I actually got to ask her the story behind this song in person and she told me that she wrote this song for one of her close friends. Her friend had a baby, it had some sort of heart disease I believe, and all the doctors had told her to just get an abortion because it would just be easier on her than delivering a still born and/or a baby that will die in a matter of days, maybe even hours. But she gave birth anyway, and she got 28 full days with her baby until it died. Plumb got to be in the room while the baby died, and her friend was just holding it in her arms close to her chest as it was dying, and she was just saying "thank you, thank you." over and over again. Plumb asked her why she was saying thank you and she replied. "everyone was telling me to just get an abortion because it wouldn't live anyway and it would be easier on me, but I got 28 full days with my child." Then she made this song.
You're very lucky if you haven't I'm 14 almost 15 and I have lost so many pets who I had a strong connection with and I still cry till this day and I'm scared of losing my closest pet
@@kyrahickman7384 Your pets are ALWAYS AROUND YOU MY DEAR. FOR WE ARE ENERGY AND ENERGY DOESNT GO AWAY. IT JUST EXPANDS AND SURROUNDS US💯 STAY STRONG AND KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE...😊 YOUR HEART IS SWEET AND OPEN TO THE TRUTH.. REMEMBER, YOUR HERE FOR ALL ANIMALS! 😁DONT FORGET & LIVE THE FULLEST LIFE YOU CAN! THE HAPPIER YOU ARE THE MORE ALL ANIMALS SINCE IT🤔✊💯 SENDING LOVE 💛 & LIGHT🕯. Namaste💫
Thank you Jesus for loving me first, I love you Jesus with all of my heart, thank you for talking all my sins away and setting me free. Only you Jesus have the power to set me free , I love you my you are the way the truth and the life!!!!!
I was actually born 24 weeks premature, the doctors told my mom to plan a funeral because I wasn't going to make it, so she did. The doctors found the hole in my lung and literally saved my life within the last minute. The funeral was canceled, now I'm about to suppress my life expectancy when I turn 21 in January; my heart and prayers of the families that lost their child. 💕
My stories not really like any of yours or as bad as yours, but. When I was just really young, I ate something that I didn't know I was allergic to. My mom saw me laying on the grass cause I was so tired. So she brought me inside and put me in my crib. She thought she should change me but she didn't want to wake me up. She decided to do so, so she turned me over and my eyes were red and puffy cause I was having an allergic reaction. So she took me to the hospital. If she wouldn't of rolled me over, I wouldn't be here today. I'm very thankful I have my mom. Now she's in a care home cause she has ALS and she could pass any day. I love her very much and I couldn't wish for a better mom. I hope you all are happy and have a good life! ❤
This song clearly depicts the agony of loss, I lost my baby 30 years ago, but the ache still goes on, sometimes I still feel that same agony. An Ache so deep, that I can hardly breathe...this also depicts the agony i feel most nights since my husband's passing. I applaud Plumb for this song...I don't know that i could sing it,
I agree with you fully. And also, I am really sorry for the loss of your husband. Just know that he IS here, watching over you & feeling so proud of you
I lost my big sister but I think even if it hurts me, my mother's got a deeper ache than, because I never really knew my sister. Rachel Vass Isn't she talking bout her little child? :0
I lost my child just 2 months ago. I used to listen to this song thinking how horrible it would be to lose a child and now here I am relating to this song completely. It hurts.
I've never heard anything that described my feelings sooo perfectly. Every single word. I can't even sing along I'm crying so hard. This kind of soul mate creates the most unbearable pain if lost. I'll only feel this way for one person, he's gone and it forces me to believe that I'll never truly be happy with anyone else because nothing can compare to this kind of love. All I have is the beautiful memory of him and this excruciating empty whole, but I'd rather have that than to never have had him at all.
Ok, since we're all grieving here...I'll grieve here with you to. Hi, I'm Annie. I lost my Aunt, my older brother, and now..my Great Grandmother has 3 months to live. I am suffering. I am suicidal. And yet...I want to live on...why..?...why do I continue? Why do I push on through the struggle? I don't know. I feel alone..I can't trust anyone really. Why am I so strong? I'll never know. Live on people! be strong! be strong for your deceased and living family members! Be strong for me! ♡
+ Annie Hewitt I know the feeling I lost so many family too.. But please, live on! And be strong to willing to live for as many as you know Sorry if my English speaking is bad
You are never alone! I am so sorry for your loss! Being able to hold on is amazing! You should not give up on life you still have a full long life to live! #staystrong!
Annie, everything will be alright. You must have atleast something peaceful to think about, rather than being stressed out and in pain your entire life. We believe you can live, in peace. There will be a day where there's no more tears, no more pain and no more fears. We will all be forgiven and be able to live peacefully. Not all people's lives are easy. Not anyone's lives are easy. Even Jesus suffered through life. He went through death, but rose. He has let us all have a chance to live peacefully. God has a plan for us, and will use it when the time is right. Believe in yourself. Believe in God. We know God has a plan for you. He has a plan, for everyone. As I said, life isn't always as easy as you think it would be. Sometimes, life can be a disaster. But you'll live through it. Even I've had to live through the pain! Hope your life ends up being better than before! I'll be praying for you.
This hit me..... I lost my Mom, dad And older brother (who was 14) in a car accident.... I was in it as well but MADE it out...... I was 10. im 13 now and i want nothing more then them.......
sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go. You are strong for surviving that crash and living to this day. There is nothing more than to know that you had a special reason to live, and your Mom, Dad and Brother will be right above you, cheering you on. They believe in you, so believe in yourself. Make them proud by simply Living.
Reading over a few of the comments brought more tears to my eyes. But it was nice to read that I'm not alone in the way I feel. It's been almost 5 years but no amount of time can bring back the kind of man I lost. A true knight in shining armour. An angel on earth as they said the day he passed away. And though I cherish the 10 years we shared together. And the many memories we created. The pain is all too real still. And songs like this help in way to keep me some what sane.
I'm not old enough yet to be a parent at all, but I can kind of understand the pain of losing a baby; it must be so heart-shattering... The small souls sometimes leave us far faster than they came; it seems... This fact is well-expressed in this beautiful piece of music by Plumb.
I was pregnant at 14 and miscarried barely into the 2nd term. I was devastated and still am today. I was not fit to be a mother back then but I still wish I had her in my life. Stay strong to anyone going through this!
My parents got divorced in January 18 and when my mom broke the news I literally thought it was a dream. Will my pain ever end? God help me breathe. Life’s been sooo hard lately and hearing this song reminded me that I’m not alone in this. Thanks Plumb!
This is exactly how I felt after my grandmother who was my only mother figure die of lung cancer and a brain tumor a few months ago and this song just brings back so many memories..... I love and miss you so much Nana!!
my wife & I lost our children through miscarriage. Samuel would been 2 in sept. our baby star would been 1 this October . she felt like I wasn't there. I didn't know how handle it . I tried my best but wasn't enough. she thought I didn't care . I buried my emotions with work. we separated in june. I always fix thing on my own. I couldn't fix this. I wish I could have been there more for my wife. how lonely she must have felt. that why I gave my life back to God in july. cause I needed to be the man I'm suppose be. accept being meek and taking in humility. I should have been better husband. God guide us on this path.
Just know that you can still come out of this. The pain your feeling is something I can never understand, or will try to. I will not give you empty apologies that will numb the pain for a second, nor will I say it will be alright. But know it will get better, the pain may never go away, but you can keep moving forward. You can keep moving on with your life despite this. Do not regret the past, learn from it, regretting will destroy you inside. Learn from it instead. Peace be with you, your child, and wife.
tell her how you are feeling. let it hurt and let her see it. I had to scream and cry and yell for my husband to talk to me about it. We have lost 6 pregnancies to miscarriage and ultimately we won't be able to have kids. It is utterly horrid. coming from the wife's point of view it is so loney. feeling like no one cares. like they didn't matter. please tell her how you feel...
Our daughter was 30 when she ended her life last year, and I still think that my husband doesn't care. He never cried, he never mentions her, he acts as if she didn't exist! So I understand how your wife must have felt. I miss you Savannah every second of every day for the rest of my life!
My boy would be 7, in June this year... Thank God for His great Will and plan... Though I only held you a short time, I'll see you again, my warrior angel
I recently lost my 16-yr old daughter in a tragic car accident. She just got her license and didn't even get to cash her very first paycheck from her first job. Never got to go to the prom. The dress hauntingly hangs in her closet. This song resonates deeply with me.
