The birds. The rain. Those are something things I will NEVER forget. Watching the rain roll down my window as I wanted to play with my friend, and after the rain we would always hear the doves chirping. We found them annoying but soon came to appreciate them. Man, I miss those days 💔
isn’t it strange that we all share the same core childhood memories? how we all used to wake up to this bird calling, the smell of the ground after rain, literally everything😔
The birds. The rain. The music. Just the most wonderful and clamful music I’ve ever heard that will never fade away from us…….❤😭💧⛈️🌏💦🕊️ God bless you guys and have a wonderful day or night and enjoy the music🕊️💦🌏⛈️
still remember the day when I was younger promise to myself I will grow faster and make money to my mom , but now I'm 20 thinking about how I'm wasted those years for money but not friends nor relationship
Is this the adult life we wished for when we were kids? That's sad. I miss my old child self. I miss my old friends and relatives who have passed away. I miss the house where we used to gather with our loved ones. When we used to play hide and seek. When grandma used to tell stories and we used to listen to them.And We hear the sound of this bird every morning. I was always looking for it everywhere but I couldn't find it... .... Thanks for these happy moments... And rest in peace grandpa 🕊
Please please please don’t remind us I’m trying so hard to keep pushing forward. Forget the nostalgia, she lies like a dog. (What I tell myself to feel better) don’t remind us how we took “ignorance is bliss” for granted. I’m so tired I don’t think I can do this anymore.
Through JESUS CHRIST it is possible to have all that you desire. All may not come in this life but in the next you will attain the unimaginable through GOD and HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. JESUS is coming soon repent. Not now but in our lifetime
This sound mixed with a low-quality camera and old tapes you made with friends and family and find it in the same box you put it in years ago, and you play them sitting alone on your bed. Thinking back and what you had back then.
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
_i remember those birds.... i always thought they were owls... I've heard they're name before, but.. i've forgotten it now..._ _as young as i am... i know far too much for such a young mind to bear.. and yet i move onward..._ *_keep pushing foward, and you'll go a long way. but if you don't, you may not live to see the next hour._*
As I finally lay back down, listening carefully, staring at the stars, I realize…. Nothing matters anymore… Just sitting there and enjoying my moments with life is good enough for me..
2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
Idk why but I kinda enjoy feeling sad It’s like one of the only emotions you can’t show around anyone so expressing it feels freeing in a way just a brief moment of crying can really bring me a lot of comfort
dog i wish i can cry i've grown up in a house hold where basically crying is a bad thing unless ur physically really hurt so now i can't even cry anymore like i feel like i do and i want to but i "just" literally can't i can only feel the empty void in my body (sorry dude didn't mean to have a full on vent thing in your comment section just needed to vent that out)
@Thomas-d9y2hI used to be the exact same way :( I wanted to cry so bad, to feel something, but it was just that VOID where nothing could come out of my eyes or mouth. The first time I had cried after that long period was difficult. I forced the tears out and it just wasn’t natural. To this day, it’s still hard to cry. I just can’t really do it anymore. Anyway, sorry for like ranting too, but just wanted you to know you aren’t alone and I hope you get better
When I was younger back in 2016, I used to go to my grandma’s house up to 2019 almost every day because my parents had always work to do and couldn’t be home to watch me. I remember playing monopoly and chess with her and watching cartoons at her house until February 27, 2020 when she unfortunately died to Covid-19. She died in her 70s and I will never forget her. Nowadays I sit it my house and get yelled at almost every single day by my father who retired a year before she died. I just with I could see her again. Whenever I left she would say “see you later alligator” and I would reply “in a while crocodile.” Those were the final words I heard her say before she died a few months later. She was the person to guide me through my childhood and I will never forget how kind she was. RIP
To anyone who is reading this, I am proud of you. Im proud of how far you come and how far you will go. If no one else tells you this, i love you. You are an amazing person no matter what and you deserve love. Keep on going because you have so much to live for. Dont listen to the demons in your head telling you that you arent good enough or that you should give up. Dont give up, even if its just for a random stranger like me. If you believe nobody cares, then I care. I love you all and i hope you guys have a good day. :))❤❤❤
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
You couldn't be more any more right than you are now on that bubba. I'm sitting here, and as I write this message, which will be here forever (as long as youtube still works, that is), Ive been contemplating every core decision I've ever made. As if I were watching it all on film. Telling myself what I could've done better and what I wish I would have known sooner. I know as well as you, I won't have this feeling in the morning, but thank you for saying what needed to be said. It's opened up a new way of thinking for me. One I know nothing of. Goodnight friend. I am gonna go to bed and dwell on my new thoughts. Safe travels and may you live a wonderful life
Lo, life striketh with a strange and singular weight in moments such as these. It doth seem as though thou art at last perceiving life as it truly is-an onlooker gazing upon its course. Thou dost ponder how each choice, in its turn, beareth reasons most just and rightful. In such an hour, all doth seem to align with a lucidity rare, unclouded by wrath, grief, or even mirth. 'Tis but the essence of pure observation that remaineth. For a brief span, time itself appeareth to stand still, as though the world hath drawn its breath and held it. All lieth in quietude, the future stretched afar, the past a distant shadow. Naught endureth but the present-this fragile, sacred moment. Aye, there is comfort therein, as though thou art cradled within the safe confines of the now, untouched by the spectres of yesteryear or the unknowns of the morrow. Yet, alas, this mood endureth but the watch of the night. With the breaking of day, thou art drawn back into the ceaseless current of life. The memory of what thou hast felt lingereth, yet the feeling itself slips through thy grasp, like mist dissolving in the morning sun.
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop. Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
Im 17 now and ink my 12th year of high school and I font get the joys of homecoming because of the school system they forgot about me and lost my paper work so now I have to do online school
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I? btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
To everyone who is in a bad situation I'm here for u. Dont let anyone let u down. Let yourself rise too the light. Dont let any part of u go too dark or happiness will fade from your hearts and too the ground. If someone lets u down u tell them firmly and brave that u are worth a million u are good. Kind and caring. Dont let anyone take away ur kindness dont bully dont hit. Just speak with kindness. Kindness is the key yoo success too being a nice kind brave person u are. I hope u do well and good please stay calm when u are goimg too rage. Never disrespect parents or anyone else just be yourself. -mia
The first time I heard this song, the nostalgia and repressed emotions just.. drowned me. Just.. scrolling through the internet, and the internet hits me with this. Really made me think. What am I doing with my life? Am I really happy? Will I ever stop feeling alone?.. Whoever relates to this.. I want you to know that it’ll get better. Sometimes those feelings come back. Sometimes you’ll feel like you can’t go on. There’s strength in every one of us. We all have it, all in our different ways. You might think differently. You might doubt yourself. But I want you to know this: You’re alive. You’re here. And you’re not alone. You’re never truly alone, there’s always someone you can turn to. Whether that’s your parents, your best friend, a partner, or just some stranger on the internet. You’re not alone in this. You never have to be. There’s a popular quote I heard before that has stuck with me. “Happiness isn’t an automatic response. It’s a conscious choice.” Please, make that choice to just.. live again. It’s possible. I promise you.
