To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
This sound mixed with a low-quality camera and old tapes you made with friends and family and find it in the same box you put it in years ago, and you play them sitting alone on your bed. Thinking back and what you had back then.
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop. Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
As I finally lay back down, listening carefully, staring at the stars, I realize…. Nothing matters anymore… Just sitting there and enjoying my moments with life is good enough for me..
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
You couldn't be more any more right than you are now on that bubba. I'm sitting here, and as I write this message, which will be here forever (as long as youtube still works, that is), Ive been contemplating every core decision I've ever made. As if I were watching it all on film. Telling myself what I could've done better and what I wish I would have known sooner. I know as well as you, I won't have this feeling in the morning, but thank you for saying what needed to be said. It's opened up a new way of thinking for me. One I know nothing of. Goodnight friend. I am gonna go to bed and dwell on my new thoughts. Safe travels and may you live a wonderful life
Just the depressing moment just standing in the rain just soaked in the cold air and sitting on the grass just laying down there watching the clouds holding my dog just like watching the beautiful sky like heaven.
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
To everyone who is in a bad situation I'm here for u. Dont let anyone let u down. Let yourself rise too the light. Dont let any part of u go too dark or happiness will fade from your hearts and too the ground. If someone lets u down u tell them firmly and brave that u are worth a million u are good. Kind and caring. Dont let anyone take away ur kindness dont bully dont hit. Just speak with kindness. Kindness is the key yoo success too being a nice kind brave person u are. I hope u do well and good please stay calm when u are goimg too rage. Never disrespect parents or anyone else just be yourself. -mia
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much. rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I? btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
Life is so grey..i might sound ungrateful but swear im not. Its always the same shit different day. Trauma,issues, procastination has led me to depression.. If i had a wish, it would be switching realitys..maybe to my favourite anime.
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Damn bro, I feel you so hard. I used to be treated like that too, I never really got any friends or anything, I know this probably won't help you. But if you are reading this, I Just wanna say one thing. There are people out there for you, like me. The world may be shit, but there may be other stuff in that shit....
This reminds of the times I walked to school in the morning. It was back in elementary, my mom took me, my brother aswell when he was also in elementary. I miss those simple times, when I got to walk and enjoy that peace. I'm now in freshman year and wished I could walk to and back from school, to feel and let the memories come in.😢
reminds me of how i changed completetly,more bad but some good.i remember when i always woke up,greeting my family with a bright smile that could lighten up anyones day,yes,im 10 now,turning 11 soon.i remember when my second oldest brother still played with me before he 'grew up'.i remember when i used to be more energetic,more lively,more cooperative.i remember when i never used to punish myself,now i sit here writing this,its hard being a child who people think im not a human,i mean i make mistakes,but wow,how id wish for it to be in the past again,no more people saying 'kids theses days' or 'what happened?your so boring now' it hurts me.its hurts me more looking at my old pictures and seeing how i smiled,how i never gotten scolded at for not cooperating,for not being more 'mature'.my friend shouted at me in school,i was panicking like crazy!i just lost it,i screamed...i know as a christain i should love the people,but its tiring listening to people comment on me 24/7,it really is,and so is being commented by your brother about stuff like cleaning my room(im tired,i cant even be happy,let alone have energy to clean my room?),children doing chores like a 'good/happy' child.its never been the same since my brother past away,i have had thoughts of killing myself,i have cuts from cutting myself,but it wasnt major.sometimes i feel like giving up,but i have found people who have boosted my energy,wanting to make me happy and smile and cheer me up so i dont really think of hurting myself after i found those people,but i know i havent changed everything,i just hope i can provide a gppd future for myself when im older to my brother and parents,because i still survived because of them....all those rumors about P diddy and Drake and Beyonce and whatever else,why?it hurts me that people are making jokes about this,what has society done to this generation?and people say its my fault?i hope i can be the best in the future...better than this
Idk why but I kinda enjoy feeling sad It’s like one of the only emotions you can’t show around anyone so expressing it feels freeing in a way just a brief moment of crying can really bring me a lot of comfort
Many people may not read this. I don’t know how to explain this feeling. It’s remembrance. Sadness. Joy. Love. God. I’ll try my best: I look up at the setting sun. I’ve been outside all day. My siblings hit me a couple of times. I’ve got the bruises to prove it. I played in the sprinklers and now I’m all damp. I’m kinda allergic to grass so I’m getting itchy. Mom just made us dinner. I’m about to have a sleepover with my cousins. It’s summer. I have nothing to worry about about. I love life. We’re going to play Mario Kart tonight until we can’t keep our eyes open. I thank god for these gifts. At least now I have memories to look back on when I’m old.
