@Adrianne thanks for this incredible song. I was late to a conference call today at work because i had this on repeat with eyes closed, traveling somewhere else. Amazing.
Thank you for such a melodious song and a very poetic lyrics! I play this song very often when I relax and chill in the evening! Keep making good music!
I see my childhood in this song a lot, I see my mum and her mental problems and the need for love and approval of literally anyone being attached to someone but detached from reality.
It's hard to be honest about the desire to abandon language and to expect the one you love to be okay with falling into the romance of eye contact and heavy breathing, tears and the release of long, held-back sighs. I've never related more to song in these regards. -intp
this song reminds me of my childhood ;) I am 18 but i want to be kid again, i want to feel the same happiness and joy in those little things. Oh to have no stress and a single care about anything in the world, wish i could be a kid again
Guys i start highschool in 3 weeks and im crying so hard because i'm so happy i didn't think i was gonna live this long and i turn 15 in 3 months. I thought i wouldn't live past 5th grade and now im a freshman in highschool, i survived 😕
Yeah this song is fucking killing me. My parents abandoned me at 14 and I moved in with my bf while my grandma moved a state away with my sisters. I had never been so alone before. I tried so hard to fit in with his family but I was so damaged from the trauma of losing mine. His mother was not kind to me what so ever, at the time I thought I was too much for her. But as an adult now; she was so wrong to treat a little girl the way she did. Shame on her. The bf and I ended in flames after being on and off about 4 years later. Most heart wrenching time of my life. This song almost speaks all my 14 year old selves emotions into one song. Truly a gut punch.
Listening to this at 5 am on a Tuesday after staying awake all night. Im exhausted. It hits so much harder this way. Anyway, im not sure where this is going. Have an amazing evening/day/night/morning.
This reminds me of a late night in summer catching fireflies enjoying a bonfire with your closest friends before shit hit the fan. It's a bliss moment but also it hurts knowing you can never live through that again and if you could you wouldn't want to because between those moments, the good times, the bad ones always outweighed them. Things aren't that bad anymore but somehow your mind did...
This hit so hard After being exhausted at studying work,people,everything i js want to rest heal with someone i just want to be kid again. Iwant people to care so much like im a kid.kinda hit so hard from the fact i cant go back.everything makes me feel exhausted even sleeping .i js want someone ,i want to be a kid again,i want to rest from studything for a while,i js wanna to talk to someone abt my feelings this time
hey so i just wanted to come on here and just say im currently balling my eyes out. this song is sm deeper than it sounds and many don’t realize it. i feel like this is the only place i feel safe enough to comment knowing these are my own thoughts. i am currently crying tho, bc i miss my boyfreind. dramatic, am i right? but i haven’t seen him for a while, the thought of him just being away for so long feels like years. i miss the heartbeat i would hear when i lay on top of him, or the way he breathed on me when we would hug. the small things. anyways i just miss him. lol
This reminds me of Arthur Morgan and Mary Lintons relationship. (from Red dead redemption 2) I never realized until I actually played the game that they had such a sad relationship, and it hurts even more knowing Arthur could’ve spent his last days with someone he still loved, but he died choosing the wrong people to stay with. It physically hurts to play this game after chapter 5, you can see the pain in Arthur’s eyes. It’s such a beautiful game and this song really mixes well with it.
this song actually hits me so hard. It’s such a beautiful song but the way it reminds me of my dead pet makes me want to hate it. It’s a love song if you really listen but it’s just so beautiful but some parts just sound like my dead pet is trying to talk to me. Idk how to explain it. 2:28
This made me cry because it reminds me of my grandpa died at a heart attack and i cried so quietly when i heard this song and hes only 65 when he died... , and i was only few months old and he died at 65 yk i didnt saw him bc i think i was only 5 months old when he died.. (Edit) 0:53 hits so bad and ill favorite this song at Spotify as my emotional song
She told me, this song reminds of me to her. Even though you are happy with other guy I still miss you . Take care, whenever you need, you can always call me if you feel lonely, down or anything I'll always be there for you Oj...❤
time isnt a finite thing meant to be used in any way. The real “waste” of time would be for it to not be used on you. You are so worth every bit of time and everything spent simply for you to exist, because you existing is the best “usage” of time.
it means I was scared (of something) but I wanted to do it, like when you wanted to do something but was too scared, and now its too late, it talks about regret. "Indigo" is a color, I thinks she uses it here as a nickname for her lover, so its kinda of like "I was scared, baby, but I wanted to do it".
Hello, and thank you for posting this with lyrics.
Crying is my superpower. Does anyone need help?
Love that you replied ❤️
@@kimdody I loved that she replied to you too
@Adrianne thanks for this incredible song. I was late to a conference call today at work because i had this on repeat with eyes closed, traveling somewhere else. Amazing.
Thank you for such a melodious song and a very poetic lyrics! I play this song very often when I relax and chill in the evening! Keep making good music!
This song genuinely maks me cry so much like it makes me think how much i love them and how much i miss them, every single day
LITERALLY
Genre?
