I congratulate this young lady for her openness and honesty, which flies in the face of Japanese culture. I really empathise with her generation for the pressures that they are put under to be successful or beautiful or just to fit in. Bless them all.
Every culture has its own flaws. However i take the Japanese one every day over this bs that is pushed in the west that is ok to be a loser. Or cut your own legs just to be in the shoes of disable people.
Would you rather have them be lazy, fat and triggered by the tiniest inconvinience in life? Not saying a person needs to be perfect, but they damn need to try and be motivated to do so. Now if that motivation comes in the form of pressure, and sometimes it's not warranted or might make things worse, is something that's arguable. For some people that works, for some people it's the only thing that works, for some it might not be needed, and some might find it appaling and hate it and won't even work for them, but societaly speaking, as a general rule, you need to try your best and your culture should try its best to motivate people.
@@Natsukashii-Records The problem is their society, pressure is a normal thing when it comes to work but the society doesn't know how to motivate people for their labor and just demoralize them. Look at this young lady here, 18 years old and works to the bone and still got insulted and underappreciated by her superiors for no reason. It's not easy to find jobs even if you quit the company anyway so she's just uploading her frustrations in this video. Who are you to judge this lady?
@@Stormreaver456 As I said, motivation works differently for people, some will fight against it to prove the people that insult them wrong, making them work harder. Others will feel underappreciated and defeated by the exact same treatment. The question shouldn't be if this is 'good or bad', it should be, 'does it work or not'. If it works for more people in a given population, who are you to tell them they have to change their culture because 1% finds it hard to deal with? If this girl feels like she's a victim of her culture she can learn a 2nd language and move to a place that is more easy going, or get a job that might make her a bit less money but is far more stress free. I totally understand her pain and where she's coming from, I empathise with her but crying about your problems doesn't 'solve' your problems. She actually needs to take action and work out a solution. It's this kind of friction that makes people seek a better life, not the cozy all-accepting helicopter-mom-like, no bullying type of society that turns stale and does nothing for anyone other than coddle them and make them feel 'safe' while at the same time taking any and all opportunities for change and growth away from them. Not saying either is right, maybe a more balanced one would be better, but it's not the culture neither japan or the west has so, it would be like claiming the solution to world hunger is to start printing food out of sand. It would work, but it's not possible. Simple as that.
The moment when she asked why she got scolded hit me so hard. Asking yourself where did you messed up is the worst reality check imo. Whether you realized where you did messed up or not, it'll still make you cry because broken dream will never be fixed easily.
If she had dreams of her own she could thrive but they aren't. Getting scolded is usually result of perverted assumptions. Combining both you can pretty much say that she doesn't understand what it means to 'steal'. I would say she was never let to be a child with other children to learn coping as toddler.
@@RealNotallGaming Nah not anymore. The post is 5 years old now. Most likely case? Probably not doing too good. Takes more than 3 years to pick up the pieces where she's at, plus pandemic hitting probably put her career aspirations on hold for 2 more. Sad to say, but at 23 her life is sadly most likely in shambles rn. However, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is an do a bit of digging to see where she at fr
Well, crap nevermind I was completely wrong. Girl did a whole turnaround for her life. She's now a fairly popular idol with a 2019 net worth estimate of over 100K USD. He, well what do ya know? I guess some dreams do come true. She's able to eat aaaaaall the meat and chicken nuggets she wants!!!!
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans. She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
You know, I can relate to her. I feel jealous seeing my friends travel and play to their heart's content. I'm really desperate to do the same. I seriously want to study abroad. But I just don't the finances to do so. I got a job, but was laid off just after a month. And all of that money I earned had to go my school fees and other important things. I'm grateful for what I have. But seriously, life just sucks sometimes.
And here I just want an apartment that has no car noises, second hand tobacco smoke, street lights ruining my sleep so I can wake up refreshed and do my research properly. All the extravagant stuff is pointless to me. I can go eat a steak if I want to (not that I even want to though) but rent cost is crazy.
fatalshot009 well it's the same to me,i also want to study abroad to japan cuz my dream is becoming an idol or actress there when thought im not japanese but my family isn't that well,and at first i want to give up because now i'm 14 and next years i will be 15,and my grade is average, seriously i want to drop my dream but if i want to go there i must not give up"no pain no gain".
@@asimsolingo4770 I have dreams too but barely any money to pursue them. Right now I’m actually living in a horrible situation. Guess we just both have to work harder than most ppl to get what we want. Good luck to you. You have an advantage though since you’re still young. There are many ppl in their 30s, 40s, 50s still struggling to pay bills let alone have any money left over for anything else.
You know what ? Working hard alone wouldn't always solve whatever problems you're having in your life. Everyone has their opportunity, but what type of opportunity ? What kind? What does it looks like? And when ? Have you ever noticed any opportunity in your life ? If you did, have you ever took the right step on how to handle it ? If you also did that, did you work hard enough to grab it ? Answer for your self. Opportunity could be anything. Be it your connection, your kind mother, or how many free time you have in a day, or it could even be your own appearance/body, your special way of talking,or anything. (I mean anything) Not like I have done all that, I just lost all those desires all of a sudden after I know how the world works. Preach all you want
and so do i, we have to focus on one thing and betani face it, the important thing is we know what we are doing and it must be good, can't burden anyone and please others by helping what is necessary
this was 6 years ago... im so happy to see that shes found a happiness and stability all these years later, the difference is huge! well done for getting where you are now man
She symbolizes the harsh reality of life we live in today where everyone is literally trying to win a never ending race. People are trying to reach the very top by crushing others on their way and the society has also become way more judgemental and unforgiving. The human life is way more precious and it is simply not the way how it is meant to be lived.
Sometimes, I wonder. Why does the world express the rich but leaves the poor on the never ending dirt of ruin. Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Jesus Christ that let me go to heaven for all the sins I did? Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Satan that embraces me as a friend, where there’s no punishment for all the bad things I did. Sometimes I wonder. If there’s a Buddha, that never accepts the world of the greed and pain that we crave. All I know is that we live on the transgressions of the out past ancestors, and, well, human greed is the root of all good and evil.
I thought it goes go show how desire is the root cause of despair, you can’t get sad you don’t have specific foods if you are content with the food you have which keeps you alive and healthy
she's so real, crying over her problems but also showing gratitude for her existence and mentioning all her dreams, she knows she'll get out of her problems and I love that for her. I hope she achieved everything
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
bruh, I translated your yapanese comment into english for me (american burger girl) . I dont understand complex human emotions, only brger, moneys, and erm tophats. And potatos. and Cats. Itadaki masu
“There are people who think adults are always right. We should rethink that.” As an adult for many years now, I can assure you we’re wrong far more often than we’re right. The thing adults have over children and young people is experience and that matters, sometimes.
@@sadunijayakody Yeah, it’s good for parents to let their children understand that they’re not always right. But regardless you should still respect what they say. Many parents just say “i’m always right” which messes a lot of things up for children. Or some parents will say that they’re not always right but that’ll lead to their child disrespecting them and other adults easily. Basically we just need people to understand that you shouldn’t take everything at face value and look past what people are saying. Sure, an adult may be “wrong” but there’s probably a reason why they are.
When I was a kid I thought adults were right. Now that I'm an adult I realised that was total BS. This world is full of people barely knowing what they're doing.
Yeah I disagree, as an adult, the amount of bs I realized I have been through by other adults in the name of "experience" is appalling. Y'all have no idea what you're doing.
Poor kid. This is called "word salad". It's what happens when someone is having a breakdown from things like high stress combined with exhaustion. I sincerely hope she is okay now. I hope she's moved past her dark time.
It's not word salad. She's staring at a live chat stream and reacting to various comments that we can't see. That 7000 people watched this live means that she was pretty popular
I hope she's doing okay. She's still young and all. I didn't have things figured out at 18 either and I thought I was a failure. But I hope she still keep her fighting spirit to be successful.