1 year ago.. My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher.. Gets things.. She has 2 kids.. So she understands children.. She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were.. “you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said” “If you wrote a book id read every chapter” “Thank you for being you” “You are going to be ok..” she didnt die.. She moved away.. Far.. Far away.. Her last words she ever said to me was.. “Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..” the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health.. Only music In my head i have to hold on those touching memories.. Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :( And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
I honestly just feel like not moving on and rather stayong in bed piled up with blankets while curdled up because looking back at the memorys it just makes it impossible to move on knows all thosr favorite youtubers i watched the games i played just sitting back while watching them die out bwarly anything to watch or play unlike before and the friends when we would play vr and stuff i cant turn back tho mainly sence i had abandoned that vr game for a long time only to return and relise there gone just never to play again i would hope to return every day but its still the same even tho i find new games and stuff the guilt and everything just keeps me back this music just gives nostalgia whats sad is how i just gave up and started being sad when i was young altho i know people have it worse but anyways i dont think youll ever see me so stay blessed and goodnight
Since everyone is sharing their experiences, I will go ahead and share mine... this song immediately takes me back to my childhood, whether it was the earliest flashes of memories of when I was in school, to when I graduated, or to now, knowing that I will never wont be able to relive the same life I did just a few short years ago. I may be able to revisit the schools I attended, but the classmates and teachers I've known/grown up with have all gone away to bigger or better things and I will most likely never see them again. This is also coming from a kid that absolutely thought that school was a scam and a waste of time (and I still think that is the case, but that is a discussion for another time). I also miss the old brotherhood me and my siblings had, we played a LOT of videogames when we were younger, especially the older Halo games. Now that all of us are older and are now working jobs, got busy schedules, etc. We don't talk nearly as much as we used too and I get it, everyone's got their own life and each one of us has a path to follow, I just think it is depressing to me how fast time can move and wont stop for absolutely no one. I want to say it just boils down to this, I miss it. I miss it when everything in my life was so simple. I miss the feeling of being a kid, where there wasn't so much responsibility on my shoulders constantly and my whole outlook at life was significantly more optimistic and vibrant. Now, when I talk about this, I don't mean for this to sound like that I am ungrateful for the life I am currently living, Hell, I am more than happy with the spot I am currently at, its just I feel life gets so hectic sometimes, and I yearn for the peace and solitude when I was just a kid living in the moment. And Now when I look to the future, I don't even know if I am going to be alive within the next 10 or so years just because everything is looking so bleak around me. And to you, the reader, Thank you. Thank you for reading a fairly long paragraph of some random dudes thoughts and experiences on the internet. Maybe some of you can relate to this feeling, if you do, comment your story, talk about it with your friends and family. I hope that you have a good life and to take a deep breath and to take one step at a time. Make sure you stop and smell the roses and really capture the moment in your memories. Because who knows what is going to happen within the not to distant future.
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
tips when listening to this song: 1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly 2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind. 3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you. 4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good. 5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them. and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ.... I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
To every person who feels lonely, it is okay to be alone and it is also okay to cry. It is just a short life that will end in the end. I am also lonely, but I do not feel that this thing is shameful or shameful. On the contrary, I feel as if it is a rest for the mind and brain, and I also feel that I spend a lot of time with... Myself and I think carefully about what I should do for a better life at school and in the middle of the crowd and the huge number of students. I feel like I am the only light among them while they are in darkness. I am a little arrogant. I ask you not to be sad at the end of the matter. No one cares about you. You may destroy yourself. Be happy with yourself and spend a lot of time. With yourself, you are the only one who understands yourself. Live a pure life free of dirty people, and I wish you a better life ❤❤
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
This reminds me of one of my friends died, and I used to come out and visit his grave every morning like always here sounds. I’ll never forget about that though. I’m in high school.
