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  • @noura7521
    @noura7521 7 лет назад +342

    You're not stupid you just made bad decisions we all do . Don't be hard on yourself

    • @xxxx2302
      @xxxx2302 7 лет назад +5

      Thats excatly what i was thinking❤️

    • @WhateverIsTrue01
      @WhateverIsTrue01 7 лет назад +8

      🎶Don't be so hard on yourself noooo - jess glynne 🎶

    • @Safinitzine
      @Safinitzine 7 лет назад +19

      Exactly! You're just human, we all make mistakes. Especially with money for it's one one of the trickiest aspects of life to deal with. There was a study in France years ago that showed that, after a couple of years, 85% of the people who win the lottery end up poorer than they were prior to winning. It's really hard not to get carried away and know the ins and outs of every single financial commitments. That's why companies have accountancy firms to work with them because it's a minefield. And you are doing all the right things learning from your mistakes and genuinely working hard to fix them. The people criticising you should first have a closer at their own lives because it's easy to point at the mistakes when you're not on stage but shaming the actors doesn't make you a better person.

    • @AMuse-xt4mn
      @AMuse-xt4mn 7 лет назад +7

      I agree. We all make mistakes. It takes strength to face problems. A lot of strength. I admire you for being so honest with us. Thank *you* xx

    • @kikasays1635
      @kikasays1635 7 лет назад +23

      Seriously. And how many of us are bold enough to acknowledge our mistakes? And on such a public forum. Hopefully others can look at this and see that these mistakes happen to everyone, what's important is how we deal with them.

  • @therunningxfree
    @therunningxfree 7 лет назад +319

    Maria is the only person on this planet that can make me feel relaxed while having a conversation about debt

    • @Frey_2026
      @Frey_2026 7 лет назад +1

      And she's not even trying.

    • @Frey_2026
      @Frey_2026 7 лет назад

      Karishma Singh
      My twins? How would I eat a castle?

    • @karishmasingh5342
      @karishmasingh5342 7 лет назад

      Walder Frey of the Twins. Your sons*

  • @sufferingfromemnesia
    @sufferingfromemnesia 7 лет назад +121

    I love that Maria reminds me to be more grateful. ❤️

  • @whatthenorris1397
    @whatthenorris1397 7 лет назад +246

    Maria you are once and always a beautiful soul. We will always support you emotionally as I'm sure you've helped so many of us emotionally. You've gotten us through hard times and here's hoping we help you through yours! You are not stupid, you are wonderful. You're doing you're best and learning from your mistakes which is exactly what smart people do!

    • @whatthenorris1397
      @whatthenorris1397 7 лет назад +40

      Also I love love love your nature moment. So many people miss out on what you appreciate and I think it's amazing for you to be able to love nature as much as you do.

    • @wolfiethedog76
      @wolfiethedog76 7 лет назад +18

      Its the essence of why I watch Maria(Masha). She is so real and open.

    • @iamjustinpope
      @iamjustinpope 7 лет назад +14

      I feel like we could help Maria financially in some way. She has helped SO many of us. I wish her main channel could get more popular and make her more money so that some anxiety would be released from her so that she could help us again as well.

    • @ashleytaccone5298
      @ashleytaccone5298 7 лет назад +3

      Or she could get a job so she learns how to do it on her own

    • @whatthenorris1397
      @whatthenorris1397 7 лет назад +2

      Ashley Taccone She's already stated she wants no financial help in the video.

  • @keebleralves
    @keebleralves 7 лет назад +331

    Maria Please don't stress over the car. No car is a good investment, as soon as you drive it off the lot it depreciates in value immediately making it worth less then what you paid/are paying for it. Taking care of it and making last years beyond the payment cycle period is when it will start paying off. Think if you care for it, and keep it in good shape you could have years and years with it once the payments are over. If you sold it now and took the loss on it and bought another car, the cycle will just start over. Making mistakes in life is a way of learning and growing from your experiences. I hate to see you sad. I think you are wonderful loving person, who deserves joy. You have many people who care for you .

    • @kellsbellsinfinity
      @kellsbellsinfinity 7 лет назад +25

      Fact. keep the car regularly maintained, and drive that car till it dies. no point in selling a decent car to buy a cheap car you'll just dump money into trying to repair.
      I've done that. spent $2000 on a car just to eventually put over $3000 worth of work into it. ugh!

    • @emiliana1767
      @emiliana1767 7 лет назад +1

      Wonderfully said!

    • @TheDannyLolly
      @TheDannyLolly 7 лет назад +3

      Ditto.

    • @riav2785
      @riav2785 7 лет назад +2

      Maintaining a Mercedes is really REALLY expensive! I know somebody that had one, and he got rid of it for that reason. Now he drives a ford.

    • @missmentha
      @missmentha 7 лет назад +1

      I have been in a trap of older cars for a while and they cost a lot to maintain too eventually as you constantly have to fix something. I always look to upgrade a bit when buying the next car. I am always thankful for having a car that works 😁
      They just cause us headache anyway, be they old or new. Don't let the car get you down! You bring joy and calm to so many of us. That is your gift and it's precious beyond any financia mistakes.

