I will always come back to this as a comfort video for when I feel embarrassed about struggling with my mental health, you are loved and missed so much 💜💜
im fifteen. you make me feel not so alone sometimes. school is killing me. don’t think I even have the energy to even think about beginning to feel better. It’s scary to think that I’ll always feel this way, because it may leave me alone for a while but it won’t ever truly go. I hate personifying the feeling and the urges because I don’t want to give them importance; how else could I describe something that effects every aspect of your life and your personality?
Abig Ale omg you describe me so much i‘m fifteen in 2 months and I have been struggling for so long now it just feels like theirs no way out and I am so so tired.
When I was 12, I started to experience symptoms of depression for the first time ever and I had no idea what was going on. I cried everyday and barely got out of bed. A year later, I began to self-harm. Nothing had got any better and I felt that this was a release for me, and the only release I had at that. Over the next half a year or so, I began to purge, and do more than just cut in terms of self-harm, and by the end of 2011, I was suicidal as hell. 2012 proved to be one of the worst years of my life. A few weeks after turning 14, I came home from school already close to tears one day. My mum told me there was chocolate in the fridge for me so I ate it but then felt so disgusting and fat and ran upstairs to throw it up. I came back downstairs and just broke into tears and told my parents everything. I was pulled out of school because me being bullied there was a major contributing factor to how things had turned out for me. I got referred to child mental health services and diagnosed with depression and social anxiety disorder. I tried to commit suicide twice over the next year. But near the end of 2013, things had got better and I made my last cut. It bled for a really long time and it scared me so much. I stopped everything after that and was in therapy until mid-2014. I was able to come off my meds and was good for a couple of years. But then, in 2017, I crashed again but held off from relapsing thank god. I went into adult mental health services this time and was diagnosed with OCD as well. I was put back on meds and I still am getting help right now but I'm doing better than I was. I want you to know that yes, you may fall again, but it's not the end of the world. With help, mental illness is manageable. It's really hard when you're young and mentally ill, I know, but I promise you there is better than what you're feeling right now. It might not get better forever but if it does get hard again, at least you know that you have the strength to fight it because you've done it before. :) I believe in you. Literally only less than a year ago, I was planning how I would kill myself but now, I'm stable again and if you had told me that last year, I would have laughed. I'm here for you btw if you ever need anybody to chat to.
Hi hun, do you have any one you can talk to or ask for help? Being 15 is one of the most difficult ages especially when you have mental health issues, trust me I know! I'm 27 now and although I still struggle with my mental health, it's easier to deal with as an adult. Please don't give up and ask for help, i wish I'd asked for help when I was 15 instead of suffering alone
im 14 and I'm struggling too. ive recently started a reduced timetable because I have chronic fatigue as well. it sounds like you might benefit from a little time off school in the week to help get your head back in place without just missing whole weeks or days off school. I hope this benefits me when its been going on for longer, but I think you should try this too :)
im so fricken proud of you marie. it made me so happy when you said " lets at least try and make this a good day"!!! thank you so much for being so true and making yourself so vulnerable posting theese to help ohers. it really does help to know that others feel the same and that im not alone. thankyou so much and im so so so proud of you x
I have SO much respect for you. I as a teen struggle with depression and anxiety. I was recently 1 year clean, but unfortunately have started again. You and the people in the comment section make me feel not so alone. For all of you suffering from ANYTHING you’re not alone and we all support you and love you! Stay strong💓💓💓💓
I've been in bed all day today too. It's nearly 6pm and I've not eaten or drank anything, I've been in bed all day crying. I've not showered for five days and not got dressed either. I have BPD, anxiety and depression too and you don't know how comforted I felt watching this video. I feel so much pressure to be productive every day and putting that pressure on myself is not helping. Thank you for making these videos, they help so much. I'm gonna try and get out of bed and have a shower because I know that will make me feel 10000% better.
I can tell how much you were struggling here . I see myself in you in this video . I didn’t sleep because I EXTREME nightterrors for months due to trauma. And now I’m doing better . But I’m in a depressive episode because I’m scared my treatment is going to be a waste of my time
Everything you are going through resonates with me completely. I’ve also suffered with severe depression and anxiety and mental breakdowns. I’ve also been in hospital for it. I might even be in the middle of a breakdown. You are not alone and you.ve made me feel like I’m not alone. Thank you so much. You are so brave and strong. I wish I could make videos like this to inspire, but I can’t stand the sight of my own face or the sound of my voice. I’m glad you found the courage to do it. You are great!
the fact you even made your bed after being that sad is an accomplishment in itself. youre so strong, Pip as well I just discovered both of you. You've already inspired me to take even a few small steps that I havent before. thank you
I have BPD, persistive depressive disorder, addiction to alcohol and severe anxiety, im probably at one of my lowest times right now and I usually avoid this type of content because it makes me think and i never want to.. but im glad I gave this channel a chance
Your week reminds me so much of my weeks.. recovery isn’t linear but it’ll be so worth it, I like the idea of writing a letter to yourself it’s a good idea!! I wish you all the best lovely you can do this you’re so strong xxxxx
seeing you cry in the self harm part broke my heart. I want to hug you. Its so hard to not give in, and when you make it through it really shows how damn strong you are !!
