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  • Опубликовано: 6 окт 2024
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  • @nicholamc2629
    @nicholamc2629 4 месяца назад +25

    Still here in 2024. ❤

  • @sphinx1017
    @sphinx1017 Год назад +225

    If you're going through hard times in your life, watch this video, be humbled, heartbroken and uplifted all at the same time. Wasn't she wonderful.

  • @mondoprime
    @mondoprime 4 года назад +155

    She was an absolute fucking soldier. I can only hope to be a fraction as brave as Emily was whilst facing the worst. A true inspiration.

    • @anne-mariewessels710
      @anne-mariewessels710 7 месяцев назад

      Go do alternative therapy like Dr Joe Dispenza's work. Miraculous and with science behind it. Allopathic Medicime is not making any progress with cancer because of their limited approach. I will do energy healing on you for free if you choose to have. Send selfie name, date of birth. Nothing else. Was put on my heart to do this. I have seen / experienced miracles before. This doesn't have to be the beginning of the end❣️ sending love xx

    • @chapmanmerchant
      @chapmanmerchant Месяц назад

      You are one of the strongest people that i lean on going through throat cancer with my dad your a fucken inspiration of people!!! One of the strongest people i have ever seen. And i wish i had a friend like her!!!

  • @MsKMJM27
    @MsKMJM27 Год назад +51

    Five years later I still watch Emily and get inspiration for how she lived her life. She stuns me with her positivity and never give up attitude. I can't think of anyone, including myself, who would hear this devastating news and still smile and try to enjoy each moment. Emily, you were an incredible human being.

  • @matthew_whitfield
    @matthew_whitfield 2 года назад +92

    This girl deserved so much more.

    • @hayleydryden8358
      @hayleydryden8358 Год назад +19

      She really did.. She loved life so much.. Im here hating mine.. I so would have swapped with her.. She was great.. I followed her jorney as my husband had cancer at the same time... He never took treatment his cancer never spread.. He died from a cardic arrest three mths after Emily..

    • @MyPerfectGecko
      @MyPerfectGecko 2 месяца назад +1

      @@hayleydryden8358 yes Emily loved life and she is an utter inspiration. I am so sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time and your husband has died too - I cannot imagine what yo are going through and I hope that you can find the light again....... peace and love to you xxR x

  • @AnneloesF
    @AnneloesF 6 лет назад +581

    Aisha saying she is jumping into that black hole of uncertainty with you willingly - that's the most sincere wedding vow I've ever heard.

    • @bendietrees
      @bendietrees 6 лет назад +16

      AnneloesF that was beautiful

    • @queenhoneybee.7772
      @queenhoneybee.7772 6 лет назад +11

      AnneloesF - That's true love if I ever heard it. God Bless 💕

    • @janebrown896
      @janebrown896 5 лет назад +9

      You've set me off again!

    • @lauriecalkins8681
      @lauriecalkins8681 4 года назад +9

      That’s true love. God bless her for not freaking out and running away. They are 2 very special people.

    • @Maplelust
      @Maplelust 4 года назад

      oh I thought it was sexual.

  • @wendysherbert3257
    @wendysherbert3257 6 лет назад +371

    The moment of you Emily on the subway train at 8:05 with your smile and blowing hair, looking carefree in spite of tremendous adversity, exemplifies why you are an inspiration for all of us. You have made such a difference in so many lives, more than you can even imagine.

    • @alexandrasarno6394
      @alexandrasarno6394 6 лет назад +14

      I have watched this video many times only for that one scene ❤

    • @legit1318
      @legit1318 6 лет назад +9

      couldn’t of said it better myself ❤️ she’s incredible and has for sure made a change in the way i think in life

    • @JillyBean1968
      @JillyBean1968 4 года назад +6

      Wendy Sherbert That was my favorite part of this vlog too. It was so beautiful.

    • @jimlong4182
      @jimlong4182 2 года назад +5

      I watch this video over and over just for that part too. I know I have to watch through sad tears that they cry together but then the smile and joy and the wind in her hair. I just love that care free moment when life is standing still and all is perfect.

  • @wilk4093
    @wilk4093 3 года назад +135

    I often come back to Emily’s channel to remind myself how precious life is and for motivation. What an incredible person she was, I miss her vlogs so much ❤️

  • @leylandrichard
    @leylandrichard 4 года назад +284

    We should all have an Aisha in our life. What a woman: strong, caring, funny, loving and loyal - bravo.

    • @moldovandorin6187
      @moldovandorin6187 4 года назад +8

      no we shouldn't .... when I am getting close to the end i don't need someone to tell me that I have to be full of shit (positivity) and just laugh it off...I really don't need this

    • @leylandrichard
      @leylandrichard 4 года назад +10

      Moldovan Dorin I don’t think you actually listened to her. She didn’t do any of those things.

    • @moldovandorin6187
      @moldovandorin6187 4 года назад +5

      @@leylandrichard 3:19, 6:19 and in other clips as well, many "positive" thrusts which to be honest are not very natural

    • @thespider2566
      @thespider2566 4 года назад +29

      ​@@moldovandorin6187 That's a very cynical attitude to have. She was trying to find the silver lining in a terrible situation, and that outlook helped Emily to live her life up until the very end.

    • @Sheila612Miller
      @Sheila612Miller 4 года назад +10

      @@moldovandorin6187 you have no idea what conversations they had behind closed doors. Maybe Emily said please don't change because of this or maybe it's her mechanism for going through all she went through at that time as well. To each his,/her own but you definitely don't need to be rude especially 2 yrs after she passed away. If it didn't bother Emily or get family it shouldn't bother you a total damn stranger.

  • @annaclared_
    @annaclared_ Год назад +35

    It’s amazing how 4 years on I still come back to Emily. Whenever I’m feeling down in the dumps or angry, it doesn’t take long to feel grateful and motivated and keen to make the most of every minute after watching Emily. Thank you Emily for still inspiring people xx

    • @jennyneame1003
      @jennyneame1003 Год назад +1

      I do as well. It reminds me of how lucky l am to b here. Emily was an amazing girl. We all miss her. R. I. P. Emily ❤❤❤

    • @sarahmcleod4753
      @sarahmcleod4753 9 месяцев назад +1

      I do too , I just thought of Emily out of the clear blue and I wanted to see her beautiful smile, love you still Emily ❤

    • @ourcorrectopinions6824
      @ourcorrectopinions6824 6 месяцев назад

      You're in the company of many. Emily is eternally inspiring and lives on in these vlogs. I miss her but I'm so happy to have these videos.

  • @joannoriol6444
    @joannoriol6444 6 лет назад +193

    "Face it with positivity and love" amazing quote by Aisha 💞

    • @karencurtis2697
      @karencurtis2697 6 лет назад +6

      Joann Oriol Aisha is such a sweet heart, and extremely brave love her to bits x

    • @jesminderkhan2411
      @jesminderkhan2411 5 лет назад +1

      that'll be like me and Sarah😉💕

    • @bernieoconnell5515
      @bernieoconnell5515 Месяц назад

      Aisha wasn’t the one facing it though was she.?

  • @adelina7970
    @adelina7970 4 года назад +168

    When Emily said: and thats all they can do, it breaks my heart to pieces. She was such a beautiful person in and out.

    • @keithcitizen4855
      @keithcitizen4855 4 года назад +14

      This is real , respect to dear departed Emily this horrible medical condition is enough to make a saint swear .

    • @Samsquamsh
      @Samsquamsh 4 года назад +17

      For sure. I'm normally not one that recognizes so called "beautiful people", the kind of people that really shine in society, but man this womans story hit me hard and I could tell right away the world lost a very bright star that day.

