Chief Slappaho I personally don’t do any drugs and never have bc of lack of interest and being Muslim, HOWEVER if I did as a rational person I would never think oh yah let me try heroin literally one of the most addictive drugs on market.
Dessi Gonzalez heroin addicts are usually seen as people from trailer parks or ghettoes, but now it is affecting middle class young white men more than any other demographic. maybe now lawmakers might try harder.
normandyangel it's not the fact lawmakers aren't trying it's drug trafficking they have to deal with the guy made a choice whether or not to expose himself to this kind of stuff and it's pretty common sense knowing what heroin does to you nowadays again he had a choice it wasn't as he was forcibly getting into drugs and his withdrawal symptoms makes his addictions
Dessi Gonzalez yeah I guess you have a point. But, there still has to be something that is done with the drug traffickers. "War on Drugs" tactic by Reagan only led to overcrowded prisons, it didn't actually solve anything.
heroin isn't inherently "horrible", heroin abuse is horrible. If you only use it during retirement and its only a once every 5-10 year thing then that is responsible. If you are using it at age 20 then yes thats abuse and absolutely will ruin your life in 99.9% of cases.
Did this young man pass away? Edit: I saw what you were talking about, after watching a while longer. I’ve lost a family member to fentanyl laced opiates. It’s so sad. I hope this young man is alive and well!
It’s a good question since the answer could have been yes when the person was thinking about it for a long time, had many addicted friends, has used other string substances etc. If that would have been the case, it would have been interesting to see if the person saw it coming. Also I think it’s a fair question since so many people at that school seem to be addicted.
I never realized how serious of an epidemic this was until my beautiful 30 year old model co-worker with no health problems died a year ago. Turns out, shed been clean for THIRTEEN YEARS. And boom. Used once again and died. It hit so personal. This has to stop.
Brock Smeltzer that's the problem with society, what you said right there, nobody gives a shit about anybody but themselves and their own, which is part of the reason this problem will only continue to get worse
aliendisco 3779 I'm more than happy donating money to cancer research, hurricane relief or any other unavoidable problem in someone's life, but I refuse to give money to someone who willingly fucked their life up with drugs, and I think much of our society feels the same.
You remind me of my mother, im also 24 and addicted i work hard everyday remodeling house and all i think about is im scared to get sick so i always keep about $1,200 worth of heroin every week just from the fear of the withdrawal
@@johnny-mnemonic13 And thats cheap compared to the price it normally would be because i buy it by ounce wholesale in order to save money if i would buy it by piece or dime it would be 10 times that price which is 12,000
Shelley In 4th grade a kid got caught smoking pot and kids were already selling e-cigs in 6th grade it, then kids sold pills by 8th. It’s really not that hard but try telling that to a sheltered 50 year old old head.
@@unitedsteaks4246 °0° Where did you go to school? (Don't respond to this question lol, I think I come off sounding a little creepy by asking) Maybe I was just ignorant but I never saw anyone at my elementary school do drugs before or even talk about selling drugs of any kind. There was never any talk about it among my group of friends or my classmate. When I got to highschool however was when I started hearing people talk about how this person or that person was doing this kind of drug or that kind. Some names came up that honestly shocked me and some people even confided in me that their acquaintances had made them uncomfortable by suggesting for them to try it too. Into my junior year of highschool was when I actually saw kids publicly smoking (I don't know what they were smoking or the terms, have never done it myself) but I remember being in the car just driving home with my sister and there would be some kids walking on the street parallel to me and they would be sharing something and then one of them looked me in the eye and I turned away. They were both not in my grade.
These are the type of anti drug videos we need as a society. There are a lot of videos like this aimed towards weed which is nowhere near as harmful as heroine. I pray for everyone inflicted with addiction and hope they receive the help they deserve
Most people I know, and myself, excluding a very few, take heroin to get high. For me and the majority I know it just takes away the depression. I've tried numerous anti-depressants, benzos and a whole lot of therapy. The sad fact is that for some people, life just doesn't work out and no matter how hard we try it doesn't get better. Before anyone jumps on this I'd like to say that yes, I want a good job, a family and a life without heroin. I've in no way "given up". A lot of people claim all sorts of mental illness and depression these days, but believe me, when the real, worst thing hits you, it's not a call for attention or sympathy. You'll get rid of it anyway you can. So please don't think of us as junkies. We want the same as you, we just haven't got there yet.
dodaderf If that's what helps him deal with shit I got no problem with it. As long as he's not hurting anyone or forcing it down peoples throats when they aren't interested let him make his comment in my opinion. You're welcome to think it's bullshit too though heh,.
Hmm..Not sure, but you can try engange with Islamic spirituality and imitating their "worldview" of controlling inner-self struggle and to have first hand personal experience. It works for me in curbing destructive and addictive habit to say the least. Speaking of life and dead, what worse it can be right.
Kaziel Bro try shrooms! They cured my depression. I micro dosed with them a few times and was free of depression for a few months. They help with addiction too.