I'm having such a horrible mental health day and just layed in bed feeling so depressed and put this video on. thank you for making me feel a little less alone xxxx
We are so proud of u for not doing any self harm! Im so glad u didnt do anything. It kills me to see u sad i just wish i could hug u and tell u its going to be okay🥺😭💖
i’m 15 and a freshman in high school, i’ve struggled with self harm for 5 years and anorexia for two and i’ve been in and out of hospitals for 3 years now. it’s gotten so bad to the point where i’ve been physically restrained for hours and sedated and i’ve gotten multiple concussions from self harm. my eating disorder has gotten so bad i’ve been forcefully fed thru a tube just to keep my alive. i’ve had to get stitches for self harm multiple times. my mental health is has deteriorated so much since i was 11 and im trying to get better. i’ve recently started self harming again when i just got home from a 3 month long psychiatric ward stay. you make me feel seen and heard with my mental health issues. i’m really trying to get better and you really inspire me since you came from such a low place and you are growing everyday. i’m so proud of you. i hope you have a wonderful day (don’t cry over this comment lol ily)
You honestly deserve tho world and more, thank you for being real, I know it’s scary to show your true colours to the world instead of hiding behind a mask but you don’t understand how much you help me and how much you help other people, thank you Marie, I hope recovery is just round the corner for you💓
I respect you so much, Marie. Dealing with mental health can be such a pain, yet you keep on going. I'm proud of you for not letting it ruin your whole day... I certainly wouldn't be able to do that. Keep going, you're amazing.❤️
I respect you so much for doing this, living with mental illness is honestly horrible and one of the worst things someone can live with because it makes you feel so helpless and lonely. The fact you have the courage to actually show you in this state shows how strong and powerful you truly are and honestly it's one of the most empowering things to me and it has really helped me a lot. Thank you for making these videos as it brings awareness to how hard it is living with these illnesses. I just respect you so much for it 😊
You are truly so helpful. I am in a mental hospital at the moment, and everything seems so empty hopeless, however you give me just a little bit of hope and light. You are helping me accept that I am not well and realising that that is okay ❤ I love you, thank you so so much Marie - sending you so much love your way, you beautiful soul❤
it takes time, it does. but once you realise that theyre part of you and its okay and there's nothing to be ashamed of then it makes it alot easier xxxx
Thank you for being so raw and showing the world that mental illness can cause you to be up and down all the time and crash for no apparent reason! Well done for staying strong with your self harm urges, trust me I understand how hard that is! I know it doesn't feel like it sometimes, but you're doing amazingly well. Just keep going and trying your best every single day. It's all that we can do. Send lots of love to u always
I haven't seen your video yet but by reading your description and what you've been diagnosed with it's nice to know I'm not the only one as I also suffer from all 3 that you've stated. Since October my mental health has been declining it's the worst it's ever been. Thank you for uploading this content as it actually helps alot I'm definitely going to subscribe.
I love you so much Marie !!! Life is hard sometimes, I’m also diagnosed with BPD and some days are manageable while others leave me in tears in bed all day, but every SINGLE time you upload I’m smiling and feel less alone. Thank you SO much for just being you, thank you for your honesty and thank you for being brave enough to share your struggles/imperfections to help others like me!! Never doubt your place in this world because I can’t ever explain how much you’ve helped me ❤️
Marie you have no idea how much you have helped me. I have struggled with my mental health for about 4 years and despite watching many mental health youtubers you were the one that inspired me to speak out. I have been seeing CAMHS and having therapy for almost a year now and I’m doing a lot better. Thanks so much Marie, stay strong beautiful 💖
I have Depression, BPD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Dissociation and PTSD so I know exactly how you feel with having Depression, Anxiety and BPD too. Much love to you
You are such a warrior, Marie. Who else cries when Marie cries and laughs and dances when Marie does? I wish I could take all the pain away from you. But with your pain comes the most beautiful, genuine, happy and inspirational soul. We love you Marie. Thank you for sharing this xxxxxx
there's something about this video that I just love. you're incredible, never believe anyone who tells you differently. and most of all, KEEP GOING. you're an inspiration to me, thanks for getting me through my life shit for the last year. bloody love u ❤️
THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!! I’m in DBT right now for BPD and the amount of emotions I experience in a day is like a rollercoaster. I never know what I’m waking up to or which emotion or intrusive thought will enter my body & mind. You just made me realize and be thankful that I’m not alone, with riding the rollercoaster
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I suffer with postnatal depression, it's horrible, ever seen Stacey of easteders and she starts hearing things and trys to protect her son. That's the same thing that happens to me. Finally got the right doesage of medicine now so hopefully can start to get better x
We absolutely should be nice to you Marie, honestly you deserve so much happiness and love. This illness does not define you or your life, you are incredible. Xxx
It's very brave of you to share your darkest moments with us. It's good to see the differences in how you have felt from day to day. I have often had those days where I feel like crap and then the next day or even next few hours I'm fine and I always felt a bit stupid saying I had depression when I could be okay and happy some days. I don't know if that makes sense. but I loved the video, very raw. We're here for you and we love you Marie