  • @abracadavra
    @abracadavra 7 лет назад +36

    *Long message ahead*
    I grew up in Communist Romania, back in the '80s, surrounded by doctors and military, due to my parents. My family was very down to earth, pragmatic and atheistic. It baffled me why people, as they grow older, become more religious, or more spiritual, let's say. It wasn't until my mid 20's when I started asking questions beyond the limitation of my knowledge.
    Then, I passed through a lot of moments in my life, moments that made me slow down and think about the bigger picture. I started reading, researching, chewing on information through my own "filters", coming to conclusions.
    However, it wasn't until I had a dream, a few years ago, a dream that absolutely changed my life and perspective, when I could truly embrace what I was feeling. I dreamed that I was floating around in the Universe. Through Nebulae, seeing planets, constellations, millions and millions of places and colors and lights. The more I traveled through it, the bigger it got. And then, it happened: I stopped on a little, tiny little rock in the middle of this space, and kneeled. I had this overwhelming sensation of peace, respect. All I could do was to be silent, humble and cry. The majesty of what was in front of me, understanding that I am nothing but a single atom of a cell that in itself, is part of a bigger organism, the vastness of power, life and knowledge that is out there, was literally breathtaking. To me, that is God. I do not understand God as it is written in books or religion. To me, faith is something very personal, and each individual understands it differently, resonates to the concept in a different note.
    When you were speaking about nature, it reminded me of this dream I had, because I had the same feelings. Look around you, everything is connected, everything has a meaning and a purpose. It escalates, each tiny cell, being part of a bigger thing, that thing being a cell in the next level, and so on, fractals. We are all stardust, we are all walking universes in ourselves.
    I am happy you feel the way you feel. Usually, sensitive people like yourself, have a tendency to see the magic that is happening all around us, every day. Magic that passes unseen to the ignorant eye, but that has such a big impact on each of us. Seeing the beauty, the majesty in things, seeing the bigger picture through tiny little details is what keeps us going. Fuels us. Those small little sparks of beauty can soothe and energize us like nothing else, if only we allow ourselves to see.
    As for you not asking for us to solve your problems, but rather just listen, I understand that completely. I am going to make a parallel with my field of expertise, psychology, in which every therapist needs their own therapist. On a more empirical level, I have been the friend who listens to everyone else's problems, but no one would listen to me back, and I know how it feels to need to just let it out. It's so good to be able to just let out some of that pressure, some of the weight, to be able to carry on. Someone else picks it up, and drops it elsewhere and the cycle continues. It goes back to what I was saying earlier, through another perspective.
    At the end of this, you will be much wiser. Much stronger. Thank you for soothing us down, every night, I do hope that you find peace as well. Thank you for letting us into your world, tormented as it is, right now. It's only the bravest that can strip the armor and reveal themselves at their weakest, saying "this is who I am".
    Full sails ahead, Maria!

    • @Riverwytche
      @Riverwytche 6 лет назад +4

      HellCat This is absolutely beautiful, thank you for sharing with us all.

  • @daej5702
    @daej5702 7 лет назад +19

    Sometimes we forget how blessed we are, we live in a world that doesn't value mindfulness. But you Maria, you experience mindfulness and that is a true gift.

  • @Selah0412
    @Selah0412 7 лет назад +5

    You are such a strong and inspirational woman! It's not easy to admit our mistakes and not many people do. But not only are you owning your bad decisions, but you're literally learning from them by taking the initiative to further educate yourself in places you feel are weaknesses to you. Not many people have that will and determination! You should be PROUD of yourself!

  • @ASMRJonie
    @ASMRJonie 7 лет назад +26

    I don't think you are stupid, its hard to be an adult.. We learn along the way on how to manage these things that are new to us. Don't ever say that. We all have these issues and it's how we lean and how we gain experience Maria ^___^ I'm sure that you will get out of that hole soon with better experience and stronger. Keep it up and chin up hermosa!

  • @sarahadams9467
    @sarahadams9467 7 лет назад +6

    Love the awakening in the forest. You have such a wise and beautiful way of looking at life.

  • @Kermitthebadger
    @Kermitthebadger 7 лет назад +13

    I usually don't comment but oh my gosh, when you cried it broke my heart.You're so pure and kind-hearted never let anyone tell you different. Especially yourself. You're a beautiful, talented person and I know so many people feel the same way about you. You bring us joy and you relax us on a daily basis. Please, try not to be so hard on yourself. I wish I could just hug you and tell you it's gonna be ok!

  • @Jacob-xd3ko
    @Jacob-xd3ko 7 лет назад +29

    Maria!!! We love you! You don't learn unless you make mistakes. You recognized that you made a mistake, and were even brave enough to allow us to find out that you have debt. Some people try to mask it and make it even worse. Now that you've recognized you made that mistake, you just learn from it. Best wishes from Mississippi!!

    • @Jacob-xd3ko
      @Jacob-xd3ko 7 лет назад +7

      It always makes me so sad when she cries I feel so bad for her :(((((((((

  • @beargrease4668
    @beargrease4668 7 лет назад +15

    You are a wonderful human being . May God Bless you abundantly.

  • @mswhitneyhawkins87
    @mswhitneyhawkins87 7 лет назад +140

    The footage of you in the forest is beautiful. I had an experience similar to that and when vegan then and there. Not pushing veganism in anyway, I'm just saying those connections with nature are incredible.

    • @mswhitneyhawkins87
      @mswhitneyhawkins87 7 лет назад

      *went

    • @sandrineldumas
      @sandrineldumas 7 лет назад +17

      Same for me ! When i went vegan It was like opening my eyes for the first time of my life.
      It was like everything was just so beautiful and overwhelming.

