A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun. Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp. I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager. We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more. It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go. Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed. I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends. We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there. Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore. Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story. I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him. I hope you're happy, Gabe! You were the best friend I could've ever had.
its not fun finding someone you enjoy then never being able to see them again, but you never know maybe youll find him again one day, either here or on the other side.
The people that you meet once and never see again; It's almost like everyone had a special person they've met. I've found myself up at night wondering about them. Where are they now? Have they thought about you? Are they thinking about you right now? Do they remember you? Are they even alive? I'm sure the other person has thought about you in the same way as well. Heck, you might've seen them and not even noticed. One of the people passing by in a car? The plane flying overhead? The person who is reading comments on this video? The internet is a magical place.
That sucks man sometimes you only think about what your going to do with that person 4 months ago I went to a water park before I left to a different state my dad was with me and my cousin and little sister I remember what his last word before I left he said I’m going to be back soon. after that I was on the air plane and in front of where I was sitting it was a dad and son And the son was saying dad I wish mommy was here.then the dad said she will be at the airport to you up I have to leave. Then where at airport and I see the dad son and a mom the same from airplane the dad was saying listen to mommy ok I will be soon.then the dad left the son was in tears crying saying I want daddy back. And that reminds me of my dad. Ever since I listen to this song when I think about him.
I’m having endless cycles of pain and happiness intermixing and never ending, always just restarting over and over again; allowing me to never feel some sort of stationary joy, it fades to quickly, re-starting the cycle of happiness to emptiness to happiness to emptiness I hate it, I just want it to end
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) Edit: im really proud of you for findng your happiness here, i also ove you so much even if i dont know you , i still care for you an your feelings. until next time bestie
I just want to be happy this New Year’s Eve but I couldn’t because of my parents I feel like I’m one of their enslaved pawns all I must do is work not having fun
This is so beautiful. Am I the only one who has always gotten uplifted by listening to depressing music? It’s my favorite, melodically. Such pretty melodies.
You ok? This comment slightly makes me worried about ya… I’m sure the Comment section wouldn’t mind being here for ya. I definitely wouldn’t. Hope it gets better :)
@@minireaper7440 uhm…..I do believe that is called Hiraeth, and yes it is somewhat common for some to be lost in thoughts or not knowing what to do next. My answer is yes?
If you ever feel down, remember that you and everyone else is loved by Jesus. He took all the pain we will ever feel and more, so that we could have eternal happiness in Him.
this song remind me of me and my friends in 7th grade, we would sneak out of the school just to walk in the peaceful woods about a kilometer away living the best life we could have. But now everythings gone. Highschool ruined my friendships, i barely meet my friends anymore, and when i meet them it is just like i never known them. if you have read the whole text i just wanna say thank you :)
People come and go and they are always changing. I don't have any friends rn because I'm not the best at being a friend. I have social anxiety and ended up pushing everyone away even though I didn't mean to. Now I try to focus on the future and how I'll meet new friends and slowly learn how to be okay with myself around them. Perhaps your friends feel the same way you are about them? Maybe they want to get together again but are too afraid to make the first move? Regardless, I wish you the best of luck in finding whatever it is you're looking for.
This really makes me realize why I can't sleep at night. I stay up. My mind feels an urgency to stay awake and enjoy the time I have alone while I can. Nobody will bother me at 12am. I can sit, without a worry in the world. But in exchange, it makes my days all the more miserable.
When I read some of the comments here, I notice that most of the people commenting are either sad, depressed or nostalgic. And I totally understand that. This simple, yet special sound makes us feel in a way that can't be described in words. I'm not one of those people that I mentioned before. I would say that I have a good life. I have a loving family, good grades and the best friends you could wish to have. I am still returning to this song, just to feel this special feeling again. Every time I read the stories of the ones that commented here, and it breaks my heart to read all the suffering and pain that some of these people are going through. I am so grateful for the position that I'm in, and I wish that everybody on this planet could be in this position as well. So if you are reading this, whether because you are happy, sad, nostalgic or anything else: I wish you all the best in your life. You deserve it. _Sunday, Jan 8 2023, 01:10 am_
Same and the thing is that I have almost 1000 online friends so I’m used to them blocking me or unfriending me. It’s like this one time,I hopped on one of my favourite vr games (rec room) and started playing. I met this really cool person on vr and we had a great time, it was amazing we went in a lot of servers and games (in recroom) and had fun. We played almost every day and there user was jus*** (censored for there privacy) and then one day they didn’t come on, I was a little bit worried but I thought “oh, they’ll probably just come online tomorrow. They didn’t, at this point I started crying a lot more and feeling sad 😞. I’ve hoped for them to come online for months just to be able to talk to them, they haven’t and it’s felt like I’ve been waiting for years. It makes me sad to not be able to talk to them…
I made a really close friend with someone online and gave me comfort talking to that person and it was really fun spending time with them until one day they just started ignoring me completely every time I would try and talk to them they would say “sorry #### I have to go I’m busy” I understand that they were busy but after a while of the same excuse I felt sad they would tell me everything and then stopped I later found out something important about them which they should’ve told me but didn’t after a while they just stopped joining the game or even talking in chat I still message them till this day asking them how they’ve been but I can’t help to think how much I wished they were still around I miss talking to that person and having fun I think august marks us being “friends” for what 3 years? If I can even call this friendship I guess I’m just hoping we’re still friends I remember once I joined them and thier friends, their friends were being absolute shit towards me and they didn’t even care they just kept talking to their other friends I felt so alone I didn’t talk the whole time I was just there, I said hi to them but it didn’t matter what I said… I asked them if they wanted to talk again and still have had a responds and I don’t think I will until next month or the next one.. maybe I’m just being dramatic it’s an online friendship ofc it isn’t gonna last so why do I feel so sad about it… I miss them so much.
This song reminds me of laying down in bed and just staring in the middle of night at Tokyo. Neons are lighting, the rain is loud. God, what a chill feeling.
This song gives me that "what have i done" vibe or "ive won..... now what?" Man life is good. To everyone out there who's feeling sad, just know that I love you, no matter who u are what type of person u are and where u are. If somethings on ur mind, do what u love. Camp, hike, just rest and take a deep breath and take a moment to chill. Think about the good things in life, the amazing things that can happen. The amazing future that awaits you. Its crazy how literally anything is possible. If you wanted to, you could really just do anything if ur committed. I hope this makes ur day I little bit better and have an utterly amazing life. God bless you and peace. We may meet again :)
@RUclipsdork266 haven't been the best lately but it brightens my night to see your doing well. I hope all goes well for you and I hope everyone else that's reading this has an amazing day and rest if they're life.
Fr HOW DO WE EXPLAIN THIS FEELING, have we forgotten a feeling? It's not peace, but not sadness, obviously not anger and disgust.. not happiness too?? I wouldn't say love as well.. WHAT IS THIS
@@Jetelavaisdis I don't know too... Its so weird, all my memories suddenly play in my head tears start to walk on my face, my throat gets stuck for a second, and then i sleep... So weird
whenever i listen to this song, it never just “comes on” i put it on, even in a good mood, not to get sad, not to feel something but just to have that peace. although its never just peace, i always start thinking about life, my family, friends, things i shouldn’t think about, doesn’t make me sad, just makes me think, not anything in particular, almost just studying the entirety of my recent events, even if they’re small, in a deep manor. i love this song, although it makes me think and sometimes cry, its so unique and makes me feel warm, like the familiarities of a christmas morning, leaving middle school, growing up, all big life events, this song reminds me of home. this song isn’t sad or happy to me, well maybe a little sad, whenever i describe it to someone i call it, “a melancholic peace”
I think about how one day I'll be looking back on my life thinking about things going on rn. And for some reason I think about maturing. As on excepting the facts of life like death of people you care about. Idk it always makes me cry
It's okay bro, life will give u challenges but life knows u will beat them they want u to get used to the real world because its gonna happend to u twice if ur going through a breakup death of a loved one, I'm here bro. I know u can make it through whatever ur going through
The only way left is to be one with pain and suffering, we just need to accept it, i dont know if its the right thing to do but what choice do we have.
Why did I ever expect her friend request Why did I ever text back Why did I ever sit next to her Why did I ever say hi Why did I ever hug her Why did I ever like her Why did I ever love her Why?
because you were waiting for love,But never had love back humans live around Live to love :No love There is pain, I know it because I feel pain, but I keep silent :D I don't know how long I can Hold my demons :)
This song reminds me of when I was little and it was around 7:00am and I would wake up and go downstairs and it would be bright and my parents were still asleep, I would pour my cereal, look out the window, and just enjoy the warm, loved, happy feeling. I miss those days
If my doctor says that one day I only have 1 hour left and I will die, I will listen to this melody and remember once again how useless and ridiculous life is. Memories will flash before my eyes and I will dedicate my last tear to this song.
That's so sad bro, but hopefully he's in peace, or maybe reincarnated, sometimes even if we prepare mentally for those things, it still happens out of nowhere, hope you're fine, i'd give you a hug but this is the internet, kinda difficult
My mother died July 2nd, 3 days before my brothers death. I was 10 when she passed, my 11th birthday was July 15th(Im currently 11) this song helps me escape humanity, I feel my real escape though is death. This song really helped me, idk why I’m commenting this, I just feel relieved,less stressed, when I listen to the simplicity of music. Thank you for this
Reletable comment, i feel sorry for you, i hope u get better. In my case, i just feel too pressured by just everything, at least I’ve became a very strong person due to it
This reminds me when covid started 2 years ago and it was the beginning of quarantine, online school, watching anime, time with family. But now its all changed, now school is more stress full, and don't have the time to enjoy stuff like i used too. Hi, I want to say that you're amazing
this may be literally the most perfect song i’ve ever heard in my life . I share soo much memories with this song like every couple months for the past years i decide to come back here and enjoy this masterpiece when i’m feeling unwell . I hope that everyone who reads this knows that after every hardship peace will come your way 🙏🏼
I just want to return to my old self when things were so much different. Where I could laugh and be myself without fear of suddenly losing everyone that I loved. it's difficult when I want to be happier but physically can't. my energy has been drained and I feel tired all the time. I feel nothing but sad and bad for myself every day. I can't distract myself because there's nothing that engages me or interests me. it's like every time I'm happy, someone else is sad and it hurts so much being that selfish for my own happiness. I just wanna make people happier and feel happier. this song just gives me that nostalgic feeling that I miss. I miss the old me and I hate how I have to live with myself, feeling like crap every time I wake up to start a new day.
Es...un alivio tan inmenso el poder sentirse libre, comodo y feliz al escuchar esto. Recuerdo que cuándo apenas la escuchaba me echaba a llorar por tantas cosas que me auto-destruian, pero cielos, la paz que me regala este sonido es impresionante. Tomarme un té mientras simplemente me siento conectada conmigo misma, con el cielo, con el universo, con cada cosa de este maginifico lugar. Creeme tu vida aún no acaba, tienes tanto por vivir y por experimentar. No te acomples al resto, sientete tú mismo porque no hay nada más valioso que poder despertarse y decirse a si mismo "Me amo y amo cada cosa de este mundo". Mucha suerte en todo este camino que tienes por delante, y núnca lo dudes: tienes mucho más potencial del que crees.