I feel so bad for her, but at the same time when she started going "wtf am I complaining about this is silly" I had to laugh. Very relatable, especially with anxiety when you overthink everything :D +I'm glad she stood up for herself at the end. Crying is a great stress relief, sometimes it just happens.
I don't know man. I think she was being honest when she cried and I think she broke down due to the pressure and her own expectation of how life should be for her yet that's not the case for her. It's kinda heartbreaking that she's that young and she already burdened herself with that kind of expectation. I think she was seeing her peer's quality of life, that's why she had that kind of expectation. I mean, I hear she's all better now but for me, I believe everyone should be able to enjoy life regardless of how much money you have. And seeing her broke down because of something that petty is... sad. I don't mean to belittle the girl's dream. I think it's just really suck that she had to arrive at that point really early due to the machination of current socio-politic and economic climate of Japan and the rest of world for that matter, because I think everyone can relate with her.
I looked for her name and found out she was in AKB48 between 2012-2021. She is 24 now according to google, so she was in AKB when this video was uploaded. She said "I'm 18 now" in the video, video uploaded in 2016, it's the exact year when she was 18. I thought she was poor before AKB, but seems like she was poor EVEN with AKB. Or did I miss something?
@@Vandalgia She got in AKB48 between 2012-2021 according to my googling. She was in the group while this video was uploaded in 2016. She said she is 18 in the video, now 24 according to google, so exact same year.
Akari-chan seems to be doing better now for you guys wondering, she has a decent youtube channel that you guys should subscribe to and live streams video games very often! She is now 22 and her birthday is in 10 days! (July 11th) The idol industry is still very flawed and perhaps Akari-chan is still putting up a front and masking her problems but the most we can do is to support the idols that we love and slowly change and revolutionize the stupid rules and contracts the idol industry enforces on their girls. As far as I know, there are still many girls in AKB and NMB who are still severely underpaid and treated badly, just because this video is almost 4 years old doesn't mean the problem has gone away. Please keep doing your part, and as more people come to realize the severity of the industry I hope the conditions of many of these less popular idols will improve
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
Transitioning to the adult phase is the most difficult part of life. It's where we face all kinds of responsibilities and for most of us, it could get extremely draining. This stage is also where a lot of people change for the worse or the better. I just hope we all get through this. Good luck to all of us.
Completely true, I'm really going through a lot right now, life hits so hard when you think it can't hit any harder. But as you said I hope we all get through this. I now I'm gonna change, soon a turning point will come. And I hope is for the good and not the bad, same for you and good luck to you as well mate
@@daninazzz Thanks mate. I believe in you too! Even though I might be a stranger because this is virtual, I hope you keep pushing against these obstacles to achieve your goals and aspirations! Wish you the best.
She crying like a child and says I don’t know why I’m crying and trying to laugh and convince herself she’s happy….. I couldn't hold my tears. I'm literally crying so hard now, I hope she's really fine and overcome the problems she's going through and be happy in her life.
When she laughed it wasn't because she's feeling silly but it was relief because she spoke out her feelings.. the first step into fulfilling our dreams is to face our problems and feelings.
when youre in pain you feel good afterwards as relief, thats how the human mind works. If youre happy youre going to get a kind of anxiety or smth negative as a response to overwelming happiness
no i think it's just because they find it funny , it's like "lol why am i laughing" . i do that sometimes, like i'll break down crying then at some point i laugh randomly
this is the kind of person that will probably suceed one day, because she knows what she need and she will do her best to achieve what she want. The rest criteria is just whether she would use her brain to think
I wasn't relating that much to the video until she did that. Sometimes when I do that, I get the impression that people would look at me like I'm crazy, having such confidence while being broken, and I feel like what I'm saying sounds fake and a very obvious coping mechanism; but when I saw HER do that, I felt like rooting for her so badly. Of course you'll get that house, a pool and a bath with bubbles! Those aren't fake words, that's not copium, those are one's dreams pushing through all the sadness.
Japanese society in a nutshell sadly, way too cold and distant. Most of them can live like that, yes, so could i myself, but there are lots of people who need affection. Lots of kids needs their parents giving them hugs and kisses, they need some skinship with friends, even more so women. One of the huge downsides of their society, despite how perfect they are on so many other aspects.
This girl left her hometown to pursue her idol career and lived a poorer life than most idols.So there were no parents nearby to hug him. But her fans sent her many matcha cookies after watching this live video. I believe that is an act of love by the fans.
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat. It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected. Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal. Graduation means basically leaving the group. Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer. She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators. So let me try to break it down for you more simply. There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die. What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability. There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally". The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks. Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times. There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals.. So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless. If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment. Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
This is the reality of idol that in a big famous group...and unknown to people...just because she don't have any of the look...I pity her...just hope her management give her more job...
i wouldn't emphasize that much that she is from NMB48. probably many young people in Japan have similar problems, especially those who are living without the support of their parents... also, being an idol shouldn't be about being famous and rich even if AKB has corrupted the image of idols during these years... obviously, this is not the reality for the most of them.
There are plenty of girls who doesn't generally considered attractive but popular tho like Oshima Yuko. Making it in the entertainment industry is hard but that's why people make back up plans. SKE's Kumi graduated when she was 18 to take college exams because she realized she peaked and she was a senbatsu member. As much I feels bad for her, this NMB girl situation is on her for not preparing better. Ranting publicly like this might not make Yoshimoto happy either unfortunately.....
Honestly Kingdom Hearts wouldn't be the same without her or her voice, if she chose a different path. I'm a freaking huge fan of both Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts series, and also you're not the only that find/found Utada Hikaru attractive lol She's freaking gorgeous in my eyes, and I also had a crush on her and still do. I find her beautiful inside and out, along with her voice. She's one of my favorite singers, even outside of Kingdom Hearts series lol
Most of the first generations (up until 5th/6th one) really make a good back up plan once they out the idol job. Look it up some of them even take the junior that graduate early to work at their place. I think it is that this kids seeing too high up and thinking all member of the group is the same. And when they fail to reach that place they no longer have other plan. Management also have part of it too I suppose.
I just looked her up. Apparently she has a brand called the ‘green tea cookie fandom’ or something like that. I’m so happy for her that 6 years ago she was crying about them and now she has a whole brand named after them. Bro really went from 1 side of the fence to the other! I guess this is why we just have to keep going. Congrats Akari Ishizuka :)
Summary: 0:00 She says that was not a bright student and she can't read books which is EMBARRASSING. She advises her young school viewers not to stop studying 2:53 She cries thinking of how she is not popular, has no money and cannot afford delicious meals. She also wishes to get a part time job. 6:17 She realizes how funny and "offensive" crying about having no money is and stops crying and laughs. She deems herself offensive for acting like this and later cries again 7:39 She thanks for the stream where about 7000 people joined and talks with viewers
It’s reading comments like those you find in this section that my faith in mankind is restored. The amount of support shown by so many people in front of a person letting out her feelings and being utterly vulnerable is truly amazing. You guys rock. And you girl in the video rock too. You’re not alone
When she cried and said the things she wanted, it was both funny and sad at the same time. Because underneath those petty and simple wishes, lies the problem in the society that judges our worth. We can definitely relate to her hardships in varying degree, some were luckier, some had it worse. We are all like a child thrown in a harsh reality of living in a corporate adult world.
@@laladeviluke8833 I don’t think you grasped the comment they’re trying to say all these simple things we would see as a temporary treat/ or a perishable meal back then as a child being out of reach when we are older so to speak and may or may not be in this situation, she wanted something in someone else’s eyes that could be viewed somewhat useless that’s the somewhat feeling that emits from the video. Surface level she may seem like she just wants a cookie, which can be viewed as silly and that’s ok but for real she’s hurting and that’s all she can ask for
don't give up. I was 28 when I got my first girlfriend and now wife. jumped from one job to another, now on my 5th year to my current work which is very average pay wise but it's a chill work.