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much. rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
for those kids who are here in their 15s and 14s studying school. I just want to let u guys know that School isn't only about studies, enjoy it with all you've got coz when you look back they all turn into memories
I wish it was that easy, I want to make memories but everyone is always too “busy” doing work or they’re grounded. But I’ll check snap map and they’ll be at a friends house, or someone will be at their house. I never get out more because it’s almost like everybody’s against me, I do the same things other people do but when I do it it’s “weird” or “not funny”. But then some kid told me he was happy my great grandparents died in the holocaust. I used to get out all the time but people are so judgmental. And usually I’d just ignore it, but it’s hard too ignore something when it’s in your face all the time. I’m a taller person for my age, and I’ve had people say before stuff like “oh you’re bigger than them” and “you can easily take them” or things along the lines of that. I’d rather not start any fights because to be honest I’m always mentally drained. Recently I’ve been depressed as well, I’ve been struggling with my religion, and it’s conflicted my friendships in the past because I wasn’t catholic, and he is. I will always have a strong belief in God but I’ve struggles have been crazy lately and I can’t help but think about it in bed late at night. And school isn’t much better, people say things that are supposedly “just jokes” when really they always take things too far and start saying things about my personal life. I had a very fake friend once, he only wanted to be friends with me because of my height, and the fact that i was nice. If I had gum he’d always ask for it, I’d say sure. But every time he’d have something like that he’d either call me fat or look at me like I just said a slur. Outside of that, he’d always be asking me to join sports, but I stick strictly to playing guitar, but he call me out infront of the whole class and says. “You could be play basketball, but no, you play guitar, wow” not to mention in this annnoying ass, bratty fucking tone. In 6th grade, my friend got ran over by a car getting off the bus, the same “friend” who was being fake asked if he could see it, acting like he cared about him. So I showed him and I went back to my seat, I then heard some of the loudest laughter I’ve heard in a while coming from him and his friends. The teacher scolded him for it but he said “But _ told me to watch it, he said it was funny right _”, I obviously denied it but she yelled at me like crazy anyways. There’s so much more shit happening in my life but I’d fill the whole comment section so this is it for now. If you actually read all of this and are here just know God loves you.
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Damn bro, I feel you so hard. I used to be treated like that too, I never really got any friends or anything, I know this probably won't help you. But if you are reading this, I Just wanna say one thing. There are people out there for you, like me. The world may be shit, but there may be other stuff in that shit....
Even though I’m only 15, it feels like I’ve already lived a full lifetime. There’s been so much that I’ve experienced that’s changed me as a person. I miss the old me. The me that was able to enjoy a calm morning with the birds in the backround. The me who was able to make friends and talk to people. I miss the way that life was so simple. I don’t really feel much at all anymore. Just kinda numb to it. I’ve lost a lot of people to accidents and suicide. I’ve seen some fcked up stuff happen right in front of me- it’s a lot and nobody should have to go through that. Maybe I do. But regardless, I miss when I was innocent. What I wouldn’t give to just be able to go back and tell myself that things are gonna be okay. But it’s too late now. This month is my last month. I hope that everyone here lives a long and happy life. Please take care of yourselves. I know nobody will likely see this but I wish you all the best. Things will get better.
bro just remember a lot of people care for you, even if it doesn’t seem like it sometimes. things will get better, like you said, even if life can seem be downright fcking depressing. i promise you that committing antything will hurt the people that love you more that it hurts you, and even if it doesn’t seem like anybody cares for you, i’ll be supporting you
Life is so grey..i might sound ungrateful but swear im not. Its always the same shit different day. Trauma,issues, procastination has led me to depression.. If i had a wish, it would be switching realitys..maybe to my favourite anime.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
just turned 18 in december.. ahh, reminds of those times waking up in the morning to watch some cartoons, or those school days during recess, maybe having to play in the gym due to a stormy day.. its good to grow up, but its sad knowing I cant visit those good times again, especially with the friend group I loved most.
I am Italian, when it was summer I usually went to my grandparents' villa, I was about 4 to 5 years old. It was near the sea, and I remembered the days when they took me for a walk nearby. They were unforgettable memories. Then, when they got very old, they couldn't do all the things they used to do. After some time, they died, leaving that villa unattended forever because no one bought it. Even if they fade away, they will remain forever in our memories.
No matter what happens we are still young and learning if something bad happens we are all here for you to care and support and just know that you will overcome the obstacles that go your way you matter
bro im only 16 and something abt this just been always hits me hard (ive been listening to this type of music since 2020) and i remeber getting up for the bus in the morning and waiting for it to pick me up and get so annoyed by the pigions when they do the hooting but now i miss it a lot. ive also notice ive been getting a lot more emotionally numb these past couple years (sorry i just had to get it off my chest for someone to hear)
It’s ok, however I tell you this; It’s ok to feel like an emotionless person, you will get over it eventually but just remember, only you can change yourself.
My dad passed away August 17th 2024. A day after he passed, a doe was looking into his house and disappeared in the shrubs. They sounds of mourning doves really is difficult to hear because it reminds of when life was simple. See you soon, dad.
tips when listening to this song: 1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly 2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind. 3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you. 4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good. 5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them. and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ.... I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
Just the depressing moment just standing in the rain just soaked in the cold air and sitting on the grass just laying down there watching the clouds holding my dog just like watching the beautiful sky like heaven.
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
Ah yes.. I used to remember me being outside with my sister and we always play together as the sun shines softly and the birds starts chirping. It was wonderful. Thank you for everything u gave God.
I miss being a kid sm I remember all the fun times as a kid not worrying abt a thing loving life not saying bad words and no phones making friends but the fun ends at one point ig..
