To all the lonely souls out there tonight, you are not alone. I am battling the monsters, demons and darkness too. But we can make it through the night/day together.
I have such a deep respect for lyric writing like this. And using music to express the feelings you can not talk about because no one would understand. Yet, many understand.
I think this is your story and too many of us relate. Like it's our own story, I know it's mine. Britton, you're reaching so many souls with this! The ending? Oh em gee, the tears and goosebumps and oh my soul I can't say enough about it. You've just released more than a song, more than a masterpiece... you're giving people hope. It's just so beautiful. 😭🤍🖤
@@christinebarclay9270 that seems very dismissive, makes me think you're not really sorry about how I feel. Next time maybe try asking why someone feels , instead of just dismissing them 🤷
Lyrics: Finally hit the ground, I’m at the bottom now Never thought I could be this low Felt like falling down an endless hole No, I don’t see the light and I don’t hear God Crawling in the dark, now my limbs are cold Screaming out help but it just echoes Only one way out of here, I don’t think I can reach it Everything I hold dear, erased by all of my demons My sorry is sincere, I’ve just lost all of my reasons, reasons left to stay So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again There’s nothing you could’ve said, nothing you could’ve done different It was always between me and my head Never meant to hurt you in the process But I just can’t keep holding on Wish I could believe that things will get better Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind then I could fix how I feel altogether Then I could mean it when I say I’m fine It’s never that easy and neither is life Don’t think I wanted to leave you behind, I tried, I tried, I tried So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again Open up my eyes, I don’t know where I am and everything is blurry My mom’s holding my hand Turns out I was in a hurry but God had other plans He said my goodbye was early, now I’ve got a second chance
It’ll be 3 years since my attempt in September and my goodness this song just hits me in my soul. The tears definitely started rolling with the last few lines. I took it as a second chance when I made it through. I was hospitalized for 15 days following the incident. It was there that I was finally given a proper diagnosis for my mental health. I suffer from complex PTSD and borderline. I was also recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia (chronic pain disorder) with all of those things life really is very hard. I vowed to myself that I would always fight to live the life I have for as long as I have it. I’ve chosen healing over everything. It’s not an easy choice, but it is so worth it. I’m in therapy and med free. It’s a hell of a journey that takes time and dedication. You can’t give up until you find the help that suits your specific needs. When you feel happiness and you get to experience joy it makes all of your struggles along the way worth it.
Proud of you!! That’s right, you keep on fighting. Never look back, just forward. You will look back and say “wow, I went through all of that and I was strong enough to face it head on” you are a warrior!
In September three years ago I got out of hospital after being there for six months, my attempt was in March. I am so glad you are alive and even though I'd wish you could have gone an easier way than I did, I know that our suffering won't be in vain. Cause in the end of the day we know the truth better than many others: Nothing in this world will ever matter longer than the blink of an eye and then fall into dust, but through that knowledge we are the ones who can make each moment count, that will last for a lifetime.
I woke from a coma. No one there. If i could only say good bye. Still today im alone. I only wish to say that i don't want to die. But it is really hard to live. I hope someday to see my children again.
IM SO SORRY LOVE🥺 WHO COULD DO THAT TO SOMEONE...OMGGGG...I WOULDN'T OF EEEVER LEFT SOMEONES SIDE IN YOUR SITUATION.I AM DEALING W A LOT TO HUN.BUT DANG😢.IM SORRY LOVE🥺💞
@@babs2034 I feel you. My apologies to your sadness. It has taken me alot to reply You are a great person. Thank you for being nice. I can't remember why I've texted you. Take care
@@markd120 BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE HUN AND I MAY NOT KNOE. U.BUT I STILL CARE HUN.... MAY I ASK WHAT PUT U IN A COMA AND WHY YOUR CHILDREN WERE NOT THERE OR TO CARE?!. AND DANG...IT LITERALLY MAKES ME THINK OF SHAMELESS.....FRANK WAS IN A COMA AND NOBODY CARED BECAUSE HE WAS A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING NOOOOT SAYING U WERE ....💞 JUST WONDERING WHY NOBODY WOULD B THERE EVEN AFTER U WOKE UP AND STUFF.DID THEY COME SEE U???...LIKE WHATS GOIN ON NOW???.....
My partner died in his sleep he was 43 I was 35, seems I've been cursed since. Then my precious mum went out the blue, I knew my dad would not last without her he passed a year and a month later and 2 weeks ago my sister died. I've only just turned 47 and since I had a stroke my health is detoritating. I'm so lonely, I really do feel your pain ❤
Dude this song.... I relate to it way too much... I've struggled with severe depression 90% of my life, I've committed multiple times, been in the mental hospital multiple times, I take several medications for mental illnesses.. Its really bad.. And I've come back every time.. Somehow.. Somehow I'm still alive.. But I still have moments I feel like I want to try again... So this song reaches out to me on so many levels.. And the last few lines REALLY made me BURST into TEARS! This is SUCH A GOOD SONG!
❤ I feel you....struggling this past week those intrusive thoughts are real!! Feel like people would be better off without my ass around...its hard to find any light to keep going right now! This song hits hard!! ❤
Same. Especially around this time of year. My dad died, my mom died, my grandmother now has cancer. And I am losing it. I hope you are feeling even slightly better.
