all this on top of the tinnitus and eye issues and all my old health issues, i'm overwhelmed every moment. just uploading so you know what happened to me
I have tinnitus too.. it was really bad until I started following the advice of a guy called Liam Stops Tinnitus and it went down. It’s helped me a lot and hopefully it can help you too.
Hello Isaac. I think you're a good, sensitive and intelligent person. I've seen you in differrents videos at differents time of your life in differents situations. I'm sad to see you suffering like that. I want you to know that i have nothing against people who have a disability (since i'm bipolaire!) nor nothing against trans, since i've known some who really were good, sensitive and intelligents. But i think you should go ro see a psychiatrist. I know it's very hard to hear, and i refused ro hear that and to take my medecine during years, but i can tell you i feel much better with this medecine. I can't tell you if you're bipolare or what else, but i can tell you that you've got a mental disease that really makes you suffering, and i'm really sorry for that, but i can tell you for sure you'll feel better with appropriate medecine. I Hope you will hear it and take it seriously. Love
Isaac, I know this will not take your pain away, but you saved my niece from going down this road. She saw your videos and I gave her more information on what I know and she has stopped all drugs. I am sorry you are feeling this kind of pain... I live in France if you want to talk I am not French so you will be able to understand my Texas Accent :) Thank you for what you have done for my niece. I owe you one, let me pay you back in kindness.
I was born with a hereditary condition that makes my bones dissolve away at the joints. I have three tumors in, yes, IN the bones of my thoracic spine. The way it has all come loose in there, I have root nerve impingement and at times, my right leg will paralyze without warning. I've had to deal with pain management doctors for the last 25 years and the government has made it so those of us suffering cannot get adequate pain medication because of the "addiction" problem. I'm having another collapse in my cervical spine, where I have a metal plate and screws...this is my second one. The doctor couldn't increase my pain medication because I don't have cancer. Although I do have some pain meds, it's not enough so I use marijuana to help...and it does! It elevates your mood too. Just don't overdo it the first time if you try an edible...lol I would suggest making an appointment with your doctor, don't indicate that you are having depression or sadness of any kind because they'll use that as an excuse not to help you. Anyway, see if you can get the doctor to prescribe you a low dose opiate like Tylenol #4...or 5mg Norco or Percocet. If your state is rec or med legal, get into some of the Delta 8 or 9 products. There's another suggestion in the comments about using THC and it's worth a try. You need a Percocet, a joint and to be around people who are jovial and happy because that helps more than you might think. You could also start a new social media under an alias and only allow for happy things on that page. Everyone needs a happy place...and refuse anything negative on that page! Hang in there, sweetpea. You have a purpose in life and although it may not seem the case now, you will get better. You will have to work on it too, it's not going to just fall out of the sky, but you'll be so proud of yourself and others will be too! You have an audience and you never know when you might save someone's life by sharing your battle, inspiring others to fight and carry on! The world needs you. You're important and impact the lives of those around you. You have a place in the grand scheme of things...
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
being isolated is torture, thats why in prison they send the problematic prisoners to be confined for a long period of time in solitary. im sorry we humans are too terrible isaac, there is something fundamentally wrong with us all, still, wish you the best always.
Bless your heart, Isaac. Such a tortured soul. My wish is for someday, all this pain and confusion would leave you, and you could go out into the world and live a good life. I wish I could fix it, as I'm sure many of your viewers do. How about some good old SSRIs? I bet you've tried that already....probably to no avail. I have chronic anxiety and panic disorder. My manifests in the form of hypochondria and an irrational fear of death. SSRIs, in spite of a bad reputation, "cure" this for me while I'm on them at least. Maybe it's time to give them another chance, I mean if you aren't already. Seems like you are using hormone therapy in the place of other therapies that might help? You have made me happy on many occasions Isaac. Just wanted you to know that.
I'm sorry you're going through this, Isaac. I don't know what would help you get out of this state of pain and hopelessness but all I can suggest is that you don't suffer in silence. Either reach out to a trusted person in your life or keep making videos where you journal your thoughts and struggles with us. Many of us who watch you took an interest in your videos because we genuinely care about you and what you have to say. You're a brilliant person who's been going through an incredibly tough time. It won't last forever. Have faith.
This may sound ridiculous but have you tried smoking cigarettes? I likely have bpd too and they really seem to help with depression/anxiety/brain fog and general mental stability. Also with processing gluten/carbs
Stupid question but have you tried just eating as "normal" as possible? It seems you're always either high carb, meat diet, vegan (which is pretty restrictive if you're also gluten free)... Obviously you can't eat gluten, but have you tried just getting a balanced mix of carbs and protein and veggies? And by "carbs" I don't mean sugar I just mean normal-ass potatoes and rice and fruit and stuff. PS. My digestion is also damaged by celiac but recently I found 500mg of magnesium every morning is a game changer.