I've lived in Canada since I was born for 9+ years, I've always loved birds and at the time, we lived with my grandparents. Everyday I would birdwatch, read bird books, and set up bird feeders. I did basically all bird related stuff with my grandfather. When I turned 10 we moved to Papua New Guinea, my mother's home country. We moved for my dad's mission. I had to leave my two favorite people, my grandfather and my grandmother. I'm 12 now, and Im still in Papua New Guinea. I miss Canada. Even if it means living with my grandparents, I'd give anything. My grandparents and birds have made me who I am today. Be happy for the life u have and don't let it go to waste. I'm making do with my current lifestyle. Sometimes I just sit down in my room and replay morning dove cooing on my iPad and just sit there and listen so I can feel at home. It destroys me, but what else can I do? Thanks for reading this. - mercy
1 year ago.. My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher.. Gets things.. She has 2 kids.. So she understands children.. She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were.. “you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said” “If you wrote a book id read every chapter” “Thank you for being you” “You are going to be ok..” she didnt die.. She moved away.. Far.. Far away.. Her last words she ever said to me was.. “Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..” the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health.. Only music In my head i have to hold on those touching memories.. Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :( And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
Man i miss my chilhood and i miss my kindergarten friends and me and me and my friens and my teacher we used to play in the forest and always lay down watching the sun without even a phone and no tablets and no macbooks that day was a miracle day that bird made me remember my childhood😢
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
At that moment you relax, you think back to the good memories, no non-serious things You tell yourself that you are lucky to have shelter, a family, friends, and a good environment. You tell yourself that even if a second passes you say to yourself I could not relive that
These birds are the exact same that used to chirp in the early morning at my grandparent's house out in the country. It reminds me of when we would stay in their RV because there was no room in the house, and we'd have to cross the wet grass to get to the house for pancakes and caramel rolls. Miss that feeling...
took me back to early 00s..kids from the age of 5 to 12 play together even there are big age gap...swimming in the river, gone fishing, climbing rambutan or mangosteen tree, cycling and go to river washing our bicycle together, play with fire...even small thing like making a campfire feel soo much fun and going to friends house feel like traveling soo far away from home 😌😌😌
One day we’re stuck trying to figure out what we want out of the ice cream truck, then the next day we are stuck facing the burdens of adulthood. Why were we not content with running around till the streetlights came on? Why were we in such a rush to grow up? I’m sorry to my past self for not enjoying those days more. Man… this track really does something to my soul. Goodnight everyone.
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
This reminds of the times I walked to school in the morning. It was back in elementary, my mom took me, my brother aswell when he was also in elementary. I miss those simple times, when I got to walk and enjoy that peace. I'm now in freshman year and wished I could walk to and back from school, to feel and let the memories come in.😢
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult. Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
Im scrolling around here and looking for recents comments lol also isnt it beautiful when you sit in the balcony and chill while the sun set comes out? its beautiful
I woke up at 1 am at night and feels depressed because my dad will pass out some day and this music makes me remember most of my nostalgia i lose my 2 uncle in the past 2 years i love you dad and love yall stay safe and ive been slowly losing to depression for about 5 months now and i just wanna end my life because everyone i love is losing.
Please know people care about you. I know depression can feel so lonely but you are not alone. If you disappear one day people will care and they will miss you. I know I’m just a random person on the internet but I am so proud of how far you’ve come. Please reach out to someone if the feeling of wanting to end your life gets too strong. I love you and I’m so proud of you ❤️
When I go to school in the last weeks before summer vacation, usually half of the class does not come to school. We play games in the school garden with ten people and watch movies in the classroom. I am in one of those last weeks and right now I feel like this song.
Putting headphones sitting under a tree with your pet while watching a sunset. Listening to this music that gives you nostalgia really gives you a thought about your childhood. When you first had your pet when it was young and you were young. When you first brought your pet for a walk. Or even when your pet was laying next to you sleeping. It was all great times that set you in tears while having the thought of it. How about we go back to your primary days. You were probably scared at first but a few months pass you already have a friend group of more than 3. Go front 7 years from that first year of primary and now your already in highschool that what felt like 2 years. Now when your in highschool it might feel a little slower. Until you get your first girl in about 2 years after. You had fun with your girl and time passes. Now 4 more years pass and your working. Another 10 years later you've married and now having children. All of that is what felt like a minute has pass. Think about the times you've had. Appreciate what you have and be with your family longer. Leave social media and minimize screen time. You dont have much time left before you go and meet them. Enjoy life with something that is not forever. Technology is forever. Not life...
I’m just waiting until I will be able to go on top of the school roof while it’s raining imma just put in my headphones and listen to music while sitting in the rain
my bird just passed away after we got home he was died in his cage and we cried so much and he was just a baby and we had just gotten him and we think he probably died because he chocked himself with the cage bar..and this song reminded me off him so much may nico rest in peace 🕊️🦜12/20/24-12/29/24
Well to my brothers and sisters who feel nostalgic... maybe... maybe we did not get everything we wanted, maybe we had some of our loved ones get stuck in the eternal gone past.. maybe i miss my grandma who died, maybe i miss being outside with my old friends back in Turkey, as we adventured played outside watched the sun set into a tomorrow which we did not worry about, maybe i miss it when the pressure of the world did not kill me from the inside, maybe i miss it when the pressure of what was real and what wasn't, especialy in the case what was after death, did not scare me, i miss how bright the world seemed, how my little child brain showed me things brighter as it adventured in a fun and entertaining looking world.... but if only i knew back then that childhood was just a blanket covering the overwelming sunlight and keeping the tiny rays of fun and adventure, letting them flow like rivers into my little innocent eyes as they flowed into my soul and kept my heart beating like an eternal happy beat of calmness. I guess the main point is that its ok to feel bad for the past fading from our grasp of need, but as a friend of mine once said its better to build a road for tomorrow then to check back on the one you have built out of worry, he tought me a lot these few years, tough our seperation felt like an eternity, he said that he would always be with me, he promised that we would roam the eternal heavens together if i just looked at things like he said, he told me that whenever i needed him, that he would let me listen to him tell me a way out, to read him like a book of wisdom... that if i needed to be blessed that he would help me to reach that blessing. i would call him sir, teacher or lord because of how wise he seemed to me, because of how many times he has let me up, because of how many times he has teached me to live better.... and he would always chuckle and ask "why do you see so highly of me? were friends aren't we?" then i would say "but you have never told me your name" and before he left me after our talk to go back home he said " My child... i think you know well enough now to call me your friend and savior. Jesus Christ.