2020-2022 nostalgic, i think that the quarentine really hit us, anxiety, depress, and all of them, feel like a dream, like thats years doesn't exist, is... sad, how a lot of people can be afected of 2 years. The life is so weird, its real? Exist? Idk, just... enjoy it, good night ✨️
That year of quarantine really screwed up my social life and skills I could’ve developed. It was at prob the most crucial time of my life at that point, which was my sophomore year into junior year. Although I had fun times at first with the couple friends I had, my growth as a person stagnated and my social life suffered. Once lockdown ended, all my friends kind of disappeared and branched off into different groups. But for me, I stayed clinging to the lockdown phase and never went back to how my life was before it. With this, my senior year was a horrible experience with no friends, no social life, no experience, nothing at all. I didn’t realize what I had done to myself until I was already on stage receiving my diploma with only my mom cheering for me. Now working two jobs with only my cousin as someone who I would call a friend, I deeply regret not taking that step of moving on from lockdown. But I just started realizing now that I been looking at the past and not focusing on what’s ahead of my life for most of my life. Even during lockdown I hyper-fixated on my life before. This feeling I had was what I started to call nostalgia overindulgence. This is what’s been preventing me from looking at my own future and growing. Maybe all of this is just my own delusions and paranoia but I do hope I somehow got my thoughts across. I recently started trying to break that habit and have some peace of mind with the moment at hand rather than indulging in the past too much. Right now, it seems that habit is still present with me talking about this with strangers.
i think it kinda depends on the situation n what u do abt it. Stop think in what qouldve happened if quarantine didn't happen, but what should I do abt it now. I personally find nostalgia on that period, but a happy nostalgia. I loved, i played, I "learnt", I enjoyed, I laughed, I cried, I suffered, I lost people, got to meet new people. I lived, and i still do, and i'm grateful for it as well. Not saying this trying to look like a douchebag, i just wanted to tell u guys that no matter how hard life gets and how harder it got thanks to the pandemic, you're still alive, and that's beautiful. "You only die once; you live every day." things eventually get better. They do. It's the way life works. It's the way existing works. Its existence itself. It's change itself.
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
Just a word of advice to anyone who needs it, something I wish I knew sooner was “don’t be sad that is over, be happy that it ever happened at all. Think back on those fond memories with this person, whether it’s a friend or an ex.. just- cherish those smiles, the lessons learned, the memories, the knowledge gained, and move on.” It’s something I was told a little while ago around the time I lost this guy I really loved. It’s really helped me move on with my life. Another quote I live by is “don’t take what you have/ who you have for granted, you never know when they’ll/ it’ll be gone.. nothings forever..”
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
Hey man. Coming from a Junior who was in pretty much the exact same situation, it's all gonna turn out fine. This is just a low before a big old rise in the rollercoaster of life! Do something for me. Try to enjoy highschool while it lasts, cus I took it for granted. Never went to events, dances, etc. Now I feel out of place, like I don't belong. Try to make some good friends. They'll carry you to the finish line. Good luck, man.
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat... Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview. I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws... If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
I woke up at 1 am at night and feels depressed because my dad will pass out some day and this music makes me remember most of my nostalgia i lose my 2 uncle in the past 2 years i love you dad and love yall stay safe and ive been slowly losing to depression for about 5 months now and i just wanna end my life because everyone i love is losing.
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult. Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
i just want the world to feel fresh again, im tired of not feeling anymore. thats all i wanted for so long and all of a sudden its been five years and im just standing still, everything is dull and theres always this veil stopping me from seeing clearly. I just wanna feel real again, i miss myself.
Me too but due to war pollution and losing more bright colors dur to growing up it is impossible I always tell my self that I want to be a baby again but cant😢😢😢
You know? I used to have """depression""" (I had low energy, su1c..ykwim, and always sad, but no anxiety), and I cried while listening to this song, now that I hear it now I'm kinda better makes me feel very fucking nostalgic instead of sad, It's surprising how many feelings can have just 8 notes over and over
It’s sometimes crazy, how we all live such different lives in the same world, all the same blood. I’m homeschool, basically finished my senior year. Have had no friends, never really went out. Never socialized really. Never went to any dances or proms. Never had friends to text and talk to. Just me and my family. Me, a no one, who just a dreams. I always watch other high schoolers, finding my self a little jealous of them being able to enjoy being young, while I had to grow up so fast, never experiencing healthy experiences out in life with other people. And, I feel like if I did, people would hate me, or profile me as some lame kid. Life is so funny isn’t it…
To anyone who needs to hear this. Its okay to give up. The war will never be over. Fighting is anxiety inducing, and I completely understand. Its okay to give up
Desde que murio mi abuelo ( 2022) todo lo senri derrumbado . El era como mi mejor amigo , aunque no estaba en mi mismo pais . El jugaba canmigo , bailaba conmigo , escuchabamos cbia vieja y el era el que me soportaba...🤕 En 2022 llego una noticia que el...🕊️Se hizo una estrella muy linda , pero...Yo estalle , llore como nunca. Lo que no queria mi abuelo es verme llorar por su muerte , siempre me dijo que el me vigilara y apoyara en todo...Yo cada que escucho ( Abuelo ! Lolo ! ) me echo a llorar a solas, pero siento la presencia de que alguien me abraza estando solo , pero siempre digo : Es el , mi abuelito...♥️🤕
im 13 but it feels like i just rushed my childhood dang i loved it sitting in my room watching tv chilling when u just could do stupid things without getting in much troblue
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To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
Tysm I’m currently working on my homework and it’s very difficult, thank you I really needed a reminder to stay calm and focused.