This is true
I dont understand how people can see this is a happy song, everytime I liste to it it makes me cry, its so bittersweet.
whats it about?
this song hurts so bad
but in the most wonderful way
Ong
ong
so bad
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😿🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🫂👤😿
this is such a beautiful song, it reminds me of a long car ride
listening to it right now and a long car ride!!
0:31 “Dont wanna fight but you’re mother insists” hits a spot in the worst way🥲
It’s “don’t wanna fight with your mother and sis”
@@hayhay713It’s not
No@@hayhay713
@@hayhay713it’s Christmas Eve with your mother and sis don’t wanna fight but your mother insists
REAL
I see my childhood in this song a lot, I see my mum and her mental problems and the need for love and approval of literally anyone being attached to someone but detached from reality.
Wind on your face kinda music
Perfect interpretation
ur right
Haa
i farted
@@fatima.aaaaaaaaaarain pouring down on you type song
* weren’t we the stars in the heaven?
weren’t we the salt in the sea?
dragon in the new warm mountain
didn't you believe in me?
That song heals me. Thank you.
i think im inlove for the first time, and it sounds exactly like this. the song is so sad yet comforting and so nice to listen. love it
I hope you are happy 🫶
God this song hits really close to me. I feel these words towards my mum.
she gave me the warmth i always wanted
It's hard to be honest about the desire to abandon language and to expect the one you love to be okay with falling into the romance of eye contact and heavy breathing, tears and the release of long, held-back sighs. I've never related more to song in these regards.
-intp
"i dont wanna talk about anything" hurts
I love this song sm.
This song breaks and heals at the same time🫶I love it
this is actually poetry.
i want to be in her arms so bad, why does god create people for each other yet put them away so far from each other? i miss you
i miss you too
@@emyevemar I miss you too
@@mylesfetsoni miss you too
@@alexcopperfield-y1y i miss you too
@@cryphogi miss you too
this song reminds me of my childhood ;) I am 18 but i want to be kid again, i want to feel the same happiness and joy in those little things. Oh to have no stress and a single care about anything in the world, wish i could be a kid again
Guys i start highschool in 3 weeks and im crying so hard because i'm so happy i didn't think i was gonna live this long and i turn 15 in 3 months. I thought i wouldn't live past 5th grade and now im a freshman in highschool, i survived 😕
I'm so proud of you. Take it from me, it really does get better. It's looking back and realising how far you've come that matters
I thought I wouldn’t survive but I am entering my final year of high school and I actually have a couple friends 🙂
@@soy6395that’s amazing I love people so much
you got this ❤😢
Yeah this song is fucking killing me. My parents abandoned me at 14 and I moved in with my bf while my grandma moved a state away with my sisters. I had never been so alone before. I tried so hard to fit in with his family but I was so damaged from the trauma of losing mine. His mother was not kind to me what so ever, at the time I thought I was too much for her. But as an adult now; she was so wrong to treat a little girl the way she did. Shame on her. The bf and I ended in flames after being on and off about 4 years later. Most heart wrenching time of my life. This song almost speaks all my 14 year old selves emotions into one song. Truly a gut punch.
I just wanted a family. That hole will never be filled I think
I’m so sorry you went through this, and I hear you. ❤
I strained my voice singing this but never stopped this song is so beautiful
I love her sm
Listening to this at 5 am on a Tuesday after staying awake all night. Im exhausted. It hits so much harder this way. Anyway, im not sure where this is going. Have an amazing evening/day/night/morning.
I hope you’re okay friend ❤
Toughen up
❤
Beautiful, Adrianne's music gives me joy an hope,
0:46 "i dont wanna be the owner of your fantasy, i just wanna be a part of your family" AUGHHHHHHHHHH
this song came out 3 years ago??? omgg love this songg❤❤
This reminds me of a late night in summer catching fireflies enjoying a bonfire with your closest friends before shit hit the fan. It's a bliss moment but also it hurts knowing you can never live through that again and if you could you wouldn't want to because between those moments, the good times, the bad ones always outweighed them. Things aren't that bad anymore but somehow your mind did...
This hit so hard
After being exhausted at studying work,people,everything i js want to rest heal with someone i just want to be kid again. Iwant people to care so much like im a kid.kinda hit so hard from the fact i cant go back.everything makes me feel exhausted even sleeping .i js want someone ,i want to be a kid again,i want to rest from studything for a while,i js wanna to talk to someone abt my feelings this time
This is relatable 🥲🥲
this song hurts so good
i miss him so much.
This is such a beautiful song I love this ❤
Now it made me cry! thinking of her I love her and wishes her all the happiness of this world ❤
When life sounded like this song >>
hi lacey!
@@dialooappl helloao
"i don't want to be the owner of your fantasy, i just want to be apart of your family" ;---;
hey so i just wanted to come on here and just say im currently balling my eyes out. this song is sm deeper than it sounds and many don’t realize it. i feel like this is the only place i feel safe enough to comment knowing these are my own thoughts. i am currently crying tho, bc i miss my boyfreind. dramatic, am i right? but i haven’t seen him for a while, the thought of him just being away for so long feels like years. i miss the heartbeat i would hear when i lay on top of him, or the way he breathed on me when we would hug. the small things. anyways i just miss him. lol
I’m a metal head but man I love this song
love this song.
this song hits so much i started crying mid-song
Staring down the barrel of a love song!