I agrée with this advice. I have an inflammatory bowel and stomach disease and eating a varied diet with a lot of fiber and less dairy and butter has really helped me.
have you tried thyroid? along with minocycline (safe antibiotic), its helped me. im drinking lots of juice now when it used to hurt me. i know where to source both of these reliably
Hi angel 💜 please don't hate yourself.. You're more than ok just as you are. Just you being here makes me feel less alone in my struggles. I also feel like a useless human who is just waiting to die so... Thank you for sharing your precious self.
It really depends. For me, THC exasperated my mental issues. I would have terrifying episodes where I’d see and hear things that weren’t there. I believe it can help people but only when they are stable enough and there isn’t the risk of them going psychotic.
Hi, Isaac. I missed you so much. It's wonderful to see you although I sympathize with you on the pain you're experiencing. I can't relate with the physical pain you're experiencing. But pls. hang on and I'm trusting in God for your healing, mental stability, clarity of mind, freedom to do what God has plan for your life. Life is precious...however form it comes...embrace it, Isaac because the best of you is yet to come. I lllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyoooooooooouuuuuuuuuu, Isaac.
Hi Isaac. Please don't think that's weird but... There are many people's testimonies that when they were in pain in any kind of pain and they called the name of Jesus and asked him to help, He did. I can testify that's true.
Battle your thoughts. You have Intuition trust yourself and please start ignoring those self abusive thoughts. You can do this. You are doing this we see it.
@@annapolushina7958 the Bible never once instructs you to pray for others! Stop it.. it says that YOU don’t even know what YOU need. So you don’t even know what you should pray for! So, imagine thinking you know what others need.. so judgemental. AND publicly telling others that you’ll be praying for them.. just no, you should pray in secret (so says the Bible!) xx
@@Gadfly333I'm really not sure why you seem to be against me praying for Isaac. I don't need to know what others need to pray for them. Also it is obvious what Isaac needs and it is for his suffering to stop
Have you tried the lion diet? Beef, water, salt. No tea, no nothing, just these three components. Basically you live off of fatty cuts of red meat, being in a perpetual state of ketosis, while also not getting the 'provocations' of your immune system from all the plant material. It works miracles for many with autoimmune issues, myself included. But you have to be 100% committed and consistent - you can't just eat "mostly" meat. For me, personally, I had to also leave tea and coffee behind, before it got really good.
@@simfimpim If Issac would stay OFF the hormones, he would do considerable better. Start Associating the hormones to feeling like hell. You cannot create a female out of drugs.
@@simfimpim We're not talking about some "magical cure-all", we're talking about a way to combat, specifically, severe autoimmune issues, which, as far as I can understand, this young man is struggling with.
Can your body tolerate bone broth? It could give you the protein and fat, but easier to digest. Bone broth is supposed to be healing. You said youve tried everything. Have you called on Jesus? He's the healer. He's waiting for you with open arms to pour out His love on you and restore all that youve lost. Do you know that Isaac means laughter? Joy is one of those things Jesus wants to restore to you, not like what you may have known before, but extreme joy, like He always intended for you.
all this on top of the tinnitus and eye issues and all my old health issues, i'm overwhelmed every moment. just uploading so you know what happened to me
I have tinnitus too.. it was really bad until I started following the advice of a guy called Liam Stops Tinnitus and it went down. It’s helped me a lot and hopefully it can help you too.
@@RS-eq9tlis he on RUclips or is this some random guy you met on the street? Lol xxx
@@Gadfly333Liam was that fidgety guy at the bus stop on Tuesday AND Friday of last week. It turns out that Liam isn’t as random as we’d have thought 😎
Hello Isaac. I think you're a good, sensitive and intelligent person. I've seen you in differrents videos at differents time of your life in differents situations. I'm sad to see you suffering like that. I want you to know that i have nothing against people who have a disability (since i'm bipolaire!) nor nothing against trans, since i've known some who really were good, sensitive and intelligents. But i think you should go ro see a psychiatrist. I know it's very hard to hear, and i refused ro hear that and to take my medecine during years, but i can tell you i feel much better with this medecine. I can't tell you if you're bipolare or what else, but i can tell you that you've got a mental disease that really makes you suffering, and i'm really sorry for that, but i can tell you for sure you'll feel better with appropriate medecine. I Hope you will hear it and take it seriously. Love
Get yourself to inpatient care. You need help.
Isaac, I know this will not take your pain away, but you saved my niece from going down this road.