All of the comments on this beautiful song are sad and show such signs of strength in you all that bravely expose your most personal feelings . I know by your writing that in some way out of all of the people that see this , I will hear an answer from someone that will suddenly just CLICK ! and then everything will be more clear . I will finally understand and accept what has happened and no what to do next to feel better. We have all done similar things in our lives. We have talked to people over and over or watched sad movies in case they may inspire some motivation or profound inspiration, or listened to sad songs and cried until you just could not cry any longer. We are human beings , God's Children made in his image which means in you somewhere is a gift or blessing of light inside of you placed there by our Heavenly Father and he just gives you the Free Will to find and pursue your gift and the dream it will bring you to in order to serve your true purpose and become truly happy . While you live and follow this journey , you may stumble, fall, and experience all types of emotions : happiness, love, hate, sadness, pain, grief, and more. These are just fate and circumstances you run into along your life's journey . These things happen and you have no control over and that makes them harder to accept . All you can control in life is your actions and how you react when others behave a certain way towards you or when nature or fate and circumstances beyond your control happen . You can't make a person love you , but you can choose to remember the love you shared and know that is the feeling you want to come your way again. Not everyone is lucky to find love once or twice. Myself , I have thought I was in love about 8 times and I am 50 . I was cheated on in each loooonggg relationship each time . At age 43. I took a chance on marriage and he was a con artist, closet alcoholic and drug addict. No , I have three degrees and teach . I am not stupid . I stayed married 5 years only because I couldn't find him to divorce him the last 2. It does not take long for a chameleon to change colors. So , whether you grieve over lost love, friendship, a death, a lost career dream , or whatever it is still an important time in your mind to take time to grieve and ask God for his love and strength . Also , ask God to show you the Right path to follow and tell him you will look for his signs. Pray everyday, forgive people , work on thinking positively about you and the beauty in the world . I have a camera. I love to walk around and take pictures of places and people too . I ask most of the time but sometimes I catch them natural in their most beautiful state. You see their smiles with friends eating ice cream, dancing at concerts, children at swimming pools , kids on campus studying or daydreaming ? There is so much more to life than we see in our little heads . Go outside ... ❤️
Just found out about this song when my 20 year old niece died. The lyrics make me cry every time. I've lost my wife, my brother and stepdad. I don't know if I even want to live anymore but there are two people who need me. Or I hope they do. I couldn't leave them.
I never comment on things, but this song is so real for me. I lost my dog in a freak accident. I loved him so much - he was my best friend, my family, my son. My other dog and I were excited to get a brother for her, and then two months later, he was just gone. The day before Easter. I can't give justice to how much it hurts to lose somebody you love, even if that somebody is a pet. My heart goes out to all the people who have lost somebody, especially the mothers. Losing a child is the worst thing in the world. I miss you, Patches!
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, we will recover
I'm so sorry about your loss,I never went anything like this. I think your friend was a caring person.R.I.P him or he,yet again. I'm sorry about your loss.
this song reminds me of when I found out my brother died when he was in action when he was in the military and I was at school when I was told... I thought I was living a nightmare... its not fair... I am proud he died for my country but It's not fair that he was taken from me.... I miss him so much... Rest In Peace Josh..
The same thing happened to me but it was with my cousin. He was like a brother to me. He was killed during war and I was in my math class when suddenly I got a phone call. My teacher told me to put it on speaker so I did it said "Hello, is this so and so?" I said yes the man said "You cousin has died today on the battle field". When I heard that I went to go cry in the bathroom. I made it to the door then I collapsed in the class room and started crying non stop. I felt like I couldn't breath, move, or live anymore. I just wanted that to be a nightmare but I never woke up from it. In the call a kid said I was over reacting so I got up grab the kid by the shirt who was making fun of me and screamed in his face then slapped him. It was heartbreaking and still is to the day.
I can't help but relate to this song. I know it's about a baby passing. But my entire life I watched my mum struggle with her rare diseases. And for the first time in my life, my mum was doing SO good. It was like she was finally here. And then right at the best moment. An exciting day for my whole family. She passed away the night before. I miss her so much. And it's so cruel. She finally had her life back after 40 years. Its not fair. She never got a break. It is a nightmare.
life so very fragile . . .let us not be weary in doing good2 each other even if it's but a smile, a word, an act of kindness - expecting nothing in return. In this GOD touches& blesses us infinitely,healing our pain&misery!
When you've lost little ones. I had 5 miscarriages. This echos the words you voice cannot find. It's a blessing and an emotional release at the same time. lovely
Who ever has a family that hurts you let everyone wish you will be fine and remember everyone around you loves you no matter what don't let anyone tell you your not beautiful no one is mean no one doesn't have a heart and no one hates remember these things for god bless
As I haven't lost a close family member or a dog yet. Seeing these comments make me afraid because it makes me realize that it could happen to anyone at anytime.. This song is truly amazing I must say. And to all those who has lost someone due to death. They're probably watching over you right now, proud of you. I apologize for my horrible English..
this song always makes me think of my son. Lost him when I was 27 weeks. he was missing the fourth valve of his heart, and wasn't growing, I had a still birth with him. I listen to this when I'm missing him. the same with my dad.. We didn't know he was sick. he was smiling and fine the morning he died. then a few hours later I got a call my dad was dead.
:'( I am so terribly sorry for your loss!!! :'( I came across this song... Looking for songs to make a video.. for my son... He just died last Friday.... He was 27... he lost a battle with with depression... :'( and the whole family is ripped apart... and I still can't believe it!!! I keep thinking it's not real!!!! It can't be!!!!!!! :'(
1st time heard this song, I feel nothing, really. Until the chorus. Then, I rewind it, look and listen to the lyrics closely. Now I'm crying. You got it strong, Mommies. (QwQ ) God bless you.
I am so happy that this music can touch those who are in pain. It is so good to know that you're not the only one who feels or has felt this way. I want to encourage you, once you've felt the empathy that these songs provide, to move on to the next step in healing, and try to be happy.
I was listening to this song for the first time and not really paying attention to the lyrics as I was thinking it was just another love song. Few times of listening to it and I still did not understand it, just enjoyed the vocals. Suddenly, "Held a strand of my hair so strong" really caught my attention and I grew confused at why she would write lyrics like that. Thought it was incredibly sappy but I replayed the beginning anyway and noticed that she also included "Your hand, so small." It was then I realized she was talking about a child. A baby. I've listened to this song 5 times now, tears still in my eyes as little missed lyrics throughout are still being revealed. "I was not prepared for you to leave me."
I cut myself Today I broke my promise now I don't know how to deal with this horrible life I live though I wish I could die. I'm never been happy . go's take me now I don't want this life no more :*(
Kayla Barrett No one is going to take your life because it is not your time yet. You have much to do and much to accomplish; a life to live and happiness to find. You deal with your life by breathing. By realizing your future is not going to be determined by the pain you experience now. You can only grow by it. You deal with your pain by taking it a day at a time. One more day you don't cut is one more day that you've triumphed over your life. You're not alone. You're loved. You're wanted. Keep breathing and keep trying to live up to that promise that you made. One day you'll realize that it was all for something, and that you're stronger than you think. One day you'll wake up happy and look back at all of this as just as phase. A phase that you outgrew and a time in life that you succeeded in.
Catartist154321 I wish I could of died I was so cloes to death but I'm still here and I hate it my sister took my razor blade away from me and I got it back . I don't understand why I hurt so much I try so hard to keep myself alive. I was a mistake to the world no one loves me
Kayla Barrett Your sister took your blade because she loves you. You're still alive because you have purpose. Your life has more meaning than you can fathom, even if it is wracked with grief that you can not understand. It's a fight. A fight you're going to have to take on and try to stay strong through. The more you tell yourself that you're a mistake the more you will feel pain. You are what you say you are. No one determines that for you.. NO one. Tell yourself you mean something and you will. Tell yourself you'll make it and you will. It all depends on what you wish yourself to be. If you want to be happy, go find that happiness. Find it in the little things that happen in the day.. the little things that suddenly make life look just a little bit brighter. No matter how small, keep looking to it. For comfort. Joy. Peace. Your future exists, and it will be beautiful.
