Its hard to think he committed suicide , his brother was killed and he knew how his mother was really messed up by it . He also seemed very together - but however it only takes a vulnerable minute to want to take yourself out .
The way the culture is these days a man can be completely suicidal and no body would have a clue. It's considered "soft" to have depression and or suicidal thoughts within the street culture which is stupid.
Unfortunately, their mom was a deadbeat and probably didn’t even know they were gone with two babies screaming at home, snorting pills, and getting railed by different dudes. Lol
Just discovered his music and got attached immediately. Now knowing he left on my birthday by suicide breaks my heart. R.I.P Lil Loaded😢🕊 Such talent gone.Sad
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Aye. Religion is not relevant. If someone takes their own life, mentally they convinced themselves that they didn't want to live any longer. This guy was born into tragedy and trauma so now he rests in peace. If anything we who are alive, are living in hell.
Not true, anyone who takes there life was controlled by demons and if nobody who accepted jesus as there lord and savior will not inherit the kingdom of heaven you must be reborn again and be baptized by the holy spirit, not everyone who dies goes to heaven you have to follow and accept jesus christ if you wanna make heaven your home, repent of your sins and turn away from your desires, That's biblical and true facts.
Not everyone is religious per se. For instance, I believe in a creator but I will not back Christianity, a religion that was thrust upon Black people from a completely different continent. That same bible (a story book re-written so many times by different White people, including King James, had the added purpose of controlling us and still does by forcing people to believe in the existence of demons, hell etc for example. The controllers thought we were savages because we did not fit their narrative of civilization and thrust that book of abomination upon us. The same book they used to justify their barbarian minds and behaviors...I need not go into depth.about these. The same book that was hammered into our forefathers heads so that it filters through each generation and continues to inform many of our lives. Let me be clear, that this is my view, each man to his own and I condemn noone who chooses to follow what I see as the slave masters directives. My parents were Pentecostal and I grew up in church until I actually read some of the passages of the bible and realized that they were designed to ensure fear, intimidation and control. Again each man to his own. These are strictly my personal views.
@@ANGEL_THA_Truthcant be a fact since there isn’t any evidence that Jesus Christ is real besides a book wrote by a human nd passed down thousands nd thousands of years
He felt like he had no where to turn. He was about to go to jail, he lost his brother, he murdered a friend by accident, he had alot going on mentally and alot of men dont talk about how they feel cause its viewed as weak. Despite anything hes ever done you have to remember he was just human. He has amazing music and had alot of potential but the path he was on was shakey and right and wrong got blurred. I wish he would have just reached out more to the people who loved and cared for him and that hed have known talking to someone abiut your mental health is important but i know hes in heaven now and his memory is going to go on forever. But for anyone else who feels like he did please reach out. There are people around you who care and will be there for you no mattee what youve done. Even if you arent religious but just need someone to talk to i was always told with my depression to go to the nearest church and request to speak to a priest or the confession booth, they will listen and they will talk to you regardless of your religion. They will help you, there is help and hope out there so please reach out. R.I.P Lil Loaded
I still can't believe people die so young 1 of my best friends life was tragically cut short also and now I'm dealing with my own struggle of battling cancer im just thankful for God allowing me to live I hope I can beat this also with gods blessing and strength
Here in Oklahoma that dude was basically my neighbor. And as a young rapper who was Rollin wit the neighborhood growing up too i connect with him.. this truly is so tragic.
Yeah, you know when I heard that I was like he definitely was raised with a relationship with God, and at some point in his life or somebody in his life, it’s a shame that he chose to go to the route that he did though👍 but yeah, that was honestly a strong prayer
It was because he was about to meet GOD, who knows what the spirit was speaking to him at that moment, for him to pull the trigger after seeing what happened when he pulled the trigger to his friend, he knew EXACTLY what it would look like, what would happen, all of it, even with that, he conversed with the higher power and pulled it. He was in a higher state that we don't reach until death.
Mental health is important. Myself having experienced so many issues of bullying and mental issues, and having had multiple suicidal thoughts so many times, this stuff needs to stop. #HelpTheYouth
Everybody in my neighborhood was listening to his music up here in Indiana and in Louisville too. Ive lost too many to suicide in the last decade and a half man so this really hit home
😢His story is filled with grief. I totally understand that place we put ourselves when we are overcome by our own thoughts, filled with illusions. Its a horrible place to be, and I'm so sorry for his mother to have had to find him like that. Spirit is eternal.❤
Bro. I get it. I've been there too. For future reference to others that want to pull the trigger to end the pain. Just sleep on it. It's ok to be there. Just don't stay there. Saffron, and micro dosing psilocybin helps tremendously. Damn. Rip man. If you're in mental distress please get help, and if you don't have anyone, and it's a battle you have to face alone. Just remember that today's feeling isn't tomorrow's 🙏🙏
@@oneman6550a lot of people that deal with depression say that microdosing shrooms got them out of depression where they didn’t need it no more . It’s natural.