She saw your videos and I gave her more information on what I know and she has stopped all drugs.
I am sorry you are feeling this kind of pain... I live in France if you want to talk I am not French so you will be able to understand my Texas Accent :)
Thank you for what you have done for my niece. I owe you one, let me pay you back in kindness.
I'm sincerely asking, why keep taking the hormones if those are what put you in this much pain to begin with?
@@heavenknows4857 Coming out of the closet as what?
attention seeking
Sunshine is good for you Issac
Vit D supplements are just as good.. for some people the sun is too oppressive!! X
@Gadfly333 I don't think they are just as good. Nothing feels as good as a day out in the sun.
I was born with a hereditary condition that makes my bones dissolve away at the joints. I have three tumors in, yes, IN the bones of my thoracic spine. The way it has all come loose in there, I have root nerve impingement and at times, my right leg will paralyze without warning. I've had to deal with pain management doctors for the last 25 years and the government has made it so those of us suffering cannot get adequate pain medication because of the "addiction" problem. I'm having another collapse in my cervical spine, where I have a metal plate and screws...this is my second one. The doctor couldn't increase my pain medication because I don't have cancer. Although I do have some pain meds, it's not enough so I use marijuana to help...and it does! It elevates your mood too. Just don't overdo it the first time if you try an edible...lol
I would suggest making an appointment with your doctor, don't indicate that you are having depression or sadness of any kind because they'll use that as an excuse not to help you. Anyway, see if you can get the doctor to prescribe you a low dose opiate like Tylenol #4...or 5mg Norco or Percocet. If your state is rec or med legal, get into some of the Delta 8 or 9 products. There's another suggestion in the comments about using THC and it's worth a try. You need a Percocet, a joint and to be around people who are jovial and happy because that helps more than you might think. You could also start a new social media under an alias and only allow for happy things on that page. Everyone needs a happy place...and refuse anything negative on that page!
Hang in there, sweetpea. You have a purpose in life and although it may not seem the case now, you will get better. You will have to work on it too, it's not going to just fall out of the sky, but you'll be so proud of yourself and others will be too! You have an audience and you never know when you might save someone's life by sharing your battle, inspiring others to fight and carry on! The world needs you. You're important and impact the lives of those around you. You have a place in the grand scheme of things...
The last thing he needs are opioids!
When I can't eat, I drink Ensure
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
being isolated is torture, thats why in prison they send the problematic prisoners to be confined for a long period of time in solitary. im sorry we humans are too terrible isaac, there is something fundamentally wrong with us all, still, wish you the best always.
That’s why the Govts. Enforced lockdown on all of us during “Covid”.. to torture us, and send us all insane and atomise everyone.
I’m confused. On hormones? I thought he denounced all that?
Depends on what day it is. "Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't"
You lack critical information
Bless your heart, Isaac. Such a tortured soul. My wish is for someday, all this pain and confusion would leave you, and you could go out into the world and live a good life. I wish I could fix it, as I'm sure many of your viewers do.
How about some good old SSRIs? I bet you've tried that already....probably to no avail.
I have chronic anxiety and panic disorder. My manifests in the form of hypochondria and an irrational fear of death. SSRIs, in spite of a bad reputation, "cure" this for me while I'm on them at least. Maybe it's time to give them another chance, I mean if you aren't already.
Seems like you are using hormone therapy in the place of other therapies that might help?
You have made me happy on many occasions Isaac. Just wanted you to know that.
Get a job where you're around people. Fast food is fun is and distracting
In constant pain from your body giving up on you? go work at mcdonalds. LOL
@@sykomode lol
@@sykomodework will make you free :p I run a small business and I love hiring people just like Isaac… although there is no one quite like Isaac xx
Do you want fries with that? How about estrogen? Benzos? No? (Starts weeping uncontrollably)
I'm sorry you're going through this, Isaac. I don't know what would help you get out of this state of pain and hopelessness but all I can suggest is that you don't suffer in silence. Either reach out to a trusted person in your life or keep making videos where you journal your thoughts and struggles with us. Many of us who watch you took an interest in your videos because we genuinely care about you and what you have to say. You're a brilliant person who's been going through an incredibly tough time. It won't last forever. Have faith.
Hypochondria
Thank you for uploading still
This may sound ridiculous but have you tried smoking cigarettes? I likely have bpd too and they really seem to help with depression/anxiety/brain fog and general mental stability. Also with processing gluten/carbs
Buddy, see a psychiatrist stat, this looks like severe depression! Sending hugs.
He refuses to take psych meds unless he is abusing benzodiazepines.
