2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much. rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop. Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I? btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
1 year ago.. My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher.. Gets things.. She has 2 kids.. So she understands children.. She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were.. “you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said” “If you wrote a book id read every chapter” “Thank you for being you” “You are going to be ok..” she didnt die.. She moved away.. Far.. Far away.. Her last words she ever said to me was.. “Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..” the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health.. Only music In my head i have to hold on those touching memories.. Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :( And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
This reminds me of one of my friends died, and I used to come out and visit his grave every morning like always here sounds. I’ll never forget about that though. I’m in high school.
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat... Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview. I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws... If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
reminds me of how i changed completetly,more bad but some good.i remember when i always woke up,greeting my family with a bright smile that could lighten up anyones day,yes,im 10 now,turning 11 soon.i remember when my second oldest brother still played with me before he 'grew up'.i remember when i used to be more energetic,more lively,more cooperative.i remember when i never used to punish myself,now i sit here writing this,its hard being a child who people think im not a human,i mean i make mistakes,but wow,how id wish for it to be in the past again,no more people saying 'kids theses days' or 'what happened?your so boring now' it hurts me.its hurts me more looking at my old pictures and seeing how i smiled,how i never gotten scolded at for not cooperating,for not being more 'mature'.my friend shouted at me in school,i was panicking like crazy!i just lost it,i screamed...i know as a christain i should love the people,but its tiring listening to people comment on me 24/7,it really is,and so is being commented by your brother about stuff like cleaning my room(im tired,i cant even be happy,let alone have energy to clean my room?),children doing chores like a 'good/happy' child.its never been the same since my brother past away,i have had thoughts of killing myself,i have cuts from cutting myself,but it wasnt major.sometimes i feel like giving up,but i have found people who have boosted my energy,wanting to make me happy and smile and cheer me up so i dont really think of hurting myself after i found those people,but i know i havent changed everything,i just hope i can provide a gppd future for myself when im older to my brother and parents,because i still survived because of them....all those rumors about P diddy and Drake and Beyonce and whatever else,why?it hurts me that people are making jokes about this,what has society done to this generation?and people say its my fault?i hope i can be the best in the future...better than this
2020-2022 nostalgic, i think that the quarentine really hit us, anxiety, depress, and all of them, feel like a dream, like thats years doesn't exist, is... sad, how a lot of people can be afected of 2 years. The life is so weird, its real? Exist? Idk, just... enjoy it, good night ✨️
That year of quarantine really screwed up my social life and skills I could’ve developed. It was at prob the most crucial time of my life at that point, which was my sophomore year into junior year. Although I had fun times at first with the couple friends I had, my growth as a person stagnated and my social life suffered. Once lockdown ended, all my friends kind of disappeared and branched off into different groups. But for me, I stayed clinging to the lockdown phase and never went back to how my life was before it. With this, my senior year was a horrible experience with no friends, no social life, no experience, nothing at all. I didn’t realize what I had done to myself until I was already on stage receiving my diploma with only my mom cheering for me. Now working two jobs with only my cousin as someone who I would call a friend, I deeply regret not taking that step of moving on from lockdown. But I just started realizing now that I been looking at the past and not focusing on what’s ahead of my life for most of my life. Even during lockdown I hyper-fixated on my life before. This feeling I had was what I started to call nostalgia overindulgence. This is what’s been preventing me from looking at my own future and growing. Maybe all of this is just my own delusions and paranoia but I do hope I somehow got my thoughts across. I recently started trying to break that habit and have some peace of mind with the moment at hand rather than indulging in the past too much. Right now, it seems that habit is still present with me talking about this with strangers.
i think it kinda depends on the situation n what u do abt it. Stop think in what qouldve happened if quarantine didn't happen, but what should I do abt it now. I personally find nostalgia on that period, but a happy nostalgia. I loved, i played, I "learnt", I enjoyed, I laughed, I cried, I suffered, I lost people, got to meet new people. I lived, and i still do, and i'm grateful for it as well. Not saying this trying to look like a douchebag, i just wanted to tell u guys that no matter how hard life gets and how harder it got thanks to the pandemic, you're still alive, and that's beautiful. "You only die once; you live every day." things eventually get better. They do. It's the way life works. It's the way existing works. Its existence itself. It's change itself.
