I spent a day with DAMIEN HAAS
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- Опубликовано: 30 июн 2024
- I spent a day with Damien Haas to learn the truth about his voice acting career and experience with being neurodivergent.
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▸ Creator, Director, Writer, etc - Anthony Padilla
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0:00 INTRO
0:54 SMOSH & DISNEY
5:35 NAVIGATING BEING NEURODIVERGENT
11:43 OTHERNESS IN CHILDHOOD
14:51 VOICE ACTING PLAYTHROUGH
24:41 IMPOSTER SYNDROME
27:48 PERFORMING WITHOUT BEING PERCEIVED
30:12 DELICIOUS IN DUNGEON
32:11 AUTISTIC REPRESENTATION IN MEDIA
35:22 IMMIGRANT UPBRINGING & PURSUING EXCELLENCE
41:45 DAMIEN’S EMPLOYEE REVIEW
43:12 BLOOPER
Damien really helped me feel so much more comfortable and confident about being neurodivergent. The way he’s so comfortable with doing what he loves and being who he is, sometimes on his lives he talks about things I’ve experienced and and makes me feel so much less alone! Love you Damien!
same same same! i watched smosh as a kid, but i picked it back up a couple years ago right after getting diagnosed w ocd and damien talking abt that + having experiences i could see myself in (both in relation to this and other neurodivergence we have in common) made me feel so much more safe and seen and Okay. :]
👏👏
Same! I got my autism diagnosis last year after thinking about it for like 4 ish, and through that seeing someone who’s been a favourite of mine on smosh and the internet in general for years talk about similar experiences and be open about it has been so incredible
He's a gem
Yes same! I learned i am autistic just last year around the time Anthony rejoined Smosh. I was so happy to watch Smosh again and the amazing cast. Then hearing Damien speak about him being neurodivergent, and seeing the cast be so accepting of him 😍 made me feel not so hopeless, and that a lot of lovely people experience same things as me.
That’s my step brother!!! So proud of you ❤❤
Wait what your his step brother
Awe this is so sweet!!
hell yeah!!
@@ville__ What the literal fuck.
@@ville__ Literally rot in hell
I am constantly afraid Damien is gonna leave Smosh, I would respect it and wish him well but also I would be sad not to see him anymore.
If he ever does decide to leave, I hope he knows he would be taking us with him lol
Damien has said recently on a stream that he is very happy at Smosh and doesn't want to leave :)
@@baileemitchell4067which stream was that?
I like to think that even if his other gigs took off to the point that he had to not be a smosh regular that he'd still drop by from time to time.
Some cast members do more videos than others. How many videos do Olivia, Keith and Noah do these days per month? They're barely there and still part of the cast.
I work in youth mental health, and Damien, I point you out OFTEN to my kids, when they're worried about using things like fidgets or earplugs in public. You're the person I use to explain to my clients that being neurodiverse doesn't need to mean 'weird' or 'othered', but that it's a very common thing that can fit into your day to day. Not only that, but that it's OKAY to not have your own brand of mental health figured out from day one. You're such a great role model, I'm so grateful that you've stepped into the spotlight and made your voice heard for the neurospicy community!
God I bet Damien would be so proud if he sees this
Neurospicy queens 🥳🩷
That’s awesome. I really hope he sees this. I’m sure it would mean a lot.
That is so sweet! Representation really does matter and it's in places you'd least expect!
Delighted to read this :)
damien is so articulate in the way he speaks. everything he says is so clear and understandable, and so damn relatable. very talented guy, i wish him all the best in what comes to him
something that really impresses me about him is his ability to EXPLAIN. like he can go on a "tangent" for a minute but then wrap it all back up perfectly without missing a beat. everything makes sense at the end. i go on tangents that connect to other tangents lol it's just very impressive to me
I was thinking that too! He has seemingly worked hard to make sure he is understood properly for both parties and that he understands people and I love that about him 😭
@@bunnyellabell Ngl, I think that's the ADHD and autism, lol. A lot of autistic people provide lengthy context before getting to "the point." My guess is that neurotypical brains use a "high context" model for social interactions, where it's assumed everyone has very similar frames of reference and doesn't need much additional info to reach very similar conclusions about meaning, motivation, or what's being implied.
Whereas I believe autistic brains are "low context" that don't assume everyone is the same, and so it makes more sense to give some "backstory" to the point you're about to make before making it so you're not leaving someone in the dark about what you mean.
