Everyone saying "it's better to be alone" ...I've been alone for 17 years of my life. I just want a friend, I just want a hug, I just don't want to be so- alone.
Anybody ever wants to chat, reply to my message, I'll see the notification and if you are comfortable with it, we can face time or even just message. I've been alone a lot too but i got through it so i hope i can help at least one person. I mean what i just said, anyone who wants to talk
- I’m an immigrant from Romania and I’ve been staying in Germany for 10 years now, for work reasons and school education (basically cause of money problems). I’m 17 and all I can imagine when listening to this song is how I’m back home, living there just like I used to and telling everyone I know “ hey, I’m staying here now, forever. “ and the imagine of us, of my friends and family, in my arms crying and being happy that we have finally made is warming me up from the inside. - perhaps it’s a weird thought to have to such a heartbreaking song.. but just to answer the question, no. I rather not be alone. I wanna get hurt and learn to get up and be stronger and realize that nothing is truly forever. And that’s ok. - I can’t wait, and I think I’ll come back to this comment to update y’all if I’ve made it.
Man I am going through that rn, it’s like the way we were with each other was as If we were dating but we technically weren’t then she just left and it broke me 😭😔
Im in the same situation right now. But unfortunately, we will always see each other cuz of group of friends are always together and cant leave them so... i am stuck.
....I've been on both sides now....it doesn't feel any better either way. When....it just doesn't happen, and you already know what it's going to do to them because you've already felt it? But you can't let it keep going because you'd be lying and that's worse for both of you....so you have to give up, and they still hold on but you know. I was so hurt when my first love gave up because she wasn't in love, but now that I've had to end a relationship the same way, I know how much damage I was actually doing to her....I hope he realizes it in time, but I don't care if he ever forgives me. I'll just forget about love for now and try to exist.
@@picklelover2939Jesus can be that person that makes you smile he will never leave you and is waiting for you go to him he died for you and he loves you with all he’s heart. I use to feel alone but now I feel peace like never before I feel loved and I feel saved so please give your life to Jesus Christ he loves you and is waiting for you
This was playing loud at an airport once when I got off the plane. I was going from the United States to Mexico to be with my grandparents. This was about three months ago. And all if a sudden I saw my best friend I haven't seen in over three years. And we ran to each other and held for dear life. He's always been there for me and now this is the song I always remember when I think of him.
This song feels like a warm hug , i endulge myself in music like this because even when i am alone , this song makes me feel like im not , its like the song relates to me
sometimes i feel to do nothing .... just nothing .... all alone in my room , lyring in the bed , listening to songs ... away from the world ... in a different world , where there is only me ... just me and my peacefull songs ...
*Lyrics for "Boodahki - i'd rather be alone"* What you said to me I hope you mean it too Cause my heads a mess I don’t know what to do So I’d rather be alone I wish you well I’ll keep to myself You played me for a fool Mama said be careful with your heart They’ll get the one that’ll leave you out to rot So I’d rather be alone I wish you well I’ll keep to myself Cause you played me for a fool
To lessen your loneliness try to talk someone who you really comfortable with, try finding new hobbies, and do the things that you love like watching favorite shows🦉 I hope this helps you(๑'ᴗ')ゞ🍩
@@charlotte___9361 thanks for advice.... I’ve tried all of these, sometimes they really don’t understand you, even the closest people, the one that is really helpful is you yourself, I’m trying my best to overcome this🥺
@@linna3533 I-i'm touched thanksヾ(@^▽^@)ノand definitely feel relate when it comes to someone you know or closed with. There really are times that talking to stranger is better than the people you know(∩_∩)
same, i feel like school changes me into a different person caus eof stress cause i’m surrounded by ppl lots of them and ppl i don’t like i do better when i’m alone i preferred quarantine when i could jus randomly see my friends instead of forcefully seeing them at school ,i have realised i feel better and more free alone and that being around ppl ruins that
@@cxndyflossdevil7382 yea most people around me just don't bother bout me. I ate my lunch alone in school as well. Also, I hate it when people ask for some help to help them with their project and they ended up not doing anything
@@kyoro3414 u shouldn’t help those who wouldn’t help u :/ hopefully ur alright ,it’s sad that people jus leave u there to sit alone ,i mean at least it’s peaceful without ppl but it just hurts to be lonley
@@cxndyflossdevil7382 it does hurt to be alone and I am emotionally numb so I feel like they would think that I am boring. It happens when my sister call me boring
there’s only one person on this planet who I can spend all my time with... it sucks when that person isn’t in your life anymore & you’re forced to be alone.. id much rather be alone than lonely..