I can't imagine what you're dealing with! I'm so sorry!! But I feel only a slight bit of what you feel! I've been suffering with social anxiety for the past three and a half years! This song's hits hard! Thanks for reaching out to the world, and sharing your story!❤❤
@@EnchanteDMurDeR fight for your dad fight for your mum keep going what ever it takes and trust me you will find joy you will find love u will find happyness just keep going push yourself forward dont even do it for you if u cant do it for your partens they want you to live and find a good life .... the time is comming .... your time will come .... i am sure ..... i myself is weak but i cant just give everything up in a heartbeat we have to fight
One of the most haunting, truthful songs, congratulations on the release! I'm so glad I'm still here to hear it. Just the shorts of this song has got me through alot. Been in such a dark place 💔 what a piece of true Art 🎨
I can totally relate. Lost my friend to a serial killer my husband died, my. Boyfriend died in a plane crash, 2 were murdered , one if them still is unsolved.My brother died from a stroke. My mom got alzhiemers. Then my oldest son died on Mothers Day, my other son suffered from depression afterwards I was forced to hospitalized him for the help he needed, I had to home school my youngest son because he just couldn't attend. School after suffering from trauma from everything , then my house was burnt down by an arsonist and I lost everything, my best friend gave me a place to call home and he died 2 months later. And then the love of my life completely broke my heart, and im now pretty much homeless. Living the dreamnin a hellhole of a hotel, only good thing is it has a great view. . Trust me I can relate. Why is life so hard and painful. What is the point?
Please don’t do nothing to yourself….im not gonna say that common “they are in a better place shit” or “it’s going to be okay” because I feel you…I also lost my brother he was murdered and I was placed in a foster home because my parents didn’t want me. I may not know how your feeling rn but I do know getting a second chance at living when I tried to end it before I was ready is the best thing that happened to me. So please….stay.
Wow this song is the story of my last 2 years! I survived a suicide and woke up with my mom at my side, and I’m now trying to get my life back together! Thank you for this!
Been trying not to relapse for weeks now, im scared but this helps so much... its been over 2 years since i used substances, just over one since i last sh.... thank you for offering this comfort song. .... i cant explain how much this means to me
I want this playing at my funeral. So people know it was my own incapability and nit because of anyone or anything. I found forgiveness but lifes hard to live with. Most poignant part for me is " i tried, i tried, i tried. Thank you for your amqzing music and understaning and relatability❤
This has been like my voice for years when I could never escape the darkness for so long. I’ve fought for so long to heal something I didn’t even break. Thank you so much
Losing two parents within two years unexpectedly, covid, a newborn, I’ve felt this and only recently felt a sense of light. Thank you Britton for releasing this. Keep pushing I feel it’s paying off for you soon 🖤
I haven't felt this connected to a song in awhile and I just relate so much, I have no one in my life that actually cares and doesn't have a second face. It's lonely but it's better than constantly being hurt by others
This is so much better than I anticipated!!!!! It speaks to me in a way I can't articulate. You have created a masterpiece with this one. I can't wait for a full length project. I'll be waiting on baited breath. ❤ Thank you so much Britton.
U absolutely can do this... just keep lighting ur light so many times that u love urself so much that u end up loving others enough not to ever risk ur life again for anything that risks ur true essence and heart. So heal and love u
I been listening to this song but it wasn't the full song been waiting for a full song and got it today after seeing the release date. This song says alot I can relate. Thank you Britton. Literally love you and your songs.
I've never heard a song the embodies depression. If ever there was a song the describes the struggle depression this is it. This made me cry and not many song do that. They may spark emotion and a tear but this made me actually cry. It's beautiful.
U are loved by the ONE who give u life every day. YOU ARE LOVED,really. I grow up without parents,i had drog,depresion,lonlyness,hate,sorrow,sin,suicidal thinking,broke heart. He fixed everything,enerything. Not religion,only God,hi is the best and only true friend,knows u better then u know yourself. Now i have a wife who loves me,i have a future now couse of HIM. From Romania i say to you,u are loved,fight,u are strong enough. Fight,fight,fight. In the end u will have a crown on your head from your father from up stares,in the end u will have peace,u can have peace from now,u can do it. U and everyone who read this words,we can win,we have the power,just believe. The dark side is strong but His light make the dark disappear.
You are incredibly beautiful 😍 And so is your music! Be proud of yourself. Crying would not be counted as a sin. Jehovah collects our tears in a bottle, according to his word& comforts us ❤ Your heart is precious in his eyes!
I lost my uncle to suicide almost ten years ago. I had my own plan when I was 11 years old. Fortunately I never attempted/completed . Things did get better eventually and I'm glad I stayed to see it. But when 18 years divorced from that time, I still remember and feel every single emotion. It's not something I'll ever forget. And knowing my uncle felt that...... I've felt nothing but compassion and sorrow for him. I grieve, but I understand. I just wish he were still here. All the things he'd hoped for for me, my sister, and his son came true. I wish he could've seen it. His son has absolutely flourished and he'd be so damn proud... :(
I'm going through this right now. I've lost everything and everyone and alone. Nothing gets better. The pain is unbearable and I'm tired of crying and fighting
I can't put into words how much this speaks to my soul... everything from the lyrics, the voice, to the MUSIC. Thank you from one broken soul to another. May we all continue to fight. "The Villain of your story doesn't deserve to watch you fall" ❤🩹❤🩹
Britton, this is something that I'm fairly certain took a lot of time and effort to release alongside produce but you nailed it! Your voice portrays emotion so well it's insane thank you for a masterpiece!
Two attempts and burying my only children being utterly alone, broken my mind keeps screwing why am I still here. This song is say what mind and heart keeps yelling, my husband lost his son and our marriage ended with both of destroying ourselves. I just want to say GOOD BYE
Only one way out of here I don't think I can reach it everything I hold dear erased by all of my demons my sorry is sincere I just lost all of my reason😢❤ That part touched me deeply, we're not sure of the way out, We always keep fighting every day.. 🖤
It's uncanny how so many different stories can all be explained with one set of lyrics. This cuts to the heart in the best and yet the worst possible way. I love it.
