Omg I wanted to hug you soooooo bad when you started crying. I instantly started to cry. I wish so badly that I could be there for you. Even though it was really hard and really sad to see you in that much pain i really appreciate you posting it because it really shows that we are all human. We all get hurt. We all get sad and we all cry. I love you so much Megan and I know that there are bright days ahead for you. ❤❤
The second you started crying I was like giiirl you are that baddie who moved across this messed up world all by herself and built a great life for yourself so great that I literally envy you please remember who you are and also remember we love you and we are here for you and we understand all of your feelings 😘😘😘😘
Girl. I am living alone too. It’s hard. I have cried everyday for the past 4 days! I feel you on this. We can get through it. Much love from Toronto XOXO
I am sry you feel alone ❤😊I had to stay 14 days in quarentine and complained to myself how i was gonne not get any hugs and not see any people for those days.. not really exsited about it.. then i put on some worship music and suddenly God filled me with such Joy. I felt like dansing alone in my room. I just felt so happy and i thought you know as long as i have God and He is with me i can get thru anything..i dont feel the lonliness cause He fill my heart up with His love! its amazing. Those 14 days went by soo quick! 😁🙌 so happy i have Him honestly dont know what i would do without Him. Like He is so real! The best friend! You get answers.. like He talk back to you. 😁 so nice to feel His precense that He is there with you. I felt Him hold around me sometimes 😁❤
You are so strong Megan. So so strong. You are alone in a whole other country, back in school, dealing with a breakup & still manage to shine light into our lives with these videos. You're still eating healthy, caring for your pets. Like dude you're soooo inspirational. You deserve soo much good in life. I feel like you're a bestfriend. I love your videos so much. Your positive personality & silly ways always put a smile on my face. Things will get better. Keep pushing
I don’t like that you’re hurting but I’m happy you’re getting it out and it wasn’t a vibe killer. I get so excited to be invited into your world because you seem so authentic and I love that. Sending you Love ❤️ and Light 🥰🥰🥰🥰
You seem to be coping really well. Humans aren't meant to be isolated. Even in prison the punishment is solitary confinement. Maybe go out for coffee more often, just to say a few words to the clerk even. We are pack animals, this isolation is very bad for us.
I feel you on that. We're in lockdown, but I still go to work 4 days a week and I'm able to communicate with people. We are social creatures. So, being in isolation for long periods of time is definitely hard. I feel for those who have no one to talk to.
I do better when isolated. Such thing as a lone wolf and I feel there are many people that can relate to me. I do better alone and enjoy being alone and I don’t find it sad I find it as if I have come to find inner peace and can cope alone very well, that being said it’s always healthy to simply go for a walk or like you said go get a coffee. But I can go weeks without doing so.
@@cassiandraleigh6385 There's a difference between choosing to be alone, and forced isolation. The addition of masks is psychologically damaging because we do a lot of non verbal communication by looking at each other's faces. That said, glad to hear you have a personality type that finds this easier to deal with, but it's not that way for most people
@@beckbabej I never chose this for myself. Depression did all of it for me. Along with my friends and family leaving which left me alone and isolated. I guess it’s just been going on for that long that I learnt to adjust and accept it.
@@cassiandraleigh6385 That sounds sad, I hope you are able to heal. That often happens as a result narcissistic abuse, but I don't know if that applies to your situation.
I just literally cried , I am living the Exact same situation ! I can relate to every single word you just said , unbelievable how me here from the other side of the world and you dear Megan are living the exact same shit I hope it will get better soon hun just hang in there and Pray maybe it will help your mental health 🫂
You’re such a dear soul. Please know that you are a strong person, even though, the strong people get down sometimes. You will have the life you’re dreaming of because you’re willing to work hard and sacrifice for it!! I’m sorry you’re hurting but it will pass. Lockdown will pass and you will see that you’re strong and capable😘
Megan we love you!!! You’re so strong. It’s okay to get sad and feel alone. You have all of us supporting you even though it is virtual ❤️ praying things get better! They will get better. Last year my bf and I broke up and my best friend and I stopped being friends. It is so hard, however, over time, you will feel happy and meet new people that bring love and joy to your life 😊
I saw the part now where you have been crying.. I can feel your pain, I live alone for 7 years and I've got some similar struggles like yours. It's so important so say those things out loud because I know how shameful this feeling can be to think about why you feel you got no one in your life. I had times where I though I could be dead and no one would notice especially when you distance yourself from social media and realise how it gives you this fake illusion about being connected. The first time was hard I'm not gonna lie. But I've learnt to come closer to my true self and left everything that wasn't true on values for me. And so one day there will be the right people where there is no need to impress because they love you for the way you are and they are THERE when it feels like there is no coming out of the dark clouds. Megan you've came a long way.. literally! Ask yourself what is this time teaching me.. this helped me over the years to shift the perspective. Man its rough especially the last month. Trust me there are people who gonna love you like crazy but you just haven't met yet! I wished I could give you a big big hug. It's ok to feel that way. It shows so much strength to face your true feelings and I have so much respect for you to do that so openly. Lots of love from germany❤ Celeste
I just discovered Megan’s channel recently and I love this girl. So down to earth, hard working and ambitious. Megan, please don’t be sad. We’re all in this together. You’re not alone. I know it may not feel that way but we are together, separately. Hang in there ♥️ you got this.