Oh gosh that poor father losing his daughter. So sad 😭 his book is so touching. I hope everyone is still alive after this went to the news and all managed to get help. ❤️ Rest In Peace Allie ( I hope I spelt that right, sorry if I didn’t )
I feel less alone when I see this video... You know, I used to be the kind of intellectual guy, first of his class, until I break down and then break bad. My first drug was alcohol, and I liked it so much, I just said : "I wanna be on alcohol every fucking day, every minutes, every seconds.". It was a Jack Daniel's at the restaurant with my parents. I was 16. Then I smoked weed for the first time with a friend - but I didn't found it really cool, I had a bad trip... I was 17 then. At the age of 18 I discovered Valium, Xanax... I fall in love with them. It was so nice. I started to use it to be free from anxiety to do my studies. I didn't what would happen then... The addiction. It was my first year in college, really harsch. The next year, I started drinking, still 18 old years old. And I discovered codeine. It was so far better than weed ! I used to drop them like candies. Then I discovered morphine. First by oral. Far better than codeine ! Then I snorted the morphine. Then... I shot the morphine. Then it wasn't enough, my tolerancy was too high. At the age of 19 I shot heroin. At the same time I took cocaine for the first time, and shot it. And I continue drinking like a fish, - but I withdrawal from Valium, which I was hooked, at the psychiatric hospital. Then the cold turkey cames out... I just said to myself I had to go to a center. They gave me buprenorphine. I fixed myself with it when I wasn't on heroin. I was so afraid of withdrawal syndrome. I took Valium again, for the withdrawing of the IV cocaine - sometimes crack cocaine. Years passed and I tried to commit suicide, at 21, 5 years ago. I go to the psychiatric hospital. I was hooked on heroin, cocaine, I was drinking a lot, I took a bit of Valium, I took MDMA sometimes, and weed but only with alcohol and Valium. After that, I return to my parents' house. My mother cried when the doctor said to her that I was an addict. I really feel ashamed at this moment... I thought it was no use, I'd be an addict for life. Years passed. I snorted a bit of cocaine at my parents' house. I smoked a bit of weed. I snorted a bit of heroin but it didn't give me the high, as I was on a high dose of bupe. So I give up. I was sober from heroin and cocaine, but I was still drinking and taking Valium. I return to my studies but, unfortunately, because I had the money, and because I was no longer on a high dose on bupe because I reduced, I took 1 gram of heroin and 1 gram of IV cocaine and crack. At the moment, it was damn good. But after that, I was feeling so ashamed. I gave up. Now, I'm 26 in few months, I restart studies, I want to achieved my second year in college. I'm on bupe 0.4, no cocaine, no heroin at all. Just 3 Valium 10 mg per day and sometimes I drink... Sometimes I get drunk, but it's ok now. I'm finally practically sober. Now I pray for everyone in this world who has an addiction. It ruins my life. Because of depression, anxiety... Life is difficult. But sometimes it can be beautiful. You just have to wait for it. To pray for it... Thank you guys if you have reading this. I wish I wouldn't have take this shit... But that's life. I had problems, no I'm begininng to see light. Thank you all. God bless you my dears.
@@carmenl163 Hey buddy ! :) Actually, it's a bit complicated : I'm suffering from insomnia, so sometimes I make an extra with my bupe, and I drink sometimes a lot... I occasionnally smoke pot, and always taking Valium. I'm doing my best ! ;) Thank you for your comment. Have a nice day.
@@sebastienbrunois1728 Thank you for your answer. It sounds like you have not relapsed into using cocaine and heroin again? That is wonderful bruh, I think you've done wonders achieving that. I'm sorry to hear you have insomnia. I hope you will conquer this too, one day. All the best from the Netherlands!
That’s sounds like a shit way to live. Most drugs are fine if you take precautions and do them moderately. For some people especially with mental illnesses weed can make them feel worse. It makes me feel quite depressed sometimes, I feel like the people around me are mad and don’t like me. Would rather drop a pill.
Weed is not a gateway drug, opioids are. I’ve smoked weed with doctors, teachers, lawyers, police officers, etc. None of them are doing heroin or any other street drug.
Our generation. Teens and kids these days think drugs and violence are "cool." Social media, peer pressure, and social acceptance to do all of these stupid things.
that's the damn truth!!! when I was in 6th it took me at least a week to find someone to buy from.... now I'm in 9th and they are literally tapping my shoulder in the hallway..... I fear for our generation, and even worse our children's......
uhhh no it hasn't. The increase in addicts is due to fentanyl being put in the H, doctors refusing to continue painkiller prescriptions for those depedant on it. Drugs are cool, that's the problem Just because something is cool doesn't mean it won't kill/rape your soul. I'm sure lots of women thought Bill Cosby was cool.....
I graduated from a high school about 20 minutes from here in 2016 on the Illinois side of the river. They’re not wrong when they say that affluent neighborhoods have the problem too. I have friends who know plenty of people in these boroughs who experiment with these things. Once you get to the Illinois side it’s even worse in some areas. I lost two friends from high school to heroin either during my four years or within one year after I graduated. This city has become a hub for heroin. I still remember the families that would come to speak at the high school each year. Talking about their sons and daughters who passed onward already due to heroin addiction. So much potential soiled and scattered. I feel for all of them. Cause I’ve seen what it does to people.
This sounds like my school, we've already had several heroin deaths in the past few years, a couple coming from my own class which graduated in May 2016, I still remembering hearing about this kid named Connor, never really fit in, was considered kind of strange I guess but I never had a problem with him, only a few days after graduating I found out he'd taken a lethal injection of heroin to end his life, what still gets me is the fact that nobody seemed too bothered.
You can get hooked on the high mentally and crave it. I've smoked every day for the last 4 years, smoked pretty consistently for about 8-9 and I can tell you it's not easy to quit after a while. I've used it as a crutch to de-stress from work/school for the day and when I'm having a bad day and don't have any weed, I go nuts. When I try to stop smoking, I get very bad night sweats as well (absolutely gross btw). But then again, weed effects people in different ways. What is a struggle for me to kick it, could be easy for the next person.