Can relate 100percent anxiety and depression music is my sanity that gets me through so thank you for such an incredible song peace and love to you sincerely Taz
You got this !!!! Thank you for this song. So many of us have been here but not many of us have gotten a second chance like us. So many of us care i promise!!!! Hugs and squeezes. I toatlly know this terrible DAILY struggle . I refuse to let the devil win 💯
This song breaks my heart because it reminds me of the daily struggle my 16y/o goes through. She still has her bad days but they are fewer and far between now that we’ve been able to get a proper diagnosis and medications that are working. But my gosh, let me tell you- there were so many nights my knees hit that floor as I prayed and begged for her survival 🥺
Don't ever give up my mom passed away in 2020 I didn't realize how much stuff I really put her through until she was gone an have a kid now I can put myself in her shoes great parenting it's never forgotten
Wish my mother loved me like you love your little girl, she just told me to shrug it off stop writing and over thinking you’re fine when on the inside it was her that I needed the most and to this day I need her but I have a little boy of my own and have learned to love her from a distance because she gives love to all her other grandkids less than my little boy she never calls I was just homeless for 3 months but I’ve made it into a house not an apartment but an HOA house and with no help no help from the sperm doner no one and not the government. As a human trafficking survivor my emotions are so messed up on top of it all my father who was always there for me passed away 3 months ago which lead me to literally nowhere and never could I ask her or any of my family for help it’s not pride it’s not drugs it’s nothing like that it’s more like I don’t want my son to be picked on by their children because my mother is a millionaire can you believe that? And just because she didn’t protect me when I was 12 and then put out a missing persons and finally found me while skin falling off my back when the officer came in to pick me up he had to wrap me in the filthy sheet I had been laying in for months and months no baths no movement except how they wanted me and because I chose to live with my father which took her child support away because I finally had a choice she has hated me and admitted it and taken it back but everyone has a story I just wish my mother prayed for me just once and maybe things would be different but I have no diagnosis I have trauma but even though she believes she did everything she could well then that makes me wish I had been gone long ago but I have been blessed with a beautiful little boy who has saved my life and tells me things I tell him daily like you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me in my life and he says momma so are you or says I’m the best when I feel I could be so much better because he wants to see his cousins and asks why is grandma doesn’t send him a Valentine’s Day card when his cousins message him and tell them what they got and he replies my momma
Its the hardest thing to say goodbye to anyone dead or alive. I know how much your heart can hurt when you lose people whether dead or alive. Gets even harder when you are also dealing with mental health issues. All of theses goodbyes drains you more and more. When you hit the lowest point. Then life wants to play an even crueler trick and make thinga worse. Its so hard when it feels like life would be better without you. Just gets harder to live because you are tired of fighting but not winning because every blow feels like a knock out.
Wow girl! If this is truly your story I'm so glad you're here to share it with us! Your music has helped me healfrom the most recent heart break! Just know your music is keeping others here when we too have nothing left to give! Love you girl!
I rarely ever comment, but I feel your every word you spoke, and I wanted to cry cause I know someone who feels like this a lot, and I do everything I can to make sure she knows she's loved. I'm sorry you had to go thru whatever it was to make you write this, but you did it beautifully well. I applause you for your strength. Keep going cause you touch lives w your songs. Thank you
This one is so good!!! Patiently waited and am beyond happy with the result thank you britton!!! Can’t ait for waves and what’s more to come you are a phenomenal writer and musician keep killing it!!!!
So talented my gosh, your voice, and melody (it's giving me chills) continue what you are doing Britton! I can see you going higher with your career in the music industry you are so talented and my favorite artist. I have followed you since day one and never doubted you! - Beautiful song!
Cold black emptiness for what felt like an eternity. This is what I felt when I hit the wall. I was 26, strung out, I had burned every bridge and there was no one who would trust and believe me when I pleaded for help. I intentionally overdosed on bad heroin behind a dunkin donuts November of 2006. I didn't want to die and I didn't want to live anymore. The weight of my mistakes kept dragging me further and further down a rabbit hole of depression and addiction. My next memory is being in medical watch, of the Worcester County House of corrections. I was being charged with possession with intent to distribute, possession of narcotics < 5 grams. Attempted Suicide. The medical report stated it took EMTs 5 minutes to get me stabilized, my heart had been stopped for atleast 3 minutes, 2 doses of naloxolone administered. I know now that when God chose to save me.... I wasn't supposed to die at 26. This song... that ending... I wish I had it 17 years ago. Thank you britton. You have the voice of an angel.
So underrated tbh , full respect to the lyrics , vocals , music and the whole effort that has been put into this masterpiece . bcs it's real , it has strong effect and impact
Britton this is so painfully beautiful and so relatable 💔. We all have to stick together and thank you for making such a beautiful masterpiece, i just have this on repeat, thank you❤
on jan 1st and 2nd, I had consumed a considerable amount of alcohol and taken a variety of pills with it. the earliest thing I recall is the second beer on the 2nd and have flashes of consciousness until I woke up a day later in the ICU under suicide watch. everyone always asks if it was intentional, I kept saying "nah not at all, it was just an honest mistake". but, reading texts i had sent during that time and knew full well what I was doing. so now all I can say is "I don't know..." I was given a second chance like you, because the person I texted was the one that was there when I first opened my eyes. I found your song a week later and can't express how eloquently it put into words, everything I was and am feeling and went through but that feeling of hope right at the end of being given the second chance. thank you ❤
Please please please all of my loves, don't give up, keep holding on. You were made for more, with purpose and intent❤ We need you here...I need you to stay. Keep holding on. If you don't believe in Jesus call out to HIM anyways! He hears you, he loves you, he will never leave you or forsake you. Even when you feel there's nothing else to live for- there is hope! He is our hope, our salvation, our sweet Savior. Press into him and feel his loving embrace surround you♥️ He wants to rescue you! Do you not know how much the Father loves you? I DO know, and HE does. So much love from my heart to all of yours who feel lost and alone. Feel my love through these words and keep holding on🥰 You are so loved.♥️♥️♥️
It was all between me and my head… my head that turned a fiction into reality and manifested in to neglect of the one I truly love… now it’s goodbye… I don’t wanna die-but it keeps getting harder to live…
This destroyed me. Talented, stunning. Means nothing when your empty and tired of battling.. Please go on, everyone is a life worth saving. I reach out every month, lucky I'm still alive it gets so bad.... I'm with you girl, hold on tight and keep writing, that's your purpose right there. 🙏🙏🙏
I just lost my really close friend last week died tragically in a car accident. I can relate to this so much. I also suffer from depression, anxiety ect. So I can feel this so much right now. But I know my friend would want me to be strong and keep going and one day I’ll see them again ❤
This is such a great masterpiece of a song Britton so many can relate to this song with all this emotions is very true I love this gold blessed you ❤❤❤❤❤❤I love this ❤❤❤❤❤❤hits every emotion so amazing!!!! Especially the part is says nothing you of said
Thank you, couldn’t have done better, this is pure magic, from those who keep fighting, please don’t give up, you are way much important than you think ❤
you are too strong while waiting for that from you good luck for the future and continue to enjoy us I loved this sound so much I have❤😢 been waiting for it for a very long time
Never think that this day is your lowest....YOU ARE WORTH IT.... never stop believing in who you are!! You matter and have great things ahead of you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ There are others counting on you....stay strong!!