It's just different ways of communicating and being polite, but in neurotypical circles the "low context" approach is perceived as rude, and viewed as an attempt to belittle others by showing "how smart you are" when the opposite is true.
Yes, autistic people tend to be naturally articulate and very clear communicators. Communication skills become even more developed due to a lifetime of misunderstandings due the differences between neurotypical and autistic communication. Neurotypicals tend to leave a lot of things unsaid and are contradictory. Or say things they don't mean.
My partner is autistic. He also tends to give lengthy explanations or context before reaching a point, and he articulates everything extremely clearly. When we talk, he also likes me to explain the context clearly as he gets confused or hung up on certain details if I dont
Now this is a father and stepson bonding time!
Whos the father and whos the strapon?
lol perfect comment!
to be fair he's technically his last son and everyone after him is a stepchild lmao
@@ville__no no. Stop that.
Now this is pod racing
You don't see much representation of high masking high functioning autism and neurodivergence, the lack of representation in the media can make it a really lonely experience because you're told you have this thing but nothing you see of it resembles anything like what you're experiencing. Damiens description of his neurodivergence was spot on and I really appreciate him sharing and being candid about it :)
Yep i also liked the representation in heart break high reboot. Played by an influencer irl thats also on the spectrum and they had influence over how the character was portrayed. Forgot the name but this gave me her vibe but in a different way.
Its inspiring
@@CrypticBoreChloé Hayden ! 🫶
I agree. As a recently diagnosed auDHD I also think it's important to see this rapresented more because people at large still think autism is either mentally challenged young boys or antisocial savants. It's important people see that just because we can act "normal" it doesn't mean we don't have difficulties and issues. It's simply going on while making sure we don't inconvinience anyone else while we struggle, and then for that performance we are rewarded with a "you don't look autistic to me 🫤🙄"
I agree. As a recently diagnosed auDHD I also think it's important to see this rapresented more because people at large still think autism is either mentally challenged young boys or antisocial savants. It's important people see that just because we can act "normal" it doesn't mean we don't have difficulties and issues. It's simply going on while making sure we don't inconvinience anyone else while we struggle, and then for that performance we are rewarded with a "you don't look autistic to me 🫤🙄"
damien haas with a beard is so 10/10
I didn't know he could get better... But Damien with a beard is like Ultimate...
the daddiest.
I don't even *like* beards, and he is *the* exception.
Dadmien
@@a_ggghost as he would say on Smosh with a German accent " Papa"
DAMIEN HAAS FROM SO RANDOM! ❤
Where's Demi, Damian?
From that one episode from Glee
@@Raymal100And fortnite
You mean from fire emblem
Another banger from damien Hass from fire emblem
IT'S LAIOS TOUDEN FROM SMOSH!!
LAIOSS AUTISM
Excuse me that’s Kiyoka Kudo from My Happy Marriage 🥰
OMG, DAMIEN HAAS FROM DUNGEON MESHI!!
it’s perfect cus Laois is so tism coded as well, bad at reading social queues, special interests being animals
I’m so dumb I had no idea Damien voiced Laios omg
Having Damien on Smosh is so important for so many people, I think. It helps those of us who have always felt "othered," those who feel like outsiders, know that maybe someday we too can be accepted and be a part of something bigger. When I first started watching Smosh, I noticed he was different, but not in a bad way. He soon became my favorite cast member.
I know a lot of people may not prefer him, and maybe his differentness can cause issues behind the scenes at times, but it's really hard to try to conform when you're just not always able to notice the cues and realize how you're impacting others by not conforming. Often, I myself don't notice how I've impacted someone else/failed to meet their expectations until way later when I have time to think about it. A lot of us with the 'tism struggle and and want to try to at least meet the other person(s) we're interfacing with half way. But it also goes both ways, and a lot of time society doesn't want to bother with trying to accommodate. Or it's hard for the non-neurodivergent to understand the othered and they don't even try many times.
I have to admit, I felt a bit sad, left out, and angry when Damien stopped appearing on Smosh as much. Maybe he needed time off for a reset. Maybe the reorganization of things behind the scenes affected his appearances. I just know that he stopped being a main focus and things were taken in a different direction. Because of the pain I felt from being what I saw as being excluded again (through the proxy of Damien), I almost stopped watching. But I kept going, hoping things would even out and Smosh would find its footing again.