    • @keithcitizen4855
      @keithcitizen4855 4 года назад

      @@jeanherman4540 ?

    • @myralawson4543
      @myralawson4543 3 года назад +5

      @@Samsquamsh wasn’t she special! Just think of all the lives she could have touched in her job! This is the first time I’ve seen Aisha cry. These 2 women were powerhouses in beauty and personality. Just absolutely Amazing! Emily fought so very hard. I know I really thought she would beat it. I can’t even imagine the hole she left in the hearts of ppl who loved her. My heart hurt when she passed and I was just a fan watching her life through a camera lens. God bless and be with them even 2 yrs later. Ppl like this are rarities indeed. God speed Em 🙏🏻

    • @louisasmith9388
      @louisasmith9388 3 года назад +11

      Others seem to have detected that she had true impending doom on THAT day with THAT sentence she uttered. (“”...that’s it, isn’t it?”). I didn’t have that same sense at the time, but in watching AFTER she passed away I realized the sentence “that’s it, in’ it?” Emily uttered in tears outside the hospital reflected her losing hope (or almost all- one could never ever take all hope away from her and her hope was infectious). Here and then seeing Aisha’s worried look at EMILY a month or so later in a video (a loonof acceptance of anything to come) hit me especially hard as in retrospect showing times when I myself thought EMILY would live for years, yet I do imagine now, with review of the videos after she died (still a source of hope and nobility, encouragement and compassionate love for all humanity)... she knew earlier than she let on (or than I let myself believe, so much wanting to see her defy the odds and continue living with the joy she so often was able to find, in itself inspiring anyone else feeling like giving up for any reason if their own). Seeing this video with the acebe outside the hospital about the bad news (why could they not have seen all the tunors earlier, I ask, but then I let it go)....It was then apparently that she seems to have known her time was really getting limited though she had before beaten so many “prognostications” before. I have watched these again and again while she was still here and I occasionally pop back, knowing how glad she’d be to see she has 10,000 new subscribers since the date of her death, if she could know (or if she does know). The videos are remarkable in so MANY ways BC she was! (Still is.) She made such a positive difference for so many people and not exclusively those with cancer. Anyone suffering might find accompaniment and some hope from EMILY. And her beloved Aisha.

  • @526mum
    @526mum 6 лет назад +363

    I am a new subscriber. I have looked back through your previous videos and I can not tell you how much they have inspired me. I was married at 21 to my high school sweetheart and childhood friend. He was 26, and when he was 31 he was diagnosed with stage 4 non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. He was given a 10% chance of surviving 6 months, and we were told it was terminal. I had the conversation with him about what he wanted when he passed. I can totally relate to Aisha, and also to you, Emily. He went through an experimental treatment, and much to everyone's shock he went into a complete remission. The treatment, however, brought on a subsequent bipolar episode, and 3 years later he committed suicide in our backyard. At that time he was still in remission, and upon doing an autopsy found that 3 years and 6 months later he still did not have a single cancerous cell in his body. You never know - miracles do happen and I have seen it myself. But no matter what happens your strength and positivity, as well as Aisha's, is something I will keep on my mind for the rest of my own life. And I will strive to impart that very strength and positivity to my 12 year old daughter. Your very attitude has touched the lives of those who have and are watching you. You are such an inspiration, girl.

    • @migbham1
      @migbham1 6 лет назад +43

      Wonderfully written. I remarked here a few weeks ago that, cancer or not, whether Emily's body lives 10 or 100 more years, she is immortal. The mark she has left is indelible, and I am so much better for it. Thanks, Rikki's Reviews, for sharing your strength, too. Says a lot about you that you've been through so much and still have love and light to share.

    • @astrohaterade
      @astrohaterade 6 лет назад +11

      Rikki's Reviews wow...you’re pretty strong and inspiring yourself

    • @gia9551
      @gia9551 6 лет назад +11

      This is such a heartbreaking story. I'm so sorry for your struggle and loss after such a turbulent journey❤️

    • @JessieToots
      @JessieToots 6 лет назад +6

      You have had so much sadness and struggle. I am so sorry for your loss. I’ve lost in that same way too. But an ex. It’s rough. You’re right
      About Emily and Aisha, they’re pretty damn amazing and often get me through.

    • @HLB313
      @HLB313 6 лет назад +6

      I had never thought about the possibility that a miracle cancer recovery might not necessarily be the less upsetting outcome...what a horrible thing to go through Rikki. It just goes to show that Emily’s going about things all the right way focussing on enjoying her life rather than worrying how long it will be.

  • @flyingwithllamas
    @flyingwithllamas 3 года назад +50

    When I feel a bit down or annoyed at the arthritis I have, I come to draw strength from Emily's videos. They do make me cry, but they teach me how to live my best life and be grateful. 3 years on and Emily still touches the living. ❤

  • @jimlong4182
    @jimlong4182 2 года назад +65

    I am watching you in July 2022. Thank you for making these videos. You knew people would need you even after you were gone. And we do. We need to see your strength. Your humor. You love. Now I’m crying too. Thank you Emily for still touching my life.

    • @suzyq4982
      @suzyq4982 Год назад +5

      Lovely message x

    • @myheartisinjapan3184
      @myheartisinjapan3184 Год назад +8

      I still watch her videos. I miss her dearly. She reminds me what life is really about.

    • @SuzanneDeniseB
      @SuzanneDeniseB Год назад +4

      ​@@myheartisinjapan3184 same ❤❤

  • @Bjholzapfel
    @Bjholzapfel 6 лет назад +59

    If a Martian landed in front of me and asked me for an example of a human at its best and most beautiful it would be a tie between you. Sending profound love from Saskatchewan, Canada.

  • @risvill3667
    @risvill3667 6 лет назад +179

    I am a pediatric oncology nurse and I can't express enough what an inspiration you are to my beautiful little patients. The strength and love that You, Emily and Aisha are so above and beyond what I have ever encountered. Emily may you be happy and pain free now eating all the food and chicken you like. Aisha, your love and support for Emily was and is so amazing. Love to both of you from a nurse in San Francisco.

    • @schlooonginator1227
      @schlooonginator1227 3 года назад +9

      Thank God for people like you working in that environment. Don't know how you manage but am soooo thankful there are folks who are fighting this war on the front lines. For kids. It was hard watching my father fight this monster but children? No words.

    • @moonshine814
      @moonshine814 3 года назад +3

      @risvil
      I agree w the comment above ... You're a special soul to dedicate your life to working with people who need help in the absolute worse way. I'm so happy they have you!!

    • @sallygard63
      @sallygard63 2 года назад +3

      Ris, I just came across this post of Emily’s … obviously I’ve realised that she has passed as this video was of 4 years ago. I just wanted to say thank you to you for the work you do …. People just don’t realise what being an oncology paediatric nurse involves ….
      My son was under the oncology department of a large children’s hospital from birth up until he was 18, and is now under an adult hospital … we were told he wouldn’t live more than 2 years old , but he beat all odds as he’s now 33. The oncology nurses are special special people ( of course so are all the doctors ) but you stabilise a wonderful bond with the nurses …. They help us parents to continue battling … they never give up on us. Bless your hearts ♥️🤗

  • @killerqueen-ut5ch
    @killerqueen-ut5ch 6 лет назад +139

    Emily- my mom had 6 metastatic brain lesions from Melanoma as well. She did 5x whole brain radiation which did significantly shrink her tumors, thus extending her life with no heavy side effects. I know you both know this is a "palliative/comfort" option, however, I wanted to share it as it did give her more time. Im so sorry, Emily. Keep strong. You inspire all of your viewers- more than you know. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Xx

    • @prudencecampbell9584
      @prudencecampbell9584 6 лет назад +5

      killer queen so good to share that positive news with Emily. Cancer makes me angrier than anything else in the world.

