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I went back through and listened to your testimony today on this channel ....and looked into your restaurant, Mike, etc .... you are so much like a younger me in so many ways .... from the alcohol addiction, work addiction, depression, New Age, Hinduism, etc ... so so similar .. I even looked into being a "white witch" as I was asked to be a regular "reader" ... but God .... I have been born again this year 10 years.... and although my marriage to my ex-husband who was from Hanoi, Vietnam ended before we could step into faith, our girls are faith based, well rooted in the Bible, tied well to faith friends and church ... understand anointing of the Holy Spirit ... and even my ex, in his new marriage, has become a regular at church (very big as his family is Buddhist and he was raised Communist before coming to the US) .... it is funny, even your interaction with Chynna Phillips Baldwin parallels in ways my life - a high schoo friend of mine was engaged to her brother-in-law, Daniel... I. thank you for the videos, for sharing what you have experienced... it will change many ... give many hope... let people know God's grace and redemption ... peace and blessings "sister".....
Thank you Lily, for all you do, your honesty, your joy, your thoughtfulness, goodness , your faith. You give me hope when I thought I am stuck. I hold onto my faith ,jesus, the holy spirit is with me. God has led me to you and your channel, to also.help me, God bless you❤❤🙏🙏
Lilly l feel like you are talking to me, I am very depressed and never leave my house as the anxiety is so bad. I am so lucky I never tried drinking or taking other things, but lately my faith has been tested to the limit l am trying to get my faith back on track and was wondering if you could do a few more chats like this one. I started trying to find good after so much is happening in the world after watching your interview with Mrs Baldwin and your mom 2 inspired me to start praying, thanking for a wonderful day and listening to birds. Lilly would it be possible to do small every now and then l love you and your family and can't wait for your next adventures but your chats are special too 💖
Be encouraged dear, there is a bright future for us in Christ Jesus. Take a little walk inside the garden or on the nature strip. He is with you, holding your hand. Come a little closer my dear one!!!
Thank you so much for this video. My husband is drinking so much and smoking marijuana every day. And he was saved 2 years ago! But my heart was so heavy ❤️ I didn't know to call on Sunday and just poured my heart out to the Lord to give me wisdom for how I should continue on in this marriage. Your words are so encouraging and thank you for the your time and wisdom. Love in Christ, Lori Jernigan
Hi, Lilly! Just wanted you to know that your channel has changed my life. I have never been a fan of certain Asian people because of my dealings with them...particularly in stores here in America. Your videos have opened up my heart to love all people...that it's okay for people to fall in love with anyone from anywhere, so I want to say, thank you! I watch your Lilly's Life channel and don't miss an episode. You should advertise this channel on all your Lilly's Life videos because I don't think that all of your viewers over there know about it. May God continue to bless your beautiful family! I needed this video tonight.
Are you talking about Korean stores in America? How does ill behavior by korean or even Chinese store owners make you hate all asians? Asians are super diverse even though to your untrained eye, they look the same. They may have the similar small almond eye shape but their culture is different. A Thai person is not the same as a Japanese or a Nepali or a Kazakh or Chinese person. They all have their own language, history, culture and different dress & cuisine. That's like hating all white people because you had bad experiences with some Germans on your Germany trip.
@@pinkymoon5039 It is important to read a comment and then re-read it because I never mentioned hating all Asians. I said that I have never been a fan of "CERTAIN ASIAN PEOPLE." I have nieces who are part Asian so how can I hate all Asians. My experiences are my experiences. We cannot change people's experiences, but we can help them see things from a different perspective and Lilly has done this. There are a few that I've had good experiences with...many I have not. I am a Christian, so I cannot hate on people. Whatever I deal with in my heart, I have to offer it up before the Father so that He can help me and he has. Will that change the way certain people behave when I see them? Absolutely not. But God is helping me to see that man is just...man...fallen and in need of a Savior...and that includes me.
@@dellascott163 Well said! The world is made up of different people, cultures and ethnicity. We are all created by the same God. Regardless of race, language or religion, there will always be great divides that makes us like them more or less. We all have freedom of choice to choose. What Lilly is trying to tell us is that we should learn to embrace diversities and as long as we are God-centred, the Holy Spirit that lives within us will guide us through our lives pathway. There is no one single bad person or race...only Sin...that creates division of love and hate.
@@pinkymoon5039 with respect 1/ she was sharing with Lily a confession and 2/ remarked how she's glad she has changed I think its a good thing when a person owns they have or had a problem and is willing to change. Isnt that what matters?. Im sorry it offended you. But really if you take offense this is something that has offended and hurt you deeply maybe in your own experiences in life maybe? . Not because of this lady but because of others and what theuve done and how thats deeply hurt you before. Could this be what's triggered your response ? If so I pray God can touch that prejudice of others you've had to suffer from people and put his salve on that sadness. God bless
Hi Lily! Am from the Philippines and I want you to know that I could get relate much hearing you talking all about what you been through and I wish I could also reached that stage in life where you finally attain peace.
So many people are suffering at the moment as a result of the pandemic etc. Thank you for the wise and encouraging words! I pray they will minister to many people!
Luv u Lily! This was encouraging and lovely for all people. I’m not in a crisis, thank God, but hearing these words is always welcome nourishment for me!
Thank you for your testimony. God will help with all addictions just give it to him and let go. You are such an inspiration to me and everyone who watches your videos.
