Feel free botanical tonic - I HAVE to quit them! What are you experiencing?
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- Опубликовано: 6 мар 2023
- I love the kava and (very little) kratom shots by feel free. They feel great! But abusing them is no bueno. Sharing my embarrassing story and experiences in truth, for those who are looking for the information. Addiction and recovery support and information for those who struggle. Stay strong. I love you.
I AM NOT A DOCTOR OR A PHARMACIST, OBVS. I am sharing my own personal experiences, what saved my life, and my own addiction issues/solutions.
I own a Kratom and hemp store also. I watched first hand myself, my employees and tons of customers get hooked on these. I had customers come in and ask to not sell these to them again. I quit carrying them because I can not spread harm. I send the people looking for them to other shops that have them. I will no profit from something as addictive as that. I’ve had my shop for 5 years now and have not come across another product as addictive as these, other than Zaza which I will never carry either.
YT suppressing comments, as usual... I stayed away from zaza bc I was terrified it'd be another problem. Everyone who comes in, I tell them what happens with the ff. We have regulars who've bought it for a while now, are disciplined, never had any issues. Sure is interesting... Peace!
Holy cow; I was using 6,7,8 a day for some months and started developing the same symptoms; especially extra dry skin all over. I also started feeling like I had the flu when I was taking one about every 3-4 hours a day. I couldn’t take it anymore and quit cold-turkey. Withdrawals are what I imagine coming off heroin in like. Started feeling better after about 3-4 days but still couldn’t sleep. It’s been almost a month since I stopped and sleep is just now starting to return. My advise, STAY AWAY FROM THIS STUFF.
Hope you;re feeling great now and kicking ass!
The issue is not taking the product. The issue is do not take it on a regular basis. You need to Regulate your use of everything that you put in your body.
I hope you made it out. My heart is with you.
Thank you so much! I did. I wish the same for all who struggle.
@@mrfarmacist210 that makes me so happy… never go back because it will be harder to get out next time; but I suspect u already know that terrible cycle
Use “getting out” to stay out
💚💚💚 you got this. You know what to do - that’s half the battle. Love your face, your soul, and your message.
Your a legend .....thankyou
I feel your pain. I was taking 8-10 a day for three months and I’m going through the withdrawal right now, it’s worse than xanex withdrawal for me!!! It will pass but it’s hell for a couple weeks
Thanks. Yeah, it took me almost two months to recover from the resulting blepharitis and styes! Who knew!? I wish you well!
We need to be the kava and kr8tom business owners that stand against this and this type of product. This will ruin the industry we are in 😢
Kratom is going to look really bad now too. It already gets a bad rep and now these shots are demonizing Kratom more. We need more ethical retailers in this industry.
Right. Kratom is NOT the issue. As a long-term kratom user, i can guarantee you'd be hard pressed to even find a decent amount of kratom in these... that's why i wont get on the accusatory bandwagon. There's no way that the kratom in these is the problem. I suspect there's something in it they DON'T list...
@@mrfarmacist210wrong. kratom IS ADDICTIVE TOO.
Why did you stop making videos? You are so honest and REAL. Much needed.
Thanks so much! I took a long break because what you saw in the video was only the tip of the iceberg when it came to healing crisis. It was 10 months of insanity, trying to undo all I had wrought going overboard with the feel frees. Maybe I should make a video about it... Much better now!
@@mrfarmacist210 I am sorry to hear about recent events but listen, you have a real gift in how you communicate. I recognize that you may not want to put yourself out on youtube as your journey is YOURS to live and learn from (bad grammar...sorry). But if you decide to share, there are people who stand to gain a great deal from your experiences. Right now may not be the best time. On the other hand, sharing your struggles in real time may be exactly what is needed for you and your viewers. I know I will keep your channel on my subscriptions. I wish you the very best. (This might be a great out for you.)
Hope I wasn't out of line. Sending my warmest regards your way. Fran
@@franneep That's very kind of you and i appreciate the support! Perhaps you're right - I had to make severe changes to heal. Maybe it will help someone to now about it.... When I'm not stank in my gym clothes, I'll film the info and post it. I'm not ashamed or embarrassed - we all have our shit. Wishing you well on your journey, too!
Yeah I’m thinking there is something weird going on. I’ve tried their ratio with good sourced Kratom and kava and have yet to get the feeling. My local 7 eleven just told me they won’t be carrying them anymore so that’s a good Reason to slow down. I don’t even want to test their new recipe.
Seriously these feel like a totally different drug it's SO MUCH MORE ADDICTIVE than normal kratom or kava something is fishy
Hope you get through it! These gave me unbearable anxiety and sweaty palms. The feeling of worry was very noticeable. This was when I had taken one. I don’t recommend these
Thanks! I got through it, gratefully. Just trying to let others know what to expect if they go full tilt, which they abs. should not! Hope you're well, healthy, prospering!
