My Ex Girlfriend

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  • Опубликовано: 21 авг 2024
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    Love you all and stay safe!
    Songs used:
    Yume Nikki - Title Screen: • Yume Nikki OST - Title...
    Ib - Memory: • 05 Memory (Ib OST)
    Undertale - Home: • Undertale OST: 012 - Home
    Witch’s House - Memories Of The Witch: • The Witch's House OST ...
    Deltarune - Quiet Autumn: • Deltarune OST: 18 - Qu...
    Paranoiac - Good Ending: • Paranoiac Ost - ( Good...
    Yume Nikki - Martian Underground: • Yume Nikki OST: Martia...
    Yume 2kki - Lonely Apartments: • Yume 2kki - Lonely Apa...
    Fnaf 3 - Bad Ending: • Bad Ending Theme [Exte...
    Yume Nikki - The End: • Yume Nikki OST: The En...

Комментарии • 44

  • @Takokatbackwards
    @Takokatbackwards  8 месяцев назад +8

    Please reach out for help if you need it: blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/
    Stay safe, please.

  • @Lord_No-brainer
    @Lord_No-brainer 8 месяцев назад +13

    I can’t imagine how hard it is to make this, and go through this. I’m so sorry you have to live with this, and I hope you’re doing better

  • @reknownx
    @reknownx 5 месяцев назад +3

    “We hated ourselves but loved eachother”
    Why is that so cute 😭

  • @ghoya3043
    @ghoya3043 11 часов назад +1

    Even on her final moments, she loved you, you were that special for her and you must have made her life so very special. I ma so sorry for your loss, V lives through your memories and thoughts. Rest in Peace

  • @GojiraFanAdrian
    @GojiraFanAdrian 22 часа назад +1

    I never felt this way, i never wanna feel this way, it’s something nobody every wants. My brother who is in the army is almost always in my mind when i watch these videos, im scared something may happen to him, i fight off those thoughts and try to make myself as happy as possible. We are all here if you need help, so are many others in this world, not everything goes the way we want it, it’s sad but the truth.I am deeply sorry for your loss, Fly High V🕊️

  • @noruunmei
    @noruunmei 8 месяцев назад +5

    I still remember the day I picked you up like it was yesterday
    I'm so sorry 🫂

    • @Takokatbackwards
      @Takokatbackwards  8 месяцев назад +2

      Love you ♥
      You're the best sister ever :')

  • @joshrealms244
    @joshrealms244 3 дня назад +1

    I've been binge watching these videos all day while doing homework and this one particularly hit me hard. I lost my best friend back in 2022 and I relate so much to how you feel. The grief and confusion you feel really can't be put into words, and it can only be understood if you've gone through it yourself. RIP V

  • @jujusberry
    @jujusberry 8 месяцев назад +6

    this absolutely broke my heart to watch, i’m beyond sorry you lost someone so special to you 💔 V sounded like an absolute angel, and she is one

  • @MC-uf5mz
    @MC-uf5mz 8 месяцев назад +4

    I had just gotten depression in 2018, and I was the same age as V too. One of my friends had attempted suicide quite violently and it messed me up. There was so much going through my head. To think you went through what I had gone through but so much worse is saddening. I wish you all the best. Stay strong ❤

  • @PikminBak
    @PikminBak 13 дней назад +1

    Jesus christ, my condolences for your loss. I can't imagine losing someone so close, so early on in your life.
    Only somewhat related, but I lost my father to old age about a year ago. He had an open casket as well. I never got too close to him for the exact same reason you mentioned, how he looked like he was just sleeping and could get up at any time.

  • @MandyCandy13
    @MandyCandy13 8 месяцев назад +2

    i can't even imagine the sadness and frustration that you have been trough i am really sorry i am currently 16 but i still haven't lost a really closed loved one so i don't know and can't even imagine how it feels

  • @mythiie
    @mythiie 8 месяцев назад +4

    awe this brought me to tears😭😭I’m so, so sorry for your loss, that’s such an unfortunate and traumatic event, rest in peace V💗💗
    to anyone reading- your mental health matters, remember you’re NEVER a burden to anyone-you matter, your past present and future are YOURS to live, don’t cut your time here short, please reach out if you’re in any need of help-you CAN get through your difficult times💗💗

  • @darkkwaknight
    @darkkwaknight 15 часов назад +1

    I'm really sorry you have live with this and sorry for your loss hope you are doing well

  • @m.v.r752
    @m.v.r752 8 месяцев назад +4

    unfortunate story :(. life really likes scarring innocent soul's for some reason huh?

  • @Ethanp5412
    @Ethanp5412 8 месяцев назад +1

    Damn this is a sad video and I am sorry for your loss idk what it feels like to lose a loved one but I know it's hard for people.
    RIP V you will be missed

  • @rob3433
    @rob3433 8 месяцев назад +2

    Thanks for sharing such an impactful story, and I’m sorry you lost someone close to you
    I lost someone important to me around 2018 too, and it’s true that it does get easier. Sharing stories helps a lot.

  • @mattie7856
    @mattie7856 8 месяцев назад +2

    What a beautiful video. Had me tearing up in the end. I'm so sorry for your loss and hope things are going alright for you. ❤️

  • @sad_cr0ws
    @sad_cr0ws 8 месяцев назад +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I know it’s hard to loss some one who you were extremely close to and I know it’s hard so I hope that you’re feeling okay and found people who were there for you during that difficult time. I hope you’re doing and feeling okay now. ❤

  • @cencent2189
    @cencent2189 8 месяцев назад +1

    I'm really sorry to hear that your ex-girlfriend is no longer alive. I hope things are going better, it's normal for you to still feel sad.

