Q & A JUICY QUESTIONS AND THE REAL REASON I LEFT YOUTUBE 😔

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  • Опубликовано: 26 ноя 2024

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  • @lt73me
    @lt73me 5 лет назад +1296

    Just wanted to let you know..you were LITERALLY THE first person I EVER watched on RUclips, EVER... your unedited makeup tutorials....I opened a youtube account, just to watch you.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +29

      Awe bless you, Thanks so much! I hope you continue to enjoy

    • @maddiegascarrr
      @maddiegascarrr 5 лет назад +4

      Same here!!! ♥️♥️♥️

    • @TheTempletons
      @TheTempletons 5 лет назад +16

      Yes! Me three! I don’t even watch makeup RUclips videos anymore, but I will watch Lauren’s videos just for the nostalgia factor.

    • @VeronicaSwe
      @VeronicaSwe 5 лет назад +3

      Me four!

    • @petoetjuh
      @petoetjuh 5 лет назад +3

      Same here!

  • @StinkyDustyBird
    @StinkyDustyBird 5 лет назад +198

    Waiiiit, we don’t want “perfect”, I’m tired of filters, you’re real and relatable.

    • @messybunbudgeting5099
      @messybunbudgeting5099 4 года назад +5

      Tammy Douglas exactly what I was thinking... I love Lauren because I feel like she is one of us.

    • @MsMakeupsavvy
      @MsMakeupsavvy 4 года назад +1

      I love Lauren Luke, because her Makeup principle is not about, unachievable perfection. But flawless yet wearable.

  • @lauren5455
    @lauren5455 5 лет назад +269

    I'm glad you are back. We missed you. Dont feel pressured to do anything, just be Lauren Luke. We all remember and miss you because you have always been yourself.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +4

      Bless your heart Lauren x

    • @JLBailey007
      @JLBailey007 5 лет назад +3

      Me too! She absolutely taught me how to not just wear eye make up but how to create amazing eye looks. the Chapman sisters and she are who seriously changed the quality of my make up application!!

    • @clairestevenson5192
      @clairestevenson5192 5 лет назад

      I agree

  • @melaniemurphyofficial
    @melaniemurphyofficial 5 лет назад +256

    goodness I'm sobbing with you, you're such a bloody WONDERFUL human! I've followed since the very beginning! xxx

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +15

      Awe Im sorry to make you cry, Thanks so much for still being here all these years later. It means a lot x

    • @DdFirebolt
      @DdFirebolt 5 лет назад +6

      And two of my fav youtubers are talking, this feels like i’m in a paralel universe and it’s soooo good! Whata time to be alive!

    • @emilyoh6072
      @emilyoh6072 4 года назад

      I was crying with her too.

  • @SomethingAboutVintage
    @SomethingAboutVintage 5 лет назад +138

    Unfortunately your fame came on early in the beauty world and there wasn’t a lot of advice. I hope u come back even stronger!

  • @The_Real_DreamM
    @The_Real_DreamM 4 года назад +98

    You literally started it all!! Trail blazer you are and every beauty “influencer” on here owes it to you.... and all the companies who profit. No one can take that away from you!!!

  • @Lala6969
    @Lala6969 5 лет назад +443

    I just hope someone like Shane Dawson or Jeffree Star can help bring her back to the spotlight since she’s one of the first makeup gurus here on youtube.

    • @vanessa73jb
      @vanessa73jb 5 лет назад +6

      La Laine I’d love to see this happen too. Lauren, Shane and Jeffrey are the 1st RUclipsrs I ever watched all those years ago and still follow to this day. x

    • @rebeccamillington4863
      @rebeccamillington4863 5 лет назад +3

      I was thinking this too x

    • @StinkyDustyBird
      @StinkyDustyBird 5 лет назад +5

      Tweet to them, I did otherwise how will they know

    • @shicadelic
      @shicadelic 4 года назад +10

      J* hates women....

    • @hellaBayAr3a
      @hellaBayAr3a 4 года назад +16

      Why? Do you want Laura to be more like them? Cuz I don't.

  • @lizziebeggimbo
    @lizziebeggimbo 5 лет назад +184

    Also, who knows a lawyer/solicitor that could potentially help Lauren take legal action against the company who treated her badly?

    • @clairethecrazycatwoman679
      @clairethecrazycatwoman679 5 лет назад +12

      Totally agree and I wish I did! The solicitor that let Lauren sign the contract all those years ago didn't do their job properly, disgraceful!

    • @matzohgirl
      @matzohgirl 5 лет назад +1

      ChronicGlamour Too much time has elapsed me thinks.

    • @margaretsayers7641
      @margaretsayers7641 2 года назад +1

      So angry they did this to Lauren xxx

  • @JosephAcena
    @JosephAcena 5 лет назад +147

    I’ve been a subscriber for probably 10 years now, and I’ll continue supporting. I don’t even wear makeup.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Awe bless you :) well I hope that you continue to enjoy them.