It really sucks when the friends you've come to love and care for leave you... I had one friend who had a disfigured ear and she would have her hair down all the time so her ear would be covered when we were alone I would put her hair behind her ears and tell her I think she looks pretty with her hair back and she would have it back with me around after a while some of the boys in our grade found out and bullied her for it I defended her and once beat up one of the boys who were bullying her one day she didn't come to school that day turned into a month and a half I was so worried and I would go to her house but she was never there then at the last day of school she showed up and I found out she had surgery on her ear and I was so happy for her because she said she was gonna be more happy this way....nothing really changed with her ear and she became distant we talked a little and hung out a little in fifth grade but then we sorta just drifted apart..she was my first real friend and I miss her my fifth grade teacher would make us write happy birthday letters to our classmates on their bday and mine came up so my whole class wrote happy birthday letters to me when I read hers on the bus I just started crying...she wrote "happy birthday (my name) remember that time we switched shoes and forgot to switch back so we went home in each other's shoes? And we had to give them back the next day that was funny I know we don't talk as much as we used to but I hope you have a great day and I want you to know I will always be your friend sincerely (her name)" I broke down on the bus and we still don't talk mainly because I'm not that confident in myself I was bullied for my weight for years and we just never talked after that but I know she's probably happier without me I've made some good friends over the years but I know I'll never forget her and the friendship that we shared. (Edit:sorry for rambling 😅✌️)
No! That's a lovely story. Honestly, sometimes reaching out is a good thing and other times it kills the very romanticize the memories in our head. I've had both situations happen where I've reached out and it's been wonderful but others where I reach out and it's just life. Sometimes we just need certain people in our lives for certain times. I really enjoyed reading your story :)
It's so depressing when I don't want to tell people straight up that I feel awful because when I say I'm alright, they instantly turn away. Why can't they just stay, and make an effort to see if I'm really okay?
I'm tired of faking being happy. It's a relief being alone, without anyone around me, only those ones I chose to be with me. There's a deep feeling of tiredness inside me.
Reading all the comments about other people being lonely makes me feel so much better. My question is where is this energy irl??? Being lonely is something a lot of people go through but my family shames me for it and threatens go send me to a different school which will definitely make me feel worse.
If you truly want to be alone, the only part that sucks is when you want to be around others but you haven’t been for so long that it makes you extremely uncomfortable.
I can remember two years ago listening to this song on repeat. I couldn't cry back then. Now is a different story. Im 28 years old and im fucking miserable. I crashed out and im scared of myself, yet i never knew who i was and i still dont. I just started using cocaine. I was working but bad decisions led me to being stalked at work. While going through a break up after 9 years and knowing them a total of 13. Rain,snow or hail it didnt matter. She hates me and said so many things i tried to brush off but it left stains. I grew up in chaos and darkness so i never graduated. Im now in school, going for my diploma high as fuck. They think i have covid but its just coke nose. I cant tell them that though. I sit in class and i fight back tears and it takes so much for me to do. I should feel grateful god gave me such a loving teacher she seems more like a mother. She roots for me and is everything i never had. Shes so nuturing and expects nothing back. The fucked up part is i should be happy that i walked into her life. Yet it fucking breaks me because everything she is to me in such short time (a week) she gave me everything ive been giving to people i love and chase. Im always there helping them trying to put the pieces together for them and wiping their tears away literally and but dont love me. What keeps me around is i think foolishly that someone who loves as hard as i do would get that same love and care. Yet is never fkn reciprocated. These mfs sit in my face and see me breaking. At random times of the day happy conversation or sitting in silence i know they can see it. How could they not when ten minutes ago i was smiling and laughing which