I had been struggling with grief over my mother's passing in 2019 and in may 2024 my father followed her. I have my husband and my daughters, but there's a huge piece of me that doesn't wanna stay here anymore. I am torn between guilty for feeling like this and absolute no will to go on. I have become a very good actress. It's easier telling this to a bunch of strangers on the internet. I tried therapists, but they abandoned me after the first session. So thank you, John, for being here
I'm so sorry that you're going through this. I wish you peace and healing. There's nothing wrong with what you feel, it's only a natural part of grief. I recently had a dream that I was forced with magnets to perform for an audience while I was grieving, hiding it behind a jovial manner. It sounds like you're going through something similar. It also sounds like you had terrible therapists, and I hope you find a much better one soon. I've had therapists/professionals abandon me as well. Maybe it would be worth talking to your husband about what you're going through; although I don't know him, I feel he'd probably understand.
My dear - I passed your comment to John and he replied: "Dear friend - for some of us, grief can be activated by, but is for much more than the loss of a beloved person. Psychological therapy doesn't really always help for it comes from deep, instinctive knowing that we, humanity, are all in the same boat. We are not at home. The answer is, of course, returning home - the process of coming home to undying, eternal life in heaven. May God bless your journey home." Phil
I had been struggling with grief over my mother's passing in 2019 and in may 2024 my father followed her. I have my husband and my daughters, but there's a huge piece of me that doesn't wanna stay here anymore. I am torn between guilty for feeling like this and absolute no will to go on. I have become a very good actress. It's easier telling this to a bunch of strangers on the internet. I tried therapists, but they abandoned me after the first session. So thank you, John, for being here
I'm so sorry that you're going through this. I wish you peace and healing. There's nothing wrong with what you feel, it's only a natural part of grief. I recently had a dream that I was forced with magnets to perform for an audience while I was grieving, hiding it behind a jovial manner. It sounds like you're going through something similar. It also sounds like you had terrible therapists, and I hope you find a much better one soon. I've had therapists/professionals abandon me as well. Maybe it would be worth talking to your husband about what you're going through; although I don't know him, I feel he'd probably understand.
My dear - I passed your comment to John and he replied: "Dear friend - for some of us, grief can be activated by, but is for much more than the loss of a beloved person. Psychological therapy doesn't really always help for it comes from deep, instinctive knowing that we, humanity, are all in the same boat. We are not at home. The answer is, of course, returning home - the process of coming home to undying, eternal life in heaven. May God bless your journey home." Phil
John is really like the grandfather I never had, I have learnt a lot from his great wisdom. May the lord bless you John now and forever .
John’s videos always seem to find my feed when I need them. Wise as always. Thanks John
Good to hear. Thanks. Phil
I hope John has some inkling of how many people he reaches across the world. He is so wise.
❤yes , indeed😊
A true philosopher. Thank you for sharing your wisdom.
Obrigada por toda sua sabedoria, John!
Está me ajudando a passar por tempos difíceis, suas reflexões acalmam minha alma.
I love this man. He’s like the perfect grandfather. 👍
I adore this wonderful man ❤
This man is awesome !
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John you're so beautiful. 🥲❤