She's 22 years old now. I wonder how shes doing in her life... I hope her dream came true about living in a big house and eating delicious food. I once felt that kind of experience, wanting to have something that's not reachable. I'm okay with eating vegetable dishes everyday since it's cheaper and affordable, but I wanna eat something delicious too, you know.
It sucks because everyone can totally relate to her. Whatever the problem in our life is right now, we all have our own never-ending hell to battle against on our own.
She was an 18 year old behaving and complaining like an 8 year old, I get that some people grow up sheltered but sheesh. She's also in one of the countries with the highest quality of life and she's complaining because she can't afford overpriced coffee jfc.
@@MeidoInHebun thats not the thing. shes not directly complaining that she wants food. everyone breakdowns sometime like this and its okay, because you dont turn an adult once you turn 18. shes crying because at that time she was unpopular and barely had any money. even if you wouldnt cry at this, shes allowed to cry.
@@apples7101 I don't mean by definition. I mean by what it means. When a speaker said "people are judgemental", doesn't it seem ironic that the speaker is also judging the "people" in general?
Didn’t take school seriously until college and it struck me just how much easier it is to schedule my own work and get stuff done in advance, and just how much time I wasted in highschool taking the easy road for only average grades. I still feel like this girl sometimes where my inaction in the past is just so overwhelming. I have cry it out otherwise I can’t move forward. Anyway, I hope she’s doing better now. Adult life is hard fr, I’m thankful she shared her story I relate to it a l o t and I love her attitude when she was laughing, love to see that kinda growth ✨
How ironic. I used to regret being the smart student at high school, and wished I had had more fun instead of studying. Well, there is a reason why I say "I used to", anyway.
@@dylanpreciado4110 For me personally the irony lies in all the kids I knew who applied themselves well in high school couldn't care less about their university grades or if they're failing courses. I can't fathom it, I need straight A's as much as I need air. Gives me conniptions.
@@stremstrem3632 Thanks. I have a few friends from Osaka and in Tokyo and they understand my feelings well haha. Our situations are quite different, I didn't have any counseling in highschool (no one did really), meanwhile my Japanese friends teachers and parents were very proactive in guiding them. It's kinda funny though, they say I study harder than them which makes me feel really good knowing the kind of stuff they're studying.
Please don't give up, Ms. Ishizuka! I remember being an ALT in Japan...Some children who were either a little slower, or who had attention problems...They would get scolded all the time. Children who maybe had difficult home lives, possibly even abuse, they got abused even more at school because they were preoccupied, caught up in their own heads. One student said "I get scolded at home, and at school. What did I do? Nothing. I don't understand." As for not being able to read kanji, there are books that can help you. I had plenty of them.
Shes so mature to say that some adults are really not that mature and that they are not always right. Getting beat for no reason and being scolded at. She definitely sees things right. It may also be a problem that she cannot control but she's so honest here. She's clearly not just whining. Shes really stressed out here. Feel bad for her. Hope she is ok now. This video really is something to comment after 4 years.
@@ALIMUNTH Can I link my palpal? I may not be a cute 18 yo Japanese girl (in fact I'm a 34 yo skinnyfat guy) but I can cry just the same about doing poorly in middle school and wish for matcha cookies, jacuzzi, money and swimming pool.
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22. I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected. The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all. Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?". I said no. But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable. At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day. I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another. I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate. Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well. I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business. Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years. If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
i'm only 16 yet i feel bad, she's an adult trying to thrive in the big world with no money, no source of income, a huge regret for not taking school seriously and feeling terrible about it now because it's affected her long term. i hope that she's okay, it broke me when she said she wanted matcha cookies but wasn't able to afford it. i hope that wherever she is now or what she's chosen to do, i hope she can take this as an opportunity to turn things around and have a stable life.
@@Moonully i'm almost 18 and my advice is to listen to what'll give you the points in your exams, and plan your answers. don't overconvince yourself to study, just listen to your values and keep remembering you'll need school for your future (well, maybe!). just good luck to you, pls don't put pressure on urself we're kids!
To most people here, please stop it and take it slowly, if there's people that can help you go after them and be nice. There is no need to find what you want so fast, get a common job and give yourself some time to think. I feel like America tries to go really fast for no clear reason besides capitalism fast market. If you want true success and to thrive in life not just for yourself but to those you love there is one simple advice: Live slowly. Yes there's gonna be sometimes that you're gonna feel like trash, but nothing stays the same all the time, the same way that happiness can fade away so does misery and sadness, live life for yourself and think things through, that's all.
I congratulate this young lady for her openness and honesty, which flies in the face of Japanese culture. I really empathise with her generation for the pressures that they are put under to be successful or beautiful or just to fit in. Bless them all.
Here she is support her guys
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Every culture has its own flaws. However i take the Japanese one every day over this bs that is pushed in the west that is ok to be a loser. Or cut your own legs just to be in the shoes of disable people.
Would you rather have them be lazy, fat and triggered by the tiniest inconvinience in life? Not saying a person needs to be perfect, but they damn need to try and be motivated to do so. Now if that motivation comes in the form of pressure, and sometimes it's not warranted or might make things worse, is something that's arguable. For some people that works, for some people it's the only thing that works, for some it might not be needed, and some might find it appaling and hate it and won't even work for them, but societaly speaking, as a general rule, you need to try your best and your culture should try its best to motivate people.
@@Natsukashii-Records The problem is their society, pressure is a normal thing when it comes to work but the society doesn't know how to motivate people for their labor and just demoralize them. Look at this young lady here, 18 years old and works to the bone and still got insulted and underappreciated by her superiors for no reason. It's not easy to find jobs even if you quit the company anyway so she's just uploading her frustrations in this video. Who are you to judge this lady?
@@Stormreaver456 As I said, motivation works differently for people, some will fight against it to prove the people that insult them wrong, making them work harder. Others will feel underappreciated and defeated by the exact same treatment. The question shouldn't be if this is 'good or bad', it should be, 'does it work or not'. If it works for more people in a given population, who are you to tell them they have to change their culture because 1% finds it hard to deal with? If this girl feels like she's a victim of her culture she can learn a 2nd language and move to a place that is more easy going, or get a job that might make her a bit less money but is far more stress free.
I totally understand her pain and where she's coming from, I empathise with her but crying about your problems doesn't 'solve' your problems. She actually needs to take action and work out a solution. It's this kind of friction that makes people seek a better life, not the cozy all-accepting helicopter-mom-like, no bullying type of society that turns stale and does nothing for anyone other than coddle them and make them feel 'safe' while at the same time taking any and all opportunities for change and growth away from them. Not saying either is right, maybe a more balanced one would be better, but it's not the culture neither japan or the west has so, it would be like claiming the solution to world hunger is to start printing food out of sand. It would work, but it's not possible. Simple as that.
I love how she named all her dreams, I hope all her hardwork resulted in something she really cares for
yeah, she has become a streamer now.
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 not the character development I was expecting honestly.
@@GODZILLABOY2012
Wait why? She literally talks about her streaming in the video?
your pfp lol
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 name of her channel please
"I want to eat delicious foods. *Cries* "
She speak as my heart.
speaks*
She litelarry speaks for us, dude
@@MoirsWLITELarry
@@linbifan Yes, litelarry.
@@MoirsWliterally*
I love the fact that she just say what she thinks
えー
@@taaami_YT お金がないよ😭
More like she said what she experienced and gave some advice.
The moment when she asked why she got scolded hit me so hard. Asking yourself where did you messed up is the worst reality check imo. Whether you realized where you did messed up or not, it'll still make you cry because broken dream will never be fixed easily.