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
Hey man. Coming from a Junior who was in pretty much the exact same situation, it's all gonna turn out fine. This is just a low before a big old rise in the rollercoaster of life! Do something for me. Try to enjoy highschool while it lasts, cus I took it for granted. Never went to events, dances, etc. Now I feel out of place, like I don't belong. Try to make some good friends. They'll carry you to the finish line. Good luck, man.
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult. Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
Desde que murio mi abuelo ( 2022) todo lo senri derrumbado . El era como mi mejor amigo , aunque no estaba en mi mismo pais . El jugaba canmigo , bailaba conmigo , escuchabamos cbia vieja y el era el que me soportaba...🤕 En 2022 llego una noticia que el...🕊️Se hizo una estrella muy linda , pero...Yo estalle , llore como nunca. Lo que no queria mi abuelo es verme llorar por su muerte , siempre me dijo que el me vigilara y apoyara en todo...Yo cada que escucho ( Abuelo ! Lolo ! ) me echo a llorar a solas, pero siento la presencia de que alguien me abraza estando solo , pero siempre digo : Es el , mi abuelito...♥️🤕
You know? I used to have """depression""" (I had low energy, su1c..ykwim, and always sad, but no anxiety), and I cried while listening to this song, now that I hear it now I'm kinda better makes me feel very fucking nostalgic instead of sad, It's surprising how many feelings can have just 8 notes over and over
i just want the world to feel fresh again, im tired of not feeling anymore. thats all i wanted for so long and all of a sudden its been five years and im just standing still, everything is dull and theres always this veil stopping me from seeing clearly. I just wanna feel real again, i miss myself.
Holle hermano, estas bien ? A pasado algo ? Una perdida de algun ser querido o amado ? Recuerda que no estas solo, no te rindas a pesar de las advercidades o obstaculos en el camino, echale ganas no te rindas como yo lo ise :(
tips when listening to this song: 1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly 2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind. 3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you. 4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good. 5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them. and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ.... I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
why...? why am i still here? i've done enough damage to myself, to my friends, to my family, everyone. so, why am i still here? i've fallen... very deep. i cant get back up. i cant make a stand. how can i? i ruined everything. will there be something or something that can save me? *Probably none*
no,please don't harm youtself!i promise,just because you've done a few mistakes,it doesn't mean everything will be over.please,promise me that you will get better,alright?you will get back up,stand,and you will fix everything.stand proud,dear,everything will be alright.
Trust me I've been there. The only person saving you from this sht is the person you see in the mirror everyday. It's you. It's inside you. Please find that strength. I've been trying to find it for almost 4 years, only found a fraction of it. It takes time, but it's definitely there. Please don't give up, neither will I.
Wait don't hurt yourself, Jesus Christ can save you he is always there for you pls don't he saved me from self harm he can save you too pls trust in Jesus Christ ask Jesus Christ for help
That's very true I had a very very bad childhood and now I try to be happy but it's hard and this song puts me back in my childhood and ik that you can't go back to your childhood but sometimes I wish we could
I just want friends to talk to, spend time with, and hang out because ever since I moved away, I lost my friends that I genuinely cared about and I feel a piece of me fell off but in this generation, I feel like it’s harder as time passes…
Sometimes i wish i was never here also i wish that if i was happier it will be better i love school tho i wish i was still at school i dont like being at home this song brings a lot of memories that i had with my family's😅😂
I rember back then when I was 10 years old and it was sunny outside the flowers were blooming the grass was nice it almost was like it was a dream me and my friends would go outside after school we would play tag hide and seek and we would ride bikes but now all of that is over I’m am 19 I live by myself my friends have passed away my first one got killed from suicide and the second one had cancer now there gon and now I might make my self be gone to….
You don’t have anything in your life that makes you wanna live it? Because in my opinion even if 90 percent of the time I feel like shit that 10% of moments where at least I smiled makes it worth living
Wishing the best for you. No one can dictate your choices, but I do hope you decide to stay. Maybe, maybe one day, living won't seem like such a bad thing. May you find that day, just as a child searches for flowers. They may not be in season; but one day, one part of the year, one time the darling decides to search again- it will be blooming. Blooming with vigour and beauty, and plucked. Finding a beloved home in the child's soft palms. Forever theirs. That happiness, forever yours.
