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  • @natachaoceane
    @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +1726

    Thank you for always making it easy to be open on here. As much as it hurt at times and as much I won’t miss the 🤢🤮, there’s a lot I’ve loved about trying. At the top of the list was suddenly hearing about all the firsts you’d all been targeting for yourselves. It doesn’t matter what the goal was, I think that’s the coolest thing in the world. Love you all 🌸
    EDIT: just adding in case I didn't make it clear enough! I always had the green light from both Doctors for the way I tried to resolve my issues. I took many weeks of rest, cut + gradually ramped my training volumes etc. Their predictions were correct (that a complete stop would be needed) but I ran all my ideas through them and they were happy for me to explore with feeding + training options as the downsides to my stomach were minimal. If they'd ever advised I stop immediately, there'd be no questions asked. And that's what I'd always advise to anybody (: Sorry if I should have made that clearer!

    • @Snow22short_vlog
      @Snow22short_vlog 10 месяцев назад +1

      🤍🤍

    • @LuNa4Death
      @LuNa4Death 10 месяцев назад +49

      You have inspired more people for even attempting what you set out to do, including me! I finished my first 20k trial race and had you in mind when the muddy hills got tough! "Natacha gives it her all, keep going too!" Ran through my head a few times ❤
      All we ever want as loyal fans is for you to be well and live well. You are in that same list of women accomplishing amazing feats that you montaged in the beginning for me! Such an inspiration🎉
      Also on the plus side, if you live to at least 85 years old (you totally will cause you are a badass) those 6 to 9 months off will only be 0.5~0.8% of your life not running! A drop in the ol bucket before ya kick it, you'll be back at it when you least expect it stronger than ever because you gave your body what it was telling you it needed, some well earned rest.

    • @rachelshirley8403
      @rachelshirley8403 10 месяцев назад +7

      We love you and are so so proud of YOU!

    • @Mia-oy6pf
      @Mia-oy6pf 10 месяцев назад +3

      Natacha, you're the best. Your journey alone has been incredibly inspiring to watch. Regardless of whether or not you attempt the 100 miles again, always here to enjoy your content/research/knowledge/etc. Thank you

    • @tanyaminia
      @tanyaminia 10 месяцев назад +10

      Natacha, you runned 80 miles!!! You are just like wonder woman to me 😂 take care of your self and don’t worry! Lots of kisses from Greece ( γεια σου Μάριε )

  • @Caroline_Winkler
    @Caroline_Winkler 10 месяцев назад +3285

    This video actually captures one of the most important and most difficult lessons in life - learning when to stop, when to back off. For people who are really inclined to push themselves, learning when to step off the gas ✨is the real area of growth✨ and self-development. Learning when to quit, or even when to pause, can be the greatest act of self love and is one of he greatest lessons you’ll ever impart to this audience that looks up to you. Completing a 100 mile race is really hard. And knowing when to pivot or pause from a goal is even harder. In my book, you’ve gotten a gold medal in the real challenge here. And I’m so glad you’ve shared about it. ❤

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +320

      see when you're that kind and compassionate, it's no wonder why everyone loves your RUclips channel 🤍thanks for being the hot friend / role model (it's a beautiful balance) every girl needs!

    • @bbonkers
      @bbonkers 10 месяцев назад +90

      Love seeing two of my favs cheering each other. You go, girls!

    • @bbonkers
      @bbonkers 10 месяцев назад +17

      @@natachaoceane Love seeing two of my favs cheering each other. You go, girls!

    • @irisw8446
      @irisw8446 10 месяцев назад +19

      !! oh my goodness it is honestly wonderful to me that you (sort of) know/follow each other! Caroline and Natascha I discovered both of your channels around the same time exactly when I needed them the most. I had just started therapy for PTSD and through what each of you shares/d on your respective channels, you have inspired me and supported me in this process. Never have I been so motivated for genuinely trying at life and for fitness. I really appreciate what you put out into the world and that you do it, and I'm proud of each of you as human beings. Thank you for being. Best wishes

    • @RaymondStone
      @RaymondStone 10 месяцев назад +13

      D'aww. This comment collab is heartwarming.

  • @alondrajuarez10
    @alondrajuarez10 10 месяцев назад +587

    GIRL. This shouldn’t even be considered as a failure. You are incredible.

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +45

      I would love to help desensitise us to the word (: it’s not a bad word, there’s no shame in it. If failing is a marker of self belief and of lessons learnt, I don’t have to be protected from it. I’m at peace with whatever we wanna call it 🤍🤍 thank you for the kindness and support!! Sending you love 🫶

  • @Megaloof22
    @Megaloof22 10 месяцев назад +2164

    Honestly my love, I feel like the universe is showing you that failing isn't always negative. You have had so much personal growth from this

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +217

      yup, lots of growth! (: "you can only connect the dots looking backwards". I have had many failures all throughout my life, I wouldn't take any of them back. Thanks for being so sweet and you're completely right!

    • @Diamond-eq2xj
      @Diamond-eq2xj 10 месяцев назад +9

      The Universe didn’t do anything. God did

    • @1ARGS2020
      @1ARGS2020 10 месяцев назад +14

      Some people believe in the universe. Some people believe in God. Please try not to hijack someones kind comment. :) ​@Diamond-eq2xj

    • @Diamond-eq2xj
      @Diamond-eq2xj 10 месяцев назад +2

      @@1ARGS2020 i dont need to try to “hijack” a comment me commenting at your comment does not mean im trying to hijack it. People believing that the universe does things does not change the truth. ♥️

    • @MikkyG0
      @MikkyG0 10 месяцев назад

      ⁠​⁠​⁠@@Diamond-eq2xj
      Lady, realize that not everyone believes what you believe. It’ll make your life easier. You can continue proselytizing and acting like it’s making a difference, but it really only pushes people away and increases their contempt for your empirically void perspective - which is obviously the opposite of what you’re hoping to achieve with these kind of comments @diamond-eq2xj

  • @peterlarsson8190
    @peterlarsson8190 10 месяцев назад +52

    You didn't fail, 100 is just a number. You've run a distance very few has done or even considered. I think you're amazing, give yourself a break and you can always come back and chase this dream again in the future!