I'm currently struggling as well. Not the worst withdrawals ive experienced, but I think its more mental then physical with these shots. Suboxone was way worse to come off of. Ive been taking them on and off for a year and the longest I was off of them was 8 days and I felt good but payday came around and the temptation wss too strong. I currently take 2 to 4 a day. I hate myself for starting them.
I feel ya, for real... What helped me finally stay away was developing a terrible/my first + only case of blepharitis. It scared the shit out of me, I looked like a death metal singer, with red streaks down my face, eyes swollen shut... I immediately stopped them. I had to! I didn't even notice the W/D bc the eyes were SO painful, I couldn't even touch them. I had to do a complete bleph routine of washing them, drops, ocu-wipes, hot compresses, and on. It took nearly two months' time to heal, it was wild! I can say for certain that I will never touch them again. The reason I made the vids in the first place is to help others avoid these same issues. I wish you well!!
Try this on for size - instead of hating yourself for even trying them, love yourself instead. Know that you're not perfect, but tell yourself and your body that you love it anyway. It sounds corny, but it really helped me recover. I told my eyes every night that i was so grateful to be able to see the truth, pleae forgive me, I love you...
This video means the world to me, did your symptoms ever subside? I'm wishing you the best
Yep! Made a new video - 10 months after this one - recently posted. Thank you for the well wishes, I am sending you the same! I feel GREAT now. No more FF.
Dude - time to stop selling them. I see nothing but bad reports about them online.
Nd another thing...is i dont understand why this is happening i thought was just me then i jumped on here to see if i cld find anything on the crap n wow!!! My minds blown..and these ppl that make sepl distribute thrse to shops rn as we speak are in a whole heap of trouble..i usually wouldn't wish anyone ill will but shame on them esp if they knew this stuff was laced n how to make it addictive!! I literary feel like im dying!! My throat swelled up as big as a huge grapefruit so yea stay away..i feel like even if u dont have a addictive personality this stop will n can make anyone addicted and its a shame bcuz ive hrard ppl saying they usig thrse to ween of heroin or other drugs now unfortunately its created s bigger issue i just wander if the ingredient r tampered with whst thry put in it? Or maybe i dont wanna know...but uf u havent dont start these at all i thought oh i cld just take one or 2 n quit when ever with no bad stuff like this happing...it robbed a year of my life bcuz of me just wanting tp try something "natural" lost all my $$ im currently in bed o physically csnt do anything so im gonna try to get out todsy push myself to get things done...but yea please pray for me n many others who are goin thru this....its no joke...nd im wandering if i go to get some cbd to take if it will help with the withdrawals to make this easier so i can regain my life back peice by peice....p.s. n i also too for psin relief thats a joke..im in 100 x more pain now then b4 taking these monsters!!! I so wish i cld send my pics of my self n my body to someone here to show ppl its not a joke...i dont have a channel but maybe when feeling better ill just post a video to show myself i dunno...Goodluck everyone whos goin thru this hell
Praying for you, I went through it also. It will pass!! It will get better.
some people can handle it, some of us are heavily allergic to the alkaloids in the plants... which we don't know until our bodies let us know! I pray for everyone to not suffer, to feel good and be healthy.
@@Nosajsmith1451 thank you I'm thru the worst been 5 months but I'm left unfortunately with some permanent damage they said that can't be fixed just managed 😕
@@mrfarmacist210 thank you
Eyes puffy as hell. Dry flakey skin, hair pouring out your head. I lasted about 2.5 a months quitting cold turkey, and was taking 8-12 a day. I relapsed 3.5 months ago and am now on day two. F these shots. So so stupid. Not to mention all the money wasted. 🤦🏽♂️
If *I* can do it, YOU CAN DO IT. Promise. I feel fucking GREAT now, having given these up over 10 months ago. Finally all eye and skin issues went away. I def learned my lesson and learned how to live with who I am.
Why is it online they tell you you can't or shouldn't mix kratom and kava? Then you have this I'm confused
You know, I'm not sure! I'll research.
How many per day? I used these to quit drinking. Worked. Almost a full year and too much money wasted on them. But now need to stop these. Too addictive! I’ve almost stopped and then got shakes at nights. It only lasted a few days, but like you got back on them. I’m tapering off of 3-4 per day now. I have to quit. I’ve never taken anything like it. I’m licking my gums and scratching my skin like a junky. I hate it. Are you off of them now?