God Lily, Your first initial words I thought were directly meant for me. I feel trapped living where I do and am trying to sell my house and things are going much slower than I would like. I can so identify with your message. Thank you for this video as it really touched my heart. ❤
You were speaking directly to me. I was just thinking today about many of the things you mentioned. Thank you so much for sharing your life and your wisdom.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I recently got baptized as a Christian.Ever since I started watching you and your family. I newly discovered my faith in Christianity. I wanted to say thank you Lily. God bless you and your family ❤
This channel is similar to the psychological channel. It is so nice. You told everyone about your past and put the video here, You are honest about your past and accept yourself and the past. It is a very important step. And then you chose to be a Christian and it is really helpful because I saw one video in which you introduced God love is like mother love who give us unconditional love and support forever. It is very powerful support for everyone, especially when someone was hurt by the original family. Drunk usually in your every single day was not your fault because you were so pain by the hurt from your father but you don't know how to release your pain. Just remember that everything that happened was not your fault. It was not your fault. It was not your fault. It was not your fault. Remember this sentence. And I followed your life Channel for a long time and I am a Chinese fan. I can feel that your love is back. How loving and warm you treated your kids. Keep doing that. I have gained a lot of positive energy also from your video. God will love you and bless you forever.
To live as a human being among humans needs sense of humanity - and that's you, Lilly. It is so good to listen to you sitting miles away from you - so I have decided to "hold for one more day". Thank you.
I am new to your Channel. I just subscribed a few minutes ago! Love your videos but this one in particular spoke to me and it's exactly how I felt and has been feeling with my depression .You put it in the exact words that I could not describe my feelings in. It seems and if God sent me too this channel to hear this because it was describing my depression. It described my feelings so perfectly and it will helped me to understand how to explain my depression thank you!!May God continue to bless you and your family. 🤗🙏💗🙏
Thank you so much for sharing. I’d appreciated for your honesty. My husband is an alcoholic and he had depression. In addition I had a mental breakdown. It has taken me two years to recovered, although I still have anxiety and panic attacks. I had not share this with my family (siblings) and there are times when I was in a very dark place, felt really worthless and wanting to end my own life. Thank to GOD to our beautiful twins that brought light to my life. Thank you to my psychologist and psychiatrist for the endless discussion. Right now I have kept up my salsa dancing and walk to the beach almost everyday, keeping fit and taking baby steps, one day at a time. God bless to you and your family. 😊
Praise the Lord for giving you a new life. God is good all the time, all the time God is good. I love to watch your video , love to see your kids. God bless you and your family
😭me Lily this is so Spirit led that you made this video. God knew I have PTSD And have been deeply deeply depressed No life 2 dogs I take to the park and that's all I do every day No friends agrophibic No trust Too much pain Closed up to Protect myself 2 days ago a brother in the Lord prayed and sought the Lord and had a word for me That I had a demon chain around my neck That only God can remove That I've prayed for so long and asked God to help me and that he is going to do what I can't do. What I've always asked of him and tried to break myself. Just from releasing this word to me God has begun a good work. I've been laying down at the park just praying and pulling out weeds ( I know weird ) and patting my only comforts ( my dogs ) I turn this on and bang !!! So spirit led Lily I like you so much more for opening up and being raw and real. It helps me see your heart and connected with you Thankyou
I nearly cried reading your story. I’m sure keeping in touch with Lily and following her story will help. She has found great comfort in her belief in God maybe that’s the answer especially in these troubled times in our world As she said in this blog things will change have faith. Good luck
@@margcarrangis4809 thanks Marg. The thing is I believe in God. I've known Jesus for 37 years and I've always loved him because he came to me and showed me his love. It's a whole other story to recieve deliverance from a life of terrible pain. I've had so much pain even through these 37 years of knowing him and always wondered why me ? But I never turned away from him. Even those who know me have wondered why I've had such a terribly hard life. Lily's life reminds me of so many other Christians I've met though. They have these neat tidy before and after stories where before they knew Christ it was bad and since knowing Christ it improved. It was the opposite for me. When I came to the Lord everything fell apart and it went from bad to worse over and over. People have wondered how I stayed a Christian but why give up on God because of hardship? Its makes me feel so bad when people have these great before and after stories like " is there something wrong with me? Am I doing this ? Am I doing something wrong to cause this? " but on the contrary it's helped me to love others who are in deep despair. Many Christians around the world suffer for their faith. It's not all honky dorey. Someone said " if you can give up on your faith because of hardship it was never faith at all " So with great respect I say that following Lily or any person for that matter is necessarily the answer. Although today God did use her in this video. The only one who can truly lift me out of the mess is Jesus himself . After all these years of pain I've finally come to a point where I can't take it anymore and just at the right time this guy got this word for me That Jesus was going to lift the demon chain from around my neck and do what I've desired for so long and What I can't do myself. I believe he is doing just that right now. Thanks so much for reaching out to me ❤ You nearly crying made me cry Noone knows I suffer these things. I hide it well. I keep it all to myself normally. Noone knows I'm sociophobic I think a lot of us hide very deep secrets of our pain. God bless you darling and thankyou again ❤
@@loveoracle8797 thankyou for replying Love Oracle. You are a wonderful person and deserve happiness. You will get happiness I know you will and very soon. I live in Australia a long way from you but if you ever come here please come and see me you are an inspiration
Hi Lily, I’m so proud of you! You’ve come a long way from when you started your journey. We all have our destiny already written for us, God has a plan for all of us. Sometimes things happen to us and we don’t understand why these things are happening to us until God speaks to us and shows us the way he wants us to take. I’m so happy that you found God and he loves you. Thank you for doing what you are suppose to do . Keep up the good work that you are doing! God Bless you and your family.🙏🏻❤️
Lilly. Thank you for being so real and vulnerable. ❤️🩹💝🙏 My dearest sister. Here are the words from ADONAI and Yehshua that I am reflecting upon today! “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye in you.” Psalm 32:8 “Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.” John 7:37b-38 “The Spirit and the bride say “Come!” And let the one who hear say, “Come!” Let the one who is thirty come; and let the one who wishes take the free gift of the water of life.” Rev 22:17 “The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God’s people. Amen.”