In the end, I hope Damien continues to appear on Smosh as a symbol that yes, people who are othered, people who are different, people who have been left out can be successful despite and through their struggles and differences.
It's great how clearly he tries to articulate his intentions and checks in with open communication. It's so hard to be open with your feelings and communicate when you think you may have messed up or been misunderstood, but seeing him doing all that has made me more comfortable. And how clearly everyone loves and respects him helps me feel like I am also deserving and capable of that
Damien; I just didn't know why it was so *hard* when the camera was close on my face--
Camera op; *slowly tries to pull the frame back out and hope no one noticed*
So sweet, actually
as someone who also has ADHD, OCD, and possibly autism, Damien's been someone who I've admired for a while. I'm glad things are going well for him.
Same here :)
Saaame
@@ville__ what the fuck is wrong with you
I haven't got diagnosed but I'm starting to suspect it a lot and I always admired him too, and that part about people always saying you're mature for your age when you're a kid... yeah😅
@@chickenanddoodles wait that’s a sign?? Well shit…
Oh my god that part about being triggered by being misunderstood is so relatable as an autistic person. I’ve been constantly misunderstood since I was a child by everyone even close family members and friends so I totally understand how triggering that can be on a large scale for Damien. I can’t even watch tv shows or films where people are wrongfully accused or framed by someone else without feeling so viscerally angry. the only way I can enjoy those is if i know there’s vindication in the end.
I was always misunderstood and was assigned motives behind my words and actions by others that I didn’t feel or have. It’s very frustrating to genuinely compliment someone but because I don’t understand how to change the tone of my voice, they assume i’m not being genuine. I’ve tried to learn how to mask in this area but i’m not always successful at it.
this!!!!! and i always feel a need to explain bc i think explaining would help, but then it becomes seen as "excuses." it's like, i'm not excusing what i said or did. i said and did what i said and did, but other ppl just don't think the same and it sucks sometimes
@@iridescentidling yeah!! at that point i give up cus i know the other person is determined to not believe me no matter what i say. Thats why i also hate movies where people aren’t believed, ie everyone thinks they cried wolf when they’re being honest.
im currently fighting the reality of a BPD diagnosis and being misunderstood just hurts so fucking bad. it makes me feel like when anything bad happens to me, ive always been the problem
It can be upsetting when your own family misreads your emotions or actions completely - like do they not actually know me..?
I didn’t even know how to put this into words until now omg I’ve always hated the “misunderstanding” plot point of movies/shows like for example in the first shrek lol that part stresses me out so much as a kid. I hate when I say something and the tone comes out wrong and so I try to clarify but it’s still sounding wrong and just making it worse until I just give up
The cameraman slowly pulling back at 28:15 when Damien starts talking about being uncomfortable with cameras in his face is so nice and considerate.
Damien seems so genuine and kindhearted. He’s obviously hilarious and very talented but it was nice to hear a little more about how he navigates the world.
Agreed, we get glimpses of his personality / thoughts on smosh but he’s got a very bright mind and shines in a lot of ways. Super talented
Every “I spent a day with a smosh Member” is just Anthony hyping up his friends and I LOVE IT ❤❤❤
I’m so used to seeing Damien just being silly on Smosh that I forget how amazingly talented he is.
Fun interview.
“Autism is not a thing to fix.” LOVE THIS SO MUCH! As a mother to a grown son (23) with autism, this was (and is) my battle cry. Asking for accommodations/modifications is not asking to change/fix him, but to give him the tools to perform/live to the best of his ability. Damien saying this so succinctly just freaking made my day 😊❤
damien is a renaissance man through and through; attractive, funny, talented, and emotionally intelligent??? everyone at smosh is incredible tbh, thank you for being so open and sharing your experiences with fame and neurodivergency
Plus he loves the ren fair 😉
@@sweetmother2406 eeeyyyyy 👉😎👉
@@sweetmother2406 eeeeyyyyy 👉😎👉
Only 10 minutes in and Damien has talked about neurodivergence in such a clear and relatable way. Thank you for this interview, I'll show it to my partner
Damien Haas is one of my favorite people in the Smosh cast. I feel like i’m inspired in a way because i have ADHD and Autism and Damien has accomplished so much in his career!
Damien is a maaaaaster of improv; his comedic timing, ability to develop fully-fledged characters in 30 second sketches, self-deprecating humor, and societal critique through comedy all showcase his talent.
Aaand his singing voice is remarkable.