As someone who lives in Missouri, heroin is extremely present in anywhere you could think of that is considered suburban. A childhood friend of my brothers died of an overdose, a popular kid from a nearby school died and there’s just so many kids overdosing it’s sad
i just managed to quit shooting heroin for 2 weeks + im down from 4g to 0,25g a day and im really happy im so close to get over it forever! but man... this aint easy let me tell u
I have addiction, but it's food. I know how hard it is to get over it. Stay strong people, just don't try on addictive stuff if you have sweet tooth because it means you have the addictive personality and might get much more addicted than normal people.
At the end when they said another kid dies. I knew her he was my best friends sister, my best friend found her in her room dead just lifeless laying there.
Why didn't the school take up the initiative to educate them and provide the mental support. This is should be the top priority of the school if they are aware of the epidemic.
Luke Maxwell Heroine should never be any resort, people know this but still choose to do it. If anything they should try marjuana, and just stick with that. They have to make the stupid choice to do heroine, which will cause more problems than their depression or anxiety.
Luke Maxwell True, I know you are not in the right state of mind when you try something like that. I mean I get sad sometimes to, and you dont think rationally whatsoever. However.... while it may be harsh that is natural selection getting rid of depression under that logic. I do see your point though as to why they do it😌
Zombie Prodigy: My cousin and I smoked pot and experimented with psychedelics and dissociatives when we were teenagers. We used to talk a lot about drugs and how we thought all drugs should be legal in a free market, and although some people would die that was just natural selection playing out. We thought we were safe since we were smart enough to dose responsibly and avoid physical addictions, but sometime late 2016 he decided to try a research chemical opiate called U-47700. He died last July of an overdose after going through rehab and experiencing multiple other overdoses. Its really incredible how quickly opiates can take over someone, its like people completely lose control with them. Anyway, I'm just saying this because deep down I know your comment is valid, but it's really hard to accept it.
"I'll never have grandkids" that touches my black cold heart.. I'm an addict myself and while I'm so high I sometimes pray in my mind that I won't die so my momma will never bury her only child. I wish I could give her grandkids before I leave someday but I don't want to bring a kid into this world knowing I'm dead and gone.
Stay in there, this is the school I go to and all this, the deaths we had, CNN doing a report on us, and all the scares, even though I’m a sophomore right now and this stuff was awhile ago, things at kirkwood had definitely changed because of all this and ppl still smoke and vape, but they don’t do hard drugs that u could die from anymore, this was a wake up call for kirkwood and I hope it is, or was for you to
I would wish a dope addiction on my worst enemy, Richard Nixon. I would even wish a 10000 year long textbook 'bad trip' on him. I would wish tens of millions of years of physical suffering on Richard Nixon. heroin is only illegal because nixon hates black people and weed is only illegal because nixon hates the anti-war left and the hippie movement.
I don't understand. At the school I went to (in the UK but don't know if it makes a difference) loads of people took drugs (Weed, MDMA, ketamine etc.) but nobody touched heroin because everyone had been taught from an early age that you just don't do it. I think it wouldv'e been weird or uncool if someone said they tried heroin...Why aren't these kids being taught that from a young age??
because instead of thinking rationally, they just get a D.A.R.E cop to come to a classroom and say "drugs are bad" saying "heroin will ruin your life" doesn't mean much when you say the exact same thing for harmless stuff such as shrooms and cannabis and DMT and MDMA and ketamine
There's no gateway. It doesn't start with "this" or "that". It starts with what suites what the person wants to run from. It's really a thing of "what numbs me from my problems the most" vs "i smoked some weed so I'm going to do coke" People pick the drug that makes them the most distant from their problems. Its not some stupid weed then this and that reaction.
Typical “weed is a gateway drug” biased argument lol... go watch Adam ruins everything on weed, and not this BS
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Weed is a gateway drug..but not really. It's the legality of weed. People get arrested/probation for it then try really hard shit like K2 since it doesn't show up on tests as long. Slowly goes down.
This. Is. My. Exact. Story. I was an honor student and now I'm a recovering Oxy addict. The only difference was that an ER "doctor" got me hooked on Percocet by giving it to me when I didn't need it and without telling me the risk. I NEVER would have willingly use drugs. I would have never even tried pot before that ER visit and now I've done it all and I'm on Methadone.
I live in wentzville Missouri 45 minutes from Kirk wood and heroin is a big known drug. Multiple family members of mine died from heroin. It's a deadly drug 😔
The amount of mockery for the guy who does coke yet wears a helmet when longboarding is insane. People should know and remember that addiction is a different and more difficult thing to battle compared to just the possibility of blunt head force trauma from skating
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When they say it starts with pot they mean, if u have to smoke pot everyday, then that means you are relying on a substance. It’s more likely someone that started from pot gets addicted to H rather than someone that doesn’t rely on anything.
After a long life using all kind of drugs including heroin I started recently with methadon and I've been clean (almost) four months. It's worth. Please everybody, just give it a chance.
At my school 4 people died in one day from overdose all separate everyone ik has been affected in some way from the drug there are 3 years of my school that only a few people are left alive from the drug
Most stoners won’t admit weed is a gateway drug, but I promise you for some it most certainly is. I smoke it every so often and I personally won’t be using heroin ever BUT i have watched friends of mine get bored with pot and start chasing a bigger high from more “hardcore” drugs
D.rill here’s the quote you’re referencing,with a time stamp for convenience. “The people that use heroin in Kirkwood could be anywhere from the honor student, to like, your typical teenage stoner” 1:10
Is it just suburban kids with this issue? All i know is i grew up around junkies amd seeing how shity their lives were made me resent certain drugs like heroin.