Always be strong! Forget and throw it away every bad memory… Think positive and always pray.. to make sure that your inner mind is in a state of peace..!
Like you're just trying to ENDURE life, rather than ENJOY life. I know this feeling all too well. Before the pandemic hit, I was trying to get my TEFL to teach english in Cambodia, just because I need to get out of this country. America is nowhere near how it used to be, I know the grass is always greener, but seriously, I can't continue on the snow belt of NY, with a crap economy, nothing to do, no opportunity, no culture, etc. I am so ready to be in a place that will lend to healing and happiness. I am so glad that you are healthy now, with a beautiful family. Quitting alcohol is no joke, and youve gotta really want it..
Dear Lily you are one very special soul and the love you have for Lord Jesus is so vast like an ocean . He has protected you all the way and your angels are with you too guiding you and protecting your family too . You have so much to share with your friends and we have to learn and follow your strength . May you be blessed always dear Lily 👏😘🌺🦋🌸🌈
Thank you! For sharing your story about your past addiction with alcohol, I passed, this message along to my daughter, for the sake of my husband, her father, you mentioned a pill and I'm praying 🙏 this can help him!
Lilly, I've just started following you on Lilly's Life channel and was wondering where this light that is shining in your eyes all the time come from. Now I know - it's Jesus shining through you. God bless you, dear sister!
This brought tears to my eyes! I really do hope that God has a purpose and a destiny for me! My life has been so difficult-Born, and raised in a cult. Mother and Father didn't want children. They both have severe personality disorders. Had been suicidal my entire life. Of course, I ended up in an abusive marriage....Until God found me. I am a Christian now and out of that marriage. However, I am still dealing with so many repercussions from dealing with my family and ex-husband and the trauma I have experienced. I have been a Christian now for a year, and I am hoping with all my heart that God has a greater purpose and destiny for me. It brought tears to my eyes when you said that, Lilly!
Hi Lilly I just heard the news of a mass shooting in the North of Thailand near Bangkok… this is so very sad… praying for all those who are directly involved and all of the people if Thailand.. I just spoke with my son who lives in the South near Krabi he said they were all preschool age… God Bless them and their families ❤️🙏🏼❤️
🌸💕 Hi Lilly, as sad as it sounds New Orleans is a city of broken souls..I too, ran from a extremely emotional abusive relationship and found myself in New Orleans..but instead of hope I found myself in a living hell..and even though this city almost killed me . I am a survivor.. Lilly,you are a bright light during these dark times..I love hearing what you have to say ..you are a inspiration..God bless you and your beautiful family..Stay Safe…Much love 💕 NOLA🎭🎷🎭 Gee
Hello Lilly yes you right,just hold on things gonna change.I was stuck in my bubble and I couldn't get out but God have something for me and I'm so grateful and happy what God gave it to me❤️Amen😘
Hi Lilly, I am a recovering alcoholic, I have been sober for 20 years. I lost my husband suddenly in a automobile accident, I seen myself spiraling out of control. By the grace of God & my family and friends, I came out the other side. I had to learn to love myself again. I'm now 63 , and I did the same thing meeting new people and stayed away from my old environment, so I didn't have those triggers to use as an excuse. I'm a Christian and I praise God for his love and mercy, he never leaves us and by giving my heart to him, he gave me a beautiful new life. Have a blessed day ❤️🙏❤️
You know how you pray about something, sometimes for awhile, when you come across someone who speaks to you and you know that it is God giving that to you through an Earth Angel. . I'm sure you will reach many people , but today I can't help thinking that this message is just for me. That and for once you weren't making me hungry with all the food! LOL. Thank your for your honesty.
Thank you for sharing. It gives people hope. I'm glad you are happier now. I also feel blessed that I wanted to grow in this lifetime and things came to me to move me forward throughout my life. Gratitude is essential in life. And I know you already know that.
You are indeed a beautiful person inside out lily and you are an truly inspiration to so many people out there so touching and adore the most as u are the light of our life💞💞💞🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍👌👌👌
Hi Lilly, I guess your prayers have been heard & your video reached at least one person in extreme need of your words. I am currently on that same dark basement you described without any will or power to do anything. Last month I started seeking the Truth through Seicho-no-ie & I decided to book a ticket to "Thailand". Today I was seriously thinking to cancel the ticket when your video started to play for me out of the blue ! I agree that God have better plans for us than keeping us dying in a place were we simply don't fit anymore. God bless you, your family and Thailand !