God bless any one who is seriously feeling this. Totally get it. Don't fall for ppl who can write the truth but yet turn it to be into a sudden piece. So many do honestly die from this very reason all to well support don't turn help. Hug reality is we have demons and and we can get through. Beautiful writing well preformed ❤
This song nearly had me in tears 😢 but I love the ending. It goes to show that we should never give up on ourselves. I actually think this song will touch many people in a positive way because it is raw, real and authentic. Good work 👏 I'm a big fan!!! ❤
Like an anchor ⚓ Jehovah give us an extraordinary hope for the future that suffering and wars are about to end. So let's go always forward guys we won't remember all the things of the past and we will live the true life ❤️
Theres some people out there who didn't even wanna say goodbye 🙄 but were forced to and it was swept under the rug 😒 but my prayers to anyone who has feelings like this ❤ there's so much more to live for! You'll always find a reason to keep going ❤
I can't believe ... Exactly one week after I broke up, I have to hear this song and know you through this song... It was both wonderful and very painful...❤💔
Passie een level! een doel een motivatie die altijd beter beter beter weet beter zich blijft verbeteren omdat ik in jou geloof en dat ik wat ik voor jou doe ❤
Oh my gosh ❤ thank you so much for this release. I’ve been waiting for this to drop. Singing shorts on repeat has been hyping me up. Another reminder to all you are not alone. PLEASE reach out to others if you are feeling suicidal. You matter! And you are loved in different meaningful ways.
My brother killed himself 6 months ago... this song made me weep 💔 I don't understand why he did what he did, he didn't think of anyone else. I hope he's at peace but I don't think I'll ever have peace til we meet again. I wish he would of gotten a 2nd chance, I just want answers...
There was nothing to say. He knew what he was doing was selfish but to expecting him to suffer on his own is just as selfish. It could've went a different way but either people didn't say or do what he needs to hear to feel like it all matters. Comes a point when you realize who am I doing for, and if no ones face apart when you ask that then the alternative is a bless to silence the noise 😔 really sorry for your lose
You relate to this when you finally understood the cruelty of the world and how easy it was to be left behined and hurt and the world keeps going but you are so lonley and it is always you that never worked with and when hope becomes a fairytale something you will never reach and when everyone around you is double faced and no way out
To all the lonely souls out there tonight, you are not alone. I am battling the monsters, demons and darkness too. But we can make it through the night/day together.
This was way to beautiful. Thank you❤ 🙏🏽
I have such a deep respect for lyric writing like this. And using music to express the feelings you can not talk about because no one would understand. Yet, many understand.
Putting into words what we all experience at some point in our lives...
I think this is your story and too many of us relate. Like it's our own story, I know it's mine. Britton, you're reaching so many souls with this! The ending? Oh em gee, the tears and goosebumps and oh my soul I can't say enough about it. You've just released more than a song, more than a masterpiece... you're giving people hope. It's just so beautiful. 😭🤍🖤
Yes you said it all...
Hope is the worst drug
@@jasondavid1187 I'm sorry you feel that way 😔
Couldn’t have said it better 🤍
@@christinebarclay9270 that seems very dismissive, makes me think you're not really sorry about how I feel. Next time maybe try asking why someone feels , instead of just dismissing them 🤷
Sometimes, it's not about relating to the song but feeling the song and its emotions, and this song right here is the true definition of it
The line that touched me the most was "Everything I hold dear, Erased by all of my demons".
thats how i lost my family. i've stoped my demons! but its to late!
Lyrics:
Finally hit the ground, I’m at the bottom now
Never thought I could be this low
Felt like falling down an endless hole
No, I don’t see the light and I don’t hear God
Crawling in the dark, now my limbs are cold
Screaming out help but it just echoes
Only one way out of here, I don’t think I can reach it
Everything I hold dear, erased by all of my demons
My sorry is sincere, I’ve just lost all of my reasons, reasons left to stay
So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin
No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live
And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again
There’s nothing you could’ve said, nothing you could’ve done different
It was always between me and my head
Never meant to hurt you in the process
But I just can’t keep holding on
Wish I could believe that things will get better
Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind then I could fix how I feel altogether
Then I could mean it when I say I’m fine
It’s never that easy and neither is life
Don’t think I wanted to leave you behind, I tried, I tried, I tried
So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin
No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live
And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again
Open up my eyes, I don’t know where I am and everything is blurry
My mom’s holding my hand
Turns out I was in a hurry but God had other plans
He said my goodbye was early, now I’ve got a second chance
Thankyou
@@ban5067lol the lyrics are in the video though 🤷
@@jasondavid1187well but its hard to sing with it !!
@@Pinky.Peachy I didn't think of it like that. That's a good point.