This song reminds me of when i was younger,my parents were still together,i had my sister and life was good. My parents split up and i went to live with my stepmother and my dad a few years later. After around 5 years of us living there,they split up. They had had a child and i had become best friends(almost) with my stepmum. But,i cant help but be happy we moved out. While i loved my stepmum and my step-siblings,it wasn’t the best household to live in. My stepmum didnt look after us kids the way a mother should and that led to my behaviour becoming a huge problem..i would behave bad because i had too many feelings locked up,and nobody i felt i could talk to. My mum once came to our house bc I was misbehaving and threw me in the car,drove me to a random industrial estate and kicked me out of the car,telling me that if i didnt stop being a little bitch,she would leave me there. I remember that night as clear as anything else,me screaming and crying,begging her not to leave me. She let me back in and took me home. My behaviour never improved..that was,until me and my dad moved out in 2019. For the first year(i think) we lived with my nan. Then,we got a house just before the first lockdown. In the middle of it,he met a woman,and she was amazing. Her name was Kiana and she was so loving and kind to me and my siblings..they split up before the end of lockdown. She wanted kids and my dad had three already,so… Just before the second lockdown,he met my current stepmum and we moved in,we are still living there now,and despite everything at home being okay,school is the worst. I just recently started year 8 and its worse than i imagined. I get stared and laughed at because of my body,im constantly being called names like “boffin” “neek(please tell me if this word is offensive for me to say)” etc. I lost one of my greatest friends due to Covid,her name was Josie. We promised before we finished school in year 6 that we would always be in touch and,i havent seen her since. I dont have any way if contacting her. Theres a boy who is bullying my friend and sending her things that nobody should ever have to see,and its getting si bad that she may get the police involved. Im trying to cut him out of my life but i keep talking to him,scared that he’ll get aggressive if i stop being friends with him…there are very few things keeping me going right now,and that is my 2 year old brother,who was born in the pandemic,my not even 2 yr old niece,who was also born during the pandemic,my other young siblings. I cant bear to think of what it would be like for them if i did it…they would have to grow up with only vague memories of their sister/aunt and i have to hold on,for them…not to mention my amazing partner,who tells me very day how amazing i am and how much they love me…the worst part is,nobody believes me when i tell them i wanna die,and they laugh,thinking its a joke. I cant talk to anybody in person about my feelings,because im so scared of how theyll react… If you are still reading this,thank you.. i never thought anyone cared about my life,let alone read a comment this long about it… I wish i could tell myself it gets better,and remember the saying,”things usually get worse before they get better” I just have to hope its true…
wow am also in year 8 and its hard. I used to have a group of friends but there all gone now. Reading this made me cry knowing that this was happening to you, you did not deserve this. If you need to talk to anyone am here for you.
This song man, this song… The feelings it gives me are indescribable. It makes me feels emptiness. The slow and the simple but absolutely depressing melody makes me think of the universe and so many sad vibes and makes me think and think and think. I don’t know how to describe it. This is the song That would play if the world was completely empty and it was just me in loneliness.
I imagine a landscape in the field totally alone at night waiting for a moment in my life to come when I no longer see family problems, scolding, bad school grades, failures and feel really happy ;)
this song reminds me of someone i was once close to in highschool, someone i only knew for a year. his name was josh and he showed me another part of life i never experienced ever: living it up and partying. i was not a cool kid by any means and the cool kids did not accept me, but he did and he was one of them. i met him beginning of my junior year and we had lots in common: video games, music taste, ideologies on life, working out, and smoking weed (it was frowned upon) he would throw these awesome house parties and everyone from our school would go. some of my best memories were from those house parties and having fun with everyone drinking and smoking weed with not a care in the world but my mom blowing up my phone. he showed me how fun life could really be and that you only live once so live it up. i will never forget him calling me on a friday night to see if i wanted to go to one of those edm shows, we were both 17 at the time and were allowed to go because it was an all age event. we went to this club in nola called club ampersand (gone now) we saw krewella and adventure club. this was my first experience going to one of those shows, showing me another part of life i never experienced. the end of that school year josh left for another state and we became distant. i tried to reach out, wanting to hang out in the future but he never really answered me back. last time i talked to him it was 4 years since he left. it’s now been 10 years and sometimes i wonder how he is doing. josh, thank you for being a great friend for the time we did have together. thank you for including me in stuff i normally would have never been included in. i hope you are doing well..
I’ve been the Josh before and I’m glad you aren’t taking his absenteeism personally. Unfortunately most of the people living that way in their youth are really in or heading toward a whole slew of problems and major reality checks one could only hope are understood the first time around. It’s unfortunate some of the people who want to have the most fun or be happy as possible end up not learning discipline, sacrifice, and other life skills that are essential to maintaining balanced happiness in life. Unfortunately most of those lessons are Not learnt in time and end up in drug addictions (even weed), constant problems, and lots of other potentially avoidable scenarios due to us being too fixated on the present good times not knowing how important it is to build some in place for the future. Hopefully Josh isn’t like me, but unfortunately there are many who are
I miss who I used to be. I wanna go back to being younger, and not having to worry about all the problems that come with growing up. School struggles, relationships, arguments with parents and just life itself. Having to live everyday can be draining. I’m slowly finding happiness but I just wish things could have gone differently in some situations. But I’ll eventually find something to make me happy and feel a sort of purpose. Whether it be a person or a hobby or just something else in the world I hope it comes soon. I love all of you and hope you have a good night. Bye
hey. i'm so sorry you feel like that. i'm sure things will get better, ok? someday, i promise. remember, you're amazing. me and so many other people are so proud of you. you're loved.
This reminds me of when I used to wake up at 6am on Christmas Day, sort out all the presents, go back to sleep, parents woke me and my siblings up. Now it’s just one parent waking us up. It was like this 2 years ago in 2019, that was our last family Christmas together
Wow I'm sorry to hear this, I can't imagine living without a mom or a dad. But all I can say is that at least you have a parent and siblings, and always make sure you are grateful for them because there are people out there were they don't even have a family. I know it can be hard but always keep pushing! Have a great day or night.
This song is basically when your laying down in a dark, cold room with the sounds of rain hitting your window, and the sound of your fan running while you think about everything you've done. Every regret, every memory of yours. So basically just when your lying down and your having deep thoughts about life. That feeling of nostalgia
Heartbroken? Depressed? Nostalgic? Sad? Happy? Welcome traveler, I hope you can enjoy your stay while you are healing Please, take some time and rest, it’s been a long way, please heal, recharge, suit up and keep going, we all believe in you ♥️
Not even sad i just dont want to go back to school. All the good habits and fun stuff i do on holidays i never seem to able to do on regular school weeks. Significantly ruins my mental health
When i was younger, i thought i would always be happy and cheerful And here i am. Alone. Listening to this having the voices repeat in my head while i cry hoping it stops Little do i know it never stops
It does stop.your like pizza but with shrimp or chocolate on it! And the person who orders you must love you or just trying you out! Your still gonna find someone who will never leave you because you might become their fav! And if they order you 1 time then through you in the dump then they ordered you for a dare or just to try you out not because they liked you.
Ill be completly honest here, these are genuinly the nicest comments I've ever read. Readings the peoples stories, the music, the togetherness that this account brings us is beatiful. A mixture of sadness and calmness, and a place where you know your not the only one.
Try to imagine this song when time doesn’t feel real:👇👇👇👇 >Showering at 3AM thinking about life >Waking up and its dark outside >Walking alone in the rain at night
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a daughter now, born Bonfire Night in 2022. Can't believe it's almost been 2 years with her already. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
People find this sad but I find it really comforting and peaceful, and really calming but kind of unsettling and nostalgic at the same time, idk how to explain. Ty for this
One of my cats died this morning/last night and I loved her so much and this song lets all my emotions out, thank you. R.I.P Olive fly high bubba ❤️🪦🐈 I miss you so much already and it doesn’t feel real anymore.
last year my friend moved to a new school and she hasn't talked to me since then and listing to this song makes me remember all the laughts i had with her but now shes gone and i don't laugh anymore i barly even smile anymore i miss her so much, if ur reading this Lexi i miss u
This.. idk how to express myself. The fact is, this song gives such a good feeling. Imagine being on a roof, in a summer night, and watch the city below while this song is playing in your headphones. You feel good, in a way that even you can’t comprehend. It’s just so nostalgic, but also peaceful.
I miss the days where I didn't care about others expectations, and what they thought about me. I miss being a happy little girl who could imagine her bright future ahead of her. One of the only reasons I haven't unalived yet is because I don't wanna give up on that little girl, I don't wanna break her heart. I wanna make her proud, even though I have to fight everyday just to make it happen. I'm sorry for what your going through, I really wish you the best. I'll always be here for you when times get tough, even though I don't know you. I love you.
There’s this girl that I met by accident and she means the world to me. We met over a game and it might sound stupid but this is my first ever true love and we have been talking and have known each other for almost 5 years. I want to go see her, and one day, marry her. I think we’re perfect for each other and I think we’re soulmates. It’s hard having so much distance but one day that won’t be a problem. When we don’t talk for a while I kind of feel empty and she always pops up randomly in my head. She is so perfect, and I love her so much. When I meet her it’s gonna be the best day of my life. Hopefully soon enough I’ll be able to go see her, cause I really need that. She’s so special to me. I need her in my life.
Hey man that’s great long distance are sometimes where it at But I say this Don’t depend on a person too much at all try finding your own way in things You never know what may happen
Last night I cried myself to sleep, thinking I'll never be good enough for my dad. He's an alcoholic and I blame myself for not able to help him. Right now I just got done with another session of crying and thinking I'll never make people happy and I'll always ruin something and make people mad at me. I hope you guys are doing better than I, as I don't want anyone to suffer like me. I know I'm just a stranger to you all but know I love you all and you're never alone as I'm here. I know I need to hear this from someone so I say it to others, hoping I'm making someone's day.
Well i am dead this aint even my real account i am here to help though i have one dream makes people Happy when i accomplish that i Will be in fact dead
Hey guy...... listen to me just real quick. Next time you see your dad, sit him down. Have a talk with him. Talk about memories, all the things you love, and life. And hey man... no one's disappointed in you. It's not your fault. All humans sin. It's normal. So I'm just here to say don't give up. Think about it. Is it the end or is it the beginning? Trust me alot of peaple like me care about you. I mean alot. Think about it all you're dreams. You can have kids. Look just do what you enjoy in life. Look there's 8 billion peaple just in this world and maybe even more depending on what you believe. So I promise you'll find someone who your happy with. Whether that's love, friendship, or just someone who can calm you down. Trust me. You will start to realize the change. Everything has a purpose. From tiny little insects to celestial body's as huge as the universe. And somehow, us beings are one of the most important ones. That's all I'm here to say. Follow you're dreams, and may my God bless you. Have a wonderfully life, and who knows, maybe we'll meet again; on this thing you call "the internet" welp... so long friend.
I am in the same type of situation, my dads an alcoholic and might die from liver failure, i rarely see him as he works a full time bus driver job but i would wish to just sit whith him and talk. With my brother and sister slowly spliting of to there own life's whith girlfriends and boyfriends, im the only one left, whith that in mind i dont have much left of a childhood you will have to live throw it like i did over the past years, always here to talk if you need me.
Deepest Quotes I Found Here - “ People cry, not because they’re weak, but because they’ve been strong for far too long.” “I don’t want to get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end.” “Death is not the greatest loss in life, it’s what dies inside of us while we live.” “People’s lives don’t end when they die. It ends when the lose faith.”
Thank you so much. This has made me feel something that i want to hold onto, and live for. A metophorical home, like safety. Warm and safe. For the first time in such a long time i feel wanted. As silly as it sounds, i feel like i can tell this song anything. As if it was a person. I feel comfort. This has helped me so much. Thank you. This is my new comfort song. I hope you're doing well, and your day/night is going good. Thank you so much for this video.