is all planned and practiced literally before i go to hang out i look at myself in the mirror and practice how to not show im ready to fucking kill myself. They see it and they feel it but they act like its not there. I am so,so,so,so fucking tired. Im trying so hard i swear and i cant even afford my habit i have zero income like nada. Yet everytime im blessed by a man who thinks i love him gives me money i spend half of it everytime to get high. He thinks i don't care about him, but im just emotionally unavailable. I feel so unmotivated to do everything. Its been two days and ive done so much coke. I havent slept i barely eat and i day dream to the point i cant focus on anything and its making school so hard. I want to give up i feel dead inside. Ugh i think my most popular prayer is that i die somehow. Im alone every fkn day! I try to make friends and they all turn out to be enemies. I look for a friend i can talk too and suddenly my fkn secrets are out. So now i trust no one, i want something or someone to love and care for me but at the same time i want to be as far from humanity as possible. This shit is eating me up. I dont know how to be ok, i dont even want to anymore, i just wish someone could tell me how tf do you keep going when you dont want to live. Craziest part i know its dumb but i went through something that triggered the darkest memories in me. I was scared all over again, it felt like something was taken from me just like what happened to me as a kid. So i started doing coke as a remedy and fucked up part im supposed to be happy right at keast while im high but insted i feel the same sadness i just cant cry. Its like my mind is telling me dont cry were supposed to be enjoying this moment. But my heart just wont fall in line. So im numb, drug addicted and suicidal. 🤣🤣 Welp let's just say i had a really really really really fucked up life. Some of the worst shit and i have the worst PTSD 🤣 now im just like my whore mother who hates me... 🤣🤣 Just no kids so i guess that makes me a smidge better than her. Anyways you guys whoever read this thanks and idk just dont fkn be like me. ☺️
i write this comment for anyone feels so alone: You're not alone, you have a someone who create all the things you can see and the things u can't even seen, this someone loves you so much, He cares about you, He wants the best for you, His name is: "I am who I am" or the other way u know him is "God". He send his own son for save you about sin, He loves you so much, John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." The only thing you can do for save yourself is trust in Jesus Christ, He's the only way u can save you, He's the only one who can heal your soul and your boddy. Trust me, there's good evidence for his existence, just investigate on your own and you gonna find the true. God Bless you, we love you.
Love is not a boomerang when you throw it it don't come back love is not an exchange just because you give it don't expect it to be returned love is not unkind or cruel it didn't turn you into a fool its a word that' was used just like you by a person who's heart was never true don't blame love for the things that others do !
I struggle with a lot mentally and can't talk to anyone because I have no one. I have no friends, I've tried to talk to my family a long time ago, and they treated me like a crazy person. I always have panic attacks at night, at school, and at work. I always go to the bathroom or my room so people dont see me. Recently, I was lost. I didn't even know who I was, and a few days ago was the first time I cried in years. I was in dispare. I just needed someone that I could tell what I was going through. I locked myself in a room so no one would see me and forced myself to cry, I've been strong all these years and thought it would help to let it all out.
And I struggle with other things other things, but it's annoying when you see these kids on the internet acting depressed for attention, complaining about fake friends Crying on the internet because of heartbreak or pretending that the whole world hates them, when they haven't been through actual shi
Yk the worst part is watching someone you're in love with grow distant, you're still with them but the string that held you both close gets thinner and thinner
We all say we want to be alone but deep down we all want to fill that void that we desperately say we don’t need in the that’s the reason we fall in love and that the reason that when we eat heart broken you feel like your all alone and there’s no hope maybe I’m just saying this because she broke my heart but just remember we all need love it unavoidable
This song reminds me of the time I went driving until I ran out of gas. I ended up on a beach. I just walked and walked until I couldn’t feel anymore. Some scars will never heal.