I’ve been feeling the same way so I feel you. Thanks for uploading videos; you make me feel less lonely. Of course, you should also take whatever time off you need too!!!!
thank you for the chat at the end,i needed that so much today,i feel literally the same..im alone all the time and sometimes it all gets so overwhelming 😞 i love your videos Megan🙏🏼❤️
Hey girl, I understand how you feel. It may feel like you are alone, but you are not alone. You have all of us even though it’s virtual, you still do. It’s ok to let your emotions out. You can do this. Stay strong. Keep fighting. Keep having a routine to distract yourself. I know is hard, but you can do it. 🤍
You’re so brave for sharing how you really feel these days. It’s okay, you’ll be okay. I hope you feel better and know we’re all in this shit of a situation together ❤️
The last clip broke my heart because I’m going through something similar and I felt like I was watching myself. Keep your head up babygirl. Better days are coming! Sending positive vibes your way queen! ❤️
thank you for sharing even the hard moments with us, truly it’s what makes us all human, and it’s so relatable... i just know things will turn out okay eventually if you keep going ❤️
There's no WAY in the world you are going to be alone!! You are working your ass off building the foundation for an amazing career, you are beautiful and you are REAL. So much love and respect your way ❤️
Hi Megan, I know you posted this a while ago but I felt compelled to comment on this video. I found your channel about 2 weeks ago and I was totally hooked by your sincerity and transparency. I have watched your latest video in Scotland and I was so happy to see you enjoying the amazing beauty that can be found in Scotland. On a side note, I am an English lady who’s been living in Scotland for the last 11 years and I wouldn’t live anywhere else. Anyway, without wanting to digress, I really wanted to tell you that you are an inspiration to me and, I am sure, many others. Not because you are perfect but because you are real. We all feel alone at some point and all your feelings are valid and real. It is so hard to deal with so many life changes and you should be so proud of the fact you manage to motivate yourself to keep going. That’s how you inspire us all and although we may not be there physically for you, your online presence feels very real and physical to us. Huge hugs to you, you should be so very proud x
Seeing you cry broke my heart. It's okay sweet Megan; you are not alone in your feelings and some of us cried with you. I've been watching your channel since 2017 when you were still in Canada and it's been such a joy watching you take chances in life and seeing you grow as a person. It's been like rooting for a best friend. And you are very right about the fakeness of social media and how emotionally isolating that can feel when you feel your own life is not so happy. Breakups are so hard and we know that you and Francesco loved each other very much; he seems like a good guy. He may have loved you, but he won't be the last, that's how wonderful you are. Just remind yourself that you are doing something positive for your future with your studies, and that this moment in your life is not forever like you said. You won't be in school forever, and you won't be in that apartment forever. The possibilities of your life are still unfolding day by day. Allow yourself to feel everything; be busy when you want to be busy, allow yourself to smile and laugh when you see something funny, and allow yourself to grieve. Feel it all and take your time. We love you Megan
You’re the most beautiful and pure soul I have ever seen.. Previously I watched your videos coz I liked your content but now I genuinely care for you.. I hope and pray things get better for you.. & please never feel alone, we are all here with you.. I love you so much 💕✨
I’m going through a break up in a lockdown too and thank you so much for uploading this :( I felt the exact same way and this was so comforting. Thank you for being willing to share ❤️
Girl I was crying with u stop ur amazing I know the feeling to feel alone sometimes tho being alone is great everything happens for a reason just thank that u didn't have a horrible break up things could be a lot worse ❣️❣️❣️
Megan, I want you to know that I am feeling exactly the same way you are. I just moved to NYC for graduate school and all my classes this semster are on zoom. I have no friends here and the combination of stress from school, being lonely, the pandemic, and going crazy from zoom classes is having such a bad effect on my mental health. its truly hell but please know that you are not alone. from following your journey i know that you are so much stronger than you think
So relieved you’re okay! ☀️♥️ we missed your upload last week, but hope you’re well & rested ☺️ sometimes we need time for ourselves and that’s okay. You’re not alone - we’re all here for you!🥺
Thank you for opening up. A lot of people look to RUclipsrs for hopes of finding perfection. Our beauty comes from our imperfections because it makes us who we are and who are isn’t always perfect. Your amazing and super strong. Keep pushing 😌❤️.
I was sobbing last night because I am so sad and alone while working from home and living alone during this whole past year. You are definitely not alone in feeling this way. Thank you for sharing your genuine feelings, it made me feel like I am also not alone! Love your videos 😊 and hello from Vancouver!!
babe when you started crying at the end of the vid it literally broke my heart as you seem like the most loveliest, kindest person in the whole world and you have such a beautiful soul i just wanted to give you a big cuddle and tell you everything is going to be ok 😢💔
You are a very wise and beautiful person. And there's no right way to grieve a breakup. Do it your way, and toss any resistance. Thank you for being REAL on youtube!
Thank you for being so honest and showing us that life sometimes can be hard and challenging.. Hope you are doing better now.. you are so strong and really inspiring! Sending you lots of love from Germany, Megan❤️
Just like there are good days and bad days in a romantic relationship, there will also be good and bad days in a relationship with yourself. I think it's important to go through those emotions and to accept them. Understand why you're feeling that way ( or don't, it's up to you really) but try to remember that nothing is ever permanent. And all these emotions you're feeling just means that you're alive and living. Any emotion is better than feeling nothing at all. We love you girl 😭💞 were crying with you and for you. Always wishing you good health and endless love❤️
Hey Megan, I just want to say thank you for sharing these very real and raw moments of your life. (Despite not having to by any means!) Your feelings are 100% valid and although I can't exactly relate with what you're going through right now, I can empathize with you and the emotions you're feeling. It is totally okay to feel lonely and just remember that feeling lonely and feeling alone are two different things. It might be a different dynamic from a content creator to a viewer, but you're not alone and very loved by many. However, that still doesn't remove or lessen any emotion you feel and it's okay to feel both lonely/alone. I wish for many bright days ahead of you and thank you for being you 💓
You aren’t alone we are all here for you! In a year two years from now you’ll be in a totally different place like you said try to keep your mindset positive right now and you can come out of lockdown a stronger person ready for new adventures, love you!!!