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
Missing the good old days, graduation from high school, not having very many friends, being lonely, being depressed, feeling the UNCERTAINTY mainly, being single, the day after I graduate high school knowing my childhood friend was the only friend I had in high school, kids were weird in high school, kids were mean in high school, the next day after graduation knowing I have not made a single new friend, this is the feeling after knowing I’ll be left out, this is the feeling that hits after graduating high school 😢, This is the feeling of anxiety of wondering if you’ll go to college and make more friends and if it’ll EVER get better. ❤️🩹 Just here to get this out there.
All you who are feeling depressed listen, Jesus Christ said all you who are weary and burdened come to me and I will give you rest, Jesus Christ said I am the way the truth and the life no one comes to the father except through me, have faith in Jesus Christ repent from your sins and believe in Jesus, the Bible says that if you confess that Jesus Christ is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Jesus Christ from the dead you will be saved, God bless you all in the Almighty name of Jesus Christ
Your only making it worse for me bro, christ ruined my life, traumatizing me, making me fear every time I simply get up from Bed, it made me lose so many freinds, ever since I turned to christ, my life just felt worse.
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat... Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview. I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws... If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
I'm so lost in my life .... I'm moving away from all of my friends. I was excited at first, but now I'm lost. I'm sad I'm... I'm just done with life. I'm done with having to worry about my parents. Why is everything so expensive? Why do we have to pay to live why can't we just live breathe fresh air play with our friends like in 2014-2015 why we just stop I have depression so I'm not doing good I just want to feel the real feeling of joy and the morning dove while I'm sitting on a chair waiting for my lunch like when I was little I hate this world I hate people I hate life
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
This music reminds me of when I was in Turkey one day my friend Razan was at my house and we were cooking pasta together and filming a video for the memory. I still watch this video to remember my days in Turkey and my breathing there and... my stupid situations haha😅 I miss my school there and my colleagues... I love you Türkiye
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where is everyone listening from?
Greetings from Russia❤
Pennsylvania
Germany
Greetings from Venezuela
Greetings from usa
The birds. The rain. Those are something things I will NEVER forget. Watching the rain roll down my window as I wanted to play with my friend, and after the rain we would always hear the doves chirping. We found them annoying but soon came to appreciate them.
Man, I miss those days 💔
isn’t it strange that we all share the same core childhood memories? how we all used to wake up to this bird calling, the smell of the ground after rain, literally everything😔
Memories that just fades away and never comes back 💔@retnuhal
The birds. The rain. The music. Just the most wonderful and clamful music I’ve ever heard that will never fade away from us…….❤😭💧⛈️🌏💦🕊️
God bless you guys and have a wonderful day or night and enjoy the music🕊️💦🌏⛈️
Took me back to 2013 and 2014... man those days... the mornings watching cartoons best thing...
Fr😭
Dude I was 4 at the time that’s crazy
I still do that
still remember the day when I was younger promise to myself I will grow faster and make money to my mom , but now I'm 20 thinking about how I'm wasted those years for money but not friends nor relationship
I was born 2014 i miss the world when i loved it not hated....
Is this the adult life we wished for when we were kids? That's sad. I miss my old child self. I miss my old friends and relatives who have passed away. I miss the house where we used to gather with our loved ones. When we used to play hide and seek. When grandma used to tell stories and we used to listen to them.And We hear the sound of this bird every morning. I was always looking for it everywhere but I couldn't find it... ....
Thanks for these happy moments...
And rest in peace grandpa 🕊
That maked me cry bro im so sorry😢
The bird is a mourning dove :)
I'm chilling out in the night in the balcony and just looking out as the sun set comes out but while also thinking about life... Well past life
Please please please don’t remind us I’m trying so hard to keep pushing forward. Forget the nostalgia, she lies like a dog. (What I tell myself to feel better) don’t remind us how we took “ignorance is bliss” for granted. I’m so tired I don’t think I can do this anymore.
Through JESUS CHRIST it is possible to have all that you desire. All may not come in this life but in the next you will attain the unimaginable through GOD and HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. JESUS is coming soon repent. Not now but in our lifetime
Remember that when we were a child?
No tablets no phones just enjoying life
And playing tag,h&s, I just miss my childhood
Growing up sucks.
Amen brother.
Facts
Come here, you need a hug. Lets go play some tag, kay? Get off phones and run in the forest. :)
factos
@@Corncheeselordwhere the forest at
This sound mixed with a low-quality camera and old tapes you made with friends and family and find it in the same box you put it in years ago, and you play them sitting alone on your bed. Thinking back and what you had back then.
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
My friend here same. This is very nostalgic
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
Same
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
well I ate 3 burgers and one footlong
@@EdmarAbala damn that’s crazy
lol ur pfp while getting deep kinda deflects self explanatory
Burgor
@@EdmarAbalathat’s nothing I ate 7😌
Dang our childhood used to be so magical and carefree. I miss that...
Same
Same I miss it too even tho mine was bad I still miss it
@@Pookie_cookie_21 sameee
@@aka.fabihadang I'm sorry
@@Pookie_cookie_21 it’s np, I still enjoyed it tho and at least my trauma makes me funny :p
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
Tysm I’m currently working on my homework and it’s very difficult, thank you I really needed a reminder to stay calm and focused.
Underrated
Thank you, bro... ❤
Thanks homie
I going to sculpt right now with this music thank you🫶🏽
_i remember those birds.... i always thought they were owls... I've heard they're name before, but.. i've forgotten it now..._
_as young as i am... i know far too much for such a young mind to bear.. and yet i move onward..._
*_keep pushing foward, and you'll go a long way. but if you don't, you may not live to see the next hour._*
underrated
Morning dove is the name of this nostalgic beauty of a bitd
As I finally lay back down, listening carefully, staring at the stars, I realize…. Nothing matters anymore… Just sitting there and enjoying my moments with life is good enough for me..
Right there with you buddy
@@Speaker-m4q you shouldent think like that
@@TheAverageAnimator12 k.