Anybody who feels alone and lost please remember that Jesus loves you and he can give you Peace and love he will protect you because he loves you with all he’s heart he will lead you because a purpose for you to prosper you and not to harm you so go to him he’s waiting to you and he loves you so much he can be that friend you never had or father you never had so please go to Jesus Christ and Repent and turn away from your sins he loves you and he’s waiting for you He died for you
I had a dream about a song and the only lyric i heard was I'd rather be alone and i think it was this song? Ive never heard it before but it sounds extremely similar to what i heard and its been driving me crazy lol 😵
You don’t have to be alone or lost Jesus can lead you and give you love and peace please go to him he’s waiting for you and he loves you he has a great purpose for you so please give your life to him
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’d been in the „talking stage“ with two boys in the last few months and I’ve ended it on an instant when I had the feeling it was getting more serious. I don’t regret it but…why did I have to do it? I always try to imagine a future with them and when I can’t see it, I just end it. No tries, no effort, I make it easy for myself because I fear being with someone. I don’t know why. I grew up with so much love but still I’m so afraid of being with someone. When I imagine being with someone forever, I have the feeling of being trapped. Of being stuck. And that makes me want to throw up. On the other hand I am so afraid of having to break up with someone one day that I don’t even try it in the first place. Maybe because I’m not sure about how I want my future to be, or maybe because I am incapable of being in a relationship. I’ve had my first kiss just a few weeks ago with a boy I liked. But the kiss didn’t feel good. When I felt his lips on mine it wasn’t like a firework, I didn’t feel butterflies. It was rather… boring. I felt nothing. Then, a few days later, I told him I was not ready for a relationship and we remained friends. I still don’t understand why I didn’t feel a thing, it’s so frustrating. But sometimes, I think about this girl. The first person I ever romantically loved. When I saw her, I felt something I’ve never felt before. I don’t even know if she knows I exist, but when she left school, she left me broken and bruised without even knowing it. And now she has a girlfriend and I see pictures of their vacations on Instagram and how happy they are and that makes me so sad. So maybe I’m still not over her and that’s what keeps me from being happy? But how will I ever be able to get over her when there is no one who makes me feel the way she did? Sometimes I think I am better of alone. That’s what this song means to me, it’s about not being able to love someone romantically because of an old love you’re not over yet. Until I find my Kim again in someone else, until I find someone who gives me the feeling she gave me, I think I‘d rather be alone.
*Question:* Would you rather be alone?
yeah
Definitely
I hate feeling alone but not being alone
Yeah
Yup that's true 💔
Everyone saying "it's better to be alone" ...I've been alone for 17 years of my life. I just want a friend, I just want a hug, I just don't want to be so- alone.
Hugs for you, my friend.
Hypothetical mental hug to you 🌕
I wanna be your friend🥺
I feel this so much. I constantly just wish I had someone to run into and just hug, and cry on.
Anybody ever wants to chat, reply to my message, I'll see the notification and if you are comfortable with it, we can face time or even just message. I've been alone a lot too but i got through it so i hope i can help at least one person. I mean what i just said, anyone who wants to talk
Right in the feels.
yeah....
:/
🥀♥️
Right
- I’m an immigrant from Romania and I’ve been staying in Germany for 10 years now, for work reasons and school education (basically cause of money problems). I’m 17 and all I can imagine when listening to this song is how I’m back home, living there just like I used to and telling everyone I know “ hey, I’m staying here now, forever. “ and the imagine of us, of my friends and family, in my arms crying and being happy that we have finally made is warming me up from the inside.
- perhaps it’s a weird thought to have to such a heartbreaking song.. but just to answer the question, no. I rather not be alone. I wanna get hurt and learn to get up and be stronger and realize that nothing is truly forever. And that’s ok.
- I can’t wait, and I think I’ll come back to this comment to update y’all if I’ve made it.
How has everything bin?(:
the worst is when your heart gets broken by someone who you weren't even with
Man I am going through that rn, it’s like the way we were with each other was as If we were dating but we technically weren’t then she just left and it broke me 😭😔
Im in the same situation right now. But unfortunately, we will always see each other cuz of group of friends are always together and cant leave them so... i am stuck.
Yeah...because like...you feel stupid crying over them for nothing really
No the worst is you telling your problems or your past to someone and they betray you that never happened to me but that is the worst
....I've been on both sides now....it doesn't feel any better either way. When....it just doesn't happen, and you already know what it's going to do to them because you've already felt it? But you can't let it keep going because you'd be lying and that's worse for both of you....so you have to give up, and they still hold on but you know. I was so hurt when my first love gave up because she wasn't in love, but now that I've had to end a relationship the same way, I know how much damage I was actually doing to her....I hope he realizes it in time, but I don't care if he ever forgives me. I'll just forget about love for now and try to exist.
This felt like one of my delicate songs.
The ones I'd tape from newspaper tapestry to at home alone.
Delicate and fragile.
Just hear to listen.