    • @DeliciousPish
      @DeliciousPish 7 лет назад +14

      I agree with this... going vegan allowed me to appreciate every single type of life without guilt

    • @mrjenn
      @mrjenn 7 лет назад +11

      I felt the same way the day I went vegan. It was like a religious experience or an awakening. There's so much inner peace that comes with knowing you aren't harming animals.

    • @Elven.
      @Elven. 7 лет назад +8

      wooow I just thought about this. I felt the same connection and awe and peace went I went vegan. It's like everything falls into place

  • @lindsaywoodhead2318
    @lindsaywoodhead2318 7 лет назад +2

    Ah Maria, you are so very lovely. 5 years ago I went bankrupt after my marriage ended and I lost my job shortly after that. I lost everything, including my house. When I met my new partner he was in loads of debt, we've spent five years working our butts off to get our finances straight and we are now debt free and three months ago we had the most beautiful wedding which we paid for upfront. You will get through these times, you are not stupid and you will learn from these things. I'm grateful for the difficult times I've had because they've taught me a valuable lesson and my future will benefit from that lesson. You really are wonderful and I adore all of your videos. Lots of love xxx

  • @erdmaennchen82
    @erdmaennchen82 7 лет назад +2

    When a child learns to walk, no one would ever judge the child for falling down in the process or call it a 'mistake'. It's just a part of learning how to walk. As grown ups we can walk but we still have to learn how to think and feel. To love unconditionally, to trust life, to see the goodness, to be free from so many things. There is nothing wrong with you, you are amazing how you are meant to be :) I love nature, too. It' so healing and calming.

  • @fleurmpeters
    @fleurmpeters 7 лет назад +18

    I appreciated your breakdown actually. Sometimes life is a lot to take in, and everything stressful just comes out at once, it's great therapy! And I loved how grateful you were towards your surroundings. 💘

  • @MamaWonderland
    @MamaWonderland 7 лет назад +47

    For your upcoming Q & A Video:
    How did Daryl react when you first shared your RUclips channel with him, how did he feel about the content and the amount of success and subscribers you have? Does Daryl also experience ASMR benefits?
    Also, Maria I know you are very much into crystal healing. Do you have an all time favorite type of crystal, how did you get into crystal healing, and does Daryl also believe in crystal energy?
    xoxo.

    • @Henriettax
      @Henriettax 7 лет назад +1

      TheTcarter18 I believe the met through the community X

    • @amandajensen4966
      @amandajensen4966 7 лет назад

      Yeah, I think they meet through ASMR. He had a channel... something muscles? 😂 I don't know. But I think it certainly is a strong foundation for them.

  • @Lilybet1316
    @Lilybet1316 7 лет назад +13

    Your gratitude and growth is right on schedule. You are not stupid or crazy, you are knowing what truly matters in this life. Keep going! You are doing great and things will begin getting easier soon!

  • @EM-mc8pd
    @EM-mc8pd 7 лет назад +2

    Awwww Maria you're not a crazy lady. In the last clip your inner child was totally coming out. It was so precious to watch

  • @DaveBrandysExcursionsTravel
    @DaveBrandysExcursionsTravel 7 лет назад +5

    It is all a learning process. We all have dealt with financial issues at some point in our lives. It takes a lot to share this to people. It will be better soon 😊 Stay positive!

  • @ASMRer
    @ASMRer 7 лет назад +73

    This was so beautiful and your personality continues to shine through. Money is good but it can never fix our happiness only ourselves from within. There's people picking rice in Fields who are happier than 99% of people. Nature is wonderful and makes us happier :-) I love this side of you. Muah! Smooches and hugs

    • @SassyMashaVlogs
      @SassyMashaVlogs  7 лет назад +12

      Tony Bomboni (ASMRer) Hugs, my lovely Tony :)

  • @Mad_Props
    @Mad_Props 7 лет назад +46

    The dealership is never going to give you what it is actually worth, because they need to turn around and resell it and still make a profit. If you sell it private sale you might be able to break even :)

    • @crystal.matter
      @crystal.matter 7 лет назад +2

      I would also try to sell it in private sale. Dealerships are great for buying, but moneywise, not for selling. Of course it is easier because you don't need to search for a buyer yourself but that only costs time and effort.

    • @Mad_Props
      @Mad_Props 7 лет назад +1

      Also, you're telling me there isn't some fan out there who wouldn't buy it? Maybe that'a too creepy?

    • @louise7401
      @louise7401 7 лет назад +2

      I agree. Sell it on Auto Trader or even Craigslist.

  • @abby_stewart
    @abby_stewart 7 лет назад +7

    I so appreciate your vulnerability in this video. It was such a bold move to put your heart and your emotions into this video the way you did. I often can feel this overwhelming sense of gratitude and awakening myself, and I'm so happy you feel it too! I love you! 😘

  • @rocketstarbr
    @rocketstarbr 7 лет назад +5

    You got some serious courage to share that crying, "crazy", moment. Yet was cool to watch. Thanks.

  • @red6201
    @red6201 7 лет назад +4

    you will always get a few bad apples in a cart. Ignore the negative comments and focus on the comments from people that appreciate your situation.
    Your a lovely lady Maria, and have helped me soooo very much over the last few months
    Thank you 😘

  • @Em-kg7qn
    @Em-kg7qn 7 лет назад +4

    I feel like this everytime I am alone outside at nature... It makes me feel pure, real and innocent. I miss it so much in the city

  • @liljabjorggunnarsdottir8368
    @liljabjorggunnarsdottir8368 7 лет назад +78

    thank you for showing your soul to us, it's the most beautiful thing in the world

    • @zenseed75
      @zenseed75 7 лет назад +5

      agree! Iceland nature makes you speechless. Amazing!

