He gave some insight now that he completed the 8 Chapters, on Instagram this morning. Depleted is tbe wortd he used. But feeling like this song Troubles is putting a full stop on the Sick Boi album. He will be on chat at the premier tonight. Man's a hero. He promised to use his platform to help out the prople still missing in chronic illness. If he ever got out on the other side. This is Ren doing what he said he would.
I think Ren wanted to tell his story as completely as he could, and in his own words. We have heard much of it in interviews, but here, we get his own perspective on it. He is a wonderful writer, but we knew that from his songs. Now, to hear his story, he reveals his lyrical gift in a big way.
If you can, you need to read some of the comments on each section. It adds an even bigger specialness & importance to what he's saying. They are very emotional but oh so very beautiful! Bless you & yours!
On the one hand, I love and appreciate you so much and was excited to see you were reacting to these. On the other hand, I thought pretty fast this might not be good for you right now. This story relentlessly spirals a long way down before taking a positive turn. (This is giving me some kind of unsettling deja vu about conversations between you and Dan Wheeler that I don't want to sort out. But then again, everything turns out ok in the end ❤)
As fellow pwnic and axiety sufferer, I learned I had to just to accept those dark thoughts and learn to not give thm any heed. I hope you are able to find that deep peace.
Thank you for this ❤ I’m sorry it was so tough for you to watch 🫂 I’m afraid it gets a lot tougher before it gets better. Though Ren is great at strewing in bits of humour along the way. Still, I understand if you don’t do reaction to the rest of this story though I hope you manage to watch them. It is such an important and brave thing Ren is doing. I truly hope it gets enough eyes on it that it starts influencing the medical industry too 🙏❤
So you have like panic attacks out of sleep? Man panic attacks are terrible. First time I had when I swear I was having a heart attack. I went to emergency room. My BP was 205/120. It’s ironic his song diazepam is probably from the stress he was prescribed that. It works so well but like every other pharmaceutical just about it’s highly addictive. Sometimes just having one available helps your mind in many cases. A sorry I posted that before you said this is me having a panic attack. I don’t know how you can continue reacting like that. You obviously have had way more than me. That sucks. I unfortunately lost both my best friends to sui@ide. I can’t make it through the song without breaking down. I’ve heard it 20 times at least.
Thank you for sharing my friend 🙏 it’s an awful cycle, the mental health system lol Yes I have panic attacks all the time. Just like you, the first one I ended up in ER thinking I was gonna have a heart attack, next one was hours later and I begged a pharmacist to assure me I was okay A few days later my doctor diagnosed me with a ‘panic disorder’ - I went through about a month of none stop panic - it was the most painful thing I’ve experienced. Everything was scary, intrusive, loud etc. HEAVY dependency on pharmas to try and chill out a little, and all the rest. It’s weird to say I’m just sorta used to it now 🤷 panic lets me know I’m still alive? Haha. And I’m also really sorry about your experience with your friends. No one deserves to go through that, and no one deserves to be in a place where they feel that’s their only option 💛
(apologies for a deleted comment - RUclips comments are being SUPER weird for me today; I was editing my comment and then it showed up in the comments of the NEXT video I clicked on? So I deleted it there, and apparently it deleted it here too lol... I'm so confused... )
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Hugs to you! And all my love to all those who are suffering.
He gave some insight now that he completed the 8 Chapters, on Instagram this morning.
Depleted is tbe wortd he used. But feeling like this song Troubles is putting a full stop on the Sick Boi album. He will be on chat at the premier tonight.
Man's a hero.
He promised to use his platform to help out the prople still missing in chronic illness. If he ever got out on the other side.
This is Ren doing what he said he would.
Very empathetic reaction ❤
The first angel in IMO is Joe, he saved Ren's life! I believe Ren will be an angel for millions of people!
I think Ren wanted to tell his story as completely as he could, and in his own words. We have heard much of it in interviews, but here, we get his own perspective on it. He is a wonderful writer, but we knew that from his songs. Now, to hear his story, he reveals his lyrical gift in a big way.
If you can, you need to read some of the comments on each section. It adds an even bigger specialness & importance to what he's saying. They are very emotional but oh so very beautiful! Bless you & yours!
On the one hand, I love and appreciate you so much and was excited to see you were reacting to these. On the other hand, I thought pretty fast this might not be good for you right now. This story relentlessly spirals a long way down before taking a positive turn. (This is giving me some kind of unsettling deja vu about conversations between you and Dan Wheeler that I don't want to sort out. But then again, everything turns out ok in the end ❤)
As fellow pwnic and axiety sufferer, I learned I had to just to accept those dark thoughts and learn to not give thm any heed. I hope you are able to find that deep peace.
I’m getting closer and closer every day, thank to you all💛
@@Beldvlmnt Thank You
We all love Ren a little bit more after these chapters🧡 hugs to you too 😘
Can do chapter 2😊 love your reaction btw🤍🩵
That was...powerful. Thanks for this reaction. I can identify with so much of what you were talking about. Hugs 💜
Thank you for this ❤ I’m sorry it was so tough for you to watch 🫂 I’m afraid it gets a lot tougher before it gets better. Though Ren is great at strewing in bits of humour along the way. Still, I understand if you don’t do reaction to the rest of this story though I hope you manage to watch them. It is such an important and brave thing Ren is doing. I truly hope it gets enough eyes on it that it starts influencing the medical industry too 🙏❤
up to chapter 7 want to hear the rest , Ren has gone through a lot and it is story that needs telling ,
Get ready for a roller coaster ride!!
Ren is Amazing and so brave for doing this,Thank you❤
❤❤❤ thanks ...not easy to listen to, but glad you made it through.
You did Jesse, I know it's though to get through these chapters but I promise the last one is happy one❤
LESSS GOOO
"Punch me with a conversation" same feeling I get just hearing my phone ring.
Totally the same - I’m sitting on 30+ voicemails and countless missed calls. Not sure why, but I feel you
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So you have like panic attacks out of sleep? Man panic attacks are terrible. First time I had when I swear I was having a heart attack. I went to emergency room. My BP was 205/120. It’s ironic his song diazepam is probably from the stress he was prescribed that. It works so well but like every other pharmaceutical just about it’s highly addictive. Sometimes just having one available helps your mind in many cases. A sorry I posted that before you said this is me having a panic attack. I don’t know how you can continue reacting like that. You obviously have had way more than me. That sucks. I unfortunately lost both my best friends to sui@ide. I can’t make it through the song without breaking down. I’ve heard it 20 times at least.
Thank you for sharing my friend 🙏 it’s an awful cycle, the mental health system lol
Yes I have panic attacks all the time. Just like you, the first one I ended up in ER thinking I was gonna have a heart attack, next one was hours later and I begged a pharmacist to assure me I was okay
A few days later my doctor diagnosed me with a ‘panic disorder’ - I went through about a month of none stop panic - it was the most painful thing I’ve experienced. Everything was scary, intrusive, loud etc. HEAVY dependency on pharmas to try and chill out a little, and all the rest.
It’s weird to say I’m just sorta used to it now 🤷 panic lets me know I’m still alive? Haha.
And I’m also really sorry about your experience with your friends. No one deserves to go through that, and no one deserves to be in a place where they feel that’s their only option 💛
(apologies for a deleted comment - RUclips comments are being SUPER weird for me today; I was editing my comment and then it showed up in the comments of the NEXT video I clicked on? So I deleted it there, and apparently it deleted it here too lol... I'm so confused... )
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