It's better be alone rather than lonely right? (Saying this so I can "comfort" myself)
@@picklelover2939Jesus can be that person that makes you smile he will never leave you and is waiting for you go to him he died for you and he loves you with all he’s heart. I use to feel alone but now I feel peace like never before I feel loved and I feel saved so please give your life to Jesus Christ he loves you and is waiting for you
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These songs relax me so much that it makes me travel in the clouds ...... An extremely good vibe.
This was playing loud at an airport once when I got off the plane. I was going from the United States to Mexico to be with my grandparents. This was about three months ago. And all if a sudden I saw my best friend I haven't seen in over three years. And we ran to each other and held for dear life. He's always been there for me and now this is the song I always remember when I think of him.
This… idk something fishy going on here lol
hehe this is very fake, they dont play this on radio its not labeled xD
This song feels like a warm hug , i endulge myself in music like this because even when i am alone , this song makes me feel like im not , its like the song relates to me
with this music it hurts better
sometimes i feel to do nothing .... just nothing .... all alone in my room , lyring in the bed , listening to songs ... away from the world ... in a different world , where there is only me ... just me and my peacefull songs ...
i feel you.
Same...
Yes sir
this is the right now
I feel you
This is really Aurora Vibes.
That vibe, very good, good music.🖤
Felt this on a spiritual level
*Lyrics for "Boodahki - i'd rather be alone"*
What you said to me
I hope you mean it too
Cause my heads a mess
I don’t know what to do
So I’d rather be alone
I wish you well
I’ll keep to myself
You played me for a fool
Mama said be careful with your heart
They’ll get the one that’ll leave you out to rot
So I’d rather be alone
I wish you well
I’ll keep to myself
Cause you played me for a fool
😪....
Why are happy memories so painful when it’s all we try to create 😔
I love these melodies, thank you Aurora
I feel this is written exactly for me. So much pain to deal with it, bur still have hope for better life🥲🥺😭
Me too 😭
To lessen your loneliness try to talk someone who you really comfortable with, try finding new hobbies, and do the things that you love like watching favorite shows🦉
I hope this helps you(๑'ᴗ')ゞ🍩
@@charlotte___9361 thanks for advice.... I’ve tried all of these, sometimes they really don’t understand you, even the closest people, the one that is really helpful is you yourself, I’m trying my best to overcome this🥺
@@linna3533 I-i'm touched thanksヾ(@^▽^@)ノand definitely feel relate when it comes to someone you know or closed with. There really are times that talking to stranger is better than the people you know(∩_∩)
@@charlotte___9361 Thank you so much ☺️
I'd rather be alone despite having a close friend. I don't like to hangout with friends because I just want to be myself
same, i feel like school changes me into a different person caus eof stress cause i’m surrounded by ppl lots of them and ppl i don’t like i do better when i’m alone i preferred quarantine when i could jus randomly see my friends instead of forcefully seeing them at school ,i have realised i feel better and more free alone and that being around ppl ruins that
@@cxndyflossdevil7382 yea most people around me just don't bother bout me. I ate my lunch alone in school as well. Also, I hate it when people ask for some help to help them with their project and they ended up not doing anything
@@kyoro3414 u shouldn’t help those who wouldn’t help u :/ hopefully ur alright ,it’s sad that people jus leave u there to sit alone ,i mean at least it’s peaceful without ppl but it just hurts to be lonley
@@cxndyflossdevil7382 it does hurt to be alone and I am emotionally numb so I feel like they would think that I am boring. It happens when my sister call me boring
Same
I am sad 😔 thank you for the music aurora.
That are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds- unknown
there’s only one person on this planet who I can spend all my time with... it sucks when that person isn’t in your life anymore & you’re forced to be alone.. id much rather be alone than lonely..