    • @liljabjorggunnarsdottir8368
      @liljabjorggunnarsdottir8368 7 лет назад +1

      Angela Walker it sure is

    • @lolbelle
      @lolbelle 7 лет назад +2

      Your comment is so sweet, Maria will love to read it (:

  • @fluffyelf2
    @fluffyelf2 7 лет назад +7

    People who generally feel uncomfortable listening to others life problems and automatically become suspicious and judgmental are usually quite heartless beings. This is what I've found in life. I wish you the best with your bad situation and I hope it works out for you.

  • @michaheart
    @michaheart 7 лет назад +3

    Maria you are not stupid, please dont ever feel that about yourself. You will overcome your debt try not to be that hard on yourself. ♡ The amount of time you put into your videos to help other relax should make you feel proud. you are very love and we are all blessed to have you!!!

  • @emiliana1767
    @emiliana1767 7 лет назад +2

    Dear Maria, i so much want to hug you and say dont beat yourself up and be so hard on yourself! I love the saying "whatever your past has been, you have a spotless future ahead." focus on your bright future and dont rush too much to fix the past. It will be solved eventually! It is very brave to share your mistakes with the world, i admire your confidence and trust in your way. Your strength will guide you!

  • @ArtistJane
    @ArtistJane 7 лет назад +1

    Maria, you're a light worker. That will always, always transcend any financial debt you could ever owe in the physical realm. Small potatoes compared to the love and light you give to the world through your videos! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @schristianASMR
    @schristianASMR 7 лет назад +68

    How do you as a couple work through arguments/annoyance with each other? Also, what are some of your favorite qualities about each other?
    Ps. You guys are the cutest couple ever!

    • @SetaDragon
      @SetaDragon 7 лет назад +68

      Pretty sure they just have a whisper off. They take turns using asmr to put the other to sleep. The first person to fall asleep, loses. As of today, only Maria has been victorious.

    • @ixik80
      @ixik80 7 лет назад

      I also want to know😇

    • @Jess-bee
      @Jess-bee 7 лет назад

      hahahahah oh wouldn't that be the ideal way to solve an argument !!

  • @wolfiethedog76
    @wolfiethedog76 7 лет назад +8

    Masha feels things so deeply...Wish I had someone like this in my life...

  • @princessleira2663
    @princessleira2663 7 лет назад +1

    Maria, the video of you crying in the woods made me want to cry! You really opened my eyes to make me realize that we need to take the time to appreciate our surroundings, and not just pay attention to social media and the troubles in this world. I love you so much.

  • @bennomichelsen3801
    @bennomichelsen3801 5 месяцев назад +1

    Hello from Denmark - Satchitananda in the woods. 47 today, what a beautifull birthday present. Thanks Maria - Love Benno

  • @mcflyloveme
    @mcflyloveme 7 лет назад +4

    Your gratitude towards life is so humbling and inspiring. Regardless of ASMR I would love to know more about your viewpoint on the world around us e.g. your spiritual awakening, crystals, etc. I thank you for sharing such a personal and fascinating part of your life.

  • @BecalmwithBecca
    @BecalmwithBecca 7 лет назад +8

    Thank you for sharing your experience with debt. Not many people are brave enough to admit to thinks like that. I can reassure you, it's comforting to others in simular situations such as myself to know they are not the only one.

  • @anthonydillion2631
    @anthonydillion2631 7 лет назад

    I love how Maria is so grateful for everything! Not many people take time to realize how good their lives are, she was so happy to be out in the woods and some people can't do that. You can tell that Maria is such an amazing person

  • @KikiSkull
    @KikiSkull 7 лет назад +2

    Thank you for sharing this and I definitely know where you're coming from, with that last part. Never let others tell you you shouldn't experience these things. Be present and do what you need to remind yourself why it's so beautiful to stay alive, because even if you hurt, you know there are so many wonderful things that your sensitive soul can appreciate fully. Thank you again Maria.

  • @Kejfnsnsmsksk
    @Kejfnsnsmsksk 7 лет назад +4

    It kills me to know that you're upset and stressed out. You are an amazing, beautiful person Maria. You need to stop apologizing for having emotions. You have every right to express your feelings. So many of us are in debt because we either spoil ourselves or just make bad financial decisions, but that doesn't make you stupid. It makes you human!
    You have supporters and you are loved, no matter what. Put more ads on your videos if you need help paying off debt! Don't worry about seeming greedy. You've worked hard for all these followers! Smile and try to have a good day :)

  • @Michele-gy1rv
    @Michele-gy1rv 7 лет назад +11

    P.S. - You are Not stupid at all, we all make mistakes in life and that's just how it is.
    Nobody's perfect !

  • @roberta8050
    @roberta8050 7 лет назад +1

    You are a pure and beautiful Soul and you don't even imagine how many strong and positive vibes you send to all of us. Thank you for being as you are!

  • @cuddlebuttle
    @cuddlebuttle 7 лет назад +1

    Maria, I completely understand what you were saying in the woods. Sometimes I get the urge as well, to walk through the woods to just experience life. What you said wasn't crazy, it was just you being overwhelmed with the realization of how many plants, animals, and people experience the world in ways different to you but at the same time they're experiencing the same world. It's always a good thing to let out your emotions, and you should never feel the need to apologize for them! Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share your experiences with us; this video made me feel less crazy to know that you go through something similar to me.