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Man, I'm 25 and started smoking weed when I was 18. I smoke it almost daily and I never once thought about doing heroin.
Chief Slappaho I personally don’t do any drugs and never have bc of lack of interest and being Muslim, HOWEVER if I did as a rational person I would never think oh yah let me try heroin literally one of the most addictive drugs on market.
I can’t imagine smoking daily is healthy. Their are so many other healthier ways to het high off of weed.
Chief Slappaho between heroin and weed, which one of them loves you the most.
Congratulations... no one gives a fuck
Chief Slappaho this story is really about Darwinism, only the strong survive
That father is so so so strong. Sending blessings to him and his family.
yes
Shows that people well off are not immune to misery ...
arvdr but he wasn't really well off if he was hanging out with people doing heroin
Dessi Gonzalez heroin addicts are usually seen as people from trailer parks or ghettoes, but now it is affecting middle class young white men more than any other demographic. maybe now lawmakers might try harder.
normandyangel it's not the fact lawmakers aren't trying it's drug trafficking they have to deal with the guy made a choice whether or not to expose himself to this kind of stuff and it's pretty common sense knowing what heroin does to you nowadays again he had a choice it wasn't as he was forcibly getting into drugs and his withdrawal symptoms makes his addictions
Dessi Gonzalez yeah I guess you have a point. But, there still has to be something that is done with the drug traffickers. "War on Drugs" tactic by Reagan only led to overcrowded prisons, it didn't actually solve anything.
+d campbell always angry black people in the comments trying to make it about them
Wow man...as a father, watching that girl's father speaking (and with that album/book he made for her) just BROKE my heart! 😢 God Bless you sir!
My heart truly goes out to the dad, and also the addicts and anyone else who has been affected by this horrible drug.
Drugs destroy a person's life
heroin isn't inherently "horrible", heroin abuse is horrible.
If you only use it during retirement and its only a once every 5-10 year thing then that is responsible.
If you are using it at age 20 then yes thats abuse and absolutely will ruin your life in 99.9% of cases.
When the book came up, I lost it, no parent should have to bury their child
shit happens bruh
JRUGS
I just lost my son its hard
Did this young man pass away?
Edit: I saw what you were talking about, after watching a while longer. I’ve lost a family member to fentanyl laced opiates. It’s so sad. I hope this young man is alive and well!
Heroin is like making friends with the devil
Talk so pretty but your heart got teeth
-5sos teeth
So true in this case
when you do heroin you're dancing with the devil
No shit
"Did you ever think at the age of 15 you would be a full-blown heroin addict?" Who the hell wrote these questions?????
I write these questions.
It’s a good question since the answer could have been yes when the person was thinking about it for a long time, had many addicted friends, has used other string substances etc. If that would have been the case, it would have been interesting to see if the person saw it coming. Also I think it’s a fair question since so many people at that school seem to be addicted.
I never realized how serious of an epidemic this was until my beautiful 30 year old model co-worker with no health problems died a year ago. Turns out, shed been clean for THIRTEEN YEARS. And boom. Used once again and died. It hit so personal. This has to stop.
This is truly heartbreaking. Give them help, rather than punishment.
help aint free bruh
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Brock Smeltzer that's the problem with society, what you said right there, nobody gives a shit about anybody but themselves and their own, which is part of the reason this problem will only continue to get worse
aliendisco 3779 I'm more than happy donating money to cancer research, hurricane relief or any other unavoidable problem in someone's life, but I refuse to give money to someone who willingly fucked their life up with drugs, and I think much of our society feels the same.
Brock Smeltzer we pay more to treat it as a criminal problem
Sober since 2013
nice
good job man ik this is a late comment but i still hope your sober!
Wait he is wearing a helmet while long-boarding but does junk?!!? Mans got shit backwards
thomas sottile nice job on copying a joke form another comment made a year ago.
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prob wearing the helmet because heroin fucked him up bad and he dumb now.
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Because addiction is a different and more difficult thing to battle compared to just the possibility of blunt head force trauma from skating
This boy reminds me of my 24 years old son please pray for my son
May Allah heal & guide him to the right path.
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You remind me of my mother, im also 24 and addicted i work hard everyday remodeling house and all i think about is im scared to get sick so i always keep about $1,200 worth of heroin every week just from the fear of the withdrawal
@@perfection7722 dude wtf? You have a serious addiction if you spend $1200 a month on heroin. You are still young.. please stop this addiction today.
@@johnny-mnemonic13 And thats cheap compared to the price it normally would be because i buy it by ounce wholesale in order to save money if i would buy it by piece or dime it would be 10 times that price which is 12,000
Addiction doesn't discriminate, any one is venerable. Glad you made it threw it Kolton. I wish the best clean path for you man.
These adults think it’s so hard to get drugs 😂
Shelley In 4th grade a kid got caught smoking pot and kids were already selling e-cigs in 6th grade it, then kids sold pills by 8th. It’s really not that hard but try telling that to a sheltered 50 year old old head.
They didn't have Wickr and the dark web back when they were trying to hook drugs. It was harder back then, lol.
They just pretend, they know more dealers then their kids
Shelley getting drugs is easier than breathing.