"didn't you believe in me?"
I love this song I always listen to it when I’m alone it feels like the company of a person I love it
one of the few songs that actually make me cry. i feel at peace in a weird way
This reminds me of Arthur Morgan and Mary Lintons relationship. (from Red dead redemption 2) I never realized until I actually played the game that they had such a sad relationship, and it hurts even more knowing Arthur could’ve spent his last days with someone he still loved, but he died choosing the wrong people to stay with. It physically hurts to play this game after chapter 5, you can see the pain in Arthur’s eyes. It’s such a beautiful game and this song really mixes well with it.
This song weirdly hits really really close to home 😭
This song was literally suggested by my crhsh and im learning it on the guitar so i can play it to her
I love my mom so much and I love everyone whoever is reading this I love you life is so beautiful
This reminded me of my childhood memories and it makes me cry because my childhood was terrible and i hated myself
he loved this song so i learnt how to play it for him 🙁 i miss him sm
If you’re out there listening to this. I love you
“I don’t wanna be the owner of your fantasy I just wanna be a part of your family “😢
*i don’t wanna be the owner of your fantasy i just wanna be apart of your family*
Adrianne ❤️
Weren't we the stars in heaven😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 weren't we the salt in the sea😂😂😂😂
This song knows how to make me sob
i just wanna be a part of ur family.
I met his family only once and his mom a couple of times but already miss them so much I really wanted to be a part of them
The excruciating pain I feel right now
2:14❤
This song hurts so much
this song actually hits me so hard. It’s such a beautiful song but the way it reminds me of my dead pet makes me want to hate it. It’s a love song if you really listen but it’s just so beautiful but some parts just sound like my dead pet is trying to talk to me. Idk how to explain it. 2:28
This made me cry because it reminds me of my grandpa died at a heart attack and i cried so quietly when i heard this song and hes only 65 when he died... , and i was only few months old and he died at 65 yk i didnt saw him bc i think i was only 5 months old when he died..
(Edit) 0:53 hits so bad and ill favorite this song at Spotify as my emotional song
0:52
"i just wanna be-"
"part of your symphony!!🥰"
duality of man
she is ❤❤❤❤❤
I miss when life sounded like that
i love it
i cant get through the whole song without crying
this is Niki's fave song at this moment.
U saw her sg, right ?😜
2:13
2:47
2:25 my favourite part
I miss her so much.
0:31 and 0:46 and 2:13 are the best parts
didn’t you believe in me? 🤣😂🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣😂😂😂🤣😂😂😂🤣😂😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣(I miss him)
sobbing rn cuz my brothers getting older and it reminded me of this song
"i just wanna be a part of your family"😢
bring me my grandma back
"i don't wanna be the ower of your fantasy, i just wanna be a part of yout family" 😭😭
this song is so beautiful
I wanna hug her so bad.but she is so far away...
I used to be so lively and sweet as a kid. I don't know whay happened to me to make me such a jerk.
i miss him so much chat
She told me, this song reminds of me to her. Even though you are happy with other guy I still miss you . Take care, whenever you need, you can always call me if you feel lonely, down or anything I'll always be there for you Oj...❤
I’m gonna cry
"Weren't we the stars in heaven?"~☆
This song has me in a chokehold
Christmas Eve with you mother and sis
Don't wanna fight but your mother insists
Im Christian but this song is so lovely
No one understands me the way Adrianne lanker does
I feel like a waste of time.
time isnt a finite thing meant to be used in any way. The real “waste” of time would be for it to not be used on you. You are so worth every bit of time and everything spent simply for you to exist, because you existing is the best “usage” of time.
What does "i was scared indigo but i wanted to " mean?
it means I was scared (of something) but I wanted to do it, like when you wanted to do something but was too scared, and now its too late, it talks about regret. "Indigo" is a color, I thinks she uses it here as a nickname for her lover, so its kinda of like "I was scared, baby, but I wanted to do it".
Indigo is her ex's name
@Jeeajia oh... so my theory was quite correct
i was scared indigo but i wanted to!!!!!
I was scared indigo but I wanted to🙁🙁🙁
“I don’t wanna be the owner of your fantasy, I just wanna be part of your family..” hits a little too close to home it’s scary.
im a singer and one day i hope to make music one day and I hope to make songs that people will talk abt, love, appreciate and connect to like this one
I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy, I just wanna be a part of your family
We are gonna listen to TDOSS after this
ive been singing "christmas eve with your mother and sis, don't wanna fight but your father insists"
i wanna feel that loved loving feeling i used to dream about , i want him to make me his princess but I don't know
Why why why wh y why why why why 2:57
Sound like Bon Iver Holocene
This was posted 2 days after our anniversary 😬😣