Underrated
Thank you, bro... ❤
Thanks homie
I going to sculpt right now with this music thank you🫶🏽
Remember that when we were a child?
No tablets no phones just enjoying life
And playing tag,h&s, I just miss my childhood
Growing up sucks.
real.
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
well I ate 3 burgers and one footlong
@@EdmarAbala damn that’s crazy
I ate 3 apples
lol ur pfp while getting deep kinda deflects self explanatory
Burgor
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
My friend here same. This is very nostalgic
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
This sound mixed with a low-quality camera and old tapes you made with friends and family and find it in the same box you put it in years ago, and you play them sitting alone on your bed. Thinking back and what you had back then.
Took me back to 2013 and 2014... man those days... the mornings watching cartoons best thing...
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop.
Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
@@Mr_XDツ well, you just made a friend.
i love you, and my experience is the same.
As I finally lay back down, listening carefully, staring at the stars, I realize…. Nothing matters anymore… Just sitting there and enjoying my moments with life is good enough for me..
Right there with you buddy
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
Thats some real shit @coolliam422
damn bro
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
You couldn't be more any more right than you are now on that bubba. I'm sitting here, and as I write this message, which will be here forever (as long as youtube still works, that is), Ive been contemplating every core decision I've ever made. As if I were watching it all on film. Telling myself what I could've done better and what I wish I would have known sooner. I know as well as you, I won't have this feeling in the morning, but thank you for saying what needed to be said. It's opened up a new way of thinking for me. One I know nothing of. Goodnight friend. I am gonna go to bed and dwell on my new thoughts. Safe travels and may you live a wonderful life
This song demonstrates the calm emptiness of my mind, sometimes it's a calm emptiness and sometimes it's a messy and noisy emptiness.
Dang our childhood used to be so magical and carefree. I miss that...
Same
Same I miss it too even tho mine was bad I still miss it
@@Lil_miss_KITTY sameee
@@aka.fabihadang I'm sorry
@@Lil_miss_KITTY it’s np, I still enjoyed it tho and at least my trauma makes me funny :p
Music is truely an amazing thing, it’s crazy how it can change your mood in seconds
Just the depressing moment just standing in the rain just soaked in the cold air and sitting on the grass just laying down there watching the clouds holding my dog just like watching the beautiful sky like heaven.
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
Do u still have his number
What was his name bro
Contact him
I can bet a lotta money he thinks the exact same thing you just typed about you
Get back in contact dude. I know its hard, but he misses you too
Womp womp
@@Phantom12560 did you steal all the chromosomes or were you just born with that many
To everyone who is in a bad situation I'm here for u. Dont let anyone let u down. Let yourself rise too the light. Dont let any part of u go too dark or happiness will fade from your hearts and too the ground. If someone lets u down u tell them firmly and brave that u are worth a million u are good. Kind and caring. Dont let anyone take away ur kindness dont bully dont hit. Just speak with kindness. Kindness is the key yoo success too being a nice kind brave person u are. I hope u do well and good please stay calm when u are goimg too rage. Never disrespect parents or anyone else just be yourself. -mia
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much.
rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
Lo mismo digo...
@@Xe5c4peX ily🫶🏼
same my grandpa died too
As a muslim i want to say inna lillah wa ina ilaihi raciun its mean : "truly to allah we belong and truly , to him we shall return"
Same
Miss my childhood.
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I?
btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
I understand that feeling
Dang I feel all of that I lost all my friends because I had a glow down I understand...