"I have cancer.Nope mutch days i live... this make me cry."says an man that i see in other video of this music,the comment has leaved 1 year before... ✊😔
this gives me the vibes of a school party from 3rd grade, where people would just stuff themselves with pizza, having the rain fall with that yellow light, it also gives me the feeling of peace, but also makes me feel kinda paranoid, overall amazing, thank you.
This song makes me remember the time I went to Japan in the summer of 2020 on a family trip. Prior to going to Japan, my girlfriend at the time passed away a couple months ago. I got expelled from school and my life felt like it was spiraling downwards. I don't know how to explain that feeling but this song and the way it is slowed down resembles that feeling a lot. I had a lot going on in my mind at the time but with no one to talk to about it. When I was in Japan, I met this girl there and she took me to a local bar in Shinjuku. We talked and drank for what seemed like a long time. We opened up to each other about all the troubles we went through. I shared everything to her and she shared a lot with me about her family life. This song also reminds me of that time. It was a bittersweet feeling having met a complete stranger from around the world and being able to talk to them as if they have known you for life. This song just brings back so many memories of when I was in a mental rut, and reminds me of the innate human connection we can form with others through trauma. Her name was Anna, and she was the first person to hear my story in its entirety since the passing of my girlfriend. I could definitely go for another conversation with her again.
My cat have passed away yesterday, I feel so dizzy, so thoughtful... He was more then just a normal cat, he was my son, my precious son that I loved so much, it was so suddenly that I didn't even notice it's was his last days, now I look back to what I did, and I'm greatful that I was a great dad, thank you lil guy, rest in peace...
I really miss my old self when things were different,I just miss when I was happy 😞 nothing makes me happy anymore...all my friends are gone....made new online friends and they just left and didn't care...then fell in love with a boy who made me so much happier,but it was a long distance relationship....him and I were perfect together and he was just the best thing that's ever happened to me...he suddenly lost feelings and ended our relationship.... he promised not to leave me....I cried for months and pretended like everything was fine....tbh I still love him,he probably has a girlfriend now,I listen to this song every night and cry myself to sleep...my parents don't realise I'm fading... :(
This makes me feel so peaceful and free... just close your eyes and imagine your in a beautiful landscape..like, a rainy forest, the sky, a rainy sunset, a whole dark field of grass with no trees, etc. feel like your running away from the stuff you would like to burn in hell the most. Take a test and hug it like it’s your most lived one, idc who it is, just do it. So sad but calming.....thank you for this, this song is a actual true blessing ❤️
i always find my self coming back to this idk why but it feels like a second home whenever i can’t sleep or worry i listen to this it helps me remember all of the good memories i have ever had and reminds me how great life can really be if you read this i hope you know your loved ❤
A few minutes ago was the last time I'm gonna see my best friend in person for a while because he's moving out of state, didn't think it would affect me, but we caught feelings for each other 3 days before he left. And the last thing was us hugging and me saying that I'm gonna miss him and I'm probly gonna cry. He just held me tight and said, "don't cry, it's gonna be okay, please just don't cry" I don't know what to do. I cried.
As someone who moved out of state and misses my friend a lot I know how it feels, i just wish i could go back to simpler times, watching skydoesminecraft with my brother hugging him, hes moved out with his gf all grown up now.
My best friend in our friend group told me after we graduated high school: "No matter where we are, we will still game together every night like we are still freshmen!" That was a years ago, he joined the military and every one of my friend group got into different colleges and different universities, I rarely see them nowadays, the discord group chat last message was me about who's online to game tonight in February 2021. Times flies, I wish I was back to high school again, to enjoy our time together again, because I didn't know that we were making memories, we were just simply having fun. To all people out there who are lost like me. Stay strong guys, life is not easy but with time and determination, we can get through and be happy with it. And treasure the memories you have with friends and family because, in one blink of an eye, you will be all alone. Ty and have a good night.
i wish i could be on top of a rooftop with tokyo neon lights in the distance at night. Im just relaxing to the sound of the rain, no school to stress me out, no being someone i am not to try to get people to like me. Just relaxing to the sound of the rain. damn i wish life could be that easy.
This song reminds me of a friend I had. I was at a new school, none of my old friends shared a class with me, so I was really lonley and scared. I walked into the class, scared that they'll hate me. That's how I met her, her blond hair was shining in the sun and her skin was pale white with some red touches. She was shy, I was shy, I don't know how we managed it to talk to each other. We were perfectly together, we laughed, we went out and had much fun. Thats what I thought, but then there was this moment when I realized. She was using me. Maybe we were friends, but after she used me so many times for almost everything I saw clear. She was cool, pretty and also so awful. I was feeling down, our friendship got worser and worser, she was toxic so to me , always blamed me for everything and made feel like I'm worthless. It was not the first time I felt that, my whole life I've been hearing, that I'm worthless. At least she could used me for money and for some 'fun'. We were friends but it felt more like drowning. I took her to a festival, I spent 56 dollars for her, I mean, that's what friends do right? We had fun. Then it happend, the thing. It was my fault but it wasn't something bad, I just wanted that she gives me my money back, of cause not all money. I spent more that 150 dollars for her, I just wanted something small back. I didn't thought that it would excalate that quick. At the next day she told me that her boyfriend wants to beat me up, I cried and was scared to go out. I was trying to fix the friendship but it didn't helped. I was scared, unable to talk to someone .I thought if I would do that, her dad would kill me because he was a dealer. At the next day I was scared to go to school, I went a longer way, hoping that i won't getting beat up. When i got to school everyone ignored me. They blamed me. They hated me. I was alone, again. I was 10. I didn't deserved that, I didn't deserved all things. I've always been used from my friends and I can't even trust my friends now. They must hate me too. I'm a bad friend, I want to go back to my childhood, where I had two great friends, why did we moved? They're also not good peoples anymore. I just want to have a other personality.
Bro all I gotta said that some people can be real, some people can be fake and some people can be evil and if you’re scare don’t be like that cuz you’re a man first so my advice to you is try out boxing it help me because I would always get bully not until I show them my fist. So bro be careful who you with like I said they can be real,fake or evil just remember that you are a man first take care.
This song reminds me of when i was like 14 years old or so . I was still in high school with the best friends i could never ask for,the moments of happiness,everything we’ve shared,our adventures,everything were just perfect until we all had to drift apart to go to college . I can still remember when they made me happy and laugh so much . Funny how life can suddenly change everything and make you feel very sad about those memories you had with all of the people you loved the most,you really wished you could go back and live these moments a little longer . I don’t know about you but i’m literally holding my tears right now and if you had something similiar,know that you’re not alone . If any of my friends see this,i hope you will all have a successful life and so on,i hope you’ll be healthy and happy . This also applies to whoever read this . ❤
While listening to this, I looked through the comments. I was very surprised at everyone's stories and the motivation messages people were giving to each other. But I also got a chance to rethink life, my life choices, the people I have met, then the people I won't ever see again. I started to cry but then I looked at @Mila Martinees's comment, thank you for cheering me up. I haven't had anyone say nice things to me in a while, but honestly, thank you. And thank you Lofi Bloom and everyone else in the comments, you really made my day, hell, you made the rest of my week, my life. I probably wouldn't be on this world anymore if it weren't for the people in the comments. Much love to everyone.🖤
*I'm not a native english speaker, so there are gonna be moments that i'm not going to be able to write well* This song makes me thing a lot of thinks, it just brings to me a lot of feelings, feelings that makes me happy or sad, it's like i was having a conversation with myself: Old friends, old memories, etc. This song makes me wish everything was like it used to be, but i just can't keep my thoughts in the past, i just should keep going and thinking everything is going to be fine, i'll find a way to do it. I'm sure. If you're having a hard time, don't worry at some point, you will fell better. Love y'all
At the beginning of this year.. all I could feel was the fact that life is a never ending cycle. January, February, March.. they all repeat in a cycle that will forever continue. Someday this cycle will repeat without us, which is heartbreaking in itself.
Sometimes i wish i could just go back, to simpler times, where i didn’t have to stress about the way i looked or the grades i got, i just wanna go back. This never ending loop of constantly fixing myself but it’s never ending, never perfect, never finishing. Let me go back.
i thought growing up would be fun, but now that i'm 21, i just want to go back. back to when i didn't have a care in the world. back when everything was colorful. back when i had all of my friends close to me. back when some of my relatives were alive. the days just aren't the same as they used to be
This happened to me for the first time. I miss them so much. We always chat and now they havent been online since february 14. I’m still waiting for them
You can’t help but wish that when you wake up you’re back in a different time. I still remember waking up in the morning with the sun in my face. my room was in the attic so my window was slanted upward. It was a small room and only fit a few pieces of furniture but it was cozy. I can’t describe the feeling of waking up, I must’ve thought it just another day back then, I was indifferent. I would give anything to wake up in that room again. Not a care in the world.. Of course life wasn’t perfect my parents fought alot and even though I was young I understood we were hard on money. I never grew up with cable tv or the newest stuff. But I absolutely treasured what I had. Waking up and playing my dads old sega genesis even when other kids my age had game cubes or a playstation. It didn’t matter to me because I loved playing sonic, golden axe, mortal combat. At the time I didn’t understand but growing up like that was the best gift my parents gave me. Just imagining waking up eating a bowl or cornflakes and watching a recorded vhs of spy kids on a Saturday, id fall asleep to a vhs of shrek on loop. the movie would reach the end of its tape, white noise, and rewind itself. Play again. I wish life worked that way. I wish I could hit rewind, going back I wonder if I would savor the moments that much more. What would I do differently. Would everything turn out the same. What did I imagine life would be like in the future as a kid. The world is so twisted now i cant even remember what i thought life would be like. Sometimes I cant sleep. Its always been that way so that hasn’t changed, sometimes i think if I could just talk to that version of me from so many years ago, what would they even think of me. Regardless i don’t think i made them proud. I really need advice from that kid. I hope I get the chance to do it all again.
you know that feeling when you're at a lonely night, it's cold, you don't feel sad or feel happy, something feels off but can't seem to know what it is, you just wander around not doing anything and sitting on bed/chair, yeah i felt that
A few months ago, I mean a year ago, it was november 2021, and I met this girl. This girl who’s changed my life, for 1 year she changed my life. She was in my school when I met her for the first time, we was 10, we talked, we laughed, we played… and the time separated her and I. For 3 years, I couldn’t see her because of our new friends, new school, new activities. But in november 2021, i found her, in the court of my school, she was so pretty, I look at her and she look at me, for the first time since 3 entire years. After that, I start to talk with her on social medias. We were 14 now, and after 1 or 2 months talking everyday, I said her : “I love you”. At this moment, my heart stopped beating. She respond me that she need more time, I let her more time, and 3 months after, I kissed her, just downstairs of her house. That was the best moment of my entire life, I was in another world and her too, we were together. I lived the most beautiful 8 months of my life with her. But after these 8 months, she breakup with me, since that, I think about her all nights, when I hear this sound I think about her. And I still love her. I hope your happy now, Leane. I love you.
I don’t even know whats going on. After months of being at my lowest, and realizing that I need help, I have just noticed that no one truly cares, they don’t care about you, but maybe, I already knew it. I want to do lots of things, but, at the same time I don’t want to live anymore. I know I have everything to be happy. I have this obsession with appearing perfect, in everything I do, I do everything perfectly, but I am alone, I just dont know why no ones wants to be with me. People are soo mean for no reason, and they think I am good, but I just can’t, I’ve really done my best, in everything, but where has it let me? Do I want this? Myself is my worst critic, and it is harsh, I am always so strict with me, why am I obsessed with perfection? I have cut myself, starve myself, and hit myself when I do bad things, and its not for attention, because no one knows it. I just feel like, everything bad in my life, has actually been my fault. I dont know how to love. I am trying to get better, but, I feel numb, I want to be excited for life, but I dont know why I cant.
