SkyDxddy - 7 Years [Official Music Video]
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Lyrics
Once upon a time I lost my mind
It's been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
I still feel you all around me
Pull the trigger heart is pounding
I can't take this part of life
My mental health has been declining
Horror movie on rewind
I can't go out with you tonight
I got a date with cyanide
Talk about social suicide
Oh
It's been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
Medications my new best friend
Oxys mixed with shots of captain
Couch hoppin by seventeen
My body used as currency
Drugged up every single day
And nothin makes it go away
Drugs just help temporarily
And honestly it's scaring me
It's been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
Fuck your family you know you robbed me
Called your slaughterhouse a party
Told the boys "yeah she's so naughty"
Rip my former body
Golden boy fueled by achievements
Looks are so god damn deceiving
I'm the proof yet you believe him
They see an Angel
I see a demon
It's been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
I am the monster you created
Come and watch me feed
You can run
But you can't hide from me
7654321
Run
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The fact that I still get panic attacks about him. I still take long hot showers to burn his touch and scrub my skin raw. You captured this beautifully Sky. Thank you❤
I still get panic attacks about my ex…..shit like abuse (any kind of abuse) doesn’t go away.
Please take care of yourself.
I hope one day you get vengeance for what you have to endure.
I still get panic attacks about them and I still can't get them out of my head all the abuse I still remember the abuse
Trigger warning
I was a child when my mother's bf made me give him pleasure and I remember feeling so dirty and washing my hands so long that my mother woke up and said stop waisting water. There are things that trigger me still....
As a man who was abused and psychologically tortured by a woman I really relate to this. She legitimately ruined my life and everything it could have been. I haven't seen her in 16 years but I still can't breathe when I think about her.
I'm sorry man I imagine u haven't had a lot of support cuz it's always usbguys right
@NoSteaks4ULuciferHellstarr I've given this account to my son since I made this comment but I wanted to reply and say there was a lot more support than I expected. My first abuser was a really bad person and never tried to hide it. However my second one isolated me and made me rely on her and then made it seem like I either made her do the things she did or actively participated in my own abuse, it was terrible and I'm still broken from it.
I am so sorry.
Thank you
You're strong and never deserved that. I'm proud of you for getting up and taking steps forward no matter the challenge, you're wonderful for it!!
It's been 11 years since monsters ruined me and made my heart and soul break... Sadly in my case it's not getting better or happier. No one seems to understand or get, but you do Sky. Thank you for being our light in the darkness.
I feel less alone now, also, I'm so sorry a monster hurt you.
No one should have to go through that, ever.
Love ya girl and thank you again.
I was hurt by a monster and it's only been a couple years ago and Sky helped me feel so much better about myself. I hope things get better but if you want to talk, I'm great at listening
"I got a date with Cyanide" I feel just like this. I've never heard of her before. Great find!
How is this goddess not on the radio it really makes me wonder because she is above all the artists that I hear while driving every day… A collab with her would be a once in a lifetime dream come true for me…….Celebrities are fake, skyy daddy is the closest to real I know besides myself
I agree with you nobody should have to go through this, but unfortunately life does it wants and people ask me why don’t you believe in God well, maybe I would have faith if there were signs I’ve had so much stuff it’s not Even funny like I know a lot of people say this, but I have SH and Sa and ADHD and dyslexia and depression and OCD but those are all disability people say but it can really damage you so to anybody wants to go through one of those will go through anything hard like getting hurt or abuse like I did I feel bad for you right you should never feel like you have to hide because people have water problems. Your problems mean you need help don’t just think about yourself because the biggest mistake everybody makes is looking for helping other people besides yourself, your mental health and well-being matters to
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Big same.
This song hits different if you have trauma and PTSD. Love the message love the video love the true authentic talent.
So true. Love her music .
yes and its been 7 years
This is one of my fav songs. Your music hits home every time. Your words help me become stronger everyday. 15yrs and my skin still crawls. It's not something you just get over like some people like to think. It scars you for life. The scar may get a little smaller but it is always there.
U are stronger then u think ^^ we all are
🎉 Every seven years the cells in your skin renew. Love to be able to hear your take on it Sky!