"Why am I in the perspective of this body?" I know exactly how you feel, it's called dissociation
Yo omg I totally get this feeling 😢
Who came here to just chill and look at the depressing comments... Cause i did...
That might be me
Life is so grey..i might sound ungrateful but swear im not. Its always the same shit different day. Trauma,issues, procastination has led me to depression.. If i had a wish, it would be switching realitys..maybe to my favourite anime.
I’m just tired I wanna sleep
@@eleanorbeesley9676 same
Im just lisenting bc its so nistalgic......
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
This beautiful voice gives me nostalgia and helps me sleep. May Tengri heal all sick souls.
I miss them... The song and noise in the background remind me of them its sad an comforting at the same time
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Same but my dog died 4 months ago
Miss her too much but can't cry ppl are gonna call me crybaby
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
다들 힘내. 나도 강아지가 죽어서 슬프다. 울보 소리를 듣기 싫다면, 아무도 없는곳에서라도 울어야 해요. 울지 않으면 더 슬픈거 같아.
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
Just gonna get high, chill & listen to this in a dark room reminiscing on the good ol days of my childhood 🥹 love the feeling of nostalgia
You lie in bed…
You feel numb inside
It’s ok. I’m proud of how far you’ve come… ❤
Needed that, thx man ❤️
That's the first time anyone has said that to me in 3 years. Not even my parents have told me that they're proud of me. Thank you, man.
I love how the music helps me tune in and relax and really enjoy the peace
I remember playing this in 8th grade saying I’m really about to be in high school, now I’m a junior in high school. Man time flies.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
same here, i miss the old times
Same
Edit: it’s seasonal depression yall. I’ll be back when winter hits
Enjoy it while it lasts I miss being a kid
I know maybe I'm much younger than you but now I'm in 8th grade an.. I can feel the same as you
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Damn bro, I feel you so hard. I used to be treated like that too, I never really got any friends or anything, I know this probably won't help you. But if you are reading this, I Just wanna say one thing. There are people out there for you, like me. The world may be shit, but there may be other stuff in that shit....
Hey man just keep pushing you don't fully know what the future holds you will be something in the future don't give up I believe in you
This reminds of the times I walked to school in the morning. It was back in elementary, my mom took me, my brother aswell when he was also in elementary. I miss those simple times, when I got to walk and enjoy that peace. I'm now in freshman year and wished I could walk to and back from school, to feel and let the memories come in.😢
reminds me of how i changed completetly,more bad but some good.i remember when i always woke up,greeting my family with a bright smile that could lighten up anyones day,yes,im 10 now,turning 11 soon.i remember when my second oldest brother still played with me before he 'grew up'.i remember when i used to be more energetic,more lively,more cooperative.i remember when i never used to punish myself,now i sit here writing this,its hard being a child who people think im not a human,i mean i make mistakes,but wow,how id wish for it to be in the past again,no more people saying 'kids theses days' or 'what happened?your so boring now' it hurts me.its hurts me more looking at my old pictures and seeing how i smiled,how i never gotten scolded at for not cooperating,for not being more 'mature'.my friend shouted at me in school,i was panicking like crazy!i just lost it,i screamed...i know as a christain i should love the people,but its tiring listening to people comment on me 24/7,it really is,and so is being commented by your brother about stuff like cleaning my room(im tired,i cant even be happy,let alone have energy to clean my room?),children doing chores like a 'good/happy' child.its never been the same since my brother past away,i have had thoughts of killing myself,i have cuts from cutting myself,but it wasnt major.sometimes i feel like giving up,but i have found people who have boosted my energy,wanting to make me happy and smile and cheer me up so i dont really think of hurting myself after i found those people,but i know i havent changed everything,i just hope i can provide a gppd future for myself when im older to my brother and parents,because i still survived because of them....all those rumors about P diddy and Drake and Beyonce and whatever else,why?it hurts me that people are making jokes about this,what has society done to this generation?and people say its my fault?i hope i can be the best in the future...better than this
Idk why but I kinda enjoy feeling sad
It’s like one of the only emotions you can’t show around anyone so expressing it feels freeing in a way just a brief moment of crying can really bring me a lot of comfort
Many people may not read this. I don’t know how to explain this feeling. It’s remembrance. Sadness. Joy. Love. God. I’ll try my best: I look up at the setting sun. I’ve been outside all day. My siblings hit me a couple of times. I’ve got the bruises to prove it. I played in the sprinklers and now I’m all damp. I’m kinda allergic to grass so I’m getting itchy. Mom just made us dinner. I’m about to have a sleepover with my cousins. It’s summer. I have nothing to worry about about. I love life. We’re going to play Mario Kart tonight until we can’t keep our eyes open. I thank god for these gifts. At least now I have memories to look back on when I’m old.