You are so strong, this whole lockdown has had such a negative affect on so many of us and please try to remind yourself that you are not alone❤️ mental health is real, thank you for opening up to us about your struggles because not enough influencers do. I struggle with severe anxiety and also a full time university student and working out has definitely helped me tremendously as well as journaling. The key is consistency set little goals for yourself and that feeling of accomplishment will be such a great feeling especially in dark times. I’m sending you so much love and positive energy. Take care of yourself love you’re doing amazing.
Aww. Sending my heart out to you! You’re such a lovely woman & plenty of us can definitely relate to your pain so you are definitely not alone in that. Thank you for your sharing your vulnerability as you shine a light that more people experience that than we realize & the people struggling with that are too not alone. The pain comes & goes. “This too shall pass”. Hope you find more peace & joy. You are a light in the darkness & hopefully you can find the light in your darkness 💗
Oh Megan you are so strong! Breakups are so rough and and being at home alone all the time is bound to make you feel anxious and lonely sometimes ❤️ You are doing some awesome things - like studying the thing you are most passionate about and making fabulous videos for RUclips too! Everything happens for a reason and I think that you will go so far! Keep your head up - you are amazing! ❤️
Oh Megan, you are such a strong person. You are dealing with A LOT. Be kind and gentle on yourself. Anyone would feel the way that you would right now. You're right, this is just a moment in life. It's not forever. You will find your happiness again. Fresh air, sunshine and being with people is a necessity. You are genuine and we appreciate it. But, I'm so sorry that you are hurting. Beautiful girl, it will get better. Hope and Faith! Better days ahead! XOXO
Girl, I'm not even living alone, but I have been feeling lonely and out of it for a really long time, crying is already too natural for me. We love you, Megan, know you're not alone in this and you have us as, albeit silent, friends ❤️ Can't wait to see you killing it in the wilderness in a couple of years, saving animals and protecting nature, stay strong, the planet needs you
Dear Megan, we all know how strong and brave you are, but I can’t tell you how to feel, or not to feel lonely or not to feel sad, it’s your right to feel such things even if we are all here, but we believe in you pretty girl! Bright moments will come for sure and we will be here that time too! Lots of love
Your authenticity and vulnerability is so inspiring, Megan! I can't imagine how hard your situation must feel. You are so right that feeling it fully now is much healthier than letting it get pent up. Just remember you have so many people who love and support you
THANK YOU. For recording this and uploading. I always enjoy your vids bc you're just honest. It's not about sharing everything that's going on in your life or making it look interesting or pretty but this - this honesty and feeling of.. Dunno, not being alone? When the lockdown started I was a student and now a year has passed and I'm not... I don't want to blame it on the virus bc I am responsible for my actions but it really impacted the way I studied and everything around it. So, despite the sadness and the hardness of the situation, I'm always uplifted to see you study and just less alone with my feelings. So again, thank you for that and for giving us this platform and I wish you and all the viewers the very best!
I cry all the damn time too. I feel so lonely but so does everyone. It’s ok girl we will get through this and when this crap is all over we got to make sure to live each day and not take it for granted ❤️❤️
I cried when you cried.🥺. But yes you’re right everything is temporary I’ve told myself that too I’m so sick of the lockdown. But don’t cry you’re not alone you have thousands of friends on RUclips who enjoy you just being you. Keep your head up. 🤍
You are so amazing! Thank you for your realness and for sharing your vulnerability. The good and the bad. I think you are incredibly brave, and you are by far the most unique and relatable youtubers I’ve ever come across. I feel like my emotions are a complete roller coaster as well, especially with covid and quarantine (I’m a covid nurse, and God help me, I cannot wait for the quarantine days to be behind us!!!) I love watching your videos, and you inspire me to keep my head up and reach for my goals. And you make me feel like I’m not alone in these crazy times. Thank you x 100000 for taking us on your journey ♥️♥️♥️
I was watching Stranger Things the other day and when the last scene with Hopper came on I SOBBED. If you haven't watched it yet, I really recommend. It's his actual speech... he talks about feeling numb, being afraid of change, etc. Idk even though I was crying, it felt really validating listening to his words. We are living through a really tough time, but what is so profoundly beautiful is how this time is making people turn to each other. I've never been so open with people about how I'm feeling in my entire life. I'm proud of you for sharing this very vulnerable moment. We are all in this together, Megan.
Thank you for sharing 🥺❤️ I have been feeling so alone lately doing university online 🥺 I appreciate seeing your real chat so much! Sending so much love your way ❤️ happiness comes in waves, so it will find you again ❤️ that’s what I keep telling myself anyway ❤️
I totally get what you are going through, after my breakup, I literally went to bed every night at 3am and I would cry my hearts out and it does feel like it’s not going to end but trust me the rainbow is on the other side. Sending love to you Megan all the way from Malaysia ❤️😭
I love your vlogs because it gives the impression of an independent strong woman and crying does not mean that you are weak It is just a way for your body to express your feelings and thoughts, hope you are feeling better and remember that You are not alone ps. I cried three times during this week and now you reward me with your new vlog
I've been watching your videos for so long now, thanks to you I lost all my dream weight and I really look forward to every single one of your videos. It really hurts to see you cry, I hope you feel better soon. We are all going through the rough times now and hopefully it's gonna be over soon. Sending you lots of love x
Megan don't think that you're a buzzkill!! Your openness and honesty makes me feel like I'm not alone either. I appreciate you being real. It means more than you know 🌼
You are not alone girl like the good thing is you know things will eventually get better at some point. I hope you get better you homes inspire me so much and you cause an impact on people more than you think. It’s all gonna get better.
i'm so sorry you are feeling this way, lookdown has taken a lot away from all of us (love from our family, travels, university, also things like a normal walk in the park) and this situation is so hard to handle! I hope you will feel better, you are never alone girl!