Sometimes, I wish I could go back in time. I miss those memories of being genuinely happy, with nothing but a smile on my face. These days, I’m feeling like I’ve taken someone’s spot in the world, like an immovable burden. Being able to wake up in 2013 to the sound of the birds chirping and calling out to each other filled me with joy so much when I was young, nowadays I can’t remember the last time i dreamt peacefully, without waking up angry at myself for existing. I was never taught how to express my feelings, even while I was young. Now I feel like a cloud in a box, ready to burst with thunder and tears. I’m not as happy as I used to be, I can’t even remember the last time I smiled without feeling like I don’t belong. If anyone finds this, you aren’t alone. To anyone who feels this way, just know that you’re not a burden, and that you will make your mark on this planet, one way or another.
This song brings back nostalgic memories before everything was so hard and complicated, before being a different sexuality was a trend, before everyone turned toxic, the good days where we used to play with Lego, laugh with our siblings and have fun together, play outside all the time, play our favourite video game, our parents helping us with our homework. Life’s changed a lot since then, you remember that. Life isn’t gonna be so easy there’s gonna be ups and downs but you have to get over them, it’s not easy but remembering how happy you used to be, you don’t want to make that little guy/girl sad, they would look up to you as a romodel, life itself isn’t meant to be easy, us humans have lost our primitive ways and survival skills to video games and being brain washed by all the trends, it’s tough man, living life ain’t easy that’s for sure, I have a girlfriend now who I love very much and I don’t want her to see me become a sad husk again, as soon as I met her I changed, my point is that you shouldn’t give up, there’s always someone or something out there that will change you, I promise you that. If you need me to help you out with anything just reply to this comment I’ll try my best to keep all of you in check.
Did you know I have been depressed for three years. I really don't know what I should do. I had a girlfriend too, but she has been away from me since my depression. I get goosebumps when I remember them. You ruined my life, she spread false rumors about me. I read your comment and the last part of the comment caught my attention. I wish you a happy day and life
I recognize myself in this comment. I'm not sure how to explain but everything as a whole feels different since like 2016 / 17 And then tiktok becoming a norm in like 2020. Don't get me wrong that app is game breaking! I enjoy it a lot but the way it's so easy to post decent content on it means that you'll get real quality content but also loads of absolute nonsense.. My attention span has never been lower, I don't feel creative anymore, I force myself to take simple initiatives. Idk the last couple years feel superficial. Take for example something that everybody enjoys: music. I can't believe we've lost mainstream pop "girl singers". I'm barely an adult, I'm able to go in nightclubs but all my childhood I imagined it would be fun like a concert in some way but it turns out rap (which is cool but not mainstream) is now 90% of songs... Whether it's US or French rap where I live. I've always had the mindset of being optimistic for the future, but the current state of this generation makes me look back feeling nostalgic, there's no balance. My present life doesn't make up for the previous years (late 2000's & 2010's).
The feeling this gives me is like a comforting type of sadness that i can just wrap myself in forever. I feel everything I’ve ever felt at once it’s overwhelming yet gives me a sense of stability. It’s like a poem or a book that pulls you in and hugs you in a way you need but never receive. I feel sad but safe.
I wish I didn't have to stress over grades, nor people liking me, I just wanna be 5-8 again, I wanna remember my whole childhood, I wanna be able to travel back in time and tell my 5 year old self to make sure to stay strong, I just want everything to be simple again..
Scrolling through these comments is making me tear up a bit and I really hope if anyone happens to stumble upon this comment, they realize that there's always someone there for you, whether you realize it or not. Take a few deep breaths and close your eyes. If you want to cry, let it all out. Hug something, like a stuffed animal or a pillow. You're loved. ❤️
@@drtribo9989 You might not feel loved, but there's someone who cares about you in this world. Heck, there's tons of people on the internet who care about you and they're right here. Stay strong
Alot of people in these comments seem rather depressed, lost, tired and I was much the same when i was quite young. One day I was declared clinically dead. Luckily I was revived and awoke from a week long coma. After that I was bed ridden for about a month and kept from school for another few months. I have been handicapped ever since. In that time something became very clear to me. Living is amazing and its the only gift i truly want. I cant put into words the shear intensity of desperation i had to simply live. If your lost look at your body, it tells you why you live and why you should continue to live. The meaning to life is to live, to survive. Times may seem tough and you may think you want to end the pain. However you ultimately still want to live and you won't fully comprehend this until its too late. I can't tell you that "it could be worse" or to "cherish the fact you can feel" its unfair and unrealistic. However i can tell you this. If your feeling depressed or your just tired. Aslong as you survive, you can change your situation, you can explore that tunnel and find the light at the end. Thats the beauty of life, you can do things. You may feel trapped, stop thinking about these existential problems or things outside your control. Breathe in and out. Turn your hand into a fist. You can seek help, change your habits do whatever you need to do and you will feel again. Ik this is a jumbled mess, this music really makes a man vent.
Reminds of simpler times when life wasn't so stressful.
true.. 😥
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sorry
I don't think it was ever like that lolol
My mom say im bullied bc They are not my friends and They face 😒😒😒😒😒😒🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄😡😡😡😡😡 Like- Im sorry. Im trying be good person!😊💓
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A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun.
Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp.
I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager.
We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more.
It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go.
Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed.
I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends.
We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there.
Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore.
Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story.
I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him.
I hope you're happy, Gabe!
You were the best friend I could've ever had.
Damn bro I’m sorry
its not fun finding someone you enjoy then never being able to see them again, but you never know maybe youll find him again one day, either here or on the other side.
Holy shit like a mystic horror story
The people that you meet once and never see again; It's almost like everyone had a special person they've met. I've found myself up at night wondering about them. Where are they now? Have they thought about you? Are they thinking about you right now? Do they remember you? Are they even alive?
I'm sure the other person has thought about you in the same way as well. Heck, you might've seen them and not even noticed. One of the people passing by in a car? The plane flying overhead? The person who is reading comments on this video?
The internet is a magical place.
That sucks man sometimes you only think about what your going to do with that person 4 months ago I went to a water park before I left to a different state my dad was with me and my cousin and little sister I remember what his last word before I left he said I’m going to be back soon. after that I was on the air plane and in front of where I was sitting it was a dad and son And the son was saying dad I wish mommy was here.then the dad said she will be at the airport to you up I have to leave. Then where at airport and I see the dad son and a mom the same from airplane the dad was saying listen to mommy ok I will be soon.then the dad left the son was in tears crying saying I want daddy back. And that reminds me of my dad. Ever since I listen to this song when I think about him.
Over. And over. And over. And over. Everyday. Every second. Every tear. It's never ending.
you just put my feelings into words
I feel like this...
@@amandawoods2227 Same.
I’m having endless cycles of pain and happiness intermixing and never ending, always just restarting over and over again; allowing me to never feel some sort of stationary joy, it fades to quickly, re-starting the cycle of happiness to emptiness to happiness to emptiness
I hate it, I just want it to end
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Edit: im really proud of you for findng your happiness here, i also ove you so much even if i dont know you , i still care for you an your feelings. until next time bestie
Thank you
@@nicolas_olmos No Problem, have a great rest of your day/night/morning!
it made me cry.
thank you! you made peoples day with this message
Thank you so much you don't understand how this made me feel like but thank you! Have a nice day:)
crazy how still lots of people come here and just relax and think about all of the memories and let their worry’s go for just a moment.
Crazy how so many people around the world can be laying in bed listening to the same song and having the same type of memories.
Exactly
I just want to be happy this New Year’s Eve but I couldn’t because of my parents I feel like I’m one of their enslaved pawns all I must do is work not having fun
@@pinkimpostor1597 you younger than 18
@@donaldpatton5029 yeah I am
I am
This is so beautiful. Am I the only one who has always gotten uplifted by listening to depressing music? It’s my favorite, melodically. Such pretty melodies.
^
sm
Same, this type of music also gives me motivation tbh
Same, I love this kind of music, it makes you feel motivated or sometimes, it makes you remember about awesome moments.
THIS
no one ever comforts me when i need it most but this song does.
You ok? This comment slightly makes me worried about ya… I’m sure the Comment section wouldn’t mind being here for ya. I definitely wouldn’t. Hope it gets better :)
@@drackilina1234 thank you for woring about others 😄
@@diego_2829 Thank you, but why should I be thanked for something so natural as worrying about somebody else :)
@@drackilina1234 do you ever just feel lost in the world?
@@minireaper7440 uhm…..I do believe that is called Hiraeth, and yes it is somewhat common for some to be lost in thoughts or not knowing what to do next. My answer is yes?
If you ever feel down, remember that you and everyone else is loved by Jesus. He took all the pain we will ever feel and more, so that we could have eternal happiness in Him.
this song remind me of me and my friends in 7th grade, we would sneak out of the school just to walk in the peaceful woods about a kilometer away living the best life we could have. But now everythings gone. Highschool ruined my friendships, i barely meet my friends anymore, and when i meet them it is just like i never known them.
if you have read the whole text i just wanna say thank you :)
welcome, hope your having an amazing life and friends that treat you well
Wish I could be your friend my best friend Left me
People come and go and they are always changing. I don't have any friends rn because I'm not the best at being a friend. I have social anxiety and ended up pushing everyone away even though I didn't mean to. Now I try to focus on the future and how I'll meet new friends and slowly learn how to be okay with myself around them. Perhaps your friends feel the same way you are about them? Maybe they want to get together again but are too afraid to make the first move? Regardless, I wish you the best of luck in finding whatever it is you're looking for.
@@ursula6135 I'm here
:v
This really makes me realize why I can't sleep at night. I stay up. My mind feels an urgency to stay awake and enjoy the time I have alone while I can. Nobody will bother me at 12am. I can sit, without a worry in the world. But in exchange, it makes my days all the more miserable.
Same but I think it's worth it
This.
@@minireaper7440 i agree
Thanks for helping me find out why
For me it's revenge bedtime procrastination
"It hurts when you have someone in your heart but you can't have them in your arms"
Hits hard
fr.
This is what made me wish to God I never fell in love online... it breaks my heart knowing I can't physically be there for him.
unfortunately this is true, but I hope this person loves me as much as I love him.
yeah, that's really hurt...
When I read some of the comments here, I notice that most of the people commenting are either sad, depressed or nostalgic. And I totally understand that. This simple, yet special sound makes us feel in a way that can't be described in words.
I'm not one of those people that I mentioned before. I would say that I have a good life. I have a loving family, good grades and the best friends you could wish to have. I am still returning to this song, just to feel this special feeling again.
Every time I read the stories of the ones that commented here, and it breaks my heart to read all the suffering and pain that some of these people are going through. I am so grateful for the position that I'm in, and I wish that everybody on this planet could be in this position as well.
So if you are reading this, whether because you are happy, sad, nostalgic or anything else: I wish you all the best in your life. You deserve it.
_Sunday, Jan 8 2023, 01:10 am_
amen brother
I'll second that. The world needs more kind souls such as yourself.
@@dannyhensley8306 🤝
@@djomushka512Sometimes I just need a moment to cry yknow? This song helps me release my tears it's kind of a way to get everthing off my shoulders.
im glad youre here
this makes me feel something I can't describe. Peace? Sadness? Not sure.
it's kind of balance of peace to sadness =)
Emptines
It’s the same for me. I’m not sure if I’m depressed- I’m not happy but I’m not sad either..