This comment is gonna be long, but I have just so many thoughts. First of all thank you for making this video and keep it this real, I'm so thankful that you showed this footage to us of your week and encouraged us to be strong even if we feel low at a particular day❣️I adored both of your outfits from Tuesday!😍 16:46 literally broke my heart, my heart goes out to you sweetheart and I'm so proud of you that you didn't hurt yourself, it required so much strength!❤️ I adored your wall art as well, you're really talented, I wish I could draw like this!😊 I really loved Alb's jumper, he was sooo adorable in it~! :3 I tried to make this comment coherent, but I couldn't, I'm really sorry! Thank you for making this video and be so open as always, I really loved it and I wish you all the best, sending you lots of love!❤️I hope you have a lovely day!😊
Love your videos so much! I suffer with mental health and post videos about my recovery aswell and you have inspired me a lot ! Keep fighting girl, you can do this 👏🏻🌟
I just want to say I think you are such a brave, strong and genuinely lovely girl. What you’re doing by posting videos like this shows the reality of mental health and provides so much encouragement for others to get help and to never feel alone. Sending big big hugs to you xxx
i have so much respect for you for putting this on the internet. im praying for you, you are so so strong. i love you for showing people who might not know what life is like for us. im recovering from multiple mental health problems and you make me believe i can do it 💗
Thank you for showing us your vulnerable side sweetheart, that shows a true woman of courage and strength 💖 Sending you all the love and hugs in the world 💞💞💞
Thank you for making this video. It helps so much to see someone experience similar days where you don’t feel up to doing anything, especially when you feel friends and family don’t understand 💕
You deserve the world and more after what you have and are still going through , struggling with anxiety depression self harm and you’ve really helped me when nobody else would I’m grateful for your videos keep going
I was trying to write something deep and thoughtful but no words can express the admiration I have for you. So I'm just going to say thank you. Thank you for everything, Marie. I love you ❤️
I could't be more proud of you. I know the struggles with these urges and you are handling it well. it doesn't have to be perfect. you're perfect just the way you are.
I’m feeling pretty shit rn ngl. Thinking about everything wrong with me. When I’m feeling like this I come to watch your videos no matter what time it is. I’m 14 and have school tomo/today and it’s like 1am but my thoughts are controlling me. Your videos are so calming like I love them. Thank you.
You probs won't read this but i just wanted to say you inspire me so friggin much like omg,, sometimes i feel like i could jus end it all but people like you give me the inspiration and encouragement to keep living and it all shows me that it may actually be worth it. Thank you so much Marie Rose.
Hun you have lost so much weight...hope you're ok! As far as the med working or not working at night..did you take it and go right to bed or wait awhile? Some you have to go right to bed after taking... Also, note whether you're taking it on a full/empty stomach, etc...
Marie’s videos are the best late this month is the first time in four years when I actually wanted to live and Marie has helped me with that so thank you Marie for helping to save my life xxxxxxxx
this is authentic !Days, hours, seconds can be really bad and there are those nice shiny moments... your video helps to accept all of it a little better!! Thx
I have said it many times but I see no problem about repeating: I love you and I admire who you are, sweetheart. I'm so proud you have that power I mean you're such an incredible person and I'm very thankful for you to sharing so many things with us... you're the best, for real! thank you so much for being an spectacular human being. the world needs to learn a lot of things - I bet you'd be a great teacher hahahaha xxxx
You’ve really inspired me so much and you’ve honestly affected me and so much in my life and I can’t even explain how grateful I am for you and how much you make me wanna be a better me and I’m so grateful for you and I just wanna thank you so much ❤️
this video really helps. thank you far doing what you do. i think this video is very important because it shows you raw with no filter and real emotion which helps me feel better to know and see that I'm not alone and i have the most respect for you putting your story, your life and your advice out there and you might not realise it but you help a shittt tone of people including me saved peoples life because you expressing your story and advice and I am proud to see someone that has been through hell and back stay so strong even in your weaker moments. anyway keep doing what you are doing because it is simply amazing. Thanks a bunch xx
Honey don’t knock yourself down, I know it’s hard but you’re worth and deserve so much more❤️always here sweetie and so proud of you for being so strong and still being here💕💪🏼
I just wanna send you all the love and good vibes! I have weeks like this a lot too... relapsed last night after 3 months being clean, so life isn't super great rn, but I'm working through it. I can't even imagine picking up and filming anything like this on bad days, so I just wanna tell you how proud I am of you and how much work you put in to try and have good days and better yourself (I dont mean that in any negative way). We'll get through it! 😁❤️
marie, your honesty and realness in this vid is so special and is something that the internet really needs to see. your honestly amazing and i love you so much!! you inspire thousands of people with every video and your literally helping so many people. you have no idea how much you mean to me and grateful i am for having found you as i really don't know where i would've been these last couple of months without you! sending you all the love and happiness in the world. thankyou for everything love you lots p.s can we expect anymore true crime videos loveeeeee these so much xx
Its the secret life most of us live and its good to know others are reaching out to one another because a lot of the times if I just had someone, I would feel a tiny bit better.