Is this why after 7 years of taking a man's abuse or trauma, I finally walk away?
While this is scientifically proven, does that mean every 7 years your pain renews??? Just a thought.
If that was true then I'd be fine
@@ambermoore5171 the skin cells in your body renew every seven years. Your brain and body remember though.
@@vmiller6789you should’ve been left
SHE NEVER DISAPPOINTS US❤🎉
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This!! Facts! Every damn song is a banger AND it's so deep with her pain it's overwhelming!!
I wrote a poem a few years ago called 7 Years with the same concept of how even if every cell is new, the trauma is still there. I always love your music❤
I'd love to hear this poem. I'm writing a rap about how my grandfather messed me up basically same concept.
@ayreannagonzalez1972 It took me a while to find it, but I looked everywhere because I wanted to read it again. I believe I wrote this in late 2020, around the anniversary. It's about being SA by a friend of the family when I was 13 and how the pain doesn't go away. Some of the lines might not make sense to others, but they do in the context of my personal trauma. My main intention for writing this was for myself, not for it to make sense to others. Please be nice because I've never claimed to be a great poet or anything lol.
7 Years
They say it takes 7 years for every cell to be replaced.
My brand new body.
A brand new body that can still feel his gaze.
Brand new lungs that forget how to breathe
When my brand new breasts remember his hands
And my brand new mouth can't figure out how to scream
When my brand new eyes somehow still see his face
And my brand new nose can still smell his breath.
My brand new legs can never be shown
And my brand new wrists still feel his chains
And my brand new ankles know they cannot escape
Because my brand new heart is just as broken as the old.
My brand new body.
A body he has never touched.
But it takes more than 7 years for my body to forget.
@@gemstonejasper17 that was so good. You did amazing
@@gemstonejasper17I just read your poem and I think it's amazing. I'm so sorry for what you went through. I was SA by an ex when I was younger and he never touched me but my stepdad was obviously interested in me. He'd say ugly perverted comments towards me and make sexual innuendos when my mom wasn't around. He was driving drunk almost a year ago so yeah it killed her and I live with other family somewhere else now. Been trying to recover from my back getting broken in the crash since that nightmare occured. I can feel your pain to an extent but I believe what you went through is worse. I hope you're doing better.
@hollywilson3994 please don't diminish your own trauma or compare it to others. Each of us has different traumas, and it's like comparing apples to oranges. Sure, they're both fruit. But there's so many differences, and neither is inherently better or worse. What you went through and your trauma are valid, and you deserved much better.
I don't know how old you are, but it sounds like you're still young. I'm an adult. It'll be 12 years this October, but I still find myself comparing my trauma to that of others. From an outside perspective, my mom went through so much worse in this area than I ever did. But that doesn't mean her trauma is any more valid than mine. We both have experienced things that never should have happened. There's no benefit to comparing the details.
I hope you're doing well and are safe now. You deserve happiness and love, no matter what that little trauma voice in your head says. The fact that you are still here only proves how strong you are, and I hope one day you are able to love yourself the way you deserve to be loved. You're doing great💚
Can’t wait. I absolutely love your music. You are a major inspiration and role model to me.
I'm so ready for this you've helped me through so much during the healing process of my sexual harassments
Down to the books, the mess, the nesting, the hot showers, breakdowns during doing dishes, the huge med stash. The video alone gave me the chills 😭 love skydxddy as an artist don’t care what anyone else says.
I’m so shook!! I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath the entire video; literally speechless!