Lilly!!! ❤😭😭😭 Amen. God is good. He knows what we need and presents it to us in his time. 😇 I am grateful for you and this video you made. God Bless you and your family plus Nam. Including your mom and stepdad, sister and brother and all your loved ones 💕
Thank you for this video,, I’m going through similar stuff that you mentioned in the beginning and feeling trapped! (Trauma) Your video really came to me at a providence time! Hugs and love to you and your family! ❤
Dear Lilly i love both of your channels and seeing the family and hearing you speak about Jesus and growing in faith. You are talented in videography and annointed in bringing encouragement in Truth and peace here in the Holy Spirit . Lv c
Ah Lilly bless you. I so relate to what you are saying. I thank you so much. I have learnt alot from you in terms of letting go of my bitterness and forgiving those who abused my trust as a child and adult. I too have come to a realisation I have, with out realising it held on to such pain from the past it has made me mentally unwell. I am in small steps recovering and joined to a lovely church but I do really struggle to trust people it can be very hard but I just pray to God to help me in the hopes I can help others just like myself. So simular to what you are doing in your new videos Lilly Hubbard. I love you too so much Lilly and Jesus too with all our hearts. Your a courageous and beautiful person 💕 ❤️ 🙏
Thank you for sharing Lilly. God is so good and he truly helps us. Praise Him, Who opens our eyes and expands our hearts, Who transforms us like He says. Let’s keep our eyes on Jesus. ❤
I’m happy you are able to get out of your shell and brave enough to share your struggles in life and found a place to settle and start family that will bring you joy and happiness ….thank God you found Wat to be your husband … and found God to change your life …. Life must goes on and not easy one step at a time …. More power to you vloggs
Exactly right Lily. Faith, Gratitude, Compassion, etc. they are the light that works through us to help us become better people. You are such a breath of fresh air. Thank you for your courage to share your life story with us. We love you and support you 100%
Congratulations on your new life. You are lucky to have everything, family friends. And the career you are good at it. RUclipsr and clothings owners. Your mom is so sweet. Now you are very lucky. And welcome come to my country . We love you and your family
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME... You pretty much just told my story of the last 6 years (alot longer but last 6 is the worse ever, Im 42 yrs old). I feel like I have social anxiety/ptsd/depression. I know if I change my environment I would feel and do better. But I feel stuck, no job, no money, no family, no friends, and an abusive relationship. I have no idea what to do or how to do it. I wish I could move to Thailand, well at this point move anywhere and start a new life....Please pray for me to become free of this dark hole I am in 🙏
Thank you for this...I'm from Oklahoma City...But I have been living near Manila Philippines for the last 4 and a half years....I just subscribed... Thank You so much...
Thank you for your story and your beautiful words of encouragement and your testimony. What you said was speaking to me. You are a beautiful person inside and out. A woman of God definitely💖 God bless you always for being so transparent Lilly you have a beautiful soul ✝️❤️😇
So sorry you had to go through these things Lilly, but I am so so happy that God was with you and HE delivered you. You are a child of God and God loves you so much Lilly. I can relate with you Lilly because my life has been similar also. My mom has been my angel on earth, she has been there for me, without her I wouldn't have had the strength to call out to GOD. God has helped me and still is. Thanks be to GOD, JESUS and the HOLY SPIRIT. Thanks for being such inspiration to many of us. May God continue to look over you and bless 🙌 you and your family and mom and dad.
Dear Sweetest Lily. Your videos and words of encouragement and HONESTY have made a huge impression on my "cynicism" about Christians. You and your life's testimony have given me a renewed hope that there really are genuine people who love Jesus. I am 67 years old living in Korea originally from W. PA and lived in DC for 20 years. Awe, ok, I won't drone on but wow, please continue being led by the Holy Spirit. I am humbled and actually feel some shame how I've lived my life as born again spirit filled Christian. God Bless YOU and I just love your family. MAI is a GEM. Her smile fills me with JOY. thank you. Deena
I'm so pleased you got off alcohol. My Daughter recently died from chronic alcoholism, she tried naltrexon and antabuse, sadly it didn't work for her. She was a believer and I have faith she's with Jesus now and finally happy
You are so full of the light of Christ Jesus Lilly ❤God bless you and keep you and your beautiful family safe and prospering , thank you for sharing your life’s journey 🙏🏽♥️Jesus is my Lord and Savior too we are so blessed with his love and promise of heaven 🙏🏽♥️
Thank you for being raw, honest and sharing your experiences. Glad this video was recommended. Ya! Thank you for giving us hope and show us that it is possible
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I went back through and listened to your testimony today on this channel ....and looked into your restaurant, Mike, etc .... you are so much like a younger me in so many ways .... from the alcohol addiction, work addiction, depression, New Age, Hinduism, etc ... so so similar .. I even looked into being a "white witch" as I was asked to be a regular "reader" ... but God .... I have been born again this year 10 years.... and although my marriage to my ex-husband who was from Hanoi, Vietnam ended before we could step into faith, our girls are faith based, well rooted in the Bible, tied well to faith friends and church ... understand anointing of the Holy Spirit ... and even my ex, in his new marriage, has become a regular at church (very big as his family is Buddhist and he was raised Communist before coming to the US) .... it is funny, even your interaction with Chynna Phillips Baldwin parallels in ways my life - a high schoo friend of mine was engaged to her brother-in-law, Daniel... I. thank you for the videos, for sharing what you have experienced... it will change many ... give many hope... let people know God's grace and redemption ... peace and blessings "sister".....
Thank you Lily, for all you do, your honesty, your joy, your thoughtfulness, goodness , your faith. You give me hope when I thought I am stuck. I hold onto my faith ,jesus, the holy spirit is with me. God has led me to you and your channel, to also.help me, God bless you❤❤🙏🙏
Take care always my frnd,von voyage god bless..always..
You are great!
Lily, I want to share my story with you, but it is too personal to post it here. Do you have an email?
Lilly l feel like you are talking to me, I am very depressed and never leave my house as the anxiety is so bad. I am so lucky I never tried drinking or taking other things, but lately my faith has been tested to the limit l am trying to get my faith back on track and was wondering if you could do a few more chats like this one. I started trying to find good after so much is happening in the world after watching your interview with Mrs Baldwin and your mom 2 inspired me to start praying, thanking for a wonderful day and listening to birds. Lilly would it be possible to do small every now and then l love you and your family and can't wait for your next adventures but your chats are special too 💖
Be encouraged dear, there is a bright future for us in Christ Jesus. Take a little walk inside the garden or on the nature strip. He is with you, holding your hand. Come a little closer my dear one!!!