@@oneman655010 years severe and permanent PTST after 18 years as a RM Commando - I’m sorry but the guy is right, I couldn’t do anything to earn money because of my other injuries, the “drugs” this guy mentioned have given me my life back, I now have my own big house in the countryside with a garden that is an acre and am living life again, “prescribed drugs” nearly ended me 👍🤝
@@oneman6550 psilocybin isn't just a drug lol its a medicine that helps level out your brain, in that aspect, then RSO oil for cancer would make things worse, but I fact psilocybin has been clinically proven to increase pathways in the brain when taking 1 gram in a year, which is why it helps, its not just temporary either. Pathways in your brain that have been built on psilocybin. Never degrade, they just keep getting stronger. Most micro doses btw are from 0.1 gram to 0.25 gram. Not nearly enough to get you high my guy
It happened to my best friend. Drank a bottle crashed his car and stood on the train tracks. It was strange because he always said “never give in always keep going” shut like that. Never thought he would be the one to kill himself
Love my bro loaded and i wish he was still here, god bless the man and let his mistakes be forgotten and let him in the palace of the after life fell so bad for ya'll who where close to him, my heart got a new hole and i don't know how im gonna forget the rapper who inspired me that even if you don't have a lot u can still make it work god bless you lil loaded and make sure ya'll happy up there, peace my brother.
It takes away the pain from the person who was suffering from it. Now, a new pain can go onto that person's loved ones from the loss but it's not the same as the original pain. Suicide is for those who want their own specific pain to stop and they can't see any way out. Their pain that no one else could understand. It's not about anyone else.
With respect for all human life. Living a tough life isn’t cute, fun, or cool. Most people don’t get this kind of fame or have it this difficult. Be safe, be cool, and think about the future.
? My boys dad is a state trooper didn't stop him from killing himself . Kod never faced a day of struggle. Had his own house paid for . So yeah not everyone can be saved
@@TeRraAwTisM nah shorty, teaching your son who he is, is being a Father. Giving him wisdom. That mind set you have is the problem. I hope you're not yet a Father.
@@TeRraAwTisM nah shorty, teaching your son who he is, is being a Father. Giving him wisdom. That mind set you have is the problem. I hope you're not yet a Father.
I just learned about this guy within the past year and I’m so damn bummed he’s no longer alive. Regardless how he died it’s just tragic. He had something about him. His voice. His cadence. Dang.
Still one of my favorite rappers i rember going to bloc baby as soon as tommy told everyone to go check it out crazy how one shoutout put him in main stream level RIP Lil Loaded
Then you know already how f up our nation is. Mad world. Hé is not 2pac to get you thru lol. This yung generation is mad and dont even make it till a age when a real man works and take care of his family. They wish .
It was definitely more than just his girl. Dealing with so much tragedy and grief. And getting success and having the chance of that all being taken away heartbreak. I understand pain, not his pain in particular, but I know that feeling of wanting to give up
I felt the same way as lil loaded but I convinced my self to not do it I had it and pointed it at my head but then I saw my mom sitting there and crying and I didn’t want to hurt her but now I am happy and got a lot of friends ❤
Man. I never knew this kid was a rapper. I know your mom, Nikki. We lived in Banning, CA, and in San Bernardino, CA. Your mother and my sister are best friends. I remember your brother PaPa. Y'all grew up in my neighborhood on 5th and Meridian in San Bernardino, CA. then move to Dallas, TX. It's sad to know you passed away, little man. 💔 REST IN PEACE. I am sending my condolences to you and your family. Damn. I'm sorry to hear about you and PaPa. RIP 🙏 to the both of you 💔
I gotta admit, before watching this I had never heard Lil Loaded actually speak, I’d only heard him rap; he sounds like a great, well-spoken, charismatic kid. RIP
I'm a 40 year old fairly nerdy white male. Even I was absolutely shook when I found out he commit suicide. Dude has sooooo much talent! Right out the gate his sound was already polished and he was dropping FIRE!