up to 10 a day, embarrassingly.... My most recent episode earned me terrible blepharitis that hasn't gone away two weeks after the last one I had. One of THE MOST painful experiences I've had to date, but it was a sobering lesson on why I should remain sober. I was worried about my eyesight for a minute there... Now I just worry about my eye's sight! Ghaslty. I had red streaks down my face like clown makeup, the severity was so insane. It definitely forced me to stop cold turkey. The first round i had terrible skin issues, sores, itching, peeling lips, cracking fingertips, dandruff anywhere you could get it... Not good. But I had to learn and even harder lesson the second time around bc I just don;t learn sometimes... I wish you peace and comfort. You quit drinking, you an quit these... Hey, glad you stopped drinking - THAT shit is the worst! THAT shit will kill you!! Taper, take the time you need; do what you need to feel comfortable. I started juicing, eating raw, exercising more, sauna twice a day, dry brushing skin, cold plunge after sauna, whipped beef tallow on skin, an assortment of herbal drinks to help fix my issues, sit/garden in the sun. And I still take kratom. I feel pretty great, all things considered! I hope you kick its ass and have a victory!
@@mrfarmacist210 thank you for your honesty. Glad you’re off of them. I’ll be there soon. Staying sober along side . Keep up the good work.
@@soundingthedeep1 How are you feeling these days? Better, I hope! It took me 1.5 months for the bleph to clear from my systems, was still getting occasional styes.
@@mrfarmacist210 doing better. I was almost off and they had a hiccup in shipping so my last two boxes didn’t ship and I had to go cold turkey… I was off for a few days and felt pretty itchy and didn’t sleep. They wouldn’t not ship the paid for FF and they showed up after I was starting to feel better. I’ve been using them slower, nothing more than two a day. So to finish tapering once again, but there’s not near as much in my system so should be easy. Had some serious family trouble on my wife’s side last week and started anger drinking…. First hangover I’ve had since Christmas. Had a few the last couple days. Stopping that again tonight. Back in the path. Not beating myself up. I’ve done really well. My workouts and health feel great though. Exercise, weight lifting, sauna and cold showers are helping. Thanks for checking!! How have you been?
@@soundingthedeep1 I can relate! I'm working on find\ing healthier solutions to cope with issues that arise, but it's hard bc my ususal way is quick and to the point; plus, it's all i know! But it's time to rewrite my paradigm... I'm told myself it's NOT all I know, and i instead seek out healthier methods to cope, like walk my dogs all. over the city, as an example... THEY love it! I hope we stay on the best path. I'm not perfect, but I love myself - that helps! Praying for our wellness. peace!
Hi
Can you post a video on how you got off them
Yes please any suggestions as I'm gonna go spend money now i don't have bcuz of these on cbd to see if it helps with the excruciating physical withdrawls n to eat again!! Im so malnourished only 99 pounds but whn I do eat it comes right back off even tho I'm tapering so I pray it's only temporary n I didn't create a bigger issue..I should have just stuck with my good ol powder kratom ugh nd it this point im not goin too cuz I don't think if will help unfortunately
@@rochellefreed853 How are you feeling now? After I stopped taking the FF, I stayed with my usual kratom and am now fine. I just can't even have another FF again. I tell everyone who wants a FF what all I went thru and to not over-consume them because there are consequences.
I'll make a video this week. I hope you are well!
@@rochellefreed853 I'll make a video this week. I hope you are well!
Yes plz...I'm doing better now but unfortunately I'm left with permanent damage the drs are saying...I have to get so much blood work done non stop so they can monitor what's goin on inside & more...but my withdrawls are pretty much gone & I really Feel free tbh...It's a good feeling!!!! Im so mad at myself tho bcuz of all the damage I'm dealing with I know it's not my fault but I dunno I hope this doesn't happen to many more ppl but unfortunately it probably will I'm glad I see the kratom coming out & exposing their experiences so similar to mine also I think it's a good thing bcuz something like this could potentially "ruin" the kratom community hopefully not!! I watch this other guy I believe his name is Joey talks n he's really good and he's been on this topic n telling ppl to just stay away from this tonic...but I'd like to know ur story n how u got off them like did u have any insanely bad withdrawals like myself...an did u use anything in replace. I heard this vitamin 5 htp may help so im also looking to buy this cuz im not im the clear all the way and these are very inexpensive so yea sorry this was so long I hope everyone stays safe and doesn't risk messing with this stuff n if so only take 1 a day or less (that's what I maker of this is saying to ppl now I just saw his video) but it's so addictive nd myself have never had any addictions other than never even drink alcohol I was simply trying this for what it had stated..I guess we live & we learn right :/ ok done now lol
Switch over to the capsules and slowly ween yourself off.
Maybe has Tianeptine?
Maybe so! That's what others have speculated.
Those are plant based like Bill Gates fake meat. Plant based does not mean natural or from nature, it means made in a lab with a little bit of leaves. It's as natural as natural flavors, and just as addictive and dangerous. I'm so sorry you got caught up with these. I do wish you successful recovery.
Thank you so much! yeah, I know better. I should do better, but haven't always made the best decisions, admittedly....
BS!!!!!