Thank you so much for this video. My husband is drinking so much and smoking marijuana every day. And he was saved 2 years ago! But my heart was so heavy ❤️ I didn't know to call on Sunday and just poured my heart out to the Lord to give me wisdom for how I should continue on in this marriage. Your words are so encouraging and thank you for the your time and wisdom. Love in Christ, Lori Jernigan
Hi, Lilly! Just wanted you to know that your channel has changed my life. I have never been a fan of certain Asian people because of my dealings with them...particularly in stores here in America. Your videos have opened up my heart to love all people...that it's okay for people to fall in love with anyone from anywhere, so I want to say, thank you! I watch your Lilly's Life channel and don't miss an episode. You should advertise this channel on all your Lilly's Life videos because I don't think that all of your viewers over there know about it. May God continue to bless your beautiful family! I needed this video tonight.
Are you talking about Korean stores in America? How does ill behavior by korean or even Chinese store owners make you hate all asians? Asians are super diverse even though to your untrained eye, they look the same. They may have the similar small almond eye shape but their culture is different. A Thai person is not the same as a Japanese or a Nepali or a Kazakh or Chinese person. They all have their own language, history, culture and different dress & cuisine. That's like hating all white people because you had bad experiences with some Germans on your Germany trip.
@@pinkymoon5039 It is important to read a comment and then re-read it because I never mentioned hating all Asians. I said that I have never been a fan of "CERTAIN ASIAN PEOPLE." I have nieces who are part Asian so how can I hate all Asians. My experiences are my experiences. We cannot change people's experiences, but we can help them see things from a different perspective and Lilly has done this. There are a few that I've had good experiences with...many I have not. I am a Christian, so I cannot hate on people. Whatever I deal with in my heart, I have to offer it up before the Father so that He can help me and he has. Will that change the way certain people behave when I see them? Absolutely not. But God is helping me to see that man is just...man...fallen and in need of a Savior...and that includes me.
@@dellascott163 What a beautiful attitude of yours! Thank you for your sincerity.
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Well said! The world is made up of different people, cultures and ethnicity. We are all created by the same God. Regardless of race, language or religion, there will always be great divides that makes us like them more or less. We all have freedom of choice to choose. What Lilly is trying to tell us is that we should learn to embrace diversities and as long as we are God-centred, the Holy Spirit that lives within us will guide us through our lives pathway. There is no one single bad person or race...only Sin...that creates division of love and hate.
@@pinkymoon5039 with respect 1/ she was sharing with Lily a confession and 2/ remarked how she's glad she has changed
I think its a good thing when a person owns they have or had a problem and is willing to change. Isnt that what matters?. Im sorry it offended you. But really if you take offense this is something that has offended and hurt you deeply maybe in your own experiences in life maybe? . Not because of this lady but because of others and what theuve done and how thats deeply hurt you before. Could this be what's triggered your response ?
If so I pray God can touch that prejudice of others you've had to suffer from people and put his salve on that sadness.
God bless
Beautiful message Lilly! Thank you for sharing.
I love watching your show. You have a wonderful family. God is with you!
Be thankful God has taken you out of your past and has blessed you with the most beautiful family
Your videos are saving lives. God bless and protect you and your family xx
You are so wise Lilly. Thank you for being who you are.
Hi Lily! Am from the Philippines and I want you to know that I could get relate much hearing you talking all about what you been through and I wish I could also reached that stage
in life where you finally attain peace.
So many people are suffering at the moment as a result of the pandemic etc. Thank you for the wise and encouraging words! I pray they will minister to many people!
Luv u Lily! This was encouraging and lovely for all people. I’m not in a crisis, thank God, but hearing these words is always welcome nourishment for me!
Thank you for your testimony. God will help with all addictions just give it to him and let go. You are such an inspiration to me and everyone who watches your videos.
I am grateful for you Lilly. God bless.
Thank you Lilly. You are such an inspiration! God bless you and your beautiful family.
You've come a long way. Your destination has arrived. Good for you!! 👌🏼so happy for your faith.
Thank you for being vulnerable to share your story Lilly 💕 God bless, strengthen and guide you by His Spirit 💕🕊🙏
God Lily, Your first initial words I thought were directly meant for me. I feel trapped living where I do and am trying to sell my house and things are going much slower than I would like. I can so identify with your message. Thank you for this video as it really touched my heart. ❤
You were speaking directly to me. I was just thinking today about many of the things you mentioned. Thank you so much for sharing your life and your wisdom.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I recently got baptized as a Christian.Ever since I started watching you and your family. I newly discovered my faith in Christianity. I wanted to say thank you Lily. God bless you and your family ❤
This channel is similar to the psychological channel. It is so nice. You told everyone about your past and put the video here, You are honest about your past and accept yourself and the past. It is a very important step. And then you chose to be a Christian and it is really helpful because I saw one video in which you introduced God love is like mother love who give us unconditional love and support forever. It is very powerful support for everyone, especially when someone was hurt by the original family. Drunk usually in your every single day was not your fault because you were so pain by the hurt from your father but you don't know how to release your pain. Just remember that everything that happened was not your fault. It was not your fault. It was not your fault. It was not your fault. Remember this sentence. And I followed your life Channel for a long time and I am a Chinese fan. I can feel that your love is back. How loving and warm you treated your kids. Keep doing that. I have gained a lot of positive energy also from your video. God will love you and bless you forever.
To live as a human being among humans needs sense of humanity - and that's you, Lilly. It is so good to listen to you sitting miles away from you - so I have decided to "hold for one more day". Thank you.
