It's not God, it's me

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  • Опубликовано: 23 авг 2024

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  • @casadesabbath
    @casadesabbath 2 года назад +31

    The Lord showed me there's a spirit of tiredness trying to attach itself to God's people. It's a spirit of heaviness as mentioned in Isaiah 61! Worship is our the weapon to fight this spirit. In any way, we shouldn't allow the enemy to get us feeling guilty! Just remember you have a good Father, He sees you, He sees what the enemy is doing, He loves you. You will be okay. If you feel like you can't pray, just put on some good worship and sit in His presence 🙏🏾💖 you will be refilled and recharged to the point you will know you are loved and that love will push the guilt away.

  • @RASHASA1237
    @RASHASA1237 2 года назад +1

    Thanks for sharing!!! And satan never wants us to stay with GOD. Be blessed!!!

  • @rishikasohiny2121
    @rishikasohiny2121 2 года назад +8

    Hi Sarah, I am a viewer of your channel from India. Its amazing how God lead me to your channel, and giving me the timely messages I need at the time. I was feeling distant from Lord these days, couldn't read scripture, didn't feel like visiting your channel either. But today I was guided back to your video. Thank you, Thank you Lord.
    Something about me, I am still not baptized, born into a hindu family. My family is okay with my faith. Please pray for me to get baptized soon. God bless 🤍

  • @caramelish
    @caramelish 2 года назад +17

    I was telling the Lord this morning, crying, about how this walk with him is so hard. I felt like he was distant, like he wasn't talking to me and I just didn't know what or how to pray anymore as a result I haven't been consistent with spending time with him. This message gives me clarity. It's not God, it's me. I have underlying issues that make me withdraw from him from time to time. I can relate so much with what you're saying.

  • @sonerithageises4441
    @sonerithageises4441 2 года назад +48

    Sarah, I am in shock!!!I prayed this morning and asked God Almighty, to reveal anything that may be keeping me away from him and having a stronger relationship. Here you are, Godsent to help me realize this as my current state of mind. God did so much in such a short period and I am grateful that you shared this with us all

  • @SamariJane
    @SamariJane 2 года назад +2

    These have been my exact thoughts. I’ve always felt like I had to go to God after I felt like I was okay to go. After I read my Bible enough, after I prayed enough, after I wrote enough letters, after trying to live my days getting by without sinning too bad. And tbh I didn’t even feel worthy to pray. I felt like I had to get it together before saying anything to Him. And that is so dark.
    I watched a video on how trauma affects our acceptance of love in our lives (from people) and it is SO real!! It even affects our relationship with God.

  • @saanepolutele9008
    @saanepolutele9008 2 года назад +4

    When im angry i shut everyone out even God and i just realized this 🥲 I also Withdraw when i feel like ive messed up in any way while i was doing good with my spiritual Journey and then i stumble i feel angry and ashamed that i refuse to Speak to God 😭 God im sorry 💔

  • @katiannalee7186
    @katiannalee7186 2 года назад

    It's amazing to me how every time I watch a video of yours, it speaks RIGHT to me. Always right on time. Thankful God led me to your channel.

  • @GravesToGardens87
    @GravesToGardens87 9 месяцев назад

    I absolutely relate to this. Lately I've realized some ways my interpersonal issues stem into my relationship with God so I greatly appreciate this video, I really needed it 💜

  • @Alessandra-ec2hr
    @Alessandra-ec2hr 2 года назад +31

    Wow this was really insightful. I related to the thought of not being presentable. The last two years I really pursued the Lord and learned so much more about Him. Lately, I just feel like I can’t keep up with that pace anymore and my heart isn’t in it. I do recognize the season has changed, but I don’t yet know what intimacy with God looks like in this season. Praying you receive rest and restoration in this time.

  • @palominoblanco
    @palominoblanco Год назад +1

    Sarah, dearest sister! Thanks for sharing this. The video ist super encouraging and fits to my situation atm. One can really feel and see that the holy spirit is guiding you. Be blessed and don't forget to rest ❤️

  • @Heavenlyhealing7
    @Heavenlyhealing7 Год назад

    I've been experiencing this since the beginning of the month literally. This video was so much needed! Thank you Sarah!