If she had dreams of her own she could thrive but they aren't. Getting scolded is usually result of perverted assumptions.
Combining both you can pretty much say that she doesn't understand what it means to 'steal'.
I would say she was never let to be a child with other children to learn coping as toddler.
shes a child !
she have all the life ahead
@@RealNotallGaming Nah not anymore. The post is 5 years old now. Most likely case? Probably not doing too good. Takes more than 3 years to pick up the pieces where she's at, plus pandemic hitting probably put her career aspirations on hold for 2 more. Sad to say, but at 23 her life is sadly most likely in shambles rn. However, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is an do a bit of digging to see where she at fr
Well, crap nevermind I was completely wrong. Girl did a whole turnaround for her life. She's now a fairly popular idol with a 2019 net worth estimate of over 100K USD. He, well what do ya know? I guess some dreams do come true. She's able to eat aaaaaall the meat and chicken nuggets she wants!!!!
God bless her and everyone else
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
Same
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
i wish i took school serious too lmao
As far as we know.
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans.
She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
woah
Well im proud gor her
damn, what a ride. good thing she made it
well she's eating a lot of nuggies now
I'm so happy for her......I could relate to her a lot being 18 myself :)
Give this girl her matcha cookie
She did react to this video and ate matcha cookie after 8 years😭
At least she got the cookies😂😂@@strawb3rry.-.
@@CaptainAhab_ she was laughing and calling her psychopath 😭😭
Where can i see that video ?@@strawb3rry.-.
@@Shellspearl from TerryTerrySon channel
You know, I can relate to her. I feel jealous seeing my friends travel and play to their heart's content. I'm really desperate to do the same. I seriously want to study abroad. But I just don't the finances to do so. I got a job, but was laid off just after a month. And all of that money I earned had to go my school fees and other important things. I'm grateful for what I have. But seriously, life just sucks sometimes.
And here I just want an apartment that has no car noises, second hand tobacco smoke, street lights ruining my sleep so I can wake up refreshed and do my research properly. All the extravagant stuff is pointless to me. I can go eat a steak if I want to (not that I even want to though) but rent cost is crazy.
fatalshot009 well it's the same to me,i also want to study abroad to japan cuz my dream is becoming an idol or actress there when thought im not japanese but my family isn't that well,and at first i want to give up because now i'm 14 and next years i will be 15,and my grade is average, seriously i want to drop my dream but if i want to go there i must not give up"no pain no gain".
@@asimsolingo4770 I have dreams too but barely any money to pursue them. Right now I’m actually living in a horrible situation. Guess we just both have to work harder than most ppl to get what we want. Good luck to you. You have an advantage though since you’re still young. There are many ppl in their 30s, 40s, 50s still struggling to pay bills let alone have any money left over for anything else.
You know what ?
Working hard alone wouldn't always solve whatever problems you're having in your life. Everyone has their opportunity, but what type of opportunity ? What kind? What does it looks like? And when ?
Have you ever noticed any opportunity in your life ?
If you did, have you ever took the right step on how to handle it ?
If you also did that, did you work hard enough to grab it ?
Answer for your self. Opportunity could be anything. Be it your connection, your kind mother, or how many free time you have in a day, or it could even be your own appearance/body, your special way of talking,or anything. (I mean anything)
Not like I have done all that, I just lost all those desires all of a sudden after I know how the world works. Preach all you want
and so do i, we have to focus on one thing and betani face it, the important thing is we know what we are doing and it must be good, can't burden anyone and please others by helping what is necessary
めちゃくちゃ人間らしくていい。
世の中賢いヤツらばっかりじゃなくていい。
But only people with highest iQ rule and lower iQ ppl suffer
True
fax
The world has to be full of smart people. If it doesn't then wars will always continue
@@donchimetwhy is this on my page
this was 6 years ago... im so happy to see that shes found a happiness and stability all these years later, the difference is huge! well done for getting where you are now man
How'd u know bro????
@@ava3902 she has become a streamer
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 ooh whats her channel name??
@@ava3902just search up ishizuku akari
@@Blissluvv wtf bro
6:50 「お金ないって言ってるくせに、毎日アイス食べてるわ。みんな頑張ってるよね」のところ、お金無いなりに日々の中で小さなご褒美見つけなきゃやってらんないよね、みんなもそうでしょ？みたいな言葉に聞こえてきて、動画内でいちばん心に残っている
実は世の中でパパ活が本格的に流行り始めたのが2017年頃でこの動画が出た頃。この動画からも分かるように感情で訴えかけて同情を誘うパパ活という形態に変化していった。そしてパパ活の完成形が2024年の「頂き女子りりちゃん事件」である。つまり、ここで応援したいとか同情した人々はパパ活の格好のターゲットである。
@@kupyotan
お前リリちゃん引っかかりそうだな
@@uniuniunified 根拠は？ちゃんと答えられなかったらブーメランだが？
(…ケセラセラ？)
What if I dont have money to pay for ice-cream
She symbolizes the harsh reality of life we live in today where everyone is literally trying to win a never ending race. People are trying to reach the very top by crushing others on their way and the society has also become way more judgemental and unforgiving. The human life is way more precious and it is simply not the way how it is meant to be lived.
If we have less human more humans life as there be way more resources
Sometimes, I wonder. Why does the world express the rich but leaves the poor on the never ending dirt of ruin. Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Jesus Christ that let me go to heaven for all the sins I did?
Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Satan that embraces me as a friend, where there’s no punishment for all the bad things I did.
Sometimes I wonder. If there’s a Buddha, that never accepts the world of the greed and pain that we crave.
All I know is that we live on the transgressions of the out past ancestors, and, well, human greed is the root of all good and evil.
That's why I'm identified as frog. Yeah, we love to eat bugs but who care
I love to bugs, especially the flying ones
@@frog6054 Actually you are better than us humans. Atleast you maintain a balance in nature. We are absolutely destroying earth at the same time.
抹茶のクッキー食べたかっただけなのに、気がついたら外国人から日本の貧困代表みたいな扱い受けるの面白い
ガチ草
これいきなり出てきたんだけど、どういう状況ですか？
そもそも誰ですか？
@@どんぱぽ NMB48の石塚朱莉さんですね、今はもう卒業されてるみたいですね。
自分もこの動画で初めて知ったので、本当のことはわかりませんが他の人のコメントとか見る感じ、売れない自分へのコンプレックスや、千葉から大阪に1人で出てきて、実家暮らしの他のメンバーより我慢の多い生活で、ストレスとかが凄かったんでしょうね、
くそ笑った
ご当地アイドルやればNMBの時より知名度と共に人気上昇しそうだけどな
感情表に出してないだけで私も頭の中同じ感じだ...
こんな風にボロボロ泣きながら吐き出せたこの子はすごい。
I translated it
@@Geico23same
@@Geico23日本人ってアホやろ？
@@Geico23Google made a mistranslation a bit. he said he loves to smoke weed everyday with his dog yara..
Finally, after 8 long years, she got her matcha cookies...
周りが羨ましく思うとぶわっと泣き出したくなる時あるよな
隣の芝生はいつも青い
気持ちめちゃくちゃ分かるわ。周りそんなんばっかりやった上に親に「障害者!!」とか「病気!!」とか言われたけどな、打たれ強いから自殺せんとここまで頑張って来て今ここに元気でおるわ。命あって物種やな。
@@南薗健太 一番頼れるべき親に言われるのって辛いですよね…私はブルーピリオドに出てきた「裸になって死ぬのを恥ずかしいと思うなら、どう見られてもいいと思えないなら、まだ死んじゃダメだよ」と言う言葉で救われました
今元気に私もあなたも生きていてよかったです
@@チーム朝立ちこの子に関しては自分の芝生枯れてるけどな
@@user-rt6yx3pt1l自分で選んだ故の結果や。
The fact that she just wants to eat sweets and meat just goes to show how little things can make people happy but you can’t even have that.