  • @suziobrien6707
    @suziobrien6707 5 лет назад +135

    I've been around since the start.
    I had it in my gut that something was wrong with the makeup line.
    I'm sorry they did that to you. Disgusting company.
    Glad your still around.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +7

      Thank you for being there from the start, I really do appreciate that. I remember lots of people saying something wasnt right, I just couldnt talk about it. Its over now

    • @beriloaquam
      @beriloaquam 4 года назад +3

      Lauren we loveee uuu!!!

  • @GabrielleMarie
    @GabrielleMarie 4 года назад +61

    I was obsessed with your videos in middle school. So happy to see you back

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  4 года назад

      Awe thank you lovely 😊

    • @renstarburst4472
      @renstarburst4472 3 года назад

      Me too,i was 15 back then and Lauren just started channel and from her i learn about basis for eyeshadow jumbo pencil.Now I am 28,almost 29. We need you on youtube, and your words means a lot to us . ps from Diana with a lot respect and love❤️

  • @bethburton7812
    @bethburton7812 5 лет назад +169

    Dear Lauren, as I was watchign this video I longed to reach out and give you a giant hug! It is such a shame that a wonderful person like you was treated terribly by the "machine". I hope that you can continue to push forward and do the types of videos that you love and enjoy. It is so important to work on your own personal happiness, if that means working and your current job and doing the ocassional video, then that is what you should do!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +8

      Thank you so much for your lovely message. I will continue to push though and enjoy doing my videos. Thank you for still being here after all these years, That means a lot to me.

    • @margaretsayers7641
      @margaretsayers7641 2 года назад

      We love you so much Lauren from one Geordie macro another you are such a star we love u so much whatever you are amazing xxx

  • @genevablanc
    @genevablanc 5 лет назад +127

    I've been following you since 2007 and I haven't went anywhere. You inspired me so much in a dark time in my life that I was fully depressed and you inspired me to do makeup. I still love makeup and still do it. Now your inspiring me to go on painting and I am going for it. Your amazing

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +5

      AWe bless you, I hope that things are good for you now. I hope you do have a go at painting, Its so theraputic and calming. Thanks for still being here x

    • @genevablanc
      @genevablanc 5 лет назад

      Well try to keep it up, and try to be positive. Of course I will be here. I cant wait I started looking for stuff to buy to start painting. I'm excited cant wait to try.

  • @kayrillc
    @kayrillc 4 года назад +40

    I don't normally comment but you really made me feel emotional like a long lost friend... Glad you're back.

  • @missytyrrell1
    @missytyrrell1 5 лет назад +64

    I can't help but smile as soon as I hear, 'Hiya everyone...' 🥰
    Chick, you're an inspiration to so many people. Be kind to yourself. Xx

    • @carloo69
      @carloo69 5 лет назад +3

      In Australia, there is a series of ads for Mazda, where they say "zoom zoom" at the end, and I always think of Lauren. 😂

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Bless you :) thanks for staying!

  • @Tsukshiro
    @Tsukshiro 5 лет назад +61

    Lauren take your power back girl! You really are the OG and I don't think you know the respect you have in the beauty community. You will be welcomed with open arms. Go on then, do your brushes love.

  • @butterpecanrican_
    @butterpecanrican_ 4 года назад +22

    You were literally the first RUclipsr I ever subscribed to. I'm so happy you're still around. I feel like you're an old friend.

  • @elinevandewalle9826
    @elinevandewalle9826 5 лет назад +66

    Oh Lauren.. You're one of the most genuine people on RUclips! To this day, I still use your brushes, I still love them... I NEVER forgot about you, you are the one that made me fall in love with make up! Big kiss from Belgium xx

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +6

      Awe bless you lovely! :) Thank you! x

    • @ream
      @ream 5 лет назад +1

      Same same same!!! 💚💚💚

  • @eyecre8art
    @eyecre8art 5 лет назад +48

    I think I followed you from the end of 2007, my son had just been born, and he's 12 now! I also had the opportunity to meet you at Sephora Times Square, and you are the sweetest, loveliest person. I still have my palette that you signed that day! Sending you many best wishes!

  • @TheMakeupChair
    @TheMakeupChair 5 лет назад +31

    I just wanna give you the biggest hug. ❤️ I adore you, always will.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  4 года назад +3

      Awe thanks so much lovely ❤️

  • @youroneandonly860
    @youroneandonly860 5 лет назад +64

    I just found you after finding an interview with kandee Johnson mentioning the first youtubers in beauty. I watched you in high school 10+ years ago. I am now a 27 year old married mom of three and I am so glad I found your channel again. I was off RUclips for some years as I went to college and had my kids. I hope you find a happy medium with managing your channel. I will be here to watch whatever you put out and whenever you put it out 💕 hugs from Texas 👋🏼

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +6

      You are so lovely, Thank you very much :)

  • @glassengraver
    @glassengraver 5 лет назад +17

    I watched you from the beginning the lovely young lady who said "zoom zoom" . You just popped up on my RUclips now, so lovely to see you back, couldn't believe it! Come back and smash it again. 💞