I don’t like how ppl have been blaming it on his gf. She definitely had a major impact but just a few months prior he had accidentally killed his best friend!! That would eat away at anyone. Rest in peace to all these young people caught up in this😔🙏
#LongLiveLoaded I remember being on Instagram late at night, and seeing his story, then waking up the next day with my IG full of posts saying Lil Loaded killed himself, went to check Twitter, and saw more or less the same, I couldn't believe, until I saw someone actually close to him, confirm it, still sucks to this day, we lost him, he had a long path ahead of him, and potential to become massive. R.I.P Devil in Blue
man if his story is true and he accidentally shot and killed one of his best friends I can only imagine how hard that was for him on top of the legal troubles.
Nah he wouldn’t want that. That would only add to his pain. Stay strong and enjoy this rollercoaster. We only get one ride. You’ll see him again when it’s your time. He’ll be waiting, I promise ❤
I was always suicidal until JESUS found me. Now i cant imagine taking my life no matter the pain. Resch out to HIM its worth it. It doesnt get easier, if anything life gets tougher, but the love you get takes away those thoughts.
Such a sad story feels like he just got overwhelmed w the guilt of accidentally killing his best friend the stress of facing prison time over it and then his girl leaving on top of that probably felt alone and like everyone was leaving him
@@slaydog5102 fuck it then kill yourself? is that the message? its better advice than you're giving. forget emotions temporarily, because emotions are temporary.
@@Mgng23 I speak from personal experiences when I say that life has it's ups and downs and that's js how God wanted it to be. I have been on the verge of killing myself (in GTA) many times. But those times are what made me the person I am today. For anyone that is going through hard times ur not alone. You might say or think u r but trust me ur not. Not trynna throw shade either but life was not given to us js for us to throw it away bc life got hard. R.I.P Lil Loaded
You have to be in a dark place to cross that natural barrier to take you own life, you feel your life is unable to be fixed and you can’t keep going through the trauma so you pull the trigger knowing your family will never be the same. RIP he could’ve done so much with his life if he turned it around suicide is never the answer. Things will get better and always do if you think about killing yourself please seek help and think about your mother it’s a selfish decision and we are programmed to survive at all costs
Boy this is tough. Poor kid was looking at doing time over an accident. A stupid accident but an accident. I been there, I know that’s why he shot himself over this. My ordeal was different but involved someone taking their own life with a gun and the cops questioned me because I was there. I had thought if they try to arrest me over something I had nothing to do with I will shoot myself before giving up years of my life.
@@Longasseboy plenty of fn people. Ya know what nevermind probably nobody. I know I’m not. But troll if ya feel like shedding a tear by all means you shed that tear. Shitty Saturday night but as you pointed out someone needs to cry about it.
@@Longasseboy I will give you my literal address! I have been a warrior much more than any of these little dweebs the hide there face when they shoot. I can actually talk shit. When you’ve spent 11 months in Baghdad behind a 240 or better get at me. I’ve lived that life as much or more than most these disrespectful libtards. Take care. I shouldn’t have gotten my panties in a wad lol your just another ungrateful, disrespectful, American whine bag.
I just found out about this rapper... Its such a shame, his music is an absolute banger and he with his personality and street life was surely worthy person. I'm really sorry for his mother that she had to go through the death of both of her kids, and surely I'm really sorry he decided to leave the world so young in that unfortunate moment of pain... I hope that hoe understands what her part in his life caused.
He took his life the day after my birthday… I remember that day, watching the news just to hear that one of my favorite rappers died right after my birthday…
Its a catchy song, i ve been listening to it for 24 hours since i came across it. Im 57 but this dude makes me feel 17 . Lovely guy. Shame aboit his death. Rip to his bro & himself. So glad he made it to the top after his aas atart,he s one rapowr gng mwmber whose git a heart,pit his gamily & friends bwfore himself The guy who spotted him on utube & made him fmous, THANKYOU IF INW OWEAON SWAWRVES A BREAK & AOME HAPPIW WAA IT WAS THIS KID . 🙏♥️☮️💯
@@Beniamin6665that saying doesn’t have to be strictly about someone who’s alive.. 😅 it’s a phrase in which shows respect, and is stating they want his name and memory to never be forgotten.
Mental illness is Rough, but most of us black peoples will not seek help,witch is tragic,it’s nothing wrong with going too Sessions and letting your pain and Anguish out..Black people been through a hell of a lot,and we’re still suffering..Rest in Eternal peace,and I’m glad he said his prayers,but unfortunate he took his own life..Damn only 20 years,these young people have it harder than when I was coming up..