Ok I will keep myself alive but I don't know if I can without help every nigth I try to keep myself alive becoues I know that maybe one day u will find some that will love me even if I have cuts and scars thank u for ur help I wish my uncle wouldn't of took drugs it killed him but I know he's safe in gods arms so I'm not sad that he died becoues I know he is okay with God but I still wish that wouldn't have killed him . And before we letfed my uncle houes he promised me that he would be there but he's not. I never got to tell him I loved him more than I should have said . I know he's in haven and seeing me cut and harm myself
This song for me, represents my anxiety and sickness and everything going in with my health.. and how I’m desperately turning to God in hopes he’s still here. And how heart broken I am that I betrayed the only thing hats ever held my. Hand in the darkness
its weird looking through lots of these comments, the song sounds very much like a mother who lost her child "i waited so long for you to come, you were here but now you're gone." and that bit about a small hand holding a strand of hair, but everyone is talkimg about weird ships? like i dont mind people talking about fictional characters, but this isnt a lost lover kind of song at all.
this song so spoke to my soul the first time I heard it I lost my husband and have held so much emotion in I was emotionally and physically exhausted listening to the lyrics was like my heart screaming out exactly what I was feeling all I want is it to be a dream for him to still be here and the ache is deeper than anything could reach a nightmare that is every second awake or asleep
Okay, since everybody else is sharing their depressing stories, I'll add too. I lost my closest friend in a car crash about two months ago and I miss him very much. I loved him more than anything, he was that brother I'd always wanted. But I never got to tell him that. He died never knowing how much he meant to me, and I regret that more than anything.
I just hope one day we all stop cutting, we all stop starving ourselves, we all stop taking pills. We'll all recover. Even how big or small your pain is, we'll all recover.
Without thy love in our harts life is like a poison thy which you can never be healed and the one cure thy need thy will never let in. let this be word to the one's who will never let love in there hearts, because if you don't learn from history you will repeat it.
It has almost been 20 years since my baby passed away , this is the first time I heard this song , and the pain fades some days , and some days it is as if it just happened .. Losing a child takes a part from you , that nothing can replace her spot ... Some nights I still cry missing her so much .. wondering if she is happy where ever she may be ... Wishing the whole time she was still in my arms ...
This song reminds me of the puppy I've been dreaming about for so long.. my little corgi Talula... She came down with parvo 3 days after we took her home. She was admitted into a 24 hour animal hospital. They never let us in to see her. 2 days later they called us and said she was gone. It still hurts to the point of tears. Forever missing my little stubby baby. December 3rd, 2016. ♥
am i the only one who's not sad? I don't know why I just love the feeling of being depressed😐 I lost no one but sometimes it just feels like im slowly losing myself and trying to be like everyone else..and I'm telling myself that i dont care about that. but i do.
I've been passing through that for more than a year. I love being depressed because my personality is not a good one but serious and cold. I'm not saying I am a bad person, I love my family, have two close friends and laugh sometimes but mostly always I fake my feelings and smiles. Being hopeless in life is my nature so...
So sad :'( felt this pain a month & a half ago but now I can appreciate this song in such a unique way! Its all apart of Gods soverign plan. When we dont understand & it makes no sense & we know deep down its not fair... Yet when He says "I brought you out of a spacious place & I rescued you bc I delight in you" I have no doubt & trust His Word & His promises to me~ #Hespeakstomesosweetly
My story is something I would wish on anyone not a worst enemy. Plumb helped me through all my torture, tragedies, nightmares and trauma. I love her so much. Guidance from God❤🙏
This song literally almost made me cry, because I feel like this all the time. I struggle with mental illness and I feel like I can't handle it anymore but God only gives things that we can handle. It might not be fair but he has amazing things in store for us!🙏🏻 This song really got to me!!!!😇
I can never listen to this song completely without crying. I lost my son (my first child) at 8 months old. He was happy and smiling and laughing just the day before. We went to bed and he passed that night. I have never felt so much emptiness and sadness. It really isn’t fair. You wait 9 months anxiously for them to come into the world and I lost him after he became my everything. This pain really can’t be imagined. Only people that have been through it really know how much it hurts and kills you inside. It’s something no parent should ever have to go through. My deepest sympathies for everyone that has. I miss you Nathaniel... I want you here...
I strongly connect to this song on a personal level. I've been thrown into isolation from everything and everyone I once knew. It's been over 8 months of indescribable pain with no end in sight. I'm being faced with possibilities that break my heart, and make me terrified. I just want this to end, wake up from the never-ending nightmare. I miss him, and I'm firm on my trust. I don't know where I'll be when this ends, if this ends. I don't know if he's still with me, what he thinks, what he feels. He's more than my love, more than my boyfriend, he's my one
six years ago I lost my son and every time I hear this song, tears just stream down my face and I find myself still asking so many questions. This song captures this pain, in words I can't find myself to speak...
To think, I came here looking for a song to relate to a story I was writing about a girl in love with someone who's very elusive. Instead, I find this, a song that tugs at my heart. It reminds me of the daughter I lost in 2009. She was stillborn in August of that year. And this song... reminds me of how I felt then, and how I sometimes feel now. I know, life has moved on, but somewhere in my heart I still harbor the feelings from the day I lost her. Beautiful song that relates to real things. :'( Rest in peace, Kailey Nicole. You were, and are, my world. I'll never forget you.
This reminds me so much from when I was younger, my mother died at a young age three years after my birth. She had diabetes. But I still have my father and my brother. I'm sorry if you think this is just wasting your time, but I just felt that others might want to know how I felt for some reason.
😢 I lost my first daughter 12 years ago to a rare leukemia. She was 11 months old. We just lost my second daughter on May 3rd, 2024. She had beaten the leukemia that took my first daughter October 19th, 2023. She was 9 years old at that time. She told me that she wasn't going to die anymore. 😢😢😢😢 She had a rare vascular brain disease and unknown heart failure. She had just had her "golden" birthday on March 10th. I am dying inside. I've had 10 miscarriages, too. 😢😢😢 I won't understand God's reasoning, but I know that I will see them again by following Jesus. Right now, it just seems so far away.
My father is a system engineer and when I was a teen my father used to teach me a lot of programming and computational stuff, but he left us some years ago, and now I'm at the University studying System engineering and whenever we see something new that my father already thaught me I remember him and think what would he be teaching me now? God I miss him so much but I know he won't come back.
Lord help this woman cope with the passing of her mother. Father you're the exact parent we need. if it wasn't for you taking my own dad I wouldn't be as close to you. I pray it be the same for her too Lord. I lift her up to you Lord in prayer. Answer her requests oh precious Lord. Not because I ask but because you are gracious. Please father I ask in Jesus name you bring peace from the holy spirit. Give her peace this Sunday. Free from anxiety. Free from Anger or depression. Free from addiction. Lord you know always what we need. Thank you. In Jesus name, Amen.
Amen. God shows his strength in weakness.. He wont leave you dear. Instead, he will give the greatest peace you ve ever experienced. He said come to me all who are weary and i will give you rest. He is the one who God the Father sent to bear your sins and trangressions on the cross but also your weariness.. Either its desease or emotional weakness. If you go and ask him to forgive you and deliver you for everything that bind you in sorrow he will give you such peace that you wont miss your mom like that at all any more . Not beause i speculate so but because bible says so. Jesus said so and he paid for that on the cross with his blood and with his life.
I'm not religious so I don't want to use bible references or anything that could be disproved or is a theory, but I do want to say that I'm sorry for your loss, there will be severe grieving, and your memory will torture you, but it will ease over time, you will remember your mother for the amazing person she was and the influence she had on you, and remember it's ok to feel the pain, you're meant to! so I wish you the best of luck
This is an amazing song, and I love the video you made. I like that the words were there without too much visual impact to take away from the true pain this song is about, but just enough to really fit. the breaking glass, the white clouds and the dark clouds. awesome.