    • @elanamccullum1479
      @elanamccullum1479 6 лет назад +1

      killer queen HOW MUCH MORE TIME IF YOU DONT MIND ME ASKING?

    • @lindasplace2727
      @lindasplace2727 6 лет назад +3

      That’s very encouraging to hear!

    • @lindamonnett4450
      @lindamonnett4450 6 лет назад +1

      Thank you for giving Emily and Aisha some hope. God bless.💕

    • @HWolfe
      @HWolfe 6 лет назад +1

      killer queen Loved that you posted this. Bless you.

  • @chrismcdowell7138
    @chrismcdowell7138 4 года назад +57

    Watching this two years later. So heartbreaking to watch, knowing what is yet to come. Forces you to reassess your life and appreciate what we are lucky to have.

  • @norma2445
    @norma2445 6 лет назад +412

    I've never understood how somebody so full of life can just die..I know everybody dies but it does seem so unfair....I pray you found peace and heaven...

    • @blessed1940
      @blessed1940 5 лет назад +2

      There's no peace outside God's rules. I miss her though.

    • @Cougar1212
      @Cougar1212 5 лет назад +33

      @@blessed1940 Not the time, not the place Cherry Lin.

    • @ruok3351
      @ruok3351 5 лет назад +14

      private account Why not just take her then instead of letting her go through so much pain and shit? fuck your god

    • @exohexoh3948
      @exohexoh3948 5 лет назад +7

      It annoys me. So many people just throw their lives away when there are so many others fighting like hell to keep theirs

    • @Latabrine
      @Latabrine 5 лет назад +20

      @@blessed1940 Inappropriate.
      Be happy WITHIN your beliefs. Keep your judgement to yourself.

  • @PrincessofErised
    @PrincessofErised 6 лет назад +37

    Best advice I heard was not to borrow trouble. If you feel good, then love it and live in the moment. Those smiles and those good times are the good stuff. Don't be scared, she has your hand and won''t let go. It will be ok.

  • @Ambient_dreamer
    @Ambient_dreamer 2 года назад +32

    I’ve seen this vlog lots of times and I always feel so emotional at the whole thing but especially at the point where they’re on the tube with the wind blowing in their hair and laughing. It just always reminds me to slow down, enjoy life, you don’t have to be doing things that cost the earth, because things like the wind blowing in your hair, are free.
    I wish I could put it more eloquently but you’re always on my mind Emily!

  • @jensi1306
    @jensi1306 6 лет назад +470

    I'm just one other stranger that loves ya both to the moon and back. ♥️

  • @williampeters1736
    @williampeters1736 2 года назад +30

    Her videos are among the saddest videos on youtube but yet beautiful and inspiring. I am so sorry Emily and her loved ones had to go through this. Her videos tells me how precious life is and the importance to treat everyone I encounter in my daily life with kindness and respect since I have no idea what they are going through.

  • @UFOnautMeg
    @UFOnautMeg 6 лет назад +330

    The most profound thing that strikes me...is seeing two people who are clearly the loves of each other's lives. Nothing can mute or lessen that love, even death. Love is a miracle.

    • @FehrGormenghastTodd
      @FehrGormenghastTodd 4 года назад +8

      @@robertmason7553 disgusting idiot! If you can't have a little respect for yourself, make us a favor and have a little respect for this incredible human and loved ones, who clearly are a million times better people than you will ever be.

    • @robertmason7553
      @robertmason7553 4 года назад +1

      @@FehrGormenghastTodd If you don't like it, gtfo youtube.

    • @prestonlard7687
      @prestonlard7687 4 года назад +3

      @@FehrGormenghastTodd very nicely done you put this loser in his place.

    • @prestonlard7687
      @prestonlard7687 4 года назад +1

      @@robertmason7553 you punk it's to bad god felt the need to make losers like you

    • @vonsimms9116
      @vonsimms9116 4 года назад

      @@FehrGormenghastTodd sure man sure YEAH MAN SURE MAN SURE!

  • @Jenniferde2007
    @Jenniferde2007 6 лет назад +115

    Emily if this is truly the end, then consider your quality of life and how you want it to be. I live in the US and am a former nurse. Many people would just say that they would rather live their life to the fullest whatever is left than go through a possible toxic treatment like you are facing. Consider all your options, review all the side effects, and know that it could be hard once your brain is radiated. You have all the support of your fans who are praying for you and that love you both and your channel. God Bless you. You are a strong person mentally and physically whatever you choose to do. It is your choice. Hugs and God Bless you both.

    • @85jjp
      @85jjp 6 лет назад +15

      Yep as a nurse too- I'd say the same thing!

    • @elmarievermaak1623
      @elmarievermaak1623 6 лет назад +9

      Not a nurse but agree with your advice

    • @alimoore589
      @alimoore589 6 лет назад +8

      Daphne Fowler I'd agree with this too. I'd rather enjoy the end of my life with the positive attitude you have rather than feel awful and unable to function xx

    • @50sRockChick
      @50sRockChick 6 лет назад +4

      Agree with you. I think I’d have an eff it attitude and just do whatever I wanted now.

    • @lkayess9601
      @lkayess9601 6 лет назад +12

      As a doctor, and having had family members in similar positions, I think I would say the same thing.. sending so much positivity your way, I love your videos, I love the way you inspire people, and think both of you are amazing xxx

  • @natsjourney6570
    @natsjourney6570 6 лет назад +54

    I love you so much em😔 just remember you have over 16 thousands of us by your side!!😔♥️♥️

    • @killerqueen-ut5ch
      @killerqueen-ut5ch 6 лет назад +2

      Nats Journey Yes!!! 💟💟💟💪💪💪

    • @natsjourney6570
      @natsjourney6570 6 лет назад +3

      killer queen we will be by Emily’s side right till the end💔♥️♥️

    • @natsjourney6570
      @natsjourney6570 6 лет назад +2

      killer queen beaks my heart but we all have to keep strong, Emily is a inspiration and a real hero 👌🏻💖💖

  • @NeilBradleyMS
    @NeilBradleyMS 6 лет назад +21

    Dear Emily, my wife and I are watching your video right now! We’ve just heard the news, and are gutted. Sending you lots of love, Neil & Teresa. xx
    Ps. We are following you every step of the way. Blessings.

  • @motleydude73
    @motleydude73 6 лет назад +239

    RIP Em, you fought so hard til the end. Thank you for sharing your life with us and making me appreciate my own life more..

    • @TheBabywaby
      @TheBabywaby 5 лет назад

      Still watching 17th April 2019!1 She is probably looking down on all of us now!! Bet our life isn’t half as interesting as hers was though! Rest in peace Em!! You continue to share your story, and the gift is priceless....

    • @sourwords1808
      @sourwords1808 4 года назад +2

      @@TheBabywaby careful what you wish for. Cancer isn't something interesting.

    • @lynjones9339
      @lynjones9339 4 года назад +2

      Happy brave funny
      Makes me feel ashamed
      RIP EMILY XXX

    • @isabellouis3529
      @isabellouis3529 4 года назад

      100% 😢😢

  • @helenmcinnes5301
    @helenmcinnes5301 6 лет назад +28

    I only found your vlog a few days before you passed. I am a 50 year old nurse struggling with anxiety following abuse as a child but u have inspired me so much to keep going . I have nursed many people through their cancer battles , many strong, brave individuals but u were without a doubt the most amazingly strong , beautiful, inspiring young lady ❤️ I have told many people young and old with both physical and emotional issues to watch your vlog . I watch every day and you have helped me so much. May u rest in peace, thank you so much Emily ❤️❤️❤️

  • @PurseTrippin
    @PurseTrippin 6 лет назад +116

    My whole self just died inside. I know I'm just a random comment but I love you 2 so so much.