  • @Dutchez378
    @Dutchez378 5 лет назад +22

    Seeing you cry breaks my heart. You were the very first makeup video I saw in 2008. I genuinely love to watch you. I'm so happy you are back. You are beautiful Lauren. Always remember you ARE enough.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +2

      Awe thank you so much ❤️

  • @Aliiiciiaa
    @Aliiiciiaa 4 года назад +28

    I’ve been following you forever since “putting on some shaak skin 🦈” when you began your YT journey it was a lot more passion driven whereas now the passion is more towards the money.
    You’ve been through so much and come out so much stronger, I’ve loved your videos and personality from day one. The thing that pisses me off is that the nice people (you) always get walked all over because you’re nice whereas the horrible people tend to succeed a lot more.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  4 года назад +2

      Awe bless your heart. Thank you for taking the time to leave such a lovely comment. I loved sharkskin, mac should bring it back! 😊 thanks again for making my day x

    • @margaretsayers7641
      @margaretsayers7641 2 года назад

      You are like a dear friend to me one Geordie MUA to another I wish I knew you in real life we are the same age and our lives have been so similar.you are most brilliant woman with talent and courage xxx big hugs xx

  • @neevahberesford
    @neevahberesford 5 лет назад +47

    I'm so sorry this happened to you. I stayed with you through it all. Been a subscriber for over 10 years. I hope you can get your confidence back and try again xxx

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +6

      Thank you for still being hee, it means a lot x

  • @jpt100595
    @jpt100595 5 лет назад +29

    literally discovered my passion for makeup through you and JOSH (PETRILUDE)... glad you're back. sending big hugs.

  • @fierceANM
    @fierceANM 5 лет назад +10

    You're the FIRST person i ever saw on youtube and you're the reason why i started doing makeup. I'm sorry for all that has happened but im just here to say that i'll support whatever you choose to do. Im sure a lot of other people will too.

  • @mandyroxurworld
    @mandyroxurworld 5 лет назад +16

    I remember being about 13 and watching you religiously and when my account got hacked and I lost everything, and it took me ages to get things all back, I couldn’t find you again for the longest time and I’m so pleased I managed to find you again recently. I’m now 23 and my love of makeup started with you and took off from there. You always seemed so genuine and so sweet and I’m so happy that now I’ve re-found you that it wasn’t just me being naive; and you are just as precious and wonderful as I remember you. ❤️❤️

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +3

      Awe what a lovely thing to say. Thanks so much. I’m sorry to hear you got your account hacked. That must have been awful 😞 thanks for still being here after all these years. Hope you continue to enjoy 😊

  • @m1ssbeehave
    @m1ssbeehave 5 лет назад +38

    Girl, you got me crying over here and it's only the first five minutes. I watched you when I was trying to replicate a Kim Kardashian eye look way back when. I'm not really a commenter, but a "liker". I wish you well hon. You have provided me many great times of laughter, etc. Take care!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Awe bless, I am sorry I made you cry. Thank you for taking the time today to comment, it means a lot x

  • @xRiniX666x
    @xRiniX666x 5 лет назад +12

    Been here since '07 and will be here till '77. I will always support you! If we can do a pre-order for brushes, i would pay immediately!! I think we could do that for you 🥰

  • @Morkiemom535
    @Morkiemom535 5 лет назад +26

    You were the first girl I watched do makeup on RUclips! I’ve missed you❤️ Welcome back...😇

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Thanks for still being here for me x

    • @Morkiemom535
      @Morkiemom535 5 лет назад +3

      panacea81 Now that I know you’re back I’ll be checking for you. I had just started working as a MAC artist in 2007. You used a lot of MAC then. I would go in with looks that nobody else had. Thanks for the inspiration 😊You are unique, entertaining, talented & humble. Have not seen all those positive traits (that so appeal to me) from anyone else on here! The dips are so great. For some reason when you ramble in the containers it relaxes me. 😂

  • @adeletartilaite8796
    @adeletartilaite8796 5 лет назад +14

    As most of us, I have been following you for 10 years. Even now I watch your old videos before I go to sleep because you are so amazing. Bless you

    • @modthryth
      @modthryth 5 лет назад +1

      I do, too! After watching her videos for so many years, I find her voice calming.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Thanks so much for continuining to be a loyal friend and watcher of my videos, I hope you continue to enjoy :)

    • @beckydorricott
      @beckydorricott 5 лет назад +1

      I think it was Lauren's videos that got me into ASMR and it's been helping me get to sleep for a decade now!