The combos of his brother getting killed seing his mum broken then shooting his bestfriend facing time to his h*e cheating thats hard shiet to go through ong, rest up lil man
Long live lil 60 I seen you doing your thang young bull I hope you have peace with most high you where looking for deth nothing but illusion continue your journey
I feel so bad for the mother, 2 of her kids dead, that’s the worst pain a mother can feel I bet
On sum gang shit🩸🩸🩸🩸
@@Lil_Robya nga💀💀
This is more common in the hood than you know. It breaks my heart.
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Its hard to think he committed suicide , his brother was killed and he knew how his mother was really messed up by it . He also seemed very together - but however it only takes a vulnerable minute to want to take yourself out .
The way the culture is these days a man can be completely suicidal and no body would have a clue. It's considered "soft" to have depression and or suicidal thoughts within the street culture which is stupid.
He didn’t give a shit what his mother was thinking 😂 you’re crazy if you think people like him care about anyone but themselves
@@justinwinningham4892 fuck you ain’t no way bro just keep it to yourself it’s not funny ok so shut up bitch
@@justinwinningham4892hey bro you never know what people are going thru G his brother was probally like his dad shut up
Bro wdym pepole like him
@@justinwinningham4892
I can only imagine what his mom is going through on mothers day. Bless her heart! Love you momma! Praying for you!
Mom knew WTF her son was doing in them STREETS as well as record company. Now comes the T shirts wit photo
She knew what her son was doing. Funny how the parents don't do anything until something happens
His poor mother will never get that image from her mind. The anguish and heartache she felt had to be indescribable💔
Wow ... This made me so sad, I would never be able to live if my son did this. I feel bad for his mother and loved ones. R.i.P
Who cares about thugs who passed
This why u got no friends@@angrypatriots1776
Unfortunately, their mom was a deadbeat and probably didn’t even know they were gone with two babies screaming at home, snorting pills, and getting railed by different dudes. Lol
@@angrypatriots1776 bro shut up
Just discovered his music and got attached immediately. Now knowing he left on my birthday by suicide breaks my heart. R.I.P Lil Loaded😢🕊 Such talent gone.Sad
This dude is a clown.
bro you find a way to make it about you, congrats
Same
U don’t gotta be like that@@gaelmondesir8298
What! you didn't Kno about lil loaded??
See Y'all be sleeping on my city, RIP to
MO3😇🕊️
Lil loaded 😇🕊️
Roy Lee 😇🕊️
Ducky p 😇🕊️
Dro guapo 😇🕊️
C.struggs 😇🕊️
Kutta900😇🕊️
BFG strapp😇🕊️
Aye. Religion is not relevant. If someone takes their own life, mentally they convinced themselves that they didn't want to live any longer. This guy was born into tragedy and trauma so now he rests in peace. If anything we who are alive, are living in hell.
Not true, anyone who takes there life was controlled by demons and if nobody who accepted jesus as there lord and savior will not inherit the kingdom of heaven you must be reborn again and be baptized by the holy spirit, not everyone who dies goes to heaven you have to follow and accept jesus christ if you wanna make heaven your home, repent of your sins and turn away from your desires, That's biblical and true facts.
Not everyone is religious per se. For instance, I believe in a creator but I will not back Christianity, a religion that was thrust upon Black people from a completely different continent. That same bible (a story book re-written so many times by different White people, including King James, had the added purpose of controlling us and still does by forcing people to believe in the existence of demons, hell etc for example. The controllers thought we were savages because we did not fit their narrative of civilization and thrust that book of abomination upon us. The same book they used to justify their barbarian minds and behaviors...I need not go into depth.about these. The same book that was hammered into our forefathers heads so that it filters through each generation and continues to inform many of our lives. Let me be clear, that this is my view, each man to his own and I condemn noone who chooses to follow what I see as the slave masters directives. My parents were Pentecostal and I grew up in church until I actually read some of the passages of the bible and realized that they were designed to ensure fear, intimidation and control. Again each man to his own. These are strictly my personal views.
Not true my brother life is what you make it. Don’t give up so easy my don we were born to soldier this
@@ANGEL_THA_Truthcant be a fact since there isn’t any evidence that Jesus Christ is real besides a book wrote by a human nd passed down thousands nd thousands of years
@@ANGEL_THA_Truth 🙌🏾💯
He felt like he had no where to turn. He was about to go to jail, he lost his brother, he murdered a friend by accident, he had alot going on mentally and alot of men dont talk about how they feel cause its viewed as weak. Despite anything hes ever done you have to remember he was just human. He has amazing music and had alot of potential but the path he was on was shakey and right and wrong got blurred. I wish he would have just reached out more to the people who loved and cared for him and that hed have known talking to someone abiut your mental health is important but i know hes in heaven now and his memory is going to go on forever. But for anyone else who feels like he did please reach out. There are people around you who care and will be there for you no mattee what youve done. Even if you arent religious but just need someone to talk to i was always told with my depression to go to the nearest church and request to speak to a priest or the confession booth, they will listen and they will talk to you regardless of your religion. They will help you, there is help and hope out there so please reach out. R.I.P Lil Loaded
and he reached out for forgiveness hoping that God would understand his pain. It's heartbreaking
I still can't believe people die so young 1 of my best friends life was tragically cut short also and now I'm dealing with my own struggle of battling cancer im just thankful for God allowing me to live I hope I can beat this also with gods blessing and strength
❤️ praying for your recovery and peace.
did you get the vax?