This is to my cat Lila Rose who earned her wings so soon. At 11:59 pm February 13th she stood up came to me purring then midnight Valentine's Day she gained her wings... RIP Lila Rose July 3rd 2010- February 14th 2016 this song is so true to how I feel... I adopted her from a shelter after spending months rehabilitating her and got her home not knowing she would only spend 5 years on earth... Miss you baby girl so much
I just found this song yesterday...this reminds me of me and my daughter as well as my grandma n her foster son ethan..I was told to get an abortion after I got diagnosed with TTP at 18 weeks...I said no, fought it and I still have my daughter 8 year later..I still hold on to the fact she go anytime but she is perfect to me and I am blessed...my grandmas story is a little more depressing..we lost her this past Saturday January 4th, 2020 after a long battle with Alzheimer’s ...back In 1972 a special needs child named Ethan was born and she became his foster mom when he was 2...he wasn’t suppose to live past his 2 birthday...but she fostered him until his death on May 10th, 1993 at the age of 21...God blessed him with 21 years, and my grandma was the main reason...when he passed...she was never the same! So from then until her passing saturday, she took the burden of not seeing him...but I know when she passed, he was the one who took her to heaven;)
An ache So deep That I Can hardly breathe This pain Can't be imagined Will it ever heal? Ooh... ooh... Your hand So small Held a strand of my hair So strong All I could do Was keep believing Was that enough? Is anyone there? I wanna scream Is this a dream? How could this happen, Happen to me? This isn't fair This nightmare This kind of torture I just can't bear I want you here I want you here Ooh... ooh... I waited so long For you to come Then you were here And now you're gone I was not prepared For you to leave me Oh this is misery Are you still there? I wanna scream Is this a dream? How could this happen, Happen to me? This isn't fair This nightmare This kind of torture I just can't bear I want you here I want you here God help me, God help me, God help me Breathe I wanna scream Is this a dream? How could this happen, Happen to me? This isn't fair This nightmare This kind of torture I just can't bear I want you here I want you here I want you here I want you here Ooh... Ooh... An ache So deep That I Can hardly breathe
Me to the lost of a child kills you inside. I don't see how someone without faith could bare it. Only my faith keeps me going till we are together gain, the sooner the better because to me it is imposible to bare.
We played this song at my granddaughters memorial service. My beautiful Payten Jayne Nauman was only here briefly but she brought so much love into this world from so many and she will never be forgotten. We will all forever be scarred by her death but we will all meet again one day and be whole again. I love you little P!!!
This is one of the few things in this world that made me cry. As of the time I'm writing this, I'm 17, and have only cried four times, not counting that incoherent wailing most children do. This just goes to show you how moving this song is.
When I was 17 years old, my mother died of cancer. I remember listening to this song over and over for weeks. I'm better now, and as I don't know how I did it, I can only say maybe Plumb healed me.
Are you people getting the depth of this song? It's about the death and mourning of a loved one. Not about your skeletons or killer robots. This is why I stay away from fanbases.
For the most part i agree with you. However, the undertale video that this was shown in was about a very tragic scene in the game. Although I still think people shouldn't directly associate the two.
I felt like that for six years after the "love of my life" left me from one day to another. There were so many bad days, it was a real nightmare. One day not long ago I got new information about him that disgusted me so much that I just suddenly -FINALLY- dropped out of love with him. Now Im free again and can love again and also this happiness is someting I never felt before. If you still in that cage, hold on. I just want you to know, I wish you all the strenght that is out there. You can do it. You will get over it. There will be an end to this hell.
This is so perfect for me to write a story I’ve been wanting write but I couldn’t find a perfect song to hear and I can across to this song! It’s so amazing!
I'm listening to this before bed, and for some reason it calms me watching and listening to the video. It's especially calming with the gases ,or whatever it was, spread across the screen. So thx for my own little lullaby! 😀😄😂
Someday we will find our reason, someday people who have fell apart will be put back together, and someday we will all find hope. We will find our hope.
This is such a beautiful song. At first I didn't understand. I thought the other person, was God. That she was saying God had left her. But I started to read the comments and I realized, its about a mother loosing her child to death. This goes to everyone, who has lost someone they care about. It gets better. God knows what he's doing. If he let that person dies. Its for a reason. Everything is.
This song makes me think about my dog my youngest nephew was bothering him while he was trying to sleep on New Year's Eve 2007 and my dog bit my nephew so my oldest nephew picked up my dog up and threw him against the freezer my dog was bleeding and he couldn't get up I was next door with my siblings and my uncle my parents called me and told me to come home and when I saw my dog laying down on the sofa and bleeding I stood there in shock then I broke down and my dad was yelling at me he was acting like it was my fault since I went to my uncle's house and the next day my dog was trying to get up but he couldn't we went to the vets and we had to put him down that is a horrible way to start a new year sometimes my older nephew talks about hurting my dogs that I have now and he tells me that he's happy that he hurt my dog when he is mad at me in 2009 I wanted to get a tattoo that has a meaning so I got a cross with a halo in the middle and on top it says RIP and on the bottom it says Toby
Seems like your Nephew is hurt by other things that have happenend in his life. Forgive but extend your love and Grace the same way God extends his to you. God may just humble his harden heart and lead him to a knowledge to the truth through you. Be encouraged today that God is working all things for the good. Don't worry. Be strong in the Lord. :)
I love the lyrics to this song as it really describes how I felt when my little sister died suddenly. After her funeral and spending time with my family I drove back home and just wanted to scream .. how could this happen to our family.. to my little sister.. but she's in heaven now and in perfect peace 🦋
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I actually got to ask her the story behind this song in person and she told me that she wrote this song for one of her close friends. Her friend had a baby, it had some sort of heart disease I believe, and all the doctors had told her to just get an abortion because it would just be easier on her than delivering a still born and/or a baby that will die in a matter of days, maybe even hours. But she gave birth anyway, and she got 28 full days with her baby until it died. Plumb got to be in the room while the baby died, and her friend was just holding it in her arms close to her chest as it was dying, and she was just saying "thank you, thank you." over and over again. Plumb asked her why she was saying thank you and she replied. "everyone was telling me to just get an abortion because it wouldn't live anyway and it would be easier on me, but I got 28 full days with my child." Then she made this song.
That is amazing story behind thos song. Makes me cry every time i hear this song and remember this story.
I agree.
Wow 😢
Now, how I read this story,much more I love this song
Jordan Jezek No wonder I loved this as a song for my sweet stillborn from this past February.
im literally crying.. i couldnt imagine loosing a child, or any loved one...
J Lessard yeah im crying too bc of alot of stuff that happened in my life hehe..
You're very lucky if you haven't I'm 14 almost 15 and I have lost so many pets who I had a strong connection with and I still cry till this day and I'm scared of losing my closest pet
@@kyrahickman7384 Your pets are ALWAYS AROUND YOU MY DEAR. FOR WE ARE ENERGY AND ENERGY DOESNT GO AWAY. IT JUST EXPANDS AND SURROUNDS US💯 STAY STRONG AND KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE...😊 YOUR HEART IS SWEET AND OPEN TO THE TRUTH.. REMEMBER, YOUR HERE FOR ALL ANIMALS! 😁DONT FORGET & LIVE THE FULLEST LIFE YOU CAN! THE HAPPIER YOU ARE THE MORE ALL ANIMALS SINCE IT🤔✊💯 SENDING LOVE 💛 & LIGHT🕯. Namaste💫
Me neither, it shatters my heart thinking about it
@@gdd170 you're lucky... I hope it stays that way for you...💗✨
I lost my son at 18 weeks recently. I’ve never heard a song that articulates the particular agony of losing a child. I’m glad I found this song.
Thank you Jesus for loving me first, I love you Jesus with all of my heart, thank you for talking all my sins away and setting me free. Only you Jesus have the power to set me free , I love you my you are the way the truth and the life!!!!!
Plumb's music is so beautiful and relatable, she sings from the heart, and she does it well. And that's why i like her
I know...she is good
No kidding, maybe she's basing the songs off of life experience?
I was actually born 24 weeks premature, the doctors told my mom to plan a funeral because I wasn't going to make it, so she did. The doctors found the hole in my lung and literally saved my life within the last minute. The funeral was canceled, now I'm about to suppress my life expectancy when I turn 21 in January; my heart and prayers of the families that lost their child. 💕
I was born 2 months premature and I over came every challenge and I am now 22
Gabsluvmusic SAME
I was wasn’t going to make it at first but got saved when I was just born :) 18 years old now.
My stories not really like any of yours or as bad as yours, but. When I was just really young, I ate something that I didn't know I was allergic to. My mom saw me laying on the grass cause I was so tired. So she brought me inside and put me in my crib. She thought she should change me but she didn't want to wake me up. She decided to do so, so she turned me over and my eyes were red and puffy cause I was having an allergic reaction. So she took me to the hospital. If she wouldn't of rolled me over, I wouldn't be here today. I'm very thankful I have my mom. Now she's in a care home cause she has ALS and she could pass any day. I love her very much and I couldn't wish for a better mom. I hope you all are happy and have a good life! ❤
I'm 4 months premature and to be fair I got lucky. 14 years later, look I'm still here.