  • @dianebaugher3768
    @dianebaugher3768 6 лет назад +25

    Oh sweetie, I'm sorry to hear this news. I do believe if anyone can beat this you can. I work in an oncology department and I've seen so many times they tell someone you have months to live and years later they are going strong...kick some ass!!

  • @traciprovins3221
    @traciprovins3221 6 лет назад +198

    Oh Emily 😢I never cry during sad movies or RUclips videos and I’m bawling right now and I even feel faint. It’s shocking how much care we all have for someone we have never met. I just can’t wrap my head around how unfair this is and how amazing you’re doing for what the scans show. I love you both and we are all behind you 💜💜

    • @christinewrigley8310
      @christinewrigley8310 6 лет назад +1

      Traci Provins iii

    • @jojomaxineursula3365
      @jojomaxineursula3365 6 лет назад +4

      Traci Provins oh Traci what a lovely comment ❤ I agree with every single word only I just cannot find the words to comment myself so thank you! This world is so cruel and so wrong 😭😭😭 WE LOVE AND ADORE YOU EMILY & AISHA!!! Bless you both ❤❤❤❤

  • @elizabethw.454
    @elizabethw.454 6 лет назад +106

    Oh sweet angel. I don't think you really knew the magnitude of positivity and life changing energy you inspired in so many people in such a short time.

  • @TheJoyGrenade24
    @TheJoyGrenade24 Год назад +7

    Here in February 2023. I miss sweet Emily so much. I go to Aisha's Instagram everyday and see her sweet baby son and follow their lives. Emily would be so very happy for Aisha.

  • @joannecummings9908
    @joannecummings9908 6 лет назад +83

    You are one amazing soul. And thank god for Aisha. She is definitely your rock. I just wanted you to know that my mom had full brain radiation. She did loose all her hair(she rocked that) but as for other long term symptoms, she had none. That will be three years this coming September. I do believe in miracles. I do believe in positive thinking. You got this. I will keep you and Aisha in my prayers. Take care. Xo

    • @Living_a_spoonie_life
      @Living_a_spoonie_life 6 лет назад +3

      Joanne Cummings Your mom is still alive 3 yrs later??

    • @joannecummings9908
      @joannecummings9908 6 лет назад +9

      Allyson M she sure is.

    • @traciprovins3221
      @traciprovins3221 6 лет назад +16

      It gave my grandma another year and she had 27 spots in her brain. Yes she lost her hair but other than that the only major problem she had during that time was a broken wrist from a fall. She was 87.

    • @Living_a_spoonie_life
      @Living_a_spoonie_life 6 лет назад +5

      This is so good to hear. I hope Em and Aisha are reading comments.

    • @bendietrees
      @bendietrees 6 лет назад +2

      I will be praying for them as well.

  • @abdelkaderelbrazi
    @abdelkaderelbrazi 6 лет назад +94

    Emily,
    My girlfriend's father also had a massive tumour on his spine. It had been growing for 20 years (according to the doctors). It reached the point that he couldn't walk anymore and needed breathing support all the time. It was deeply rooted and basically, in a really bad spot. The doctors said: "You're in for a surgery. 10% - you survive, 90% - we fail, you die or become paralyzed. The latter option is probably going to happen but we have to try anyway." He started giving goodbye-gifts to his closest relatives and thinking about what's next...
    And then he survived the surgery and now, 7 years later, he's still cancer-free. Of course, he can't run like a gazelle, has (sometimes a lot of) pain and cannot push it to the limit anymore, but...
    He's ALIVE, he can slowly walk, he can enjoy food, he can talk, he can laugh, he can watch his favourite movies and he can (and is allowed to) drive (even though he earlier lost his driving licence twice, due to his condition).
    Never lose hope! You never know what's around the corner :)
    Expect lots of positive energy coming your way from me :)
    P.S. To Emily (and basically to anyone who is reading this).
    I see that you use wireless headphones a lot. Stop immediately! ALWAYS BUY WIRED DEVICES, whenever you have a choice. I know that wireless devices are easy to use and you can take them everywhere...but when you use them, it's like putting your head into a microwave oven. It's bad for anyone's health. I'm saying this to you so that you could help yourself by not (unintentionally) hurting yourself

    • @AffordBindEquipment
      @AffordBindEquipment 6 лет назад +6

      scientific proof please. conjecture on iffy research does no one any good and only spreads fear where none is necessary.
      to call it "microwave" is a lie. Microwave ovens are tuned to vibrate water to heat it. Does the freq. of wireless devices do this? Where is the research?

    • @abdelkaderelbrazi
      @abdelkaderelbrazi 6 лет назад +10

      www.fitplein.nl/straling/schadelijke-straling-draadloze-bluetooth-technologie/
      It's in Dutch, but if you use Google Translate, you get a pretty decent English translation.
      Indeed, as you say, I take this information with a grain of salt but you never know.
      Besides, long time ago, one could buy Benzedrine pills, Coke contained cocaine and sugar was advertised as actually "being good for children as it'd give them energy." Also, the houses which we lived in contained Asbestos. All those things were widely popular as nobody was yet aware of their horrific side effects.
      Who knows, maybe Bluetooth, Wi-Fi etc. are the "Benzedrine of our generation." If there are some reports of them being potentially dangerous, I'm definitely not willing to ignore them. For this reason, if I can choose between the safe wired headphones or PROBABLY safe wireless headphones, I will choose option #1. But, of course, to each his own.

    • @j0nnyism
      @j0nnyism 6 лет назад +2

      abdelkaderelbrazi hes very lucky and an example to anyone auffering from cancer. But the fact that it had been growing in him for so long shows that we all need to have proper regular check ups. Its shocking that the majority of men diagnosed with prostrate cancer are already in stage 4 and that is why its taken over from breast cancer as the biggest killer in the uk. Men are particulary problematic when it comes to regular check ups. Even when they have serious symptoms they feel embarassed about checkups in that area of their body. All men need to take better care of themselves for their childrens sake if anything

    • @abdelkaderelbrazi
      @abdelkaderelbrazi 6 лет назад +3

      You're right! However, I would like to add one small thing to what you said. Namely, if you decide to have a checkup because you feel that something is really off, please choose your doctors well and/or ask for a second opinion. Unfortunately, doctors are not created equal and you need some luck with them. For example, what I didn't mention in my original post, my girlfriend's father actually went to see a doctor a couple of years before everything really went south. He complained about dizziness, his getting tired quickly, as well as problems keeping balance/limping. The doctor's answer was "You are just too fat. Lose some weight, mate!" There were no scans, no blood tests, nothing. The poor guy just embraced his symptoms and kept on going for another couple of years with a time bomb on his spine. Had it been discovered back then, most probably he would've been as fit as a fiddle today. Now, he is a paraplegic.

    • @elastronaute1198
      @elastronaute1198 6 лет назад +2

      abdelkaderelbrazi also dairy was touted as good for strong bones etc, now we know it robs calcium from bones. And that the calcium in milk is not absorb-able by the human body. It was just a marketing ploy perpetrated by the dairy industry. Dairy in take has been directly linked to bone diseases such as osteoporosis and is associated with all kinds of other conditions and intolerance's. (Such as lactose intolerance). Just another example.

  • @lovecrop
    @lovecrop 6 лет назад +48

    me and my girl are sitting here cryin. you both are so wonderful - your love is so so strong and it shows through everything you do how much strength you have both within yourself and Aisha. you are a massive inspiration and an incredible human and you can, you will, beat this. please reach out if there is anything at all we can do -- we are here for you the same way you are for us with your incredible editing, beautiful tunes and amazing cinematography and most of all your magnificent personality. we both send you both all the strength and the love in the world.