You are never alone remeber that. You have people that love and care about you. We the community loves you🌹 You are such a strong woman. You have come so far. I bet there are a ton of people that look up too you. Me included. You deserve the best and I wish you all the best🍀 Love ya😘
You have a mature attitude and you're so right about all that - things change, nothing's permanent and it should teach us appreciation. I genuinely understand how you feel. It's ok to be not ok, you need to let those emotions out. By no means it's a sign of weakness or somewhat embarrassing. If you feel like it, consider counselling - speak to GP or mental health support in your uni, they should have one. Even a bit of talking it through might help to get a different perspective or you'll discover a healthy coping strategy for yourself. You are strong and beautiful, inside out. Love you ❤
Thank you for treating your audience like your friends. I feel your warm and good vibes and you seem so genuine! I’ve watched your videos for a while now and I hope that you start to heal and feel better ❤️
Love you girl stay strong you are not alone I look forward to your videos I’m always excited for a new upload it’s okay to be sad we are living through a pandemic and you’re going through a break up, we are literally in the same boat it’s been 2 months that I broke up with my boyfriend we were together for 6 years and lived together the last part of the video is literally me we just gotta stay strong and focus on ourselves you have family that loves you and you are currently going to school following your dreams you’re amazing much love from Arizona 🌵
Your my favorite. I’ve been watching you for 4 years and I love how real and down to earth you are. Like you said, nothing last forever. Only great things ahead for you. ❤️
It feels wrong to not comment this time, I've been a silent but extremely loyal fan. I watched every single one of your vids and I just want you to know you inspire me a lot Meghan. You are so so strong, moving across the country, being independent and pursuing what you really love. Please know you are not alone. I love you so much!! 🥺❤️
I know it may seem that you are alone sometimes! But just know that this feeling should go away soon and especially when the sun is out and we're out of this lockdown, hopefully being able to meet new people face to face. Things will get better!!
Megan, sending you the happiest thoughts and vibes. We all feel alone but this community you have built for yourself is here for you, your family & your friends are here for you. You will get through this.
I wish I had the independence and dedication that you have. Ive been watching you for a very long time. You're one of my favorite youtubers and I admire you for showing us the real and raw footage ♥️
I feel you so much, this sucks and you can feel very lonely. It is ok to let it out and cry your eyes out some days. Things will get better soon, I hope you feel better ❤️
You have so many people here who care about you Megan, me for one. You're such an amazing person, things will get better ❤❤❤❤ and thank you for sharing your bad times as well as the good, it's definitely appreciated ❤
I’ve been feeling extremely lonely also. This lockdown has really had me thinking of the what if’s and I end up crying and having so much anxiety. Love you girl.
We all feel the same.We have some kind of depression,is normal.Just think what you whould like to do when the pandemic is over and you will feel better!!
Megan love~💕 I'm so sorry sweet girl that you're down. I could see it in your previous video too..not saying you aren't showing your strength-because you absolutely are. You are absolutely amazing. Thank you for being you and sharing reality with your viewers. We are strangers out here in the world. Appreciate you so much. Rise above this~things will get better. This lock down horror show is affecting all of us. I have an 8yr old daughter and I'm doing the best I can to keep her life and her short childhood as fun and "normal" as possible. It truly is the little things. I'm sorry you are alone during this time, your YT channel is a good outlet for you and for us. I adore you. Keep rocking that genetics stuff. I'm 34 and you are way more rounded of a human than I am. Keep it up😎 You got this. We got this. BTW sharp cheddar cheese with honey..yum. 💕
This is truly one of the best/most relatable vlogs I've seen in a while. I can't wait until covid is under control and we get to see your university vlogs on campus ❤️ stay strong and resilient! 💞
Thank you for sharing your journey. Break ups are hard. I cried over so many sloppy men and looking back I just think I was so ridiculous. I have the most caring, loving husband that fulfills my fantasy, maybe tmi but a better man is 100% out there for you. You’re creative and have goals to pursue. I love seeing you working to achieve them. You inspired to go to to school too. You got this, one day at a time, one step at a time. We all started somewhere, you will get there eventually just keep going! Def reach out to friends and family for more support they love u the most.
I love your videos because you are so authentic and not just sitting beaming in front of the camera. A very very very big hug for you. Lovely greetings from Hamburg!
You’re never alone. You have 250,000 friends all over the world. This too shall pass.
Agreed! We’re all connected and send you our love Megan. Be gentle on yourself. Time heals. ❤️🌹❤️🌹
Exactly! ❤️
Exactly 🤍 u r loved by ppl from places u didn’t even expect n we all give u big online hugs in ur hard times
Yes!!
Agreed!
Omg I wanted to hug you soooooo bad when you started crying. I instantly started to cry. I wish so badly that I could be there for you. Even though it was really hard and really sad to see you in that much pain i really appreciate you posting it because it really shows that we are all human. We all get hurt. We all get sad and we all cry. I love you so much Megan and I know that there are bright days ahead for you. ❤❤
The second you started crying I was like giiirl you are that baddie who moved across this messed up world all by herself and built a great life for yourself so great that I literally envy you please remember who you are and also remember we love you and we are here for you and we understand all of your feelings 😘😘😘😘
Girl. I am living alone too. It’s hard. I have cried everyday for the past 4 days! I feel you on this. We can get through it.
Much love from Toronto XOXO
Same here, living alone and struggling. We can do this!!! And we will be stronger for it!
Much love to you!!
I am sry you feel alone ❤😊I had to stay 14 days in quarentine and complained to myself how i was gonne not get any hugs and not see any people for those days.. not really exsited about it.. then i put on some worship music and suddenly God filled me with such Joy. I felt like dansing alone in my room. I just felt so happy and i thought you know as long as i have God and He is with me i can get thru anything..i dont feel the lonliness cause He fill my heart up with His love! its amazing. Those 14 days went by soo quick! 😁🙌 so happy i have Him honestly dont know what i would do without Him. Like He is so real! The best friend! You get answers.. like He talk back to you. 😁 so nice to feel His precense that He is there with you. I felt Him hold around me sometimes 😁❤
Same here , had my first stress meltdown yesterday now moved back to my mom for a while.. we have a total lockdown since Nov last year. It’s hard.