  • @SupaDupa97
    @SupaDupa97 5 лет назад +19

    You’re the very first makeup guru I watched on RUclips, I’ve always loved your sincerity and how you would chat about your day. It always made me feel like I had a friend behind the screen and brought me comfort as I was a very shy and lonely kid back in the day. Thank you so much for helping me shape into the woman I am today.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +2

      Awe bless you, Its lovely to hear that you seem happy today with who you are. Take care x

  • @rosesneverfade5646
    @rosesneverfade5646 5 лет назад +7

    You have the most kind soul Lauren. If only everyone on RUclips were as down to earth as you. I’ve been a fan since I began watching RUclips in 2008. I love your sincere personality and the warm nostalgic feeling your videos bring. I could listen to you talk for hours no matter what the topic. You’ve had a lot of heart ache over the years, but have overcome so much and stayed true to yourself. You’re not a fake sell out like many others on this platform. You’re still the same sweet humble girl that you always were. Your loyal fans will always be here as your extended family anytime you need us ❤️❤️❤️

  • @annazraf
    @annazraf 5 лет назад +10

    YOU ARE THE REASON I STARTED TO LOVE MAKEUP!!! Thank you sweet sweet Lauren! I was here from the start and I will be here until your channel stops. And then I will be stalking you to find out what you’re up to next! 😉❤️

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Haha aweee you made me laugh 🤭 bless you. Thanks so much for watching & showing your support x

  • @DivaHill12
    @DivaHill12 5 лет назад +34

    Lauren, I just adore you. I hope you can feel how much you mean to those of us who have been here since the early days. I hate that you were caught up in unethical business deals. I LOVE my LL pallets. In fact, I've been searching for replacements (but if you aren't benefitting from them I'm not repurchasing). It's heartbreaking to know that there will always be people who are fine taking away from creators . I would have jumped on an opportunity to launch my own line too. I am happy to know you and Jordan are both doing well now. I think you sell yourself short when you say you don't know where Jordan's discipline comes for though. I think he gets it from you. You have always worked hard and made him your number one priority. No matter the highs or lows you always keep fighting and pushing ahead. I'm sure he sees how hard you have always worked for him. It's wonderful to know he's working hard to give back to you. Have a wonderful holiday season. Thank you for posting new videos. It m as kea me so excited to hear your voice and see your smile. I will be watching as long as you are posting. ❤

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +7

      Bless our heart lovely. I do feel how much I mean to all of you that still watch. I feel so welcomed and cared for. I learned some cruel things about the shark business. How they all drop you so fast hurt too, but I understand now how it works. Thank you for still being here and hopefully youll continue to enjoy my videos. x

  • @LilOme25
    @LilOme25 5 лет назад +12

    Oh. sweety, please don't apologize about your gums/teeth, you are so beautiful! There are people out there that maybe, perhaps they have been bullied themself so they bully others and or they are just inconsiderate knuckleheads. What I do is ignore that person's negativity and pray for myself to 1st have the wisdom to do and or say the right thing, 2nd for the courage to be strong and do what is right and 3rd to love that person because maybe he/she is going through something in their life and they don't know how to cope and or what to do. Unfortunately, maybe something we said and or did trigger their mind, so they act out. I don't know. 4th I pray for them. I pray God may bring them love, peace, joy, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, and self-control. What I do know is that I am just happy you are back.

  • @tammymilda2169
    @tammymilda2169 5 лет назад +4

    I miss real authentic lovely people on youtube like this woman

  • @moonchildseven
    @moonchildseven 5 лет назад +14

    You and michelle phan were my first beauty gurus ive ever watched back in 2007 ahh memories!

  • @khendo80
    @khendo80 5 лет назад +4

    Zoom zoom. Omg, OG! Still love you all these years later Lauren. Good things will come Mrs, I truly believe that ❤️

  • @Alesya81
    @Alesya81 4 года назад +1

    You are truly talented. You should be the one with millions and millions subscribers on here. Not all those empty, drama RUclips’s

  • @GabrielleFaeth
    @GabrielleFaeth 5 лет назад +9

    Oh my dear. I'm so sorry you've had such a hard time.
    Now, many times in this video you say you "bury" your feelings to carry on. I strongly recommend going to councilling. (I go to a councillor at a training college so it's affordable yet still invaluable). I know it will be painful, but it's important to face the grief to be learn to deal with it, come to peace with it to be able to move on and leave that pain behind you. Have a look at some videos about dealing with trauma if you want. Don't feel silly about any of what you spoke about. It all makes sense that it would be hard for you. Your response is completely natural for the circumstances you find yourself in. I wish you well. You're a lovely, and genuine lass, which is a large part of what made everyone love you in the first place. And will continue to make you stand out from the crowd. But don't do it for us, do it for yourself, for the fun. No pressure.
    And if you wanted to do the brushes, could you do it from pre-order/ crowd funded?

  • @EllieKettel
    @EllieKettel 5 лет назад +8

    I’m so sorry this happened to you Lauren. You’re a really sweet person and didn’t deserve to be treated that way. You’re brave to have chased your dream and brave now to talk about what happened. I’m happy you’re back, I’ve missed you

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Awe thanks for the lovely comment. Thanks for still watching & being here x

  • @thecraftywitch510
    @thecraftywitch510 5 лет назад +10

    Awwww I still love you Lauren 'zoom zoom' Big hugs from me in Scotland x

  • @ChicLamb
    @ChicLamb 5 лет назад +1

    You were one of the first (if not the first) people I subscribed to on youtube and I have loved you since day one. You've never changed like everyone else has. Since the beginning you've always stayed so kind and down to earth. I'm so happy you are back and wish you all the best and success in the world!