  • @kaylee4183
    @kaylee4183 5 лет назад +135

    Still rewatching you guys.
    Emily was one of a kind
    Still so sad that aren’t on this earth anymore..

  • @sarahdore7884
    @sarahdore7884 6 лет назад +68

    What the hell? I’m so pissed off. You girls are so amazing, why does such a shitty thing happen to such great people? Meanwhile all kinds of assholes live to 90. I wanted to puke sitting here listening to that doctor talk. Keep going like you are, you really are so amazing. I don’t even have the words to express what I want. It’s crazy how I can care so deeply for someone I’ve never met. I tend to crumble when I get horrible news. The strength of you two girls is so inspiring.

    • @bobs1356
      @bobs1356 2 года назад +1

      That's how it is good people die bad people keep on living and committing crimes.

    • @Myamirah
      @Myamirah Год назад

      Bad things happen to good people and bad people. Good things happen to good people and bad people. Everyone’s path is different and no one really knows why we are dealt the cards we are dealt. What’s important is to live your life with gratitude and hope. Emily embodied that. She’s been gone five years but she is still making her mark on the world today as if she was still alive.

  • @nymom5751
    @nymom5751 6 лет назад +67

    Emily I’m so sorry to hear this news. You are so young and it’s so unfair. 🙏💞😘

  • @dee8261
    @dee8261 6 лет назад +28

    You really are a walking miracle, I was thinking that just as you said it. It’s so hard to wrap my head around because you don’t fit script at alllllll none of this makes any sense and I’m a nurse 😫

    • @abbigailbabino869
      @abbigailbabino869 6 лет назад

      im not a nurse but i can assume its because she keeps her body mobile as well as keeps her nutrition in check, she doesnt allow her body reserve fats and doesnt eat too much and builds muscle when she puts weight on. i feel like that contributes to her being as well off as she is in this state. she is very maticulous about it.

    • @dee8261
      @dee8261 6 лет назад +1

      Abbigail Babino Definitely is helping her id say. Oddly enough I see spinal cord injuries a lot and this is truly a miracle. Nothing about her and I mean nothing screams or even hints at the fact that she has a brain tumor or anything close to her spinal cord. I’d be very interested to see her scan. It’s almost like I refuse to believe it unless I see it with my own eyes! She’s just so perfect...

    • @dee8261
      @dee8261 6 лет назад +1

      6 brains tumors none the less!!! I just don’t get it. Maybe they are wrong and she’ll just defy the odds like always 🙏🏼

    • @traciprovins3221
      @traciprovins3221 6 лет назад +2

      InBetweenDreams that’s what I keep thinking! I am graduating from medical school and worked in the ER for 3 years prior and I can’t believe she has that kind of tumor at C1! At that point it should be affecting everything. So hard to believe the scan. But I really believe it is because of her amazing strength, positivity and nutrition/physical shape.

  • @Genevieve8002
    @Genevieve8002 6 лет назад +35

    As soon as the video started with the call from the Dr's secretary, and I heard the urgency in her voice, my heart just sank. 😥 So brave and dignified.

  • @lisajane5968
    @lisajane5968 3 года назад +14

    I have watched these vlogs over and over again and Aisha’s positivity still amazes me every time. At times when others would have crumbled she was an absolute rock. Such an inspiration.

  • @Equestrianlottie
    @Equestrianlottie 6 лет назад +16

    Your positivity and outlook is incredible. These daily updates force me to evaluate my own life and realise how precious it is. Thank you for that, and thank you for sharing you life with us.

  • @staceyday5051
    @staceyday5051 6 лет назад +74

    I truly care about you both even though I’ve never met you, I’m so sorry for your news, sending love xx

    • @amyseaden9069
      @amyseaden9069 6 лет назад +2

      Feel the same way. My stomach dropped when I heard them being called back to the hospital. They are both so lucky to have each other when going through something so difficult. Many couples who are much older and have been together for decades would not be so strong. Keep up the positivity but remember it's ok to be mad and feel shitty. We will all understand and will try to be your cheerleader!

    • @PeachyOutlook
      @PeachyOutlook 6 лет назад +1

      I feel the same, they are both precious and it hurts to see them so upset! Cancer sucks ☹️.
      As Aisha says though Emily is truly a miracle xx

  • @MyHeartStrings55
    @MyHeartStrings55 6 лет назад +9

    Much Love from Texas. I do believe God is in control and he works miracles. Love all of the people and do all of the things.

  • @SA77888
    @SA77888 6 лет назад +45

    Im typically not too keen on comments like '' I cried '', but this just heartbreaking to see a young person go through this, a person with so much to live for. So many times I wanted to reach through the screen and give her a hug. Like many others, Ive been personally affected, loosing a loved one. All the best to all of Emilys loved ones.

  • @SSSsoupy
    @SSSsoupy 4 года назад +20

    Keep finding myself going back constantly to rewatch all of Emily’s vlogs, they instantly put me in a good mood, I think a lot of people would say the same

  • @SaffronBarkerVlogs
    @SaffronBarkerVlogs 6 лет назад +300

    I’ve followed you for a while now and you’ve made me appreciate life so much more! You’re such a beautiful and uplifting women! I’m so sorry about the news, praying for you things get better 💔xxxx

    • @natsjourney6570
      @natsjourney6570 6 лет назад +5

      SaffronBarkerVlogs ♥️♥️♥️♥️

    • @michellestephens3126
      @michellestephens3126 6 лет назад +12

      I stumbled upon your channel and have been binge watching ever since. You are such a light in this world....and have taught me so much in a short amount of time. I am usually a silent subscriber,but today I have to say something! You are the kind of person I hope to become....you illustrate daily that it is not the number of years that you have in your life,but how you live in those years that matter. A lesson we all should live by. I am so very touched by you.....your story,your spirit through this journey. Both you and Aisha radiate grace,even under such cruel fire. May you both SOLDIER on.Sending love and prayers to you both.....a girl in Stone Mountain Georgia .....Michelle xoxo

    • @dianebaugher3768
      @dianebaugher3768 6 лет назад +5

      Right, I try not to complain about stupid stuff because if you have your health you have everything.

    • @karencurtis2697
      @karencurtis2697 6 лет назад +4

      SaffronBarkerVlogs it seems crazy what an impact someone can have on so many lives ,I feel blessed to have been effected by Emily and Aisha, take care

    • @bellaangus1213
      @bellaangus1213 6 лет назад

      Michelle Stephens I found her also, but to late. I grew up in Dekalb county. I now live in North Georgia. I agree they have touched my heart and such a inspiration.

  • @sianabird
    @sianabird 6 лет назад +27

    You guys just need to get married now. I know you want the nice venue etc but you don't need it to be married. Go to a registrar and after the radio has worked it's magic have a massive knees up/wedding reception. Xx

    • @Annalyse74
      @Annalyse74 6 лет назад +3

      Siana Wrighton yep... completely agree get it done

    • @loiscassels8966
      @loiscassels8966 6 лет назад +1

      Yes! Get married ASAP. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @ChloeBrown
    @ChloeBrown 6 лет назад +59

    My heart hurts for you. Keep doing what you do! You are changing the world with your positive attitude and your fight

  • @MsSharon2011
    @MsSharon2011 6 лет назад +71

    I miss her so much she gave me strength on days I had none and made me laugh and cry . Love to u A I hope u are surrounded by love 💕.

  • @hollyhocks7360
    @hollyhocks7360 5 лет назад +38

    I really miss Emily’s humour and energy. It’s hard to believe she’s gone. I hope Aisha is doing okay.