He's just so incredibly witty and talented, relatable and down to earth while still appearing confident.
He elevates every video he's in. ✨️
Really nice of the camera man zooming out when Damien mentioned about his struggles with camera too close.
Damien’s openness with Autism means so much to me❤ I’m 24 & was diagnosed with level 2 Autism 7 years ago, meaning I heavily struggle with my ability to talk aloud (mutism & unintelligible noises) & have learning difficulties that stop me from working. Over the years, seeing Damien honestly admit his routines, literal thinking, stimming, hyperfixations, & even meltdowns? It’s so humanising. Many people these days sadly think it’s quirky & cute to be on the spectrum when it is mentally tolling that often leads me to mental health crisis. Damien’s humanity paired with such expansive intelligence, I have so much respect for you sir 👏
Hugs!
@@shawnsmith8558Hugs right back at ya! :)
I meet him the other day at a DND live play event. He is one of the chillest most humble people irl. Listening to him talk is one of the reasons I finally got on medication myself
im so glad anthony sees damiens worth and is able to verbalize it to him.. damien is truly amazing in so many ways and its so cool that anthony's gift is able to see peoples core and tell them.
I like that Anthony is asking questions to try an learn an understand damien rather then asking to assume things. Damien is a great personality online an is just fun to watch... these two people would be great BFFs
His questions truly felt genuine and came from a place of curiosity and wanting to learn, which is what I love about Anthony’s series
@@katie-kb6qd Yeah, absolutely. I just wish he would go back to talking to normal people with issues. Ever since he went back to Smosh, he has only been talking to content creators. I miss the authenticity of talking to, for example, people with a certain disease, or people who have an interesting hobby. And I liked how he always ended those episodes with his own takeaway.
@@Sandi2105 that’s bc people want him to talk with the smosh cast
Thank you. I have autism and ADHD. Thank you for spreading awareness and bringing all people together.
A specific Damien sketch WAS the thing that brought me back to Smosh entirely!
It was like 5 or 6 years ago, someone reposted a sketch from TNTL episode 9 on 9gag (back when I still went there lol) when Damien was a guest (where he plays a detective and does his first "What I'm trying to say is you're under arrest" at the end). I thought that was very funny and checked out where it was from and turned out, it was from this new Smosh. And it got me into TNTL, which got me back into Smosh altogether over time. Damien really deserves all the recognition! I've been watching so much Smosh since then!
Damien with a full beard. PLEASE.
That beard is GORGEOUS.
He gotta bring it back, he has the thickest beard at Smosh but doesn't grow it out!
Too bad he learned the hard way that facial hair makes his sensory issues worse
DAMN NOISY BEARDS
WHERE WAS THIS! I was just listening to it, not watching, and I'm utterly confused by all these comments xd
The camera work when Damien is talking about his difficulty & insecurity with being on camera is impeccable. The way it relaxes into a less harsh close up as he’s articulating his point is just so satisfying!
I kinda noticed the exclusion and sometimes even found myself feeling bad for damien. He's one of my favorite cast members, and i wish he would be appreciated more 😭 at least he is to some extent rn
Been waiting for this for so long
Same same same same sameeee
Getting to hear Damien talk about his AuDHD felt so nice. I relate to him a lot and I love talking about it and hearing about it
Imagine voicing Laios Touden from Dungeon Meshi, one of the most beloved protagonists of one of the most beloved animes from the last decade, maybe of all time.
LMFAO. Maybe outside the top 50 of all-time, but your sentiment is appreciable.
Of all time is a stretch.
Of this year DEFINITELY!
I LOVE the smosh crew interviews. Absolutely amazing, please continue. Anthony re-meeting his kids on camera
the back and forth between worrying how you interact and being free and happy with yourself is so hard. its definitely a rollercoaster being audhd
"My logic was different." Thats exactly what I've been saying my whole adult life, even long before I got both my ADHD diagnose (2012) and my ASD diagnose (2021)...
Also, THANK YOU for pointing out the *spectrum* part about Autism... I cringe sooo much when ppl say "light" autism or "severe" autism.. ITS NOT A F***ING SCALE!
“Getting to know” Damien has really helped me find ways to understand my three autistic children. They are 22,18, and 3 and all present, stim and mask in different ways
It is incredibly genetic. If you or your partner arent diagnosed and your children are bioligical, it may be worth understanding yourself too!