before watching this video I was feeling like shit and now I feel like it will be just fine. I don't quite now how but it gave me so much motivation to recover. thank you so so so so so much , I can't even describe it. you're so brave, I honestly admire you for sharing such personal stuff and showing off your scars and just being genuine, it helps a lot of us. keep going, lots of love!! xx
I cant even put into words how thankful I am that you made this video. It just feels so incredibly good to know that I’m not the only one going through similar moods and episodes. I’d love to watch more of these authentic videos of yours! I wish you all the best Marie!! And by the way I love the drawing you did on your wall, it looks soo cool!
honestly this video helped me out sm. i've been feeling like you were on tuesday morning but for a solid month. when you picked yourself up and said "lets not have a bad day", i thought if you could do it, with everything youve been through and are going to, then i can too. thank u x
I love you, I love you so much. You’re so inspirational honestly!! Seeing you upset made me cry but the bravery of holding back from your urges is something I respect insanely. When I get urges it’s so horrible to ‘ride the wave’ but I’m so happy for you, you’re amazing and you help me so much without even knowing it, I love you Marie please stay strong and keep going❤️xxxxx
I am literally crying watching this, feeling like I know what you are saying although it’ll never come close to how you feel it’s so upsetting seeing someone feel so shit this video is so raw😩only half way through but wanted to leave you a little message thankyou for this video ❤️this was very brave of you marie & I love albie omg x
Thank you for making all these videos, I've been binging them this morning. I myself am a survivor of a suicide attempt and struggle with bipolar depression and PTSD. You're dedication to documenting your story and efforts to help others is inspiring. Everyday is hard but I'm trying...just trying to find the motivation to keep on... wish ya the best ^^
You're so beautiful babe and I definitely understand what you're going through.. My sleep pattern is horrible I literally don't sleep until early hours of the morning due to nightmares because than at least if I wake up the sun will be up so I won't wake up to darkness but then being up all night causes me to over think and want to hurt myself and I can't take medication because I'm not trusted because of suicide attempts. So I get how hard it is every day to get things done or to even want to get out of bed.. But I'm so proud of you for posting this and please know you are never alone ♥
I can relate so much to Tuesday the down emotion then trying to be positive and the crash at the end of the day. I want to say your an amazing and brave for putting this out there. This is reality for some of us but not everyone is ready to show that. I applaud you for doing this and I think your an inspiration ❤️ keep up the good work cos its making a huge impact to the world ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Seeing all the scars on your arms has really opened my eyes to your struggles. I can’t imagine how brave you have to be every day, but fight back beautiful, you’ve got this xoxoxo
marieroseeee I know some days will feel like nothing’s right and you don’t fit in anywhere but I hope you know you fit in right herewith all of us, in your ups and your downs and all the chaos. I’m binge watching your vids tonight because I’m feeling blah and it’s reminding me all of this crazy mix is life. So grateful for these raw honest videos..... thank you xoxox
I feel so much with you. I have kind of the same, good and bad in one day. Now it's been pretty bad only since I'm in a very deep depression but the mornings is no motivation but then it feels a little bit better and in the evening is often really though. I like your videos so much, unfortunately I have no friends left, and you make me feel less alone, so, thank you! Take care of yourself
dude. I have so much respect for you. you don't even know. cheers.
thankyou so so much!
the way she said “hey bubba, you alright?” ahhhh🥺🥺🥺
ruby mae I cried
I will always come back to this as a comfort video for when I feel embarrassed about struggling with my mental health, you are loved and missed so much 💜💜
Struggling with self harm and depression at the moment , I really love watching your videos , you are an inspiration. Thank you so much ❤️
im sending so many hugs and love to you, thankyou!! xxxx
marieroseeee it means a lot , thank you ❤️❤️❤️
@Crying eyes it makes me feel a bit better when I see someone else typing my feelings without knowing them.
sinner I am here for ya ❤️
Because of you I told my parents about my self harm and now I’m going to CAMHS , thank you xx
I'm very proud of you!!
Gracie J I’m so so so happy and proud of you.
That's wonderful well done xx
Courageous💕 I am rooting for you
How's CAMHS going for you? Sorry if this comes across as annoying, I just want to hear about other people's experiences with it.
As a 15 year old struggling with severe mental health issues, your videos make me feel less alone; thank you.
Parker Langowski it’s gonna be alright baby, hang tough
im fifteen. you make me feel not so alone sometimes. school is killing me. don’t think I even have the energy to even think about beginning to feel better. It’s scary to think that I’ll always feel this way, because it may leave me alone for a while but it won’t ever truly go. I hate personifying the feeling and the urges because I don’t want to give them importance; how else could I describe something that effects every aspect of your life and your personality?
Abig Ale omg you describe me so much i‘m fifteen in 2 months and I have been struggling for so long now it just feels like theirs no way out and I am so so tired.