  • @killerqueen-ut5ch
    @killerqueen-ut5ch 6 лет назад +21

    Never have I cliccked on a video so fast. Was waiting for todays. I have not even watched a min of it yet and Already I wanna cry.

  • @michellewilloby8448
    @michellewilloby8448 6 лет назад +15

    I closed my eyes and placed my hands on my computer and prayed to the good Lord to turn things around and cure this cancer, this is the prayer I will continue everyday as I watch your Vlog. Gods blessings to you both. Rhonda Willoby from the US

  • @rubyrose6946
    @rubyrose6946 6 лет назад +31

    My favourite RUclipsr/ person on the internet. You’re such an inspiration. You’ve made me appreciate life and watching you and Aisha pushes me to do more, I wish you both the world❤️ you’ve got this

  • @HomerJLeafs
    @HomerJLeafs 3 года назад +16

    i am so thankful Aisha left all these videos on RUclips because i am battling cancer right now and Emily's story gives me strength and i think about her a lot when getting treatment

  • @holliesanders4220
    @holliesanders4220 3 года назад +5

    My first video of her journey. Cancer does not discriminate. I cant believe the strength and courage that the victims find within their selves to endure chemo and the other treatments. I have such respect and love for them. Thank u for sharing your journey.

  • @joannoriol6444
    @joannoriol6444 6 лет назад +36

    Praying for a miracle.❤️

  • @Angel-pt2cf
    @Angel-pt2cf 6 лет назад +40

    I got scared as soon as i saw the title 😟

  • @sharrone32
    @sharrone32 6 лет назад +33

    book a holiday to new york like you wanted get married come back and get a blessing with all your family and friends

    • @boop4389
      @boop4389 6 лет назад

      Perfect idea...😗

    • @jademassey2976
      @jademassey2976 6 лет назад

      Thanks perfect ❤️

    • @JessieToots
      @JessieToots 6 лет назад +1

      It’s a real pity how she feels about the go fund me idea. As making all that happen could be a true gift we could give back.

    • @sharrone32
      @sharrone32 6 лет назад

      +Jessie Roughan true we could her go to new york get married and live the dream

  • @schlooonginator1227
    @schlooonginator1227 3 года назад +17

    Crazy how someone can appear healthy walking down the road yet they could be fighting for their life.
    One of the worst things is how it changes absolutely everything. Celebrating a simple holiday carries a weight of not knowing if its the last. Once basic daily conversationn becomes a minefield of avoiding awkward topics like what ones plans for next summer are. Everything changes.

    • @olyacarell6434
      @olyacarell6434 2 года назад

      Everyone is terminal. Some people are just aware of this fact, and others are ignorant

  • @connoroleary591
    @connoroleary591 4 года назад +7

    Gosh I am blown away by you two.
    Real traditional British girls, strength, humour and kindness.
    I am in tears for you. Thank you for shining a light into my darkness. I offer you warm thoughts and prayers where ever you are now.

  • @Katie0119
    @Katie0119 6 лет назад +12

    Your positivity has gotten you this far, I know that it will absolutely get you over this bump! You're going to get through this. We're all here rooting for you, WE will do this together!

  • @sassykat2000
    @sassykat2000 6 лет назад +30

    Em - PLEASE KNOW We Are WITH YOU & We Love LOVE YOU
    Aisha - We are here for you and stand with you as well. ❤️
    Love and Support and Positive Thoughts for Strength...

  • @Kashinoki.n
    @Kashinoki.n 6 лет назад +49

    Aisha is an absolute angel, not exaggerating one bit💕 She’s right, we have to remain positive. We’re all with you💕💝

  • @BrandiTV
    @BrandiTV 6 лет назад +72

    😭😭😭😭 I LOVE YOU BOTH SOOO MUCH!!! God I hate cancer!!!!!!!!! 💔

  • @SM-dh3su
    @SM-dh3su 5 лет назад +30

    How she remained so positive and upbeat is to be admired. A beautiful soul taken too soon 💖

  • @johnnywick8433
    @johnnywick8433 6 лет назад +19

    The title makes me sad, really sad... I'm one more stranger that like to see your smile and the beautiful way how you guys see the live. I feel sad for the news... It's really sad to see you cry, despite don't even know you (in person). Please, please that the things can change, because they really can change! Your body can do a lot of thing that Medicine still can't explain. So believe! We all are with you Emily! Keep strong!

  • @KarleeSteel
    @KarleeSteel 6 лет назад +263

    Hi Emily. My heart’s broken for you. I couldn’t imagine what you’re going through. I’m praying for you and your positive mindset will get you far and i PROMISE YOU. Your mind is sooo powerful and you’re so strong. The way you handle this all is truly incredible & inspiring.

    • @rustydeal2833
      @rustydeal2833 6 лет назад +4

      Karlee Steel beautifully said❤️

    • @marthacarrigan8349
      @marthacarrigan8349 6 лет назад +4

      Very well said 👍 I had to sleep on it before responding. I love you and Aisha so much.;) your bond is so beautiful and clear for all to see.. ❤
      It's so very wrong ! Cancer is insane and there's nothing fair about it. You have been amazing in dealing with all of it. Your strength is palpable Emily ❤❤❤

    • @mariopavic4222
      @mariopavic4222 6 лет назад +2

      I’m so sorry to hear this. My thoughts & prayers are with you. did you try sodium bicarbonete and honey

    • @leondebates2266
      @leondebates2266 Год назад +2

      Does anyone ever see a cancer patient and think "You're so weak". I mean if literally everyone is so strong, is anyone strong?

    • @leo0986
      @leo0986 Год назад

      @@leondebates2266you must be new here

  • @christyknutson7049
    @christyknutson7049 6 лет назад +4

    Aisha said ,"They last called you a miracle and I truly believe that's because of God and your positive mindset..." True!! God has you in the palm of His hand...He created you and has made you into a miracle, because you believe He can. He's NOT done with you yet! Praying for you everyday. We all love you so much!

  • @Shadowfax85
    @Shadowfax85 2 года назад +12

    Its 2022 and I'm still here watching Emily's vlogs. I'm going to start watching "Happy Valley" and remember what a beautiful soul Emily was. ❤️

  • @MiddleAgedMinx
    @MiddleAgedMinx 6 лет назад +310

    I don't know you but I what a total privilege for you to allow us into such a vulnerable time for you. All of us Im sure are watching feeling guilty that we are...but just marvelling at your spirit, energy, beauty and wit. You are awesome. Totally awesome.

    • @cablepp
      @cablepp 6 лет назад +1

      ♥️

    • @Smallgal100
      @Smallgal100 6 лет назад

      Jo Good - Middleagedminx 1

    • @1jazzyphae
      @1jazzyphae 6 лет назад

      Wow I just got this video recommended. I'm so sad all of these young people are leaving the world too soon.

