just started getting into all of her music after listening to Not a Lot, Just Forever. god, there’s something with her music that just sticks to me. so glad I found out about her.
> please don't think of it like it's gone. Imagine it as energy. It alwayd transforms and never disappears. You just have to look at a different perspective. Maybe you're going from left while only even changing your route just a little will give you so much potential. > 🫂
*over the dead sea keeping you company, thinking "I'm not afraid of you now, I'm not afraid of you now"* I relate to my relationship with my father, I'm not a little girl anymore he's not so big and scary so I can be in his company even when I don't want to but whenever he tells me or whatever I'm not afraid to tell him what I feel anymore he won't hurt me anymore *letting my eyes close, shedding my soft clothes wind blows wind that holws like a hound, wind that laughs like a clown* I'm not the same girl anymore, I leave my soft clothes, I leave my swewt childhood too early because I know how the world works I'm not afraid to show who I am, but the scars on my body from cutting myself even when no one will notice them because they weren't deep but I will remember I feel them anyway and I feel like the wind everything around me is laughing at me of what I passed through like it doesn't matter like "go on, live like nothing happend" When I can't ignore what happend. *Mystery of lack, stabbing stars through my back , forwards, beckon, rebound. Forwards, beckon, rebound* It's like it tells about me in the school before highschool (I'm not taliing aboilut middle school I'm from Poland and there's no such thing anymore) I'm sad because I lost something but also it's a mystery for me, because how did I missed it if it wasn't real? That's my mystery of lack, How can I miss something I lacked when I really didn't lost it because it wasn't truth at all? Classmates, teachers telling my mom that I'm lying everytime so they won't get in trouble , they were stabbing stars through my back, because stars are getting as something beautifull something sweet and that makes everyone happy, teachers and classmates were supposed to be nice lying to my mom's face that they do everything good, that's why "stars". Forwards, beckon, rebound, Forwards, beckon, rebound. Go Forward , it will end soon, you'll get to highschool , beckon not care do not fight for yourself, I'm tired, rebound - I have enough, cut, cut, trying suicide. *virtual bedroom, rise like a full moom show me pictures that hand in your house, pictures that hang in your mouth* My bedrron, safe place that rises like a full moon not feeling good everywhere, people looking at me like some kind of freak. Thinking about neurotypicals pictures(memories) they have in their house or memories they hang in their mouth, memories they will say to people they will say to their children if they will show how good people they were? Do they even remember what they did or willl they forget? I would write mor ebut oh god this lyrics is so long 😂 Anyway I relste to this song so much I'm mesmerized by Adrianne's voice it's so beutifull
I understand relating to this song because I’m a child who was abused a lot, but I forgive them. I’m not afraid. Now I made it my job to be a caregiver to good people and bad people, because every one deserves someone to be nice,.. but what about me? I’ve always had to take care of myself. Why did no one do the same to me? I just have to be the caregiver for me and everyone else I guess, and I’m okay with that, even if it hurts a lot. I love being nice to people. It makes me and them happy.
“I’m not afraid of you now.I’m now afraid of you now” is the lyric that made me break down because it reminds me of a controlling friendship I had,she would give me bruises if I didn’t do what she wanted,I’m not afraid of her now,
If i have to tell how i feel about this song,i would say i have no trauma ,never had one hope i never will,but as soon as i hear this song,i can relate to anyone that has.Masterpiece
2:29 "Villain and Violent. Infant and Innocent." Bucky, Jinx/Powder, Wanda, Nat, Yelena (not that Nat and Yelena are villains but still) and a lot of other characters that I cant think of right now (yes, i mean Natasha Romsnoff and Yelena Belova)
I always denied that I had depression, but I always cried a lot and kept In feelings too. Then one day I was at the store with my pa and ma and brother and I was walking with my dad while my mom was talking to my brother right behind me and my pa and I heard her say:”both of you guys have depression and anxiety.” And I turned around and asked:”me?..” and she said:”yes.” It just made me wanna cry because she knew that I was hurting inside and keeping it a secret and I acted normal and didn’t cry I almost did… I thought no one knew but I was wrong and now I just wanna cry and cry and listen to this….. i love my mom so much❤️
SHow me, i'm not afraid of you now, i'm not afraid of you now, villain and violent, infant and innocent baby, both arms cradle you now, both arms cradle you now
If i have to tell how i feel about this song ,i would say that i have no trauma i never had one but as soon as i hear this song i an relate to anyone that has
@@geministrial950 thank you for the kind words. i dont know how to care for myself but even with all of that doubt, i should try. i really needed to hear this. someone is rooting for me across the world.