Hang in there buddy xx
When I was 12, I started to experience symptoms of depression for the first time ever and I had no idea what was going on. I cried everyday and barely got out of bed. A year later, I began to self-harm. Nothing had got any better and I felt that this was a release for me, and the only release I had at that. Over the next half a year or so, I began to purge, and do more than just cut in terms of self-harm, and by the end of 2011, I was suicidal as hell. 2012 proved to be one of the worst years of my life. A few weeks after turning 14, I came home from school already close to tears one day. My mum told me there was chocolate in the fridge for me so I ate it but then felt so disgusting and fat and ran upstairs to throw it up. I came back downstairs and just broke into tears and told my parents everything. I was pulled out of school because me being bullied there was a major contributing factor to how things had turned out for me. I got referred to child mental health services and diagnosed with depression and social anxiety disorder. I tried to commit suicide twice over the next year. But near the end of 2013, things had got better and I made my last cut. It bled for a really long time and it scared me so much. I stopped everything after that and was in therapy until mid-2014. I was able to come off my meds and was good for a couple of years. But then, in 2017, I crashed again but held off from relapsing thank god. I went into adult mental health services this time and was diagnosed with OCD as well. I was put back on meds and I still am getting help right now but I'm doing better than I was. I want you to know that yes, you may fall again, but it's not the end of the world. With help, mental illness is manageable. It's really hard when you're young and mentally ill, I know, but I promise you there is better than what you're feeling right now. It might not get better forever but if it does get hard again, at least you know that you have the strength to fight it because you've done it before. :) I believe in you. Literally only less than a year ago, I was planning how I would kill myself but now, I'm stable again and if you had told me that last year, I would have laughed. I'm here for you btw if you ever need anybody to chat to.
Hi hun, do you have any one you can talk to or ask for help? Being 15 is one of the most difficult ages especially when you have mental health issues, trust me I know! I'm 27 now and although I still struggle with my mental health, it's easier to deal with as an adult. Please don't give up and ask for help, i wish I'd asked for help when I was 15 instead of suffering alone
im 14 and I'm struggling too. ive recently started a reduced timetable because I have chronic fatigue as well. it sounds like you might benefit from a little time off school in the week to help get your head back in place without just missing whole weeks or days off school. I hope this benefits me when its been going on for longer, but I think you should try this too :)
im so fricken proud of you marie. it made me so happy when you said " lets at least try and make this a good day"!!! thank you so much for being so true and making yourself so vulnerable posting theese to help ohers. it really does help to know that others feel the same and that im not alone. thankyou so much and im so so so proud of you x
omg morgan thankyou so so much!! it can be hard but all of youre guys' support makes it so worth it xxxx
“I feel like I don’t belong in the world” describes so well how I’ve been lately
I have SO much respect for you. I as a teen struggle with depression and anxiety. I was recently 1 year clean, but unfortunately have started again. You and the people in the comment section make me feel not so alone. For all of you suffering from ANYTHING you’re not alone and we all support you and love you! Stay strong💓💓💓💓
I've been in bed all day today too. It's nearly 6pm and I've not eaten or drank anything, I've been in bed all day crying. I've not showered for five days and not got dressed either. I have BPD, anxiety and depression too and you don't know how comforted I felt watching this video.
I feel so much pressure to be productive every day and putting that pressure on myself is not helping. Thank you for making these videos, they help so much. I'm gonna try and get out of bed and have a shower because I know that will make me feel 10000% better.
I totally feel you, every mood, every emotion, I am in a dark place, presently, but I will carry on, just as you do. Thanks for being so brave.
I can tell how much you were struggling here . I see myself in you in this video . I didn’t sleep because I EXTREME nightterrors for months due to trauma. And now I’m doing better . But I’m in a depressive episode because I’m scared my treatment is going to be a waste of my time
love how honest this is. most people just record when they feel their best, but this really shows the normal ups and downs. hope you're feeling okay
Thankyou so so much xx
Everything you are going through resonates with me completely. I’ve also suffered with severe depression and anxiety and mental breakdowns. I’ve also been in hospital for it. I might even be in the middle of a breakdown. You are not alone and you.ve made me feel like I’m not alone. Thank you so much. You are so brave and strong. I wish I could make videos like this to inspire, but I can’t stand the sight of my own face or the sound of my voice. I’m glad you found the courage to do it. You are great!
“Who says girls can’t helicopter” lol definitely made me chuckle
honestly i live for yours and pips friendship omg💛💛
the fact you even made your bed after being that sad is an accomplishment in itself. youre so strong, Pip as well I just discovered both of you. You've already inspired me to take even a few small steps that I havent before. thank you
I have BPD, persistive depressive disorder, addiction to alcohol and severe anxiety, im probably at one of my lowest times right now and I usually avoid this type of content because it makes me think and i never want to.. but im glad I gave this channel a chance
Your week reminds me so much of my weeks.. recovery isn’t linear but it’ll be so worth it, I like the idea of writing a letter to yourself it’s a good idea!! I wish you all the best lovely you can do this you’re so strong xxxxx
seeing you cry in the self harm part broke my heart. I want to hug you. Its so hard to not give in, and when you make it through it really shows how damn strong you are !!