  • @beautystarlet
    @beautystarlet 5 лет назад +8

    I'm here for you Lauren! Liking and watching all the way through to show my support !!! Guys let's help her star shine again !!!She deserves it !

  • @snowggirl
    @snowggirl 4 года назад +2

    You opened the door to the beauty community here on RUclips. Our OG, it’s good to see you back.

  • @mrpois0n
    @mrpois0n 4 года назад +5

    Nowadays I can't watch videos on RUclips without skipping parts of it. However I absolutely enjoy watching Lauren's video from the very beginning to the end without skipping a second.

    • @desireecabrera7168
      @desireecabrera7168 4 года назад +1

      mrpois0n me too! If I watch a tutorial and there’s too much talking, I change it. But not with Lauren. She has a way of talking that makes it feel like we are old friends. I never skip ahead.

  • @artbyweez
    @artbyweez 5 лет назад +10

    Listening to all of this has broken my heart for you, Lauren. You were the reason I got so into makeup. I used to watch you all the time when I was starting secondary school and you taught me how to cover my spots and blend my eyeshadows and I’m forever grateful for your teaching and your lovely personality. You were a ray of sunshine for me during some tough times. I still have your palettes, funnily enough. I wish I’d known then that you weren’t getting paid because I’d never have saved up and bought them! I cannot believe you were taken advantage of in such a way and suffered such hard times. I’m delighted you’re back on RUclips and delighted that things are going well for you now, you’re a wonderful person and I look forward to your new videos. Sending you so much love 💕

  • @nixayp
    @nixayp 5 лет назад +3

    You've grown, and so have your audience, we are still here and still respect you and love you. We are ready for round 2 whenever you are xxx

  • @missytina6085
    @missytina6085 5 лет назад +14

    Oh Lauren! How I've missed you! You're the orginally beauty guru queen! You were one of my first beauty gurus I subscribed too.
    Thanks for making videos again! Keep putting out whatever you love, it really shows and it makes watching you just that much more amazing! 💕

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Thanks so much for continuining to be a loyal friend and watcher of my videos, I hope you continue to enjoy :)

  • @j.a513
    @j.a513 5 лет назад +5

    Oh Lauren, I am so so sorry this happened to you. However, we are still here and you can start again. Please don't give up, start again, we will support you. Lots of love. Xxx
    P. S. Don't dwell on the past, that allows that company to keep the power they took from you. Look forward, make the videos and some company will team up with you and this time you will have the power.

  • @theonlyexception54
    @theonlyexception54 5 лет назад +2

    You’re such a sweet human being. You’re such a brilliant makeup artist and your talent is unmatched! It’s wild to know how much anxiety you have suffered from because I when I watched your videos after school, it would calm me down so much. I can’t thank you enough for all of your hard work. I’m a fan for life!

  • @DramaticModels
    @DramaticModels 5 лет назад +8

    Thank you Lauren. Thank you for opening up to us and letting us know about the past even though we can tell how difficult it was to talk about it. You deserve all the happiness in the world, honestly. Keep smiling and keep aiming for the stars. X

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Thanks so much! I will try my best x

  • @MirelasTarot
    @MirelasTarot 5 лет назад +2

    Oh Lauren, I think someone (a lot of us) should show your video to Jeffrey Star .... so he could help you/do a colab with you and create a makeup line. He does it with other people so why not with you - you were one of the first people on here. I was with you from the beginning and if anyone deserves a fair chance it’s you..... Hugs my dear!🌹🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +2

      Awe thanks so much! I dont even know if he knows about my channel. I think he is fab and that would be amazing to collab. I think id need a big volume of views like Nikkie tutorials for any of those big youtubers to want to work with me though. Who knows. Take care x

    • @MirelasTarot
      @MirelasTarot 5 лет назад

      panacea81 Thank you for your reply Lauren! Happy holidays to you dear!🌹

  • @bekindification
    @bekindification 5 лет назад +7

    It's you that's wonderful, makeup was secondary for me. Sorry for all your pain. You got through it, now life can begin for you. I cant wait.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Thank you for your lovely note Katie x

    • @beckydorricott
      @beckydorricott 5 лет назад

      I agree, Lauren, you're a star, the make-up was always second to your lovely personality and charm!

  • @Anna-rv3fv
    @Anna-rv3fv 3 года назад +1

    So many years have gone by since I first started watching your videos. I HATE that those terrible things happened especially to someone as lovely as you. You’ve always been someone who clearly has a kind heart, and I’m just glad you’re in a better place, and I’m glad to be here again. ❤️

  • @cjlong1100
    @cjlong1100 5 лет назад +4

    The thing is, I always enjoyed the makeup, but I enjoyed you as a person so much more and I’m just so happy to see you happier and doing well. You could come on and talk about anything you want to and I’d watch, because it feels like a chat with a friend. You are honest and real and I’ll take that over makeup community drama any
    day. I wish you joy and peace of mind and I’m thankful that you still want to make content for us...just keep the balance for your well being❤️

  • @DOLfirst
    @DOLfirst 2 года назад +2

    Why would you EVER be jealous of ANYONE who does make up on youtube? You are the one I compare every one of them to. You are the best! You always will be the best. The business experience you went through is heartbreaking.