  • @chelseasabrina2899
    @chelseasabrina2899 2 года назад +1

    Ministry burnout is a real thing! I personally experienced burnout first time in my life a few months ago and it was the worst thing ever. I also thought I needed deliverance of some sort. I felt like the Mary and Martha story, I was doing things for God but not spending time with Him. I also related so much with Elijah in the Bible. Burnout can lead to withdrawal and depression. It can feel like you are in a desert in your spiritual life. As a perfectionist that I can be sometimes (I’m also working on it) I felt like such a failure in my ministry. Just know that God sees you and He loves you so much. What He likes the most is getting Him envolved in everything in our life. Talking to Him throughout the day about little things. Also, don’t forget that this is a walk of life and we will stumble and fall but God is there to pick us up. Going from glory to glory the Bible says. We will struggle with our flesh until we get redeemed to heaven. Thank you so much for sharing something so vulnerable with us.

  • @ruthwagner7024
    @ruthwagner7024 2 года назад +1

    Thanks Sarah

  • @ObeyJesusOurLord
    @ObeyJesusOurLord Год назад

    Thank you for being so transparent in order to benefit us.

  • @brandonelizondo7018
    @brandonelizondo7018 2 года назад

    God bless & guide you all

  • @Fitsoccerqueen
    @Fitsoccerqueen 2 года назад +14

    Love your light hair! ☺

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад +3

      Thank you so much! It actually went wayyy too light and I didn’t want to pay to go back to fix it so I’m really happy you like it!😅🙏💕

  • @kaileebroadway7723
    @kaileebroadway7723 2 года назад +1

    Thanks Sarah, it was good and also I love the new hair highlights and your make up is lovely.

  • @itsme6940
    @itsme6940 2 года назад +1

    Thank you so much - that was really helpful. Exactly what I needed to hear.
    Greetings from Germany 🫶🏾

  • @caeleythompson8599
    @caeleythompson8599 2 года назад +1

    You hit the nail on the head on what I am expiring right now, thank you for your vulnerability.

  • @mariebecker7807
    @mariebecker7807 2 года назад

    Thank you so much Sarah ! I can recognize me in so many things you juste described 😳
    And it helps me a lot, confirming many thoughts I had about it

  • @krupaabrokwaa
    @krupaabrokwaa 2 года назад

    I loved this video!! I feel the same way too but as of this morning, I got my alone Lord time and needless to say, I feel brand spanking new!

  • @krupaabrokwaa
    @krupaabrokwaa 2 года назад +1

    New subscriber! Im doing RUclips content creation myself now and I was looking for inspo! Your channel has a lot of that for me!! Thank you so much!!

  • @JesusProduction777
    @JesusProduction777 2 года назад

    Thank you so much for being obedient to the Lord. This video helped me put my finger on some of the things I was struggling with and I had the same thoughts. I know the Lord sent this to me because I have only told Him that I feel this way and now this video comes.So thank you.Just know sister perfection does exist just no being (beside the Holy Spirit) on earth has accomplished it. We are just waiting for it when Jesus causes us to accomplish it.Until then let us strive for excellence. Love you Sarah and God loves you more.Have and beautiful day Stay in the Lord and May He cause His face to shine upon you. Cya in paradise

  • @annaro3123
    @annaro3123 2 года назад

    I can relate to this, both parts ...thank you for the encouragement Sarah

  • @blackspanese
    @blackspanese 2 года назад +2

    "This is happening" 🤣🤣 thank you for sharing today's msg Sarah. May you have a beautiful, blessed, relaxing weekend 🤎

  • @8randomprettysecret8
    @8randomprettysecret8 2 года назад +1

    Hi there Sarah! Your compassion is beautiful! Appreciate your encouragement and support hope all is well these days!

  • @cindellwinslet9963
    @cindellwinslet9963 2 года назад +5

    God is perfect. I'm literally going through the same thing. Thank you for sharing❤

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад +1

      That's so comforting to hear 💗 Thank you for watching!

  • @michellerabay9151
    @michellerabay9151 2 года назад +6

    This is speaking directly to my situation as well. When I don’t feel like I’m doing enough praying or being in the Word I feel condemned. I allow the enemy to make me forget that we are saved by grace through faith not by what we do for God. Because we must do those things because we Love Him and want to be more in tune with His spirit and not to please Him. I really recommend the book that is a life changer when it comes to intimacy with God, it’s called Fully Known by Mo Aiken. I think you would love that book Sarah. The revelation the author has about intimacy with God is mind blowing.

  • @stellag9135
    @stellag9135 2 года назад +2

    Thank you for this message, I could relate to ALL of it. This has been exactly how I've been feeling over the last few months. Thank you!

  • @blessedracs827
    @blessedracs827 2 года назад

    Hello sarah. I’ve been watching a lot of all your videos here in RUclips and I am so blessed listening I love your perspective in your walk with the Lord. I hope you can upload talks about gossiping where I am struggling with how can be a Christian have a self control when it comes to gossiping.