Same man same
Nostalgia I feel that
i’m so attached to online friends but it’s sad knowing one day we won’t even speak anymore
Same
for real bro i hope you make new ones :D
Same and the thing is that I have almost 1000 online friends so I’m used to them blocking me or unfriending me. It’s like this one time,I hopped on one of my favourite vr games (rec room) and started playing. I met this really cool person on vr and we had a great time, it was amazing we went in a lot of servers and games (in recroom) and had fun. We played almost every day and there user was jus*** (censored for there privacy) and then one day they didn’t come on, I was a little bit worried but I thought “oh, they’ll probably just come online tomorrow. They didn’t, at this point I started crying a lot more and feeling sad 😞. I’ve hoped for them to come online for months just to be able to talk to them, they haven’t and it’s felt like I’ve been waiting for years. It makes me sad to not be able to talk to them…
@@Py-msc brr ill be ur friend:D
I made a really close friend with someone online and gave me comfort talking to that person and it was really fun spending time with them until one day they just started ignoring me completely every time I would try and talk to them they would say “sorry #### I have to go I’m busy” I understand that they were busy but after a while of the same excuse I felt sad they would tell me everything and then stopped I later found out something important about them which they should’ve told me but didn’t after a while they just stopped joining the game or even talking in chat I still message them till this day asking them how they’ve been but I can’t help to think how much I wished they were still around I miss talking to that person and having fun I think august marks us being “friends” for what 3 years? If I can even call this friendship I guess I’m just hoping we’re still friends I remember once I joined them and thier friends, their friends were being absolute shit towards me and they didn’t even care they just kept talking to their other friends I felt so alone I didn’t talk the whole time I was just there, I said hi to them but it didn’t matter what I said… I asked them if they wanted to talk again and still have had a responds and I don’t think I will until next month or the next one.. maybe I’m just being dramatic it’s an online friendship ofc it isn’t gonna last so why do I feel so sad about it…
I miss them so much.
This song reminds me of laying down in bed and just staring in the middle of night at Tokyo. Neons are lighting, the rain is loud.
God, what a chill feeling.
This song gives me that "what have i done" vibe or "ive won..... now what?" Man life is good. To everyone out there who's feeling sad, just know that I love you, no matter who u are what type of person u are and where u are. If somethings on ur mind, do what u love. Camp, hike, just rest and take a deep breath and take a moment to chill. Think about the good things in life, the amazing things that can happen. The amazing future that awaits you. Its crazy how literally anything is possible. If you wanted to, you could really just do anything if ur committed. I hope this makes ur day I little bit better and have an utterly amazing life. God bless you and peace. We may meet again :)
You made me happy reading this, thank you. I hope you feel the same today or any day.
@RUclipsdork266 haven't been the best lately but it brightens my night to see your doing well. I hope all goes well for you and I hope everyone else that's reading this has an amazing day and rest if they're life.
thanks :)
Thank you :)
This makes me want to cry, every single memory I had in my life just slowly replaying in my head
THIS RIGHT HERE GOLDEN I couldn’t explain it any better
me too and Idk what I’d do without my friend Oliver I miss him he’s the greatest person I have In my life left but without him I have nothing
Fr HOW DO WE EXPLAIN THIS FEELING, have we forgotten a feeling? It's not peace, but not sadness, obviously not anger and disgust.. not happiness too?? I wouldn't say love as well.. WHAT IS THIS
@@Jetelavaisdis I don't know too... Its so weird, all my memories suddenly play in my head tears start to walk on my face, my throat gets stuck for a second, and then i sleep... So weird
bruh same 😔
whenever i listen to this song, it never just “comes on” i put it on, even in a good mood, not to get sad, not to feel something but just to have that peace.
although its never just peace, i always start thinking about life, my family, friends, things i shouldn’t think about, doesn’t make me sad, just makes me think, not anything in particular, almost just studying the entirety of my recent events, even if they’re small, in a deep manor.
i love this song, although it makes me think and sometimes cry, its so unique and makes me feel warm, like the familiarities of a christmas morning, leaving middle school, growing up, all big life events, this song reminds me of home.
this song isn’t sad or happy to me, well maybe a little sad, whenever i describe it to someone i call it,
“a melancholic peace”
yea :/
I think about how one day I'll be looking back on my life thinking about things going on rn. And for some reason I think about maturing. As on excepting the facts of life like death of people you care about. Idk it always makes me cry
Aynen abi
The old one I listened to got removed, but this one is even better!!!!
Same
same chain
Can I hear it pleeeeeeeeaaas
Do you mean Jay1k's version?
@@Batman-1939 YEA!
It’s crazy how millions of people around the world listen to the same music as you when going to sleep.
Bro watched me... it's the truth
nahhh i think bro was spying on me 💀💀💀💀
😨
just like millions do when its raining outside we all hear the rain as we sleep you dumbnut
nah im listening through the day , im just feeling stressed and this music calms me alittle
As a kid i thought growing up would be amazing. but here i am listening to sad music and crying in my room alone :pepefrogsad:
It's okay bro, life will give u challenges but life knows u will beat them they want u to get used to the real world because its gonna happend to u twice if ur going through a breakup death of a loved one, I'm here bro. I know u can make it through whatever ur going through
@@Koji_lol you cant brat life there is no way break the cycle of pain and suffering no matter what you can never run from the inevitable
@@Coda-t7e Doesnt mean life can't get better. All it takes is a strong soul.
we simply can't give up, no matter what, teenager or adult... if you give up... there's no turning back.
The only way left is to be one with pain and suffering, we just need to accept it, i dont know if its the right thing to do but what choice do we have.
Why did I ever expect her friend request
Why did I ever text back
Why did I ever sit next to her
Why did I ever say hi
Why did I ever hug her
Why did I ever like her
Why did I ever love her
Why?
fate and reality
@@bruh-eo4pn 💔
because you were waiting for love,But never had love back humans live around Live to love :No love There is pain, I know it because I feel pain, but I keep silent :D I don't know how long I can Hold my demons :)
Because we are humans we do mistakes not everyone is perfect we all make mistakes and we all learn from them that's why
I dont deserve her.
This song reminds me of when I was little and it was around 7:00am and I would wake up and go downstairs and it would be bright and my parents were still asleep, I would pour my cereal, look out the window, and just enjoy the warm, loved, happy feeling. I miss those days
same bro we should be friends i feel like we would be great friends 🤝
@@null2400 sure :]
@@linmanuelmiranda5921 :)
Yea 😖
same it's so crazy how times gone by so fast..it feels like I was only 4 years old yesterday...
If my doctor says that one day I only have 1 hour left and I will die, I will listen to this melody and remember once again how useless and ridiculous life is. Memories will flash before my eyes and I will dedicate my last tear to this song.
Same🙂
Life isn't useless
@@canadianteenager87well that’s you, another lucky person
@inoo. Life isn’t useless, really open your eyes. See what life is actually step outside and breathe.. Then notice your still alive breathing..
Life isnt useless like in this world everyone have their own fault
“We’ll both graduate the same year, other sides of the world.”
He had 3 years left. Miss you Zach.
Did he die?
That's so sad bro, but hopefully he's in peace, or maybe reincarnated, sometimes even if we prepare mentally for those things, it still happens out of nowhere, hope you're fine, i'd give you a hug but this is the internet, kinda difficult
Im so sorry
My mother died July 2nd, 3 days before my brothers death. I was 10 when she passed, my 11th birthday was July 15th(Im currently 11) this song helps me escape humanity, I feel my real escape though is death. This song really helped me, idk why I’m commenting this, I just feel relieved,less stressed, when I listen to the simplicity of music. Thank you for this
oh i am sorry to hear that. Stay strong brother
Reletable comment, i feel sorry for you, i hope u get better. In my case, i just feel too pressured by just everything, at least I’ve became a very strong person due to it
oml july 2nd is my birthday, respect♥♥♥♥♥♥
and also, hope ur mom is in a better place now
It's too early for you to die, stay strong and stay safe
This reminds me when covid started 2 years ago and it was the beginning of quarantine, online school, watching anime, time with family. But now its all changed,
now school is more stress full, and don't have the time to enjoy stuff like i used too.
Hi, I want to say that you're amazing
Thank you! :)
Youre more amazing
Many Thanks
this may be literally the most perfect song i’ve ever heard in my life . I share soo much memories with this song like every couple months for the past years i decide to come back here and enjoy this masterpiece when i’m feeling unwell . I hope that everyone who reads this knows that after every hardship peace will come your way 🙏🏼
Fr❤
looks cozy af
Hell yeah
Du auch hier :)
what's up checkmark
im like you im happy outsite and making jokes all the time but inside it pain
@@gomehunter8 Jemand Deutsches hier? oha
This song gives me the feeling that something is finally over. I can’t tell if that something is good or bad, whatever it is, I’m at peace
I just want to return to my old self when things were so much different. Where I could laugh and be myself without fear of suddenly losing everyone that I loved. it's difficult when I want to be happier but physically can't. my energy has been drained and I feel tired all the time. I feel nothing but sad and bad for myself every day.
I can't distract myself because there's nothing that engages me or interests me. it's like every time I'm happy, someone else is sad and it hurts so much being that selfish for my own happiness. I just wanna make people happier and feel happier. this song just gives me that nostalgic feeling that I miss.
I miss the old me and I hate how I have to live with myself, feeling like crap every time I wake up to start a new day.
For real tho
DAMN that part about being happy but others are feeling sad was just a lil TOO relatable - sending you love and hope for ur future
ik its not as easy as getting a good night's rest, but try it! If it doesnt work out then.... 🤷♀️
Es...un alivio tan inmenso el poder sentirse libre, comodo y feliz al escuchar esto. Recuerdo que cuándo apenas la escuchaba me echaba a llorar por tantas cosas que me auto-destruian, pero cielos, la paz que me regala este sonido es impresionante. Tomarme un té mientras simplemente me siento conectada conmigo misma, con el cielo, con el universo, con cada cosa de este maginifico lugar.
Creeme tu vida aún no acaba, tienes tanto por vivir y por experimentar. No te acomples al resto, sientete tú mismo porque no hay nada más valioso que poder despertarse y decirse a si mismo "Me amo y amo cada cosa de este mundo". Mucha suerte en todo este camino que tienes por delante, y núnca lo dudes: tienes mucho más potencial del que crees.
Muchas gracias necesitaba leer algo asi.
Buen comentario.
Sólo digo eso.