You are the only RUclipsr I'll watch adverts for! Thinking of you in your apartment studying...mad respect.
Was thinking the same!
Me too !!!!
I dont get it...does watching the adverts make a difference ....
Same!!!
You are so strong Megan. So so strong. You are alone in a whole other country, back in school, dealing with a breakup & still manage to shine light into our lives with these videos. You're still eating healthy, caring for your pets. Like dude you're soooo inspirational. You deserve soo much good in life. I feel like you're a bestfriend. I love your videos so much. Your positive personality & silly ways always put a smile on my face. Things will get better. Keep pushing
I don’t like that you’re hurting but I’m happy you’re getting it out and it wasn’t a vibe killer. I get so excited to be invited into your world because you seem so authentic and I love that. Sending you Love ❤️ and Light 🥰🥰🥰🥰
You seem to be coping really well. Humans aren't meant to be isolated. Even in prison the punishment is solitary confinement. Maybe go out for coffee more often, just to say a few words to the clerk even. We are pack animals, this isolation is very bad for us.
I feel you on that. We're in lockdown, but I still go to work 4 days a week and I'm able to communicate with people. We are social creatures. So, being in isolation for long periods of time is definitely hard. I feel for those who have no one to talk to.
I do better when isolated. Such thing as a lone wolf and I feel there are many people that can relate to me. I do better alone and enjoy being alone and I don’t find it sad I find it as if I have come to find inner peace and can cope alone very well, that being said it’s always healthy to simply go for a walk or like you said go get a coffee. But I can go weeks without doing so.
@@cassiandraleigh6385 There's a difference between choosing to be alone, and forced isolation. The addition of masks is psychologically damaging because we do a lot of non verbal communication by looking at each other's faces. That said, glad to hear you have a personality type that finds this easier to deal with, but it's not that way for most people
@@beckbabej I never chose this for myself. Depression did all of it for me. Along with my friends and family leaving which left me alone and isolated. I guess it’s just been going on for that long that I learnt to adjust and accept it.
@@cassiandraleigh6385 That sounds sad, I hope you are able to heal. That often happens as a result narcissistic abuse, but I don't know if that applies to your situation.
Happy late international woman day ! For a strong and brave woman like you ❤️ ♀️
i was literally JUST thinking abt u and how you’re doing and you uploaded. 😭❤️
I just literally cried , I am living the Exact same situation ! I can relate to every single word you just said , unbelievable how me here from the other side of the world and you dear Megan are living the exact same shit
I hope it will get better soon hun just hang in there and Pray maybe it will help your mental health 🫂
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You’re such a dear soul. Please know that you are a strong person, even though, the strong people get down sometimes. You will have the life you’re dreaming of because you’re willing to work hard and sacrifice for it!! I’m sorry you’re hurting but it will pass. Lockdown will pass and you will see that you’re strong and capable😘
Literally the realest lifestyle video I've ever watched
Megan we love you!!! You’re so strong. It’s okay to get sad and feel alone. You have all of us supporting you even though it is virtual ❤️ praying things get better! They will get better. Last year my bf and I broke up and my best friend and I stopped being friends. It is so hard, however, over time, you will feel happy and meet new people that bring love and joy to your life 😊
a good cry always helps, nothing wrong with getting emotions out
I saw the part now where you have been crying.. I can feel your pain, I live alone for 7 years and I've got some similar struggles like yours. It's so important so say those things out loud because I know how shameful this feeling can be to think about why you feel you got no one in your life. I had times where I though I could be dead and no one would notice especially when you distance yourself from social media and realise how it gives you this fake illusion about being connected. The first time was hard I'm not gonna lie. But I've learnt to come closer to my true self and left everything that wasn't true on values for me. And so one day there will be the right people where there is no need to impress because they love you for the way you are and they are THERE when it feels like there is no coming out of the dark clouds. Megan you've came a long way.. literally! Ask yourself what is this time teaching me.. this helped me over the years to shift the perspective. Man its rough especially the last month. Trust me there are people who gonna love you like crazy but you just haven't met yet! I wished I could give you a big big hug. It's ok to feel that way. It shows so much strength to face your true feelings and I have so much respect for you to do that so openly. Lots of love from germany❤
Celeste
You're so inspiring Megan! It's a really difficult time, but things will be better and i really hope that you'll be okay soon ❤️
I cried with you. Even though you feel alone, we are here for you😊
I just discovered Megan’s channel recently and I love this girl. So down to earth, hard working and ambitious. Megan, please don’t be sad. We’re all in this together. You’re not alone. I know it may not feel that way but we are together, separately. Hang in there ♥️ you got this.
I’ve been feeling the same way so I feel you. Thanks for uploading videos; you make me feel less lonely. Of course, you should also take whatever time off you need too!!!!