  • @nicvictoriah
    @nicvictoriah 2 года назад +1

    This is really good Sarah. Thank you for sharing your heart/ revelation because I think it resonates with ALL of us! ☺️

  • @nossirius7864
    @nossirius7864 2 года назад +1

    Interesting. Currently going through what you talk about in the second half of the video.

  • @biancaramirez8869
    @biancaramirez8869 2 года назад +1

    I would like to just share that over this weekend I went to a discipleship training camp. A big takeaway was to keep it simple. When we experience burnout it most times is because we are trying too hard doing it on our own, doing what we think God wants us to do. Simple bible verses and simple teaching just like Jesus did.

  • @mijf1171
    @mijf1171 2 года назад

    Thank you for this video, needed to see this.

  • @JamesAustinHall
    @JamesAustinHall 2 года назад +1

    In Jesus name God bless you and your family spiritually, mentally, physically, and financially amen!

    • @JamesAustinHall
      @JamesAustinHall 2 года назад

      Glory be to God in the name of Jesus amen! Hi my name is James and it is always a blessing to fellowship with the body of christ. Recently the lord has led me to start a RUclips channel. If you like, see and hear what the lord has put on my heart to share by tuning into my channel. God bless you in the name of Jesus and have a wonderful day, amen!

  • @MariahSanders22
    @MariahSanders22 2 года назад +1

    Now I know why I love your channel!! We are very similar people lol! I’ve also struggled with perfectionism and it’s something I constantly have to bring the Lord! Thank you for sharing this is so insightful 💜

  • @agatachristian9925
    @agatachristian9925 2 года назад +2

    I'm feeling the same way... burntout. I quit caffeine cold turkey 14 months ago... it caused severe withdrawals and I'm still experiencing adrenal fatigue now. It has been the most difficult year of my life. I'm better now than in the beginning but I still need to rest a lot. I need this time for rest and healing and noone around me gets it. After quitting, I experienced severe depersonalization/derealization and PTSD from suppressed traumas. I'm trying to recover from it all... there are days when I feel no hope but I pray God restores me. Praying and reading Bible while having DPDR is very hard as it makes you feel disconnected not only from yourself but also from God, causes memory issues and you don't even remember who you are. I know it sounds crazy but it is natural body's response to trauma and stress/adrenal fatigue. I pray God heals us from this burnout

    • @daughterofgod3721
      @daughterofgod3721 2 года назад

      Hi there sister! I wanted to share with you a small thing that the Lord recently guided me to. I went through some intense emotional traumas several years ago, and I thought my heart was physiologically changed forever-pain, stress, rapid heartbeat, fatigue, etc. as a result. But I recently found that I needed to increase my salt intake (healthy salt like sea salt; I personally love drinking olive brine from Divina Olives). Anyway, I truly believe that the Lord led me to this, and it has helped some of the physical symptoms of stress, so I thought I'd share it with you. Of course, the emotional/spiritual issues are ongoing, but I think that's just part of the Christian walk. Interestingly, however, studying salt from the spiritual/Biblical perspective is quite edifying as well. God bless you!

  • @navigatinglifewithgod
    @navigatinglifewithgod 2 года назад

    Sarah, thank you for this honest video! 🌺 I woke up a few days ago feeling a little disconnected and mediocre about where my life is and it made me feel uncomfortable but I immediately just opened up to God about it. The question “who moved” is helpful in cases where I feel less intimacy (not praying, not reading the Bible, not wanting to talk to God). Instead of being discouraged I think that initial awareness that we’re receding from God is so important in getting to the root cause of why we’re actually shifting away from Him and it requires us more than often to be still (something I really need to work on) and honest with God and ourselves. This was my takeaway from this video, I really needed to hear this. God bless.

  • @El-Mazz
    @El-Mazz Год назад

    This has really helped me ❤️

  • @zurirain
    @zurirain 2 года назад +1

    This was so relatable. I have been walking through something similar with the Lord. Thank you for sharing! 🤍

  • @Kvileniskyte
    @Kvileniskyte 2 года назад +1

    Yes, very relatable🙏🏼

  • @jeni_bean
    @jeni_bean 2 года назад +1

    Wooooooow!!! No your talking about me word for word for word. This has been me the past 1 to 2 months and I was asking God is there anything wrong with me. Thank you for this video. I felt like I heard myself in therapy right now.

  • @marinamayo7994
    @marinamayo7994 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for these very honest and insightful words!