Have any been officially diagnosed? Though I suppose a diagnosis is mostly for treatment like meds and specialized therapy, so if they don't need the specialized care, it might be pointless to get an official diagnosis 🤔
Wow, I have the same "do everything perfect or don't do it at all" mentality as Damien and it's so tough. Thank you
yeah.. I never even realized for the longest time it was a neurodivergent thing I thought i just had low confidence and that's why I never tried anything new, but really I was afraid of not being immediately perfect at it. if I'm not 100% sure of something I hesitate to try it because I don't want to be disappointed so I usually just avoid the disappointment of failure entirely by not doing anything at all
This has always been me too.
Damien is one of the most down to earth people I watch online - just a regular guy who always seems surprised by how many people think he's awesome
He is so transparent, its really refreshing to hear him speak so honestly.
Damien's been one of my favorite Smosh members for a while. Like a solid half of his TNTL performances are entirely iconic. He's a naughty lil Bunny Boi.
been waiting for this one, we love damien haas from dungeon meshi 🔥
Anthony’s videos pertaining to ADHD, OCD, and Autism, then also bringing Damian to the channel, has brought so much neurodiversity representation to the limelight. Thank you so much, Anthony.
absolutely love Damien. the rumination is a huge aspect of my ADHD, especially because my brain is never quiet - so thoughts spiral, music plays over those thoughts, and a random phrase I heard three years ago repeats over and over
yes sameee I wish my brain could just be quiet sometimes for once 😭
I’ve never heard anyone else mention music that is constantly playing over a storm of thoughts in their neurodivergent experience
@@eleanorbidwell2069 YES! I always describe it as if 3 different radio stations were playing at the same time in my brain but at different volumes - one is talking (my thoughts) one has an ad playing (random phrase/sound/sentence repeating) and one is playing music! and you can turn them up and down individually but you can't turn them all off
@@emerson1998 ^ this exactly for me too its always like a song i heard recently or a word or phrase i read somewhere or a meme i saw just keeps repeating over and over again
@@emerson1998 That’s literally exactly how I described it to my psychiatrist when I was getting diagnosed wtf?? Our brains are listen to the same channel, it seems. For me, trying to focus is like concentrating really hard on one of the radios, and I can block out the others if I’m trying hard enough, but the second I lose focus they all are back up to full volume and I can’t pick out what I was listening to before
It's so interesting to me that Damien might feel like a bit of an outsider, because every time he talks about his passions and having autism/adhd, I feel so seen. He's very relatable and I'm happy to see someone like that in popular media.
damien is genuinely such a good person. deep down to his soul, he is so gentle, kind and loveable. a peak man
Any time I see Damien being serious I get teary. I feel so seen and validated whenever he talks about his personal experiences and I'm grateful for every second that he does. He is so funny and so fun and so intelligent, Damien is iconic in so many ways. I adore this video and will always adore the way Anthony approaches his interviews.
I love Damien I hope he realizes how many people appreciate and love him, he adds so much to smosh and is such a fun and sweet presence in any video
Damien talking about his neurodivergence is EXTREMELY relatable. I have a similar neurospicy brain-spread, and this only makes me love him more
When I was a kid, I thought I had ADHD and got laughed at by the adults I trusted to help me. Damien’s whole personality and openness about discussing mental health from the limited amount I’ve been around to see let me know that after ten years, I don’t deserve to suffer in my daily life because no one heard me then. I’m 22 and still working to make sure all my meds are right, but I’ve been much better medicated than not. Thank you, Damien. I’m so glad to know people like you exist in the world.
Your comment really touched my heart. I am so glad that you are working on getting the right meds for your mental health. HUGS
@@shadowmomma aww thank you for replying! 🥺🫶🏽 hugs to you!
ive always appreciated damian on smosh since his soul felt so kind and warm, and now hearing his background too made me realize i relate to him so much. thank you for sharing sir, its always a treat to hear you speak your mind
Damien has such a kind and genuine soul. I hope he realises how much he is appreciated and loved.
Damien is genuinely my favorite. Every time he says words, i like him more. He seems like such a genuinely good person, he's funny, and I'm just always so happy to see him in a video. I wish all the good things for him.
Nice interview. If possible, I think it would be interesting to see you interview past Smosh cast members. Like Mari, Jovenshire, lasercorn etc.