Thank you for this testimony, sister and thank you for opening up to the public, God bless
Thank you Lily , well said in God’s grace ! God bless you & your family ❤🙏🏽✝️🕊👑🙏🏽
I am new to your Channel. I just subscribed a few minutes ago! Love your videos but this one in particular spoke to me and it's exactly how I felt and has been feeling with my depression .You put it in the exact words that I could not describe my feelings in. It seems and if God sent me too this channel to hear this because it was describing my depression. It described my feelings so perfectly and it will helped me to understand how to explain my depression thank you!!May God continue to bless you and your family. 🤗🙏💗🙏
So precious again - and so honest and transparent! You have heart for people - that is great - we call it love👍 Be blessed and protected 🧡🙏‼️
God bless you Lily what a powerful testimony. I’m so glad you found the true meaning to life which is only found in Jesus Christ.
Good for you Lilly, there is so much to be thankful for. Love Cindy, from sunny South Africa 🇿🇦
I needed this so much today…thank you Lilly ❤ Bless you.
Thank you so much for sharing. I’d appreciated for your honesty. My husband is an alcoholic and he had depression. In addition I had a mental breakdown. It has taken me two years to recovered, although I still have anxiety and panic attacks. I had not share this with my family (siblings) and there are times when I was in a very dark place, felt really worthless and wanting to end my own life. Thank to GOD to our beautiful twins that brought light to my life. Thank you to my psychologist and psychiatrist for the endless discussion. Right now I have kept up my salsa dancing and walk to the beach almost everyday, keeping fit and taking baby steps, one day at a time. God bless to you and your family. 😊
Praise the Lord for giving you a new life. God is good all the time, all the time God is good.
I love to watch your video , love to see your kids.
God bless you and your family
Amen. Yes only through Christ alone can we find that peace.
@@deedee6514 Amen 🙏🏼
I had no idea you had another channel!!!!! Just subbed! 💕 🙏🏻
😭me
Lily this is so Spirit led that you made this video.
God knew
I have PTSD
And have been deeply deeply depressed
No life
2 dogs I take to the park and that's all I do every day
No friends agrophibic
No trust
Too much pain
Closed up to
Protect myself
2 days ago a brother in the Lord prayed and sought the Lord and had a word for me
That I had a demon chain around my neck
That only God can remove
That I've prayed for so long and asked God to help me and that he is going to do what I can't do. What I've always asked of him and tried to break myself.
Just from releasing this word to me God has begun a good work.
I've been laying down at the park just praying and pulling out weeds ( I know weird ) and patting my only comforts ( my dogs )
I turn this on and bang !!!
So spirit led
Lily I like you so much more for opening up and being raw and real. It helps me see your heart and connected with you
Thankyou
I nearly cried reading your story. I’m sure keeping in touch with Lily and following her story will help. She has found great comfort in her belief in God maybe that’s the answer especially in these troubled times in our world As she said in this blog things will change have faith. Good luck
@@margcarrangis4809 thanks Marg. The thing is I believe in God. I've known Jesus for 37 years and I've always loved him because he came to me and showed me his love. It's a whole other story to recieve deliverance from a life of terrible pain. I've had so much pain even through these 37 years of knowing him and always wondered why me ? But I never turned away from him. Even those who know me have wondered why I've had such a terribly hard life.
Lily's life reminds me of so many other Christians I've met though. They have these neat tidy before and after stories where before they knew Christ it was bad and since knowing Christ it improved. It was the opposite for me. When I came to the Lord everything fell apart and it went from bad to worse over and over. People have wondered how I stayed a Christian but why give up on God because of hardship?
Its makes me feel so bad when people have these great before and after stories like " is there something wrong with me? Am I doing this ? Am I doing something wrong to cause this? " but on the contrary it's helped me to love others who are in deep despair.
Many Christians around the world suffer for their faith. It's not all honky dorey.
Someone said " if you can give up on your faith because of hardship it was never faith at all "
So with great respect I say that following Lily or any person for that matter is necessarily the answer. Although today God did use her in this video. The only one who can truly lift me out of the mess is Jesus himself . After all these years of pain I've finally come to a point where I can't take it anymore and just at the right time this guy got this word for me That Jesus was going to lift the demon chain from around my neck and do what I've desired for so long and What I can't do myself.
I believe he is doing just that right now.
Thanks so much for reaching out to me ❤
You nearly crying made me cry
Noone knows I suffer these things. I hide it well. I keep it all to myself normally. Noone knows I'm sociophobic
I think a lot of us hide very deep secrets of our pain.
God bless you darling and thankyou again ❤
@@loveoracle8797 thankyou for replying Love Oracle. You are a wonderful person and deserve happiness. You will get happiness I know you will and very soon. I live in Australia a long way from you but if you ever come here please come and see me you are an inspiration
@@margcarrangis4809aww thanks hun. guess what ? I live in Australia too. Gold Coast QLD
@@loveoracle8797
Aww that's wonderful! You both should meet up since you are both in Australia. God Bless!
Hi Lily, I’m so proud of you! You’ve come a long way from when you started your journey. We all have our destiny already written for us, God has a plan for all of us. Sometimes things happen to us and we don’t understand why these things are happening to us until God speaks to us and shows us the way he wants us to take. I’m so happy that you found God and he loves you. Thank you for doing what you are suppose to do . Keep up the good work that you are doing! God Bless you and your family.🙏🏻❤️
KEEP ALLOWING GOD TO USE YOU… you are making a difference!❤️🙏
Lilly. Thank you for being so real and vulnerable. ❤️🩹💝🙏 My dearest sister. Here are the words from ADONAI and Yehshua that I am reflecting upon today! “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye in you.” Psalm 32:8
“Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.” John 7:37b-38 “The Spirit and the bride say “Come!” And let the one who hear say, “Come!” Let the one who is thirty come; and let the one who wishes take the free gift of the water of life.” Rev 22:17 “The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God’s people. Amen.”
Amen.
Always be strong! Forget and throw it away every bad memory… Think positive and always pray.. to make sure that your inner mind is in a state of peace..!