This song clearly depicts the agony of loss, I lost my baby 30 years ago, but the ache still goes on, sometimes I still feel that same agony.
An Ache so deep, that I can hardly breathe...this also depicts the agony i feel most nights since my husband's passing.
I applaud Plumb for this song...I don't know that i could sing it,
I agree with you fully. And also, I am really sorry for the loss of your husband. Just know that he IS here, watching over you & feeling so proud of you
I lost my big sister but I think even if it hurts me, my mother's got a deeper ache than, because I never really knew my sister.
Rachel Vass Isn't she talking bout her little child? :0
icecrystal And stay strong, I'm also proud. :3
Rachel, yes she is,
your story may be heartbreaking but you're an amazing woman and im so proud that you keep fighting
I lost my child just 2 months ago. I used to listen to this song thinking how horrible it would be to lose a child and now here I am relating to this song completely. It hurts.
I've never heard anything that described my feelings sooo perfectly. Every single word. I can't even sing along I'm crying so hard. This kind of soul mate creates the most unbearable pain if lost. I'll only feel this way for one person, he's gone and it forces me to believe that I'll never truly be happy with anyone else because nothing can compare to this kind of love. All I have is the beautiful memory of him and this excruciating empty whole, but I'd rather have that than to never have had him at all.
Ok, since we're all grieving here...I'll grieve here with you to. Hi, I'm Annie. I lost my Aunt, my older brother, and now..my Great Grandmother has 3 months to live. I am suffering. I am suicidal. And yet...I want to live on...why..?...why do I continue? Why do I push on through the struggle? I don't know. I feel alone..I can't trust anyone really. Why am I so strong? I'll never know. Live on people! be strong! be strong for your deceased and living family members! Be strong for me! ♡
Life is worth fighting for. Just always keep going. The Lord's hands will always guide and protect you. God bless you, dear.
+ Annie Hewitt I know the feeling
I lost so many family too..
But please, live on!
And be strong to willing to live for as many as you know
Sorry if my English speaking is bad
You are never alone! I am so sorry for your loss! Being able to hold on is amazing! You should not give up on life you still have a full long life to live!
#staystrong!
Annie, everything will be alright. You must have atleast something peaceful to think about, rather than being stressed out and in pain your entire life. We believe you can live, in peace. There will be a day where there's no more tears, no more pain and no more fears. We will all be forgiven and be able to live peacefully. Not all people's lives are easy. Not anyone's lives are easy. Even Jesus suffered through life. He went through death, but rose. He has let us all have a chance to live peacefully. God has a plan for us, and will use it when the time is right. Believe in yourself. Believe in God. We know God has a plan for you. He has a plan, for everyone.
As I said, life isn't always as easy as you think it would be. Sometimes, life can be a disaster. But you'll live through it. Even I've had to live through the pain!
Hope your life ends up being better than before! I'll be praying for you.
Sans? Sans is that you? 😶 Ok stop being stupid... I'm so sorry but ya know i'm always positive so LIVE ON PEOPLE
This hit me..... I lost my Mom, dad And older brother (who was 14) in a car accident.... I was in it as well but MADE it out...... I was 10. im 13 now and i want nothing more then them.......
Tomboy tv It's a sad world we live in :(
Tomboy tv that is so sad how long has it been since you've seen them
Je suis désolée pour toi.. Courage..
-Be Strong.. And smile.. please, smile..
Tomboy tv I'm so sorry for your loss sweetheart.
sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go. You are strong for surviving that crash and living to this day. There is nothing more than to know that you had a special reason to live, and your Mom, Dad and Brother will be right above you, cheering you on. They believe in you, so believe in yourself. Make them proud by simply Living.
Reading over a few of the comments brought more tears to my eyes. But it was nice to read that I'm not alone in the way I feel. It's been almost 5 years but no amount of time can bring back the kind of man I lost. A true knight in shining armour. An angel on earth as they said the day he passed away. And though I cherish the 10 years we shared together. And the many memories we created. The pain is all too real still. And songs like this help in way to keep me some what sane.
I'm not old enough yet to be a parent at all, but I can kind of understand the pain of losing a baby; it must be so heart-shattering... The small souls sometimes leave us far faster than they came; it seems... This fact is well-expressed in this beautiful piece of music by Plumb.
Yeah, ever noticed that the worst always happens to the best of us?
this song immediately takes me back to the pain I felt when we lost our son before birth! So much pain!!
Going through a miscarriage, this sums up my feelings exactly, thank you.
Holy shit... I'm so sorry...
I was pregnant at 14 and miscarried barely into the 2nd term. I was devastated and still am today. I was not fit to be a mother back then but I still wish I had her in my life. Stay strong to anyone going through this!
My parents got divorced in January 18 and when my mom broke the news I literally thought it was a dream. Will my pain ever end? God help me breathe. Life’s been sooo hard lately and hearing this song reminded me that I’m not alone in this. Thanks Plumb!
This is exactly how I felt after my grandmother who was my only mother figure die of lung cancer and a brain tumor a few months ago and this song just brings back so many memories..... I love and miss you so much Nana!!
my wife & I lost our children through miscarriage. Samuel would been 2 in sept. our baby star would been 1 this October . she felt like I wasn't there. I didn't know how handle it . I tried my best but wasn't enough. she thought I didn't care . I buried my emotions with work. we separated in june. I always fix thing on my own. I couldn't fix this. I wish I could have been there more for my wife. how lonely she must have felt. that why I gave my life back to God in july. cause I needed to be the man I'm suppose be. accept being meek and taking in humility. I should have been better husband. God guide us on this path.
Just know that you can still come out of this. The pain your feeling is something I can never understand, or will try to. I will not give you empty apologies that will numb the pain for a second, nor will I say it will be alright. But know it will get better, the pain may never go away, but you can keep moving forward. You can keep moving on with your life despite this. Do not regret the past, learn from it, regretting will destroy you inside. Learn from it instead. Peace be with you, your child, and wife.
tell her how you are feeling. let it hurt and let her see it. I had to scream and cry and yell for my husband to talk to me about it. We have lost 6 pregnancies to miscarriage and ultimately we won't be able to have kids. It is utterly horrid. coming from the wife's point of view it is so loney. feeling like no one cares. like they didn't matter. please tell her how you feel...
Our daughter was 30 when she ended her life last year, and I still think that my husband doesn't care. He never cried, he never mentions her, he acts as if she didn't exist! So I understand how your wife must have felt. I miss you Savannah every second of every day for the rest of my life!
My boy would be 7, in June this year... Thank God for His great Will and plan... Though I only held you a short time, I'll see you again, my warrior angel
I recently lost my 16-yr old daughter in a tragic car accident. She just got her license and didn't even get to cash her very first paycheck from her first job. Never got to go to the prom. The dress hauntingly hangs in her closet. This song resonates deeply with me.
So sorry Michelle. Praying for "peace beyond understanding" for you. gut wrenching
I'm so sorry for your loss, this is so heartbreaking.
Thank you. Your kind thoughts are appreciated.
Because her older sister wore it and she wanted to wear it as well. My daughter would have been a senior in high school this year. :(
I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm sure she's in a better place now..
All of the comments on this beautiful song are sad and show such signs of strength in you all that bravely expose your most personal feelings . I know by your writing that in some way out of all of the people that see this , I will hear an answer from someone that will suddenly just CLICK ! and then everything will be more clear . I will finally understand and accept what has happened and no what to do next to feel better. We have all done similar things in our lives. We have talked to people over and over or watched sad movies in case they may inspire some motivation or profound inspiration, or listened to sad songs and cried until you just could not cry any longer.