  • @sadgirl_fishi
    @sadgirl_fishi 9 дней назад +1

    Now I'm crying 😭

  • @Upisdown958
    @Upisdown958 8 месяцев назад +1

    I'm sorry for your loss. Wishing the best for you moving forward 🙏

  • @jesselordofcrazy6674
    @jesselordofcrazy6674 8 месяцев назад +2

    One of my favorite author’s son took his own life. I made a video about the book this author wrote before his son’s death and how he created a character based on his son and tell stories to him about that character. And the author and his son lived more than 100 years ago, so nobody knew much about mental health

    • @jesselordofcrazy6674
      @jesselordofcrazy6674 8 месяцев назад +1

      I was also in a play about a guy with depression. It handled depression perfectly with both humor and drama, despite it being written in the 19th century.

  • @ymiY31
    @ymiY31 8 месяцев назад +3

    listening to this broke my heart damn sorry you hade to go tru that

  • @KeystoneScience
    @KeystoneScience 8 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing. I hope it helped you process through everything and I hope you are doing as alright as you can

  • @Kao_spirit_art1013
    @Kao_spirit_art1013 6 месяцев назад +1

    sorry this happened i had a gf like that too

  • @cabbagemerchantt
    @cabbagemerchantt 8 месяцев назад +1

    Hiiiii :(. I had a similar-ish experience as you, so this video really hit me. (Also, I just discovered your channel, and I think you're underrated).

  • @Tylerbomb5000
    @Tylerbomb5000 8 месяцев назад +3

    I was hoping for a happy video. Welp, here goes nothin.
    I’m sorry for your ex girlfriend, Melody. I created a community post of characters crying for your ex girlfriend. I hope you like it.
    Also, I didn’t know you were part of the LGBTQ. I’m not part of it myself, but I love hearing about people who are part of it!

  • @devenacomet
    @devenacomet 8 месяцев назад +1

    If this video is anything to go by, It's that losing a love one is very hard and upsetting. Weather it's someone who is close to you, a family member, a pet, a best friend, it's hard to let go and move on. And even fearing the worst of what will happen makes it hard to feel. I for one fear of losing a love one in my family. I sometimes have thoughts/dreams about it, and the emotion it let's out.. hurts.. But we all tend to try and keep going, and spend time with the ones you love. Again, weather it's a best friend, a pet, a family member, and even someone who is close. Please, send time with the ones you care about. As the memories of them, always tells you to keep going, and lift their spirits up.
    For anyone who had lost someone in their lifes, I'm sorry for your lost... Just know that there are people who care about you and want you to keep going. They love you, and make sure they know that too.
    After hearing the story about V, I really had sometime to think about what to say in the comments without repeating myself from the Ninth Grade video. If anything, V was a shimmering soul and is a starflower forever...
    Rest in Piece V, the starflower that will never fade away in the sky... 🌠💮

  • @AgonyQQ
    @AgonyQQ 8 месяцев назад +1

    Here before this blows up, though thats probably not the right thing to say after watching the video.

  • @marble-soda-pop-pop
    @marble-soda-pop-pop 8 месяцев назад +1

    I'm sorry for your loss. It may sound strange to say that I'm glad this video exist--no, I do not mean that it is good thing to loss a loved one. No one should go through a pain like that. What I mean is, I think the fact that you can make a video and tell V's story shows that you're moving on, and that may be the most healthy for everyone.
    It is an honor to hear your story with V. She lives in another person's memories because of you. Yes, I will remember her, too. Stay safe, and I wish you well.

  • @kymo6343
    @kymo6343 8 месяцев назад +1

    I'm really sorry you had to endure that. I wish V hadn't made that choice. I know how hard it can be to resist. I've really wanted to die before and knowing that my daughter was the only person who would care or be hurt is all that stopped me. I hope that anyone else thinking of it can manage to think of their loved ones in that moment instead...

  • @froggy_frog879
    @froggy_frog879 8 месяцев назад +1

    This same situation happened to me and I feel for you.
    I am so sorry for your loss
    rip V

  • @Addy-cupcake
    @Addy-cupcake 8 месяцев назад +1

    Rip 😭

  • @RadioactiveBluePlatypus
    @RadioactiveBluePlatypus 8 месяцев назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @sillysauce55
    @sillysauce55 8 месяцев назад +1

    You are loved more than you can imagine ❤️ I’m sorry

  • @ItzBasicallyEmber
    @ItzBasicallyEmber 8 месяцев назад +2

    Im Sorry For Ur Loss 🫂

  • @Clown234-k1p
    @Clown234-k1p 8 месяцев назад +1

    🫂

  • @joshuameyers7840
    @joshuameyers7840 8 месяцев назад +1

    Hey I have an question remember that salt and pepper and the one thing videos you made?

    • @Takokatbackwards
      @Takokatbackwards  8 месяцев назад +1

      ...yeah

    • @joshuameyers7840
      @joshuameyers7840 8 месяцев назад

      @@Takokatbackwards well out of curiosity? You think maybe could you make those videos again but in no straight roads. Because I would be interested seeing an nsr salt and pepper video

    • @Takokatbackwards
      @Takokatbackwards  8 месяцев назад +2

      This really isn't an appropriate video to ask that sort of thing. Besides, I've never even heard of no straight roads before today.

    • @joshuameyers7840
      @joshuameyers7840 8 месяцев назад

      @@Takokatbackwards well no straight roads is a game that combines both of fighting bosses with rhythm heaven music style, which let me tell you it’s interesting