I am a born worrier and too much gets me down day to day, not a very confident person like i used to be. Some of what you said hits home pretty hard. I feel like im in a downward spiral and life will never get better for me, honestly think id be dead if i didnt have a family to look after. Money makes the world go round and im sure if i was a well off individual my life and my familys would be a lot better but life doesnt work that way. Anxiety and depression is a silent killer and one day it will catch up to me i feel and even though its becoming more aware to people across the world its too powerful and takes many lives. Hope life gets better for you! I try to remain positive every day although everything positive has plenty of negatives to counteract the day, i realised we are very similar over something so simple as setting an alarm clock. 100% like me checking several times if i have set it correctly and adding a few other alarms just in case it didnt work. Hope you feel better in yourself i wish i could tell you how to find a motivational tool or something positive you can latch onto but i too cannot find it. Peace bro (remember you on steam not sure what happened about that but you must have had your reasons).
I am a born worrier and too much gets me down day to day, not a very confident person like i used to be. Some of what you said hits home pretty hard. I feel like im in a downward spiral and life will never get better for me, honestly think id be dead if i didnt have a family to look after. Money makes the world go round and im sure if i was a well off individual my life and my familys would be a lot better but life doesnt work that way. Anxiety and depression is a silent killer and one day it will catch up to me i feel and even though its becoming more aware to people across the world its too powerful and takes many lives.
Hope life gets better for you! I try to remain positive every day although everything positive has plenty of negatives to counteract the day, i realised we are very similar over something so simple as setting an alarm clock. 100% like me checking several times if i have set it correctly and adding a few other alarms just in case it didnt work.
Hope you feel better in yourself i wish i could tell you how to find a motivational tool or something positive you can latch onto but i too cannot find it.
Peace bro (remember you on steam not sure what happened about that but you must have had your reasons).
Sup D! Man you gotta push through and find a way. Get out, get uncomfortable and live in it. Keep your mind clear and keep pushing.
I'm not gonna tell you it's gonna all be alright, but you'll find coping mechanisms. By the way, did we play rocket league together?
We did! Me you and Dan