This could have easily been a longer song but the pain it would take isn’t worth the risk. Thank you again for giving us your all…putting your heart, your vulnerability, your voice out there to echo those that don’t feel strong enough yet. 🫶🏼 #onelove #skydxddymusic #traumacore #breatheinbreatheout 💫💛💫💛💫💛💫
Manifesting that this reaches the people it needs to❤️🩹 share if you can relate! Let's start unpacking this trauma so we can finally heal. xx
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Lyrics: Intro]
Once upon a time I lost my mind
[Chorus]
It's been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that’s not true
[Verse]
I still feel you all around me
Pull the trigger heart is pounding
I can't take this part of life
My mental health has been declining
Horror movie on rewind
I can't go out with you tonight
I got a date with cyanide
Talk about social suicide
Oh
[Chorus]
It’s been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
[Verse]
Mеdications my new best friend
Oxys mixеd with shots of captain
Couch hoppin' by seventeen
My body used as currency
Drugged up every single day
And nothin' makes it go away
Drugs just help temporarily
And honestly it's scaring me
[Chorus]
It's been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
[Verse]
Fuck your family you know you robbed me
Called your slaughterhouse a party
Told the boys "yeah she's so naughty"
Rip my former body
Golden boy fueled by achievements
Looks are so god damn deceiving
I’m the proof yet you believe him
They see an Angel
I see a demon
It’s been seven years since I saw you
Wonder what poor soul you moved onto
Ooh tell me why do I still feel you
They told me that this skin would be brand new
But that's not true
[Outro]
I am the monster you created
Come and watch me feed
You can run
But you can’t hide from me
7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, run
Once upon a time
im only 15 but i understand this and thank you for helping others feel loved
You are a goddess for this community. Most don't understand the connection that I have and that's fine but I know and I love your music.
I felt this one, as a survivor myself. I love your music and I relate to it, but this one just made everything stop around me (not in a bad way!). Thank you for singing so bluntly and honestly about this. It really helps to not feel alone with all this stuff in your head 💜 I was a teenager and so was he, and he ruined my life. I'm disabled because of the mental illnesses now.
Anybody else bawl like a baby because of all the flashbacks this song triggered? ...
Ya, sent me into panic attack because it hit home sooooo much❤
It’s been 7 and a half years since it happened to me. I remember hearing about the 7 year cell regeneration and just praying that when it hit 7 years the pain and memories would just stop. It didn’t, and i don’t feel new, I still feel dirty and shameful. I still feel like that scared 8 year old
Don’t be ashamed, it was not your fault. I hope that one day heal from it. Be proud of yourself for surviving and that even though that horrible thing happened to you. You haven’t gave up. Don’t let that monster still your joy or smile . They stole enough from you don’t let them steal more. You are stronger than you know , sending you a virtual hug
Yeah. Almost three years here, but I still feel like the same lost fourteen year old girl, even after so long. It isn’t your fault, you were just given a shitty hand in life, and I’m proud of you for making it this far. I hope you and everyone that has ever been through this gets better soon.
YES QUEEN. I love you, your music has helped and continues to help with my SA. I don't know what I'd do without it. You're amazing, you're strong as FCK. You fight for everybody when you make music, you really do. People like me who stayed silent and didn't have a voice. Thank you. I love you.
I cant take fullbody showers... fully unclothed at once.. it hurts it's been 6 years for me, you'd think I'd have move past it now...
I absolutely love this. I always get the 7 years comment thrown at me. This song lets me know im not on my own on how it feels. Thank you sky ❤
It’s only been five years for me I’ve had it thrown at me a few times but the years I’ve had hasn’t numbed it at all and I have to work with someone identical to the assaulter visually
@serenitybuckmaster447 That's truly horrible I wouldn't be able to do that ever
I love you skydxddy... Your music speaks to my heart♥️♥️♥️
Wow. The song by itself is so strong, yet with the visuals its a new level of power
Its been at least 8 years sense the monster ruined me but I am stronger and I love ur songs Skydxddy they are so true and good
The fcking goosebumps i had through the entire song. Ugh you deserve do much more recognition than you get. You are killin it. Dont you dare stop doing this. You are amazing and have no idea the people you have pulled out of complete darkness. Thank you for doing what you do.
No because you are literally so inspiring all I want to do is sing your songs all day everyday because I'm really good at singing your songs I'm excited to sing this one next 😁
So much pain and emotion in her voice you can feel the pain bleeding from her heart. Such a beautiful soul🔥🔥🔥
The villain of your story doesn't deserve to watch you fall.
I still have nightmares about one of my abusers who gave me a scar on my face. It's been about 7 years. Thank you for speaking for us. I can't get through writing a song without crying and giving up. I am proud of you. Thank you.