I thought it goes go show how desire is the root cause of despair, you can’t get sad you don’t have specific foods if you are content with the food you have which keeps you alive and healthy
bro pulled buddhism
4週間前なのに950もいいねついてんの草
I want to eat right now but i dont have a food but i am still happy.......from Algeria
sure weaboo she also wants a huge house, simp weab
she's so real, crying over her problems but also showing gratitude for her existence and mentioning all her dreams, she knows she'll get out of her problems and I love that for her. I hope she achieved everything
Gen Z...
@@reed5823bruh tf u mean
yeah😢
@@reed5823 ok millenial
I agree with you, it truly hurts to be broke. I hope she is blessed now ( it’s 7 years ago)
泣き方とか泣いた直後すぐ忘れるところとかが、本当にどうしようもなく辛いんだろうな...
もしこの子がまた表に出てきたら全力で応援したい
【石塚朱莉】って検索すれば出てきますよ！
Him?
@@Cat_Fairy03 Japanese is different it won't always be the same translated like arbaic
7 years ago :
闇に消されたみたいな扱いで草
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
Wait this is your sister?
@@dooshmasta no, the name of this idol is the same as his sister name.
@@rizsahar8133 her full name? First name only?
@@rizsahar8133 is he sure that’s not his little sister?
@@dooshmasta definitely her first name only which is “akari”, like any other places people tend to have similar names especially in Japan.
誰かこの娘を幸せにしてやってくれ。
俺が幸せにします
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ
君らに幸あれ
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ！
この人いまチャンネル登録者六万人のゲーム実況者でとても幸せそうですよ！
ぐへへ
金がないから、売れないからとか明確な理由で泣いてるんじゃなくて、複雑で人間臭い情が涙を押し出しているのが良いんだよな
途中でいきなり自転車の話とかし出すのすごく良い。ボコボコの自転車が自分の深いところとどこかで繋がってるんだろう
bruh, I translated your yapanese comment into english for me (american burger girl) . I dont understand complex human emotions, only brger, moneys, and erm tophats. And potatos. and Cats. Itadaki masu
@@draculinalilith396oh
自分のしたいことがわからないから、思いつくままに喋ってしまって、複雑そうに見えるだけなのかなと。
社会人6年目の自分より核心ついたことに気づいてて凄く尊敬した。社会の厳しさって美化されがちだけど、これが現実なんよな。幸せになって欲しい
純粋な子なんやな、頑張って欲しいな
“There are people who think adults are always right. We should rethink that.”
As an adult for many years now, I can assure you we’re wrong far more often than we’re right. The thing adults have over children and young people is experience and that matters, sometimes.
yeah.most of the adults try to control kids saying that adults are always right
@@sadunijayakody
Yeah, it’s good for parents to let their children understand that they’re not always right. But regardless you should still respect what they say. Many parents just say “i’m always right” which messes a lot of things up for children. Or some parents will say that they’re not always right but that’ll lead to their child disrespecting them and other adults easily. Basically we just need people to understand that you shouldn’t take everything at face value and look past what people are saying. Sure, an adult may be “wrong” but there’s probably a reason why they are.
@@bolson42 this!
When I was a kid I thought adults were right. Now that I'm an adult I realised that was total BS. This world is full of people barely knowing what they're doing.
Yeah I disagree, as an adult, the amount of bs I realized I have been through by other adults in the name of "experience" is appalling. Y'all have no idea what you're doing.
人間って色んなことするために生まれてきたんだなって、楽しく生きてこうぜって思わされた。ありがと
9分間の感情の動き、とても見応えがあった。終わりの無いレースって表現してる人がいるが、まさにその通りだ。他者比較と自己肯定の間でぐちゃぐちゃになっていく。
なるほど… 非常に面白かった
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか 5:6
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6 " "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة1000 "おっきいお家住んでやる"と言っています。"おっきい"="大きい"
古文文ホテルのp57の問3やってる？
Poor kid. This is called "word salad". It's what happens when someone is having a breakdown from things like high stress combined with exhaustion. I sincerely hope she is okay now. I hope she's moved past her dark time.
This is it
I will remember it
Yo bro give me some of that word salad
It's not word salad. She's staring at a live chat stream and reacting to various comments that we can't see. That 7000 people watched this live means that she was pretty popular
Here she is support her guys
ruclips.net/channel/UClsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
I hope she's doing okay. She's still young and all. I didn't have things figured out at 18 either and I thought I was a failure. But I hope she still keep her fighting spirit to be successful.
She doing fine now, thankfully.
This video is. 6 years ago lmao
@@Daemon1995_ yeah i just realized that. Found a clip on Instagram so i thought it was recent. But im super happy for her
Her RUclips channel name is ishizuka akari.. guess she’s doing good
Exactly it’s never too late I’m really old (24 ) and I juste begin my bachelors i happy I’ve never give up
絶対幸せになって欲しいし、こんなやつがたのしく過ごせるように政治家頑張ってくれよな
本人が頑張らないと望んでる幸せは手に入らない
I feel so bad for her, but at the same time when she started going "wtf am I complaining about this is silly" I had to laugh. Very relatable, especially with anxiety when you overthink everything :D
+I'm glad she stood up for herself at the end. Crying is a great stress relief, sometimes it just happens.
I don't know man. I think she was being honest when she cried and I think she broke down due to the pressure and her own expectation of how life should be for her yet that's not the case for her.
It's kinda heartbreaking that she's that young and she already burdened herself with that kind of expectation. I think she was seeing her peer's quality of life, that's why she had that kind of expectation. I mean, I hear she's all better now but for me, I believe everyone should be able to enjoy life regardless of how much money you have. And seeing her broke down because of something that petty is... sad.
I don't mean to belittle the girl's dream. I think it's just really suck that she had to arrive at that point really early due to the machination of current socio-politic and economic climate of Japan and the rest of world for that matter, because I think everyone can relate with her.
I looked for her name and found out she was in AKB48 between 2012-2021. She is 24 now according to google, so she was in AKB when this video was uploaded. She said "I'm 18 now" in the video, video uploaded in 2016, it's the exact year when she was 18.
I thought she was poor before AKB, but seems like she was poor EVEN with AKB. Or did I miss something?
@@Vandalgia She got in AKB48 between 2012-2021 according to my googling. She was in the group while this video was uploaded in 2016. She said she is 18 in the video, now 24 according to google, so exact same year.
@@AdGarden7438 I thought she was in NMB?
@@Vandalgia good points
Akari-chan seems to be doing better now for you guys wondering, she has a decent youtube channel that you guys should subscribe to and live streams video games very often! She is now 22 and her birthday is in 10 days! (July 11th)
The idol industry is still very flawed and perhaps Akari-chan is still putting up a front and masking her problems but the most we can do is to support the idols that we love and slowly change and revolutionize the stupid rules and contracts the idol industry enforces on their girls. As far as I know, there are still many girls in AKB and NMB who are still severely underpaid and treated badly, just because this video is almost 4 years old doesn't mean the problem has gone away. Please keep doing your part, and as more people come to realize the severity of the industry I hope the conditions of many of these less popular idols will improve
Link pls
@@Umyu_Ch. ruclips.net/channel/UClsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
@@Umyu_Ch. She has a RUclips channel named ishizuka akari, pls check it out!! 😁👍
@@fluoroantimonicacid4844 thanks 💓
do these idols get paid for being a J idol? just wondering
自分の感情の根拠を見つけ出そうとしてるのがすごく賢い子だなと思った
抹茶のクッキーが食べたくて泣いてるわけではないんだろね…。わかるこの子の気持ち
漢字が読めなくても、本を読んでいなくても、素直に正直に自分の心むきあって、社会に疑問を感じて、感情を表に出せることが、人間としてとても価値のあることだと思います。
何故
ふりがなお願いします
やって見ようか
@@alecothegeckoひらがな
좋은 말씀이시네요
the things she said are unintentionally funny but still lowkey sad and relatable.