  • @lenasolarova
    @lenasolarova 10 месяцев назад +1026

    Your journey was honestly (as bad as it sounds) so refreshing cause it wasn't just the typical success story we see on social media every day but it was so realistic and relatable

    • @fey0217
      @fey0217 10 месяцев назад +20

      i totally understand what you're talking about and i agree with this comment. however, i am in love with the implication that running a 100 mile race is relatable LOL 😂

    • @love-risa
      @love-risa 10 месяцев назад

      @@fey0217😂

  • @tahnee1987
    @tahnee1987 10 месяцев назад +68

    This made me cry because I’ve been having my own stomach problems!! Impacting my training and quality of life, and having to abandon goals and plans. It’s brutal, so hearing your story, while it’s terrible, makes me feel like I’m not alone in this! Thank you for your joy and kindness throughout difficult circumstances

  • @TheSingermegonyoutub
    @TheSingermegonyoutub 10 месяцев назад +1132

    Fuck me 80 odd miles is still frikkin insane!! Natacha you could not have tried harder and you have let no one down!! You have still made us all proud! Well done Girl! 🎉🙌🏻

    • @ParaditeRs
      @ParaditeRs 10 месяцев назад

      80km not miles lol

    • @brandonle6556
      @brandonle6556 10 месяцев назад +34

      ​@@ParaditeRsNatacha's second ultra she ran 80 miles - I'm assuming that's what the original commenter was talking about.

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +67

      @@ParaditeRs 82.5 miles in the second one, so close to the end! ☔😅

    • @agemjourney5457
      @agemjourney5457 10 месяцев назад +7

      @@natachaoceanethat is CRAZY, you should be so proud of yourself!

    • @lucymartin6134
      @lucymartin6134 9 месяцев назад +1

      @@ParaditeRs133km 😁

  • @maroah3262
    @maroah3262 9 месяцев назад +20

    I love that you're sharing with us an example on how to fail thoughtfully and gracefully.
    Makes me think of a quote I read once, something like "If you haven't failed at anything in the last 6 months, it's because you haven't left your comfort zone enough"

  • @DanielleGoeddeke
    @DanielleGoeddeke 10 месяцев назад +350

    I’m one of those people who said “I’m not a runner and I’ll never be a runner” and then after watching so many of your videos about running, I decided to give it a shot. I signed up for my first half marathon last year, and did my race a month ago. My initial goal was to finish, and then I got more confident and said okay, I want to run the whole time, and then got a bit more confident and said I wanted to finish in 2:30:00. I accomplished my goal and I truly don’t think I ever would have been able to without you as inspiration. Forever grateful for you and your channel💕

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +53

      This is the absolute best part about everything. You are amazing. You did it so perfectly (: just giving it a go, low pressure, slowly building confidence and now look at you!!! I bet the original "I'll never be a runner" Danielle would be so amazed by you!! I am so happy you got what you deserved.
      And then the real magic happens when we start carrying that forward into everything else way beyond fitness 🤍

    • @user-ij9uk8tn8i
      @user-ij9uk8tn8i 9 месяцев назад +1

      I love this!! Good for you!!! :)

  • @TotallyNotMark
    @TotallyNotMark 8 месяцев назад +10

    Speaking as someone that has recently run an ultra and a bunch of other marathons, you've achieved something 99% of ultra runners don't achieve in these races.
    These ultra races for a lot of folks (perhaps yourself included) are to test your limits and see what you're made of. To position ourselves in a place of massive discomfort and pain and ask that personal question to see if we can still keep going.
    Some folks wing these races. Others train poorly or have bad nutrition and still finish because their body's pick up the slack where their dedication wavered. It's never easy but they scrape by. But you never took any shortcuts. Not once. You took your body to the brink of what it can do and then some. Still marching forward. You've had to deal with the physical toll of the training, the emotional toll of the numerous set backs, the illnesses, the injuries all the while you found ways to get creative and film these documentary recaps.
    It's not the finishing of the race that makes you an ultra runner in my book. Is the dedication that's required to prime your body, train and feed it that makes an ultra runner. People run these super long races to prove something to themselves. And many, even when finishing those races don't get that answer because they didn't truly get to the brink like you have.
    In my book there is no question that you are an ultra runner with the heart of someone that can conquer the 100 mile distance. You've got nothing to prove and should be immeasurably proud of yourself.

  • @Kat-fd7ff
    @Kat-fd7ff 10 месяцев назад +124

    You inspired me to start running, and I signed up for the Great North Run earlier this year. I got injured a week ago and am currently resting despite feeling really bad about it. This video just hit so well. It made me feel relieved to see someone I look up to struggle and say it's okay to stumble and not succeed right away. Get rest, you've done amazing work! xoxo

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +13

      Wow!! I’m still so proud of you! Just the self belief to sign up for it and know it’s something you could teach your body to do is beautiful.
      I struggle and stumble a lot. I’m actually really sorry if I ever don’t give that impression, it’s not intentional. I’ve had lots of things not to my way with fitness, professionally, you name it. But I’ve learnt to stay in the game and stay optimistic and even better things come!
      Big hugs 🤍🤍

    • @DNELLEB
      @DNELLEB 10 месяцев назад

      Did you do the great north run? How was it, if so?

    • @anjaquinn8616
      @anjaquinn8616 9 месяцев назад +1

      I'm in the same boat! Started a year ago and signed up for a May half. Injured my leg in December and every time I try again it flares back up. Race is in a month and I think this is going to one of my "failures", but Natacha has made me realise that can be a good thing!! Hope your injury recovers quickly :)

  • @WeEducateAndTutor
    @WeEducateAndTutor 10 месяцев назад +826

    We missed you on YT for real☹️. Forget about running, come back to us and stay healthy☹️

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +244

      hehe okay, see you soon in that case! 😘

    • @eleabolar
      @eleabolar 10 месяцев назад +8

      Seconded!!!