I'm having such a horrible mental health day and just layed in bed feeling so depressed and put this video on. thank you for making me feel a little less alone xxxx
Me: *sees marie has uploaded a new vid*
Me: *starts dancing in the kitchen*
We are so proud of u for not doing any self harm! Im so glad u didnt do anything. It kills me to see u sad i just wish i could hug u and tell u its going to be okay🥺😭💖
i’m 15 and a freshman in high school, i’ve struggled with self harm for 5 years and anorexia for two and i’ve been in and out of hospitals for 3 years now. it’s gotten so bad to the point where i’ve been physically restrained for hours and sedated and i’ve gotten multiple concussions from self harm. my eating disorder has gotten so bad i’ve been forcefully fed thru a tube just to keep my alive. i’ve had to get stitches for self harm multiple times. my mental health is has deteriorated so much since i was 11 and im trying to get better. i’ve recently started self harming again when i just got home from a 3 month long psychiatric ward stay. you make me feel seen and heard with my mental health issues. i’m really trying to get better and you really inspire me since you came from such a low place and you are growing everyday. i’m so proud of you. i hope you have a wonderful day (don’t cry over this comment lol ily)
Is anyone obsessed with her face she is stunning omg
that shot of albie in the sunshine looking so angelic made my day
Marie Munchkins!! 💗💗 love you lots Marie can’t wait for this ❤️
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Hope your doing okay, look like you’ve lost weight very quick xxx
You honestly deserve tho world and more, thank you for being real, I know it’s scary to show your true colours to the world instead of hiding behind a mask but you don’t understand how much you help me and how much you help other people, thank you Marie, I hope recovery is just round the corner for you💓
I respect you so much, Marie. Dealing with mental health can be such a pain, yet you keep on going. I'm proud of you for not letting it ruin your whole day... I certainly wouldn't be able to do that. Keep going, you're amazing.❤️
Gosh I feel for you, this was a major reflection of what my life has been like for the last three years. You’re truly inspiring.
Thankyou so much xxxx
I respect you so much for doing this, living with mental illness is honestly horrible and one of the worst things someone can live with because it makes you feel so helpless and lonely. The fact you have the courage to actually show you in this state shows how strong and powerful you truly are and honestly it's one of the most empowering things to me and it has really helped me a lot. Thank you for making these videos as it brings awareness to how hard it is living with these illnesses. I just respect you so much for it 😊
You are truly so helpful. I am in a mental hospital at the moment, and everything seems so empty hopeless, however you give me just a little bit of hope and light. You are helping me accept that I am not well and realising that that is okay ❤ I love you, thank you so so much Marie - sending you so much love your way, you beautiful soul❤
Thank you. I have newly diagnosed with BPD. You give me hope.
I really wish I had as much confidence you to go out showing my scars xx
it takes time, it does. but once you realise that theyre part of you and its okay and there's nothing to be ashamed of then it makes it alot easier xxxx
@@marieroseeee thank you!! Xxx
Say that you get in knife fight a lot no suspicion there
Please please please do more of these if you’re okay with that?! Loved it boo😊xx
and omg i totally relate to the bpd constant moods changes, its so exhausting, might show this vid to my mum to help her understand it xoxo
Thank you for being so raw and showing the world that mental illness can cause you to be up and down all the time and crash for no apparent reason! Well done for staying strong with your self harm urges, trust me I understand how hard that is! I know it doesn't feel like it sometimes, but you're doing amazingly well. Just keep going and trying your best every single day. It's all that we can do. Send lots of love to u always
Thankyou omg it means so much to me! Loving you xxxxx
I haven't seen your video yet but by reading your description and what you've been diagnosed with it's nice to know I'm not the only one as I also suffer from all 3 that you've stated. Since October my mental health has been declining it's the worst it's ever been. Thank you for uploading this content as it actually helps alot I'm definitely going to subscribe.
I love you so much Marie !!! Life is hard sometimes, I’m also diagnosed with BPD and some days are manageable while others leave me in tears in bed all day, but every SINGLE time you upload I’m smiling and feel less alone. Thank you SO much for just being you, thank you for your honesty and thank you for being brave enough to share your struggles/imperfections to help others like me!! Never doubt your place in this world because I can’t ever explain how much you’ve helped me ❤️
me and the group chat loves you!!! xx
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Marie you have no idea how much you have helped me. I have struggled with my mental health for about 4 years and despite watching many mental health youtubers you were the one that inspired me to speak out. I have been seeing CAMHS and having therapy for almost a year now and I’m doing a lot better. Thanks so much Marie, stay strong beautiful 💖
I have Depression, BPD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Dissociation and PTSD so I know exactly how you feel with having Depression, Anxiety and BPD too. Much love to you
You are such a warrior, Marie. Who else cries when Marie cries and laughs and dances when Marie does? I wish I could take all the pain away from you. But with your pain comes the most beautiful, genuine, happy and inspirational soul. We love you Marie. Thank you for sharing this xxxxxx
there's something about this video that I just love. you're incredible, never believe anyone who tells you differently. and most of all, KEEP GOING. you're an inspiration to me, thanks for getting me through my life shit for the last year. bloody love u ❤️
THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!! I’m in DBT right now for BPD and the amount of emotions I experience in a day is like a rollercoaster. I never know what I’m waking up to or which emotion or intrusive thought will enter my body & mind. You just made me realize and be thankful that I’m not alone, with riding the rollercoaster
I suffer with postnatal depression, it's horrible, ever seen Stacey of easteders and she starts hearing things and trys to protect her son. That's the same thing that happens to me. Finally got the right doesage of medicine now so hopefully can start to get better x
Zoè Wallace sending some love to you, hope things get better 💕
@@frankiebaxter2590 thank you so much 💓💓
This is random but r u related to lesleyann x
Yeah x
Zoè Wallace oh yeah, Ik her x
We absolutely should be nice to you Marie, honestly you deserve so much happiness and love. This illness does not define you or your life, you are incredible. Xxx
I love you💗🙌you show the reality of mental health and it’s not all fake smiles and laughter☹️ x
It's very brave of you to share your darkest moments with us. It's good to see the differences in how you have felt from day to day. I have often had those days where I feel like crap and then the next day or even next few hours I'm fine and I always felt a bit stupid saying I had depression when I could be okay and happy some days. I don't know if that makes sense.