Love this song ❤❤❤
The sky is like you, lovely but cold
It really sucks when the friends you've come to love and care for leave you... I had one friend who had a disfigured ear and she would have her hair down all the time so her ear would be covered when we were alone I would put her hair behind her ears and tell her I think she looks pretty with her hair back and she would have it back with me around after a while some of the boys in our grade found out and bullied her for it I defended her and once beat up one of the boys who were bullying her one day she didn't come to school that day turned into a month and a half I was so worried and I would go to her house but she was never there then at the last day of school she showed up and I found out she had surgery on her ear and I was so happy for her because she said she was gonna be more happy this way....nothing really changed with her ear and she became distant we talked a little and hung out a little in fifth grade but then we sorta just drifted apart..she was my first real friend and I miss her my fifth grade teacher would make us write happy birthday letters to our classmates on their bday and mine came up so my whole class wrote happy birthday letters to me when I read hers on the bus I just started crying...she wrote "happy birthday (my name) remember that time we switched shoes and forgot to switch back so we went home in each other's shoes? And we had to give them back the next day that was funny I know we don't talk as much as we used to but I hope you have a great day and I want you to know I will always be your friend sincerely (her name)" I broke down on the bus and we still don't talk mainly because I'm not that confident in myself I was bullied for my weight for years and we just never talked after that but I know she's probably happier without me I've made some good friends over the years but I know I'll never forget her and the friendship that we shared.
(Edit:sorry for rambling 😅✌️)
No! That's a lovely story. Honestly, sometimes reaching out is a good thing and other times it kills the very romanticize the memories in our head. I've had both situations happen where I've reached out and it's been wonderful but others where I reach out and it's just life. Sometimes we just need certain people in our lives for certain times. I really enjoyed reading your story :)
My girlfriend broke up with me and this is her favorite song I've been listening to this gem ever since
essas música são tão perfeitas!!!!!
This song slaps
yk its better to be alone if u think abt it, u cant hurt anyone and nobody can hurt u
On repeattttt:)
Beautiful song
You can hear the sorrow in the music and the voice
It's peaceful.
Very
Relatable ! great keep it up
It's so depressing when I don't want to tell people straight up that I feel awful because when I say I'm alright, they instantly turn away. Why can't they just stay, and make an effort to see if I'm really okay?
I'm here if you want to talk :)
We are the same on that my friend
I put like before I listen and I didn't regret .
This is a music perfect!
Being alone isn't always best, it makes it worse sometimes. But they comes a time in life when you will find that one person who makes you feel alive!
Wow! Just amazing
ALWAYS RATHER BE ALONE 💔💔
auroraaaa🥺❤️
I'm tired of faking being happy. It's a relief being alone, without anyone around me, only those ones I chose to be with me. There's a deep feeling of tiredness inside me.
Reading all the comments about other people being lonely makes me feel so much better. My question is where is this energy irl??? Being lonely is something a lot of people go through but my family shames me for it and threatens go send me to a different school which will definitely make me feel worse.
Praying as I hear this I cannot escape my demons ... " I dont know what to do, so id rather be alone ."
Perfection…
Que musica perfeita
Simm
i love being alone
Uno de los mejores temas q escuche
Excellent song 😀😀😀😀😀😀
He suggested me this song. Definitely a good one to cry on bed alone
Same
We r never realy alone because we have ourselves and thats all we need.
Really i'm so used to being hurt that i'm not phased by it anymore. I just want the warmth of someone
Same
@@imbotakamOnU same.
Being alone is good. Feel alone isn't.
I would rather be alone. Not just for me but because I know that the others would be better without me, I do it for the sake of them....
U should do it instead for yourself and not others. If they would prefer to be away from u, this just means they don't deserve u
“nothing hurts when i’m alone”
@@amalia9285 yeah...same
I can chill only alone🖤🙂
Primer comentario en español
Apreciemos está hermosa joya
эта песня звучит так, будто на фоне дождь, но его нет, дождь в душе и мне хорошо от этого..
i love it when i am alone but not when i am lonely
Alone is so peaceful though
nostalgic
If you truly want to be alone, the only part that sucks is when you want to be around others but you haven’t been for so long that it makes you extremely uncomfortable.