2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
Do u still have his number
What was his name bro
Contact him
I can bet a lotta money he thinks the exact same thing you just typed about you
Get back in contact dude. I know its hard, but he misses you too
Womp womp
@@Phantom12560 did you steal all the chromosomes or were you just born with that many
Idk why but I kinda enjoy feeling sad
It’s like one of the only emotions you can’t show around anyone so expressing it feels freeing in a way just a brief moment of crying can really bring me a lot of comfort
dog i wish i can cry i've grown up in a house hold where basically crying is a bad thing unless ur physically really hurt so now i can't even cry anymore like i feel like i do and i want to but i "just" literally can't i can only feel the empty void in my body (sorry dude didn't mean to have a full on vent thing in your comment section just needed to vent that out)
@Thomas-d9y2hI used to be the exact same way :( I wanted to cry so bad, to feel something, but it was just that VOID where nothing could come out of my eyes or mouth. The first time I had cried after that long period was difficult. I forced the tears out and it just wasn’t natural. To this day, it’s still hard to cry. I just can’t really do it anymore. Anyway, sorry for like ranting too, but just wanted you to know you aren’t alone and I hope you get better
When I was younger back in 2016, I used to go to my grandma’s house up to 2019 almost every day because my parents had always work to do and couldn’t be home to watch me. I remember playing monopoly and chess with her and watching cartoons at her house until February 27, 2020 when she unfortunately died to Covid-19. She died in her 70s and I will never forget her. Nowadays I sit it my house and get yelled at almost every single day by my father who retired a year before she died. I just with I could see her again. Whenever I left she would say “see you later alligator” and I would reply “in a while crocodile.” Those were the final words I heard her say before she died a few months later. She was the person to guide me through my childhood and I will never forget how kind she was. RIP
And she will always be remembered, your grandma will always be looking out for you, no matter you know it or not
Love your self take a moment to tell your self I am loved, I am smart
To anyone who is reading this, I am proud of you. Im proud of how far you come and how far you will go. If no one else tells you this, i love you. You are an amazing person no matter what and you deserve love. Keep on going because you have so much to live for. Dont listen to the demons in your head telling you that you arent good enough or that you should give up. Dont give up, even if its just for a random stranger like me. If you believe nobody cares, then I care. I love you all and i hope you guys have a good day. :))❤❤❤
Thanks I just needed to hear that from someone😢
@Muki-g-f5f Well you deserved to know that you are loved and cared for. Even if it's just by a random stranger on the internet ❤️
Are you a Christian ✝️ by any chance?
@DriftyRs6 um what
@grampabutters yes or no this sounds like what a Christian would say.
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
Thats some real shit @coolliam422
damn bro
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
You couldn't be more any more right than you are now on that bubba. I'm sitting here, and as I write this message, which will be here forever (as long as youtube still works, that is), Ive been contemplating every core decision I've ever made. As if I were watching it all on film. Telling myself what I could've done better and what I wish I would have known sooner. I know as well as you, I won't have this feeling in the morning, but thank you for saying what needed to be said. It's opened up a new way of thinking for me. One I know nothing of. Goodnight friend. I am gonna go to bed and dwell on my new thoughts. Safe travels and may you live a wonderful life
Lo, life striketh with a strange and singular weight in moments such as these. It doth seem as though thou art at last perceiving life as it truly is-an onlooker gazing upon its course. Thou dost ponder how each choice, in its turn, beareth reasons most just and rightful. In such an hour, all doth seem to align with a lucidity rare, unclouded by wrath, grief, or even mirth. 'Tis but the essence of pure observation that remaineth.
For a brief span, time itself appeareth to stand still, as though the world hath drawn its breath and held it. All lieth in quietude, the future stretched afar, the past a distant shadow. Naught endureth but the present-this fragile, sacred moment. Aye, there is comfort therein, as though thou art cradled within the safe confines of the now, untouched by the spectres of yesteryear or the unknowns of the morrow.
Yet, alas, this mood endureth but the watch of the night. With the breaking of day, thou art drawn back into the ceaseless current of life. The memory of what thou hast felt lingereth, yet the feeling itself slips through thy grasp, like mist dissolving in the morning sun.
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop.
Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
@@Mr_XDツ well, you just made a friend.
i love you, and my experience is the same.
Im 17 now and ink my 12th year of high school and I font get the joys of homecoming because of the school system they forgot about me and lost my paper work so now I have to do online school
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I?
btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
I understand that feeling
Dang I feel all of that I lost all my friends because I had a glow down I understand...
"Why am I in the perspective of this body?" I know exactly how you feel, it's called dissociation
Yo omg I totally get this feeling 😢
This touched my heart it nearly made me cry it reminds me of 2016-2019, Covid ruined everything I miss the golden days
2020 took the joy out of everything. it never was the same again after that
To everyone who is in a bad situation I'm here for u. Dont let anyone let u down. Let yourself rise too the light. Dont let any part of u go too dark or happiness will fade from your hearts and too the ground. If someone lets u down u tell them firmly and brave that u are worth a million u are good. Kind and caring. Dont let anyone take away ur kindness dont bully dont hit. Just speak with kindness. Kindness is the key yoo success too being a nice kind brave person u are. I hope u do well and good please stay calm when u are goimg too rage. Never disrespect parents or anyone else just be yourself. -mia
Ty
u arent here for us yk?
Miss my childhood.
The first time I heard this song, the nostalgia and repressed emotions just.. drowned me. Just.. scrolling through the internet, and the internet hits me with this. Really made me think.
What am I doing with my life? Am I really happy? Will I ever stop feeling alone?..
Whoever relates to this.. I want you to know that it’ll get better. Sometimes those feelings come back. Sometimes you’ll feel like you can’t go on.
There’s strength in every one of us. We all have it, all in our different ways. You might think differently. You might doubt yourself.
But I want you to know this: You’re alive. You’re here. And you’re not alone. You’re never truly alone, there’s always someone you can turn to. Whether that’s your parents, your best friend, a partner, or just some stranger on the internet. You’re not alone in this. You never have to be. There’s a popular quote I heard before that has stuck with me.
“Happiness isn’t an automatic response. It’s a conscious choice.”
Please, make that choice to just.. live again. It’s possible.
I promise you.
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much.
rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
Lo mismo digo...
@@Xe5c4peX ily🫶🏼
same my grandpa died too
As a muslim i want to say inna lillah wa ina ilaihi raciun its mean : "truly to allah we belong and truly , to him we shall return"
Same
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Same but my dog died 4 months ago
Miss her too much but can't cry ppl are gonna call me crybaby
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
다들 힘내. 나도 강아지가 죽어서 슬프다. 울보 소리를 듣기 싫다면, 아무도 없는곳에서라도 울어야 해요. 울지 않으면 더 슬픈거 같아.