I found Damien’s streams in August of last year and really enjoyed it. So when I was going through a hard time earlier this year, I found comfort in the Clever Coop. Thank you Damien for just being there, even if you didn’t know what you were doing
🐧
I love his streams, and the coop is such a beautiful community ❤
Coop mentioned I have been summoned 😊
Coop is life
I almost never cry, but Damien talking about his childhood experiences made me cry so hard!! Almost like I was able to see myself in his experiences……Thanks Damien💖
Dog RIGHT?!
I’m 43 and have been doing a LOT of personal dissection of my emotions and personality over the past few years. I haven’t been able to seek professional diagnosis or therapy (financial reasons) but have a deep desire to do so asap
I was tearing up a bit at a few early descriptions Damien was explaining (god. Stimming the hand and foot. Ok, that just completely altered my perception of my twitches and restless appendages big and small), but at the point of discussing the realization of At 5 Washing Hands To A Dangerous Degree opened the floodgates. Both in memories and tears
Not for hand washing, but one instance that sticks out: around 4/5/6ish I remember my mom getting mad at me for ‘dawdling’ while I was getting ready for bed because of how long I was cleaning between my toes
I didn’t understand because I was told how important it was to clean between your toes! On her behalf, she QUICKLY understood, apologized and didn’t even ask me to change my ways, just allowed for extra time. And I was very meticulous for years with my between toe cleaning…. But just the miscommunications moment, I couldn’t understand and was upset because I was following the set rules but she was angry (and also now adding in the realization that I HAD to clean them like that… no fuzzies, must be wiped out, check it again. Again. Ok, again. One more time to be saf- AH another teeny bit… repeat) - well shit… head explody and drenched face
Yeah. Definitely shared sentiment on being able to see myself in his words. He has a such a gracious and careful diction, no real mincing of words, but thoughtfully and purposefully grounded
I’ll definitely jump on the gratitude train,
Thanks Damien
❤❤
@@PapaBPoppin 36 and just recently diagnosed ADHD after about 8 years of suspecting it, and 30 years of absolute misery thinking I was just an overly anxious and depressed failure of a human being. I highly recommend that you try to find a way to seek treatment, if at all possible. If you are in the US and have health coverage of some kind, I suggest looking into remote or telehealth psychiatry services. I was shocked to find a telehealth provider that my insurance covered with only a $10 copay, and they got me an intake appointment and a psychiatric evaluation appointment all within 2 weeks. You may not be as lucky as me, but look into it if you may be in a similar situation. It's only been about 6 weeks for me and I'm still waiting to possibly change medications, but just finally getting an official answer on what's going on has really given me renewed hope.
If none of that applies to you, I'd still recommend looking into some self-help online resources and communities because they can also be really helpful in validating your experience and giving tips on how to make some things in your life more manageable if you are struggling.
Best wishes for you regardless!
Also, absolute appreciation for Damien!! So glad he is out there doing his thing and sharing his experiences. It helps so many people feel understood and not alone.
@@laurenhoover6024 heh what's the parasocial analogous for Feeling Seen?
Cause that's the only way I can describe it 😅
I relate to Damien so much. Being an autistic person can be hard sometimes. When I was younger, my parents never knew I was autistic bc they were too focused on my older brother, who was obviously autistic and my younger brother. I wasn't diagnosed with autism until I was 13, and being biologically female, they didn't want to label me as autistic. But then I finally got diagnosed with autism and then I was diagnosed with Tourettes both at 13 (im 17 now). Damien has always brought me so much comfort. Just watching him in tntl makes me laugh so hard it hurts sometimes. With me being autistic I don't have a lot of facial expressions, even when I was a baby. But finally, getting my autism and Tourettes diagnosis, it's been really eye-opening and kind of a relief to know that there are people who can relate to me. I don't feel so alone anymore. Damien, thank you for bringing a smile to my face, especially during some really dark times in my life. You have helped me realize that I am a strong person, even with my struggles. I'm even 3 months clean from self-harm, and I never thought i would ever be able to say that, but now i can. Thank you, Damien, for helping me see the light.
Our boi Go Go Hippo Go made it to this channel 😂😂😂😂 Damien's streams really are one of my comfort places because he has genuinely the best community of people
Damien is actually one of the people who inspired me to really pursue comedy and voice acting. having somebody who's similar to me in many respects (Autism, ADHD, OCD) who has already made it makes the goal seem not as scary or out of reach
Thank you for having him on, Anthony! and thank you Damien for being an incredible role model!