Man I had a rough day I really need this right now…I was so upset that I literally banged my fist so hard against a brick wall that they started bleeding (sorry for the vent)
"Both arms cradle you now" Im gonna cry
just started getting into all of her music after listening to Not a Lot, Just Forever. god, there’s something with her music that just sticks to me. so glad I found out about her.
Same 🙏🙏
That’s the first song I heard of her to, now I’m adicted
The first song when i found out about her is half return
"Villain and violent, infant and innocent" hit close to home...
This song makes me cry so it’s definitely a good song
I understand you, this song made me cry at the psychologist for the first time
Me too. The soft beats, the guitar, the voice, everything. i love this song.
I don't cry normally, not even listening to music, but this song makes me bawl my eyes out for no reason.
I listened to this before I went to sleep and it played throughout my dreams
I used to have so much potential I don’t know what happened to me
I think the potienal is still there, its just taking new form :)
> please don't think of it like it's gone. Imagine it as energy. It alwayd transforms and never disappears. You just have to look at a different perspective. Maybe you're going from left while only even changing your route just a little will give you so much potential.
> 🫂
i am holding my tears rn
You still have potential, you’re still alive!!
It's still there. Kids often have too much put on them.
this song made me think about my childhood and i cried. this song really is something, i rarely cry to songs
I need this song in my blood.
So real
A soft and slow breeze flowing through your hair typa music.. I love it ❤
*over the dead sea keeping you company, thinking "I'm not afraid of you now, I'm not afraid of you now"* I relate to my relationship with my father, I'm not a little girl anymore he's not so big and scary so I can be in his company even when I don't want to but whenever he tells me or whatever I'm not afraid to tell him what I feel anymore he won't hurt me anymore
*letting my eyes close, shedding my soft clothes wind blows wind that holws like a hound, wind that laughs like a clown* I'm not the same girl anymore, I leave my soft clothes, I leave my swewt childhood too early because I know how the world works I'm not afraid to show who I am, but the scars on my body from cutting myself even when no one will notice them because they weren't deep but I will remember I feel them anyway and I feel like the wind everything around me is laughing at me of what I passed through like it doesn't matter like "go on, live like nothing happend" When I can't ignore what happend.
*Mystery of lack, stabbing stars through my back , forwards, beckon, rebound. Forwards, beckon, rebound* It's like it tells about me in the school before highschool (I'm not taliing aboilut middle school I'm from Poland and there's no such thing anymore) I'm sad because I lost something but also it's a mystery for me, because how did I missed it if it wasn't real? That's my mystery of lack, How can I miss something I lacked when I really didn't lost it because it wasn't truth at all? Classmates, teachers telling my mom that I'm lying everytime so they won't get in trouble , they were stabbing stars through my back, because stars are getting as something beautifull something sweet and that makes everyone happy, teachers and classmates were supposed to be nice lying to my mom's face that they do everything good, that's why "stars". Forwards, beckon, rebound, Forwards, beckon, rebound. Go Forward , it will end soon, you'll get to highschool , beckon not care do not fight for yourself, I'm tired, rebound - I have enough, cut, cut, trying suicide.
*virtual bedroom, rise like a full moom show me pictures that hand in your house, pictures that hang in your mouth* My bedrron, safe place that rises like a full moon not feeling good everywhere, people looking at me like some kind of freak. Thinking about neurotypicals pictures(memories) they have in their house or memories they hang in their mouth, memories they will say to people they will say to their children if they will show how good people they were? Do they even remember what they did or willl they forget?
I would write mor ebut oh god this lyrics is so long 😂 Anyway I relste to this song so much I'm mesmerized by Adrianne's voice it's so beutifull
Too real
Read to the end ❤ I hope you find peace💭💫
whole ahit ton a yap here😂😂
that's beautiful, thanks for sharing ❤
2:31 this lyric omfg😿
This is so the perks of being a wallflower ❤️🩹
villian and violent.. infant and innocence. hurt
I understand relating to this song because I’m a child who was abused a lot, but I forgive them. I’m not afraid. Now I made it my job to be a caregiver to good people and bad people, because every one deserves someone to be nice,.. but what about me? I’ve always had to take care of myself. Why did no one do the same to me? I just have to be the caregiver for me and everyone else I guess, and I’m okay with that, even if it hurts a lot. I love being nice to people. It makes me and them happy.