I also experience that but the scar is on my neck. I’m right there with you ❤
It's been almost 14 years since I walked away from a narcissistic violent abuser who tried to kill me. I feel every single word of this. Thank you Sky. 💜🖤💜🖤
I was so excited for the song and it didn't disappoint! little odd thing I wanted to add; I was tapping my fingers as I listened to the song and then it shows you doing that and my brain just went "Same, Sky, same." 💜
I'm lucky and glad I've never had to (so far) experience assault like this before, but your message, emotion in your voice and visual aid from the music video made me cry for you and for all the girls who has to go through this pain even many years later. This world fucking sucks for us women and I just want to tell everyone in the comments who had to go through this that you're not alone, and I'm proud of how far you've come.
That sent shivers down my spine. Its been longer for me but I still remember.
You are stronger than you think
Sky I have no words you did such an amazing job in this video, and God this song hit me so hard
It's been almost a year... one year since someone took me away. Away from the yelling. The threats. The stalkers. The abusers. The enablers. My whole life I knew nothing but heartache, abuse, ect. To the point I was ready to give up and meet my beloved mother once again but one soul stood up and became so much more then my boyfriend. My shield, my shoulder to cry on, the light that chases my fears away, angel, and finally fiancé.
Hitting seven years in March. This has my soul screaming. Thank you for all that you do 🙏🏻
It’s been 7 years exactly this month since I got out and this this cuts deep like it was only yesterday. Everything I struggle to say in one song.
Mine was alcohol… I’m 3 and a half years sober now 💚💚 absolutely love this song! Smashed it!!
This is some NEXT LEVEL music right here.......Let's f'ng GO !!!!!!!
#traumacore #7years #nextlevel #thisismorethanmusic
I love the details in your clip like the names of the medications and books you got there. "The body keeps the score" is one of the most recommended books on CPTSD forums. Your music hits hard again, like always, I admire the strength you manage to put in your words, can't wait to hear what more is coming.
I feel the pain and I understand the song and lyrics and feel what your saying in your music and I absolutely definitely feel your pain and suffering and I'm going thru it too and I have a special playlist on Spotify just for u
The fact at 15 (the age i am now) ive almost overdosed 4 time trying to stop feeling it it happened when i was 6 but i swear i can still feel it every time i shower or someone touches my lower back thank you sky you have helped me in so many ways ❤
I was 6 years old to. I'm 15 now to. Aug 10th 2015.
@@Localredy I'm so glad that you are still with us i know how hard it can be I'm so proud of you ❤
I love that people make music about their trauma. Trauma is so ugly and we can still create beauty. They can't steal art from us
I can't wait.... I love your music....
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
I was in a very abusive relationship for 5 years it ended 8 years ago HIS OWN family and friends tried to warn me to stay away i didn't listen. Now he's in jail because he r@ped a teenager (it was no force so he didn't get that much time 🙄 tbh he should've got life in prison w/o the possibility of ever getting out)
*8 years ago was the last time he RUINED my life along with an innocent one, if it wasn't for *my new husband* (along with a lot of my family and friends), for bringing me back from the brink of hell i wouldn't be here right now! Because of HIM i have PTSD!
LADIES, if you're ever in a relationship and your friends and family tell you to leave him PLEASE DO! I understand the feeling of being afraid to leave, he threaded family, friends, coworkers, and everyone else but YOU MATTER! YOUR LIFE MATTERS! YOUR MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS! Get help if you have to, please don't be like me and suffer for 5 years because of fear! And tbh if it wasn't for him going to jail i would've probably never got out.