    • @kjtamf
      @kjtamf 5 лет назад

      MiddleAgedMinx
      👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻❤️

  • @iprefersteve
    @iprefersteve 6 лет назад +33

    Oh my gosh.. I have a ton of stress and life issues and I complain about it a lot.. but I can’t even begin to understand what you are facing.
    Still! Even after blow after blow that you’ve been handed, you speak words of positivity, and strength.. you smile and laugh and encourage others.. Please know that you both are a HUGE HUGE inspiration to me and, I know, to so many others. Your life means something. You’re here for a reason.. a purpose. You’re making a huge impact.
    I pray so hard that you will beat the odds and be here for years and years longer. The world needs people like you.
    But either way.. please know, you have made your mark on this earth. And it will remain forever. ♥️

    • @PeachyOutlook
      @PeachyOutlook 6 лет назад +2

      iprefersteve I'm so with you there, we all complain about stupid stupid things but really it's nothing to what others have to go through, these girls truly are a inspiration and I am going to try and not complain about stuff anymore

    • @iprefersteve
      @iprefersteve 6 лет назад +3

      Peachy Outlook Million percent agree. Things like this really put things into perspective, don’t they? My problems are real, and they are many.. but if Emily and Aisha can still look at the bright side with all that they are dealing with, well there’s no reason why I can’t too. :)

    • @PeachyOutlook
      @PeachyOutlook 6 лет назад +2

      iprefersteve so true, I'm going through a very stressful time at the minute too but we gotta keep smiling and get through it :)

    • @iprefersteve
      @iprefersteve 6 лет назад +2

      Peachy Outlook Absolutely. You’re not alone, okay? My prayers are with you

    • @kaande6453
      @kaande6453 6 лет назад +1

      iprefersteve I'm feeling the same way as you.

  • @JustEmma3
    @JustEmma3 6 лет назад +16

    I am sending you every bit of love, prayers & positivity I can. I can’t tell you how, I would sound selfish, but you have helped pull me out of a bad place. Your attitude has made me re evaluate mine. And I’ll
    Forever thank you for that. Lots of love to you & Aisha 💕

  • @Cant_Cope30
    @Cant_Cope30 6 лет назад +13

    I’m not an emotional person but this got me. You make me want to improve myself and live life to the full each day - from reading comments this is a common theme! We are all rooting for you. Stay the strong, positive, beautiful person you are 💞we are all here to support you xx

  • @laurasinfield2431
    @laurasinfield2431 2 года назад +6

    Emily saying that cancer was 'so wrong' is the perfect way of describing this disease. Just so wrong, particularly for a young woman of 24 ... a dreadful formidable foe.

  • @charmc4152
    @charmc4152 6 лет назад +21

    To Aisha: I was so focused on Emily when I left my previous comment that I didn't really say much to you. I am still having some trouble putting the thoughts churning in my head into coherent words. As strong as Emily is, you are strong too. You seem more quiet and subdued whereas Emily tends to come across as bold, intrepid, and facing and charging through every challenge with fierce determination. I think that your quiet strength, and nurturing of Emily has probably been a source of the strength that she has been able to tap into as she has fought to live (REALLY LIVE!) with this insidious disease. I think Emily has a bold, fighting spirit anyway, but even the bold, fighters in the world need encouragement and go further with the love and support of others. You give her that. And although Emily has had to go through this horrible experience with cancer, you have also experienced life with cancer, right alongside Emily, and through her experience. The difference is that she didn't choose to have this particular life experience, but you went into it knowing she had cancer, and that took a lot of courage and strength on your part. A lot of people wouldn't start a relationship with someone who had a terminal illness because they look down the road, and think they can't bear to risk being hurt. Sometimes even friends abandon or drift away from their friends with serious illnesses. You were willing to take that chance. I kind of get the impression that being around Emily when she's in her best form is a bit like being sucked into a whirlwind and spinning along and seeing where you land. She is a bundle of energy! Anyway, I wanted to let you know that I realize this is a really hard time for you too because you are also living with and fighting cancer even though your struggle is from a different position. I believe you are a big part of Emily's success in pushing through this disease, and I hope and pray that you and Emily will both be strengthened, encouraged, and supported through whatever challenges you face coming up. You give each other strength. I just wanted to acknowledge that and let you know that there are people who watch Emily's RUclips channel who I hope will be able to be the quiet supporters in the background who can give you the support and encouragement you need too. ❤

  • @pokerdotttt
    @pokerdotttt 6 лет назад +18

    I have never commented on any You Tube vid before this, but bcos you are such pure magic Emily (& Aisha), a miracle to us all, such an inspiration. I wanted you to know that I love you both & that I literally couldn't go to bed tonight until I found out how your day went. We're all here rooting for you. You're so precious and for our own selfish reasons we need you around, so keep on spreading your joy and shining that beautiful light of yours! I reckon for sure you can pull off an Anita Moorjani!! Love you so much

  • @chellbie
    @chellbie 6 лет назад +27

    As Aisha said your a miracle Emily, your gonna be just fine xoxo don’t cry..give Aisha a big massive hug. Thinking of you every single day and sending all my energy your way everyday. 🧘🏽‍♀️

  • @lala-gj4oo
    @lala-gj4oo 2 года назад +7

    this video breaks my heart. she had so much love to give. may she rest in peace.

    • @veehope2702
      @veehope2702 2 года назад

      she had the spirit and courage of a lion

  • @antprice8826
    @antprice8826 6 лет назад +156

    I keep coming back to these vlogs even though you have gone from us, but I just need to see your face & you both together, I’m so gutted 😢😢❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @mariasoares6411
      @mariasoares6411 6 лет назад +7

      Me Too...😢😢😢😢😢 RIP Emily.

    • @SunnyInSecond
      @SunnyInSecond 6 лет назад +5

      Same. The world really lost a good soul. It’s so hard to understand.

    • @beelarehman5992
      @beelarehman5992 6 лет назад +3

      Same

    • @denisepaulsenful
      @denisepaulsenful 5 лет назад +2

      I feel the same way. Loved her so much. xo

    • @kennyjohnson1428
      @kennyjohnson1428 5 лет назад +3

      Same . It’s like there still both there . Her positive outlook and bravery was unreal

  • @JNss3498
    @JNss3498 6 лет назад +5

    Ok theres 16591 prayers coming your way, we will walk this journey with you, we want nothing more than a miracle at this point. Sooo much love for you both 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Elarnix
    @Elarnix 6 лет назад +69

    My heart just broke

  • @chromatica5494
    @chromatica5494 5 лет назад +15

    I just don’t want to accept that she’s gone. She is such an inspiration to me and so many others. Thank you for being the amazing person you were Emily. Thank you for capturing all of these moments, the good and the bad. It helps so many, including myself. As for Aisha, she has the purest heart and always tried to make the best out of whatever situation you both faced. You were, and are, so lucky to have each other ❤️

  • @rhysjam6637
    @rhysjam6637 4 года назад +9

    Emiley seemed like the type that would be friends with everyone. She has no badness within her and she’ll forever be remembered as a beautiful soul that has always been an angel but now she’s an angel in heaven.
    Rest in Peace Emily you legend ❣️

  • @mamajacquelinebts9776
    @mamajacquelinebts9776 6 лет назад +30

    Sweetheart, my heart and prayers are with you both!

  • @lululovesyou7618
    @lululovesyou7618 6 лет назад +71

    Ok. So there are 16000. of us. What can we do that would help you? What would make things a tiny bit easier for you? If we all commit to donating just ten dollars each- which even I can afford being disabled - we could make it so you had some options- be it traveling for second opinions, somewhere you want to go, help when you need it, etc. Emily- make a gofund me. I hope everyone agrees that our words hopefully mean a lot- but let's DO something here.

    • @kellyw921
      @kellyw921 6 лет назад +4

      Yes, and Emily you would get far more than 10$ from some people!

    • @joannoriol6444
      @joannoriol6444 6 лет назад +23

      She clearly spoke that she did not want any go fund me, it's her choice.