Me pusistes a pensar en el futuro
Y a reflexionar
Hermosas palabras de ti 👍😔👌
This song reminds me of when i was younger,my parents were still together,i had my sister and life was good. My parents split up and i went to live with my stepmother and my dad a few years later. After around 5 years of us living there,they split up. They had had a child and i had become best friends(almost) with my stepmum. But,i cant help but be happy we moved out. While i loved my stepmum and my step-siblings,it wasn’t the best household to live in. My stepmum didnt look after us kids the way a mother should and that led to my behaviour becoming a huge problem..i would behave bad because i had too many feelings locked up,and nobody i felt i could talk to. My mum once came to our house bc I was misbehaving and threw me in the car,drove me to a random industrial estate and kicked me out of the car,telling me that if i didnt stop being a little bitch,she would leave me there. I remember that night as clear as anything else,me screaming and crying,begging her not to leave me. She let me back in and took me home. My behaviour never improved..that was,until me and my dad moved out in 2019. For the first year(i think) we lived with my nan. Then,we got a house just before the first lockdown. In the middle of it,he met a woman,and she was amazing. Her name was Kiana and she was so loving and kind to me and my siblings..they split up before the end of lockdown. She wanted kids and my dad had three already,so…
Just before the second lockdown,he met my current stepmum and we moved in,we are still living there now,and despite everything at home being okay,school is the worst. I just recently started year 8 and its worse than i imagined. I get stared and laughed at because of my body,im constantly being called names like “boffin” “neek(please tell me if this word is offensive for me to say)” etc. I lost one of my greatest friends due to Covid,her name was Josie. We promised before we finished school in year 6 that we would always be in touch and,i havent seen her since. I dont have any way if contacting her. Theres a boy who is bullying my friend and sending her things that nobody should ever have to see,and its getting si bad that she may get the police involved. Im trying to cut him out of my life but i keep talking to him,scared that he’ll get aggressive if i stop being friends with him…there are very few things keeping me going right now,and that is my 2 year old brother,who was born in the pandemic,my not even 2 yr old niece,who was also born during the pandemic,my other young siblings. I cant bear to think of what it would be like for them if i did it…they would have to grow up with only vague memories of their sister/aunt and i have to hold on,for them…not to mention my amazing partner,who tells me very day how amazing i am and how much they love me…the worst part is,nobody believes me when i tell them i wanna die,and they laugh,thinking its a joke. I cant talk to anybody in person about my feelings,because im so scared of how theyll react…
If you are still reading this,thank you.. i never thought anyone cared about my life,let alone read a comment this long about it…
I wish i could tell myself it gets better,and remember the saying,”things usually get worse before they get better”
I just have to hope its true…
you are extremely strong for going through that much and still being here. everything is alright.
Hey, you can do it, i dont know you, but i know you are a strong person, dont let people change you, good luck!
Dude i wanna hug you
Hi,how are you right now? How are you feeling?
wow am also in year 8 and its hard. I used to have a group of friends but there all gone now. Reading this made me cry knowing that this was happening to you, you did not deserve this. If you need to talk to anyone am here for you.
This song man, this song… The feelings it gives me are indescribable. It makes me feels emptiness. The slow and the simple but absolutely depressing melody makes me think of the universe and so many sad vibes and makes me think and think and think. I don’t know how to describe it. This is the song That would play if the world was completely empty and it was just me in loneliness.
I imagine a landscape in the field totally alone at night waiting for a moment in my life to come when I no longer see family problems, scolding, bad school grades, failures and feel really happy ;)
omg yes
this song reminds me of someone i was once close to in highschool, someone i only knew for a year.
his name was josh and he showed me another part of life i never experienced ever: living it up and partying. i was not a cool kid by any means and the cool kids did not accept me, but he did and he was one of them. i met him beginning of my junior year and we had lots in common: video games, music taste, ideologies on life, working out, and smoking weed (it was frowned upon)
he would throw these awesome house parties and everyone from our school would go. some of my best memories were from those house parties and having fun with everyone drinking and smoking weed with not a care in the world but my mom blowing up my phone. he showed me how fun life could really be and that you only live once so live it up.
i will never forget him calling me on a friday night to see if i wanted to go to one of those edm shows, we were both 17 at the time and were allowed to go because it was an all age event. we went to this club in nola called club ampersand (gone now) we saw krewella and adventure club. this was my first experience going to one of those shows, showing me another part of life i never experienced.
the end of that school year josh left for another state and we became distant. i tried to reach out, wanting to hang out in the future but he never really answered me back. last time i talked to him it was 4 years since he left. it’s now been 10 years and sometimes i wonder how he is doing.
josh, thank you for being a great friend for the time we did have together. thank you for including me in stuff i normally would have never been included in. i hope you are doing well..
I’ve been the Josh before and I’m glad you aren’t taking his absenteeism personally. Unfortunately most of the people living that way in their youth are really in or heading toward a whole slew of problems and major reality checks one could only hope are understood the first time around. It’s unfortunate some of the people who want to have the most fun or be happy as possible end up not learning discipline, sacrifice, and other life skills that are essential to maintaining balanced happiness in life. Unfortunately most of those lessons are Not learnt in time and end up in drug addictions (even weed), constant problems, and lots of other potentially avoidable scenarios due to us being too fixated on the present good times not knowing how important it is to build some in place for the future.
Hopefully Josh isn’t like me, but unfortunately there are many who are
i hope you find a better life
thats it :) and stay kind
I miss who I used to be. I wanna go back to being younger, and not having to worry about all the problems that come with growing up. School struggles, relationships, arguments with parents and just life itself. Having to live everyday can be draining. I’m slowly finding happiness but I just wish things could have gone differently in some situations. But I’ll eventually find something to make me happy and feel a sort of purpose. Whether it be a person or a hobby or just something else in the world I hope it comes soon. I love all of you and hope you have a good night. Bye
sleep well aswell veremont
hey. i'm so sorry you feel like that. i'm sure things will get better, ok? someday, i promise. remember, you're amazing. me and so many other people are so proud of you. you're loved.
@@isabelf9015 thank you so much
@@BLANE000 don't thank me. (:
everything will get better bro, hold on tight.
This reminds me of when I used to wake up at 6am on Christmas Day, sort out all the presents, go back to sleep, parents woke me and my siblings up. Now it’s just one parent waking us up. It was like this 2 years ago in 2019, that was our last family Christmas together
Wow I'm sorry to hear this, I can't imagine living without a mom or a dad. But all I can say is that at least you have a parent and siblings, and always make sure you are grateful for them because there are people out there were they don't even have a family. I know it can be hard but always keep pushing! Have a great day or night.
I am so sorry for that. I hope your life gets better
This song is basically when your laying down in a dark, cold room with the sounds of rain hitting your window, and the sound of your fan running while you think about everything you've done. Every regret, every memory of yours. So basically just when your lying down and your having deep thoughts about life. That feeling of nostalgia
That’s literally exactly what I’m doing…
@@OwenNeal-od8vn me too.....
Nostalgia and sadness
Heartbroken?
Depressed?
Nostalgic?
Sad?
Happy?
Welcome traveler, I hope you can enjoy your stay while you are healing
Please, take some time and rest, it’s been a long way, please heal, recharge, suit up and keep going, we all believe in you ♥️
I Will sit here thanks brother
normal-sad-happy bro...
Thank you kind friend :)
Not even sad i just dont want to go back to school. All the good habits and fun stuff i do on holidays i never seem to able to do on regular school weeks. Significantly ruins my mental health
depressed happy and sad.
and homesick.
Can't believe I'm attached to someone I know I will never have, this song gives me sadness but also peace, I hope she's happy with that guy.
No words can describe how this song makes me feel or how my emotions are they only make me think about her
Oh that hurt man...I'm sorry- I hope you find peace-
It feels like that the last 2 years Changed me so bad … I miss my old me
We went from class clown to quiet kid
the pandemic changed all of us
@@Vlad-gt1wo Oh thats so true.
you can always be your old self again just try
@@VERTEXBL4D3 it's hard to do on your own sometime but It possible😄
When i was younger, i thought i would always be happy and cheerful
And here i am.
Alone.
Listening to this having the voices repeat in my head while i cry hoping it stops
Little do i know it never stops
Stay strong you have a purpose that's why ur alive right now
i said the same thing..
It does stop.your like pizza but with shrimp or chocolate on it! And the person who orders you must love you or just trying you out! Your still gonna find someone who will never leave you because you might become their fav! And if they order you 1 time then through you in the dump then they ordered you for a dare or just to try you out not because they liked you.
When I am old enough I wanna find somebody to be my chocolate pizza:) I am too young for now though and yes you did get advice from a 9 year old kid:)
@@evilSTirep man for a 9 year old kid you got good advice, its sweet, thank you :)
Ill be completly honest here, these are genuinly the nicest comments I've ever read. Readings the peoples stories, the music, the togetherness that this account brings us is beatiful. A mixture of sadness and calmness, and a place where you know your not the only one.
this song reminds me of having a late night walk all by urself, softly raining, with an empty road and the bright streetlights.
Ngl I don't really, it's kinda stressful for me, bc I always feel like someone watching me or following me
I love this. I just hate when my anxiety gets in the way everytime I do it.
@@Jetelavaisdis This exactly, but I would kill just to walk peacefully without a thought in the world.
@@ItsZlec fr
this song. it feels odd. it makes me wanna cry but at the same time its so comforting. it brings back memories that feel the same.
ma boy went to chicago😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
same it feels like home almost, sometimes it feels more like home than home does it’s lovely
Try to imagine this song when time doesn’t feel real:👇👇👇👇
>Showering at 3AM thinking about life
>Waking up and its dark outside
>Walking alone in the rain at night
I thought I was having depersonalization since when I was a growing up, I just lost in touch in reality this whole time.
I would shower at 3am but I’m scared to 😀
I wouldn’t recommend walking alone in the rain at night. Definitely not the safest time.
I dont think showering at night is a good idea
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find
Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a daughter now, born Bonfire Night in 2022. Can't believe it's almost been 2 years with her already. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Cool....
I guess
💐
Men I hope u will make it ❤️
People find this sad but I find it really comforting and peaceful, and really calming but kind of unsettling and nostalgic at the same time, idk how to explain. Ty for this
right :)
nostalgia is sad
Same
Sad four school😢
One of my cats died this morning/last night and I loved her so much and this song lets all my emotions out, thank you. R.I.P Olive fly high bubba ❤️🪦🐈 I miss you so much already and it doesn’t feel real anymore.
i just wanna give u a big warm hug.
it'll be alright sweetie ily
I’m so sorry for you’re loss :((
Im sorry for u hopefully u feel better 2 of my pets died in the same month and ive been feeling sad for a while now
Sorry man 😣
I wanna give u a big warm hug I’m so sorry this happened:(
last year my friend moved to a new school and she hasn't talked to me since then and listing to this song makes me remember all the laughts i had with her but now shes gone and i don't laugh anymore i barly even smile anymore i miss her so much, if ur reading this Lexi i miss u
i miss u to..
Same but she came back and she doesn’t talk to me anymore
This.. idk how to express myself. The fact is, this song gives such a good feeling. Imagine being on a roof, in a summer night, and watch the city below while this song is playing in your headphones. You feel good, in a way that even you can’t comprehend. It’s just so nostalgic, but also peaceful.
I miss the simpler times... The times were I could run and run for hours and not get bored and talk to my friends at school and was happy..
Sry to hear that. I wish you the best
I miss the days where I didn't care about others expectations, and what they thought about me. I miss being a happy little girl who could imagine her bright future ahead of her. One of the only reasons I haven't unalived yet is because I don't wanna give up on that little girl, I don't wanna break her heart. I wanna make her proud, even though I have to fight everyday just to make it happen. I'm sorry for what your going through, I really wish you the best. I'll always be here for you when times get tough, even though I don't know you. I love you.