I ended up crying myself to sleep last night while listening to this on a loop, it's not even been a year since I was assaulted and day before yesterday my attacker had shown up out of the blue to my place of work wanting to "talk" and when I didn't leave with them they they disappear. It's really messed with my head and this song helped bring a little comfort. Also interesting fact you skin cells actually renew every few weeks and not 7 years however other cells can renew in about 7-10 years
This is my new favorite ❤️ I love the way you portrayed everything in the music video- it’s perfect- sad but perfect ❤
Omg my heart I love this so much I'm proud of you for creating music you love and people can relate to
So, ummm, like, I'm a male, and this is already my new favourite SkyDxddy song. And fuck I'm so damn sorry for anyone - male or female - that has to deal with this shit ❤️🫂💪
This is a master piece I am in love with this girls creativity! It’s so sad and such a shame to have had to go through all you have! Love u sky ❤ u always have a friend in me !! Us survivors need to stick together
I believe it's been 10 years for me with the first one.... Many don't understand and still say I'm lying all because mine didn't go to jail.... The second one a little over a year... But barely anyone knows....
i surfed 8 years with you,,,, your were my family and bestfriend. you manipulated me into thinking it was normal for cousins to do that stuff. for 8 fucking years i put up with you. now i know i shouldnt be ashamed, your the monster not me.... i bended knee to you. nut not anymore. i havent seen you in years but when i do you make me doubt myself about everything but no longer can you have that control over me - (emma)
The music video is spectacular 💗 💕💝🥰😻🌷🌹💯👍🏽🎵.
For me, it’s been 10 years since I was sexually assaulted, and I still have nightmares and I still cannot trust men
Dude ive always said this about 7 years and cell regeneration and break ups. Crazy.
I can’t wait❤❤❤
I love your music!!! I am excited to hear it🙂
I will forever be inspired by you and your words and strength ♡ your music speaks to my soul and im happy your out here doing the dam thing. ❤❤❤
Oh Sky this song is absolutely amazing and true.. it’s tells us your story and what you go through daily.. I love your music I already can’t wait for the next song!! ❤❤❤❤
Yep! Thank you.
Damn girl what a masterpiece! 🖤
I love you ❤
This song is fire 🔥🔥🔥
Listening to this song on repeat
I just want to say thank you for sharing your video very emotional and I could relate to that but at least you didn't cut your wrist like I did because like I mentioned before when I was 14 years old I went through similar stuff that you went through but thank God that I'm still here have a blessed day and stay safe
I would love that to be honest with you you inspire me to upload videos of my own to try to help other people with my videos only that I play video games I don't have a telegram I have Instagram thank you so much from the bottom of my heart
It’s the countdown for me!! I’m writing a book about all of mine, I write, I have so many poems, stories, and songs!! You can sing them if you want! 40 years of writing…I’m 52 now. The PTSD, failed suicide attempts, crying out for help and no one helped me, I put new meaning to “self soothe,” I’m so proud of you all!! Each and every one of you, in case no one has told you that!!!!
If there is anybody in this world that is more intimate with fucking trauma and loss, believe me when I tell you, it is me and I fucking love your music. Trust me when I tell you sweetheart, you are going to shine so bright because the brighter that the light shines the darker, the shadow cast balance and strength do grow out of trauma. I am living fucking proof of that and I’ve been through what you’ve been through times 1000 I love you wholey and completely you are my soul family and I’m so happy you’re on tour. I bought tickets when you were in New York City but I didn’t have anyone to stay with my son so I wasn’t able to go and I literally cried over that shit because I wanted to go so fucking bad I’ve never seen anyone of my artists perform live before that shit to me that I wasn’t able to make it down there uptown and you were down by the village just a train right away. please let me know when you’re coming back to New York or anywhere close to it. I follow you on TikTok and duet you sometimes as well there I’m not on RUclips much here but I’m on TikTok. Love you girl you are loved
Oh my God I effing LOVE LOVE LOVE this new song! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Girl, I love your voice. And your message. And you're gorgeous ❤❤❤ I don't remember how I happened upon one of your reels/clips/whatever it was, but damn am I glad I did!
Dude. This song and video are SO good. This is definitely my new favorite!
YOU NEVER DISAPPOINTS US I LOVE U AND YOUR MUSIC
SkyDxddy - 7 Years is a great song I love it
I get so tired of everything and I get
Headaches and I am only 11 and my dad died in front of me when I was 7
like all the facial expressions made, i can relate to. like staring at urself in the mirror and then just breaking down curling up on the ground. all the intrusive thoughts racing inside ur head. it's disgusts me to the bone that these fckn creeps we encountered will forever be with us mentally. listening to ur music is my escape from all of it.
i definitely think this is one of your best songs yet
omg im loving this newest song. its my new therapy song atm! we love you sky! dont ever forget that!