Im really sorry to hear that
this song gives such fran bow vibes, absolutely adore this
the ''thanks for watching'' ruined my crying
...
anyway, love the song ♡
Frr, why do people have to add that to their videos it ruins the music.
“I’m not afraid of you now.I’m now afraid of you now” is the lyric that made me break down because it reminds me of a controlling friendship I had,she would give me bruises if I didn’t do what she wanted,I’m not afraid of her now,
Fucking he’ll this song grabs my heart and just crushes it
this song makes me wanna cry
If i have to tell how i feel about this song,i would say i have no trauma ,never had one hope i never will,but as soon as i hear this song,i can relate to anyone that has.Masterpiece
idk bro this sounds like running through soft grass feels
One comment is insane
Real
Your pfp 😂😂😂
2:29 "Villain and Violent. Infant and Innocent."
Bucky, Jinx/Powder, Wanda, Nat, Yelena (not that Nat and Yelena are villains but still) and a lot of other characters that I cant think of right now
(yes, i mean Natasha Romsnoff and Yelena Belova)
This makes me cry.
This is one of my favorite albums!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
i live this sm.
love*
I always denied that I had depression, but I always cried a lot and kept In feelings too. Then one day I was at the store with my pa and ma and brother and I was walking with my dad while my mom was talking to my brother right behind me and my pa and I heard her say:”both of you guys have depression and anxiety.” And I turned around and asked:”me?..” and she said:”yes.” It just made me wanna cry because she knew that I was hurting inside and keeping it a secret and I acted normal and didn’t cry I almost did… I thought no one knew but I was wrong and now I just wanna cry and cry and listen to this….. i love my mom so much❤️
The flowers seem so pretty
This comforts me omfg
I adore this song
Crying i love this song
I love her so much
I love her
I love this song ❤❤❤
PERFECT❤
I love this
He hurt me so bad but I can't let him go
You can ❤ You just need to tell your mind you love yourself more than him
i hate ur outro im over here crying then the next second i hear this.
SHow me, i'm not afraid of you now, i'm not afraid of you now, villain and violent, infant and innocent baby, both arms cradle you now, both arms cradle you now
No hate to her I love her songs but understanding the words has to be a skill like I can not understand most of the words so I’m glad I found this
Really you can’t? That’s weird! I have a auditory processing disorder, and for some reason this song is super easy to understand without lyrics.
2:30 Is this the part you’re wanting?
“You can cry, I won’t judge” type music
I don't know how long it will last but I'm not afraid of you now.
2:25 here ya go
Oh Arthur...
verily my mercy prevailed over my wrath
Your outro😭😭
If i have to tell how i feel about this song ,i would say that i have no trauma i never had one but as soon as i hear this song i an relate to anyone that has
i don't want to leave her. even though she's hurt me.
I am so sorry.
You can. You should. You matter, friend.
@@geministrial950 thank you for the kind words. i dont know how to care for myself but even with all of that doubt, i should try. i really needed to hear this. someone is rooting for me across the world.
@VD_ohhhhh you can do it we believe in youuu!! If they hurt you they don't deserve you. I'm here to talk if you need to
I had always vented to this song.. but now its worse.. everytime i listen to it.. my arms start to bleed
Lowkey real. (im really sorry for relating)
i love him so much :3
2:28
hello Bad Parenting fandom :)
❤❤❤
2:25 - 2:41 edit audio
This is the last song I played before my cat died
0:32 ❤
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My biggest flex is I can sing this song
Is remind childhood game & song😢 (by fnaf,granny,bendy,melanie)
Man I had a rough day I really need this right now…I was so upset that I literally banged my fist so hard against a brick wall that they started bleeding (sorry for the vent)
It's okay to vent, you didn't need to apologize !
Villain and violent, infant and innocent 2:32
2:18 for meme part ^^
How I feel after throwing up last night *this did happen*
This song is so fucking good
crying
Yk I want to leave her but she is my only friend, even after all she has done.
Leave her, even if she's your only friend. You'll find peace one day
leave her and put urself first
I used to be so confident! Idk what happened…
كلمة حرف يخرج من كلمات كل موسيقى تخرج من الآلات كل صوت في هذا الاغنيه اتذكر فيها مريم
❤
The lyrics is so sad
3:11 bro.. dont do that
Notice how villain and violent starts with v’s and infant and innocent have both i’s
Omg
Bill cipher lore..
the fuck happened at the end yo
me
Toga Himiko song
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