  • @marinaamiller
    @marinaamiller 7 лет назад +6

    Your emotions are so raw and real. It reminds me to be appreciative towards the little things in life!

  • @evgeniyaseker
    @evgeniyaseker 7 лет назад +3

    побольше бы таких людей, как ты...открытых, сердечных, светлых...ты ооочень хорошая. Спасибо тебе за то, что ты есть!

  • @Zoe-qu7nq
    @Zoe-qu7nq 7 лет назад +1

    Thank you for letting us see such a vulnerable side of yourself 💗 it shows your bravery and your sweet, kind heart. God really shines through you, especially through your connection with nature. You are such a special person 💞

  • @veroniquefaison
    @veroniquefaison 7 лет назад

    Awww Maria. I get emotional whenever I am out in nature, especially anything close to water. Thank you for being transparent with us. Love and adore you.

  • @TheFlacapreciosa
    @TheFlacapreciosa 7 лет назад +3

    YOU ARE A PERFECT EMBODIMENT OF EVERY QUALITY THAT A GOOD HUMAN BEING SHOULD HAVE AND YOU JUST SO HAPPENED TO BE WRAPPED UP IN AN EQUALLY BEAUTIFUL PACKAGE.
    Maria, if you could only realize how respectful, classy, mature, soft-spoken, modest and especially HUMBLE you are about your life situations and yourself compared the majority of the world population, maybe you wouldn't feel so bad about yourself. You have the amazing capability of turning a conversation about a stressful situation into something so inspiring and beautiful about our sense of self and our surroundings. Just listening to you brings tears to my eyes because the beauty of your heart gives me hope that there are more people as beautiful as you in this world. Thank you for being my friend, even if you don't know it. So many people love you because your beautiful soul gives us no other choice. It is impossible to truly dislike in any way such a wonderful human being. May God bless you the way that you have blessed so many people with your voice, Maria.

  • @satanicXcultXrosary
    @satanicXcultXrosary 7 лет назад +3

    never apologize for venting to us! you are human just like us. you help us relax and sleep, we are here to support you!!!

  • @RunninOverZombies
    @RunninOverZombies 7 лет назад +2

    Your energy and vibration were probably attuned to the forests' lively and abundant energy. The frequency between you two must've really blown the roof off! You are a beautiful spirit in this cycle of life and you are definitely going to live it's fullest potential. This world is very fortunate to have you.

  • @omel3oreef804
    @omel3oreef804 4 года назад +3

    I feel shocked.... F
    Really shocked.... Two days ago an old video of u wearing green dress and cry hit my my mind and felt that I need to watch it again... I searched for it for an hour and didn't find it... So u post a video yesterday chitchat and u put the link of the video that related to the situation that make u cry in the other video with green dress... I'm crazzy

  • @KyshiaMarie
    @KyshiaMarie 7 лет назад +4

    Maria! If anything, seriously, you should feel so proud that you take action on and acknowledge your mistakes. You read books to better your weaknesses? Thats such an amazing quality of your personality and says so much about your character. You will go far in the future Maria, keep your head up, you're doing amazing. Literally amazing. I love you. I want to learn from the way you handle your difficult times. All the while, America isn't your original home and English is not your first language. You're amazing.

    • @KyshiaMarie
      @KyshiaMarie 7 лет назад +7

      By the way in the future, my dads advice is to never have a car payment. save for a car, and pay for it in cash ❤️

    • @boomsuga
      @boomsuga 7 лет назад

      You're very attractive

    • @KyshiaMarie
      @KyshiaMarie 7 лет назад

      thanks! you made my day

  • @ruabadfish02
    @ruabadfish02 7 лет назад +3

    Oh Maria! You're just so cute. The crying over plants is adorable. I'm sorry you're getting hate for being honest and vulnerable on your channels. I've had a hard year as well and your channels have helped me so much. I wish I could help you with a contribution to your channels but I'm in a similar financial situation. Thank you for being yourself and for the asmr videos you make. You've helped me so much. I wish you didn't feel the need to apologize for anything because you've done nothing wrong. If people read into your honesty and make assumptions, that is not your responsibility. Though, I do know what it feels like to want to take responsibility and clear the air. Thank you so much for being you. Keep loving nature and letting it's magic bring you to tears. Lots of love to you and Daryll.

  • @LMuse9
    @LMuse9 7 лет назад

    Sometimes we open our eyes, and open them again, and we have those in- the-woods experiences.
    It is so beautiful. It really is. ❤️

  • @fn509er3
    @fn509er3 7 лет назад

    Maria the world needs more people like you. You live and feel everything through your heart, and have the courage to share it with others. That is very rare. I thought it was inspiring seeing you so happy in the woods. You really are a blessing; thank you.

  • @FeministFashionistaK
    @FeministFashionistaK 7 лет назад +7

    Maria, I am here. I want you to know that I hear you and I listen to you and I do not judge you. I've made many mistakes, but that doesn't make me stupid and it doesn't make you stupid either. It takes a lot to admit when we are wrong and you are strong for acknowledging it and learning from it. I love you and thank you for what you do! take others' mean comments with a grain of salt. They don't know your life and they don't know where you've come from. For every comment shaming you, there are ten more of us who love and support you!!!!