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
I miss them... The song and noise in the background remind me of them its sad an comforting at the same time
Music is truely an amazing thing, it’s crazy how it can change your mood in seconds
Just gonna get high, chill & listen to this in a dark room reminiscing on the good ol days of my childhood 🥹 love the feeling of nostalgia
for those kids who are here in their 15s and 14s studying school. I just want to let u guys know that School isn't only about studies, enjoy it with all you've got coz when you look back they all turn into memories
Bro let me know how old are you and what are you doing now
I wish it was that easy, I want to make memories but everyone is always too “busy” doing work or they’re grounded. But I’ll check snap map and they’ll be at a friends house, or someone will be at their house. I never get out more because it’s almost like everybody’s against me, I do the same things other people do but when I do it it’s “weird” or “not funny”. But then some kid told me he was happy my great grandparents died in the holocaust. I used to get out all the time but people are so judgmental. And usually I’d just ignore it, but it’s hard too ignore something when it’s in your face all the time. I’m a taller person for my age, and I’ve had people say before stuff like “oh you’re bigger than them” and “you can easily take them” or things along the lines of that. I’d rather not start any fights because to be honest I’m always mentally drained. Recently I’ve been depressed as well, I’ve been struggling with my religion, and it’s conflicted my friendships in the past because I wasn’t catholic, and he is. I will always have a strong belief in God but I’ve struggles have been crazy lately and I can’t help but think about it in bed late at night. And school isn’t much better, people say things that are supposedly “just jokes” when really they always take things too far and start saying things about my personal life. I had a very fake friend once, he only wanted to be friends with me because of my height, and the fact that i was nice. If I had gum he’d always ask for it, I’d say sure. But every time he’d have something like that he’d either call me fat or look at me like I just said a slur. Outside of that, he’d always be asking me to join sports, but I stick strictly to playing guitar, but he call me out infront of the whole class and says. “You could be play basketball, but no, you play guitar, wow” not to mention in this annnoying ass, bratty fucking tone. In 6th grade, my friend got ran over by a car getting off the bus, the same “friend” who was being fake asked if he could see it, acting like he cared about him. So I showed him and I went back to my seat, I then heard some of the loudest laughter I’ve heard in a while coming from him and his friends. The teacher scolded him for it but he said “But _ told me to watch it, he said it was funny right _”, I obviously denied it but she yelled at me like crazy anyways. There’s so much more shit happening in my life but I’d fill the whole comment section so this is it for now. If you actually read all of this and are here just know God loves you.
I know it too good
@@PhucBuiuc-qv6yt well am in my 16s preparing for jee and neet
You lie in bed…
You feel numb inside
It’s ok. I’m proud of how far you’ve come… ❤
Needed that, thx man ❤️
That's the first time anyone has said that to me in 3 years. Not even my parents have told me that they're proud of me. Thank you, man.
I hope everyone who's reading this has a great night/day, i wish you all a great 2025... Bless you all ❤
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Damn bro, I feel you so hard. I used to be treated like that too, I never really got any friends or anything, I know this probably won't help you. But if you are reading this, I Just wanna say one thing. There are people out there for you, like me. The world may be shit, but there may be other stuff in that shit....
Hey man just keep pushing you don't fully know what the future holds you will be something in the future don't give up I believe in you
Ye me too, since im a little kid my family compared me to my older brother(he is 9 yrs older than me) and now im still a kid btw(15 yrs)
Even though I’m only 15, it feels like I’ve already lived a full lifetime. There’s been so much that I’ve experienced that’s changed me as a person. I miss the old me. The me that was able to enjoy a calm morning with the birds in the backround. The me who was able to make friends and talk to people. I miss the way that life was so simple. I don’t really feel much at all anymore. Just kinda numb to it. I’ve lost a lot of people to accidents and suicide. I’ve seen some fcked up stuff happen right in front of me- it’s a lot and nobody should have to go through that. Maybe I do. But regardless, I miss when I was innocent. What I wouldn’t give to just be able to go back and tell myself that things are gonna be okay. But it’s too late now. This month is my last month. I hope that everyone here lives a long and happy life. Please take care of yourselves. I know nobody will likely see this but I wish you all the best. Things will get better.
Hey, hey, wait, you do not deserve what bad happens to you. You do not need to commit or anything. Please, stay, I'll be your friend :)
bro just remember a lot of people care for you, even if it doesn’t seem like it sometimes. things will get better, like you said, even if life can seem be downright fcking depressing. i promise you that committing antything will hurt the people that love you more that it hurts you, and even if it doesn’t seem like anybody cares for you, i’ll be supporting you
Who came here to just chill and look at the depressing comments... Cause i did...
That might be me
Life is so grey..i might sound ungrateful but swear im not. Its always the same shit different day. Trauma,issues, procastination has led me to depression.. If i had a wish, it would be switching realitys..maybe to my favourite anime.
I’m just tired I wanna sleep
@@eleanorbeesley9676 same
Im just lisenting bc its so nistalgic......
Hey stranger, I love you.
Thank you thank you so much I can't express how much that ment to me thank you I love you too I really needed that tonight thank you 💓💓💓
I love you..🫂
Wth
Ayo pause
No you don't. Really, it goes against logic to "love" a stranger.
This song demonstrates the calm emptiness of my mind, sometimes it's a calm emptiness and sometimes it's a messy and noisy emptiness.
I remember playing this in 8th grade saying I’m really about to be in high school, now I’m a junior in high school. Man time flies.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
same here, i miss the old times
Same
Edit: it’s seasonal depression yall. I’ll be back when winter hits
Enjoy it while it lasts I miss being a kid
I know maybe I'm much younger than you but now I'm in 8th grade an.. I can feel the same as you
I remember scrolling through old photos on my mom's phone and just crying, all of the old 2014 and 2019 photos willl stay with me.. forever.
just turned 18 in december.. ahh, reminds of those times waking up in the morning to watch some cartoons, or those school days during recess, maybe having to play in the gym due to a stormy day.. its good to grow up, but its sad knowing I cant visit those good times again, especially with the friend group I loved most.
I am Italian, when it was summer I usually went to my grandparents' villa, I was about 4 to 5 years old. It was near the sea, and I remembered the days when they took me for a walk nearby. They were unforgettable memories. Then, when they got very old, they couldn't do all the things they used to do. After some time, they died, leaving that villa unattended forever because no one bought it. Even if they fade away, they will remain forever in our memories.