  • @RashaSardest
    @RashaSardest 2 года назад +1

    Gods timing is perfect and this is perfect help for others. We share our journeys

  • @KateBrinfour
    @KateBrinfour 2 года назад +6

    It’s so funny watching this video because this is everything that I have been pondering on these past few months. I’ve been on my own personal fast from social media, and I decided that I wanted it to be for six months - the second half of 2022. I viewed God as this guy that had favorites and I thought that I was one of the worst creations that he had ever made. Oh I have always been overlooked invisible, forgotten, unacknowledged, and a lot more than I can say. For me personally, I don’t have a horrible relationship with my dad fortunately. But because I have not been with my dad physically for the majority of my life, I do lack that kind of father daughter bond that a good amount of women and daughters have with their fathers. So when it comes to just going to a man for help and receiving help for my man and just relying on a man or somebody of authority, I simply cannot relate to that. I cannot depend on a man, rely on a man, or trust a man with my life because I feel like they will not be around forever or they will show their human nature and just not be who they say that they are. I have been rejected in many different areas of my life, and if we’re going to go into relationships, the fact that I have never been in a relationship, and that no man has ever shown any kind of interest in me, has affected me greatly as well. And I have correlated that with God as well. I think that I am not good enough for any man even if other people say that I am a really good person and that I would make a really good mother, I don’t think that I would be a good wife, and that I am just a sucky human being. It’s a horrible mindset that I have had and sometimes I still go through it now, but I think what is different is that I will try to dismiss those feelings or I would just push my feelings away or I would dwell in the negative emotions that I would be feeling and except him as fact and that I would believe the lies of the devil. I wanna get into a healthy mindset that God is not like man. That he is not like man. And I know that there’s a Bible for a step actually mentions that you cannot compare God to a human being because he’s not like us. And because of his loving nature and his caring nature and he wants us to have an intimate and personal relationship with us, he will not avoid us. It’s hard to think that and believe that in the middle of the storm, and in my case just being depressed all the time. But I do pray for help in so many areas in my life. Thank you for this video Sarah! I’m happy that I’m not the only one going through this.

    • @SandiB.
      @SandiB. 2 года назад +2

      I relate to so much of what you stated in this comment. Thank you for sharing. ❤️

  • @christelle9122
    @christelle9122 2 года назад +2

  • @hildafung2707
    @hildafung2707 2 года назад +1

    Love your new hair, thanks for sharing Sarah!! Amen

  • @corneliaopoku
    @corneliaopoku 2 года назад +2

    This is literally 2hat I am going through right now. God bless you Sarah

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Aw that's good to hear we're not alone :D bless you!

  • @peonyteeny
    @peonyteeny 2 года назад +2

    I feel the same thing right now, not feeling as intimate with God. For me it's not being able to really feel love, trust love, and mistrust in general. I hope this video can help!

  • @Ariel_N
    @Ariel_N 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for this

  • @kwazzik5453
    @kwazzik5453 2 года назад +1

    Thank you so much Sarah. I can definitely relate to this feeling now👍🏼 Thanks for opening up🙏🏼

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      So happy to hear you can relate :) thank you for watching!

  • @Evecanelo
    @Evecanelo 2 года назад +2

    I needed this, thank you very much and God bless you❤

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Thank you for watching I'm so happy you enjoyed it! Bless you 🥰

  • @christelle9122
    @christelle9122 2 года назад +2

    Hi Sarah
    I wondered if you guys were going to talk about soul ties. It would be helpful. ♡ good evening to you all!

  • @philomenal6444
    @philomenal6444 2 года назад +1

    Thank you Sarah! I am going through a similar pattern, and I can relate to what you said about your childhood coz I was and still the same at certain levels, Get into my shell because of which I find it really difficult to have my quiet time or even read the bible. This helps ✨🙏❤️

  • @aleciaadonis
    @aleciaadonis 2 года назад +1

    Needed this thanks so much Sarah 🙏

  • @robynlovisa5096
    @robynlovisa5096 Год назад

    This was helpful ❤

  • @CandaceCoker
    @CandaceCoker 2 года назад +1

    Thanks so much for this Sarah. I really really could relate to this and it helped clarify my current experience. I'm defsss burnt out and defs withdrawing from God partly because of shame of feeling too messy/broken right now, and partly because I'm processing so much. I also realize that when I'm burnt out, I'm in like major survival mode and so, having concrete things feel more powerful than words. So I notice that sometimes certain scriptures or worship songs annoy me during seasons of burnout because they feel less concrete and more just like words that can't actually help me. I would say though that Psalms and Job have been two books that I've always responded well to during seasons of burnout.