You got this ❤💪🏾
im sending you my energy brother, fight dont give up, your body needs see you fighting
I hope you beat it, prayers with you
Here in Oklahoma that dude was basically my neighbor. And as a young rapper who was Rollin wit the neighborhood growing up too i connect with him.. this truly is so tragic.
Rest in peace Leo brother.. from Dallas and pass by the area he lived here when he died.. love his music
That was one of the best prayers I ever heard
Yeah, you know when I heard that I was like he definitely was raised with a relationship with God, and at some point in his life or somebody in his life, it’s a shame that he chose to go to the route that he did though👍 but yeah, that was honestly a strong prayer
It was because he was about to meet GOD, who knows what the spirit was speaking to him at that moment, for him to pull the trigger after seeing what happened when he pulled the trigger to his friend, he knew EXACTLY what it would look like, what would happen, all of it, even with that, he conversed with the higher power and pulled it. He was in a higher state that we don't reach until death.
It made me cry, I truly had no words
Mental health is important. Myself having experienced so many issues of bullying and mental issues, and having had multiple suicidal thoughts so many times, this stuff needs to stop. #HelpTheYouth
Everybody in my neighborhood was listening to his music up here in Indiana and in Louisville too. Ive lost too many to suicide in the last decade and a half man so this really hit home
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😢His story is filled with grief. I totally understand that place we put ourselves when we are overcome by our own thoughts, filled with illusions. Its a horrible place to be, and I'm so sorry for his mother to have had to find him like that. Spirit is eternal.❤
@panda1412. Same
Thanks for this documentary
Bro. I get it. I've been there too. For future reference to others that want to pull the trigger to end the pain. Just sleep on it. It's ok to be there. Just don't stay there. Saffron, and micro dosing psilocybin helps tremendously. Damn. Rip man. If you're in mental distress please get help, and if you don't have anyone, and it's a battle you have to face alone. Just remember that today's feeling isn't tomorrow's 🙏🙏
@@oneman6550a lot of people that deal with depression say that microdosing shrooms got them out of depression where they didn’t need it no more . It’s natural.
@@oneman655010 years severe and permanent PTST after 18 years as a RM Commando - I’m sorry but the guy is right, I couldn’t do anything to earn money because of my other injuries, the “drugs” this guy mentioned have given me my life back, I now have my own big house in the countryside with a garden that is an acre and am living life again, “prescribed drugs” nearly ended me 👍🤝
@@oneman6550 psilocybin isn't just a drug lol its a medicine that helps level out your brain, in that aspect, then RSO oil for cancer would make things worse, but I fact psilocybin has been clinically proven to increase pathways in the brain when taking 1 gram in a year, which is why it helps, its not just temporary either. Pathways in your brain that have been built on psilocybin. Never degrade, they just keep getting stronger. Most micro doses btw are from 0.1 gram to 0.25 gram. Not nearly enough to get you high my guy
Shrooms tend to help
It happened to my best friend. Drank a bottle crashed his car and stood on the train tracks. It was strange because he always said “never give in always keep going” shut like that. Never thought he would be the one to kill himself
lil loaded would be huge by now.. rip
He was framed and accused of things that he was innocent of,that alone can make anybody end their life
Mother lost 2 sons … imagine her grief
Sure she was a great mom
and a good 60% of it is guilt, obviously not the best mom
@@Jay-pm4erik right idk y ya mom still alove🙂↕️😂😫
Dude killed himself in her hallway. He didn't care about his mom, and she didn't raise him right.
Poor job
Love my bro loaded and i wish he was still here,
god bless the man and let his mistakes be forgotten and let him in the palace of the after life fell so bad for ya'll who where close to him, my heart got a new hole and i don't know how im gonna forget the rapper who inspired me that even if you don't have a lot u can still make it work god bless you lil loaded and make sure ya'll happy up there, peace my brother.
