VENT

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my family hates me wearing masks, and not cause my acne but because the “goverment oppressed me to”. i have acne due to stress, but my mom says its because my mask. even my grandmother threw away my old masks because she didnt want me wearing them and claim im beautiful.
im not beautiful, im ugly, idek how i have a boyfriend im just so fucking ugly and gross. i hate everything about my self and my family even makes it worst by pointing out all my insecurities.