Thanks from yt music
It’ll be 3 years since my attempt in September and my goodness this song just hits me in my soul. The tears definitely started rolling with the last few lines. I took it as a second chance when I made it through. I was hospitalized for 15 days following the incident. It was there that I was finally given a proper diagnosis for my mental health. I suffer from complex PTSD and borderline. I was also recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia (chronic pain disorder) with all of those things life really is very hard. I vowed to myself that I would always fight to live the life I have for as long as I have it. I’ve chosen healing over everything. It’s not an easy choice, but it is so worth it. I’m in therapy and med free. It’s a hell of a journey that takes time and dedication. You can’t give up until you find the help that suits your specific needs. When you feel happiness and you get to experience joy it makes all of your struggles along the way worth it.
Proud of you!! That’s right, you keep on fighting. Never look back, just forward. You will look back and say “wow, I went through all of that and I was strong enough to face it head on” you are a warrior!
In September three years ago I got out of hospital after being there for six months, my attempt was in March. I am so glad you are alive and even though I'd wish you could have gone an easier way than I did, I know that our suffering won't be in vain. Cause in the end of the day we know the truth better than many others: Nothing in this world will ever matter longer than the blink of an eye and then fall into dust, but through that knowledge we are the ones who can make each moment count, that will last for a lifetime.
I woke from a coma. No one there. If i could only say good bye. Still today im alone. I only wish to say that i don't want to die. But it is really hard to live. I hope someday to see my children again.
IM SO SORRY LOVE🥺 WHO COULD DO THAT TO SOMEONE...OMGGGG...I WOULDN'T OF EEEVER LEFT SOMEONES SIDE IN YOUR SITUATION.I AM DEALING W A LOT TO HUN.BUT DANG😢.IM SORRY LOVE🥺💞
@@babs2034 I feel you. My apologies to your sadness. It has taken me alot to reply
You are a great person. Thank you for being nice. I can't remember why I've texted you. Take care
@@markd120 BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE HUN AND I MAY NOT KNOE. U.BUT I STILL CARE HUN.... MAY I ASK WHAT PUT U IN A COMA AND WHY YOUR CHILDREN WERE NOT THERE OR TO CARE?!. AND DANG...IT LITERALLY MAKES ME THINK OF SHAMELESS.....FRANK WAS IN A COMA AND NOBODY CARED BECAUSE HE WAS A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING NOOOOT SAYING U WERE ....💞 JUST WONDERING WHY NOBODY WOULD B THERE EVEN AFTER U WOKE UP AND STUFF.DID THEY COME SEE U???...LIKE WHATS GOIN ON NOW???.....
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My partner died in his sleep he was 43 I was 35, seems I've been cursed since. Then my precious mum went out the blue, I knew my dad would not last without her he passed a year and a month later and 2 weeks ago my sister died. I've only just turned 47 and since I had a stroke my health is detoritating. I'm so lonely, I really do feel your pain ❤
Dude this song.... I relate to it way too much... I've struggled with severe depression 90% of my life, I've committed multiple times, been in the mental hospital multiple times, I take several medications for mental illnesses.. Its really bad.. And I've come back every time.. Somehow.. Somehow I'm still alive.. But I still have moments I feel like I want to try again...
So this song reaches out to me on so many levels.. And the last few lines REALLY made me BURST into TEARS! This is SUCH A GOOD SONG!
❤ I feel you....struggling this past week those intrusive thoughts are real!! Feel like people would be better off without my ass around...its hard to find any light to keep going right now! This song hits hard!! ❤
Same. Especially around this time of year. My dad died, my mom died, my grandmother now has cancer. And I am losing it. I hope you are feeling even slightly better.
@@EnchanteDMurDeR pls be strong, and pray to Jehovah God.
I can't imagine what you're dealing with! I'm so sorry!! But I feel only a slight bit of what you feel! I've been suffering with social anxiety for the past three and a half years! This song's hits hard! Thanks for reaching out to the world, and sharing your story!❤❤
@@EnchanteDMurDeR fight for your dad fight for your mum keep going what ever it takes and trust me you will find joy you will find love u will find happyness just keep going push yourself forward dont even do it for you if u cant do it for your partens they want you to live and find a good life .... the time is comming .... your time will come .... i am sure ..... i myself is weak but i cant just give everything up in a heartbeat we have to fight
One of the most haunting, truthful songs, congratulations on the release! I'm so glad I'm still here to hear it. Just the shorts of this song has got me through alot. Been in such a dark place 💔 what a piece of true Art 🎨
I'm in a very dark place right now..I found this
I can totally relate. Lost my friend to a serial killer my husband died, my. Boyfriend died in a plane crash, 2 were murdered , one if them still is unsolved.My brother died from a stroke. My mom got alzhiemers. Then my oldest son died on Mothers Day, my other son suffered from depression afterwards I was forced to hospitalized him for the help he needed, I had to home school my youngest son because he just couldn't attend. School after suffering from trauma from everything , then my house was burnt down by an arsonist and I lost everything, my best friend gave me a place to call home and he died 2 months later. And then the love of my life completely broke my heart, and im now pretty much homeless. Living the dreamnin a hellhole of a hotel, only good thing is it has a great view. . Trust me I can relate. Why is life so hard and painful. What is the point?
Eeeethis is really sad
Im sooooooo sry for your loss but i want you to know that they are in a better place but its not better than home and i hope you feel better❤❤❤
Please don’t do nothing to yourself….im not gonna say that common “they are in a better place shit” or “it’s going to be okay” because I feel you…I also lost my brother he was murdered and I was placed in a foster home because my parents didn’t want me. I may not know how your feeling rn but I do know getting a second chance at living when I tried to end it before I was ready is the best thing that happened to me. So please….stay.
Wow this song is the story of my last 2 years! I survived a suicide and woke up with my mom at my side, and I’m now trying to get my life back together! Thank you for this!