thank you for the chat at the end,i needed that so much today,i feel literally the same..im alone all the time and sometimes it all gets so overwhelming 😞 i love your videos Megan🙏🏼❤️
Hey girl, I understand how you feel. It may feel like you are alone, but you are not alone. You have all of us even though it’s virtual, you still do. It’s ok to let your emotions out. You can do this. Stay strong. Keep fighting. Keep having a routine to distract yourself. I know is hard, but you can do it. 🤍
You’re so brave for sharing how you really feel these days. It’s okay, you’ll be okay. I hope you feel better and know we’re all in this shit of a situation together ❤️
The last clip broke my heart because I’m going through something similar and I felt like I was watching myself. Keep your head up babygirl. Better days are coming! Sending positive vibes your way queen! ❤️
thank you for sharing even the hard moments with us, truly it’s what makes us all human, and it’s so relatable... i just know things will turn out okay eventually if you keep going ❤️
“Bless me” SO CUTE
There's no WAY in the world you are going to be alone!! You are working your ass off building the foundation for an amazing career, you are beautiful and you are REAL. So much love and respect your way ❤️
Seeing you cry made me cry 🥺 Sending you love, we’re always here for you! 💕
Hi Megan, I know you posted this a while ago but I felt compelled to comment on this video. I found your channel about 2 weeks ago and I was totally hooked by your sincerity and transparency. I have watched your latest video in Scotland and I was so happy to see you enjoying the amazing beauty that can be found in Scotland. On a side note, I am an English lady who’s been living in Scotland for the last 11 years and I wouldn’t live anywhere else. Anyway, without wanting to digress, I really wanted to tell you that you are an inspiration to me and, I am sure, many others. Not because you are perfect but because you are real. We all feel alone at some point and all your feelings are valid and real. It is so hard to deal with so many life changes and you should be so proud of the fact you manage to motivate yourself to keep going. That’s how you inspire us all and although we may not be there physically for you, your online presence feels very real and physical to us. Huge hugs to you, you should be so very proud x
There is so much love here for you, girl. ♥️
Seeing you cry broke my heart. It's okay sweet Megan; you are not alone in your feelings and some of us cried with you. I've been watching your channel since 2017 when you were still in Canada and it's been such a joy watching you take chances in life and seeing you grow as a person. It's been like rooting for a best friend. And you are very right about the fakeness of social media and how emotionally isolating that can feel when you feel your own life is not so happy. Breakups are so hard and we know that you and Francesco loved each other very much; he seems like a good guy. He may have loved you, but he won't be the last, that's how wonderful you are. Just remind yourself that you are doing something positive for your future with your studies, and that this moment in your life is not forever like you said. You won't be in school forever, and you won't be in that apartment forever. The possibilities of your life are still unfolding day by day.
Allow yourself to feel everything; be busy when you want to be busy, allow yourself to smile and laugh when you see something funny, and allow yourself to grieve. Feel it all and take your time. We love you Megan
You’re the most beautiful and pure soul I have ever seen.. Previously I watched your videos coz I liked your content but now I genuinely care for you.. I hope and pray things get better for you.. & please never feel alone, we are all here with you..
I love you so much 💕✨
I’m going through a break up in a lockdown too and thank you so much for uploading this :( I felt the exact same way and this was so comforting. Thank you for being willing to share ❤️
Girl I was crying with u stop ur amazing I know the feeling to feel alone sometimes tho being alone is great everything happens for a reason just thank that u didn't have a horrible break up things could be a lot worse ❣️❣️❣️
Megan, I want you to know that I am feeling exactly the same way you are. I just moved to NYC for graduate school and all my classes this semster are on zoom. I have no friends here and the combination of stress from school, being lonely, the pandemic, and going crazy from zoom classes is having such a bad effect on my mental health. its truly hell but please know that you are not alone. from following your journey i know that you are so much stronger than you think
So relieved you’re okay! ☀️♥️ we missed your upload last week, but hope you’re well & rested ☺️ sometimes we need time for ourselves and that’s okay. You’re not alone - we’re all here for you!🥺
Thank you for opening up. A lot of people look to RUclipsrs for hopes of finding perfection. Our beauty comes from our imperfections because it makes us who we are and who are isn’t always perfect. Your amazing and super strong. Keep pushing 😌❤️.
I was sobbing last night because I am so sad and alone while working from home and living alone during this whole past year. You are definitely not alone in feeling this way. Thank you for sharing your genuine feelings, it made me feel like I am also not alone! Love your videos 😊 and hello from Vancouver!!
babe when you started crying at the end of the vid it literally broke my heart as you seem like the most loveliest, kindest person in the whole world and you have such a beautiful soul i just wanted to give you a big cuddle and tell you everything is going to be ok 😢💔
You are a very wise and beautiful person. And there's no right way to grieve a breakup. Do it your way, and toss any resistance. Thank you for being REAL on youtube!
Thank you for being so honest and showing us that life sometimes can be hard and challenging.. Hope you are doing better now.. you are so strong and really inspiring! Sending you lots of love from Germany, Megan❤️
Oh Megan, I‘m sending you a virtual big hug. Stay strong 💪🏻 This lockdown will come to an end.
Just like there are good days and bad days in a romantic relationship, there will also be good and bad days in a relationship with yourself. I think it's important to go through those emotions and to accept them. Understand why you're feeling that way ( or don't, it's up to you really) but try to remember that nothing is ever permanent. And all these emotions you're feeling just means that you're alive and living. Any emotion is better than feeling nothing at all. We love you girl 😭💞 were crying with you and for you. Always wishing you good health and endless love❤️
Hey Megan, I just want to say thank you for sharing these very real and raw moments of your life. (Despite not having to by any means!) Your feelings are 100% valid and although I can't exactly relate with what you're going through right now, I can empathize with you and the emotions you're feeling. It is totally okay to feel lonely and just remember that feeling lonely and feeling alone are two different things. It might be a different dynamic from a content creator to a viewer, but you're not alone and very loved by many. However, that still doesn't remove or lessen any emotion you feel and it's okay to feel both lonely/alone. I wish for many bright days ahead of you and thank you for being you 💓
You aren’t alone we are all here for you! In a year two years from now you’ll be in a totally different place like you said try to keep your mindset positive right now and you can come out of lockdown a stronger person ready for new adventures, love you!!!
You are so strong, this whole lockdown has had such a negative affect on so many of us and please try to remind yourself that you are not alone❤️ mental health is real, thank you for opening up to us about your struggles because not enough influencers do. I struggle with severe anxiety and also a full time university student and working out has definitely helped me tremendously as well as journaling. The key is consistency set little goals for yourself and that feeling of accomplishment will be such a great feeling especially in dark times. I’m sending you so much love and positive energy. Take care of yourself love you’re doing amazing.