  • @izzikunze814
    @izzikunze814 7 лет назад +3

    Don't feel bad about expressing yourself! We are all here for you! ❤️

  • @Pearlygirl0
    @Pearlygirl0 7 лет назад +1

    You're such a beautiful soul Maria, thank you for sharing with us.

  • @authorfredjlauver
    @authorfredjlauver 7 лет назад

    If only everyone were like you and stopped to appreciate the beauty of nature and the wonders of our planet. Then there would be much less time available for conflict. I've loved the outdoors and nature since I was a little boy, so I empathize greatly. Your sensitivity in your perceptions of special moments and vulnerability to life make me believe that while your heart is young, your soul has been around a very long time. Honesty and openness are refreshing changes compared to those who deceive and hide. Those who hide from others are really hiding from themselves. Life is a classroom and we are the students. You are so lucky to have someone in your life with whom you feel free to express yourself and be honest--someone who obviously understands you. Thank you for sharing.

  • @gdcat777
    @gdcat777 7 лет назад +12

    There is nothing wrong with being overwhelmed by nature and getting emotional.

  • @kllycolorado6500
    @kllycolorado6500 7 лет назад +4

    Hey Maria. I understand your stress over money problems. I own a house I'm underwater on, yes it's kind a bad feeling. The truth about money problems is very similar to weight problems --- there's no quick fix, it's all about a lifestyle change and small increments over a long time that add up until you finally reach the point you want to be at in a sustainable way. Everyday you just have to spend less. And don't think of it as denying yourself the things you want, think of it as a gift to your future self. Every sacrifice you make today is a step towards a future Maria who has the personal and financial freedom she wants. ❤️

    • @kllycolorado6500
      @kllycolorado6500 7 лет назад +2

      And also Maria (I'm thinking about you!), you've got to stop beating yourself up. There is nothing wrong with admitting that you've made mistakes and learning from them, but hashing them over and over is just disempowering. It just makes you feel guilty and that you don't have what it takes to make the needed changes, but you do! If you had a friend who had gained weight and felt bad about it, would you let her wallow, saying that she's so stupid how could she have made these mistakes? No! You'd tell her she can change, it's just going to take some time and work. Recognize where you went wrong, but live everyday for future Maria. You can do it! You are a wonderful, introspective person-- use that to your advantage. Maybe you spent too much money, but the whole time you've also been a kind and sensitive person and a loving daughter and girlfriend, and that's what really matters. Good luck, lady. And enjoy the fall!

  • @Wen76
    @Wen76 7 лет назад

    You're filled with such beauty and gratitude. This is a gift that the entire world needs to feel. We love you Maria!

  • @ericalandin2533
    @ericalandin2533 7 лет назад

    I've had a similar experience hiking to a waterfall in Helen, GA (Raven Cliff Falls if you ever want to visit.) I just had this overwhelming feeling to pray, and just thank God for the beauty around me. I cried, and walked, and played in the stream. I'll never forget it! Thank you for sharing!

  • @rachelschn8
    @rachelschn8 7 лет назад +7

    Does Darryl get tingles from you in person or does he watch your videos to relax? He is a lucky man! And you're lucky to have him as well :) love your videos, Maria!

  • @MrsMamaBear27
    @MrsMamaBear27 7 лет назад +5

    You would love Oregon!! You gotta come here. Check out Cannon Beach and the blue pool in in the mountains. Crater Lake is pretty amazing too!

    • @Jazzgirlpdx
      @Jazzgirlpdx 7 лет назад +1

      Yes, I think she would adore it!

  • @aracelisrequejo
    @aracelisrequejo 7 лет назад

    Maria,You are my role model.My inspiration.I think stumbling upon your channels has been one of the best experiences I have ever been through. Thank you. Thank you, Thank you!

  • @skyelizsam
    @skyelizsam 7 лет назад

    Awww Maria, I just want to give you a big hug!!! No one is judging you, we appreciate you sharing with us and we enjoy listening. Keep your head up! Mistakes happen so we can learn from them. Things will get better!

  • @kezzakins5007
    @kezzakins5007 7 лет назад +3

    Aww Maria I totally get the crying thing! My boyfriend always laughs at me because I get all weepy at beautiful scenery and cute animals 😂 you feel very silly at the time but it's a wonderful form of expression! Plus hormones can sometimes exacerbated the situation lol

  • @Matilda1804
    @Matilda1804 7 лет назад +4

    Questions for Darryl
    If you had a youtube channel what would it be about?
    Do you feel the ASMR tingles?
    Do you watch Marias videos?
    How do you feel about Maria being so open and sharing so much about your life on youtube with people that you will never meet?
    Questions for Maria and Darryl
    What non-ASMR youtube channels do you watch?
    Questions for Maria
    Do people sometimes recognize you on the street?
    Do you get tingles from your own videos?
    Can you watch and edit your own videos without cringing or laughing at yourself? (I don't think you should! But I would if I had to watch videos of myself role-playing)
    If your fans want to send you gifts, how can they do that?

    • @lavendereyes1533
      @lavendereyes1533 7 лет назад

      He had an ASMR channel at one point. That's how they met!

    • @golaangels6327
      @golaangels6327 7 лет назад +2

      Matilda Melin- It is such a shame, but unfortunately Maria had to close her P.O. box due to idiotic numsculls sending inappropriate packages. It's a bummer because it was a way for us to interact with her and send her gifts for the wonderful things she does for us. It's sad, but it's just the way our world is now.