We are human beings , God's Children made in his image which means in you somewhere is a gift or blessing of light inside of you placed there by our Heavenly Father and he just gives you the Free Will to find and pursue your gift and the dream it will bring you to in order to serve your true purpose and become truly happy . While you live and follow this journey , you may stumble, fall, and experience all types of emotions : happiness, love, hate, sadness, pain, grief, and more. These are just fate and circumstances you run into along your life's journey . These things happen and you have no control over and that makes them harder to accept . All you can control in life is your actions and how you react when others behave a certain way towards you or when nature or fate and circumstances beyond your control happen . You can't make a person love you , but you can choose to remember the love you shared and know that is the feeling you want to come your way again. Not everyone is lucky to find love once or twice. Myself , I have thought I was in love about 8 times and I am 50 . I was cheated on in each loooonggg relationship each time . At age 43. I took a chance on marriage and he was a con artist, closet alcoholic and drug addict. No , I have three degrees and teach . I am not stupid . I stayed married 5 years only because I couldn't find him to divorce him the last 2. It does not take long for a chameleon to change colors. So , whether you grieve over lost love, friendship, a death, a lost career dream , or whatever it is still an important time in your mind to take time to grieve and ask God for his love and strength . Also , ask God to show you the Right path to follow and tell him you will look for his signs. Pray everyday, forgive people , work on thinking positively about you and the beauty in the world . I have a camera. I love to walk around and take pictures of places and people too . I ask most of the time but sometimes I catch them natural in their most beautiful state. You see their smiles with friends eating ice cream, dancing at concerts, children at swimming pools , kids on campus studying or daydreaming ? There is so much more to life than we see in our little heads . Go outside ... ❤️
Just found out about this song when my 20 year old niece died. The lyrics make me cry every time. I've lost my wife, my brother and stepdad. I don't know if I even want to live anymore but there are two people who need me. Or I hope they do. I couldn't leave them.
They need you, but no reason is to small to stick around. I'm glad you're still here and I hope you find happiness soon.
I'm sorry for your losses
I never comment on things, but this song is so real for me. I lost my dog in a freak accident. I loved him so much - he was my best friend, my family, my son. My other dog and I were excited to get a brother for her, and then two months later, he was just gone. The day before Easter. I can't give justice to how much it hurts to lose somebody you love, even if that somebody is a pet. My heart goes out to all the people who have lost somebody, especially the mothers. Losing a child is the worst thing in the world. I miss you, Patches!
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, we will recover
I hope so.
one day couches will be for sitting
+Pika Cheese lol just relaxing
pixelgun cubes XD
+Josh This kinda broke me in seconds.
My best friend comit suicide last year... This reminds me of how much I miss her...
ohw.. you okay now?
I just remembered that I miss someome too..
I saw him die in an hospital bed..
I'm so sorry about your loss,I never went anything like this.
I think your friend was a caring person.R.I.P him or he,yet again.
I'm sorry about your loss.
+Rainbow SirriaOffical Wow, I'm...sorry about that. Hopefully you will and can end up having a much better life than that.
Sorry for your loss
+I Am A Stupid Fangirl I'm so sorry.
this song reminds me of when I found out my brother died when he was in action when he was in the military and I was at school when I was told... I thought I was living a nightmare... its not fair... I am proud he died for my country but It's not fair that he was taken from me.... I miss him so much... Rest In Peace Josh..
Rest in peace. He will always live on in our hearts. I offer you my sentiments.
Stay strong.Be brave.Be happy.Ur brother would want so if he was here.Stay strong.We are here for you
Rip Josh
The same thing happened to me but it was with my cousin. He was like a brother to me. He was killed during war and I was in my math class when suddenly I got a phone call. My teacher told me to put it on speaker so I did it said "Hello, is this so and so?" I said yes the man said "You cousin has died today on the battle field". When I heard that I went to go cry in the bathroom. I made it to the door then I collapsed in the class room and started crying non stop. I felt like I couldn't breath, move, or live anymore. I just wanted that to be a nightmare but I never woke up from it. In the call a kid said I was over reacting so I got up grab the kid by the shirt who was making fun of me and screamed in his face then slapped him. It was heartbreaking and still is to the day.
Midnight12.00AM
Im sorry for your loss. My older brother is a marine. He only has to do 4 years... I hope he makes it back.
I can't help but relate to this song. I know it's about a baby passing. But my entire life I watched my mum struggle with her rare diseases. And for the first time in my life, my mum was doing SO good. It was like she was finally here. And then right at the best moment. An exciting day for my whole family. She passed away the night before. I miss her so much. And it's so cruel. She finally had her life back after 40 years. Its not fair. She never got a break. It is a nightmare.
life so very fragile . . .let us not be weary in doing good2 each other even if it's but a smile, a word, an act of kindness - expecting nothing in return. In this GOD touches& blesses us infinitely,healing our pain&misery!
When you've lost little ones. I had 5 miscarriages. This echos the words you voice cannot find. It's a blessing and an emotional release at the same time. lovely
Wow.... Five miscarriages.... That must be awful for you...
my mom had one before having my little sister. she doesn't ever talk about it. I can't imagine how hard it is
Who ever has a family that hurts you let everyone wish you will be fine and remember everyone around you loves you no matter what don't let anyone tell you your not beautiful no one is mean no one doesn't have a heart and no one hates remember these things for god bless
As I haven't lost a close family member or a dog yet. Seeing these comments make me afraid because it makes me realize that it could happen to anyone at anytime..
This song is truly amazing I must say. And to all those who has lost someone due to death. They're probably watching over you right now, proud of you.
I apologize for my horrible English..
this song always makes me think of my son. Lost him when I was 27 weeks. he was missing the fourth valve of his heart, and wasn't growing, I had a still birth with him. I listen to this when I'm missing him. the same with my dad.. We didn't know he was sick. he was smiling and fine the morning he died. then a few hours later I got a call my dad was dead.
Heart breaking. But with the right people by your side, I am sure that you will make it through and get your happiness back in life!
+Itayush
Thank you. I'm doing better, little by little.
I am glad to hear that!
I know it's not much, but if you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, I may be just a random person, but I am here.
Thanks.
:'( I am so terribly sorry for your loss!!! :'( I came across this song... Looking for songs to make a video.. for my son... He just died last Friday.... He was 27... he lost a battle with with depression... :'( and the whole family is ripped apart... and I still can't believe it!!! I keep thinking it's not real!!!! It can't be!!!!!!! :'(
I always find plumb's songs so emotional
1st time heard this song, I feel nothing, really. Until the chorus. Then, I rewind it, look and listen to the lyrics closely. Now I'm crying. You got it strong, Mommies. (QwQ ) God bless you.
I am so happy that this music can touch those who are in pain. It is so good to know that you're not the only one who feels or has felt this way. I want to encourage you, once you've felt the empathy that these songs provide, to move on to the next step in healing, and try to be happy.
I was listening to this song for the first time and not really paying attention to the lyrics as I was thinking it was just another love song. Few times of listening to it and I still did not understand it, just enjoyed the vocals. Suddenly, "Held a strand of my hair so strong" really caught my attention and I grew confused at why she would write lyrics like that. Thought it was incredibly sappy but I replayed the beginning anyway and noticed that she also included "Your hand, so small." It was then I realized she was talking about a child. A baby. I've listened to this song 5 times now, tears still in my eyes as little missed lyrics throughout are still being revealed. "I was not prepared for you to leave me."
I cut myself Today I broke my promise now I don't know how to deal with this horrible life I live though I wish I could die. I'm never been happy . go's take me now I don't want this life no more :*(
Kayla Barrett
No one is going to take your life because it is not your time yet. You have much to do and much to accomplish; a life to live and happiness to find. You deal with your life by breathing. By realizing your future is not going to be determined by the pain you experience now. You can only grow by it. You deal with your pain by taking it a day at a time. One more day you don't cut is one more day that you've triumphed over your life.
You're not alone.
You're loved.
You're wanted.
Keep breathing and keep trying to live up to that promise that you made. One day you'll realize that it was all for something, and that you're stronger than you think. One day you'll wake up happy and look back at all of this as just as phase. A phase that you outgrew and a time in life that you succeeded in.
Catartist154321 I wish I could of died I was so cloes to death but I'm still here and I hate it my sister took my razor blade away from me and I got it back . I don't understand why I hurt so much I try so hard to keep myself alive. I was a mistake to the world no one loves me
Kayla Barrett
Your sister took your blade because she loves you. You're still alive because you have purpose. Your life has more meaning than you can fathom, even if it is wracked with grief that you can not understand. It's a fight. A fight you're going to have to take on and try to stay strong through.
The more you tell yourself that you're a mistake the more you will feel pain. You are what you say you are. No one determines that for you.. NO one. Tell yourself you mean something and you will. Tell yourself you'll make it and you will. It all depends on what you wish yourself to be. If you want to be happy, go find that happiness. Find it in the little things that happen in the day.. the little things that suddenly make life look just a little bit brighter.
No matter how small, keep looking to it. For comfort. Joy. Peace. Your future exists, and it will be beautiful.