Been trying not to relapse for weeks now, im scared but this helps so much... its been over 2 years since i used substances, just over one since i last sh.... thank you for offering this comfort song. .... i cant explain how much this means to me
You got this ❤
I want this playing at my funeral. So people know it was my own incapability and nit because of anyone or anything. I found forgiveness but lifes hard to live with. Most poignant part for me is " i tried, i tried, i tried. Thank you for your amqzing music and understaning and relatability❤
Please stay 🫶🏼 I’m rooting for you
Girl this is beautiful. For those tough times when you just need a hand, a hug and a voice to know you’re fine
This has been like my voice for years when I could never escape the darkness for so long. I’ve fought for so long to heal something I didn’t even break. Thank you so much
Same 😢
Losing two parents within two years unexpectedly, covid, a newborn, I’ve felt this and only recently felt a sense of light. Thank you Britton for releasing this. Keep pushing I feel it’s paying off for you soon 🖤
I haven't felt this connected to a song in awhile and I just relate so much, I have no one in my life that actually cares and doesn't have a second face. It's lonely but it's better than constantly being hurt by others
This is so much better than I anticipated!!!!! It speaks to me in a way I can't articulate. You have created a masterpiece with this one. I can't wait for a full length project. I'll be waiting on baited breath. ❤ Thank you so much Britton.
U absolutely can do this... just keep lighting ur light so many times that u love urself so much that u end up loving others enough not to ever risk ur life again for anything that risks ur true essence and heart. So heal and love u
I been listening to this song but it wasn't the full song been waiting for a full song and got it today after seeing the release date. This song says alot I can relate.
Thank you Britton.
Literally love you and your songs.
This is what I love about her, she knows how to explain how we are going through with a song.
This Song is absolutely what I need right nowx
I've never heard a song the embodies depression. If ever there was a song the describes the struggle depression this is it. This made me cry and not many song do that. They may spark emotion and a tear but this made me actually cry. It's beautiful.
U are loved by the ONE who give u life every day. YOU ARE LOVED,really. I grow up without parents,i had drog,depresion,lonlyness,hate,sorrow,sin,suicidal thinking,broke heart. He fixed everything,enerything. Not religion,only God,hi is the best and only true friend,knows u better then u know yourself. Now i have a wife who loves me,i have a future now couse of HIM. From Romania i say to you,u are loved,fight,u are strong enough. Fight,fight,fight. In the end u will have a crown on your head from your father from up stares,in the end u will have peace,u can have peace from now,u can do it. U and everyone who read this words,we can win,we have the power,just believe. The dark side is strong but His light make the dark disappear.
This song has the right rhythm, lysics and emotion for me right now…❤
I'm so freaking excited for this one! It should seriously be a #1 hit! I LOVE BRITTON!!! 🤍🖤🤍
You are incredibly beautiful 😍 And so is your music! Be proud of yourself. Crying would not be counted as a sin. Jehovah collects our tears in a bottle, according to his word& comforts us ❤ Your heart is precious in his eyes!
I lost my uncle to suicide almost ten years ago.
I had my own plan when I was 11 years old. Fortunately I never attempted/completed . Things did get better eventually and I'm glad I stayed to see it. But when 18 years divorced from that time, I still remember and feel every single emotion. It's not something I'll ever forget. And knowing my uncle felt that...... I've felt nothing but compassion and sorrow for him. I grieve, but I understand. I just wish he were still here. All the things he'd hoped for for me, my sister, and his son came true. I wish he could've seen it. His son has absolutely flourished and he'd be so damn proud... :(
This song is literally where I have been on every level this entire year... and I still cant see the light.
Sending you so much love
Please hang in there, it will be worth it
With the release of each song, I think they cannot get any better until the next one comes out. Your talent is unmatched.
the last line brought me to tears. ive never resonated with a song more
I'm going through this right now. I've lost everything and everyone and alone. Nothing gets better. The pain is unbearable and I'm tired of crying and fighting
I can't put into words how much this speaks to my soul... everything from the lyrics, the voice, to the MUSIC. Thank you from one broken soul to another. May we all continue to fight. "The Villain of your story doesn't deserve to watch you fall" ❤🩹❤🩹
Britton, this is something that I'm fairly certain took a lot of time and effort to release alongside produce but you nailed it! Your voice portrays emotion so well it's insane thank you for a masterpiece!
Two attempts and burying my only children being utterly alone, broken my mind keeps screwing why am I still here. This song is say what mind and heart keeps yelling, my husband lost his son and our marriage ended with both of destroying ourselves. I just want to say GOOD BYE
I couldn’t hold back my tears listening to this❤
This hits home for so many me included but just wanna say sorry for the pain you faced but thank you for making a song to share for us all ❤
Only one way out of here I don't think I can reach it everything I hold dear erased by all of my demons my sorry is sincere I just lost all of my reason😢❤
That part touched me deeply, we're not sure of the way out, We always keep fighting every day.. 🖤
It's uncanny how so many different stories can all be explained with one set of lyrics. This cuts to the heart in the best and yet the worst possible way. I love it.