Like you're just trying to ENDURE life, rather than ENJOY life. I know this feeling all too well. Before the pandemic hit, I was trying to get my TEFL to teach english in Cambodia, just because I need to get out of this country. America is nowhere near how it used to be, I know the grass is always greener, but seriously, I can't continue on the snow belt of NY, with a crap economy, nothing to do, no opportunity, no culture, etc. I am so ready to be in a place that will lend to healing and happiness. I am so glad that you are healthy now, with a beautiful family. Quitting alcohol is no joke, and youve gotta really want it..
One happy fmily Wat, Nan,Leon Luke & Lyla put your angered behind , rejuvenate new self.
Dear Lily you are one very special soul and the love you have for Lord Jesus is so vast like an ocean . He has protected you all the way and your angels are with you too guiding you and protecting your family too . You have so much to share with your friends and we have to learn and follow your strength . May you be blessed always dear Lily 👏😘🌺🦋🌸🌈
All great advice Lilly. Its certainly been a journey to reach your beloved husband and family.
Thank you! For sharing your story about your past addiction with alcohol, I passed, this message along to my daughter, for the sake of my husband, her father, you mentioned a pill and I'm praying 🙏 this can help him!
I'm so happy, I'm 2 months sober
Lilly, I've just started following you on Lilly's Life channel and was wondering where this light that is shining in your eyes all the time come from. Now I know - it's Jesus shining through you. God bless you, dear sister!
Yes..Amen to that, hallelujah!
Many of us need to take action now to improve our life. Thanks for sharing. Good content.
Thank you lily. I'm going to try these. I have cancer and I often feel these emotions and will try this. Thank you so so much
A beautiful testimony Lily. Beauty for ashes. Redeemed of the Lord praise God.
Thank you Lilly, your message is very helpful. Right on Time! 💜
Thank you Lily....
This talk was really helpful....🙏🏻🌹
Greetings from South Africa 🇿🇦
This brought tears to my eyes! I really do hope that God has a purpose and a destiny for me! My life has been so difficult-Born, and raised in a cult. Mother and Father didn't want children. They both have severe personality disorders. Had been suicidal my entire life. Of course, I ended up in an abusive marriage....Until God found me. I am a Christian now and out of that marriage. However, I am still dealing with so many repercussions from dealing with my family and ex-husband and the trauma I have experienced. I have been a Christian now for a year, and I am hoping with all my heart that God has a greater purpose and destiny for me. It brought tears to my eyes when you said that, Lilly!
Hi Lilly
I just heard the news of a mass shooting in the North of Thailand near Bangkok… this is so very sad… praying for all those who are directly involved and all of the people if Thailand.. I just spoke with my son who lives in the South near Krabi he said they were all preschool age… God Bless them and their families ❤️🙏🏼❤️
Hola Lilly and family! Thanks for your sharing your testimony! Amazing! Miguel 🇵🇷
🌸💕 Hi Lilly, as sad as it sounds New Orleans is a city of broken souls..I too, ran from a extremely emotional abusive relationship and found myself in New Orleans..but instead of hope I found myself in a living hell..and even though this city almost killed me . I am a survivor.. Lilly,you are a bright light during these dark times..I love hearing what you have to say ..you are a inspiration..God bless you and your beautiful family..Stay Safe…Much love 💕 NOLA🎭🎷🎭 Gee
Hello Lilly yes you right,just hold on things gonna change.I was stuck in my bubble and I couldn't get out but God have something for me and I'm so grateful and happy what God gave it to me❤️Amen😘
Very ,very, good Lilly!!! Praise the Lord!!!
Hi Lilly, I am a recovering alcoholic, I have been sober for 20 years. I lost my husband suddenly in a automobile accident, I seen myself spiraling out of control. By the grace of God & my family and friends, I came out the other side. I had to learn to love myself again. I'm now 63 , and I did the same thing meeting new people and stayed away from my old environment, so I didn't have those triggers to use as an excuse. I'm a Christian and I praise God for his love and mercy, he never leaves us and by giving my heart to him, he gave me a beautiful new life. Have a blessed day ❤️🙏❤️
You know how you pray about something, sometimes for awhile, when you come across someone who speaks to you and you know that it is God giving that to you through an Earth Angel. . I'm sure you will reach many people , but today I can't help thinking that this message is just for me. That and for once you weren't making me hungry with all the food! LOL. Thank your for your honesty.
Thank you for sharing. It gives people hope. I'm glad you are happier now. I also feel blessed that I wanted to grow in this lifetime and things came to me to move me forward throughout my life. Gratitude is essential in life. And I know you already know that.
You are indeed a beautiful person inside out lily and you are an truly inspiration to so many people out there so touching and adore the most as u are the light of our life💞💞💞🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍👌👌👌
Hi Lilly,
I guess your prayers have been heard & your video reached at least one person in extreme need of your words.
I am currently on that same dark basement you described without any will or power to do anything.
Last month I started seeking the Truth through Seicho-no-ie & I decided to book a ticket to "Thailand".
Today I was seriously thinking to cancel the ticket when your video started to play for me out of the blue !
I agree that God have better plans for us than keeping us dying in a place were we simply don't fit anymore.
God bless you, your family and Thailand !
So good Lilly. Amen. Thank you for sharing your journey of recovery and discovery. God is so good!
Lilly!!! ❤😭😭😭 Amen. God is good. He knows what we need and presents it to us in his time. 😇 I am grateful for you and this video you made. God Bless you and your family plus Nam. Including your mom and stepdad, sister and brother and all your loved ones 💕
Many prayers to you lilly and family...