To anyone who needs to hear this. Its okay to give up. The war will never be over. Fighting is anxiety inducing, and I completely understand. Its okay to give up
This song is just makeing me rethink about all the great memories i had with her she was my all i loved her and she just went away and throw me like i didnt mean anything to her bro to bro never love to fullest it will break you a lot even if you think you are the strongest once you love to fullest and she leaves you will be lower than the ant
Я чувствую себя как Синдзи в этом момент когда он лежит на кровати с кассетным плеером. Это песня выражает у меня спокойствие на душе и лёгкую ностальгию а давнем прошлом. Под эту песню можно засыпать медленно того не замечая.
Just a word of advice to anyone who needs it, something I wish I knew sooner was “don’t be sad that is over, be happy that it ever happened at all. Think back on those fond memories with this person, whether it’s a friend or an ex.. just- cherish those smiles, the lessons learned, the memories, the knowledge gained, and move on.” It’s something I was told a little while ago around the time I lost this guy I really loved. It’s really helped me move on with my life. Another quote I live by is “don’t take what you have/ who you have for granted, you never know when they’ll/ it’ll be gone.. nothings forever..”
im 13 but it feels like i just rushed my childhood dang i loved it sitting in my room watching tv chilling when u just could do stupid things without getting in much troblue
Your just sleeping and you wake up and play with your friends it's 2012 and you love to explore the grass is greener than grass in 2015 breezing air and the hot sun your eating a push pop and running around playing tag with your class mates in a big field with houses, trees, roads, and everything a city needs
the bird sound make me so Nostalgic when i was going to grandma house and i was sleep and the morning i wake and go to sofa and seat on crouch and hear bird and chiken
Я хочу.. вернутся... обратно...в свое.. детство..и изменить..там всё... я знаю.. что это нереально...я ничего не добиваюсь....моя жизнь..не бесконечна..
This song makes me think of how much tome ive watsed at life.. and just my childhood in general, im a sophmore, i have one friend, hes been with me for about 2 years maybe.. i lost my entire squad yk.. and hes the only one that stayed.. all my childhood everyone left.. or i moved away.. i spent alot of my childhood in the house, playing with toys or just watching youtube.. listening to music aswell, id pace all day until bed time. Im so bored. I wanna fo something, go out, make my own fun, make my own world.. my own perspective. I wanna make friends. But im afraid. And after the pandemic my social skills went out the window.. i feel lost, i dont know how much linger i can hold on. Ive built up a good relationship with my family but is it enough if i still feel empty? Sometimes.. i wonder how to even make friends anymore.. i feel like ive lost the skill.. If you read the whole thing, thanks.. sometimes i just need someone to listen yk? Anyway i should get to bed..
where is everyone listening from?
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2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
Do u still have his number
What was his name bro
Contact him
I can bet a lotta money he thinks the exact same thing you just typed about you
Get back in contact dude. I know its hard, but he misses you too
Womp womp
@@Phantom12560 did you steal all the chromosomes or were you just born with that many
Dang our childhood used to be so magical and carefree. I miss that...
Same
Same I miss it too even tho mine was bad I still miss it
@@Lil_miss_KITTY sameee
@@aka.fabihadang I'm sorry
@@Lil_miss_KITTY it’s np, I still enjoyed it tho and at least my trauma makes me funny :p
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much.
rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
Lo mismo digo...
@@Xe5c4peX ily🫶🏼
same my grandpa died too
As a muslim i want to say inna lillah wa ina ilaihi raciun its mean : "truly to allah we belong and truly , to him we shall return"
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop.
Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
@@Mr_XDツ well, you just made a friend.
i love you, and my experience is the same.
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
My friend here same. This is very nostalgic
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
well I ate 3 burgers and one footlong
@@EdmarAbala damn that’s crazy
I ate 3 apples
lol ur pfp while getting deep kinda deflects self explanatory
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
Thats some real shit @coolliam422
damn bro
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
Miss my childhood.