Omg Damien actualy makes me feel so seen. To be so (seemingly) free and unapologetic with his accomidations and unique self expression is so inspiring.
My sons autistic and i suspect I am too. I stumbled across smosh last year and was blown away at how open and honest everyone was about neurodiversity and their mental health struggles but were still able to laugh and joke around. Smosh has been a comfort to me and i havent missed a video since
I'm not autistic but a tons of what Damien said really resonated with me. I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD until after graduating college which meant I created a bunch of coping mechanisms I wasn't even aware of like needing to follow social rules. Tiktok is on to something with the "were you a child with an old soul" actually meaning "well developed masking skills from undiagnosed and untreated mental illness".
I love how Damien expresses himself. He is so honest and open. I’m so happy he’s stayed with Smosh this whole time and I’m always happy when he’s in a video!
As someone whose autism has more internal symptoms as well, and I very much pass as neurotypical, I found Smosh during my diagnosis and Damien has helped me immensely, not only to feel seen, but also to feel like my neurodivergence is valid ❤ thank you so much, Damien, for speaking up about this and proving we can be successful, funny, nice, talented and everything in between 😭✨
Been waiting on this on…. these I spent a day with eps are great all round but this one in particular was so peaceful to watch! And also the content to go alongside this has been top notch
Actually have been waiting for this to come 🔥
i've been a little sad at how few recent smosh vids have a Damien, so this was excellent timing. my 'tism makes one on one interviews stressful but it's so nice to see you guys vibing
I've never experienced someone else describing myself and my childhood in such a validating and accurate way before. I can't express how grateful I am to Damien, Anthony and everyone else who's so open about mental health matters. It's so comforting to know that others relate to feelings that I've spent my entire life thinking was unique to only myself.
Smosh and Damien’s streams helped me heal through a low time in my life, taught me that different is neat, and helped me learn boundaries and healthy relationships moving forward. Thank you both for the hard work and true vulnerability it takes to connect to your audience in such an impactful way.
as someone who was recently diagnosed with audhd, and is struggling to find motivation to purue my interests, its very very inspiring to see damien out here doing what he loves the most, all the while being so open about his struggles!! i really respect and admire him
Learning about Damien is actually so interesting! He’s the type of person where when he talks, everyone listens! Absolutely love how relatable and genuine he is! Love ya Damien!!
Damien’s twitch streams were such a comfort during lockdown - and still now! they really helped me begin to understand aspects of my mental health, seeing one of my favourite internet people live with ocd and autism, as well as the amazing community he’s garnered
wow this is bound to be interesting, Anthony and Damien are two of the most insightful people on the internet
My two favorite smosh men! Always feel like you two are the most accepting and welcoming of all the cast (and most of the world, prob'ly lol).
Damien always makes me feel better about myself. He is so funny and seems like he has such a HUGE heart. dealing with everything and still being the caring individual he is.... it's just so amazing!
I deal with similar issues, severe ADHD, suspected asd (therapist and i decided there was little point at this stage of my life in getting the actual dx since, what are they going to do? At this point I've adapted (mostly)), mdd, agoraphobia, ptsd.
I had gotten my life under control and my mental health well in hand... then i fell which triggered a serious chronic pain disorder (finally diagnosed with fibromyalgia). It basically caused my pain sensors throughout my body to become hyper sensitive and everything hurt. Then they discovered all the damage from a lifetime of injuries. Started trying to fix some of them with surgeries and physical therapy and then they officially diagnosed me with hypermobility (hence all the injuries lol). But the struggle and constant pain brought every single mental health issue roaring back. Tore through my bridges and mental castles like a power washer through a spider web.
Then 2021 tried to kill my son. He collapsed and was diagnosed with leukemia. It was terrifying and without my partner to lean on, I'm pretty sure i would have had a breakdown. (My young adult son is almost 3 years in remission!!🎉)
Geez, sorry, long novella just to say thank you to Damien and Anthony for helping to make caring for mental health important.
Sending so much love ❤️ 💜🌻🕊💜
I can’t express enough how thankful I am for Damien. He’s helped me be way more comfortable as myself and I’ve stopped worrying about masking all the time. I feel so seen and like I’m not alone.
Hearing how Damien wasn’t considered “core cast” at one point makes me so sad because he’s so good at the sketch and improv stuff that I could never imagine him not taking part in that
I’ve been WAITING for a Damien interview cause he’s been my fav member for so long
Damien is so awesome. Such a relatable person (especially as a fellow spooky neurospicy bean) with a heart of gold.