but I loved the video, very raw. We're here for you and we love you Marie
I love you so much u help me so much and make me kinda wanna live
This comment is gonna be long, but I have just so many thoughts. First of all thank you for making this video and keep it this real, I'm so thankful that you showed this footage to us of your week and encouraged us to be strong even if we feel low at a particular day❣️I adored both of your outfits from Tuesday!😍
16:46 literally broke my heart, my heart goes out to you sweetheart and I'm so proud of you that you didn't hurt yourself, it required so much strength!❤️
I adored your wall art as well, you're really talented, I wish I could draw like this!😊
I really loved Alb's jumper, he was sooo adorable in it~! :3 I tried to make this comment coherent, but I couldn't, I'm really sorry! Thank you for making this video and be so open as always, I really loved it and I wish you all the best, sending you lots of love!❤️I hope you have a lovely day!😊
Love your videos so much! I suffer with mental health and post videos about my recovery aswell and you have inspired me a lot ! Keep fighting girl, you can do this 👏🏻🌟
Mia Brooke omg i love your videos!!!
I just want to say I think you are such a brave, strong and genuinely lovely girl. What you’re doing by posting videos like this shows the reality of mental health and provides so much encouragement for others to get help and to never feel alone. Sending big big hugs to you xxx
i have so much respect for you for putting this on the internet. im praying for you, you are so so strong. i love you for showing people who might not know what life is like for us. im recovering from multiple mental health problems and you make me believe i can do it 💗
Thank you for showing us your vulnerable side sweetheart, that shows a true woman of courage and strength 💖
Sending you all the love and hugs in the world 💞💞💞
You’ve actually helped me looking at things close in my life to tell my psychiatrist thank you so much i dont feel as crazy as i was months ago xxxxxx
I love this video! Hopefully you'll do this again sometime. Thank you for uploading xxx
You’re honestly one of the most precious humans. I love you x
there a days when u just feel so happy abd when u are down so down
Thank you for making this video. It helps so much to see someone experience similar days where you don’t feel up to doing anything, especially when you feel friends and family don’t understand 💕
You deserve the world and more after what you have and are still going through , struggling with anxiety depression self harm and you’ve really helped me when nobody else would I’m grateful for your videos keep going
“If you’re going through hell, keep going” 💕
I was trying to write something deep and thoughtful but no words can express the admiration I have for you. So I'm just going to say thank you. Thank you for everything, Marie. I love you ❤️
I could't be more proud of you. I know the struggles with these urges and you are handling it well. it doesn't have to be perfect. you're perfect just the way you are.
I’m feeling pretty shit rn ngl. Thinking about everything wrong with me. When I’m feeling like this I come to watch your videos no matter what time it is. I’m 14 and have school tomo/today and it’s like 1am but my thoughts are controlling me. Your videos are so calming like I love them. Thank you.
You got this Marie,it's ok not to be ok ❤️ your amazing 💓
You probs won't read this but i just wanted to say you inspire me so friggin much like omg,, sometimes i feel like i could jus end it all but people like you give me the inspiration and encouragement to keep living and it all shows me that it may actually be worth it. Thank you so much Marie Rose.
Hun you have lost so much weight...hope you're ok! As far as the med working or not working at night..did you take it and go right to bed or wait awhile? Some you have to go right to bed after taking... Also, note whether you're taking it on a full/empty stomach, etc...
Marie’s videos are the best late this month is the first time in four years when I actually wanted to live and Marie has helped me with that so thank you Marie for helping to save my life xxxxxxxx
this is authentic !Days, hours, seconds can be really bad and there are those nice shiny moments... your video helps to accept all of it a little better!! Thx
I have said it many times but I see no problem about repeating: I love you and I admire who you are, sweetheart. I'm so proud you have that power I mean you're such an incredible person and I'm very thankful for you to sharing so many things with us... you're the best, for real! thank you so much for being an spectacular human being. the world needs to learn a lot of things - I bet you'd be a great teacher hahahaha xxxx
You’ve really inspired me so much and you’ve honestly affected me and so much in my life and I can’t even explain how grateful I am for you and how much you make me wanna be a better me and I’m so grateful for you and I just wanna thank you so much ❤️
this video really helps. thank you far doing what you do. i think this video is very important because it shows you raw with no filter and real emotion which helps me feel better to know and see that I'm not alone and i have the most respect for you putting your story, your life and your advice out there and you might not realise it but you help a shittt tone of people including me saved peoples life because you expressing your story and advice and I am proud to see someone that has been through hell and back stay so strong even in your weaker moments. anyway keep doing what you are doing because it is simply amazing. Thanks a bunch xx
WINNER WINNER CHICKEN DINNER!!! so proud of you, keep fighting doll💘💘
Honey don’t knock yourself down, I know it’s hard but you’re worth and deserve so much more❤️always here sweetie and so proud of you for being so strong and still being here💕💪🏼
I just wanna send you all the love and good vibes! I have weeks like this a lot too... relapsed last night after 3 months being clean, so life isn't super great rn, but I'm working through it. I can't even imagine picking up and filming anything like this on bad days, so I just wanna tell you how proud I am of you and how much work you put in to try and have good days and better yourself (I dont mean that in any negative way). We'll get through it! 😁❤️
You help so much more than you realize! You DO belong. Even when you feel like you don’t. Thanks for everything!