@@unitedsteaks4246 °0° Where did you go to school? (Don't respond to this question lol, I think I come off sounding a little creepy by asking) Maybe I was just ignorant but I never saw anyone at my elementary school do drugs before or even talk about selling drugs of any kind. There was never any talk about it among my group of friends or my classmate. When I got to highschool however was when I started hearing people talk about how this person or that person was doing this kind of drug or that kind. Some names came up that honestly shocked me and some people even confided in me that their acquaintances had made them uncomfortable by suggesting for them to try it too. Into my junior year of highschool was when I actually saw kids publicly smoking (I don't know what they were smoking or the terms, have never done it myself) but I remember being in the car just driving home with my sister and there would be some kids walking on the street parallel to me and they would be sharing something and then one of them looked me in the eye and I turned away. They were both not in my grade.
*"I'll never be a grandfather" that shit hits u hard man*
Who's selling these pot-alcohol-cigarettes? That's the real culprit!
thatcrystalkid pot isn't bad for you....
DIM GAMING issa joke
thatcrystalkid potalcoholcigarettes sounds like the best all in one party ever!
thatcrystalkid sounds amazing
DIM GAMING just STFU!
Wheres a helmet to skate bored but take smack makes perfect sense
yrzkni lol so true
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You fight the battles you know you can win
inkzry next time you try to make sense atleast use proper grammer. It is board haha you big dumb fuck!😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😋
Jeffrey Wolf grammar lmaooo
These are the type of anti drug videos we need as a society. There are a lot of videos like this aimed towards weed which is nowhere near as harmful as heroine. I pray for everyone inflicted with addiction and hope they receive the help they deserve
Dont joke about Heroin. It tears peoples lifes apart. People need to support recovery more than shit on users.
Most people I know, and myself, excluding a very few, take heroin to get high. For me and the majority I know it just takes away the depression.
I've tried numerous anti-depressants, benzos and a whole lot of therapy.
The sad fact is that for some people, life just doesn't work out and no matter how hard we try it doesn't get better.
Before anyone jumps on this I'd like to say that yes, I want a good job, a family and a life without heroin. I've in no way "given up".
A lot of people claim all sorts of mental illness and depression these days, but believe me, when the real, worst thing hits you, it's not a call for attention or sympathy. You'll get rid of it anyway you can. So please don't think of us as junkies. We want the same as you, we just haven't got there yet.
Need to be born again through our Savior. That is the only answer, the only way their lives will change and make sense.
dodaderf
If that's what helps him deal with shit I got no problem with it. As long as he's not hurting anyone or forcing it down peoples throats when they aren't interested let him make his comment in my opinion. You're welcome to think it's bullshit too though heh,.
Hmm..Not sure, but you can try engange with Islamic spirituality and imitating their "worldview" of controlling inner-self struggle and to have first hand personal experience. It works for me in curbing destructive and addictive habit to say the least. Speaking of life and dead, what worse it can be right.
Kaziel I hope u get there someday soon. I hope u lead a beautiful life.
Kaziel Bro try shrooms! They cured my depression. I micro dosed with them a few times and was free of depression for a few months. They help with addiction too.
Oh gosh that poor father losing his daughter. So sad 😭 his book is so touching.
I hope everyone is still alive after this went to the news and all managed to get help. ❤️
Rest In Peace Allie ( I hope I spelt that right, sorry if I didn’t )
I feel less alone when I see this video... You know, I used to be the kind of intellectual guy, first of his class, until I break down and then break bad.
My first drug was alcohol, and I liked it so much, I just said : "I wanna be on alcohol every fucking day, every minutes, every seconds.". It was a Jack Daniel's at the restaurant with my parents. I was 16. Then I smoked weed for the first time with a friend - but I didn't found it really cool, I had a bad trip... I was 17 then.
At the age of 18 I discovered Valium, Xanax... I fall in love with them. It was so nice. I started to use it to be free from anxiety to do my studies. I didn't what would happen then... The addiction. It was my first year in college, really harsch. The next year, I started drinking, still 18 old years old. And I discovered codeine. It was so far better than weed ! I used to drop them like candies. Then I discovered morphine. First by oral. Far better than codeine ! Then I snorted the morphine. Then... I shot the morphine. Then it wasn't enough, my tolerancy was too high. At the age of 19 I shot heroin. At the same time I took cocaine for the first time, and shot it. And I continue drinking like a fish, - but I withdrawal from Valium, which I was hooked, at the psychiatric hospital.
Then the cold turkey cames out... I just said to myself I had to go to a center. They gave me buprenorphine. I fixed myself with it when I wasn't on heroin. I was so afraid of withdrawal syndrome. I took Valium again, for the withdrawing of the IV cocaine - sometimes crack cocaine.
Years passed and I tried to commit suicide, at 21, 5 years ago. I go to the psychiatric hospital. I was hooked on heroin, cocaine, I was drinking a lot, I took a bit of Valium, I took MDMA sometimes, and weed but only with alcohol and Valium.
After that, I return to my parents' house. My mother cried when the doctor said to her that I was an addict. I really feel ashamed at this moment... I thought it was no use, I'd be an addict for life.
Years passed. I snorted a bit of cocaine at my parents' house. I smoked a bit of weed. I snorted a bit of heroin but it didn't give me the high, as I was on a high dose of bupe. So I give up.
I was sober from heroin and cocaine, but I was still drinking and taking Valium. I return to my studies but, unfortunately, because I had the money, and because I was no longer on a high dose on bupe because I reduced, I took 1 gram of heroin and 1 gram of IV cocaine and crack. At the moment, it was damn good. But after that, I was feeling so ashamed. I gave up.