  • @trishwilson7517
    @trishwilson7517 5 лет назад +6

    God bless you Lauren, you're truly the most endearing person! I'm delighted you returned to YT.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Thanks so much for continuining to be a loyal friend and watcher of my videos, I hope you continue to enjoy :)

  • @jessicag814
    @jessicag814 5 лет назад +7

    I’m so glad you’re back, and I enjoy your authenticity. ❤️

  • @FrantasticMakeup
    @FrantasticMakeup 5 лет назад +5

    Oh, how I've missed your personality on here. You're just what I needed to get me back to realizing it IS ok to just do my channel for me, and not cause it's what should be "expected". Welcome back. Whether it's in spurts or whether you've got a great upload streak going, I'll always be here to catch up with you and send well wishes your way!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Awe Fran, I’m so happy to see you back on here too. You are so right, do our channel for us & no one else & all will be fine. I’m me not anyone else. Hope life is treating you well? X

    • @ChristenEve
      @ChristenEve 4 года назад

      Love what you said! This is how I feel too! I needed that reminder and validation today!

  • @melrose795
    @melrose795 4 года назад

    Oh, my... dearest Lauren.... So, so wonderful to see your lovely face. I am terribly sorry for all the trials you have gone through. You are a survivor. Be PROUD of that. Keep doing what you love, you deserve all the happiness in the world... xoxo

  • @Spiceyspiney
    @Spiceyspiney 5 лет назад +4

    Oh Lauren, you have been through so much crap and nobody should have to go through that. You are the OG genuine You Tuber. I bought your book and finally managed to pick up one of your pallets a couple of years ago. It makes me sad that you didn't see the benefit of those products.
    All I can say is that You Tube is a better place for having you back here. Stay strong gorgeous lady xxx

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      It made me more sad that there were so many people emailing me saying how they loved their palette and the little sticker inside and I had to smile and pretend all was well knowing what was hapening and that I wasnt getting paid for them. But I never wanted to taint the idea for people whod gone out and bought my palettes and believed in me. I just didnt have the heart to say what was going on. Thnak you for your lovely message, I do feel very cared for here and its lovely x

    • @Spiceyspiney
      @Spiceyspiney 5 лет назад

      Bless you. You are just too nice to have been treated like this xx

  • @TheCheerymuppet
    @TheCheerymuppet 5 лет назад +1

    I just wanted to just comment here to leave a hug and show of support. I have been following you for years, not quite since 2007 but very close to that long. Your videos were my first makeup tutorials and I still think they are the best, most creative, authentic and delightful things to watch. I was so delighted to see you coming back to the fold this past year! If you ever need a reminder of just how special you are, check out this comment section!! You are a person of GREAT value, please don't forget!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      There is no way I could feel down after reading all these lovely comments . I sat in more tears last night reading through them, theyve made my year! Thank you for being here with me all this time.

  • @marthaguadamuz6662
    @marthaguadamuz6662 5 лет назад +13

    I'm so sorry what happened to you Lauren. I knew something was wrong I remembered watching your tutorials for each palette and I loved the purple palette and tried to recreate it just like you. The first video I watch from RUclips was you and I told all my friends at school that I learned makeup from you. I lost my account but got a new one and did not hesitate to subscribe again. You will always be an inspiration and I'm not going anywhere will follow always. I'm loving your content as always. I'm glad your here I really appreciate it your here.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +4

      Yeah I wish I could have spoken about it before but it wasnt something I could do. I loved gettng feedback on all the palettes that so mnay of you bought but I was sad that I didnt earn anything from such a huge deal. Glad you are back and I hope you continue to enjoy :)

  • @Volvican
    @Volvican 5 лет назад +3

    There is nothing wrong with making money form your videos! We want you to succeed! Make sure these are monetised!

  • @lizziebeggimbo
    @lizziebeggimbo 5 лет назад +3

    I'm so glad to see you back. You don't have to explain at all why you were away.
    Also, that is crazy your gums changed after smoking. The same thing happened to my mum, had been a smoker for years and stopped then her gums changed and teeth moved apart. She had a gap in the exact same place yours is and she got the dentist to just fill up the area with composite (nhs dentist). It's very cheaply done, stops you from having to get a brace too. You would never notice it now on my mums teeth and it gave her her confidence back. Xxxx

  • @hann_0497
    @hann_0497 5 лет назад

    This is real RUclips. This is the RUclips I miss. The raw unfiltered topics that no one talks about. Real life. Thank you I love watching you. I started watching when I was about 11-12? I’m now nearly 23

  • @MandyC747
    @MandyC747 5 лет назад +5

    It makes me so upset to know someone took advantage of you. There are VERY few, genuine RUclipsrs (with a major following) that aren’t soulless anymore. Particularly in the beauty community. You were and still are the only beauty guru I ever bought makeup from. I won’t even buy from celebrity lines. But, if you ever start any kind of makeup line or brush line again, I will 100% buy it. You’re a good person with a beautiful heart & soul and I wish you nothing but happiness and success!