#bigfan #loveyourfamily 💙
Sending love from California 💛
Thank you Lilly for your honesty testimony. God blessed you .🙏🏻❤️
Well said sister ! God surely wants us free from unforgiveness
Thank you for this video,, I’m going through similar stuff that you mentioned in the beginning and feeling trapped! (Trauma)
Your video really came to me at a providence time! Hugs and love to you and your family! ❤
Dear Lilly i love both of your channels and seeing the family and hearing you speak about Jesus and growing in faith. You are talented in videography and annointed in bringing encouragement in Truth and peace here in the Holy Spirit . Lv c
Ah Lilly bless you. I so relate to what you are saying. I thank you so much. I have learnt alot from you in terms of letting go of my bitterness and forgiving those who abused my trust as a child and adult. I too have come to a realisation I have, with out realising it held on to such pain from the past it has made me mentally unwell. I am in small steps recovering and joined to a lovely church but I do really struggle to trust people it can be very hard but I just pray to God to help me in the hopes I can help others just like myself. So simular to what you are doing in your new videos Lilly Hubbard. I love you too so much Lilly and Jesus too with all our hearts. Your a courageous and beautiful person 💕 ❤️ 🙏
Hiii Lily. I am here from your other channel.
Lilly, you are so blessed !!!
Proud of you dear Lily. Praise the Lord Almighty for your love for mankind. You died in the Cross to save us. Amen 🙏
Thank you for sharing Lilly. God is so good and he truly helps us. Praise Him, Who opens our eyes and expands our hearts, Who transforms us like He says. Let’s keep our eyes on Jesus. ❤
I’m happy you are able to get out of your shell and brave enough to share your struggles in life and found a place to settle and start family that will bring you joy and happiness ….thank God you found Wat to be your husband … and found God to change your life …. Life must goes on and not easy one step at a time …. More power to you vloggs
Hi Lily, thank you for your transparency. This segment was what I needed. What bright light you are on this planet!
Exactly right Lily. Faith, Gratitude, Compassion, etc. they are the light that works through us to help us become better people. You are such a breath of fresh air. Thank you for your courage to share your life story with us. We love you and support you 100%
Congratulations on your new life. You are lucky to have everything, family friends. And the career you are good at it. RUclipsr and clothings owners. Your mom is so sweet. Now you are very lucky. And welcome come to my country . We love you and your family
love and prayers to you lilly and family - i loved this video. God Bless You.
Finally you have a very happy life and beautiful family
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME... You pretty much just told my story of the last 6 years (alot longer but last 6 is the worse ever, Im 42 yrs old). I feel like I have social anxiety/ptsd/depression. I know if I change my environment I would feel and do better. But I feel stuck, no job, no money, no family, no friends, and an abusive relationship. I have no idea what to do or how to do it. I wish I could move to Thailand, well at this point move anywhere and start a new life....Please pray for me to become free of this dark hole I am in 🙏
Thank you for this...I'm from Oklahoma City...But I have been living near Manila Philippines for the last 4 and a half years....I just subscribed...
Thank You so much...
Thank you for your story and your beautiful words of encouragement and your testimony. What you said was speaking to me. You are a beautiful person inside and out. A woman of God definitely💖 God bless you always for being so transparent Lilly you have a beautiful soul ✝️❤️😇
I needed to hear this today. Thank you Lilly!
So good Lilly!
What a beautiful testimony , you are most certainly sharing the love and goodness of God and yes we need Jesus Thank you for people like you ..!
So sorry you had to go through these things Lilly, but I am so so happy that God was with you and HE delivered you. You are a child of God and God loves you so much Lilly. I can relate with you Lilly because my life has been similar also. My mom has been my angel on earth, she has been there for me, without her I wouldn't have had the strength to call out to GOD. God has helped me and still is. Thanks be to GOD, JESUS and the HOLY SPIRIT. Thanks for being such inspiration to many of us. May God continue to look over you and bless 🙌 you and your family and mom and dad.
Great video Lilly!✝️🙏🏼
It's so nice to.see you and happy to hear you, how God has changed you.God bless you always.
Dear Sweetest Lily. Your videos and words of encouragement and HONESTY have made a huge impression on my "cynicism" about Christians. You and your life's testimony have given me a renewed hope that there really are genuine people who love Jesus. I am 67 years old living in Korea originally from W. PA and lived in DC for 20 years. Awe, ok, I won't drone on but wow, please continue being led by the Holy Spirit. I am humbled and actually feel some shame how I've lived my life as born again spirit filled Christian. God Bless YOU and I just love your family. MAI is a GEM. Her smile fills me with JOY. thank you. Deena
I totally agree with you .. everyone goes through all sorts and takes time to heal etc ..
I'm so pleased you got off alcohol. My Daughter recently died from chronic alcoholism, she tried naltrexon and antabuse, sadly it didn't work for her. She was a believer and I have faith she's with Jesus now and finally happy
I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying for you ❤️🙏🏻
Thank you for sharing sweet sister in the Lord ❤❤❤
Blessing to you. Thank you!
You really touched my spirit today 🌺
I needed this today. God bless, His Kingdom come. Lol. xxx
You are so full of the light of Christ Jesus Lilly ❤God bless you and keep you and your beautiful family safe and prospering , thank you for sharing your life’s journey 🙏🏽♥️Jesus is my Lord and Savior too we are so blessed with his love and promise of heaven 🙏🏽♥️
Thank you for sharing with us.
Thanks for always sharing ❤
Thank you for sharing . Your story will give hope and guidance to others . GOD Bless you and your lovely family .
Thank U for the sharing, have a Blessed day Lily and Family ❤❤
Thank you for being raw, honest and sharing your experiences. Glad this video was recommended. Ya! Thank you for giving us hope and show us that it is possible