Now, I'm 26 in few months, I restart studies, I want to achieved my second year in college. I'm on bupe 0.4, no cocaine, no heroin at all. Just 3 Valium 10 mg per day and sometimes I drink... Sometimes I get drunk, but it's ok now. I'm finally practically sober.
Now I pray for everyone in this world who has an addiction. It ruins my life. Because of depression, anxiety... Life is difficult. But sometimes it can be beautiful. You just have to wait for it. To pray for it...
Thank you guys if you have reading this. I wish I wouldn't have take this shit... But that's life. I had problems, no I'm begininng to see light.
Thank you all. God bless you my dears.
Sounds like you're back on the road. Go for it, mate. I wish you nothing but the best!
@@pacolavin Thank you a lot. :)
@@sebastienbrunois1728 How are you doing now?
@@carmenl163 Hey buddy ! :) Actually, it's a bit complicated : I'm suffering from insomnia, so sometimes I make an extra with my bupe, and I drink sometimes a lot... I occasionnally smoke pot, and always taking Valium. I'm doing my best ! ;) Thank you for your comment. Have a nice day.
@@sebastienbrunois1728 Thank you for your answer. It sounds like you have not relapsed into using cocaine and heroin again? That is wonderful bruh, I think you've done wonders achieving that. I'm sorry to hear you have insomnia. I hope you will conquer this too, one day. All the best from the Netherlands!
there's no demographic for heroin addiction anymore.
Its stupid people
MikeyTattoo Michalootz yeah it's some good shit
Hmmm.. Still looks fairly white to me.
Only because it’s affecting the upper middle class now
There never was a demographic...
Stay to weed and nothing but
Andersen LSD and mushrooms are pretty harmless.
That’s sounds like a shit way to live. Most drugs are fine if you take precautions and do them moderately. For some people especially with mental illnesses weed can make them feel worse. It makes me feel quite depressed sometimes, I feel like the people around me are mad and don’t like me. Would rather drop a pill.
Regan Nahgavag Weed fights depression and anxiety based on the strain. (THC / CBD)
@@AJ-CR weed is still garbage. 40% of my neighborhood are potheads living on welfare. Pretty fucking pathetic.
Jerex Aesir where are you getting this statistic lol
Weed is not a gateway drug, opioids are. I’ve smoked weed with doctors, teachers, lawyers, police officers, etc. None of them are doing heroin or any other street drug.
“I first tried heroine when I was in this room...”
Our generation. Teens and kids these days think drugs and violence are "cool." Social media, peer pressure, and social acceptance to do all of these stupid things.
And it increased 500 fold since bill Clinton was elected in 1992, because roger clinton his brother is a crackhead.
Randy HD dude sounds like a D.A.R.E. video lmaooo
that's the damn truth!!! when I was in 6th it took me at least a week to find someone to buy from.... now I'm in 9th and they are literally tapping my shoulder in the hallway..... I fear for our generation, and even worse our children's......
uhhh no it hasn't. The increase in addicts is due to fentanyl being put in the H, doctors refusing to continue painkiller prescriptions for those depedant on it. Drugs are cool, that's the problem Just because something is cool doesn't mean it won't kill/rape your soul. I'm sure lots of women thought Bill Cosby was cool.....
cvc that last part is correct I used to think bill Cosby was awesome but not so much anymore
I graduated from a high school about 20 minutes from here in 2016 on the Illinois side of the river. They’re not wrong when they say that affluent neighborhoods have the problem too. I have friends who know plenty of people in these boroughs who experiment with these things. Once you get to the Illinois side it’s even worse in some areas. I lost two friends from high school to heroin either during my four years or within one year after I graduated. This city has become a hub for heroin. I still remember the families that would come to speak at the high school each year. Talking about their sons and daughters who passed onward already due to heroin addiction. So much potential soiled and scattered. I feel for all of them. Cause I’ve seen what it does to people.
This sounds like my school, we've already had several heroin deaths in the past few years, a couple coming from my own class which graduated in May 2016, I still remembering hearing about this kid named Connor, never really fit in, was considered kind of strange I guess but I never had a problem with him, only a few days after graduating I found out he'd taken a lethal injection of heroin to end his life, what still gets me is the fact that nobody seemed too bothered.
So much hate in the comments section. They are just kids in trouble, for God sake!
smoke weed everyday
Ace Sakhi shut the fuck up
TreeHuggerUnlimited 😂😂😂😂 stop woody
AJ ON THE MIC lmao I smell denial...
steve b you dumb fuck, I wouldn't even think of touching anything stronger than weed
You can get hooked on the high mentally and crave it. I've smoked every day for the last 4 years, smoked pretty consistently for about 8-9 and I can tell you it's not easy to quit after a while. I've used it as a crutch to de-stress from work/school for the day and when I'm having a bad day and don't have any weed, I go nuts. When I try to stop smoking, I get very bad night sweats as well (absolutely gross btw).
But then again, weed effects people in different ways. What is a struggle for me to kick it, could be easy for the next person.
This is so sad 😭 feel bad for that dad who lost his daughter
My heart aches for the father. That is so sad. T-T
As someone who lives in Missouri, heroin is extremely present in anywhere you could think of that is considered suburban. A childhood friend of my brothers died of an overdose, a popular kid from a nearby school died and there’s just so many kids overdosing it’s sad
poor father shit breaks my heart
This school is fighting their student off of heroin mines fighting their students off vaping in the bathroom
i just managed to quit shooting heroin for 2 weeks + im down from 4g to 0,25g a day and im really happy im so close to get over it forever!
but man... this aint easy let me tell u
To think this could all be avoided if people didn't buy it or take it.