احلا اغاني ❤
I can remember two years ago listening to this song on repeat. I couldn't cry back then. Now is a different story. Im 28 years old and im fucking miserable. I crashed out and im scared of myself, yet i never knew who i was and i still dont. I just started using cocaine. I was working but bad decisions led me to being stalked at work. While going through a break up after 9 years and knowing them a total of 13. Rain,snow or hail it didnt matter. She hates me and said so many things i tried to brush off but it left stains. I grew up in chaos and darkness so i never graduated. Im now in school, going for my diploma high as fuck. They think i have covid but its just coke nose. I cant tell them that though. I sit in class and i fight back tears and it takes so much for me to do. I should feel grateful god gave me such a loving teacher she seems more like a mother. She roots for me and is everything i never had. Shes so nuturing and expects nothing back. The fucked up part is i should be happy that i walked into her life. Yet it fucking breaks me because everything she is to me in such short time (a week) she gave me everything ive been giving to people i love and chase. Im always there helping them trying to put the pieces together for them and wiping their tears away literally and but dont love me. What keeps me around is i think foolishly that someone who loves as hard as i do would get that same love and care. Yet is never fkn reciprocated. These mfs sit in my face and see me breaking. At random times of the day happy conversation or sitting in silence i know they can see it. How could they not when ten minutes ago i was smiling and laughing which is all planned and practiced literally before i go to hang out i look at myself in the mirror and practice how to not show im ready to fucking kill myself. They see it and they feel it but they act like its not there. I am so,so,so,so fucking tired. Im trying so hard i swear and i cant even afford my habit i have zero income like nada. Yet everytime im blessed by a man who thinks i love him gives me money i spend half of it everytime to get high. He thinks i don't care about him, but im just emotionally unavailable. I feel so unmotivated to do everything. Its been two days and ive done so much coke. I havent slept i barely eat and i day dream to the point i cant focus on anything and its making school so hard. I want to give up i feel dead inside. Ugh i think my most popular prayer is that i die somehow. Im alone every fkn day! I try to make friends and they all turn out to be enemies. I look for a friend i can talk too and suddenly my fkn secrets are out. So now i trust no one, i want something or someone to love and care for me but at the same time i want to be as far from humanity as possible. This shit is eating me up. I dont know how to be ok, i dont even want to anymore, i just wish someone could tell me how tf do you keep going when you dont want to live. Craziest part i know its dumb but i went through something that triggered the darkest memories in me. I was scared all over again, it felt like something was taken from me just like what happened to me as a kid. So i started doing coke as a remedy and fucked up part im supposed to be happy right at keast while im high but insted i feel the same sadness i just cant cry. Its like my mind is telling me dont cry were supposed to be enjoying this moment. But my heart just wont fall in line. So im numb, drug addicted and suicidal. 🤣🤣 Welp let's just say i had a really really really really fucked up life. Some of the worst shit and i have the worst PTSD 🤣 now im just like my whore mother who hates me... 🤣🤣 Just no kids so i guess that makes me a smidge better than her. Anyways you guys whoever read this thanks and idk just dont fkn be like me. ☺️
There may or may not be a music video to this song coming soon... :)
He left me on this valentine
eu ainda te amo.
A sociedade precisa ver essa música
não.
essa me quebra todinho…
Be the best
I'd rather be alone...
when I do the deed
# Alone Forever
# My favorite song
Into my void of darkness I go…..
i write this comment for anyone feels so alone: You're not alone, you have a someone who create all the things you can see and the things u can't even seen, this someone loves you so much, He cares about you, He wants the best for you, His name is: "I am who I am" or the other way u know him is "God". He send his own son for save you about sin, He loves you so much, John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." The only thing you can do for save yourself is trust in Jesus Christ, He's the only way u can save you, He's the only one who can heal your soul and your boddy. Trust me, there's good evidence for his existence, just investigate on your own and you gonna find the true. God Bless you, we love you.
But I am
God Bless you too beautiful soul
Thank You so Much The Lord has Been there for Me He even said in His word He will never leave u or Forsake you !!
❤
nice song :)
ei eu te amo,pra sempre!
I feel so safe here.
You do
Love is not a boomerang when you throw it it don't come back love is not an exchange just because you give it don't expect it to be returned love is not unkind or cruel it didn't turn you into a fool its a word that' was used just like you by a person who's heart was never true don't blame love for the things that others do !
When you are alone too long, you want a friend. But when you have been with friends too long, you want to be alone.
I struggle with a lot mentally and can't talk to anyone because I have no one. I have no friends, I've tried to talk to my family a long time ago, and they treated me like a crazy person. I always have panic attacks at night, at school, and at work. I always go to the bathroom or my room so people dont see me. Recently, I was lost. I didn't even know who I was, and a few days ago was the first time I cried in years. I was in dispare. I just needed someone that I could tell what I was going through. I locked myself in a room so no one would see me and forced myself to cry, I've been strong all these years and thought it would help to let it all out.