Its crazy how I couldnt stop laughing even though I understand the situation...
It's really hard to take someone seriously when they're crying about not eating matcha cookies.
@@temporaryonesix .... exactly my thoughts
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
Transitioning to the adult phase is the most difficult part of life. It's where we face all kinds of responsibilities and for most of us, it could get extremely draining. This stage is also where a lot of people change for the worse or the better. I just hope we all get through this. Good luck to all of us.
Completely true, I'm really going through a lot right now, life hits so hard when you think it can't hit any harder. But as you said I hope we all get through this. I now I'm gonna change, soon a turning point will come. And I hope is for the good and not the bad, same for you and good luck to you as well mate
I’m almost 18 and I honestly just plan to kill myself. It’s not worth it going through life anymore when it’s nothing at the end of the road.
@@daninazzz Thanks mate. I believe in you too! Even though I might be a stranger because this is virtual, I hope you keep pushing against these obstacles to achieve your goals and aspirations! Wish you the best.
The sad thing is that there's no such thing as adult life
Finished high school about a couple months ago and I fr in that stage
めっちゃ可愛い
可愛すぎて話入ってこん
本音で喋れるって尊いことだ。自分の感情は否定しないように生きていこう
その時点で既に間違えているという事に気づけないのが今の子
@@straightmanoldhouse7312 お前が間違えてんねんで。日本人やめてくれな。
@@rs-fd4ns そーゆうとこやで？笑
@@straightmanoldhouse7312 お前こそそーゆーとこやで。
「今の子」とか偉そうにほざく
少数派のカスはさっさと日本出ろ
@@straightmanoldhouse7312 どれだけ頑張っても無理なもんは無理だよ、って大人が教えてあげるべきなんだよな。芸能界で稼げる女の子なんて、みんなストーキングされまくって仕方なくその道に進んでるんだから。こういう子はAV行くくらいしか無いねん。
She crying like a child and says I don’t know why I’m crying and trying to laugh and convince herself she’s happy…..
I couldn't hold my tears. I'm literally crying so hard now, I hope she's really fine and overcome the problems she's going through and be happy in her life.
You go well with your picture
@@gino123fr23 OFC kaneki is the best
Wtf. Just 1 days got 72 likes🤬😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
Snowflake
Yeah, she's a multimillionaire streamer.
なんで今おすすめに乗ったんだ、ありがとう
それな
それな
一緒
まじでそれな
ほんまそれな
かわいいし基本的にいい子だから周りにいくらでもなんとかしてくれる人がいそう
8年前だけど
なんで8年前のこれがおすすめに出てきたんだろう……
When she laughed it wasn't because she's feeling silly but it was relief because she spoke out her feelings.. the first step into fulfilling our dreams is to face our problems and feelings.
Capitalism
when youre in pain you feel good afterwards as relief, thats how the human mind works. If youre happy youre going to get a kind of anxiety or smth negative as a response to overwelming happiness
inflation 😢
she wouldn't care about what other things of her.
no i think it's just because they find it funny , it's like "lol why am i laughing" . i do that sometimes, like i'll break down crying then at some point i laugh randomly
Its amazing she still shouts her dreams while crying, she simply isnt giving up
this is the kind of person that will probably suceed one day, because she knows what she need and she will do her best to achieve what she want. The rest criteria is just whether she would use her brain to think
I wasn't relating that much to the video until she did that. Sometimes when I do that, I get the impression that people would look at me like I'm crazy, having such confidence while being broken, and I feel like what I'm saying sounds fake and a very obvious coping mechanism; but when I saw HER do that, I felt like rooting for her so badly. Of course you'll get that house, a pool and a bath with bubbles! Those aren't fake words, that's not copium, those are one's dreams pushing through all the sadness.
ガチでこれ中毒すぎて、精神的に辛いときに定期的に見に来てるw
いい性格してるわｗ
今取り敢えず元気にしてくれてたらそれで良い
She doesn't want food,it's love she is craving for.Just few words of Caring and Affection
Who is she
@@Geico23she is now an idol, this is her when she was around 19yrs old
@@Geico23did you read the title? Not trying to be rude, but a genuine question.
Japanese society in a nutshell sadly, way too cold and distant. Most of them can live like that, yes, so could i myself, but there are lots of people who need affection. Lots of kids needs their parents giving them hugs and kisses, they need some skinship with friends, even more so women.
One of the huge downsides of their society, despite how perfect they are on so many other aspects.
This girl left her hometown to pursue her idol career and lived a poorer life than most idols.So there were no parents nearby to hug him.
But her fans sent her many matcha cookies after watching this live video.
I believe that is an act of love by the fans.
5年経った今幸せになってるかなあ...
なってて欲しいなあ。
ผมไม่ได้ร่ำรวย แต่ฉันมีความสุขและสนุกกับชีวิตในสังคมญาติมิตรพี่น้องของฉันที่ประเทศไทยมาก ฉันไม่สนับสหนุนผู้มีอำนาจที่เพิกเฉยกับความสุขในชีวิตของประชาชนและสร้างแต่ความกดดันทุกข์ยากขัดเเย้งก่อสงคราม หากพวกคุณใส่ใจทุกข์สุขกับเพื่อนร่วมโลกซักนิด โลกนี้คงจะดีกว่านี้มาก ฉันขอพระเจ้าอวยพรให้โลกสงบสุข ขอเพื่อนร่วมโลกมีชีวิตที่เหมาะสมและมีครอบครัวที่ดี ขอพระเจ้าอวยพร
@@nirunp.837 がんばれ、幸せを求めて👍
@@nirunp.837応援しています。
お金なくてしんどいのに7000人見てくれてるファンに感謝できたり、自分を否定したらあかん！って思えるの最高に偉い
抹茶クッキー食べたくて泣き出すの尊過ぎる
なんか急にこの動画出て来たから見てみたけど、ここまで正直者というか、何もかも包み隠さず話せる人間見たことない(良い意味で)
今どうしているのかわからないけど、なんか活力貰えたわ。お互いなんとか生きていこうな。
性格がよすぎる いい子すぎる 素直
素直な子だわ。いろいろ経験して真っ直ぐ成長して欲しい。
今は水商売してるらしいっす
@@jelly-qo5tcソースくれ
してません！
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat.
It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected.
Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal.
Graduation means basically leaving the group.
Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer.
She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
that's dope! appreciate the summary and background info
Thanks , kind person
I’m so happy to hear that she’s doing better now!!
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators.
So let me try to break it down for you more simply.
There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die.
What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability.
There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally".
The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks.
Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times.
There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals..
So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless.
If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment.
Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
@@gyrthez246no one gonna read all that bible you babble
現在中学2年生の女子です。
将来のことについて考え始める時期だと大人に散々言われてうんざりしてました。だけど何故かいきなりおすすめに出てきたこの人の動画で、将来自分は自分で稼いで自分で好きなことをして生きていくことを自覚しました。そしてそれは決して簡単ではないことも。ありがとうございます。現在この人が幸せでありますように。
huh
勉強がんばって
自分がどんだけ甘々で裕福な環境にいるか身をもって実感した
5:6
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة1000 おそらく”おんぎょう”じゃなくて
“おっきいおうち”ですね
この子絶対良い子で可愛いやん
幸せになっててほしいわ
お前何歳やねん
@@第一回 何歳でもええやろ
お前が幸せにするんだろ...!