I FELT SORRY FOR BRO HE WASN'T CRAZY HE JUST COULDN'T LIVE WIT THE FACT HE KILL HIS FRIEND AND GONG TO PRISON FOR IT..
P 0:16 7😢
You dumb as him
Facts
Agree
I am sorry for the not famous rapper friend. Still a person though…
Suicide doesn’t take the pain away, it just passes it to someone else
It takes away the pain from the person who was suffering from it. Now, a new pain can go onto that person's loved ones from the loss but it's not the same as the original pain. Suicide is for those who want their own specific pain to stop and they can't see any way out. Their pain that no one else could understand. It's not about anyone else.
With respect for all human life. Living a tough life isn’t cute, fun, or cool. Most people don’t get this kind of fame or have it this difficult. Be safe, be cool, and think about the future.
Another reason why having a Father present is so important
? My boys dad is a state trooper didn't stop him from killing himself . Kod never faced a day of struggle. Had his own house paid for . So yeah not everyone can be saved
@@TeRraAwTisM nah I mean have a FATHER present. I know hella ppl that have a dad around. BIG difference.
@@spaceghostcoast2coast614 so weekly fishing trips , hunting , nightly fires , your dad teaching you to learn manual isn't a dad ? You're lost bubs
@@TeRraAwTisM nah shorty, teaching your son who he is, is being a Father. Giving him wisdom. That mind set you have is the problem. I hope you're not yet a Father.
@@TeRraAwTisM nah shorty, teaching your son who he is, is being a Father. Giving him wisdom. That mind set you have is the problem. I hope you're not yet a Father.
I just learned about this guy within the past year and I’m so damn bummed he’s no longer alive. Regardless how he died it’s just tragic. He had something about him. His voice. His cadence. Dang.
Still one of my favorite rappers i rember going to bloc baby as soon as tommy told everyone to go check it out crazy how one shoutout put him in main stream level RIP Lil Loaded
Lil Farted
@@nigmaneyou are so cool
@@Ama_1337 thanks i know you too 1337 L337 Elite Hackerz Anonymous
@@nigmaneI'll catch you lackin on the streets one day
@@TheRealNT04wow your hard
RIP Lil Loaded rest easy 🕊️❤️
People dies but legends souls stays
Rip lil loaded his music Helped me thru a lot I’m glad I found about him in 2019 rest easy loaded never forgotten 🕊️
Nigga helped me hit a few licks and beat my baby mama 💯💤Ⓜ️🥶
Got u thru what lol all he talk about is killing
"Helped me thru a lot" lmao rapper with thrash lyrics talking about killing people got you through a lot?
Then you know already how f up our nation is. Mad world. Hé is not 2pac to get you thru lol. This yung generation is mad and dont even make it till a age when a real man works and take care of his family. They wish .
Lmao dumbass said "helped me thru alot". Keep looking up to people like this and your life will end sooner than you think. Be better...
😢😢 😭😭😭😭 rip Lil loaded. He’s a good rapper he was still young. He was only 20 he lives so long, but he was a great rapper.
It was definitely more than just his girl. Dealing with so much tragedy and grief. And getting success and having the chance of that all being taken away heartbreak. I understand pain, not his pain in particular, but I know that feeling of wanting to give up
it wasnt his girl at all, me and her are close dab and it was because of him accidentally shooting his closest friend and everything else.
and on top of that thats not the girl he was with during the time
spoken like a true legend rip bruva
Rest up loaded🕊 I remember meeting him 5 years ago when I noticed you off Tommy Craze's channel and it crushed me when he died😭
fr
Thats a lot of stress for a 20 year old.
gang gang baby. wish he was still with us and god willing his mum can have some peace
Lil loaded r.i.p., very talented artist, i felt sorry when i heard his death.
I felt the same way as lil loaded but I convinced my self to not do it I had it and pointed it at my head but then I saw my mom sitting there and crying and I didn’t want to hurt her but now I am happy and got a lot of friends ❤
Man. I never knew this kid was a rapper. I know your mom, Nikki. We lived in Banning, CA, and in San Bernardino, CA. Your mother and my sister are best friends. I remember your brother PaPa. Y'all grew up in my neighborhood on 5th and Meridian in San Bernardino, CA. then move to Dallas, TX. It's sad to know you passed away, little man. 💔 REST IN PEACE. I am sending my condolences to you and your family. Damn. I'm sorry to hear about you and PaPa. RIP 🙏 to the both of you 💔
I gotta admit, before watching this I had never heard Lil Loaded actually speak, I’d only heard him rap; he sounds like a great, well-spoken, charismatic kid. RIP
#LongLiveLilLoaded. Rest Easy 👑💐
I'm a 40 year old fairly nerdy white male. Even I was absolutely shook when I found out he commit suicide.