No matter what happens we are still young and learning if something bad happens we are all here for you to care and support and just know that you will overcome the obstacles that go your way you matter
bro im only 16 and something abt this just been always hits me hard (ive been listening to this type of music since 2020) and i remeber getting up for the bus in the morning and waiting for it to pick me up and get so annoyed by the pigions when they do the hooting but now i miss it a lot. ive also notice ive been getting a lot more emotionally numb these past couple years (sorry i just had to get it off my chest for someone to hear)
It’s ok, however I tell you this; It’s ok to feel like an emotionless person, you will get over it eventually but just remember, only you can change yourself.
@@ThomastheGorrila thanks bro that means alot
Same bro same❤
This beautiful voice gives me nostalgia and helps me sleep. May Tengri heal all sick souls.
My dad passed away August 17th 2024.
A day after he passed, a doe was looking into his house and disappeared in the shrubs. They sounds of mourning doves really is difficult to hear because it reminds of when life was simple. See you soon, dad.
i hope yr ok
tips when listening to this song:
1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly
2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind.
3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you.
4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good.
5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them.
and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ....
I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
Don't want to be nosy but what ptsd you had and good job from getting over it jesus loves you
Just the depressing moment just standing in the rain just soaked in the cold air and sitting on the grass just laying down there watching the clouds holding my dog just like watching the beautiful sky like heaven.
Listening to this in a windy dark morning while laying on the ground and looking up in the sky while also walking around alone really hits different
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
on this vacation i feel so great but,i miss something
that hit hard bro...
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
Ah yes.. I used to remember me being outside with my sister and we always play together as the sun shines softly and the birds starts chirping. It was wonderful. Thank you for everything u gave God.
God Bless u my dear friend
God bless you, 😇
I miss being a kid sm I remember all the fun times as a kid not worrying abt a thing loving life not saying bad words and no phones making friends but the fun ends at one point ig..
I've lived in Canada since I was born for 9+ years, I've always loved birds and at the time, we lived with my grandparents. Everyday I would birdwatch, read bird books, and set up bird feeders. I did basically all bird related stuff with my grandfather. When I turned 10 we moved to Papua New Guinea, my mother's home country. We moved for my dad's mission. I had to leave my two favorite people, my grandfather and my grandmother. I'm 12 now, and Im still in Papua New Guinea. I miss Canada. Even if it means living with my grandparents, I'd give anything. My grandparents and birds have made me who I am today. Be happy for the life u have and don't let it go to waste. I'm making do with my current lifestyle. Sometimes I just sit down in my room and replay morning dove cooing on my iPad and just sit there and listen so I can feel at home. It destroys me, but what else can I do? Thanks for reading this. - mercy
1 year ago..
My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher..
Gets things..
She has 2 kids..
So she understands children..
She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were..
“you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said”
“If you wrote a book id read every chapter”
“Thank you for being you”
“You are going to be ok..”
she didnt die..
She moved away..
Far..
Far away..
Her last words she ever said to me was..
“Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..”
the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health..
Only music
In my head i have to hold on those touching memories..
Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :(
And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
Tysm for the likes 🥲🙏
Man i miss my chilhood and i miss my kindergarten friends and me and me and my friens and my teacher we used to play in the forest and always lay down watching the sun without even a phone and no tablets and no macbooks that day was a miracle day that bird made me remember my childhood😢
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
This is the same for me also 😢
I dont have friends too:(
At that moment you relax, you think back to the good memories, no non-serious things You tell yourself that you are lucky to have shelter, a family, friends, and a good environment. You tell yourself that even if a second passes you say to yourself I could not relive that
dont be sad it's over, smile because it happened.
It's hard to.
@Ihop_b
You're right.
@@lhip_b Sadly true…
These birds are the exact same that used to chirp in the early morning at my grandparent's house out in the country. It reminds me of when we would stay in their RV because there was no room in the house, and we'd have to cross the wet grass to get to the house for pancakes and caramel rolls. Miss that feeling...
Ah yes....laying down on my bed, scrolling through these heartwarming and sad comments..What a sight.
took me back to early 00s..kids from the age of 5 to 12 play together even there are big age gap...swimming in the river, gone fishing, climbing rambutan or mangosteen tree, cycling and go to river washing our bicycle together, play with fire...even small thing like making a campfire feel soo much fun and going to friends house feel like traveling soo far away from home 😌😌😌
If your ever depressed just remember jesus loves you and is always with you everyday no matter what.🙏
God bless u
Amenn
why tho???That wont make us better yk
God bless you ❤️
One day we’re stuck trying to figure out what we want out of the ice cream truck, then the next day we are stuck facing the burdens of adulthood. Why were we not content with running around till the streetlights came on? Why were we in such a rush to grow up? I’m sorry to my past self for not enjoying those days more.
Man… this track really does something to my soul. Goodnight everyone.
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
But I made my friend want to kill herself…
This reminds of the times I walked to school in the morning. It was back in elementary, my mom took me, my brother aswell when he was also in elementary. I miss those simple times, when I got to walk and enjoy that peace. I'm now in freshman year and wished I could walk to and back from school, to feel and let the memories come in.😢
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@cringe3007 its hard if you have a filipino mindset
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
@@BugExellence but high school will be better
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult.
Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
Im scrolling around here and looking for recents comments lol also isnt it beautiful when you sit in the balcony and chill while the sun set comes out? its beautiful
I miss my past days 🥺
I am immersed in the deepest thoughts while listening to this..
I woke up at 1 am at night and feels depressed because my dad will pass out some day and this music makes me remember most of my nostalgia i lose my 2 uncle in the past 2 years i love you dad and love yall stay safe and ive been slowly losing to depression for about 5 months now and i just wanna end my life because everyone i love is losing.
Please know people care about you. I know depression can feel so lonely but you are not alone. If you disappear one day people will care and they will miss you. I know I’m just a random person on the internet but I am so proud of how far you’ve come. Please reach out to someone if the feeling of wanting to end your life gets too strong. I love you and I’m so proud of you ❤️
@@lyssar2723 one of the people I cared about passed 10 days ago.