  • @breannaleigh321
    @breannaleigh321 2 года назад +1

    This was definitely for me! Thanks for sharing Sarah❤️

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Thank you so much for watching! 🥰

  • @RashaSardest
    @RashaSardest 2 года назад +1

    Sarah i think that you are leveling up. Your journeys (yours and Adams) are leveling up. I think that the struggle is in finding the new way.

  • @monicanewell1567
    @monicanewell1567 2 года назад

    Hi sarah, I just happened to stumble across your page and actually I'm not a ministry whatsoever but I am in this bubble that you're speaking of right now. I know that I need to spend time with the Lord there are times that I get up early in the morning for weeks and weeks and I seek the Lord and I worship and I pray and I read the word but then the last 3 weeks or so I just haven't felt like doing it and I feel like I'm letting Him down but for some reason I just can't get there and I'm struggling and I just feel like I'm wasting time by not seeking Him. this is a horrible feeling and I don't know how to get out of it , please pray for me!

  • @renukabavana5712
    @renukabavana5712 2 года назад +1

    Praying for you Sarah Sis :) Thanks for sharing 🙏 Glory to God💖

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Aw thank you so much that means a lot 🥰🥰🥰

  • @lorenaguzman8737
    @lorenaguzman8737 2 года назад +1

    I love the video 😭 thank you for sharing. Blessings!

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Aw thank you! Bless you 💞

  • @tomarascott2414
    @tomarascott2414 2 года назад

    💛✨

  • @marijekraus4132
    @marijekraus4132 2 года назад +1

    Thankss for sharing this vulnerable message Sarah!❤

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Thank you for watching :D!

  • @irinascorner
    @irinascorner 2 года назад +1

    I needed this, thank you!🤍🤍

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Thank you for watching! 😀

  • @Cocomonkey47
    @Cocomonkey47 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for making this video! Everything you mentioned is what I'm going through right now. I felt God mention you since I have been looking for a Christian therapist (but you are not coaching at the moment). I'm in the states, do you know any Christian therapist? I know there is google but I don't trust that search engine to help me find anything Christ based.

  • @sophthere
    @sophthere 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing Sarah.
    Would you consider doing a wife academy course for us? If so, I would sign up!

  • @MemyselfandInig
    @MemyselfandInig 2 года назад +2

    Tbh 💯

  • @raebtfl
    @raebtfl 2 года назад +2

    Love this message Sarah.

    • @NowBloom
      @NowBloom  2 года назад

      Aw yay I'm so happy to hear that! 😍

  • @swatinupur8090
    @swatinupur8090 2 года назад +1

    ☺️☺️

  • @jjessicaisabelle
    @jjessicaisabelle Год назад

    funny, I've been having similar revelations recently.

  • @gogogolyra1340
    @gogogolyra1340 Год назад +2

    Try fasting. When the bridegroom is taken away then its time to fast

  • @oandreax3145
    @oandreax3145 Год назад

    Sarah, I’m really struggling in my relationship with my partner. I’ve commented on your videos times before but I’m back again because I’m really struggling a lot. God confirmed to me and my partner that he and I are supposed to be married but due to my abusive household I had to move in with him before marriage. Right now we’re in this like comfortable and constant state of playing house and not working toward marriage because things have been difficult in the space together but moving back home is not an option for me and I’m not working due to my anxiety but currently looking for online jobs. I’m really stuck right now and if you can pray for us. I had the ideal vision of my wedding and proposal but maybe we are just supposed to be married and go courthouse but I can’t help but let go “why am I not deserving of my dream proposal and wedding” can you please give me some advice either in a video or message me personally. It’s hard to hear from God on maybe we’re not married yet because this isn’t for us yet or we messed up because we were supposed to just get married and my ideals got in the way. If you or Adam have any advice we would greatly appreciate it.
    Love u guys. ❤

  • @marcelinav_
    @marcelinav_ 2 года назад +1

    Mark Dejesus has great things on this! Check him out on RUclips and Spotify! He has been a huge blessing to my healing journey through my relationship with God!

  • @laurencassell9195
    @laurencassell9195 2 года назад +2

    I literally needed to hear this 🤍 thank you so much 🫶🏽

  • @ReynaDaily
    @ReynaDaily 2 года назад +1

    I just wanted to thank you for being bold in sharing! You inspired me to start my channel and share my testimony. 💕🥹

  • @JuliaShalomJordan
    @JuliaShalomJordan 2 года назад +1

    I’ve been in this place, too. Thank you for sharing.
    Sometimes there is so much self condemnation…and I know this comes from my childhood experience of always having to ‘earn’ my worthiness.😖🙏🏻🤍