    • @GratsielaLily
      @GratsielaLily 10 месяцев назад +12

      yessss, totally! please come back more often, I miss you and I miss your humour, so bad!

    • @sammyjohnson8178
      @sammyjohnson8178 10 месяцев назад +1

      this!!!

    • @Roman-gm1ot
      @Roman-gm1ot 10 месяцев назад +2

      Agreed! You are so awesome. Best RUclips fitness person!

  • @jadefillmore97
    @jadefillmore97 10 месяцев назад +74

    Also you have me absolutely bawling at the end 😭 you have done the endometriosis community SO SO proud. Thank you for raising awareness and funds for our condition. You are an absolute warrior we love you so much! 💛💛💛💛

  • @torivvong
    @torivvong 10 месяцев назад +281

    We’re all behind you no matter what, Natacha! The attempts were inspiring in and of themselves and I think I speak for many people when I say we’ve loved following your journey on this and everything else 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

  • @carissa9032
    @carissa9032 10 месяцев назад +123

    I've had chronic back pain for the past two and a half years. All my physical therapists kept telling me this might be my new normal. It felt like defeat hearing that. When they discharged me from PT for getting "as good as its gonna get" I knew I had to stay determined. I watched your videos about overcoming your back injury and I felt like I could also recover. I've been following your workout routines in the gym for the past few months, and this month was the first time where there are days that I don't think about my back because the pain has reduced so much! I'm running my first 5k at the end of April, and i've been using your Hybrid training program to get me there. Thank you for being a constant inspiration! Whenever I need motivation, I watch one of your videos. I never thought I would get out of my cycle of pain, but i'm finally seeing progress and I'm glad I didn't give up!

    • @jenniferwithers1655
      @jenniferwithers1655 10 месяцев назад +1

      Hey look up Pain Free You and his success stories. Chronic back pain has been consistently linked to a hypersensitive nervous system. You sound like you've been doing so well but watching his videos and truly understanding the science behind our brains creating (very real) symptoms could be what you need to eliminate them forever!

  • @nuttyfoodiefitness
    @nuttyfoodiefitness 10 месяцев назад +89

    You will forever be a huge inspiration to me and to so many others. And although you may refer to this as a 'fail', myself and everybody else who watches this video will see nothingggg but you being your usual resilient & inspiring self

  • @magenta.mountain
    @magenta.mountain 10 месяцев назад +285

    As a person who is suffering from gut issues for 10 years now and now got an endometriosis diagnosis, I totally understand and feel you. The mental factor is what came to my mind first, like... I'm not a psychologist but it just sounds like your body was giving you very clear signals that it doesn't like it and wants you to rest :( Anyway I hope you feel better soon and find peace with all of it 💗

    • @carlielaberge5066
      @carlielaberge5066 10 месяцев назад +6

      Hello! I have been diagnosed with Endometriosis for 3 years now. I wish you healing and strength not only physically but mentally. Getting diagnosed can be very scary but it's also a sigh of relief to have answers and to know that I'm not just having cramps, I'm not being dramatic, and I'm not crazy. From one Endometriosis person to another, I wish you all the best on your journey!

    • @magenta.mountain
      @magenta.mountain 10 месяцев назад

      @@carlielaberge5066 thank you 🥹 all the best to you too sis ♥️

    • @kikicorleone3525
      @kikicorleone3525 10 месяцев назад +2

      Hey, I also got diagnosed with endo late last year! I had bowel adhesions and also mostly had gut issues. It was one of the worst things I ever went through, but mostly it was so good to finally know what was wrong.

    • @kadeemallory320
      @kadeemallory320 10 месяцев назад

      Do you drink coffee or caffeine daily?

  • @allie_ostrander
    @allie_ostrander 10 месяцев назад +5

    “If you’re not failing, are you even trying?” Love this so much. It’s not about whether you reach the goal or not, but giving everything you can to get there. We all love you, Natacha ❤

  • @schnaaddi
    @schnaaddi 10 месяцев назад +145

    Your ultramarathon videos actually inspired me to start my own running journey and i wanna thank you for that!
    You are amazing, Natacha ❤️

  • @KarissaEats
    @KarissaEats 10 месяцев назад +31

    Your transparency is inspirational 💖 please rest and know that your story is so impactful and important, no matter how many races you finish or don’t 🥰

  • @sampayne2776
    @sampayne2776 10 месяцев назад +50

    Natasha, the fact that you 'failed' makes me love you even more. You honestly have always seemed super human to me. I really thought you just never failed at anything, ever bc you're amazing. But now I realize you just keep going and refuse to give up. You are such an inspiration

  • @Wallace-mq5wl
    @Wallace-mq5wl 10 месяцев назад +9

    Thank you for raising awareness, Natacha! I love to run, but Endo often holds me back from training. It's only fitting you couldn't complete your goal due to your gastro problems, as endo symptoms hold so many of us back from achieving our goals. It just proves the importance of listening to our bodies, taking rest when needed, and getting back on track. Thanks for posting and raising awareness for the girlies, get better soon x

  • @Keffin1
    @Keffin1 10 месяцев назад +77

    Failure is just a stepping stone towards success. One of my favourite quotes from Michael Jordan is "I’ve missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. Twenty-six times I’ve been trusted to take the game-winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed." Keep that positivity up Natacha. You're still a true inspiration to many including me 💪

  • @klaudynabaszczyk5845
    @klaudynabaszczyk5845 10 месяцев назад +9

    I cannot be more grateful for people like you who show not only the good days but the whole process. I have been in a similar situation where I could nooooot stop myself even tho i was hurting myself more and more, but when i finally did i felt like i do not deserve anything because i failed...Thank you for showing me that I am not alone in all of this and being so real

  • @hugablestpersonever
    @hugablestpersonever 10 месяцев назад +26

    Girl, watching this really helped me. I do have a hiatal hernia and it makes me nauseous whenever I start to exercise and it has been a huge barrier for me. Watching you come across the same issues and not being able to go on really validates my experience and goes to show that our bodies can only be pushed so far so we have to work with what we’ve got. Thank you!