I lost that when I was 3
ok
There’s this girl that I met by accident and she means the world to me. We met over a game and it might sound stupid but this is my first ever true love and we have been talking and have known each other for almost 5 years. I want to go see her, and one day, marry her. I think we’re perfect for each other and I think we’re soulmates. It’s hard having so much distance but one day that won’t be a problem. When we don’t talk for a while I kind of feel empty and she always pops up randomly in my head. She is so perfect, and I love her so much. When I meet her it’s gonna be the best day of my life. Hopefully soon enough I’ll be able to go see her, cause I really need that. She’s so special to me. I need her in my life.
being dramatic lmao stfu
@@xenon625 whatever floats ur boat my man
I hope you'll be able to meet her
Hey man that’s great long distance are sometimes where it at
But I say this
Don’t depend on a person too much at all try finding your own way in things
You never know what may happen
@@Night-lo6zf appreciate it, I’ve kinda been alone my whole life anyways so I’ve learned to be ok by myself
Last night I cried myself to sleep, thinking I'll never be good enough for my dad. He's an alcoholic and I blame myself for not able to help him. Right now I just got done with another session of crying and thinking I'll never make people happy and I'll always ruin something and make people mad at me. I hope you guys are doing better than I, as I don't want anyone to suffer like me. I know I'm just a stranger to you all but know I love you all and you're never alone as I'm here. I know I need to hear this from someone so I say it to others, hoping I'm making someone's day.
Well i am dead this aint even my real account i am here to help though i have one dream makes people Happy when i accomplish that i Will be in fact dead
Hey guy...... listen to me just real quick. Next time you see your dad, sit him down. Have a talk with him. Talk about memories, all the things you love, and life. And hey man... no one's disappointed in you. It's not your fault. All humans sin. It's normal. So I'm just here to say don't give up. Think about it. Is it the end or is it the beginning? Trust me alot of peaple like me care about you. I mean alot. Think about it all you're dreams. You can have kids. Look just do what you enjoy in life. Look there's 8 billion peaple just in this world and maybe even more depending on what you believe. So I promise you'll find someone who your happy with. Whether that's love, friendship, or just someone who can calm you down. Trust me. You will start to realize the change. Everything has a purpose. From tiny little insects to celestial body's as huge as the universe. And somehow, us beings are one of the most important ones. That's all I'm here to say. Follow you're dreams, and may my God bless you. Have a wonderfully life, and who knows, maybe we'll meet again; on this thing you call "the internet" welp... so long friend.
I am in the same type of situation, my dads an alcoholic and might die from liver failure, i rarely see him as he works a full time bus driver job but i would wish to just sit whith him and talk. With my brother and sister slowly spliting of to there own life's whith girlfriends and boyfriends, im the only one left, whith that in mind i dont have much left of a childhood you will have to live throw it like i did over the past years, always here to talk if you need me.
@@king_B0X666 I'm here for you too, I'm glad I can meet others who are in the same or similar situation with me.
though this was a year ago, I hope you're doing better my friend
Deepest Quotes I Found Here -
“ People cry, not because they’re weak, but because they’ve been strong for far too long.”
“I don’t want to get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end.”
“Death is not the greatest loss in life, it’s what dies inside of us while we live.”
“People’s lives don’t end when they die. It ends when the lose faith.”
the second one.🙁
The 2nd one is just pain. I don't wanna go through that again, but yet I don't wanna be alone.
i cant im too weak i just die if i saw u
Everytime I put this on, I close my eyes and imagine myself on a rooftop looking over a city with my hair blowing in the wind
Hey man, you can do this just keep going, it’s hard I know bud 😔
This is beautiful
Cringe af
same :)
@@jacoblepe1268 man, in my opinion they may be talking about s*icide, is that cringe?
Thank you so much. This has made me feel something that i want to hold onto, and live for. A metophorical home, like safety. Warm and safe. For the first time in such a long time i feel wanted. As silly as it sounds, i feel like i can tell this song anything. As if it was a person. I feel comfort. This has helped me so much. Thank you. This is my new comfort song.
I hope you're doing well, and your day/night is going good. Thank you so much for this video.
"I have cancer.Nope mutch days i live... this make me cry."says an man that i see in other video of this music,the comment has leaved 1 year before... ✊😔
this gives me the vibes of a school party from 3rd grade, where people would just stuff themselves with pizza, having the rain fall with that yellow light, it also gives me the feeling of peace, but also makes me feel kinda paranoid, overall amazing, thank you.
This song makes me remember the time I went to Japan in the summer of 2020 on a family trip. Prior to going to Japan, my girlfriend at the time passed away a couple months ago. I got expelled from school and my life felt like it was spiraling downwards. I don't know how to explain that feeling but this song and the way it is slowed down resembles that feeling a lot. I had a lot going on in my mind at the time but with no one to talk to about it. When I was in Japan, I met this girl there and she took me to a local bar in Shinjuku. We talked and drank for what seemed like a long time. We opened up to each other about all the troubles we went through. I shared everything to her and she shared a lot with me about her family life. This song also reminds me of that time. It was a bittersweet feeling having met a complete stranger from around the world and being able to talk to them as if they have known you for life. This song just brings back so many memories of when I was in a mental rut, and reminds me of the innate human connection we can form with others through trauma. Her name was Anna, and she was the first person to hear my story in its entirety since the passing of my girlfriend. I could definitely go for another conversation with her again.
Perfect for a lonely walk, as well as for night and crying ;)))
My cat have passed away yesterday, I feel so dizzy, so thoughtful... He was more then just a normal cat, he was my son, my precious son that I loved so much, it was so suddenly that I didn't even notice it's was his last days, now I look back to what I did, and I'm greatful that I was a great dad, thank you lil guy, rest in peace...
I really miss my old self when things were different,I just miss when I was happy 😞 nothing makes me happy anymore...all my friends are gone....made new online friends and they just left and didn't care...then fell in love with a boy who made me so much happier,but it was a long distance relationship....him and I were perfect together and he was just the best thing that's ever happened to me...he suddenly lost feelings and ended our relationship.... he promised not to leave me....I cried for months and pretended like everything was fine....tbh I still love him,he probably has a girlfriend now,I listen to this song every night and cry myself to sleep...my parents don't realise I'm fading... :(
This makes me feel so peaceful and free... just close your eyes and imagine your in a beautiful landscape..like, a rainy forest, the sky, a rainy sunset, a whole dark field of grass with no trees, etc. feel like your running away from the stuff you would like to burn in hell the most. Take a test and hug it like it’s your most lived one, idc who it is, just do it. So sad but calming.....thank you for this, this song is a actual true blessing ❤️
imagine listening to this at 3am while you’re silently crying watching the rain as it’s falling, thinking about that one person
can relate.
doing it right now and i do this everyday knowing it will alter the way i sleep and wake up
U don't need that pfp then 🗿 that's only for men
i always find my self coming back to this idk why but it feels like a second home whenever i can’t sleep or worry i listen to this it helps me remember all of the good memories i have ever had and reminds me how great life can really be if you read this i hope you know your loved ❤
Thank you for posting this. I'm not sure if it's making me feel better or worse, but I appreciate it just the same. Have a good day.
A few minutes ago was the last time I'm gonna see my best friend in person for a while because he's moving out of state, didn't think it would affect me, but we caught feelings for each other 3 days before he left. And the last thing was us hugging and me saying that I'm gonna miss him and I'm probly gonna cry. He just held me tight and said, "don't cry, it's gonna be okay, please just don't cry"
I don't know what to do. I cried.
Now im even more sad because of this story :(
As someone who moved out of state and misses my friend a lot I know how it feels, i just wish i could go back to simpler times, watching skydoesminecraft with my brother hugging him, hes moved out with his gf all grown up now.
bruh thats so cute
My best friend in our friend group told me after we graduated high school: "No matter where we are, we will still game together every night like we are still freshmen!"
That was a years ago, he joined the military and every one of my friend group got into different colleges and different universities, I rarely see them nowadays, the discord group chat last message was me about who's online to game tonight in February 2021. Times flies, I wish I was back to high school again, to enjoy our time together again, because I didn't know that we were making memories, we were just simply having fun. To all people out there who are lost like me. Stay strong guys, life is not easy but with time and determination, we can get through and be happy with it. And treasure the memories you have with friends and family because, in one blink of an eye, you will be all alone. Ty and have a good night.
Thank you :)
i wish i could be on top of a rooftop with tokyo neon lights in the distance at night. Im just relaxing to the sound of the rain, no school to stress me out, no being someone i am not to try to get people to like me. Just relaxing to the sound of the rain. damn i wish life could be that easy.
this is my dream i understand you :)
This song reminds me of a friend I had.
I was at a new school, none of my old friends shared a class with me, so I was really lonley and scared.
I walked into the class, scared that they'll hate me.
That's how I met her, her blond hair was shining in the sun and her skin was pale white with some red touches.
She was shy, I was shy, I don't know how we managed it to talk to each other.
We were perfectly together, we laughed, we went out and had much fun.
Thats what I thought, but then there was this moment when I realized.
She was using me. Maybe we were friends, but after she used me so many times for almost everything I saw clear. She was cool, pretty and also so awful.
I was feeling down, our friendship got worser and worser, she was toxic so to me , always blamed me for everything and made feel like I'm worthless.
It was not the first time I felt that, my whole life I've been hearing, that I'm worthless.
At least she could used me for money and for some 'fun'.
We were friends but it felt more like drowning.
I took her to a festival, I spent 56 dollars for her, I mean, that's what friends do right?
We had fun.
Then it happend, the thing. It was my fault but it wasn't something bad, I just wanted that she gives me my money back, of cause not all money. I spent more that 150 dollars for her, I just wanted something small back. I didn't thought that it would excalate that quick.
At the next day she told me that her boyfriend wants to beat me up, I cried and was scared to go out.
I was trying to fix the friendship but it didn't helped. I was scared, unable to talk to someone .I thought if I would do that, her dad would kill me because he was a dealer.
At the next day I was scared to go to school, I went a longer way, hoping that i won't getting beat up.
When i got to school everyone ignored me.
They blamed me.
They hated me.
I was alone, again.
I was 10.
I didn't deserved that, I didn't deserved all things.
I've always been used from my friends and I can't even trust my friends now.
They must hate me too.
I'm a bad friend, I want to go back to my childhood, where I had two great friends, why did we moved?
They're also not good peoples anymore.
I just want to have a other personality.
Bro all I gotta said that some people can be real, some people can be fake and some people can be evil and if you’re scare don’t be like that cuz you’re a man first so my advice to you is try out boxing it help me because I would always get bully not until I show them my fist. So bro be careful who you with like I said they can be real,fake or evil just remember that you are a man first take care.
Sorry to hear that :/
Man I'm very sorry you can be friends with me i have been used a lot...
@@leorrrrrr 🤡🤡🤡🤡
This is very relatable…
This song reminds me of when i was like 14 years old or so . I was still in high school with the best friends i could never ask for,the moments of happiness,everything we’ve shared,our adventures,everything were just perfect until we all had to drift apart to go to college . I can still remember when they made me happy and laugh so much . Funny how life can suddenly change everything and make you feel very sad about those memories you had with all of the people you loved the most,you really wished you could go back and live these moments a little longer .
I don’t know about you but i’m literally holding my tears right now and if you had something similiar,know that you’re not alone .
If any of my friends see this,i hope you will all have a successful life and so on,i hope you’ll be healthy and happy . This also applies to whoever read this .
❤
While listening to this, I looked through the comments. I was very surprised at everyone's stories and the motivation messages people were giving to each other. But I also got a chance to rethink life, my life choices, the people I have met, then the people I won't ever see again. I started to cry but then I looked at @Mila Martinees's comment, thank you for cheering me up. I haven't had anyone say nice things to me in a while, but honestly, thank you. And thank you Lofi Bloom and everyone else in the comments, you really made my day, hell, you made the rest of my week, my life. I probably wouldn't be on this world anymore if it weren't for the people in the comments. Much love to everyone.🖤
hey, me too. I miss those moments with my parents, now they are gone.
But i totally relate with you.. C:
This sound reminds me of when you see everyone else happy but then you think of yourself and wonder why you can’t be happy like everyone else
Awesome and those rain drop sounds makes it even better.
