I love your original work.
Hi! I understand you. Keep it up! I look forward to more vids in the future & I’ll show up for you. Keep moving forward.
I watch YOUR videos because of YOU! NF is awesome and I love him, but you are an awesome person and I hope you cheer up.
I just finished the whole videos 'cuz I know that helps to get your video recommended. I want you to know this +I don't know who the guy you'r reacting to is, but I was curious to know who you are, and I truly like how genuine you are. You Got Yourself A New Subscriber, Muted Alpha.
Keep it up girl i see something special in you chase your dreams never give up ❤🙌
Gab you are amazing in sooo.. many levels! Not only what meets the eye!.. you are incredibly strong for following your dreams regardless of your living fear inside of you! Every time you make the decision to put yourself outthere and showcase your creativity.. just know that in that moment, you added another of many wins coming against your stage fright! I've personally love you for your vulnerability and rawness! And yes nate is my favorite current artist.. but you, the person behind muttedalpha, are the reason I subscribed. I can't imagine the amount of people you help get through the daily war inside their head as well. with your videos, Charming and bright personality! I know it's probably not what you care about the most, but you are gorgeous inside and out! And your transparency and vulnerability only showcase the strength you've built from the ground up!
I know you are going to hate me after you listen them, but my recommendation are "Only" and "change" both by NF.. as long as you can relate and it also helps you.. im okay with you hating me! 😇😉 stay glowing gab!
I come here because of you! It doesn't matter who the artist is I just love your reactions and thoughts on things! Your amazing!
Not gonna lie, really missed these reactions. Definitely one of the best because you aren't afraid to get deep and be open about real issues you deal with and so many people (myself included) deal with. Mental health is a serious thing and I wish more people talked about it
Absolutely beautiful looking aswell as a beautiful reaction to a great song, thank your for sharing with us.
Dont let anything stop you from doing what you want to do in life. Keep your head up and stay focused, and always believe in yourself. Great reaction and I click on different reactors to see what they think about songs and I like the way you react to this song, so you got a new subscriber. Keep up the hard work, you got this. ❤❤
You have to be the most beautiful person I have ever seen or will ever see in my life. But to be honest, seeing you show emotion to something you seem to be able to relate to and seem passionate about is hard to explain how beautiful that is. You will make it. You will be an artist and im proud of you. You are absolutely gorgeous. And your soul and personality is just so much more than that. It's hard to explain. Thank you though. I hope to see more of your reactions.
Initially I found you by your reactions to NF, but I subscribed to your channel because of your personality. I admire anyone who can openly display and discuss their emotions.
😩
Happy to see ya girl been a while
Found you through NF, stayed for you. Looking forward to more from you!
Love your reaction! New sub for sure! Hate it took so long to find u
My heart breaks for you-you are so beautiful and talented and the only thing holding you back from the success you want is your doubt. Both of my daughters have the same problem so I’m not sure what to tell you to help you get past the doubt. Try to just do the things that make you happy and that you like and it will resonate with enough people (and f-the others!).
Good to see you back. Yes I found you through NF, but stayed because your real and can see myself at a point in my life. I hope you find peice even if in small moments. You talked about your fear of doing what you love, I hope you can record it and trust us to support your dream, F the trolls. It's hard to stop the sky falling around you with just the palms of your hands, I wish you success and a ray of sunshine if even only once in a while. Keep going on what you believe in, as NF has said in a song anyone can take your life but not what you believe in. I will follow on Tik tok to help support, have a great weekend. Ciao.
I so feel you, I relate so much to how you feel. I want something better for myself and I know exactly what I want and how to get it, but I have that same doubting voice in my head telling me I'm just setting myself up for disappointment because I'm going to fail, and if I fail what else is there? That same voice tells me not to comment because you won't see it and I dunno now I just sound like a weird guy on the internet but just wanted to say you're not alone. There's at least comfort in being with our kind.
I’ve been trying to find your videos forever!
I've been watching you for 2 years now. You're my type of beauty and sincerity. Love you
thhis reaction was sooo moving. i loved all of it. this is how i feel when i listen to emotionally lyrical music.
I had no idea who NF was before this but I might have to check out more cause that was great. As for your reaction I'm kinda in tears right now too cause it was so relatable! Our collective consciousness is so consumed right now with this fear energy but like you I feel like I've already been living this for awhile and somehow, suddenly, people can relate? And I am conflicted because it's not something I would wish on anyone but at the same time it's nice to feel seen and understood to a degree. Anyway thank you for sharing, especially considering how hard that can be!
I've found myself enjoying your videos so much cause of the genuine feels. never change that.
when I listen to this it reminds me of the stages I went through as I grew up.
was gonna put the changing goal lines in my life but found it to be to dark and attention seeking. don't give up on yours, ever.