The way Damien is able to voice his thoughts, feelings, and experiences in such a relatable way really shows how much intention he has with his words. Deeply appreciate how hilarious and open he is with such a breath of optimism. Nothing but lots of love to you Damien in all the adventures you’re on!!
I love Damien so much, and I love hearing him talk about the things he loves. Not to get overly parasocial but he just seems so kind and talented, and seeing him grow into who he is now has been really wonderful to watch.
Damien’s mind works so fkn quick when it comes to unscripted/improv. I’ve seen him do TNTL bits that could be full on sketches.
honestly damien is my favorite smosh cast member. hes kinda like that uncle that everyone likes
This is so sweet ❤ Damien is such a beautiful soul and Anthony does such a good job with this interview
I’ve been waiting for this one for so long. Damien is such a sweet angel baby.
Damien is, by far, one of my favorite cast members on Smosh! It makes my day when I see him in videos! He is so funny and such an amazing person! I'm very honored that he is apart of the neurodivergent clan and is as successful as he is! It makes me so happy and so proud as a fellow person with ADHD and a touch of the 'tism that someone like him and like us can be successful when society tells us we can't! It's so inspiring that he doesn't let his ADHD, OCD and autism stop him from succeeding in his life! GO DAMIEN!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!
It’s great to see how Anthony can appreciate how much Damien has sacrificed and how much he cares about his craft.
As a DnD player and DM, struggling to communicate and be understood by other players has been a real struggle. My ADHD flourishes in creativity, but my chronic social anxiety can be completely debilitating. Hearing Damien talk about not being on camera and voice acting resonates with me a lot. Sometimes I prefer to remain off camera when I know I really need to get into a character and can’t keep up my “friendly” face (because I have a very obviously uncomfortable resting face when I’m anxious) so hearing that he struggles with the same thing is refreshing. My players tell me I’m talented and they always “enjoy” our sessions, but hearing it and getting that verbal affirmation that Damien thrives from is something we also share. Thank you Damien for allowing me to feel normal and less “other”. You inspire me so much.
I feel Damien so much with the feeling relaxed because two things are going on. I cannot focus at work unless im listening to a podcast or a movie I have watched many times and can watch in my head if I have the audio
Damiens awkward ahh self allows me to relate so hard💀
I want to thank both Anthony Padilla and Damien Haas for making this interview. I love whenever Damien is present on the episodes of Smosh because I feel represented and seen. We both like videogames and anime (and we have a special place for Kingdom Hearts) but unlike everyone thinks, we know a lot of topics regardless of how open we are about our passions. We are social but at the same time we need space. I barely ever watched internet celebrities/streamers/youtubers because I can't relate or I find them irrelevant but with Damien it's different. Seeing how he thrives, grows and is a part of something... I want to be a part of something too :) I'm always doing my best.
I'm rooting for you Damien! 🌟
I started watching Smosh in 2021. I was in a bad place and smosh kept me goin. It has been such a joy seeing Damien embracing himself through the years and its given me the confidence over time too 🖤 great video you guys
Damien thank you for being so open on these issues, i also have Autism, ADHD and OCD -- it can be so isolating and debilitating!
12:20 i have never heard someone describe their school experience like this and it is EXACTLY how i felt through all of high school. this really means a lot knowing there’s others out here who felt like they just watched other kids do school and be teenagers whilst you just ‘exist’. thank you Damien
i love to see damien in other mediums. he’s one of my favorite comedians and his personality is so infectious. glad that we can see him talking about personal stuff
Damian has been a consistent top 5 for me in Smosh for a long time. Watching this video really hit me. I am of an age that I missed ever having any kind of diagnosis. I'm sure of ADHD and I do wonder about the 'tism. The stimming...part of me is always moving. I can't focus on one thing at a time. I play video games with an audiobook for example. The constant inner monolog that just never shuts up and feeling on the outside.
Love you Damian, keep being you!!! You are the most perfect Damian we could ever need!!!
Genuinely the best and most sincere interview/chat I've ever seen ❤❤❤
I've been watching smosh since before damien joined and as soon as he did join I immediately felt so connected to him. All these years later we have both realized we're neurodivergent. Its been comforting to see someone like myself be comfortable in who they are and embrace it. Maybe not all the time, but enough of the time. I hope I can get to that point some day.