Can relate 100percent anxiety and depression music is my sanity that gets me through so thank you for such an incredible song peace and love to you sincerely Taz
You got this !!!! Thank you for this song. So many of us have been here but not many of us have gotten a second chance like us. So many of us care i promise!!!! Hugs and squeezes. I toatlly know this terrible DAILY struggle . I refuse to let the devil win 💯
This song breaks my heart because it reminds me of the daily struggle my 16y/o goes through. She still has her bad days but they are fewer and far between now that we’ve been able to get a proper diagnosis and medications that are working. But my gosh, let me tell you- there were so many nights my knees hit that floor as I prayed and begged for her survival 🥺
Don't ever give up my mom passed away in 2020 I didn't realize how much stuff I really put her through until she was gone an have a kid now I can put myself in her shoes great parenting it's never forgotten
Wish my mother loved me like you love your little girl, she just told me to shrug it off stop writing and over thinking you’re fine when on the inside it was her that I needed the most and to this day I need her but I have a little boy of my own and have learned to love her from a distance because she gives love to all her other grandkids less than my little boy she never calls I was just homeless for 3 months but I’ve made it into a house not an apartment but an HOA house and with no help no help from the sperm doner no one and not the government. As a human trafficking survivor my emotions are so messed up on top of it all my father who was always there for me passed away 3 months ago which lead me to literally nowhere and never could I ask her or any of my family for help it’s not pride it’s not drugs it’s nothing like that it’s more like I don’t want my son to be picked on by their children because my mother is a millionaire can you believe that? And just because she didn’t protect me when I was 12 and then put out a missing persons and finally found me while skin falling off my back when the officer came in to pick me up he had to wrap me in the filthy sheet I had been laying in for months and months no baths no movement except how they wanted me and because I chose to live with my father which took her child support away because I finally had a choice she has hated me and admitted it and taken it back but everyone has a story I just wish my mother prayed for me just once and maybe things would be different but I have no diagnosis I have trauma but even though she believes she did everything she could well then that makes me wish I had been gone long ago but I have been blessed with a beautiful little boy who has saved my life and tells me things I tell him daily like you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me in my life and he says momma so are you or says I’m the best when I feel I could be so much better because he wants to see his cousins and asks why is grandma doesn’t send him a Valentine’s Day card when his cousins message him and tell them what they got and he replies my momma
Its the hardest thing to say goodbye to anyone dead or alive. I know how much your heart can hurt when you lose people whether dead or alive. Gets even harder when you are also dealing with mental health issues. All of theses goodbyes drains you more and more. When you hit the lowest point. Then life wants to play an even crueler trick and make thinga worse. Its so hard when it feels like life would be better without you. Just gets harder to live because you are tired of fighting but not winning because every blow feels like a knock out.
I feel this song so deeply in my spirit at this point
Wow girl! If this is truly your story I'm so glad you're here to share it with us! Your music has helped me healfrom the most recent heart break! Just know your music is keeping others here when we too have nothing left to give! Love you girl!
This song hits home right now. Life sucks so much and losing reasons to want to stay. In this songs darkness its beautiful.
Wow🙆, une voix tellement "chaude" et un son parfait, j'adore !!!
I rarely ever comment, but I feel your every word you spoke, and I wanted to cry cause I know someone who feels like this a lot, and I do everything I can to make sure she knows she's loved. I'm sorry you had to go thru whatever it was to make you write this, but you did it beautifully well. I applause you for your strength. Keep going cause you touch lives w your songs. Thank you
This one is so good!!! Patiently waited and am beyond happy with the result thank you britton!!! Can’t ait for waves and what’s more to come you are a phenomenal writer and musician keep killing it!!!!
Yeah this hit. I just lost my grandpa a week ago, he’s being buried in 9 hours and I’m still awake even after the viewing. So yeah, this hurts.
I'm so sorry. Grief sucks 😞
@@christinebarclay9270 yeah it does, but it’s a part of life we can’t really escape in these moments.
Loss is never easy, in fact far from it, all I can say really is if you need to talk I’m here x
Part of me knew if I pressed on this video today; I would be adding a new artists to my spotify. Time to check the rest of her effort. 🌻
NO WORDS,NO BREATH. TIME IS IN A LOOP WITH THIS ONE. THE FORCE IS STRONG WITH THIS ONE.
So talented my gosh, your voice, and melody (it's giving me chills) continue what you are doing Britton! I can see you going higher with your career in the music industry you are so talented and my favorite artist. I have followed you since day one and never doubted you! - Beautiful song!
People like you need to be more seen and heard this is a real talent right here.
I love this song. It hits Deep 😞 says everything I would say.. 😢 I love Britton! She's an inspiration and a beautiful soul.. ❤️
Cold black emptiness for what felt like an eternity. This is what I felt when I hit the wall. I was 26, strung out, I had burned every bridge and there was no one who would trust and believe me when I pleaded for help. I intentionally overdosed on bad heroin behind a dunkin donuts November of 2006.
I didn't want to die and I didn't want to live anymore. The weight of my mistakes kept dragging me further and further down a rabbit hole of depression and addiction.
My next memory is being in medical watch, of the Worcester County House of corrections. I was being charged with possession with intent to distribute, possession of narcotics < 5 grams. Attempted Suicide.
The medical report stated it took EMTs 5 minutes to get me stabilized, my heart had been stopped for atleast 3 minutes, 2 doses of naloxolone administered.
I know now that when God chose to save me.... I wasn't supposed to die at 26.
This song... that ending... I wish I had it 17 years ago.
Thank you britton. You have the voice of an angel.
So underrated tbh , full respect to the lyrics , vocals , music and the whole effort that has been put into this masterpiece .
bcs it's real , it has strong effect and impact
I FOUND YOU Britton. ❤ God Bless A.I Algorithms. Peace be with you. Merry Christmas and Happy New Years
Britton this is so painfully beautiful and so relatable 💔. We all have to stick together and thank you for making such a beautiful masterpiece, i just have this on repeat, thank you❤
on jan 1st and 2nd, I had consumed a considerable amount of alcohol and taken a variety of pills with it. the earliest thing I recall is the second beer on the 2nd and have flashes of consciousness until I woke up a day later in the ICU under suicide watch. everyone always asks if it was intentional, I kept saying "nah not at all, it was just an honest mistake". but, reading texts i had sent during that time and knew full well what I was doing. so now all I can say is "I don't know..."
I was given a second chance like you, because the person I texted was the one that was there when I first opened my eyes.
I found your song a week later and can't express how eloquently it put into words, everything I was and am feeling and went through but that feeling of hope right at the end of being given the second chance. thank you ❤
I feel this is every part of my soul, not ready to give up yet .