Mauritian Struggle no shit sherlock did you know that people wouldn’t die if they weren’t born also?
Mauritian Struggle
Or if parents prohibited closed rooms
Jonytheman
#thatsthefuckingjoke
figure that one out all by yourself, einstein?
Shalabi nobody said he is wrong. just it’s something that is blatantly obvious and doesn’t need to be said lol
I have addiction, but it's food. I know how hard it is to get over it. Stay strong people, just don't try on addictive stuff if you have sweet tooth because it means you have the addictive personality and might get much more addicted than normal people.
My 4th grade teachers son lives in kirkwood and just died from heroin overdose
Pp tyler boucks teacher or son?
It really is an absolutely huge issue. I know many people who have died from heroin use.
So lame not informational at all just some kid bragging about how he got his drugs and he's clean now.
yea this was a good opportunity to spread information about th horrors of addiction but instead we follow the life of pimple boy
2:54 " i wish i had all the money in the world so i could buy all the heroin in the world" WTF
That is the strong effect it has on the mind. Heroin makes its' users who, already have underlying mental health issues that life is worth living for.
At the end when they said another kid dies. I knew her he was my best friends sister, my best friend found her in her room dead just lifeless laying there.
i see
What’s up shawty 😘
Why didn't the school take up the initiative to educate them and provide the mental support. This is should be the top priority of the school if they are aware of the epidemic.
It hit me when the old guy said
I'll never see my daughter going down the ailes and having grandchildren And he can't see her getting married
3:46 they literally showed his adress and his phone number
No it was a party address
This is absolutely tragic and heartbreaking
Yeah, and it sucks knowing that I go to this school
Let natural selection play it's role.
Bares Farry If youre stupid enough to do heroine and die because of it, that's natural selection taking action.
Luke Maxwell Heroine should never be any resort, people know this but still choose to do it. If anything they should try marjuana, and just stick with that. They have to make the stupid choice to do heroine, which will cause more problems than their depression or anxiety.
Luke Maxwell True, I know you are not in the right state of mind when you try something like that. I mean I get sad sometimes to, and you dont think rationally whatsoever. However.... while it may be harsh that is natural selection getting rid of depression under that logic. I do see your point though as to why they do it😌
Zombie Prodigy: My cousin and I smoked pot and experimented with psychedelics and dissociatives when we were teenagers. We used to talk a lot about drugs and how we thought all drugs should be legal in a free market, and although some people would die that was just natural selection playing out. We thought we were safe since we were smart enough to dose responsibly and avoid physical addictions, but sometime late 2016 he decided to try a research chemical opiate called U-47700. He died last July of an overdose after going through rehab and experiencing multiple other overdoses. Its really incredible how quickly opiates can take over someone, its like people completely lose control with them. Anyway, I'm just saying this because deep down I know your comment is valid, but it's really hard to accept it.
Zombie Prodigy Weed makes anxiety and depression worse for most people, including myself. #fact
"I'll never have grandkids" that touches my black cold heart..
I'm an addict myself and while I'm so high I sometimes pray in my mind that I won't die so my momma will never bury her only child.
I wish I could give her grandkids before I leave someday but I don't want to bring a kid into this world knowing I'm dead and gone.
Stay in there, this is the school I go to and all this, the deaths we had, CNN doing a report on us, and all the scares, even though I’m a sophomore right now and this stuff was awhile ago, things at kirkwood had definitely changed because of all this and ppl still smoke and vape, but they don’t do hard drugs that u could die from anymore, this was a wake up call for kirkwood and I hope it is, or was for you to
That dad is a champ bro
steve b kids don’t listen to their parents advice sometimes.
Ima fellow heroin addict. There's a way out. Through narcotics anonymous
So sad to hear you were an honor student to heroin. I hope you recap your life before it's to late,your so young and capable.
Lol it doesn’t not go from, weed, alcohol to heroin 🤦🏻♂️ terrible judgement.
DJROBBYROB205: That's right. The decision to try more and more to get as fucked up as possible is what leads to heroin.
Steve Hunt so dont be stupid enough to try it 😂. Stick to pot its simple.
I would not wish heroin addiction on my worst enemy… it is truly a living hell
I would wish a dope addiction on my worst enemy, Richard Nixon. I would even wish a 10000 year long textbook 'bad trip' on him. I would wish tens of millions of years of physical suffering on Richard Nixon.
heroin is only illegal because nixon hates black people and weed is only illegal because nixon hates the anti-war left and the hippie movement.
Rich kid problems........ Awwwwww, maybe mommy and daddy can pay for rehab.
What's your problem? poor people probably huh? ya life sucks when your poor and full of shit
Uncle Chuckles .....Loser
Eileen LeValley Wish you had money huh.. instead I'll just sell some dope and listen to rap music because I m cool
hes right,this is a dumbass rich kid who used heroin for fun and got addicted,he dont have the problems poor people do
+Anthony stfu , these idiot addict are the one killing themselves you uncultured swine
Did you ever think you'd be a full blown heroin addict? What did you expect him to say? "yeah its been my dream for as long as I could remember!"
How could he be considered an honor student at only age 15
u can be an honor student in kindergarten.
Well now we know who was a fuck up in school lmao
He got all 'Excellents' and 'Very Goods' on his report card.
I don't understand. At the school I went to (in the UK but don't know if it makes a difference) loads of people took drugs (Weed, MDMA, ketamine etc.) but nobody touched heroin because everyone had been taught from an early age that you just don't do it. I think it wouldv'e been weird or uncool if someone said they tried heroin...Why aren't these kids being taught that from a young age??