When I go to school in the last weeks before summer vacation, usually half of the class does not come to school. We play games in the school garden with ten people and watch movies in the classroom. I am in one of those last weeks and right now I feel like this song.
its christmas. your alone just trying to sleep,.. its cold but calm
Putting headphones sitting under a tree with your pet while watching a sunset. Listening to this music that gives you nostalgia really gives you a thought about your childhood. When you first had your pet when it was young and you were young. When you first brought your pet for a walk. Or even when your pet was laying next to you sleeping. It was all great times that set you in tears while having the thought of it. How about we go back to your primary days. You were probably scared at first but a few months pass you already have a friend group of more than 3. Go front 7 years from that first year of primary and now your already in highschool that what felt like 2 years. Now when your in highschool it might feel a little slower. Until you get your first girl in about 2 years after. You had fun with your girl and time passes. Now 4 more years pass and your working. Another 10 years later you've married and now having children. All of that is what felt like a minute has pass. Think about the times you've had. Appreciate what you have and be with your family longer. Leave social media and minimize screen time. You dont have much time left before you go and meet them. Enjoy life with something that is not forever. Technology is forever. Not life...
I’m just waiting until I will be able to go on top of the school roof while it’s raining imma just put in my headphones and listen to music while sitting in the rain
Bro.
When im in high school,
I hope some mornings sound like this.
I'll be very happy.
my bird just passed away after we got home he was died in his cage and we cried so much and he was just a baby and we had just gotten him and we think he probably died because he chocked himself with the cage bar..and this song reminded me off him so much may nico rest in peace 🕊️🦜12/20/24-12/29/24
When I hear this sound, the nostalgia hits different...😢😔
Rest in peace my Grandma Brother 🕊️ 🪽🌤️
Grandma’s Brother
Fell asleep and woke up to this, very calming
Well to my brothers and sisters who feel nostalgic... maybe... maybe we did not get everything we wanted, maybe we had some of our loved ones get stuck in the eternal gone past.. maybe i miss my grandma who died, maybe i miss being outside with my old friends back in Turkey, as we adventured played outside watched the sun set into a tomorrow which we did not worry about, maybe i miss it when the pressure of the world did not kill me from the inside, maybe i miss it when the pressure of what was real and what wasn't, especialy in the case what was after death, did not scare me, i miss how bright the world seemed, how my little child brain showed me things brighter as it adventured in a fun and entertaining looking world.... but if only i knew back then that childhood was just a blanket covering the overwelming sunlight and keeping the tiny rays of fun and adventure, letting them flow like rivers into my little innocent eyes as they flowed into my soul and kept my heart beating like an eternal happy beat of calmness.
I guess the main point is that its ok to feel bad for the past fading from our grasp of need, but as a friend of mine once said its better to build a road for tomorrow then to check back on the one you have built out of worry, he tought me a lot these few years, tough our seperation felt like an eternity, he said that he would always be with me, he promised that we would roam the eternal heavens together if i just looked at things like he said, he told me that whenever i needed him, that he would let me listen to him tell me a way out, to read him like a book of wisdom... that if i needed to be blessed that he would help me to reach that blessing. i would call him sir, teacher or lord because of how wise he seemed to me, because of how many times he has let me up, because of how many times he has teached me to live better.... and he would always chuckle and ask "why do you see so highly of me? were friends aren't we?" then i would say "but you have never told me your name" and before he left me after our talk to go back home he said " My child... i think you know well enough now to call me your friend and savior. Jesus Christ.
I love how the music helps me tune in and relax and really enjoy the peace
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
I left myself to that music and I'm sleeping, good night bro🍃
Missing the good old days, graduation from high school, not having very many friends, being lonely, being depressed, feeling the UNCERTAINTY mainly, being single, the day after I graduate high school knowing my childhood friend was the only friend I had in high school, kids were weird in high school, kids were mean in high school, the next day after graduation knowing I have not made a single new friend, this is the feeling after knowing I’ll be left out, this is the feeling that hits after graduating high school 😢, This is the feeling of anxiety of wondering if you’ll go to college and make more friends and if it’ll EVER get better. ❤️🩹 Just here to get this out there.
All you who are feeling depressed listen, Jesus Christ said all you who are weary and burdened come to me and I will give you rest, Jesus Christ said I am the way the truth and the life no one comes to the father except through me, have faith in Jesus Christ repent from your sins and believe in Jesus, the Bible says that if you confess that Jesus Christ is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Jesus Christ from the dead you will be saved, God bless you all in the Almighty name of Jesus Christ
Thanks you made my day
@@Xanderismyname78 no problem God bless you
@@jesuslovesyou83558 god bless you too man
Your only making it worse for me bro, christ ruined my life, traumatizing me, making me fear every time I simply get up from Bed, it made me lose so many freinds, ever since I turned to christ, my life just felt worse.
@@BanditX-x9c trust god for once,ugh you humans don’t thank god at all like thank him for what he’s done for us.
Just like spring... trees,flowers,sun...
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat...
Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview.
I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws...
If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
@@Seven_frog Thanks... wishing the best for you, better days are ahead. Just gotta keep the faith.
Good night 🍂
This song is making everyone sob and thats ok!
All i can say is thank you fella😊
At one point in your childhood, you and your friends went outside and play, for the last time, and no one knew it.
I never got to go outside with my friends because that moment was taken from me before I got the chance….Rip Nolan
@@MrRootBeer7777 Painful.
No one would knew. I never had friends.
@@Itztasos aww
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
I've been looking for something like this. Tysm
If you are sad better times are coming if you are hurt, you will recover, I love you, you are loved tell your self I am loved.
I'm so lost in my life ....
I'm moving away from all of my friends. I was excited at first, but now I'm lost. I'm sad I'm... I'm just done with life. I'm done with having to worry about my parents. Why is everything so expensive? Why do we have to pay to live why can't we just live breathe fresh air play with our friends like in 2014-2015 why we just stop I have depression so I'm not doing good I just want to feel the real feeling of joy and the morning dove while I'm sitting on a chair waiting for my lunch like when I was little I hate this world I hate people I hate life
Something is still pushing you. Find it. Stay strong; you can.
man I feel the same as u rn my friends I've been with for 3 years feel so distant now and we barely play shit anymore
This is off topic but happy new year to everyone!! And ty for this masterpiece
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
This music reminds me of when I was in Turkey one day my friend Razan was at my house and we were cooking pasta together and filming a video for the memory. I still watch this video to remember my days in Turkey and my breathing there and... my stupid situations haha😅 I miss my school there and my colleagues... I love you Türkiye
Guys, I love you :)
Aww I love you too but not in a weird way
Thank You, I love You too, but nothing homosexual jajajaja
@ me too😂