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Same but my dog died 4 months ago
Miss her too much but can't cry ppl are gonna call me crybaby
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
다들 힘내. 나도 강아지가 죽어서 슬프다. 울보 소리를 듣기 싫다면, 아무도 없는곳에서라도 울어야 해요. 울지 않으면 더 슬픈거 같아.
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I?
btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
I understand that feeling
Dang I feel all of that I lost all my friends because I had a glow down I understand...
"Why am I in the perspective of this body?" I know exactly how you feel, it's called dissociation
Yo omg I totally get this feeling 😢
I remember playing this in 8th grade saying I’m really about to be in high school, now I’m a junior in high school. Man time flies.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
same here, i miss the old times
Same
Enjoy it while it lasts I miss being a kid
Who came here to just chill and look at the depressing comments... Cause i did...
I miss them... The song and noise in the background remind me of them its sad an comforting at the same time
I love how the music helps me tune in and relax and really enjoy the peace
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
You lie in bed…
You feel numb inside
It’s ok. I’m proud of how far you’ve come… ❤
Needed that, thx man ❤️
That's the first time anyone has said that to me in 3 years. Not even my parents have told me that they're proud of me. Thank you, man.
I needed this man every person I know and love has hurtnme bad. I hide all my crys and pain in fake smiles just like this😂😂
Hey stranger, I love you.
Thank you thank you so much I can't express how much that ment to me thank you I love you too I really needed that tonight thank you 💓💓💓
Thank you for making this music, this bring back my memory as a child playing around and fun, I really miss it, and I wish to be back...
on this vacation i feel so great but,i miss something
that hit hard bro...
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
1 year ago..
My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher..
Gets things..
She has 2 kids..
So she understands children..
She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were..
“you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said”
“If you wrote a book id read every chapter”
“Thank you for being you”
“You are going to be ok..”
she didnt die..
She moved away..
Far..
Far away..
Her last words she ever said to me was..
“Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..”
the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health..
Only music
In my head i have to hold on those touching memories..
Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :(
And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
This bring back old good memories
feels like childhood
This is so calm i alaways use it when gaming, studying and builds
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
How relaxing it is to listen to ❤
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
This is the same for me also 😢
This reminds me of one of my friends died, and I used to come out and visit his grave every morning like always here sounds. I’ll never forget about that though. I’m in high school.
dont be sad it's over, smile because it happened.
It's hard to.
@Ihop_b
You're right.
@@lhip_b Sadly true…
Bro is so majestic
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
Thought flowing like wind , mind flooding with nostalgia like a cup and water soon realizing your body is like nature .
I like it.
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat...
Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview.
I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws...
If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
@@Seven_frog Thanks... wishing the best for you, better days are ahead. Just gotta keep the faith.
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
I've been looking for something like this. Tysm
reminds me of how i changed completetly,more bad but some good.i remember when i always woke up,greeting my family with a bright smile that could lighten up anyones day,yes,im 10 now,turning 11 soon.i remember when my second oldest brother still played with me before he 'grew up'.i remember when i used to be more energetic,more lively,more cooperative.i remember when i never used to punish myself,now i sit here writing this,its hard being a child who people think im not a human,i mean i make mistakes,but wow,how id wish for it to be in the past again,no more people saying 'kids theses days' or 'what happened?your so boring now' it hurts me.its hurts me more looking at my old pictures and seeing how i smiled,how i never gotten scolded at for not cooperating,for not being more 'mature'.my friend shouted at me in school,i was panicking like crazy!i just lost it,i screamed...i know as a christain i should love the people,but its tiring listening to people comment on me 24/7,it really is,and so is being commented by your brother about stuff like cleaning my room(im tired,i cant even be happy,let alone have energy to clean my room?),children doing chores like a 'good/happy' child.its never been the same since my brother past away,i have had thoughts of killing myself,i have cuts from cutting myself,but it wasnt major.sometimes i feel like giving up,but i have found people who have boosted my energy,wanting to make me happy and smile and cheer me up so i dont really think of hurting myself after i found those people,but i know i havent changed everything,i just hope i can provide a gppd future for myself when im older to my brother and parents,because i still survived because of them....all those rumors about P diddy and Drake and Beyonce and whatever else,why?it hurts me that people are making jokes about this,what has society done to this generation?and people say its my fault?i hope i can be the best in the future...better than this