  • @audiotinker
    @audiotinker 7 лет назад +1

    You're such a kind and sensitive person! When I was in Canada I saw a beautiful little stream trickling from the rocks above and I started crying. When you're connected to nature in that way it's so special. I know exactly what you're talking about and how you feel about nature. Everything is energy. Everything has vibration. And when you tune into that you can absorb it and for me it energizes me and humbles me at the same time. Love your spirit 😊❤️

  • @garylarry88
    @garylarry88 7 лет назад +2

    Maria, your walk in the woods is a display of gratitude that most people only think in their minds but hesitate to share. For you to verbalize the woods with such sincere passion and disbelief is a what I imagine God would want for us. Few people can be so in awe of Gods creation but you do it here and I find it endearing but also, if I were God and saw a human be brought to tears by the magnitude of the world all around us it would probably make me cry with joy as well. Like the Louis Armstrong song says," I see sky's of blue, clouds of white, you see it too, what a wonderful sight, and I think to myself: what a wonderful world." You are a special person, with an eye for the majestic in the seemingly mundane world and heart full of gratitude for the life you have been given just to experience Gods gifts of creation. Thanks for sharing and letting me know im not the only one who cries when I walk through the woods and appreciate this world, this gift of life.

  • @SandSnowMXGirl
    @SandSnowMXGirl 7 лет назад +5

    I would love to hear more about how you and Daryl met, and your day to day routines. 😊

  • @AboutthatMommyLife
    @AboutthatMommyLife 7 лет назад +8

    Here's a question for Darryl: Do you experience ASMR triggers from Maria's voice?

  • @karendaniel620
    @karendaniel620 7 лет назад

    Maria, I am also dealing with debt and budget issues for my own bad decisions. It was nice to see you open up about this. Better than that was the way you can still appreciate the positive in your life and the beauty of nature. The birds and squirrels on my balcony bring joy to me during challenging times when I'm unable to get outside. It's even better when I can. The garden was gorgeous. Thanks for all you do. Your Chakra cleansing video puts my little one to sleep when nothing else does.

  • @tosho6302
    @tosho6302 7 лет назад +1

    You're not complaining Maria! You're just discussing your problems and that's okay!

  • @melon0007
    @melon0007 7 лет назад +17

    Questions: 💑
    😃 What's your favourite quality about each other?
    😃 What's the most annoying habit about each other?
    😃 What has been your favourite day together since you've been together & why?
    😃 What first attracted you to each other?
    😃 Do you have set date nights?
    😃 How long have you actually been together now?
    😃 If you both won the lottery what would you buy?
    😃 If you were both stranded on an island, what 3 things would you both want to take?
    😃 Do either of you snore?
    😃 Who tends to do the most cooking & who cooks the best?
    😃 What personality trait do you admire most about each other?
    😃 Is there any item of clothing that you either hate or love that the other wears?
    😃 What's the best present you've received from each other?
    😃 x

    • @melon0007
      @melon0007 7 лет назад +2

      Love your videos.
      "Keep moving forward Maria"...
      You're always learning & you help a lot of people.
      You're doing great & ignore people who don't enhance your life. I'm grateful I found both your channels x

  • @TrishaR84
    @TrishaR84 7 лет назад +10

    Oh sweety... You have such a wonderful soul! And don't worry, you are not crazy. I truly believe you're an HSP, just like meee! It can be extremely intense but at the same time so very beautiful! Much love!!! ❤️❤️

  • @MisseeMomo
    @MisseeMomo 7 лет назад

    Thank you for allowing us to see the beautifully vulnerable you. You're human as we all are! Don't apologize for learning, Maria! And my god, I need to get out in nature more. Amazing to see your emotional connection to the world around you! Love you Maria! Keep smiling ❤️

  • @greenbeautyASMR
    @greenbeautyASMR 7 лет назад

    Maria, your soul is ALIVE! You are AWAKE, I too, am overwhelmed with tears when I experience those " peak experiences" in Nature or when I witness beautiful, acts of love or kindness. Mother Earth holds us in ways our brains cannot even comprehend. Again, I am truly grateful for your authenticity... Hugs!!!!

  • @bbwa5319
    @bbwa5319 7 лет назад +4

    OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! Thank god your back!

  • @dana5678
    @dana5678 7 лет назад +8

    For Q&A: first off...YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE😍😍 but Darryl, Do you watch Maria's videos to relax? Also Maria, what do you love most about Darryl?

  • @abbynormal9050
    @abbynormal9050 7 лет назад +1

    Don't worry, Maria, I get emotional while walking in the forest too. It's good to experience those pure, raw, sometimes spiritual emotions. Best of luck to you.

  • @beautyfengshui
    @beautyfengshui 7 лет назад

    That was one of the most eloquent explanations of why nature is vital that I have ever heard. The parting shot of a trickling stream was mesmerizing.