  • @TheTempletons
    @TheTempletons 5 лет назад +1

    Lauren! I’m still here too! I don’t watch makeup videos any longer, and I hardly wear makeup anymore. But any time I see you upload, I watch it! And I love the feelings of nostalgia. I’m so glad you’re still here for us.

  • @rumitapannu5860
    @rumitapannu5860 5 лет назад +4

    I really feel for u Lauren,such a sweet girl who didn’t deserve this.
    so wanted to reach out to u and give u a big hug.
    You are beautiful inside and out so don’t let anyone dull your sparkle xxx

  • @Sandychmandy
    @Sandychmandy 5 лет назад +2

    You are the reason I started watching RUclips and the first palette I ever bought. The original makeup guru. I couldn't imagine letting you go and I'm glad I never did. ❤️

  • @sorvynia
    @sorvynia 5 лет назад +6

    Bless you Lauren. I love watching your videos. You've always been so genuine and real. You can rebuild. And come back even more fierce, wiser, and won't let anyone take advantage of you.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      awe bless you, thanks so much for the kind words :)

    • @sorvynia
      @sorvynia 5 лет назад

      @@panacea81 You are welcome!

  • @carolehoch6808
    @carolehoch6808 4 года назад +2

    I’m just getting around to watching this today, but I just wanted to say that I am so glad to have you back. When I was 11 years old, I started watching you, and I’ve been obsessed with makeup ever since and that’s all thanks to you. Just hearing YOU is so comforting and I’m so glad you’re back. You truly make me feel very happy when I hear you talk during your videos. It’s so refreshing compared to all of the drama and over dramatic looks today. Thank you for coming back ❤️

  • @techwithbec
    @techwithbec 5 лет назад +5

    Thank you for sharing, you're such a genuine person. So happy that you are in a better place now

  • @eattravelraverepeat3791
    @eattravelraverepeat3791 4 года назад +1

    I started watching you in early 2008, and loved watching every single one of your videos. You're so creative and your passion for make-up really shows. I've got to say, I felt at the time that you were kind of the sacrificial lamb, the industry wasn't really ready to let RUclipsrs/influencers encroach on their space. RUclips Beauty gurus owe a lot to you for paving the way though. I Always hoped you'd make a come-back, and here you are. I honestly think now is your time to shine xxx

  • @CoolInOlympia
    @CoolInOlympia 5 лет назад +3

    Oh, I don't know how anyone would drop you! I have followed you from the beginning, or at least since 2009 or so, and you are so sweet, honest and real, that I could NEVER drop you! I support you as long as you stay YOU!!!! :) Love love love!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Bless your heart lovely :)

  • @BHarshy12
    @BHarshy12 4 года назад +1

    You are 100% the reason I fell in love with makeup. I’m considered a guru in my town and when people ask where I learned it, I tell them I hit the craze before the tutorials took off and I learned everything from watching you. You are basically the mother of the damn industry. I will always have such mad respect for you paving the way. I’m so sorry for the crappy way you got treated, but I hope you know just how many people you inspired and still inspire 💗

  • @ciaranicanairchinnigh5666
    @ciaranicanairchinnigh5666 5 лет назад +3

    We love you Lauren

  • @tskitty
    @tskitty 5 лет назад +1

    Oh sweetheart, I also knew something went wrong. No wonder you struggled with blood pressure! I was never going to ask you what happened, but I appreciate you telling us. You have always been an inspiration to me (for many reasons - makeup, painting, cooking, health). Lots of love, hugs, and prayers from Minnesota!

  • @Diana-83
    @Diana-83 5 лет назад +4

    You're the 1st makeup guru I found & followed on RUclips ❤ sending love & light from South Texas.

  • @muchomasquenada
    @muchomasquenada 5 лет назад +1

    You'll always be my favourite youtuber. You and your unedited videos (L) you seem such a good person... it warms my heart

  • @bluegypsy71
    @bluegypsy71 5 лет назад +5

    LAUREN!!! 🥺 So sorry for all you went through...I love you more than ever and for me, YOU ARE THE BEST OG BEAUTY RUclipsr‼ You are a True beauty...and even w/ the horrible treatment it is a credit to you that you are still a sweet giving caring talented lady 🥰👏👏👏 Fan for life!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Awe thank you lovely, that really means a lot to me. Thank you for still being here x

  • @user-li1gp2jw8k
    @user-li1gp2jw8k 5 лет назад +3

    God only tests those he loves. You are back beautiful and stronger and wiser than ever darling. We love you, you are an original!!