2020-2022 nostalgic, i think that the quarentine really hit us, anxiety, depress, and all of them, feel like a dream, like thats years doesn't exist, is... sad, how a lot of people can be afected of 2 years. The life is so weird, its real? Exist? Idk, just... enjoy it, good night ✨️
2020 was really the year I lost that happy childish spark. An im sure a lot of people can relate to this as well
That year of quarantine really screwed up my social life and skills I could’ve developed. It was at prob the most crucial time of my life at that point, which was my sophomore year into junior year. Although I had fun times at first with the couple friends I had, my growth as a person stagnated and my social life suffered. Once lockdown ended, all my friends kind of disappeared and branched off into different groups. But for me, I stayed clinging to the lockdown phase and never went back to how my life was before it. With this, my senior year was a horrible experience with no friends, no social life, no experience, nothing at all. I didn’t realize what I had done to myself until I was already on stage receiving my diploma with only my mom cheering for me. Now working two jobs with only my cousin as someone who I would call a friend, I deeply regret not taking that step of moving on from lockdown. But I just started realizing now that I been looking at the past and not focusing on what’s ahead of my life for most of my life. Even during lockdown I hyper-fixated on my life before. This feeling I had was what I started to call nostalgia overindulgence. This is what’s been preventing me from looking at my own future and growing. Maybe all of this is just my own delusions and paranoia but I do hope I somehow got my thoughts across. I recently started trying to break that habit and have some peace of mind with the moment at hand rather than indulging in the past too much. Right now, it seems that habit is still present with me talking about this with strangers.
i think it kinda depends on the situation n what u do abt it. Stop think in what qouldve happened if quarantine didn't happen, but what should I do abt it now.
I personally find nostalgia on that period, but a happy nostalgia. I loved, i played, I "learnt", I enjoyed, I laughed, I cried, I suffered, I lost people, got to meet new people. I lived, and i still do, and i'm grateful for it as well. Not saying this trying to look like a douchebag, i just wanted to tell u guys that no matter how hard life gets and how harder it got thanks to the pandemic, you're still alive, and that's beautiful. "You only die once; you live every day." things eventually get better. They do. It's the way life works. It's the way existing works. Its existence itself. It's change itself.
@@dannydeathwish5680 Same dude. Since quarentine my sense of time is completely fucked up. time goes faster smh.
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
thanks bro...
At one point in your childhood, you and your friends went outside and play, for the last time, and no one knew it.
I never got to go outside with my friends because that moment was taken from me before I got the chance….Rip Nolan
@@MrRootBeer7777 Painful.
Started freshman year and got torn away from my friends. So this is good to cry to sometimes
Hey man.
Coming from a Junior who was in pretty much the exact same situation, it's all gonna turn out fine. This is just a low before a big old rise in the rollercoaster of life!
Do something for me. Try to enjoy highschool while it lasts, cus I took it for granted. Never went to events, dances, etc. Now I feel out of place, like I don't belong.
Try to make some good friends. They'll carry you to the finish line. Good luck, man.
i love this
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Tysm
😮 woah. R u kidding? TYSMM
Either way. YT premium is a W😊
This song is making everyone sob and thats ok!
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@cringe3007 its hard if you have a filipino mindset
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
@@BugExellence but high school will be better
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult.
Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
Desde que murio mi abuelo ( 2022) todo lo senri derrumbado . El era como mi mejor amigo , aunque no estaba en mi mismo pais . El jugaba canmigo , bailaba conmigo , escuchabamos cbia vieja y el era el que me soportaba...🤕 En 2022 llego una noticia que el...🕊️Se hizo una estrella muy linda , pero...Yo estalle , llore como nunca. Lo que no queria mi abuelo es verme llorar por su muerte , siempre me dijo que el me vigilara y apoyara en todo...Yo cada que escucho ( Abuelo ! Lolo ! ) me echo a llorar a solas, pero siento la presencia de que alguien me abraza estando solo , pero siempre digo : Es el , mi abuelito...♥️🤕
This is how I feel as a 2024 graduate. Reality hits too hard
I never imagined that I would listen to this music to the end..