Aww. Sending my heart out to you! You’re such a lovely woman & plenty of us can definitely relate to your pain so you are definitely not alone in that. Thank you for your sharing your vulnerability as you shine a light that more people experience that than we realize & the people struggling with that are too not alone. The pain comes & goes. “This too shall pass”. Hope you find more peace & joy. You are a light in the darkness & hopefully you can find the light in your darkness 💗
Oh Megan you are so strong! Breakups are so rough and and being at home alone all the time is bound to make you feel anxious and lonely sometimes ❤️ You are doing some awesome things - like studying the thing you are most passionate about and making fabulous videos for RUclips too! Everything happens for a reason and I think that you will go so far! Keep your head up - you are amazing! ❤️
Oh Megan, you are such a strong person. You are dealing with A LOT. Be kind and gentle on yourself. Anyone would feel the way that you would right now. You're right, this is just a moment in life. It's not forever. You will find your happiness again. Fresh air, sunshine and being with people is a necessity. You are genuine and we appreciate it. But, I'm so sorry that you are hurting. Beautiful girl, it will get better. Hope and Faith! Better days ahead! XOXO
Girl, I'm not even living alone, but I have been feeling lonely and out of it for a really long time, crying is already too natural for me. We love you, Megan, know you're not alone in this and you have us as, albeit silent, friends ❤️ Can't wait to see you killing it in the wilderness in a couple of years, saving animals and protecting nature, stay strong, the planet needs you
Dear Megan, we all know how strong and brave you are, but I can’t tell you how to feel, or not to feel lonely or not to feel sad, it’s your right to feel such things even if we are all here, but we believe in you pretty girl! Bright moments will come for sure and we will be here that time too! Lots of love
Hey girl, you got this ❤️
You may feel lonely but you're not alone! Never feel embarrassed to cry!
Your authenticity and vulnerability is so inspiring, Megan! I can't imagine how hard your situation must feel. You are so right that feeling it fully now is much healthier than letting it get pent up. Just remember you have so many people who love and support you
THANK YOU. For recording this and uploading. I always enjoy your vids bc you're just honest. It's not about sharing everything that's going on in your life or making it look interesting or pretty but this - this honesty and feeling of.. Dunno, not being alone? When the lockdown started I was a student and now a year has passed and I'm not... I don't want to blame it on the virus bc I am responsible for my actions but it really impacted the way I studied and everything around it. So, despite the sadness and the hardness of the situation, I'm always uplifted to see you study and just less alone with my feelings. So again, thank you for that and for giving us this platform and I wish you and all the viewers the very best!
Dittos on all levels. For real for real. Courage is being present, and moving forward despite apprarances.
I cry all the damn time too. I feel so lonely but so does everyone. It’s ok girl we will get through this and when this crap is all over we got to make sure to live each day and not take it for granted ❤️❤️
I cried when you cried.🥺. But yes you’re right everything is temporary I’ve told myself that too I’m so sick of the lockdown. But don’t cry you’re not alone you have thousands of friends on RUclips who enjoy you just being you. Keep your head up. 🤍
You are so amazing! Thank you for your realness and for sharing your vulnerability. The good and the bad. I think you are incredibly brave, and you are by far the most unique and relatable youtubers I’ve ever come across. I feel like my emotions are a complete roller coaster as well, especially with covid and quarantine (I’m a covid nurse, and God help me, I cannot wait for the quarantine days to be behind us!!!) I love watching your videos, and you inspire me to keep my head up and reach for my goals. And you make me feel like I’m not alone in these crazy times. Thank you x 100000 for taking us on your journey ♥️♥️♥️
I was watching Stranger Things the other day and when the last scene with Hopper came on I SOBBED. If you haven't watched it yet, I really recommend. It's his actual speech... he talks about feeling numb, being afraid of change, etc. Idk even though I was crying, it felt really validating listening to his words. We are living through a really tough time, but what is so profoundly beautiful is how this time is making people turn to each other. I've never been so open with people about how I'm feeling in my entire life. I'm proud of you for sharing this very vulnerable moment. We are all in this together, Megan.
You seem like a genuinely good and kind person. God bless you.
You aren’t alone Megan!!! You have many people that love you.
Thank you for sharing 🥺❤️ I have been feeling so alone lately doing university online 🥺 I appreciate seeing your real chat so much! Sending so much love your way ❤️ happiness comes in waves, so it will find you again ❤️ that’s what I keep telling myself anyway ❤️
I totally get what you are going through, after my breakup, I literally went to bed every night at 3am and I would cry my hearts out and it does feel like it’s not going to end but trust me the rainbow is on the other side. Sending love to you Megan all the way from Malaysia ❤️😭
Megan, sending you a HUGE hug!! You are so independent and strong, you will get through this!! Sending you lots of love and positive vibes!!!
I feel you girl!
I love your vlogs because it gives the impression of an independent strong woman and crying does not mean that you are weak It is just a way for your body to express your feelings and thoughts, hope you are feeling better and remember that You are not alone
ps. I cried three times during this week and now you reward me with your new vlog
I've been watching your videos for so long now, thanks to you I lost all my dream weight and I really look forward to every single one of your videos. It really hurts to see you cry, I hope you feel better soon. We are all going through the rough times now and hopefully it's gonna be over soon. Sending you lots of love x
Megan don't think that you're a buzzkill!! Your openness and honesty makes me feel like I'm not alone either. I appreciate you being real. It means more than you know 🌼
You are not alone girl like the good thing is you know things will eventually get better at some point. I hope you get better you homes inspire me so much and you cause an impact on people more than you think. It’s all gonna get better.
i'm so sorry you are feeling this way, lookdown has taken a lot away from all of us (love from our family, travels, university, also things like a normal walk in the park) and this situation is so hard to handle! I hope you will feel better, you are never alone girl!