It was always between me and my head is literally so true
Es ist so wunder schön . Es berührt einen so krass ehrlich .ich liebe es .dieses Lied hat mich einfach zu, weinen gebracht
Please please please all of my loves, don't give up, keep holding on. You were made for more, with purpose and intent❤ We need you here...I need you to stay. Keep holding on. If you don't believe in Jesus call out to HIM anyways! He hears you, he loves you, he will never leave you or forsake you. Even when you feel there's nothing else to live for- there is hope! He is our hope, our salvation, our sweet Savior. Press into him and feel his loving embrace surround you♥️ He wants to rescue you! Do you not know how much the Father loves you? I DO know, and HE does. So much love from my heart to all of yours who feel lost and alone. Feel my love through these words and keep holding on🥰 You are so loved.♥️♥️♥️
It was all between me and my head… my head that turned a fiction into reality and manifested in to neglect of the one I truly love… now it’s goodbye… I don’t wanna die-but it keeps getting harder to live…
This destroyed me.
Talented, stunning. Means nothing when your empty and tired of battling..
Please go on, everyone is a life worth saving.
I reach out every month, lucky I'm still alive it gets so bad....
I'm with you girl, hold on tight and keep writing, that's your purpose right there. 🙏🙏🙏
I just lost my really close friend last week died tragically in a car accident. I can relate to this so much. I also suffer from depression, anxiety ect. So I can feel this so much right now. But I know my friend would want me to be strong and keep going and one day I’ll see them again ❤
Hope if day will be that dark again, and minds will only spin about leaving everything behind , i will remember this song in my mind... ❤
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😢 I'm 70 young years, I'm still fighting depression 🥲 With these kinda song's, Have been helping Me out Lil by day 🎉
This is such a great masterpiece of a song Britton so many can relate to this song with all this emotions is very true I love this gold blessed you ❤❤❤❤❤❤I love this ❤❤❤❤❤❤hits every emotion so amazing!!!! Especially the part is says nothing you of said
Thank you, couldn’t have done better, this is pure magic, from those who keep fighting, please don’t give up, you are way much important than you think ❤
The amount of love I feel for this piece should be illigal😅❤❤
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you are too strong while waiting for that from you good luck for the future and continue to enjoy us I loved this sound so much I have❤😢 been waiting for it for a very long time
So crazy how soultouching this IS 😢
Never think that this
day is your lowest....YOU ARE WORTH IT.... never stop believing in who you are!! You matter and have great things ahead of you.
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There are others counting on you....stay strong!!
God bless any one who is seriously feeling this. Totally get it. Don't fall for ppl who can write the truth but yet turn it to be into a sudden piece. So many do honestly die from this very reason all to well support don't turn help. Hug reality is we have demons and and we can get through. Beautiful writing well preformed ❤
Such an underrated artist that deserves more recognition 💔❤
So amazing and said at the same time true genius definitely a top 100 on billboard soon🎉🎉
One day we all have to say good bye. Love your beauty and voice. Great song 😍😍😍
Actually an amazing song so glad I stayed up till 4am to listen to it!! Keep up the amazing work!!!
I’ve had this on REPEAT since it posted! ❤️❤️
This song nearly had me in tears 😢 but I love the ending. It goes to show that we should never give up on ourselves. I actually think this song will touch many people in a positive way because it is raw, real and authentic. Good work 👏 I'm a big fan!!! ❤
Like an anchor ⚓ Jehovah give us an extraordinary hope for the future that suffering and wars are about to end. So let's go always forward guys we won't remember all the things of the past and we will live the true life ❤️
I keep repeating this song everyday 😌
Like Britton always brings the type of music that I love....but this is super deep💯
Finalllllyyyy the song I was waiting the most came out thank you Britton😊😊😊
Theres some people out there who didn't even wanna say goodbye 🙄 but were forced to and it was swept under the rug 😒 but my prayers to anyone who has feelings like this ❤ there's so much more to live for! You'll always find a reason to keep going ❤
I can't believe ...
Exactly one week after I broke up, I have to hear this song and know you through this song...
It was both wonderful and very painful...❤💔
This song hit hard my Bestftiend of 17 years took her own life Jan 7th of this year and it had been so hard for me
Im here all the way from South Africa 🇿🇦
Passie een level! een doel een motivatie die altijd beter beter beter weet beter zich blijft verbeteren omdat ik in jou geloof en dat ik wat ik voor jou doe ❤
Oh my gosh ❤ thank you so much for this release. I’ve been waiting for this to drop. Singing shorts on repeat has been hyping me up. Another reminder to all you are not alone. PLEASE reach out to others if you are feeling suicidal. You matter! And you are loved in different meaningful ways.
This is my first time hearing this and it brought me to tears because...it hard to explain
I don't know what to say. You stuck your hand right in my chest and touched my soul
I love this ❤
Really love this song 🖤🖤🖤 amazing talent 💯
😢😢😢wish I could believe that things will get better 😔😔🥺and mean it when I say I'm fine ,this part hits differently😔
My brother killed himself 6 months ago... this song made me weep 💔 I don't understand why he did what he did, he didn't think of anyone else. I hope he's at peace but I don't think I'll ever have peace til we meet again. I wish he would of gotten a 2nd chance, I just want answers...
There was nothing to say. He knew what he was doing was selfish but to expecting him to suffer on his own is just as selfish. It could've went a different way but either people didn't say or do what he needs to hear to feel like it all matters. Comes a point when you realize who am I doing for, and if no ones face apart when you ask that then the alternative is a bless to silence the noise 😔 really sorry for your lose
Wow 😮 what an emotional track. Britton you nailed this.
You relate to this when you finally understood the cruelty of the world and how easy it was to be left behined and hurt and the world keeps going but you are so lonley and it is always you that never worked with and when hope becomes a fairytale something you will never reach and when everyone around you is double faced and no way out