@@第一回 ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡° ) what？
なんなら俺が幸せになる
This is the reality of idol that in a big famous group...and unknown to people...just because she don't have any of the look...I pity her...just hope her management give her more job...
i wouldn't emphasize that much that she is from NMB48. probably many young people in Japan have similar problems, especially those who are living without the support of their parents...
also, being an idol shouldn't be about being famous and rich even if AKB has corrupted the image of idols during these years... obviously, this is not the reality for the most of them.
There are plenty of girls who doesn't generally considered attractive but popular tho like Oshima Yuko. Making it in the entertainment industry is hard but that's why people make back up plans. SKE's Kumi graduated when she was 18 to take college exams because she realized she peaked and she was a senbatsu member. As much I feels bad for her, this NMB girl situation is on her for not preparing better. Ranting publicly like this might not make Yoshimoto happy either unfortunately.....
Honestly Kingdom Hearts wouldn't be the same without her or her voice, if she chose a different path. I'm a freaking huge fan of both Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts series, and also you're not the only that find/found Utada Hikaru attractive lol She's freaking gorgeous in my eyes, and I also had a crush on her and still do. I find her beautiful inside and out, along with her voice. She's one of my favorite singers, even outside of Kingdom Hearts series lol
why does she not have the look? she is super cute!
Most of the first generations (up until 5th/6th one) really make a good back up plan once they out the idol job. Look it up some of them even take the junior that graduate early to work at their place. I think it is that this kids seeing too high up and thinking all member of the group is the same. And when they fail to reach that place they no longer have other plan. Management also have part of it too I suppose.
こんなに泣いてた女の子が、今では成功して人生をきちんと歩んでることがすごい
なんていう子ですか?😢
@@jyouji_108 たしかに
@@jyouji_108タイトルの()に書いてるよ
@@apo11011 これでしたか…めっちゃ有難いです ‼️
5時間前で草
I just looked her up. Apparently she has a brand called the ‘green tea cookie fandom’ or something like that. I’m so happy for her that 6 years ago she was crying about them and now she has a whole brand named after them. Bro really went from 1 side of the fence to the other! I guess this is why we just have to keep going. Congrats Akari Ishizuka :)
@Based Post l post
@Based Post hm? im confused
@Based Post bro dont even know what based means💀
@Babycake. how do you know if ishizuka akari is a woman ? Did you just assume ishizuka akari's gender ?
@Babycake. so how can you complain about patriarchy if you are assuming anyone's gender ?
You need you check your privileges
涙が流せるのが幸せって凄く響いた
6:48
５年前の動画だけど、ちゃんとアイス食べてるようで安心した・・・。
悲喜こもごもだね、人生は。アイドルに限らんけど。
こんな友達いたら幸せになれそう気が合うと思う
抹茶のクッキー食べたいって言いながら泣いてるけどそれは今ぽつって出てきた感情なだけで何ならウケ狙ってるまであると思う。今まで吐き出してきた感情全部で泣いてんだろうね
Summary:
0:00 She says that was not a bright student and she can't read books which is EMBARRASSING. She advises her young school viewers not to stop studying
2:53 She cries thinking of how she is not popular, has no money and cannot afford delicious meals. She also wishes to get a part time job.
6:17 She realizes how funny and "offensive" crying about having no money is and stops crying and laughs. She deems herself offensive for acting like this and later cries again
7:39 She thanks for the stream where about 7000 people joined and talks with viewers
Summary:
0:00 Capitalism
Aye thanks
@@Danibuki more like bad desisions, capitalism don't have any relation with this.
@@christianamodio3269 Yea more like bad decisions done by the immature mind
I relate to this vid so much
@@Danibuki stop making capitalism out as the enemy. why do you think America is the greatest country?
It’s reading comments like those you find in this section that my faith in mankind is restored. The amount of support shown by so many people in front of a person letting out her feelings and being utterly vulnerable is truly amazing. You guys rock. And you girl in the video rock too. You’re not alone
Why is the channel named Dick butt for once.
Listening to this I realised how much my dad is doing for me
I'm in tears 😢
study hard if you are still in school.
@@kashish6677why?
Shee seems like a very sweet person
”涙を流せるって幸せだと思うな僕”素敵すぎる。幸せになってほしい。
This is such a human video, it's kind of comforting in a way. I'm glad it seems she's doing a lot better.
嘘泣きじゃないのわかるじゃん。
自分の気持ち言葉に出し続けてると辛いこととかが込み上げてきて泣いちゃったりするんよな。貧乏ってまじで辛い。
この子今RUclips頑張ってるからみんなよかったら配信見て（ ; ; ）
チャンネル名教えてください
石塚朱莉で出てくるよ
一生懸命してるから泣けるだよ！
元気出してね！
この人が今幸せなら本当に嬉しい。
幸せであってくれ
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة1000 おっきい お家
@@نورالامة1000 おっきい おうち す(住)んでやる、いえに、、、、
When she cried and said the things she wanted, it was both funny and sad at the same time. Because underneath those petty and simple wishes, lies the problem in the society that judges our worth. We can definitely relate to her hardships in varying degree, some were luckier, some had it worse. We are all like a child thrown in a harsh reality of living in a corporate adult world.
Its not funny sweetie. Imagine you really has no money to buy a things you like and just watch. Its sad 😔
@@laladeviluke8833 I don’t think you grasped the comment they’re trying to say all these simple things we would see as a temporary treat/ or a perishable meal back then as a child being out of reach when we are older so to speak and may or may not be in this situation, she wanted something in someone else’s eyes that could be viewed somewhat useless that’s the somewhat feeling that emits from the video. Surface level she may seem like she just wants a cookie, which can be viewed as silly and that’s ok but for real she’s hurting and that’s all she can ask for
@@laladeviluke8833 humor is subjective, tbh, i thought it was funny because i found that part it kind of like looking at myself idk
@@laladeviluke8833 but u did feel bad at the same time, especially at the part where ppl were talking shit cuz she was crying
@@laladeviluke8833 thing? what thing, something you really need or some video game or jewelry etc
これだけの動画でこの人に配信者の才能があるのがわかった
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6""おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة1000 おっきいおうち ですよ
何か凄い人間って感じがしたというか、別にこういう人以外が人間っぽくないとかじゃ無くこういう人も居て欲しいって言うか、
凄い人生って感じがした
この娘勇気がある子だなぁ。🥲
自分の悔しいことをこうやって配信したことが、本当に偉い。挫けないで、頑張ってるのが伝わる。大丈夫！！
この子の現在知ったら安心するで😊
今なら投げ銭でいくらでも稼げただろうに(´･ω･`)
23 years old unemployed, Virgin , introvert me watching this in tears, I feel you girl..I feel you.
Hope you are doing well now
don't give up. I was 28 when I got my first girlfriend and now wife. jumped from one job to another, now on my 5th year to my current work which is very average pay wise but it's a chill work.
Meet me ill make you unvirgin 🤣
@@shizukun7455 sending both of you virtual hug
Hang in there
just go to a hooker g
She's 22 years old now. I wonder how shes doing in her life... I hope her dream came true about living in a big house and eating delicious food. I once felt that kind of experience, wanting to have something that's not reachable. I'm okay with eating vegetable dishes everyday since it's cheaper and affordable, but I wanna eat something delicious too, you know.
She is doing youtube gaming videos now. Pretty good, I quess?
What’s her RUclips gaming channel called?
ruclips.net/channel/UClsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
She dead
So you giving information without mentioning her. Such a piece of S you are.
she is so pure. its the little things such as enjoying ice cream or cookies
頭悪そうなのに要所要所で考え方が達観してるなぁ
人を惹きつける力って圧倒的な魅力だよな
ここまで感情をさらけ出せるのは才能。
それな
@@user-vd9ip6ed7o だれですか？
@@user-vd9ip6ed7o ありがとうな^_^
申し訳ないけどとても笑える
これまで素直に生きてきたからこそ なんだろうね。
・可哀想で
・可愛い
・そしてなぜか心が浄化される
6:02 She's so adorable 😍✨🦋 It's obvious from the start that she really wants to cry, she just holding it.