  • @shawna.m
    @shawna.m 7 лет назад +3

    I have experiences like you did in the woods too. Emotions are powerful, being so aware can be difficult. I was wondering if Daryl ever listens to your videos for relaxation? & if you guys talk about ASMR much in your daily lives? (coming up with ideas, discussing other people's videos)

  • @curleneslifenyc
    @curleneslifenyc 7 лет назад +4

    Your so real and just a breath of fresh air you make me open my eyes and examine my own life with some of the things you share with us on your channel so thank you and best wishes to improving your life that's all we can try to do in the ups and downs that every human has no choice but to face its how we overcome and fix it that counts 💙💜

  • @wideeyedwildling
    @wideeyedwildling 7 лет назад +1

    Maria I totally understand what you mean when you're on a hike. its an overwhelmingly beautiful feeling

  • @cleown5123
    @cleown5123 7 лет назад +1

    I feel you so much Maria. I know how you feel. Sometimes I feel so happy to be alive and so extremely grateful that it moves me to tears. I hope that you're better soon and I'm sure you'll figured everthing out. It's gonna be better. ♥

  • @sandyssoftparade
    @sandyssoftparade 7 лет назад +4

    Hey sweetheart, every one that buys a car is upside down because cars depreciate. don't be so hard on your self you are wonderful. A woman with beautiful feelings that makes true connections from the heart. I love you and I love what you do! ❤

  • @tosho6302
    @tosho6302 7 лет назад +4

    Maria we all make mistakes, I've made some horrible mistakes, as have others, Life just isn't fair sometimes and we can't always see how our choices will affect the future. You enjoyed your car and that's brilliant! We all make mistakes, and you'll get past this debt, Me and many others believe in you and support you

  • @Chickmamapalletfarm
    @Chickmamapalletfarm 7 лет назад +1

    Dear Maria, first I LOVE the background music you play in these videos. Then... I am so sorry that you are hurting and dealing with so many issues of debt. It can be so overwhelming and stressful. I too have been where you are, and there are no easy answers. I believe we are heading for a major world wide finical collapse. Maybe that will help. I do not think you are crazy... I also feel your pain and joy in the woods. I am blessed to live in the woods in western North Carolina. So I feel you.

  • @Carolina_Cheesehead
    @Carolina_Cheesehead 7 лет назад

    I just watched a TED talk called "How Trees Talk to Each Other". It was so amazing how there are mother trees who have their roots deeply connected to their offspring trees and grow in ways that they protect them. Opened my eyes and heart to a whole new way of seeing the mother in Mother Nature.

  • @MirandaMarieF
    @MirandaMarieF 7 лет назад +28

    Was Darryl very nervous to meet your parents? 😌

    • @weightliftingwhisper
      @weightliftingwhisper 7 лет назад +21

      Great question! The answer is yes very, nervous! Especially her father and with the language barrier it was more intimidating than any previous relationship.

    • @elizabethsnyder1028
      @elizabethsnyder1028 7 лет назад +1

      weightliftingwhisper

  • @ThisIsNotInUseOkay
    @ThisIsNotInUseOkay 7 лет назад +3

    I think you are a very strong person and showing that you are dealing with issues just shows that you are human. And I find sharing that to be important. So thank you.

  • @chona5101
    @chona5101 7 лет назад +1

    I need you to know that this video was so perfect for what I'm experiencing today in my own life. You are not crazy. I felt crazy loving these types of videos but I don't think it's a coincidence. You are a huge help to me. I hope this message finds you in good spirits. Thank you for sharing.

  • @mikuberries9197
    @mikuberries9197 7 лет назад +2

    It hurt so much to hear you call yourself stupid. 😞
    You are not stupid. You are growing and learning. That makes you mature, not stupid.
    And omigosh, the moment in nature just broke me. 😭

  • @annalisebroderickify
    @annalisebroderickify 7 лет назад +4

    maria, you are your own worst critic and that makes me sad because i wish you would realize what pretty much all of your subscribers see! how much of a humble, beautiful, intelligent, and just wonderful human being you are. You are one of my favorite people on the entire planet and you've done so much for me since 2012 when i found your channel! don't be so hard on yourself, it takes a real person to realize their mistakes and try figure out how to improve them, if anything you should be very proud of yourself! we wouldn't be human if we didn't make mistakes. I'm a firm believer in that everything happens for a reason and it may take years after the situation occurred for you to realize why it happened to you or it can take a day. tomorrow you could wake up and everything could be different you never know (in a positive way of course). A few things I've learned in 2016 are that things happen for a reason and expect the unexpected. Theres so much more to life than people realize if they open up to it. I'm gonna stop rambling but we love and care for you so much! everything will improve with time :)

  • @ScaryApollo
    @ScaryApollo 7 лет назад +51

    Set up a gofund me and i'd happily donate! :)

    • @AgentAGent007
      @AgentAGent007 7 лет назад +4

      or patreon :)

    • @alegalindomaquillaje
      @alegalindomaquillaje 7 лет назад

      me too!

    • @ChristinaLessThan3
      @ChristinaLessThan3 7 лет назад

      She has a PayPal for donations, the link is on the descriptions on her main channel videos I believe :)

    • @ScaryApollo
      @ScaryApollo 7 лет назад +1

      I think thats just for her ASMR though? I dont really know but i've donated to that :)

    • @krislaura
      @krislaura 7 лет назад +3

      I may be wrong but the pay pal money may just specifically go to her investing in the Asmr videos. That's at least how a lot of creators do it.

  • @ImjustaGost
    @ImjustaGost 7 лет назад +1

    this bubbly music tends to relax me a lot I love it 😊 you are a great and wonderful human being Maria ❤ you almost made me cry when I saw you crying about the fact that you're happy to be alive ! this is exactly what I feel right now as fall has arrived, and as nature becomes so beautiful. I think you are just amazing ❤

  • @heypookeybearitisi
    @heypookeybearitisi 7 лет назад +1

    Dang, Maria. You're so introspective and freaking well adjusted! I need you as my life coach.