I needed this man every person I know and love has hurtnme bad. I hide all my crys and pain in fake smiles just like this😂😂
Hey stranger, I love you.
Thank you thank you so much I can't express how much that ment to me thank you I love you too I really needed that tonight thank you 💓💓💓
I love you..🫂
Wth
Ayo pause
No you don't. Really, it goes against logic to "love" a stranger.
Thank you for making this music, this bring back my memory as a child playing around and fun, I really miss it, and I wish to be back...
1 year ago..
My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher..
Gets things..
She has 2 kids..
So she understands children..
She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were..
“you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said”
“If you wrote a book id read every chapter”
“Thank you for being you”
“You are going to be ok..”
she didnt die..
She moved away..
Far..
Far away..
Her last words she ever said to me was..
“Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..”
the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health..
Only music
In my head i have to hold on those touching memories..
Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :(
And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
Tysm for the likes 🥲🙏
feels like childhood
How relaxing it is to listen to ❤
I've been looking for something like this. Tysm
This bring back old good memories
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
on this vacation i feel so great but,i miss something
that hit hard bro...
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
I honestly just feel like not moving on and rather stayong in bed piled up with blankets while curdled up because looking back at the memorys it just makes it impossible to move on knows all thosr favorite youtubers i watched the games i played just sitting back while watching them die out bwarly anything to watch or play unlike before and the friends when we would play vr and stuff i cant turn back tho mainly sence i had abandoned that vr game for a long time only to return and relise there gone just never to play again i would hope to return every day but its still the same even tho i find new games and stuff the guilt and everything just keeps me back this music just gives nostalgia whats sad is how i just gave up and started being sad when i was young altho i know people have it worse but anyways i dont think youll ever see me so stay blessed and goodnight
This song is making everyone sob and thats ok!
Since everyone is sharing their experiences, I will go ahead and share mine... this song immediately takes me back to my childhood, whether it was the earliest flashes of memories of when I was in school, to when I graduated, or to now, knowing that I will never wont be able to relive the same life I did just a few short years ago. I may be able to revisit the schools I attended, but the classmates and teachers I've known/grown up with have all gone away to bigger or better things and I will most likely never see them again. This is also coming from a kid that absolutely thought that school was a scam and a waste of time (and I still think that is the case, but that is a discussion for another time). I also miss the old brotherhood me and my siblings had, we played a LOT of videogames when we were younger, especially the older Halo games. Now that all of us are older and are now working jobs, got busy schedules, etc. We don't talk nearly as much as we used too and I get it, everyone's got their own life and each one of us has a path to follow, I just think it is depressing to me how fast time can move and wont stop for absolutely no one. I want to say it just boils down to this, I miss it. I miss it when everything in my life was so simple. I miss the feeling of being a kid, where there wasn't so much responsibility on my shoulders constantly and my whole outlook at life was significantly more optimistic and vibrant. Now, when I talk about this, I don't mean for this to sound like that I am ungrateful for the life I am currently living, Hell, I am more than happy with the spot I am currently at, its just I feel life gets so hectic sometimes, and I yearn for the peace and solitude when I was just a kid living in the moment. And Now when I look to the future, I don't even know if I am going to be alive within the next 10 or so years just because everything is looking so bleak around me.
And to you, the reader, Thank you. Thank you for reading a fairly long paragraph of some random dudes thoughts and experiences on the internet. Maybe some of you can relate to this feeling, if you do, comment your story, talk about it with your friends and family. I hope that you have a good life and to take a deep breath and to take one step at a time. Make sure you stop and smell the roses and really capture the moment in your memories. Because who knows what is going to happen within the not to distant future.
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
tips when listening to this song:
1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly
2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind.
3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you.
4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good.
5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them.
and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ....
I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
Don't want to be nosy but what ptsd you had and good job from getting over it jesus loves you
I like it.