Ok I will keep myself alive but I don't know if I can without help every nigth I try to keep myself alive becoues I know that maybe one day u will find some that will love me even if I have cuts and scars thank u for ur help I wish my uncle wouldn't of took drugs it killed him but I know he's safe in gods arms so I'm not sad that he died becoues I know he is okay with God but I still wish that wouldn't have killed him . And before we letfed my uncle houes he promised me that he would be there but he's not. I never got to tell him I loved him more than I should have said . I know he's in haven and seeing me cut and harm myself
may God bless you Plumb.I love you so much I can listen to your songs for yrs with out getting bored.
This song tells me to not give up and help other people and stay strong and stay alive. IT makes me cry because I feel alone and other sad feelings
This song... How have I never heard this song or artist before?!?! Soooooo emotional. This is the kind of music that makes me want to create music.
I thought this was about a baby. I was right. Thanks for sharing that story,Jordan Jezek.
This song for me, represents my anxiety and sickness and everything going in with my health.. and how I’m desperately turning to God in hopes he’s still here. And how heart broken I am that I betrayed the only thing hats ever held my. Hand in the darkness
its weird looking through lots of these comments, the song sounds very much like a mother who lost her child "i waited so long for you to come, you were here but now you're gone." and that bit about a small hand holding a strand of hair, but everyone is talkimg about weird ships? like i dont mind people talking about fictional characters, but this isnt a lost lover kind of song at all.
I agree
saw her in concert . this is confirmed.
or little brother or sister
Yes.
Yeah I thought that too
this song so spoke to my soul the first time I heard it I lost my husband and have held so much emotion in I was emotionally and physically exhausted listening to the lyrics was like my heart screaming out exactly what I was feeling all I want is it to be a dream for him to still be here and the ache is deeper than anything could reach a nightmare that is every second awake or asleep
Jerry Lawson im so sorry for your lost😢
Okay, since everybody else is sharing their depressing stories, I'll add too. I lost my closest friend in a car crash about two months ago and I miss him very much. I loved him more than anything, he was that brother I'd always wanted. But I never got to tell him that. He died never knowing how much he meant to me, and I regret that more than anything.
That’s Horrible! How did he go away?
I just hope one day we all stop cutting, we all stop starving ourselves, we all stop taking pills.
We'll all recover. Even how big or small your pain is, we'll all recover.
Without thy love in our harts life is like a poison thy which you can never be healed and the one cure thy need thy will never let in. let this be word to the one's who will never let love in there hearts, because if you don't learn from history you will repeat it.
Another beautiful song. What a blessing it is.
Thank you.
It has almost been 20 years since my baby passed away , this is the first time I heard this song , and the pain fades some days , and some days it is as if it just happened .. Losing a child takes a part from you , that nothing can replace her spot ... Some nights I still cry missing her so much .. wondering if she is happy where ever she may be ... Wishing the whole time she was still in my arms ...
This song reminds me of the puppy I've been dreaming about for so long.. my little corgi Talula... She came down with parvo 3 days after we took her home. She was admitted into a 24 hour animal hospital. They never let us in to see her. 2 days later they called us and said she was gone. It still hurts to the point of tears. Forever missing my little stubby baby. December 3rd, 2016. ♥
am i the only one who's not sad? I don't know why I just love the feeling of being depressed😐
I lost no one but sometimes it just feels like im slowly losing myself and trying to be like everyone else..and I'm telling myself that i dont care about that. but i do.
yuli barel same here, but not so often anymore. it gets better, take it from someone who's gone through it ;)
Your not like the rest of us... please... ENJOY YOUR HAPPINESS WHILE YOU FUCKING CAN BEFORE IT GETS TO YOU...
yuli barel why fit in when you were born to stand out
I feel the same...
I've been passing through that for more than a year. I love being depressed because my personality is not a good one but serious and cold. I'm not saying I am a bad person, I love my family, have two close friends and laugh sometimes but mostly always I fake my feelings and smiles. Being hopeless in life is my nature so...
I can't believe I had forgotten about this song... I used to listen to this when I was younger, and now it describes so well again the way I feel :(
So sad :'( felt this pain a month & a half ago but now I can appreciate this song in such a unique way! Its all apart of Gods soverign plan. When we dont understand & it makes no sense & we know deep down its not fair... Yet when He says "I brought you out of a spacious place & I rescued you bc I delight in you" I have no doubt & trust His Word & His promises to me~ #Hespeakstomesosweetly
My story is something I would wish on anyone not a worst enemy. Plumb helped me through all my torture, tragedies, nightmares and trauma. I love her so much. Guidance from God❤🙏
This song literally almost made me cry, because I feel like this all the time. I struggle with mental illness and I feel like I can't handle it anymore but God only gives things that we can handle. It might not be fair but he has amazing things in store for us!🙏🏻 This song really got to me!!!!😇
I can never listen to this song completely without crying. I lost my son (my first child) at 8 months old. He was happy and smiling and laughing just the day before. We went to bed and he passed that night. I have never felt so much emptiness and sadness. It really isn’t fair. You wait 9 months anxiously for them to come into the world and I lost him after he became my everything. This pain really can’t be imagined. Only people that have been through it really know how much it hurts and kills you inside. It’s something no parent should ever have to go through. My deepest sympathies for everyone that has.
I miss you Nathaniel... I want you here...
I strongly connect to this song on a personal level. I've been thrown into isolation from everything and everyone I once knew. It's been over 8 months of indescribable pain with no end in sight. I'm being faced with possibilities that break my heart, and make me terrified. I just want this to end, wake up from the never-ending nightmare. I miss him, and I'm firm on my trust. I don't know where I'll be when this ends, if this ends. I don't know if he's still with me, what he thinks, what he feels. He's more than my love, more than my boyfriend, he's my one
six years ago I lost my son and every time I hear this song, tears just stream down my face and I find myself still asking so many questions. This song captures this pain, in words I can't find myself to speak...
I am legit crying because I can’t ever imagine how it must feel to be a mother and lose my own child😭😭😭
To think, I came here looking for a song to relate to a story I was writing about a girl in love with someone who's very elusive. Instead, I find this, a song that tugs at my heart. It reminds me of the daughter I lost in 2009. She was stillborn in August of that year. And this song... reminds me of how I felt then, and how I sometimes feel now. I know, life has moved on, but somewhere in my heart I still harbor the feelings from the day I lost her. Beautiful song that relates to real things. :'( Rest in peace, Kailey Nicole. You were, and are, my world. I'll never forget you.
This reminds me so much from when I was younger, my mother died at a young age three years after my birth. She had diabetes. But I still have my father and my brother.
I'm sorry if you think this is just wasting your time, but I just felt that others might want to know how I felt for some reason.
😢 I lost my first daughter 12 years ago to a rare leukemia. She was 11 months old. We just lost my second daughter on May 3rd, 2024. She had beaten the leukemia that took my first daughter October 19th, 2023. She was 9 years old at that time. She told me that she wasn't going to die anymore. 😢😢😢😢 She had a rare vascular brain disease and unknown heart failure. She had just had her "golden" birthday on March 10th. I am dying inside. I've had 10 miscarriages, too. 😢😢😢 I won't understand God's reasoning, but I know that I will see them again by following Jesus. Right now, it just seems so far away.
I love the glitter explosion you used, it goes so well!
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Beautifullytragic6
i like the flares😍
Beautifullytragic6 yea aggre
My father is a system engineer and when I was a teen my father used to teach me a lot of programming and computational stuff, but he left us some years ago, and now I'm at the University studying System engineering and whenever we see something new that my father already thaught me I remember him and think what would he be teaching me now? God I miss him so much but I know he won't come back.
An ache so deep
That I can hardly breathe
This pain can’t be imagined
Will it ever heal
Thank You So Much Plumb it's an awesome Song love it Amen
:( I miss my mom so much, I'm in pain without her
I'm so sorry
+Elly Kalapac if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I lost my mom to suicide.
Lord help this woman cope with the passing of her mother. Father you're the exact parent we need. if it wasn't for you taking my own dad I wouldn't be as close to you. I pray it be the same for her too Lord. I lift her up to you Lord in prayer. Answer her requests oh precious Lord. Not because I ask but because you are gracious. Please father I ask in Jesus name you bring peace from the holy spirit. Give her peace this Sunday. Free from anxiety. Free from Anger or depression. Free from addiction. Lord you know always what we need. Thank you. In Jesus name, Amen.