Wow nostalgia 💫💫💫
You know? I used to have """depression""" (I had low energy, su1c..ykwim, and always sad, but no anxiety), and I cried while listening to this song, now that I hear it now I'm kinda better makes me feel very fucking nostalgic instead of sad, It's surprising how many feelings can have just 8 notes over and over
i just want the world to feel fresh again, im tired of not feeling anymore. thats all i wanted for so long and all of a sudden its been five years and im just standing still, everything is dull and theres always this veil stopping me from seeing clearly. I just wanna feel real again, i miss myself.
i miss this bird.
Idk who relates but sometimes I love life... I love the fact that there are beautiful and better things that make life worth living 😊
Somewhere in the milky way is what they say ? I wish peace,love,and happiness to everyone ! Time to rest and relax .
POV:it’s night time and cloudy rain while you listen to your music thinking of the good old days…
Holle hermano, estas bien ?
A pasado algo ?
Una perdida de algun ser querido o amado ?
Recuerda que no estas solo, no te rindas a pesar de las advercidades o obstaculos en el camino, echale ganas no te rindas como yo lo ise :(
Thanks mate
Nice bro! Keep going
reminds me of recesss....kids yelling playing on the swings...and then leaving and realizing...your gonna miss it all...
-Aubri D. Major
tips when listening to this song:
1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly
2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind.
3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you.
4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good.
5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them.
and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ....
I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
why...? why am i still here? i've done enough damage to myself, to my friends, to my family, everyone. so, why am i still here? i've fallen... very deep. i cant get back up. i cant make a stand. how can i? i ruined everything. will there be something or something that can save me?
*Probably none*
no,please don't harm youtself!i promise,just because you've done a few mistakes,it doesn't mean everything will be over.please,promise me that you will get better,alright?you will get back up,stand,and you will fix everything.stand proud,dear,everything will be alright.
No matter how bad you are, Jesus Christ loves you just come to Jesus Christ
Trust me I've been there. The only person saving you from this sht is the person you see in the mirror everyday. It's you. It's inside you. Please find that strength. I've been trying to find it for almost 4 years, only found a fraction of it. It takes time, but it's definitely there. Please don't give up, neither will I.
@@OptimisticNihilist1244 Jesus christ is the only one that can save you from eternal damnation that we all deserve because we are sinners
@@jesuslovesyou83558 I've done no sin
So nice k1nda fits w1the 0ld p1cturs
Falling asleep at 8PM while the pitter patter of rain falls… the good old days
Finally…peace…atlast…
i wish they never stopped me from dying that night. i hope one day i can make it right and finish my own job.
Wait don't hurt yourself, Jesus Christ can save you he is always there for you pls don't he saved me from self harm he can save you too pls trust in Jesus Christ ask Jesus Christ for help
since you still living in this world today is a good day !
2014...🥺💔
Everyone in here is depressed. I feel that man.
Sometimes you gotta sit in that feeling for a while…
That's very true I had a very very bad childhood and now I try to be happy but it's hard and this song puts me back in my childhood and ik that you can't go back to your childhood but sometimes I wish we could
I just want friends to talk to, spend time with, and hang out because ever since I moved away, I lost my friends that I genuinely cared about and I feel a piece of me fell off but in this generation, I feel like it’s harder as time passes…
Listening this in my room while in the background my parents are arguing again
this is great!
Sometimes i wish i was never here also i wish that if i was happier it will be better i love school tho i wish i was still at school i dont like being at home this song brings a lot of memories that i had with my family's😅😂
i hope that life is just a dream, beacuse its bad and i wanna woke up
Now this is my sleeping music
I rember back then when I was 10 years old and it was sunny outside the flowers were blooming the grass was nice it almost was like it was a dream me and my friends would go outside after school we would play tag hide and seek and we would ride bikes but now all of that is over I’m am 19 I live by myself my friends have passed away my first one got killed from suicide and the second one had cancer now there gon and now I might make my self be gone to….