Uhm
現実は悲しいが、ちゃんと夢を持てて生きてられるのは一番の幸せ。
この子の喋り方とか話してる内容、素敵な顔が大好きすぎる。
これからももっと幸せになって、笑顔溢れる日々を過ごして欲しいな
RUclipsにチャンネルあるで？
なんてチャンネル？
教えて
いしづかあかりって調べたら出てくるよ！
って言うくせに自分では貢いだりは絶対しない。コメントするだけして周りの人から共感を得ることで自分がいいことをした気になってるだけの偽善者。こう言う気色悪いやつがネットにウヨウヨおるからどんっどん日本が腐ってく。この動画見て何か思うことがあるならまず行動に移してから発言しろカスども
It sucks because everyone can totally relate to her. Whatever the problem in our life is right now, we all have our own never-ending hell to battle against on our own.
Damn right
She was an 18 year old behaving and complaining like an 8 year old, I get that some people grow up sheltered but sheesh. She's also in one of the countries with the highest quality of life and she's complaining because she can't afford overpriced coffee jfc.
:)
@@MeidoInHebun thats not the thing. shes not directly complaining that she wants food. everyone breakdowns sometime like this and its okay, because you dont turn an adult once you turn 18. shes crying because at that time she was unpopular and barely had any money. even if you wouldnt cry at this, shes allowed to cry.
Well she's doing alright now.
今この子が大人になって、自分の動画を見る動画を出してるのすき
She's just so relatable. People are judgmental, we are judgmental.
Wtf is judgemental even mean?
@@agent-33 google is your friend :)
@@apples7101 I don't mean by definition. I mean by what it means. When a speaker said "people are judgemental", doesn't it seem ironic that the speaker is also judging the "people" in general?
@@agent-33 W 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👌🏼 had the same thoughts
They said we are judgmental. It’s an observation about a human tendency...stop being so pedantic
なんか心が痛む話なのに抹茶クッキーが食べたいのと家にプール付けたいの可愛いw
ものすごい演技で感動しました。
@@東村芽依信者 俺も
@@東村芽依信者 演技なの？
@@TAKAMANI4545 演技じゃないですよ😢
@@こたろう-n4n9u 教えてくれてありがとうございます
Didn’t take school seriously until college and it struck me just how much easier it is to schedule my own work and get stuff done in advance, and just how much time I wasted in highschool taking the easy road for only average grades.
I still feel like this girl sometimes where my inaction in the past is just so overwhelming. I have cry it out otherwise I can’t move forward. Anyway, I hope she’s doing better now. Adult life is hard fr, I’m thankful she shared her story I relate to it a l o t and I love her attitude when she was laughing, love to see that kinda growth ✨
How ironic. I used to regret being the smart student at high school, and wished I had had more fun instead of studying. Well, there is a reason why I say "I used to", anyway.
You don't live in Japan. Taking school seriously from junior high school here is necessary.
@@beatdrop4384 doesn't change the fact he can still relate lol
@@dylanpreciado4110 For me personally the irony lies in all the kids I knew who applied themselves well in high school couldn't care less about their university grades or if they're failing courses. I can't fathom it, I need straight A's as much as I need air. Gives me conniptions.
@@stremstrem3632 Thanks. I have a few friends from Osaka and in Tokyo and they understand my feelings well haha. Our situations are quite different, I didn't have any counseling in highschool (no one did really), meanwhile my Japanese friends teachers and parents were very proactive in guiding them. It's kinda funny though, they say I study harder than them which makes me feel really good knowing the kind of stuff they're studying.
She is successful now and it makes me happy that she reached her dreams ❤❤❤I will always support her ❤❤❤
Please don't give up, Ms. Ishizuka!
I remember being an ALT in Japan...Some children who were either a little slower, or who had attention problems...They would get scolded all the time. Children who maybe had difficult home lives, possibly even abuse, they got abused even more at school because they were preoccupied, caught up in their own heads. One student said "I get scolded at home, and at school. What did I do? Nothing. I don't understand."
As for not being able to read kanji, there are books that can help you. I had plenty of them.
Is it me or I read this comment in my dream that I don't remember long ago.
Shes so mature to say that some adults are really not that mature and that they are not always right. Getting beat for no reason and being scolded at. She definitely sees things right. It may also be a problem that she cannot control but she's so honest here. She's clearly not just whining. Shes really stressed out here. Feel bad for her. Hope she is ok now. This video really is something to comment after 4 years.
@@wilsons2882 She is doing youtube gaming videos now. Pretty good, I quess?
@@quangtruongvu2774 can you give me the link?
Here she is support her guys
ruclips.net/channel/UClsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
1回見ただけでこの子大好きになった
I wanna give this girl a hug man
We all do
I mean if she links her PayPal we could give her more than a hug
@@ALIMUNTH Can I link my palpal? I may not be a cute 18 yo Japanese girl (in fact I'm a 34 yo skinnyfat guy) but I can cry just the same about doing poorly in middle school and wish for matcha cookies, jacuzzi, money and swimming pool.
@@AloofOof
皮肉効いとる
@@AloofOof She is 25 now
化粧なしでこれはまじで美人だと思う
まじそれ。
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22.
I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected.
The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all.
Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?".
I said no.
But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable.
At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day.
I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another.
I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate.
Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well.
I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business.
Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years.
If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
that's amazing story man wish u luck in watever u do now my brudda :)
Wish you all the best boss.
Stay strong bro
Your story will motivate some young teenagers like the girl in this video. It's really meaningful.
Thank you for sharing this, and I genuinely wish you all the best.
6:08 never gets old
based
my mental as turkish citizen
waaaaaaaahhhhhhh😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
hehehehe🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣
@@ricanoriega6957 THIS IS SO FUNNY BYE
@@reo5419 pats you on the back
max akıl sağlığımız
i'm only 16 yet i feel bad, she's an adult trying to thrive in the big world with no money, no source of income, a huge regret for not taking school seriously and feeling terrible about it now because it's affected her long term. i hope that she's okay, it broke me when she said she wanted matcha cookies but wasn't able to afford it. i hope that wherever she is now or what she's chosen to do, i hope she can take this as an opportunity to turn things around and have a stable life.
Trust me from 16 to 18 it's an eye blink
@@Moonully i'm almost 18 and my advice is to listen to what'll give you the points in your exams, and plan your answers. don't overconvince yourself to study, just listen to your values and keep remembering you'll need school for your future (well, maybe!). just good luck to you, pls don't put pressure on urself we're kids!
今の日本は生活が安定してるなんてありません
これが日本の現実です
@@user-eigshahqhctf 日本には安定した生活というものはないかもしれないが、もしかしたら、その方が良い人生であり、彼女は以前できなかったように良い生活を送っていて、お金を稼いでいるのかもしれないと私は理解しています。私の日本語が良くないので、私はこれのために翻訳者を使用しなければならなかった
To most people here, please stop it and take it slowly, if there's people that can help you go after them and be nice. There is no need to find what you want so fast, get a common job and give yourself some time to think. I feel like America tries to go really fast for no clear reason besides capitalism fast market. If you want true success and to thrive in life not just for yourself but to those you love there is one simple advice: Live slowly.
Yes there's gonna be sometimes that you're gonna feel like trash, but nothing stays the same all the time, the same way that happiness can fade away so does misery and sadness, live life for yourself and think things through, that's all.
人間くさい欲望が涙と一緒にどんどんわき出てきて、そしてどこまでも前向きな姿勢がとても美しい。