Where I've Been
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- Опубликовано: 18 окт 2024
- Hey guys,
this video talks about what has happened to me for the past month
and a half. I will also go into detail into a little bit of what happens next for me. Thank you all for the support I've gotten over all this time. It really means a lot for me and I will cherish it forever.
Thank you.
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i hope you get better. i know how hard it is to lose friends and be suicidal. You should never kill yourself. Even though i recently found your videos i still really enjoy listening to them and i feel like you have potential to grow as a creator. just don't hurt yourself.
I am a new sub. You deserve more recognition
Hey man. I’ve been a sub since the fnaf controversies. I hope you do get better. Your videos really did brighten up my day.
hey man I hope you feel better because from what I’ve seen from this video, you must be a hard spot and all I can do is just comment this anddd you know, try to cheer you up. all I wanna say is that I hope you feel better and that in the future your life will be better and will turn for the good
As someone who just got out of a very deep and dark spot, you will get better. Dont give up because in a very months life will feel so much better. Live for that feeling of being okay, it will take some time but let your feelings do their things and let the emotions soak out. It’s gonna suck for a good while but its going to be okay in the end and you can look back and be proud of the changes you have made and how far you have come, there are going to be a lot of regrets but that’s how the healing processes goes. Just do things that bring you joy to heal yourself. Hope the best for you
I feel the same as well. I didn't do much this year. Time flies by quick and it's already May. I wish all the best for you.
I love ur content man, please stay with us!! I can’t lose such a cool RUclipsr like you :C
Jesus I really don’t have any words to say after watching this video I really don’t but I really hope for the best for you and this video really does remind me of the time when I was in the same position of like lying to my discord or online friends because of personal reason between me and them and I was a fucking moron and yeah it was a no brainer of them not being friends with me nor talking to me at all but I really can’t blame them because I was just an idiot and this video really does make me reflect on why I made those stupid decisions and why I basically ended up alone with no friends and now I have this fear of just talking to people because my social skills have become so shit over the two years and I haven’t talked to anybody but my real life friends which is only like 4 friends I have that I hangout with. I really hope things change for the better man and just so you know that you aren’t alone dealing with this situation and things will definitely turn out for the better. (Can’t wait for the streaming stuff to begin)
this hits hard to home, theres always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if the light is as little as a spark
Keep fighting and know that there is hope. In time I hope you look back at this video and see how much you have grown.
i think the best way to go forward is to map out some coping mechanisms for stress and try to pinpoint those moments of " dude i'm gonna lose my shit"
personally i struggle to step away because i'll fear the judgement for suddenly stepping away, but in the end it shouldn't matter, everyone needs their moments.
it doesn't help that this hits really close to home since, i shit you not, a week or two ago i had a falling out with a friend group ( though it was online)
so just.. remember to take a second. argue back with any negative thoughts you have.. ok? and don't feel pressure to immediately feel okay. that's unrealistic and sometimes we need to allow ourselves to just feel something
but i'm also so glad your attempt failed, and i'm sorry you almost lost to your thoughts
usually what i do when i get close to that sort of thing is to think about every good thing i'd miss, y'know? idk but yeah
Bro your someone i look up to your vids are good you cant be sad over one mistake trust ive lost alot of people Good Luck
i wish you the best man, things will get better soon stay strong. :(
New sub! I’ll believe you’ll grow alot😊
hey, love the fact even with the dark hole you’re in you try and teach a valuable lesson that can keep people’s heads high. living with the burden and shame from previous actions is so real, but it’s good you’re aware that it will get better, bc it will. I hope your mindset gets better and you let yourself have the time to heal, look back and keep your head up high. btw, great content, watched the roblox controversy video, very nicely set out and packed with well worded info, keep doing what you’re doing if it brings you joy, get better soon, new sub also, toodleloo
edit : oh yeah cg for almost 3.2k subs! nice job and honestly you deserve more, your content is well thought out and wonderfully executed. oh and cool maths
Something similar happened to me this year it all started when my mother tried to commit suicide by jumping off our Balcony she has tried to do it a few more times and she even threatened me and my little brother with a knife once it all got to me and i started to ditch highschool all of my friends were worried about me and tried to contact me everday but i just ignored their calls i didnt want to see or talk to anyone i felt empty and each day that passed it got worse and worse i didnt want to do anything i stopped playing sports i didnt even enjoy playing videogames i just sat on the sofa and stared at the wall i didnt eat much and i didnt even go outside anymore. I have lost all contact with my friends and i wont pass this year i ruined everything i had in life i used to get good grades i had people i enjoyed spending time with even if my life at home wasnt the best i enjoyed life i feel like a piece of shit for ignoring my friends they were really worried about me and i just wish i could turn back time and do things right i feel like there is no way i can get out of this situation i fucked up and i ruined my life.
Like u stopped posting vids bro 😔
Bro r u o k now ?
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