Dude has sooooo much talent! Right out the gate his sound was already polished and he was dropping FIRE!
I don’t like how ppl have been blaming it on his gf. She definitely had a major impact but just a few months prior he had accidentally killed his best friend!! That would eat away at anyone. Rest in peace to all these young people caught up in this😔🙏
I feel sooo bad but I still pray for him and pray he will still be in my heart 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Mental illness is real …you not weak if you seek help
Truth
#LongLiveLoaded
I remember being on Instagram late at night, and seeing his story, then waking up the next day with my IG full of posts saying Lil Loaded killed himself, went to check Twitter, and saw more or less the same, I couldn't believe, until I saw someone actually close to him, confirm it, still sucks to this day, we lost him, he had a long path ahead of him, and potential to become massive.
R.I.P Devil in Blue
man if his story is true and he accidentally shot and killed one of his best friends I can only imagine how hard that was for him on top of the legal troubles.
I can’t believe my brother took his Life🕊🕊❤ i’ll be up there soon
Nah he wouldn’t want that. That would only add to his pain. Stay strong and enjoy this rollercoaster. We only get one ride. You’ll see him again when it’s your time. He’ll be waiting, I promise ❤
I was always suicidal until JESUS found me. Now i cant imagine taking my life no matter the pain. Resch out to HIM its worth it. It doesnt get easier, if anything life gets tougher, but the love you get takes away those thoughts.
LIL LOADED Rest in peace🕊️🕊️❤️❤️
Rest easy loaded, stay solid
RIP LIL LOADED SAD TO SEE A YOUNG ONE GO , HE WAS GOING THREW ALOT 🙏
R.I.P LOADED❤❤
Yeah,R.I.P Lil loaded And Your Brother#C4L
Man so much talent lost I still listen to loaded td
Just learned about his story today.. r.i.p. lil loaded
Forgot all the bs street shii, that message at the end showed this kid could’ve been someone else in a different environment! Rip that shii was deep!
R.I.P you had life the hardest my brother
My best friend died and it killed me I couldn’t imagine what he was going through
I remember watching the video which lil loaded was on I instantly added him to my playlist
Long live my boy Lil Loaded🕊🕊
Such a sad story feels like he just got overwhelmed w the guilt of accidentally killing his best friend the stress of facing prison time over it and then his girl leaving on top of that probably felt alone and like everyone was leaving him
He is one of the first "rappers" I've heard to ask for forgiveness from God before he died! I pray that he made it.🙏
I wish all my people come together. We already great we will someday be greater
Never kill yourself. Just get tougher. Forget some emotions but not all. I have been there so many times and it ain't over. San Bernardino Strong!
Terrible advice, of course you won't say this irl either because you want to look good in RUclips comments.
@@slaydog5102ain’t terrible lol you gotta toughen up weak asf to kill yourself 🤷🏽♂️
It's not that easy if you in a dark place
@@slaydog5102 fuck it then kill yourself? is that the message? its better advice than you're giving. forget emotions temporarily, because emotions are temporary.
@@Mgng23 I speak from personal experiences when I say that life has it's ups and downs and that's js how God wanted it to be. I have been on the verge of killing myself (in GTA) many times. But those times are what made me the person I am today. For anyone that is going through hard times ur not alone. You might say or think u r but trust me ur not. Not trynna throw shade either but life was not given to us js for us to throw it away bc life got hard. R.I.P Lil Loaded
You have to be in a dark place to cross that natural barrier to take you own life, you feel your life is unable to be fixed and you can’t keep going through the trauma so you pull the trigger knowing your family will never be the same. RIP he could’ve done so much with his life if he turned it around suicide is never the answer. Things will get better and always do if you think about killing yourself please seek help and think about your mother it’s a selfish decision and we are programmed to survive at all costs
Rest in peace Lil loaded.
whoever commits suicide goes to hell...
I remember being so happy on my birthday then I see this on the news rip lil loaded
Boy this is tough. Poor kid was looking at doing time over an accident. A stupid accident but an accident. I been there, I know that’s why he shot himself over this. My ordeal was different but involved someone taking their own life with a gun and the cops questioned me because I was there. I had thought if they try to arrest me over something I had nothing to do with I will shoot myself before giving up years of my life.
Who’s gonna cry for the dead friend?
@@Longasseboy plenty of fn people. Ya know what nevermind probably nobody. I know I’m not. But troll if ya feel like shedding a tear by all means you shed that tear. Shitty Saturday night but as you pointed out someone needs to cry about it.