  • @carylannebeltran
    @carylannebeltran 10 месяцев назад

    The persistence!! Natacha, you’ve already accomplished your goal. Rest and healing is far more important. Wishing the best for you 🙏🩵

  • @johannatomsick1362
    @johannatomsick1362 10 месяцев назад +31

    She’s back ❤ we love you no matter what, thanks for being so open with your story

  • @montanagreider6057
    @montanagreider6057 10 месяцев назад +1

    Sometimes "going for it" is resting. And thats hard and it hurts, especially as an athlete. Thanks so much for sharing this whole journey with us! Hoping you heal up and get back out there soon! You inspire me to run a little harder some days!!

  • @DeroDaks
    @DeroDaks 10 месяцев назад +109

    I only read the title and went "my girl!" while placing my hand on my heart 💜 Watching now, but just know we love you and appreciate all the honestly with your life journey. We are all going through it together

  • @abbysmith3036
    @abbysmith3036 9 месяцев назад

    Your running videos have helped me so much. You are such an inspiration to so many people. Even though you didn’t cross your finish line you helped so many others cross theirs ❤❤❤

  • @NovaBeau
    @NovaBeau 10 месяцев назад +17

    I love how you're always so positive in the face of adversity! I always think about when you said "persistence is the only real superpower." Knowing when to call something for your own health and happiness is maybe even a stronger superpower. Well done Natacha! Proud of you always!

  • @badwitch5
    @badwitch5 10 месяцев назад

    I love this quote so much, I remember it from your earlier videos „if I‘m not failing, I‘m not trying hard enough“. That really stuck with me. Thank you for this wisdom and sharing of your whole process ❤ It made me cry to see you in the endo shirt. Thank you so much for raising awareness about endo! I think a lot of endosisters can learn from the experiences you‘ve shared - taking care of yourself is sometimes the biggest challenge

  • @wii3willRule
    @wii3willRule 10 месяцев назад +9

    Dude, you are setting such a good example. I hope you know how much I look up to you and how much you've helped me reorient towards a healthier attitude towards fitness. Last summer, I failed to listen to my body while running and injured my foot so badly I learned I need to wear orthotics. I'm still not back to running. But seeing you be so honest here and seeing you persevere really helps.
    Your meditations on failure are really helpful to hear right now, seeing as I myself have been out of running for a while. Failure means you're succeeding at pushing your boundaries, and that you were brave enough to take on risks such as failure. One ought to be proud of that! Fail fast, fail forward.

  • @carolinet7021
    @carolinet7021 9 месяцев назад +2

    I've been struggling with returning to fitness since I've had children (2 since 2020). Only a couple of minutes into your video reminded me why I loved fitness so much. You've always been my inspiration! Fitness should bring happiness to your life, not something you force yourself to do. I learned that from you and it changed my brain so much! Thank you for being open with your failures as well; post partum has taken a toll on my body which makes it hard to get back in the game and there are some things I've had to admit to myself I might not ever be able to do again. It's made me afraid to keep trying. I have to find some new forms of movement to love - but I just don't feel like myself anymore without movement!

  • @cDs8880
    @cDs8880 10 месяцев назад +9

    It's hard when you feel like your body is working against you. I'm in the middle of working through and having one "failure" after another in a different area. Thank you for sharing your story and being so open about it. It's encouraging to know we aren't alone in the difficulty, but that it is a common human experience, and that we can support one another along the way

  • @HellahGood
    @HellahGood 10 месяцев назад

    Proud of you Natacha! It’s never easy to pivot from what you wanted your journey to look like. I know for me when I’ve held onto a goal so tightly and not hit it, further down the line I’ve realized it was preparing me for something even more rewarding. & I’ve always said the same about running… when it stops being fun is when I’ll stop doing it. Can’t wait to see what’s in store for you next and hope for a smoother healing journey!

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад

      You’re an amazing person Hellah. I’ve loved watching a whole bunch of running videos and been so happy you share yourself with everyone! I know you are completely right, and that’s all my prevailing feeling too. In the moment of making the decision you still feel a touch of sadness for what could have been and what you hoped for, but I’m feeling very at peace already 🤗 appreciate you. You’re an icon 🙌

  • @sarahlacorte1364
    @sarahlacorte1364 10 месяцев назад +18

    I don't think you failed in any sense of the term! Your perseverance and will to keep at it despite everything that happened is awe-inspiring and so many people would have given up at the first ankle issue. Your mind and will power is so strong and there is no doubt you will achieve this goal within the next couple years.

  • @Jules_Miau
    @Jules_Miau 10 месяцев назад +1

    Actually this motivated me more to try out new things and challenge myself than a „look what I‘ve easly accomplished“ Story! Hope your health got better.