They aren't told the plain truth, they're "scared" by legal repercussions and criminal records instead of using logic, rational and scientific facts.
because instead of thinking rationally, they just get a D.A.R.E cop to come to a classroom and say "drugs are bad"
saying "heroin will ruin your life" doesn't mean much when you say the exact same thing for harmless stuff such as shrooms and cannabis and DMT and MDMA and ketamine
There's no gateway. It doesn't start with "this" or "that". It starts with what suites what the person wants to run from. It's really a thing of "what numbs me from my problems the most" vs "i smoked some weed so I'm going to do coke" People pick the drug that makes them the most distant from their problems. Its not some stupid weed then this and that reaction.
This reporter is actually so naive it hurts my brian
Typical “weed is a gateway drug” biased argument lol... go watch Adam ruins everything on weed, and not this BS
Weed is a gateway drug..but not really. It's the legality of weed. People get arrested/probation for it then try really hard shit like K2 since it doesn't show up on tests as long. Slowly goes down.
This. Is. My. Exact. Story. I was an honor student and now I'm a recovering Oxy addict. The only difference was that an ER "doctor" got me hooked on Percocet by giving it to me when I didn't need it and without telling me the risk. I NEVER would have willingly use drugs. I would have never even tried pot before that ER visit and now I've done it all and I'm on Methadone.
I live in wentzville Missouri 45 minutes from Kirk wood and heroin is a big known drug. Multiple family members of mine died from heroin. It's a deadly drug 😔
In the last few seconds in this video that was my sister.
exercise is a better drug. and some good dirty nasty sex with a hot girlfriend. nothing beats that combo. all free too.
The amount of mockery for the guy who does coke yet wears a helmet when longboarding is insane. People should know and remember that addiction is a different and more difficult thing to battle compared to just the possibility of blunt head force trauma from skating
Me and like one other kid were the only known addicts at our school. He's dead now and I'm hanging in there.
I'm proud of you, dude. Keep going
This is terrible. Same thing happened to one of my bestfriends, he passed away one night only 19 years old so sad.
Being from NH and having friends who have died from heroine OD this is just heartbreaking, the users arnt to blame its the sellers
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When they say it starts with pot they mean, if u have to smoke pot everyday, then that means you are relying on a substance. It’s more likely someone that started from pot gets addicted to H rather than someone that doesn’t rely on anything.
Guys its simple really...
Most heroin addicts smoked pot.
Most stoners never smoked, snorted, or injected herion.
Oh sure but I dont see coverage of my homies who do it here in Lynwood and Compton. Drugs dont have any social, economic, or racial boindries
After a long life using all kind of drugs including heroin I started recently with methadon and I've been clean (almost) four months. It's worth. Please everybody, just give it a chance.
ANY SECOND HE'LL COME OUT ASKING WHAT IS ALEPPO
Keep strong. Never give up. It will always be there but you are strong.
That girl needs a goddamn bandaid at 4:20
period blood dried up
At 420
Such a good dad to make that book.
It's always the good person who has dark history
Im sorry for your loss
"The life choices you make when you watch leafyishere"
lol
I started smoking pot when I was 15, 24 now, never once have I thought about using heroin. Don't blame pot
At my school 4 people died in one day from overdose all separate everyone ik has been affected in some way from the drug there are 3 years of my school that only a few people are left alive from the drug
Most stoners won’t admit weed is a gateway drug, but I promise you for some it most certainly is. I smoke it every so often and I personally won’t be using heroin ever BUT i have watched friends of mine get bored with pot and start chasing a bigger high from more “hardcore” drugs
FOR SOME i agree, but not for everyone.
SmashedBanana Starzinger exactly
It’s a choice
this is heartbreaking
That white boy got SEAL team 6 point red dots on his face,
Not funny
lol
Justin C lol
That’s what heroin does to you kids
from heroin addict to college grad, husband, father. he's still in the middle of his story. it's going to be a happy ending.
"did you know how deeply into heroin your daughter was?
smh hate it when news people ask stupid filler questions
My home town. This drug hurts everyone. It's pure evil.
Cnn keep it up!!!! people need this so so much!!
Kc Ashley it’s fake news said Donald trump
As a KHS student, this is a scary thing. Luckily nobody has died yet this year.
There's a lot of this guy usually seen in these comment sections
It started when your blackout drunk and in a room full of random people who already look sketchy af.
"People who do heroin are the typical teenage stoners"
D.rill here’s the quote you’re referencing,with a time stamp for convenience. “The people that use heroin in Kirkwood could be anywhere from the honor student, to like, your typical teenage stoner” 1:10
Why do heroin if you have lsd
Rocking Psycho because lsd is insanity, and heroin is massive peaceful euphoria
aliendisco 3779 lsd sounds fun
do LSD,Shrooms and Weed. They are all safe. Except when you have an asshole dealer who sells you fake acid.
everyone on heroin is deeply into it
So what an honor student?I'm one too and now do 1,000,000 xnax a day
aliendisco 3779 I did a lot of xans and all kinds of pills and I went cold turkey and noting happened
@@legendarygamingchannel805 try EATING A DOLLOP OF YOUR OWN SHIT
Is it just suburban kids with this issue?
All i know is i grew up around junkies amd seeing how shity their lives were made me resent certain drugs like heroin.
legal = regulated. overdose = impossible (proper labelling & purity)
Robbie you are rarted