You don’t have anything in your life that makes you wanna live it? Because in my opinion even if 90 percent of the time I feel like shit that 10% of moments where at least I smiled makes it worth living
Wishing the best for you. No one can dictate your choices, but I do hope you decide to stay. Maybe, maybe one day, living won't seem like such a bad thing. May you find that day, just as a child searches for flowers. They may not be in season; but one day, one part of the year, one time the darling decides to search again- it will be blooming. Blooming with vigour and beauty, and plucked. Finding a beloved home in the child's soft palms. Forever theirs. That happiness, forever yours.
To anyone who needs to hear this. Its okay to give up. The war will never be over. Fighting is anxiety inducing, and I completely understand. Its okay to give up
This song is just makeing me rethink about all the great memories i had with her she was my all i loved her and she just went away and throw me like i didnt mean anything to her bro to bro never love to fullest it will break you a lot even if you think you are the strongest once you love to fullest and she leaves you will be lower than the ant
I remember i am playing minecraft alone
Я чувствую себя как Синдзи в этом момент когда он лежит на кровати с кассетным плеером. Это песня выражает у меня спокойствие на душе и лёгкую ностальгию а давнем прошлом. Под эту песню можно засыпать медленно того не замечая.
Just a word of advice to anyone who needs it, something I wish I knew sooner was “don’t be sad that is over, be happy that it ever happened at all. Think back on those fond memories with this person, whether it’s a friend or an ex.. just- cherish those smiles, the lessons learned, the memories, the knowledge gained, and move on.” It’s something I was told a little while ago around the time I lost this guy I really loved. It’s really helped me move on with my life. Another quote I live by is “don’t take what you have/ who you have for granted, you never know when they’ll/ it’ll be gone.. nothings forever..”
thank you for that comment, it helped me a lot, because I was also dumped by a guy, only he used me to forget my ex 😢
Realizing that this is the last generation that had a nice childhood a real friends and family and memories too wich makes it more sad tho.....
im 13 but it feels like i just rushed my childhood dang i loved it sitting in my room watching tv chilling when u just could do stupid things without getting in much troblue
Your just sleeping and you wake up and play with your friends it's 2012 and you love to explore the grass is greener than grass in 2015 breezing air and the hot sun your eating a push pop and running around playing tag with your class mates in a big field with houses, trees, roads, and everything a city needs
This hits hard than my Dad's belt.
1st grade.. best friend I had. No one ever told me that she left.. she probably moved. I miss her.
shut up
the bird sound make me so Nostalgic when i was going to grandma house and i was sleep and the morning i wake and go to sofa and seat on crouch and hear bird and chiken
Good bye my love, i wish you the best. Thanks for all the moments we spend together, our history
is unforgettable but is time to bid Farwell...
I j hope one day I’ll find my reason to live again.
You will only find a reason for living by living. If you wanna end it, then go ahead. You most likely never lived in the first place.
Я хочу.. вернутся... обратно...в свое.. детство..и изменить..там всё... я знаю.. что это нереально...я ничего не добиваюсь....моя жизнь..не бесконечна..
back to before i shat my pants
Real...
This song makes me think of how much tome ive watsed at life.. and just my childhood in general, im a sophmore, i have one friend, hes been with me for about 2 years maybe.. i lost my entire squad yk.. and hes the only one that stayed.. all my childhood everyone left.. or i moved away.. i spent alot of my childhood in the house, playing with toys or just watching youtube.. listening to music aswell, id pace all day until bed time. Im so bored. I wanna fo something, go out, make my own fun, make my own world.. my own perspective. I wanna make friends. But im afraid. And after the pandemic my social skills went out the window.. i feel lost, i dont know how much linger i can hold on. Ive built up a good relationship with my family but is it enough if i still feel empty? Sometimes.. i wonder how to even make friends anymore.. i feel like ive lost the skill..
If you read the whole thing, thanks.. sometimes i just need someone to listen yk? Anyway i should get to bed..
I come back here when i want to be able to cry... It feels good... but i dont like having to cry...
relax
고마워
Damn....
Do you need help?
:-[ dont be sad you know somtimes its good to be sad but dont be sad okay..?? ✨ i like this music do you :-D??
Acaso que no los veas buenos dias, buenas tardes, buenas noches.👍