Can’t wait!!
This hits deep and I definitely relate to this! You are amazing sky thanks for amazing songs that help me heal and express myself!
GIRL YOU SLAYED THAT WHOLE MUSIC VIDEO I BELIEVE YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT GO OFF GIRL WE LOVE YOU ❣️❣️
You are AMAZING!! Everything you create I relate to almost 100%... I've been raped 3 times and have been a victim of physical abuse in a majority of my relationships and I can slowly feel myself being extinguished, snubbed out... Being told I'm the monster, that everything that's happened to me has happened because of my choices... yes that's true to an extent, but even being obedient has gotten me beaten and/or cheated on even by my daughters father. I have since been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and much more, but now I feel like my daughter is turning into me (mentally) 😢 and in some cases (like emotionally) she is worse than I ever was and idk how to fix it/me/us... ☹️😬🥺😢😥😵💫😵
God damn, I'd give my left nut to just be able to meet you/ talk to you. I feel like we have SOOOO MUCH in common. It'd be super awesome if you were to reach out to me sometime, even if just to say I'm not alone or that you've read anything that I've posted on any of your songs...
16 years and therapy still struggle 😪
Holy shit....... It just keeps getting better and more real
its been 5 years since, 2 more years for me
Love your songs but sorry for what u have had to go through u are so amazing
Oh my goodness... this is AMAZING! We love you Sky!!!❤
Thankyou for the messages you put out an speak out for the people who cant or dont have a voice to do it. It's been 10 years for me an I still haven't recovered... It stills a very deep wound within even if it isn't visible anymore. Still when I see him or someone has the same name as him or even the name of the town he lived or still live in I go into panic attacks and shut down.
I may not have been through the exact same things but I’ve done things I’m not proud of when I had no other choice and it still haunts me today. Her music is so empowering and it’s helping me heal all of my trauma. Emotional and physical.
Early gang
SKY YOU ARE AMAZING I LOVE YOU!!
"I'm the proof yet you believe him" 😔
I can't wait! Your music is so good i cant wait to sing along aaaaa :D
Thank you for making music we can safely work through our triggers with Sky❤
Ooo 6 mins
This is the best, most heartbreaking and realistic music video I've ever seen. You're such a genius.
Omg SkyDaddy! I'm 17, and really relate to most of your songs😢😪
Been so excited for this release you did it girl 👏🏻 you are amazing
I just want to let you know happy Merry Christmas stay safe have a blessed Christmas Day and Happy New Year's Eve as well
This is one of the best songs I listen to. It’s been a year since and I’m only 14. My skin still crawls I’m glad someone gets it.
Sky, just wanted to let you know that I thought you looked cute in your last profile picture but this new profile picture is even better! Just as cute but in a different way.
Amazing as usual! Thank you for seeing us!
That was amazing! I love the message! 😱😱😱
Just feelings chills throughout my body
The fact that it took me 9 years to find out what had happened because I had blocked it out is crazy but I still can't get over it even though it's been 11 years I just recently came over my fear of kissing I still get panik attacks sometimes. The worst part is that he moved on from it almost immediately and our mutual friends tell me he has changed but I just don't believe it, he was 10 back then so know I can't think of what he could be doing since he's 21 now and I was 8 now I'm 19 and scared of meeting him again ( we went to the same school I have not seen him in 4 years but we live in the same city) sorry for the long rant I have not been able to get it out without being mocked. If you're still reading this thank you and I hope you have a great life
Vent All you want, even if no one reads, talking about it can help even in small ways
@@kendrajames4588thank you ❤️
It's been 4 years for me. Though the abuse lasted about 8ish years from the ages of 6 to 14 (nearly 15 in 3 months). I'm now 19 and the trauma is still very much there. Panic attacks as well as the fact that I dealt with more SA from different peope even after that initial abuse had stopped.
The little things like body language and the coping mechanisms really got me. I felt like I was watching myself. Thank you for making me feel seen ❤