  • @souayang398
    @souayang398 5 лет назад +4

    Lauren, I’ve watched you from day 1 (I was 17). And here we are 12 years later, and my daughter (age 3) and I watch your make up lucky dip videos together 😂 I hardly wear make up these days, but your lovely and bubbly personality is why I’m still here. Though we’re all strangers, my daughter and I love you to bits ❤️ Keep being you and never change 😊

  • @lunadeapril
    @lunadeapril 5 лет назад

    I just adore you. So many of us joined RUclips because of you. RUclips should be giving you a commission because they indirectly made millions because of you. Over the years we have laughed and cried together and it feels like I actually know you. I’m wishing you nothing but the best and brightest days! You’ve been through enough. Nothing but blue skies ahead!

  • @CoolInOlympia
    @CoolInOlympia 5 лет назад +4

    It's easy to make mistakes on your first business venture or for it not to work out! You got lots of travel and exposure and learning and it will be even better for what you want to do next and now! You are such a great person, it is easy to see that you would be taken advantage of, unfortunately. But stay you! We love you!

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      I did youre right, I got expereicnes that I will never get again so I am very thankful for that. I just wish it wasnt tainted. Thanks for still being here :)

  • @Natalieplee
    @Natalieplee 5 лет назад +2

    I had no idea about all this. That's so incredibly sad. So very sorry that you were badly advised. No words ♥️

  • @MisssDimples
    @MisssDimples 5 лет назад +3

    Hi Lauren, I’ve watched you since the beginning and I’m glad you’re back. I remember that bbc interview too. I wasn’t aware of all the heartache you had gone through. I’m so sorry you were used in this way. I own the big brush from your range and I love it! It makes me think of you every time I see your name on it. You’ve got so many lovely comments from wonderful friends on here, don’t feel pressured to doing anything or being anyone but yourself xxx

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад

      Thanks so much for the lovely message plus getting my brush. I’m so happy you love it x

  • @laurabaker9802
    @laurabaker9802 5 лет назад +1

    Oh Lauren I wish I could just give you a hug. It’s so awful that you were taken advantage of and I hope someone is able to help you bring out the brushes again. Pleased you are happy now and I will always watch anything you produce. Zoom zoom xxx

  • @Wowmeganx3
    @Wowmeganx3 5 лет назад +3

    We will wait for you forever Lauren!!!! We love you!!!!

  • @ccddle
    @ccddle 5 лет назад +2

    virtual hugs. your video on domestic abuse literally helped save my life, lauren. i am forever grateful to you.

  • @nadiaugrz3952
    @nadiaugrz3952 5 лет назад +18

    I followed 4 about 10 years... miss ur tutorials

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Thanks for still being here :)

  • @baumra
    @baumra 5 лет назад +2

    So glad to see this. You were literally one of the people who got me into watching RUclips all those years ago 😊

  • @compassionandhumility
    @compassionandhumility 5 лет назад +5

    I just wanted to say that you're one of the first beauty RUclipsrs that I ever watched, I adore your personality and I did wonder what happened to you. I never knew about the make-up deal/brushes let alone knowing that anything went wrong with that (I just registered that you dropped off the radar), but I think you should still be proud of yourself. I get why it is frustrating/disheartening/maybe even a little embarrassing, but I do hope you're proud of your accomplishments as well.
    Progress is not always a linear process. You lost your house, but you had one! Not everyone even makes it to that point in their life...so that's a big deal in and of itself (I hope that does not come across as patronizing or making light of your situation because I don't mean it to be). You were only in the position to lose these things because you worked hard enough and were successful enough to make it there in the first place. That also means you can do all those things again, with new knowledge about the pitfalls involved and the types of people/companies you should avoid in the future.
    All of this is easier said than done but hopefully, if you have gotten through the worst of the storm, you can see some of this with kinder eyes turned towards yourself.
    Anyway, I just think you're a lovely person and I'm here and rooting for you to succeed in your own, unproblematic way! Take care! =)

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Thank you for your message and I absolutly dont think you are ight, Very sensible advice and thoughts. Thanks for staying all these years!

  • @rachel4theking
    @rachel4theking 4 года назад

    You are just precious...I'm sorry for what happened to you..hold your head up and keep doing what you love!! WE love you!

  • @sugarbubblessoap
    @sugarbubblessoap 5 лет назад +5

    You were the first makeup guru I ever found. I will be here watching anything you upload and I hope you can earn money. I also hope other gurus see this and support you. Nikkitutorials had a bad brand experience and I am sure many people have similar experiences. These brands need to be exposed so we do not support them.

    • @panacea81
      @panacea81  5 лет назад +1

      Awe ou are so lovely, Thank you so much for still being here all these years later, it means a lot to me. I feel bad for Nikki, thats so sad.

  • @humairaaayub8387
    @humairaaayub8387 4 года назад

    I have missed you! Your videos! And your little zoom zoom at the end! I'm glad you're back!! You were the first to encourage me to experiment with colours and makeup! Please don't ever let anyone put you down! I'll always be supporting you 🥰💁‍♀️❤️

  • @maddieheward7573
    @maddieheward7573 5 лет назад +5

    Can you do an updated hair care video please? And maybe about what you'd like to do with your hair color or cut?