marie, your honesty and realness in this vid is so special and is something that the internet really needs to see. your honestly amazing and i love you so much!! you inspire thousands of people with every video and your literally helping so many people. you have no idea how much you mean to me and grateful i am for having found you as i really don't know where i would've been these last couple of months without you!
sending you all the love and happiness in the world. thankyou for everything
love you lots
p.s can we expect anymore true crime videos loveeeeee these so much xx
Its the secret life most of us live and its good to know others are reaching out to one another because a lot of the times if I just had someone, I would feel a tiny bit better.
before watching this video I was feeling like shit and now I feel like it will be just fine. I don't quite now how but it gave me so much motivation to recover. thank you so so so so so much , I can't even describe it. you're so brave, I honestly admire you for sharing such personal stuff and showing off your scars and just being genuine, it helps a lot of us. keep going, lots of love!! xx
so proud of you honey for pushing through the urges 💜 thankyou for sharing this week with us, sending so much love to you 💖
this is too real... thank you for sharing, you are wonderful. sending all my love to you ❤️
I cant even put into words how thankful I am that you made this video. It just feels so incredibly good to know that I’m not the only one going through similar moods and episodes. I’d love to watch more of these authentic videos of yours! I wish you all the best Marie!! And by the way I love the drawing you did on your wall, it looks soo cool!
seeing you cry breaks my heart
honestly this video helped me out sm. i've been feeling like you were on tuesday morning but for a solid month. when you picked yourself up and said "lets not have a bad day", i thought if you could do it, with everything youve been through and are going to, then i can too. thank u x
I love you, I love you so much. You’re so inspirational honestly!! Seeing you upset made me cry but the bravery of holding back from your urges is something I respect insanely. When I get urges it’s so horrible to ‘ride the wave’ but I’m so happy for you, you’re amazing and you help me so much without even knowing it, I love you Marie please stay strong and keep going❤️xxxxx
you're so strong for showing this side of yourself. keep fighting we love you
Thank you for posting this and showing the reality of living with mental health 💜💜
That’s exactly what I wanted to do! Thankyou xxxx
I love seeing all your self care 💕
I am literally crying watching this, feeling like I know what you are saying although it’ll never come close to how you feel it’s so upsetting seeing someone feel so shit this video is so raw😩only half way through but wanted to leave you a little message thankyou for this video ❤️this was very brave of you marie & I love albie omg x
Omg I love you & your adorable British accent. Literally find so much inspiration from you. 💞
Thank you for making all these videos, I've been binging them this morning. I myself am a survivor of a suicide attempt and struggle with bipolar depression and PTSD. You're dedication to documenting your story and efforts to help others is inspiring. Everyday is hard but I'm trying...just trying to find the motivation to keep on... wish ya the best ^^
thankyou so so much! this means the world x
Aww don’t cry it’s okay where here for u 💜 l live u ❤️ ur so gorge 💕
You're so beautiful babe and I definitely understand what you're going through.. My sleep pattern is horrible I literally don't sleep until early hours of the morning due to nightmares because than at least if I wake up the sun will be up so I won't wake up to darkness but then being up all night causes me to over think and want to hurt myself and I can't take medication because I'm not trusted because of suicide attempts. So I get how hard it is every day to get things done or to even want to get out of bed.. But I'm so proud of you for posting this and please know you are never alone ♥
I can relate so much to Tuesday the down emotion then trying to be positive and the crash at the end of the day. I want to say your an amazing and brave for putting this out there. This is reality for some of us but not everyone is ready to show that. I applaud you for doing this and I think your an inspiration ❤️ keep up the good work cos its making a huge impact to the world ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Seeing all the scars on your arms has really opened my eyes to your struggles. I can’t imagine how brave you have to be every day, but fight back beautiful, you’ve got this xoxoxo
this means so so much to me. i feel so much better now. people like you are the reasons i could do it - thankyou so much 💗
marieroseeee I know some days will feel like nothing’s right and you don’t fit in anywhere but I hope you know you fit in right herewith all of us, in your ups and your downs and all the chaos. I’m binge watching your vids tonight because I’m feeling blah and it’s reminding me all of this crazy mix is life. So grateful for these raw honest videos..... thank you xoxox
thank you for this..i love you so much you've helped me in so many ways
I feel so much with you. I have kind of the same, good and bad in one day. Now it's been pretty bad only since I'm in a very deep depression but the mornings is no motivation but then it feels a little bit better and in the evening is often really though. I like your videos so much, unfortunately I have no friends left, and you make me feel less alone, so, thank you! Take care of yourself
Hiya does anyone know the song which says I wanna break down all the windows and the doors at 14:40?
Charlotte Hooton far away by lonli, it’s only on soundcloud x