The first time I heard this, when he said '... but I'm tired... ', that hit me really hard for some reason. I've been dealing with a lot of what I now know is depression and pretty much no one knows but me (and now random internet people) because I have to provide for my family and I have too many responsibilities and people depending on me, I just have to keep going, but man, I'm tired... I really resonated with Chester in a lot of ways (and in not so many ways, he had a troubled past that I was lucky enough to avoid) but that tiny part of this song just hit different for me.
Thank you so much for reacting to this, and sharing your histories with the band and Chester ❤ I'm so grateful to the band for sharing this song, but it does break my heart to hear Chester sing of how he'll "never be alright". I don't think that was true, but I think Chester fully believed that in his dark moments. Sadly, circumstances made it so that Chester was alone on a very tough anniversary. If he had made it through that night, I think he might have still have been here. It's an awful reminder how big a role chance and circumstances play on our lives and the lives of those we love. My dad survived a heart attack this year, but had he had it just 15 minutes later, he would have been all alone, and we would have lost him. It's hard to live with that uncertainty in life, but hopefully it can at least bring a greater appreciation for what we've got, while we have it ❤
Even though I was only 8 years old I connected so much with this album. Numb was my favorite song. It makes sense because I had a father who left at age 4. Chester's legacy is so great. I wish he could have broken away from the pain.
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The first time I heard this, when he said '... but I'm tired... ', that hit me really hard for some reason. I've been dealing with a lot of what I now know is depression and pretty much no one knows but me (and now random internet people) because I have to provide for my family and I have too many responsibilities and people depending on me, I just have to keep going, but man, I'm tired... I really resonated with Chester in a lot of ways (and in not so many ways, he had a troubled past that I was lucky enough to avoid) but that tiny part of this song just hit different for me.
Thank you so much for reacting to this, and sharing your histories with the band and Chester ❤
I'm so grateful to the band for sharing this song, but it does break my heart to hear Chester sing of how he'll "never be alright". I don't think that was true, but I think Chester fully believed that in his dark moments. Sadly, circumstances made it so that Chester was alone on a very tough anniversary. If he had made it through that night, I think he might have still have been here. It's an awful reminder how big a role chance and circumstances play on our lives and the lives of those we love. My dad survived a heart attack this year, but had he had it just 15 minutes later, he would have been all alone, and we would have lost him.
It's hard to live with that uncertainty in life, but hopefully it can at least bring a greater appreciation for what we've got, while we have it ❤
Even though I was only 8 years old I connected so much with this album. Numb was my favorite song. It makes sense because I had a father who left at age 4. Chester's legacy is so great. I wish he could have broken away from the pain.