Amen. God shows his strength in weakness.. He wont leave you dear. Instead, he will give the greatest peace you ve ever experienced. He said come to me all who are weary and i will give you rest. He is the one who God the Father sent to bear your sins and trangressions on the cross but also your weariness.. Either its desease or emotional weakness. If you go and ask him to forgive you and deliver you for everything that bind you in sorrow he will give you such peace that you wont miss your mom like that at all any more . Not beause i speculate so but because bible says so. Jesus said so and he paid for that on the cross with his blood and with his life.
I'm not religious so I don't want to use bible references or anything that could be disproved or is a theory, but I do want to say that I'm sorry for your loss, there will be severe grieving, and your memory will torture you, but it will ease over time, you will remember your mother for the amazing person she was and the influence she had on you, and remember it's ok to feel the pain, you're meant to! so I wish you the best of luck
This is an amazing song, and I love the video you made. I like that the words were there without too much visual impact to take away from the true pain this song is about, but just enough to really fit. the breaking glass, the white clouds and the dark clouds. awesome.
This is to my cat Lila Rose who earned her wings so soon. At 11:59 pm February 13th she stood up came to me purring then midnight Valentine's Day she gained her wings... RIP Lila Rose July 3rd 2010- February 14th 2016 this song is so true to how I feel... I adopted her from a shelter after spending months rehabilitating her and got her home not knowing she would only spend 5 years on earth... Miss you baby girl so much
This is such a beautiful song. I first heard it when I saw her in concert at Creation this year, and it brought me to tears. Hit very close to home
..... i lost my family, my mom, dad... my brother, and now... the one that i really care.... :(
T'Jay AiMaNina I'm so sorry. God is with you always, even through your pain. He'll comfort you and bear your burdens.
it's ok :)
+T'Jay AiMaNina God still stay here with you , He will never leave you.
I know how it feels to loose something or someone you love, it will only get better😂😂
I'm so sorry for you. Be strong and never give up.
This song is so inspiring...it is sad yet has a meaning beyond words.
This is life, God has been good to my family
I just found this song yesterday...this reminds me of me and my daughter as well as my grandma n her foster son ethan..I was told to get an abortion after I got diagnosed with TTP at 18 weeks...I said no, fought it and I still have my daughter 8 year later..I still hold on to the fact she go anytime but she is perfect to me and I am blessed...my grandmas story is a little more depressing..we lost her this past Saturday January 4th, 2020 after a long battle with Alzheimer’s ...back In 1972 a special needs child named Ethan was born and she became his foster mom when he was 2...he wasn’t suppose to live past his 2 birthday...but she fostered him until his death on May 10th, 1993 at the age of 21...God blessed him with 21 years, and my grandma was the main reason...when he passed...she was never the same! So from then until her passing saturday, she took the burden of not seeing him...but I know when she passed, he was the one who took her to heaven;)
An ache
So deep
That I
Can hardly breathe
This pain
Can't be imagined
Will it ever heal?
Ooh... ooh...
Your hand
So small
Held a strand of my hair
So strong
All I could do
Was keep believing
Was that enough?
Is anyone there?
I wanna scream
Is this a dream?
How could this happen,
Happen to me?
This isn't fair
This nightmare
This kind of torture
I just can't bear
I want you here
I want you here
Ooh... ooh...
I waited so long
For you to come
Then you were here
And now you're gone
I was not prepared
For you to leave me
Oh this is misery
Are you still there?
I wanna scream
Is this a dream?
How could this happen,
Happen to me?
This isn't fair
This nightmare
This kind of torture
I just can't bear
I want you here
I want you here
God help me,
God help me,
God help me
Breathe
I wanna scream
Is this a dream?
How could this happen,
Happen to me?
This isn't fair
This nightmare
This kind of torture
I just can't bear
I want you here
I want you here
I want you here
I want you here
Ooh... Ooh...
An ache
So deep
That I
Can hardly breathe
Magic Walker
Thanks
Oh I ´m crying every day listning to this song and think about my son....wish he could stay ....I WANT YOU HERE!!!!!
I can relate to this song so much right now you dont even know...
Trust me, I do.
Me to the lost of a child kills you inside. I don't see how someone without faith could bare it. Only my faith keeps me going till we are together gain, the sooner the better because to me it is imposible to bare.
We played this song at my granddaughters memorial service. My beautiful Payten Jayne Nauman was only here briefly but she brought so much love into this world from so many and she will never be forgotten. We will all forever be scarred by her death but we will all meet again one day and be whole again. I love you little P!!!
The feels! I feel this song on so many levels!
This is one of the few things in this world that made me cry. As of the time I'm writing this, I'm 17, and have only cried four times, not counting that incoherent wailing most children do.
This just goes to show you how moving this song is.
to my best friend who lost her daugther
What do you call depression? Oh wait right happy jokes... Sorry... I got none...
When I was 17 years old, my mother died of cancer. I remember listening to this song over and over for weeks. I'm better now, and as I don't know how I did it, I can only say maybe Plumb healed me.
All I can say about this song is “wow”. It says it all. So poignant.
This song is perfect in describing the emotional state of a character from a book I read!!
Are you people getting the depth of this song? It's about the death and mourning of a loved one. Not about your skeletons or killer robots. This is why I stay away from fanbases.
For the most part i agree with you. However, the undertale video that this was shown in was about a very tragic scene in the game. Although I still think people shouldn't directly associate the two.
Caleb Christian thank you!
I did
+Fell Frisk its ok human
says the person with the Pokémon name and picture theme. lol
no hate, just pointing out the irony :)
I felt like that for six years after the "love of my life" left me from one day to another. There were so many bad days, it was a real nightmare. One day not long ago I got new information about him that disgusted me so much that I just suddenly -FINALLY- dropped out of love with him. Now Im free again and can love again and also this happiness is someting I never felt before. If you still in that cage, hold on. I just want you to know, I wish you all the strenght that is out there. You can do it. You will get over it. There will be an end to this hell.
animated graphics are much appreciated
Agreed
This is so perfect for me to write a story I’ve been wanting write but I couldn’t find a perfect song to hear and I can across to this song! It’s so amazing!
Knowinghasha Arts
Make it good. :)
I miss my mom😭 I want her back, please I want her back😭
I'm listening to this before bed, and for some reason it calms me watching and listening to the video. It's especially calming with the gases ,or whatever it was, spread across the screen. So thx for my own little lullaby! 😀😄😂
my life i miss him.....
Damn... me too
Wow hits really deep..how could this happen..i want and need you here come home my king..dont give up..we both waited this long
Someday we will find our reason, someday people who have fell apart will be put back together, and someday we will all find hope. We will find our hope.
beautiful song. she is pure talent
Oh my poor heart the feels are too strong
This is such a beautiful song. At first I didn't understand. I thought the other person, was God. That she was saying God had left her. But I started to read the comments and I realized, its about a mother loosing her child to death. This goes to everyone, who has lost someone they care about. It gets better. God knows what he's doing. If he let that person dies. Its for a reason. Everything is.
This song makes me think about my dog my youngest nephew was bothering him while he was trying to sleep on New Year's Eve 2007 and my dog bit my nephew so my oldest nephew picked up my dog up and threw him against the freezer my dog was bleeding and he couldn't get up I was next door with my siblings and my uncle my parents called me and told me to come home and when I saw my dog laying down on the sofa and bleeding I stood there in shock then I broke down and my dad was yelling at me he was acting like it was my fault since I went to my uncle's house and the next day my dog was trying to get up but he couldn't we went to the vets and we had to put him down that is a horrible way to start a new year sometimes my older nephew talks about hurting my dogs that I have now and he tells me that he's happy that he hurt my dog when he is mad at me in 2009 I wanted to get a tattoo that has a meaning so I got a cross with a halo in the middle and on top it says RIP and on the bottom it says Toby
Sorry about your dog :(
+Ryo Kaida thanks I miss him like crazy some people think I should get over it but that's not something you could get over I'll always feel the pain
I'm so sorry. :(
Your nephew sucks
Seems like your Nephew is hurt by other things that have happenend in his life. Forgive but extend your love and Grace the same way God extends his to you. God may just humble his harden heart and lead him to a knowledge to the truth through you. Be encouraged today that God is working all things for the good. Don't worry. Be strong in the Lord. :)
I love the lyrics to this song as it really describes how I felt when my little sister died suddenly. After her funeral and spending time with my family I drove back home and just wanted to scream .. how could this happen to our family.. to my little sister.. but she's in heaven now and in perfect peace 🦋
I will always miss you big bro....
wa..
I recently lost my best friend to cancer and this song really hits me as it describes exactly how I am feeling.