Bro is so majestic
To every person who feels lonely, it is okay to be alone and it is also okay to cry. It is just a short life that will end in the end. I am also lonely, but I do not feel that this thing is shameful or shameful. On the contrary, I feel as if it is a rest for the mind and brain, and I also feel that I spend a lot of time with... Myself and I think carefully about what I should do for a better life at school and in the middle of the crowd and the huge number of students. I feel like I am the only light among them while they are in darkness. I am a little arrogant. I ask you not to be sad at the end of the matter. No one cares about you. You may destroy yourself. Be happy with yourself and spend a lot of time. With yourself, you are the only one who understands yourself. Live a pure life free of dirty people, and I wish you a better life ❤❤
simplemente macnifico 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪
This is so calm i alaways use it when gaming, studying and builds
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
thanks bro...
This reminds me of one of my friends died, and I used to come out and visit his grave every morning like always here sounds. I’ll never forget about that though. I’m in high school.
I love this it makes me so calm
2020-2022 nostalgic, i think that the quarentine really hit us, anxiety, depress, and all of them, feel like a dream, like thats years doesn't exist, is... sad, how a lot of people can be afected of 2 years. The life is so weird, its real? Exist? Idk, just... enjoy it, good night ✨️
2020 was really the year I lost that happy childish spark. An im sure a lot of people can relate to this as well
That year of quarantine really screwed up my social life and skills I could’ve developed. It was at prob the most crucial time of my life at that point, which was my sophomore year into junior year. Although I had fun times at first with the couple friends I had, my growth as a person stagnated and my social life suffered. Once lockdown ended, all my friends kind of disappeared and branched off into different groups. But for me, I stayed clinging to the lockdown phase and never went back to how my life was before it. With this, my senior year was a horrible experience with no friends, no social life, no experience, nothing at all. I didn’t realize what I had done to myself until I was already on stage receiving my diploma with only my mom cheering for me. Now working two jobs with only my cousin as someone who I would call a friend, I deeply regret not taking that step of moving on from lockdown. But I just started realizing now that I been looking at the past and not focusing on what’s ahead of my life for most of my life. Even during lockdown I hyper-fixated on my life before. This feeling I had was what I started to call nostalgia overindulgence. This is what’s been preventing me from looking at my own future and growing. Maybe all of this is just my own delusions and paranoia but I do hope I somehow got my thoughts across. I recently started trying to break that habit and have some peace of mind with the moment at hand rather than indulging in the past too much. Right now, it seems that habit is still present with me talking about this with strangers.
i think it kinda depends on the situation n what u do abt it. Stop think in what qouldve happened if quarantine didn't happen, but what should I do abt it now.
I personally find nostalgia on that period, but a happy nostalgia. I loved, i played, I "learnt", I enjoyed, I laughed, I cried, I suffered, I lost people, got to meet new people. I lived, and i still do, and i'm grateful for it as well. Not saying this trying to look like a douchebag, i just wanted to tell u guys that no matter how hard life gets and how harder it got thanks to the pandemic, you're still alive, and that's beautiful. "You only die once; you live every day." things eventually get better. They do. It's the way life works. It's the way existing works. Its existence itself. It's change itself.
@@dannydeathwish5680 Same dude. Since quarentine my sense of time is completely fucked up. time goes faster smh.
Nostalgia 😢
i love this
man this hits different
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
This is the same for me also 😢
dont be sad it's over, smile because it happened.
It's hard to.
@Ihop_b
You're right.
@@lhip_b Sadly true…
Just a word of advice to anyone who needs it, something I wish I knew sooner was “don’t be sad that is over, be happy that it ever happened at all. Think back on those fond memories with this person, whether it’s a friend or an ex.. just- cherish those smiles, the lessons learned, the memories, the knowledge gained, and move on.” It’s something I was told a little while ago around the time I lost this guy I really loved. It’s really helped me move on with my life. Another quote I live by is “don’t take what you have/ who you have for granted, you never know when they’ll/ it’ll be gone.. nothings forever..”
thank you for that comment, it helped me a lot, because I was also dumped by a guy, only he used me to forget my ex 😢
Idk who relates but sometimes I love life... I love the fact that there are beautiful and better things that make life worth living 😊
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
But I made my friend want to kill herself…
Wow nostalgia 💫💫💫
Started freshman year and got torn away from my friends. So this is good to cry to sometimes
Hey man.
Coming from a Junior who was in pretty much the exact same situation, it's all gonna turn out fine. This is just a low before a big old rise in the rollercoaster of life!
Do something for me. Try to enjoy highschool while it lasts, cus I took it for granted. Never went to events, dances, etc. Now I feel out of place, like I don't belong.