*I'm not a native english speaker, so there are gonna be moments that i'm not going to be able to write well*
This song makes me thing a lot of thinks, it just brings to me a lot of feelings, feelings that makes me happy or sad, it's like i was having a conversation with myself: Old friends, old memories, etc. This song makes me wish everything was like it used to be, but i just can't keep my thoughts in the past, i just should keep going and thinking everything is going to be fine, i'll find a way to do it. I'm sure.
If you're having a hard time, don't worry at some point, you will fell better.
Love y'all
Te deseo lo mejor hermano.
I feel you man
you did good for the writing if its not your native language
At the beginning of this year.. all I could feel was the fact that life is a never ending cycle. January, February, March.. they all repeat in a cycle that will forever continue. Someday this cycle will repeat without us, which is heartbreaking in itself.
Man this is the such beautiful and sadness message of my year
Let's all be honest.
Way before COVID, we were all happy.
Sometimes i wish i could just go back, to simpler times, where i didn’t have to stress about the way i looked or the grades i got, i just wanna go back. This never ending loop of constantly fixing myself but it’s never ending, never perfect, never finishing. Let me go back.
i thought growing up would be fun, but now that i'm 21, i just want to go back. back to when i didn't have a care in the world. back when everything was colorful. back when i had all of my friends close to me. back when some of my relatives were alive. the days just aren't the same as they used to be
"Je dois aller me coucher il se fait tard, on rejouera demain ?"
"Oui bien sur, a demain !"
Déconnecté depuis 2017
😕
This happens to me most of the time...
@@Gr3gy0x0 Courage vraiment :( C'est dur de perdre un ami avec qui tu jouais souvent...
🙁
This happened to me for the first time. I miss them so much. We always chat and now they havent been online since february 14. I’m still waiting for them
You can’t help but wish that when you wake up you’re back in a different time.
I still remember waking up in the morning with the sun in my face. my room was in the attic so my window was slanted upward. It was a small room and only fit a few pieces of furniture but it was cozy.
I can’t describe the feeling of waking up, I must’ve thought it just another day back then, I was indifferent. I would give anything to wake up in that room again.
Not a care in the world.. Of course life wasn’t perfect my parents fought alot and even though I was young I understood we were hard on money. I never grew up with cable tv or the newest stuff. But I absolutely treasured what I had.
Waking up and playing my dads old sega genesis even when other kids my age had game cubes or a playstation. It didn’t matter to me because I loved playing sonic, golden axe, mortal combat. At the time I didn’t understand but growing up like that was the best gift my parents gave me.
Just imagining waking up eating a bowl or cornflakes and watching a recorded vhs of spy kids on a Saturday, id fall asleep to a vhs of shrek on loop. the movie would reach the end of its tape, white noise, and rewind itself. Play again. I wish life worked that way.
I wish I could hit rewind, going back I wonder if I would savor the moments that much more. What would I do differently. Would everything turn out the same. What did I imagine life would be like in the future as a kid. The world is so twisted now i cant even remember what i thought life would be like.
Sometimes I cant sleep. Its always been that way so that hasn’t changed, sometimes i think if I could just talk to that version of me from so many years ago, what would they even think of me. Regardless i don’t think i made them proud. I really need advice from that kid.
I hope I get the chance to do it all again.
雨の音って落ち着くよね。なんか家に守られてることをより実感する
нихуясибе ты спизднул
ああ、はい、とても落ち着く
This song is just so nostalgia.It reminds me of being in a dark room with the tv on watching cartoons playing with my toys on a snow day.
you know that feeling when you're at a lonely night, it's cold, you don't feel sad or feel happy, something feels off but can't seem to know what it is, you just wander around not doing anything and sitting on bed/chair, yeah i felt that
A few months ago, I mean a year ago, it was november 2021, and I met this girl.
This girl who’s changed my life, for 1 year she changed my life.
She was in my school when I met her for the first time, we was 10, we talked, we laughed, we played… and the time separated her and I.
For 3 years, I couldn’t see her because of our new friends, new school, new activities.
But in november 2021, i found her, in the court of my school, she was so pretty, I look at her and she look at me, for the first time since 3 entire years.
After that, I start to talk with her on social medias. We were 14 now, and after 1 or 2 months talking everyday, I said her : “I love you”. At this moment, my heart stopped beating. She respond me that she need more time, I let her more time, and 3 months after, I kissed her, just downstairs of her house. That was the best moment of my entire life, I was in another world and her too, we were together.
I lived the most beautiful 8 months of my life with her.
But after these 8 months, she breakup with me, since that, I think about her all nights, when I hear this sound I think about her. And I still love her.
I hope your happy now, Leane.
I love you.
This Is pure love and i hope She come back Lil homie you deserve it
Hey! How have you been? How'd your healing go?
Hello from Russia, and thank you 🥱❤️
This song makes me lonely, but the kind of lonely that puts you into deep thought about the world and the things around you
I don’t even know whats going on. After months of being at my lowest, and realizing that I need help, I have just noticed that no one truly cares, they don’t care about you, but maybe, I already knew it. I want to do lots of things, but, at the same time I don’t want to live anymore. I know I have everything to be happy. I have this obsession with appearing perfect, in everything I do, I do everything perfectly, but I am alone, I just dont know why no ones wants to be with me. People are soo mean for no reason, and they think I am good, but I just can’t, I’ve really done my best, in everything, but where has it let me? Do I want this? Myself is my worst critic, and it is harsh, I am always so strict with me, why am I obsessed with perfection? I have cut myself, starve myself, and hit myself when I do bad things, and its not for attention, because no one knows it. I just feel like, everything bad in my life, has actually been my fault. I dont know how to love. I am trying to get better, but, I feel numb, I want to be excited for life, but I dont know why I cant.
You just described exactly how I feel, and what I’ve done. It really helps to know that I’m not the only one who feels this way. Thank you
same u put urself out as this fit happy guy that has no problems but when u tell someone u have a problem they don't care nobody does
better to find out nobody cares now then to be in denial thinking they do - the voice in my head
Sometimes, I wish I could go back in time. I miss those memories of being genuinely happy, with nothing but a smile on my face.
These days, I’m feeling like I’ve taken someone’s spot in the world, like an immovable burden. Being able to wake up in 2013 to the sound of the birds chirping and calling out to each other filled me with joy so much when I was young, nowadays I can’t remember the last time i dreamt peacefully, without waking up angry at myself for existing.
I was never taught how to express my feelings, even while I was young. Now I feel like a cloud in a box, ready to burst with thunder and tears. I’m not as happy as I used to be, I can’t even remember the last time I smiled without feeling like I don’t belong.
If anyone finds this, you aren’t alone. To anyone who feels this way, just know that you’re not a burden, and that you will make your mark on this planet, one way or another.
This song brings back nostalgic memories before everything was so hard and complicated, before being a different sexuality was a trend, before everyone turned toxic, the good days where we used to play with Lego, laugh with our siblings and have fun together, play outside all the time, play our favourite video game, our parents helping us with our homework. Life’s changed a lot since then, you remember that. Life isn’t gonna be so easy there’s gonna be ups and downs but you have to get over them, it’s not easy but remembering how happy you used to be, you don’t want to make that little guy/girl sad, they would look up to you as a romodel, life itself isn’t meant to be easy, us humans have lost our primitive ways and survival skills to video games and being brain washed by all the trends, it’s tough man, living life ain’t easy that’s for sure, I have a girlfriend now who I love very much and I don’t want her to see me become a sad husk again, as soon as I met her I changed, my point is that you shouldn’t give up, there’s always someone or something out there that will change you, I promise you that. If you need me to help you out with anything just reply to this comment I’ll try my best to keep all of you in check.
W person man💙
Damn
Sorry
Did you know I have been depressed for three years. I really don't know what I should do. I had a girlfriend too, but she has been away from me since my depression. I get goosebumps when I remember them. You ruined my life, she spread false rumors about me. I read your comment and the last part of the comment caught my attention. I wish you a happy day and life
I recognize myself in this comment. I'm not sure how to explain but everything as a whole feels different since like 2016 / 17
And then tiktok becoming a norm in like 2020. Don't get me wrong that app is game breaking! I enjoy it a lot but the way it's so easy to post decent content on it means that you'll get real quality content but also loads of absolute nonsense..
My attention span has never been lower, I don't feel creative anymore, I force myself to take simple initiatives.
Idk the last couple years feel superficial. Take for example something that everybody enjoys: music.
I can't believe we've lost mainstream pop "girl singers". I'm barely an adult, I'm able to go in nightclubs but all my childhood I imagined it would be fun like a concert in some way but it turns out rap (which is cool but not mainstream) is now 90% of songs... Whether it's US or French rap where I live.
I've always had the mindset of being optimistic for the future, but the current state of this generation makes me look back feeling nostalgic, there's no balance.
My present life doesn't make up for the previous years (late 2000's & 2010's).
This song feels... so empty, you know?
It makes me feel so peaceful and sad, but mostly, empty.
Yes!
This!
The feeling this gives me is like a comforting type of sadness that i can just wrap myself in forever. I feel everything I’ve ever felt at once it’s overwhelming yet gives me a sense of stability. It’s like a poem or a book that pulls you in and hugs you in a way you need but never receive. I feel sad but safe.
As an adult you don’t realize how good you had it as a child till you sit back and think about all the memories
I wish I didn't have to stress over grades, nor people liking me, I just wanna be 5-8 again, I wanna remember my whole childhood, I wanna be able to travel back in time and tell my 5 year old self to make sure to stay strong, I just want everything to be simple again..
Scrolling through these comments is making me tear up a bit and I really hope if anyone happens to stumble upon this comment, they realize that there's always someone there for you, whether you realize it or not.
Take a few deep breaths and close your eyes. If you want to cry, let it all out. Hug something, like a stuffed animal or a pillow. You're loved. ❤️
lol what a nice joke "You're loved"
@@drtribo9989 You might not feel loved, but there's someone who cares about you in this world. Heck, there's tons of people on the internet who care about you and they're right here. Stay strong
@@happylandfill23 thank you
i literally love people like you
@@null2400 Ty! I subbed to you
It’s been tough for me lately my uncle passed away and I just don’t feel the same anymore
I hope you feel better!
stay strong bro
Stay strong alright
Thx
@@Needit309 Stay strong bro, you can get past all this.
Alot of people in these comments seem rather depressed, lost, tired and I was much the same when i was quite young. One day I was declared clinically dead. Luckily I was revived and awoke from a week long coma. After that I was bed ridden for about a month and kept from school for another few months. I have been handicapped ever since. In that time something became very clear to me. Living is amazing and its the only gift i truly want. I cant put into words the shear intensity of desperation i had to simply live. If your lost look at your body, it tells you why you live and why you should continue to live. The meaning to life is to live, to survive. Times may seem tough and you may think you want to end the pain. However you ultimately still want to live and you won't fully comprehend this until its too late. I can't tell you that "it could be worse" or to "cherish the fact you can feel" its unfair and unrealistic. However i can tell you this. If your feeling depressed or your just tired. Aslong as you survive, you can change your situation, you can explore that tunnel and find the light at the end. Thats the beauty of life, you can do things. You may feel trapped, stop thinking about these existential problems or things outside your control. Breathe in and out. Turn your hand into a fist. You can seek help, change your habits do whatever you need to do and you will feel again.
Ik this is a jumbled mess, this music really makes a man vent.
Bro is trynna help others within the comment section as well. Respect🫡
This made me cry. Thank you. I wish their were more people like you.