Stupid question but have you tried just eating as "normal" as possible? It seems you're always either high carb, meat diet, vegan (which is pretty restrictive if you're also gluten free)... Obviously you can't eat gluten, but have you tried just getting a balanced mix of carbs and protein and veggies? And by "carbs" I don't mean sugar I just mean normal-ass potatoes and rice and fruit and stuff.
PS. My digestion is also damaged by celiac but recently I found 500mg of magnesium every morning is a game changer.
I agrée with this advice. I have an inflammatory bowel and stomach disease and eating a varied diet with a lot of fiber and less dairy and butter has really helped me.
have you tried thyroid? along with minocycline (safe antibiotic), its helped me. im drinking lots of juice now when it used to hurt me. i know where to source both of these reliably
@@jenn7068 RP =}
Hi angel 💜 please don't hate yourself.. You're more than ok just as you are. Just you being here makes me feel less alone in my struggles. I also feel like a useless human who is just waiting to die so... Thank you for sharing your precious self.
What eye issues do you have? I also have tinnitus, and visual snow syndrome. Can't find help for years
Female hormones can damage the tear ducts
Find God
You’re suffering which is horrible. But Wipe your nose at least.
You also have great hair! I’m envious!
Take care
Praying for you! 🙏🏻✝ ❤️
Instead of Vanity your next trans name should be Insanity. Or Anxiety. Or Stupidity.
Have you ever tried THC? It's the only way I can let my creativity out. It hurts my body but it helps a lot of people.
How did it hurt your body if I may ask?
@@SH-py7qj want o know as well cause i had bad symptoms while on thc too
It really depends. For me, THC exasperated my mental issues. I would have terrifying episodes where I’d see and hear things that weren’t there. I believe it can help people but only when they are stable enough and there isn’t the risk of them going psychotic.
Maybe you should be on T instead of E.
Hi, Isaac. I missed you so much. It's wonderful to see you although I sympathize with you on the pain you're experiencing. I can't relate with the physical pain you're experiencing. But pls. hang on and I'm trusting in God for your healing, mental stability, clarity of mind, freedom to do what God has plan for your life. Life is precious...however form it comes...embrace it, Isaac because the best of you is yet to come. I lllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyoooooooooouuuuuuuuuu, Isaac.
Hold on. Something will change ❤
Who cares? You do you
Hi Isaac. Please don't think that's weird but... There are many people's testimonies that when they were in pain in any kind of pain and they called the name of Jesus and asked him to help, He did. I can testify that's true.
@@lllEmily-SlllLet's pray for him, Emily ❤
Battle your thoughts. You have Intuition trust yourself and please start ignoring those self abusive thoughts. You can do this. You are doing this we see it.
@@annapolushina7958 the Bible never once instructs you to pray for others! Stop it.. it says that YOU don’t even know what YOU need. So you don’t even know what you should pray for! So, imagine thinking you know what others need.. so judgemental.
AND publicly telling others that you’ll be praying for them.. just no, you should pray in secret (so says the Bible!) xx
@@Gadfly333 it is God's will for everyone to be saved, so I always pray for that. Do you have a relationship with the Lord?
@@Gadfly333I'm really not sure why you seem to be against me praying for Isaac. I don't need to know what others need to pray for them. Also it is obvious what Isaac needs and it is for his suffering to stop
Have you tried the lion diet? Beef, water, salt. No tea, no nothing, just these three components. Basically you live off of fatty cuts of red meat, being in a perpetual state of ketosis, while also not getting the 'provocations' of your immune system from all the plant material. It works miracles for many with autoimmune issues, myself included. But you have to be 100% committed and consistent - you can't just eat "mostly" meat. For me, personally, I had to also leave tea and coffee behind, before it got really good.
There's always someone in the comments touting the lion diet like it's this magic cure-all. It's not.
@@simfimpim If Issac would stay OFF the hormones, he would do considerable better. Start Associating the hormones to feeling like hell. You cannot create a female out of drugs.
The diet that put that freak Peterson in a coma after a sip of cider? No thank you.
@@simfimpim We're not talking about some "magical cure-all", we're talking about a way to combat, specifically, severe autoimmune issues, which, as far as I can understand, this young man is struggling with.
❤
looks like spiritual warfare to me. They feed off of your misery. Find a higher power and connect.
Can your body tolerate bone broth? It could give you the protein and fat, but easier to digest. Bone broth is supposed to be healing.
You said youve tried everything. Have you called on Jesus? He's the healer. He's waiting for you with open arms to pour out His love on you and restore all that youve lost.
Do you know that Isaac means laughter? Joy is one of those things Jesus wants to restore to you, not like what you may have known before, but extreme joy, like He always intended for you.
poor thing