  • @Vabbian1
    @Vabbian1 10 месяцев назад +27

    Sharing your wins and failures is a great thing to do! Plus we learn more from failure than we do winning. You're always an inspiration Natacha, and always will be! ❤️😊 xx

  • @melaniemason9515
    @melaniemason9515 10 месяцев назад

    I don't think any of us regret supporting you and donating. You are an absolute inspiration and none of us would want you to feel so poorly or even cause permanent damage. I know I'm super proud of you 💖

  • @NHemida
    @NHemida 10 месяцев назад +9

    Honestly it’s refreshing to see you share your story bc we only ever see achievements and success stories online, and it feels very discouraging when your experience isn’t the same ❤

  • @retiredpancreas31
    @retiredpancreas31 10 месяцев назад +68

    Ran my first 5k race a few weeks ago because of you. I’m a teen girl with type one diabetes and have been battling SEVERE depression and body dysmorphia since covid and have lost my concept of my life, identity, can’t find a reason as to why I should try, etc. I feel like I clicked on this video for a reason because (I honestly feel like an idiot for not realizing this sooner) but just because I feel like I’ve failed, doesn’t mean I’m a complete failure, no matter what the people around me have told me. I am so inspired to try harder and thank you for helping me open my eyes. I hope to get my first gym membership soon and show myself I can get out of this hole I’ve fallen so deeply into- even if that means crawling or inching my way there like an actual half sunbaked earthworm. I’ll check back in on this in a year if I remember to and if I’m lucky enough to make it there. Love ya Natasha thank you for being you. ❤❤️‍🩹
    I hope to meet you someday.

    • @snacktivist
      @snacktivist 10 месяцев назад +3

      Keep going! Your identity is whoever you want to be, and you can be that!

    • @retiredpancreas31
      @retiredpancreas31 10 месяцев назад +2

      @@snacktivist thank you!! I love how I came back to this post and it has 17 likes, that’s my lucky number 😁 thanks for taking the time to read that

    • @little_kid_lover_
      @little_kid_lover_ 10 месяцев назад +1

      there's a 5k run in a week that I've been thinking about doing but putting off.. thanks for posting this, its inspired me to run it!

    • @retiredpancreas31
      @retiredpancreas31 10 месяцев назад +1

      @@little_kid_lover_ yeahhhhhh!!!!! Do it! :) I hope you have fun and get a PR! 🥳

    • @Annianapenda
      @Annianapenda 9 месяцев назад +2

      I love how you phrased “just because I feel like I’ve failed, doesn’t mean i’m a failure” You can keep spinning this to “just because you feel like you’re stuck, doesnt mean there’s no way out”. Keep going, you’re not alone in this! ❤ and thank you for reminding me that i’m also not alone in this.

  • @sierramiller5226
    @sierramiller5226 10 месяцев назад +1

    as a woman with endometriosis, this story hits SO close to home. you don’t always have answers, sometimes you just have pain, and there’s nothing you can do but be patient and rest and wait. you have done SO much, continue to do so much, and I love you so much!!!!!!

  • @Pandozzi
    @Pandozzi 10 месяцев назад +26

    Natacha, I hope you know just how inspirational you are to so many people. Your encouragement of your audience to try new things, to move in new ways, to learn more and be more curious and informed in their fitness journey and in life in general, is just exceptional. Your science based approach to health and the joy with which you approach nutrition and working out is truly brilliant, and you've helped me personally, as well as I'm sure thousands more to take care of themselves truly out of love and nothing more. That is such an amazing achievement in and of itself. Your audience loves you and we're so proud of you as well 💜
    PS I discovered the ultra trail world thanks to you, and I've been training for my first ever running event now, just inspired by you and the incredible female athletes you've introduced me to.

  • @onlybyautomobile
    @onlybyautomobile 10 месяцев назад +15

    I'm so sorry Natasha 😭 stomach problems like that are no joke. I've been through something similar. There's no hack to recovery unfortunately. Just time, and taking your meds exactly as prescribed.

  • @siam5109
    @siam5109 10 месяцев назад +48

    Natachaaaa, you don't have idea of how much I needed to hear your voice, I've been going through a hormonal imbalance and honestly I'm lacking of motivation.
    you're always a huge inspiration, missed you a lot, sending all my love ♥️🫂

  • @Saffron.impressions
    @Saffron.impressions 10 месяцев назад +1

    😮‍💨 I needed a Natacha Oceand video so bad.
    Good luck 🩷 mental & physic health is priority.
    You're finisher even if you haven't crossed the finish line

  • @Katiemurray_
    @Katiemurray_ 10 месяцев назад +9

    The universe is definitely saying that there is a different goal coming your way (especially with all you put yourself through). I am excited to see what it brings you! Whether you complete it or not, you are truly inspiring. I've managed to do 12km myself, couldn't even imagine going beyond 100! You are a true champion.

  • @bayleewiechecki5687
    @bayleewiechecki5687 10 месяцев назад

    Natacha, you are such an inspiration! You may have failed in this specific goal but you have succeeded in so many others. You helped me discover a love of running and re-discover my love for fitness! I’ve been following your programs for the past few years and they have infused my training with so much joy. Your hybrid program helped me improve my 1.5 mile run time for the Navy PRT and made me realize I’m not a bad runner. You gave everything you had and more towards this goal. I hope you feel very proud of all the hard work you put in. I wish you peace and quick healing!

  • @oddballchic
    @oddballchic 10 месяцев назад +7

    Your perseverance is inspirational! We love you too! Wishing you all the best for your healing journey.

  • @ButtaflyGrlNZ
    @ButtaflyGrlNZ 10 месяцев назад +2

    Great video... it's wonderful to see someone respecting their body and prioritising their health and happiness over everything. It's beautiful letting everyone know that "failure" isn't a dirty word, it's not shameful- it's a part of life and an opportunity to learn and do better.
    Rest up, look after yourself and hope you feel better soon ❤

  • @maloumasereel966
    @maloumasereel966 10 месяцев назад +147

    Girl the vomiting sounds threw me off so bad I’m so nauseated 😭😭😭😭 Anyways, I’m glad you’re giving your body a break, I hope you don’t beat yourself up too much and hopefully you can be happy with your training soon, be it with running or other stuff!