@@jdlambo6926 good for you. Just stay a keyboard Warrior you will live a lot longer than these people who seem to kill for less than box of cereals…
@@Longasseboy I will give you my literal address! I have been a warrior much more than any of these little dweebs the hide there face when they shoot. I can actually talk shit. When you’ve spent 11 months in Baghdad behind a 240 or better get at me. I’ve lived that life as much or more than most these disrespectful libtards. Take care. I shouldn’t have gotten my panties in a wad lol your just another ungrateful, disrespectful, American whine bag.
Who else misses lil loaded💔
He is home all is well 💙💙💙💙💙💙
😂😂😂
@@jpalmer9286right these dudes are funny
R.I.P lil loaded youllalways be remembered ⭐🌹🔥🔥❤❤❤
I just found out about this rapper... Its such a shame, his music is an absolute banger and he with his personality and street life was surely worthy person. I'm really sorry for his mother that she had to go through the death of both of her kids, and surely I'm really sorry he decided to leave the world so young in that unfortunate moment of pain...
I hope that hoe understands what her part in his life caused.
Really TALENTED RAPPER 👑KING VON knew what he was doin to give Lil LOADED AVATAR 🎵🎶🎵a chance on feature.THUGANGEL rest uo.
when i found out lil loaded my favorite rapper passed away on my birthday had me devastated
Rest my friend 🔥😇💔😢🙏.
He took his life the day after my birthday… I remember that day, watching the news just to hear that one of my favorite rappers died right after my birthday…
Wow I aint even know he died may he rest in peace
You sound illiterate
Its a catchy song, i ve been listening to it for 24 hours since i came across it. Im 57 but this dude makes me feel 17 . Lovely guy. Shame aboit his death. Rip to his bro & himself.
So glad he made it to the top after his aas atart,he s one rapowr gng mwmber whose git a heart,pit his gamily & friends bwfore himself
The guy who spotted him on utube & made him fmous, THANKYOU IF INW OWEAON SWAWRVES A BREAK & AOME HAPPIW WAA IT WAS THIS KID . 🙏♥️☮️💯
it crazy what hapen to this guy he realy did nice songs rip loaded
I hope he made it there, rest up bub🖤
Everyone take a gooooood look at what gang affiliation does to people
He was born into a shitty life.
Rest In Peace Lil Loaded I wish he held on for a little longer so he could've relieved that his life is worth more than anything in this world
Shit fucked me up bad inside miss you ho Lloaded💙♿
rip lil loaded i will never forget you you are a legend love you
He knew he was gone take his life , hence he said ima see you soon 😢
3:50 what happened to your words 😂 that sent me
RUclips showed ur comment 5 sec before it happened. I died hahahahaha what thehell. Guy experienced a glitch
Juice wrld xxx and lil loaded rip fly high😢😢😢😢
Long Live Lil Loaded 💜🖤🕊💫
It’s not long live as he is not alive..
You can say Rest in peace, or long live his legend.
@@Beniamin6665 Genius.
@@Beniamin6665that saying doesn’t have to be strictly about someone who’s alive.. 😅 it’s a phrase in which shows respect, and is stating they want his name and memory to never be forgotten.
RIP loaded we love you man❤❤❤
Imagine their mum’s grief.. my hearts breaking for her… 💔
Mental illness is Rough, but most of us black peoples will not seek help,witch is tragic,it’s nothing wrong with going too Sessions and letting your pain and Anguish out..Black people been through a hell of a lot,and we’re still suffering..Rest in Eternal peace,and I’m glad he said his prayers,but unfortunate he took his own life..Damn only 20 years,these young people have it harder than when I was coming up..
anybody in 2025 👇
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The combos of his brother getting killed seing his mum broken then shooting his bestfriend facing time to his h*e cheating thats hard shiet to go through ong, rest up lil man
RIP my brother we love yah ❤❤🙏🙏
Mane I’m gon be 💯 I ain’t even kno bro passed im so shook man lost talent rip loaded 6lock 6a6y 4ever
Very good rapper love his music but P got boys crazy
This kid was young with a lot on his plate. He did talk to God before he left this world, it’s up to God that will decide how his soul get accepted.
You reap what you sow. He made his bed, bow he laying in a coffin. R.i.P man... so young.
Thoughts and prayers for a speedy recovery. Get well soon Re-Load.
Long live lil 60 I seen you doing your thang young bull I hope you have peace with most high you where looking for deth nothing but illusion continue your journey
"Focus about money not beefing about a b!tch" I wish he did that😢