You are never alone remeber that. You have people that love and care about you. We the community loves you🌹 You are such a strong woman. You have come so far. I bet there are a ton of people that look up too you. Me included. You deserve the best and I wish you all the best🍀 Love ya😘
You deserve the world. Im so sorry you're going through this. I know it sucks. Just know we're right here with you and you're never truly alone ❤
You have a mature attitude and you're so right about all that - things change, nothing's permanent and it should teach us appreciation. I genuinely understand how you feel. It's ok to be not ok, you need to let those emotions out. By no means it's a sign of weakness or somewhat embarrassing. If you feel like it, consider counselling - speak to GP or mental health support in your uni, they should have one. Even a bit of talking it through might help to get a different perspective or you'll discover a healthy coping strategy for yourself. You are strong and beautiful, inside out. Love you ❤
Thank you for treating your audience like your friends. I feel your warm and good vibes and you seem so genuine! I’ve watched your videos for a while now and I hope that you start to heal and feel better ❤️
Megan!! You made my heart hurt, you are so real, raw and genuine and its why we love you! You are right this will all pass, you are so strong!
Your videos make us feel less alone girl , you're doing great , we're all going through shit , but stay strong you rock 💪
Love you girl stay strong you are not alone I look forward to your videos I’m always excited for a new upload it’s okay to be sad we are living through a pandemic and you’re going through a break up, we are literally in the same boat it’s been 2 months that I broke up with my boyfriend we were together for 6 years and lived together the last part of the video is literally me we just gotta stay strong and focus on ourselves you have family that loves you and you are currently going to school following your dreams you’re amazing much love from Arizona 🌵
Your my favorite. I’ve been watching you for 4 years and I love how real and down to earth you are. Like you said, nothing last forever. Only great things ahead for you. ❤️
The hair growth video is going to be AWESOME
It feels wrong to not comment this time, I've been a silent but extremely loyal fan. I watched every single one of your vids and I just want you to know you inspire me a lot Meghan. You are so so strong, moving across the country, being independent and pursuing what you really love. Please know you are not alone. I love you so much!! 🥺❤️
I know it may seem that you are alone sometimes! But just know that this feeling should go away soon and especially when the sun is out and we're out of this lockdown, hopefully being able to meet new people face to face. Things will get better!!
Megan, sending you the happiest thoughts and vibes. We all feel alone but this community you have built for yourself is here for you, your family & your friends are here for you. You will get through this.
I haven’t watched your videos in a long time and I’m so happy I found you again :)
You are not alone, you will never be. We love you megan. Sending hugs and kisses all the way from Malaysia 💕
Girl you’re not alone! 🥺♥️ we all look forward to your videos. Hope you’re feeling much better now.
I wish I had the independence and dedication that you have. Ive been watching you for a very long time. You're one of my favorite youtubers and I admire you for showing us the real and raw footage ♥️
I feel you so much, this sucks and you can feel very lonely. It is ok to let it out and cry your eyes out some days. Things will get better soon, I hope you feel better ❤️
You have so many people here who care about you Megan, me for one. You're such an amazing person, things will get better ❤❤❤❤ and thank you for sharing your bad times as well as the good, it's definitely appreciated ❤
I hope you're feeling much better now ❤️ it's such scary and depressing times. I hope we can all get through it soon!
I’ve been feeling extremely lonely also. This lockdown has really had me thinking of the what if’s and I end up crying and having so much anxiety. Love you girl.
We all feel the same.We have some kind of depression,is normal.Just think what you whould like to do when the pandemic is over and you will feel better!!
Megan love~💕 I'm so sorry sweet girl that you're down. I could see it in your previous video too..not saying you aren't showing your strength-because you absolutely are. You are absolutely amazing. Thank you for being you and sharing reality with your viewers. We are strangers out here in the world. Appreciate you so much. Rise above this~things will get better. This lock down horror show is affecting all of us. I have an 8yr old daughter and I'm doing the best I can to keep her life and her short childhood as fun and "normal" as possible. It truly is the little things. I'm sorry you are alone during this time, your YT channel is a good outlet for you and for us. I adore you. Keep rocking that genetics stuff. I'm 34 and you are way more rounded of a human than I am. Keep it up😎 You got this. We got this. BTW sharp cheddar cheese with honey..yum. 💕
This is truly one of the best/most relatable vlogs I've seen in a while. I can't wait until covid is under control and we get to see your university vlogs on campus ❤️ stay strong and resilient! 💞
awww Megan I feel you... I am in the same situation .. remember this hard time will pass, one day you will thank yourself for that, I believe in you
I cried with you! We are all feeling it, and it's okay to let it out. But you are SO right that everything is temporary. Sending big hugs 🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️
We love you girl... ur strong and you will get thru it 💜💜💜💜
Thank you for sharing your journey. Break ups are hard. I cried over so many sloppy men and looking back I just think I was so ridiculous. I have the most caring, loving husband that fulfills my fantasy, maybe tmi but a better man is 100% out there for you. You’re creative and have goals to pursue. I love seeing you working to achieve them. You inspired to go to to school too. You got this, one day at a time, one step at a time. We all started somewhere, you will get there eventually just keep going! Def reach out to friends and family for more support they love u the most.
Thank you so much for being honest and transparent through your experiences of being alone. I’m sending positive thoughts your way ❤️
I love your videos because you are so authentic and not just sitting beaming in front of the camera. A very very very big hug for you. Lovely greetings from Hamburg!
This girl is so pure! I love her💗😌
Thank you for sharing this side of you with us Megan. Please take care of yourself and remember that this sadness is only temporary. Stay strong.