And I struggle with other things other things, but it's annoying when you see these kids on the internet acting depressed for attention, complaining about fake friends
Crying on the internet because of heartbreak or pretending that the whole world hates them, when they haven't been through actual shi
I'd reather get hurt by a
Someone other than be alone
Yk the worst part is watching someone you're in love with grow distant, you're still with them but the string that held you both close gets thinner and thinner
We all say we want to be alone but deep down we all want to fill that void that we desperately say we don’t need in the that’s the reason we fall in love and that the reason that when we eat heart broken you feel like your all alone and there’s no hope maybe I’m just saying this because she broke my heart but just remember we all need love it unavoidable
This is good mental breakdown music
"The more you fight against it, the more pain you'll experience, its alright to feel this way"
-me
Yes
I really love this song, but i feel better when im alone, i havent got a hug in months but thats ok
This song reminds me of the time I went driving until I ran out of gas. I ended up on a beach. I just walked and walked until I couldn’t feel anymore. Some scars will never heal.
I've always been alone don't need no body
what I did for you was in vain, you prefer to leave me alone, cry alone in the rain, and what I need right now is a hug.
Found this 2 days ago....and broke up today. Now this song perfectly fits for my condition.
Goood song
hermosa lá cancion 🌹❤️
"So I'd rather be alone"
I said that until I was desperate for that someone...
Anybody who feels alone and lost please remember that Jesus loves you and he can give you Peace and love he will protect you because he loves you with all he’s heart he will lead you because a purpose for you to prosper you and not to harm you so go to him he’s waiting to you and he loves you so much he can be that friend you never had or father you never had so please go to Jesus Christ and Repent and turn away from your sins he loves you and he’s waiting for you He died for you
I had a dream about a song and the only lyric i heard was I'd rather be alone and i think it was this song? Ive never heard it before but it sounds extremely similar to what i heard and its been driving me crazy lol 😵
Am already alone and lost in the world
You don’t have to be alone or lost Jesus can lead you and give you love and peace please go to him he’s waiting for you and he loves you he has a great purpose for you so please give your life to him
🔥
SO I RATHER BE ALONEEEE
What i say :"I m aLoNe and noboby change IT!"
My heart:"why me..?"
Linda a musica
We all have something in common here we all got hurt by somebody do you know and it’s really hard to let’s things out
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I’d been in the „talking stage“ with two boys in the last few months and I’ve ended it on an instant when I had the feeling it was getting more serious. I don’t regret it but…why did I have to do it?
I always try to imagine a future with them and when I can’t see it, I just end it. No tries, no effort, I make it easy for myself because I fear being with someone. I don’t know why. I grew up with so much love but still I’m so afraid of being with someone. When I imagine being with someone forever, I have the feeling of being trapped. Of being stuck. And that makes me want to throw up.
On the other hand I am so afraid of having to break up with someone one day that I don’t even try it in the first place.
Maybe because I’m not sure about how I want my future to be, or maybe because I am incapable of being in a relationship. I’ve had my first kiss just a few weeks ago with a boy I liked. But the kiss didn’t feel good. When I felt his lips on mine it wasn’t like a firework, I didn’t feel butterflies. It was rather… boring. I felt nothing.
Then, a few days later, I told him I was not ready for a relationship and we remained friends.
I still don’t understand why I didn’t feel a thing, it’s so frustrating.
But sometimes, I think about this girl. The first person I ever romantically loved. When I saw her, I felt something I’ve never felt before. I don’t even know if she knows I exist, but when she left school, she left me broken and bruised without even knowing it. And now she has a girlfriend and I see pictures of their vacations on Instagram and how happy they are and that makes me so sad. So maybe I’m still not over her and that’s what keeps me from being happy?
But how will I ever be able to get over her when there is no one who makes me feel the way she did?
Sometimes I think I am better of alone.
That’s what this song means to me, it’s about not being able to love someone romantically because of an old love you’re not over yet. Until I find my Kim again in someone else, until I find someone who gives me the feeling she gave me, I think I‘d rather be alone.