    • @fridakahlo6279
      @fridakahlo6279 10 месяцев назад +35

      girl same💀 I was eating during that part and just hearing it made me immediately stop😂

    • @Lotsofpretzels287
      @Lotsofpretzels287 10 месяцев назад +6

      I won’t be able to fall asleep as soon as I thought 😭

    • @maloumasereel966
      @maloumasereel966 10 месяцев назад +8

      @@fridakahlo6279 Me too I was just about to eat a piece of cheesecake 🥲

    • @rosedenali7676
      @rosedenali7676 10 месяцев назад +43

      hellooo emetophobic here 🥲could you give me a timestamp for the vomiting sounds so i can skip or at least be prepared? tyyyy ❤️

    • @fridakahlo6279
      @fridakahlo6279 10 месяцев назад +18

      @@rosedenali7676 the worst is like 11:28-11:45!

  • @georgiaolsen5081
    @georgiaolsen5081 10 месяцев назад +1

    This is the best, most raw, genuine and inspirational video I’ve seen on RUclips ever. You didn’t need to finish the 100 miler to complete your goal. Your journey has been a huge success!

  • @colbyharris1985
    @colbyharris1985 10 месяцев назад +8

    I am proud of you for being so candid about your experience.
    It is my greatest hope that you are being very kind to yourself about this.
    Take from a person who has spent the last few years being very harsh to myself unjustifiably;
    Nothing you did caused this goal not to be met.
    I am 4 months into my health journey, and your work has helped make many aspects less stressful❤❤

  • @jasinia
    @jasinia 10 месяцев назад +1

    You’ve done amazing and you continue to inspire. The “failure” is what helps us all know that we’re in this together - we appreciate you endlessly

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад

      We’re in this together 🥹🥰 I love that so much! I’m rooting for you big time my friend 🤍

  • @takeoutchopsticks
    @takeoutchopsticks 10 месяцев назад +6

    Thank you for this video, it came at a time where I needed it...
    I'm in the process of withdrawing from university due to health problems. I haven't gotten far enough to tell my friends, professors, or other students, so I'm feeling very isolated and not sure how I can break the news, and feelings of inadequacy or personal failure. Thank you for reminding me that failure is not a bad thing.
    I'll be back to school one day. I hope you find a way back to the ultra-marathon, if that is your goal. If not, I'm proud of you for all the effort you put in, raising money and awareness for endometriosis, and for your bravery in sharing your journey with all of us. Wishing you the best. 💖

  • @KelseyKamify
    @KelseyKamify 10 месяцев назад

    You are still a fricken WEAPON! what an inspiration for sharing your successes and failures. is it even a fail when you've learnt so much and shared your knowledge? No way. Glad you are back on YT x

  • @georgia9406
    @georgia9406 10 месяцев назад +7

    Awww this is heartbreaking to hear. You are incredibly inspirational for persisting this long. I have been so motivated by so many of your videos and never actually because of how you finished what you started but because of your mind set towards everything you do. That is the most memorable and inspirational thing you could ever do. Thank you so much for everything that you have done all for other people ❤❤

  • @izawestman
    @izawestman 10 месяцев назад

    The part where you bought out the t-shirt made me cry so much. I am so profoundly impressed by you and you seem like the kindest soul. Thank you for making content like this.
    Wishing you all the best and that you get to heal soon ❤

  • @ceciliacampos4561
    @ceciliacampos4561 10 месяцев назад +5

    Oh Natacha! I could see your heartache thru the screen. But you are a fighter and an inspiration too alot of us. You did not fail anyone. You only inspire us to keep on with our struggles and that nothing is impossible. Sending you good vibes and healing vibes. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @Colley_co
    @Colley_co 10 месяцев назад

    I've had an onslaught of health issues the last few months that have completely stopped my training until I get more answers so I really appreciate this video for reminding me that focusing on my healing is a win too. Sending you love from Texas 💖💖💖

  • @niaomiroberts5261
    @niaomiroberts5261 10 месяцев назад +4

    Love this! I will play this to my 12 year old daughter…the point about failure is sooo important. You’re amazing Natasha and thank you for sharing your journey with us ❤

  • @heleh-yord
    @heleh-yord 10 месяцев назад

    Natacha, your previously video “failing” was actually very important to me. I trained for a cycling event last year and wasn’t able to finish and was so depressed. Your video made me feel so inspired to try again and here I am about to do the event again in April with a lot more confidence. You accomplished more than you might realize through this training and definitely helped your audience feel less alone in failure ❤

  • @abigailhooper4007
    @abigailhooper4007 10 месяцев назад +5

    You are such a special person. Thank you for your transparency. The lessons and inspiration from this will touch more people in more ways than you know! You should be so beyond proud of yourself. THANK YOU I needed to hear this xx

  • @scarletp2840
    @scarletp2840 10 месяцев назад +1

    Natacha, you are litterly the most amazing person I know. I and everyone else who left a supportive comment here look up to you, and love your commitment to everything you do. As you said we all knows what it feels like to fail, but you really did succeed at so much more. You raised 50,000 dollars for an important cause for all women, you inspired every single viewer in your journey, even if it didn't "end" the way you wanted. I'm a little embarrassed to say how many times I rewatched your videos, but you made me realize that running further than I ever have before was truly possible. I used to only run 5ks, but now I have ran my first half marathon last weekend and this summer will be my first marathon!! I have nobody to thank but you. We love you Natacha and support you in any goals you set your mind to ❤.

  • @Amy_LKW
    @Amy_LKW 10 месяцев назад +4

    It's good to see hear your voice again. Thank you for sharing your journey and perspective on this process you had gone through. You're an inspiration!!! I failed my social work exam last week and didn't let it get me down; I already signed up for a retake. Taking your positive energy with me!

  • @natashatarnowsky3646
    @natashatarnowsky3646 10 месяцев назад

    I needed this perspective on failure today. A dream that I've been pursuing is taking a major pause in my life and it's been hard to cope with that feeling of failure and disappointment. I'm a bit of a perfectionist and leaving something unfinished is hard but necessary right now.
    Thank you for sharing.