Try to make some good friends. They'll carry you to the finish line. Good luck, man.
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat...
Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview.
I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws...
If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
@@Seven_frog Thanks... wishing the best for you, better days are ahead. Just gotta keep the faith.
I never imagined that I would listen to this music to the end..
I woke up at 1 am at night and feels depressed because my dad will pass out some day and this music makes me remember most of my nostalgia i lose my 2 uncle in the past 2 years i love you dad and love yall stay safe and ive been slowly losing to depression for about 5 months now and i just wanna end my life because everyone i love is losing.
i miss this bird.
POV:it’s night time and cloudy rain while you listen to your music thinking of the good old days…
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😮 woah. R u kidding? TYSMM
Either way. YT premium is a W😊
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@cringe3007 its hard if you have a filipino mindset
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
@@BugExellence but high school will be better
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult.
Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
At one point in your childhood, you and your friends went outside and play, for the last time, and no one knew it.
I never got to go outside with my friends because that moment was taken from me before I got the chance….Rip Nolan
@@MrRootBeer7777 Painful.
Nice bro! Keep going
Idk why but recently I’ve been hit with a terrible feeling, like I feel like crying for no reason.
i just want the world to feel fresh again, im tired of not feeling anymore. thats all i wanted for so long and all of a sudden its been five years and im just standing still, everything is dull and theres always this veil stopping me from seeing clearly. I just wanna feel real again, i miss myself.
Me too but due to war pollution and losing more bright colors dur to growing up it is impossible I always tell my self that I want to be a baby again but cant😢😢😢
Falling asleep at 8PM while the pitter patter of rain falls… the good old days
Somewhere in the milky way is what they say ? I wish peace,love,and happiness to everyone ! Time to rest and relax .
this is great!
since you still living in this world today is a good day !
You know? I used to have """depression""" (I had low energy, su1c..ykwim, and always sad, but no anxiety), and I cried while listening to this song, now that I hear it now I'm kinda better makes me feel very fucking nostalgic instead of sad, It's surprising how many feelings can have just 8 notes over and over
It’s sometimes crazy, how we all live such different lives in the same world, all the same blood. I’m homeschool, basically finished my senior year. Have had no friends, never really went out. Never socialized really. Never went to any dances or proms. Never had friends to text and talk to. Just me and my family. Me, a no one, who just a dreams. I always watch other high schoolers, finding my self a little jealous of them being able to enjoy being young, while I had to grow up so fast, never experiencing healthy experiences out in life with other people. And, I feel like if I did, people would hate me, or profile me as some lame kid. Life is so funny isn’t it…
Love it
To anyone who needs to hear this. Its okay to give up. The war will never be over. Fighting is anxiety inducing, and I completely understand. Its okay to give up
Ngl this makes me think every things gonna be all right but just don’t know when
Before, everything was brighter and more colorful, but now everything is grayer and darker...😢
This is how I feel as a 2024 graduate. Reality hits too hard
scroll back up and finish ur homework pookie
I feel depressed sadness cuz my valeria gf is going to hate me and my account got banned and im really desperred
reminds me of recesss....kids yelling playing on the swings...and then leaving and realizing...your gonna miss it all...
-Aubri D. Major
Everyone will face depression in their life. But YOU are the only that can truly move on or get help with the depression.
Stay safe. :)
Nice video
Desde que murio mi abuelo ( 2022) todo lo senri derrumbado . El era como mi mejor amigo , aunque no estaba en mi mismo pais . El jugaba canmigo , bailaba conmigo , escuchabamos cbia vieja y el era el que me soportaba...🤕 En 2022 llego una noticia que el...🕊️Se hizo una estrella muy linda , pero...Yo estalle , llore como nunca. Lo que no queria mi abuelo es verme llorar por su muerte , siempre me dijo que el me vigilara y apoyara en todo...Yo cada que escucho ( Abuelo ! Lolo ! ) me echo a llorar a solas, pero siento la presencia de que alguien me abraza estando solo , pero siempre digo : Es el , mi abuelito...♥️🤕
Es normal yo tambien perdi mi abuelo pero yo tambien siento que mi abuluelo esta protejiendo y no va a insecure de mi vida
im 13 but it feels like i just rushed my childhood dang i loved it sitting in my room watching tv chilling when u just could do stupid things without getting in much troblue
So nice k1nda fits w1the 0ld p1cturs
When you realize the happy moments wont last forever.