  • @Thehumankatie
    @Thehumankatie 10 месяцев назад +16

    Natacha,
    I’ve followed your RUclips account for multiple years. Your drive is actually insane and your desire to grasp at all the knowledge available AND SHARE IT… so impressive.
    Stillness is never something I’ve seen you do. This could be a new chapter for you. You’re not giving up by sitting still and healing. You’ve done incredible. You got this. It’s not the end of you as an athlete no matter what. You will always be an athlete. ❤

  • @georgiamcclymont98
    @georgiamcclymont98 10 месяцев назад

    Im so happy that youre taking a step back for your health and you're practising what you preach. You'll always be an absolute legend!

  • @sharkussyslayer1000
    @sharkussyslayer1000 10 месяцев назад +474

    Also I think it was Usain Bolt who said: "trained 4 years for 9 seconds" or something similar, if that helps

  • @aimeecreative
    @aimeecreative 10 месяцев назад

    You being yourself is why we are here and why we are inspired! I am beyond inspired by you and your effort and training! You never gave up and your health is the most important thing! You are AMAZING!!

  • @Jessicarhv
    @Jessicarhv 10 месяцев назад +3

    Thank you for being so open!

  • @dietquokkacola
    @dietquokkacola 10 месяцев назад

    Natacha your videos forever changed my relationship to food and fitness, and for that, you changed my life for the better. I know you didn't accomplish what you set out to accomplish, but you didn't fail either in my eyes :) you raised awareness, raised donations, and you inspired the whole lot of us who watch your content. I hope your road to recovery is smooth from this point onwards, and that you'll be back to 100% soon enough!

  • @AlliB_Graham
    @AlliB_Graham 10 месяцев назад +8

    Proud of you! It’s okay- take care of your body first. We know you’ll get there eventually ❤ I know you’re bummed but it’s okay to take a break to heal. Thanks for showing us the journey! I think it’s important to see that not everyone can run like this bc of health issues!! It’s just reality.

  • @sarahgettel
    @sarahgettel 9 месяцев назад

    Hearing your story means so much to me. I have been really frustrated with health and fitness setbacks due to stress and my autoimmune disease, and it means a lot to see your video. Thank you for all you do and share and for raising funds and awareness for endo 💗 You are a beautiful soul and inspiring as ever!

  • @kathrynhill300
    @kathrynhill300 10 месяцев назад +9

    Oh you are just such a beautiful human! Glad you're resting now and I hope you heal soon 💛

  • @jocelot4812
    @jocelot4812 10 месяцев назад

    I am SO PROUD of you Natacha. Failure is a feeling that we all know, and it’s hard to handle with self-compassion sometimes, but I am so proud of how you have processed this and are prioritizing your health AND also just your own love of life! Thank you for sharing this with us. You’re so inspiring. Hoping you recover well and that you keep filling your life with the movements and the stuff you love most ❤❤

  • @ohtheresheis8542
    @ohtheresheis8542 10 месяцев назад +8

    Thank you for sharing this story with us! Your attitude towards this whole experience is just so real and effing inspiring ❤ I hope you heal real soon!

  • @TheMichelleDiaries
    @TheMichelleDiaries 10 месяцев назад +2

    Natacha I’m so proud of you! I know how hard and frustrating it must be to not have been able to achieve your goal, but you have made the decision that is best for you and your body 🤍
    Sometimes the wisest thing is to back off and to take it easy on yourself :)
    I’m sending you so much love and my best wishes for a speedy recovery 💖
    You’re a badass and such an inspiration 🙌🏻
    Love you girl! 🫶🏻

  • @mariaelenapiras7417
    @mariaelenapiras7417 10 месяцев назад +3

    ❤ endometriosis symptoms can really be debilitating. Thank you for talking about it and wearing that t-shirt.

  • @lapooh
    @lapooh 10 месяцев назад +9

    The believing in yourself message is beautiful, but the listen to your body one is very important too ❤ I developed CFS from continually pushing past my own limits, so it’s great to see you prioritise rest and share that publicly too.

  • @Nayz13
    @Nayz13 10 месяцев назад +1

    You are one tough cookie, most people would’ve given up sooner! I hope this means that we’ll see a bit more of you now?
    Don’t feel that you’ve failed either, life is a journey!

  • @valerie7074
    @valerie7074 10 месяцев назад +5

    You just made my day! Lately I've been experiencing the same feeling of frustration, wondering why it is taking so much longer than what I planned for. Yesterday I wrote in my journal "it's simply because you still have things to learn, a mind and a body to strenghten in order to achieve what you want"... it's still hard to accept tho so this video hits home and truly feels like you're encouraging us.. Thank you, ily so much, sending the biggest hug.

  • @ka9811
    @ka9811 10 месяцев назад

    Your determination inspires me so much. I struggle SO badly with getting the motivation to workout, I usually go through phases of being really good about doing things and then weeks without doing anything. Sometimes I want to try things like you do, physical challenges that I know I would love trying, but for some reason I just get stuck not doing the things that I know I would love to do, and instead do things that make me feel horrible about myself, like binge eat. I wish there was some method on how to turn this around 😭 I've researched motivation and dopamine levels, I've tried looking up so many things. I don't know what to do. But Natacha, seeing your videos gets me really hopeful and makes me feel like I'll be able to do it 🥲 Even though it feels impossible. Idk how I started rambling here, but ya. You're such an inspiration

  • @KdBaby7
    @KdBaby7 10 месяцев назад +3

    I have Crohn’s, so not the same but honestly this made me feel so much better about myself. I think in a way a person who I look up to and I think many others do too, and I think can do absolutely anything, struggle too with things out of her control made me feel less alone or upset with myself when I can’t do what I want or feel I should. That it isn’t just me or my disease and everyone struggles in some way, but to not let it win. You have to listen to your body and not put yourself in harms way, but it’s important to keep trying, and going, and not give up, and look for another way. Everything you did was and is amazing I’m even more in awe of you for this! Thank you for being amazing and setting an example for all of us to be strong and keep going after what we want but to be safe about it ❤😊

  • @sophiahlz
    @sophiahlz 10 месяцев назад

    This is so amazing and authentic. Thank you, Natacha, for being so honest. You'll always be so inspiring. This "failure" doesn't change anything about this ♥

  • @Avath
    @Avath 10 месяцев назад +3

    I feel like your struggle with the running encapsulates what living with a chronic illness is like. I don’t think you failed at all, I think you’ll go into the next phase with a deeper understanding how frustrating and demoralising it can be to be held back by bits of your body that are unwell.
    I commented before when you had the issue with your back how inspiring it was for me personally because I had big problems with my back that was taking so long to heal and I was so hindered in day to day life, not even fit for any exercise. After that I’ve been hit with chronic migraines, a knee injury and then this year alone another knee injury and a surprise surgery in the holiest of places on my body 😂 legit this morning I was thinking I’ll just give up chasing any type of fitness because I achieve a little and then get pushed back again and again (and again!) and then I have to claw my way up to baseline. It’s frustrating. I feel like I’m doing something wrong and that I’ve personally failed by having a crap body. I am so sorry you’ve had to go through your issues but I am thankful you’ve been open about it because if someone with your level of fitness has these kinds of setbacks then I feel comforted knowing that I’m not alone in having a body that ”dysfunctions” and it’s not my fault. It just happens sometimes and it’s sucks. Thank you!
    My options for training are frightfully limited right now but I’m going to go do my walk and be happy about it ❤️

    • @jenniferwithers1655
      @jenniferwithers1655 10 месяцев назад

      Have a look at Pain Free You and his success stories. Your body is not necessarily dysfunctional. It could be your brain creating (very real) symptoms as a result of a hypersensitive nervous system, which can absolutely be calmed down

  • @ju-hu
    @ju-hu 10 месяцев назад +2

    This video has been so inspirational. Failure feels horrendous at the time but onwards and upwards. It’s great to see the failures as well as the success- it’s what makes us human. Best of luck with your recovery 💪

  • @lauraelisee
    @lauraelisee 10 месяцев назад +99

    The fact that you ran 82.5 miles! 🎉🎉🎉

    • @natachaoceane
      @natachaoceane  10 месяцев назад +14

      thanks beautiful (: (: it was frustrating in the moment because it felt like a missed opportunity but that's the right mindset to have and I feel more and more like that with time 🤍

  • @inessahollingshead436
    @inessahollingshead436 10 месяцев назад +1

    Girl you are inspiration. I’ve had the same recurring injury for the past 2 years. I would sign up for races then get flare ups weeks before the race, having to cancel or push it forward. Again and again. I completely empathize with your frustration. It’s hard as an athlete wanting to complete these goals and the universe is not letting you. You are amazing and thank you for always being honest and open!

  • @mayanderes9084
    @mayanderes9084 10 месяцев назад +4

    So proud of you Natacha!!! You’re making the best decision 💪 We love you 😘😘

  • @rainy_rai
    @rainy_rai 10 месяцев назад +1

    Natacha, I'm so sorry that you've been dealing with these things in your health- those kinds of experiences can be scary, but I'm glad you have such a dedicated team of medical professionals backing you. This video was what I needed to see- I've been recovering from a significant back injury and learning to adjust my life to compensate for recently diagnosed chronic illnesses. I am a grad student and a dancer, and learning to back off of training, be kinder to myself, and live with the disappointments of feeling like I've regressed in my athleticism has been a humbling experience to put it mildly. But failure, or regression, or rest is not the end all be all, and I'm so grateful you've reminded us of that today

  • @JuliaJiggs
    @JuliaJiggs 10 месяцев назад +22

    Thank you so much for taking us on this journey. Despite "failing" to reach this specific goal right now, you've succeeded in changing lives along the way. I always hated running but then you posted the "How to easily fun further, longer and faster" video and I've been running ever since. You introduced me to ultra running and I now have dreams of running them myself one day. We love you so much Natacha and just know your videos bring us so much joy!

  • @lilpixienae
    @lilpixienae 10 месяцев назад

    Thankyou so much for sharing this!! You haven't failed at anything, you have just switched focus for a while! We will all be here supporting your journey wherever it takes you! I am actually excited to see what the next 6-9 months holds for you and hope you share what you get up to in place of running for this period. It lets those of who are currently injured or maybe returning from injury know that there is always a path and there is always an option to stay happy and healthy 💛💛

  • @kjames_de
    @kjames_de 10 месяцев назад +6

    Regardless of whether or not you finished, you raised over $40,000 for endometriosis research, which is so incredible!!! You helped raise awareness using your channel as a platform. You may not have met the physical goal, but you exceeded the goal that matters to so many people! Please don't be discouraged, because what you've done so far is utterly amazing! I hope you heal up and get well soon ❤❤❤

  • @sidneyholland2571
    @sidneyholland2571 10 месяцев назад

    You are truly my most favorite person on the internet. Even with your "failures" you're able to inspire thousands and thousands of people. Keep doing what you're doing, Natacha. You're making a difference.

  • @TheEliteTacO
    @TheEliteTacO 10 месяцев назад +5

    I have been waiting for a new video! 💕 After running my first half marathon a couple weeks ago I rewatched your previous video on your 100 miles attempts (which inspires me all the time!!!)! Thank you for sharing your journey and helping me see we are all human 💕

  • @victoriaharris961
    @victoriaharris961 10 месяцев назад

    Failure is success in progress - the best lesson I’ve ever learned in life is knowing when to stop. In a world where everyone wants results it’s sometimes the hardest thing to put yourself before that. Your physical and mental health is the most important part of a fitness journey I’m so thankful when you can share your successes but it’s your journey to get there that I keep coming back for. All our love Natacha!

  • @LaurenTheBrent
    @LaurenTheBrent 10 месяцев назад +7

    Sending so much love!!! Glad you’re prioritizing your health, and bonus points for keeping it real. You always have and it’s my favorite part about your content! Looking forward to what awaits for you and your bionic ankle! Lol