    • @colliesworld6380
      @colliesworld6380 6 лет назад +10

      She has made her wishes very clear on that

    • @jademassey2976
      @jademassey2976 6 лет назад +6

      Maybe if we all did donate get there dream wedding 👰 In newyork before she makes a decision to go through this final step of radiation atleast she has no stress of paying or worrying about it poor Aisha is hate to be in her possession hate every bit of what ur going through I feel like u r my family and I’m literally broken keep going Emily and fight ur way through this uno u can do it love u girls ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @JessieToots
      @JessieToots 6 лет назад +12

      I know she’s made it clear. I can’t help but feel though that if time will
      Be short then let us give!!! We want to give!!! Get you to NYC. Get you married. Hell, money towards whatever you want. We are hurting alongside you and want so much to offer comfort. Sometimes
      Words don’t feel enough. I love you two. Xxxxxxx

  • @kenzie-anne
    @kenzie-anne 6 лет назад +8

    I am .. I cried when you cried... I love you, i dont know you but you have made me feel so motivated during my lupus journey.. I dont know your woman is right all the positive thinking and just doing has made you a miracle. and maybe that miracle will keep carrying you through. I love you both, keep smiling.. xoxo

  • @sirbonobo3907
    @sirbonobo3907 Год назад +2

    I suffer from ocd, ptsd, panic attacks, agoraphobia, depression and other physical stuff, but those videos i watched last weeks gave me more aprecciation for my often hard and complicated life. iam still here i can see the sun, breath the fresh air enjoy good days and on bad days remember there will be more good ones again.
    Videos like this changed my perspective on life on how precious and how fragile it is and it all can be at the end in just now time.
    Who ever may read this in the future. please enjoy your time as much as possible and i wish you all the best!
    love.

  • @maryann1412
    @maryann1412 6 лет назад +83

    Aisha is an angel

  • @DreamAmaya
    @DreamAmaya 6 лет назад +11

    Even tho you can't see all of us, there are many many people out here who are cheering for you and really care about you. I'm so glad you have Aisha with you to give you lots n lots of love and support - Thank you Aisha.
    Cancer fcking sucks and I wish it had a face so I could stomp it. These words might seem meaningless but still - hang in there! We love you so much!!

  • @emialice3825
    @emialice3825 6 лет назад +15

    I’m crying with you, we all love you so much and maybe that means nothing but I hope it brings you a little bit of comfort that we’re all behind you like a massive family 💪🏻💖💖💖💖

  • @denisereynolds2399
    @denisereynolds2399 6 лет назад +28

    Just reading all the comments from you beautiful ppl out there, this is exactly what is needed now. Lots of love and encouragement for both Emily and Aisha.My daughter was diagnosed with cardiomyopathy at 22. which caused multiple clots in her lungs. (Long story short. )Taken to hospital, going into organ failure, been told she will need a heart transplant. All told In a matter of two weeks. Dr said prepare for the worst. I was in denial and not believing what I was hearing. You believe everything the doc say because they are the experts, and of course they are, and they obviously know more than you or I. She was my daughter and I knew her best and she is very much like Emily, with a strong will and the great outlook on life. She is now two yrs down the line, no heart transplant, on lost of meds but alive and kickingThe cardiologist even said she’s a miracle. I know this has nothing to do with cancer, but it’s believing in yourself and knowing yourself better than any doctor. Emily you have been told your are a miracle as you are strong, getting out and doing things you need to do. Nothing has stopped you, so you must be better than the actual disease, of that makes sense? and even your team can’t believe how your are still able to do all this. My daughter was told the same and she fought to get well just as you are. You beautiful soul stay positive and keep strong mentally. Your absolutely amazing lovely. Xxx

    • @lunis471
      @lunis471 6 лет назад +1

      denise reynolds im sorry to read this, your words are very encouraging for these 2 brave woman. So very young your daughter is as is Emily. I believe in the power of prayer. My sister refused end of life treatment. She was a christian but not in your face type. 17 yeara later she passed and that was because she was a diabetic. God works in mysterious ways they say. God bless your daughter and these 2 beautiful woman here ❤

    • @denisereynolds2399
      @denisereynolds2399 6 лет назад +1

      Liz Graham aww Thankyou lovely. 💐🌸♥️xx

    • @denisereynolds2399
      @denisereynolds2399 6 лет назад +1

      Liz Graham ps, so very sorry about your sister hun. Gawd life can be so hard . I just don’t know where ppl find the strength to carry, it’s definitely an inner strength for sure🌺xx

    • @lunis471
      @lunis471 6 лет назад +1

      denise reynolds THANKS Denise, where does that inner strength come from? Beats me, Ive just finished radiotherapy for breast cancer, Im 63 and after finding this vlog I feel rather ashamed of myself for sort of feeling sorry for myself and overcome wirh fatigue because the positive attitude of these woman are like Wowza! Bless you and your daughter thank god.as well you have oneanother xxxx

    • @denisereynolds2399
      @denisereynolds2399 6 лет назад +2

      Liz Graham oh love, I’m so sorry you have been touched with this evil cancer, but thank God you overcome it and all behind you♥️🌺. I’m 60 next year and have a heart disorder called atrial fibrillation, it’s when your heart loses its normal rhythm and are five times more at risk of stroke. The heart goes haywire and goes back to normal rhythm thankfully for now, but it will get worse in time, but hey ho I’m living with it and getting regular checks. I don’t know how This lovely Emily gets through each day. She’s a beacon of light and her courage and strength and determination absolutely leaves me in awe. Puts me to shame, it really does. I hope that she gets through these awful days, months ahead with the same strong will and keep focusing on living. She is truly an inspiration, just like you are Liz and may your good health continue. Thank you for the chats hun and I’m here anytime you need a good chin wag. 👍✋💖🥀🌷🌺xxx

  • @nutrianirvana6823
    @nutrianirvana6823 6 лет назад +29

    Watching this again after some time. Emily couldn't have tried any harder. She couldn't have been more brave. Her sense of truth was absolutely amazing. God rest her soul. Aisha, I know you've endured so much pain, as well as so much love, during Emily's last days. I pray you're holding up well during this transition to her not being here physically. I would think you feel her round you very often. You too are amazing Aisha, I hope at some point down the line you'll make a quick video to let us know how you're doing? No pressure, though. God bless you, sweetheart. You both have impacted my view about humanity in a very positive way. With much love...

    • @lovewonderfulcolours
      @lovewonderfulcolours 6 лет назад +1

      I don't know if maybe you've found out by now, but Aisha updates her Instagram regularly. :)

    • @olyacarell6434
      @olyacarell6434 2 года назад +1

      there's no god. grow up

  • @patriciafoster3347
    @patriciafoster3347 Год назад +4

    This is my favorite video. Aisha saying “ They called you a miracle………” Lord! What support!

  • @lewisratzker8949
    @lewisratzker8949 6 лет назад +9

    Oh Emily, I'm so sorry for you! I feel totally & completely gutted & I felt physically sick for you & Aisha when I heard your latest diagnosis. Hopefully your full brain treatment will be a success without any bad side effects. I just get the feeling your not going anywhere soon, your too special! Your so positive & are such a fighter & you always put me in a better place to deal with my own incurable cancer. All my love, prayers & best wishes to you both always 💙💚💛💜

  • @charlottebarros2866
    @charlottebarros2866 6 лет назад +33

    You know what I'm thinking? Its power over mind. That's why you haven't fallen. You see you are very strong like I said than any other person I ever seen on RUclips God bless you 😍❤ See I been laying here thinking what else could it be??? It's your power!!! Super women 👌I'm cheering for you 🙌🙌🙌🙌

    • @ranoutofeyeballs
      @ranoutofeyeballs 6 лет назад +1

      How offensive to other people who are suffering and have died of cancer.

    • @charlottebarros2866
      @charlottebarros2866 6 лет назад

      I'm not being negative I'm sending positive vibes her way. You go somewhere

    • @charlottebarros2866
      @charlottebarros2866 6 лет назад

      I have a sister with cancer stage 3 so dont come telling me nothing. Your not Emily.

    • @charlottebarros2866
      @charlottebarros2866 6 лет назад

      Lara Hayes it's ok I wish you the best in health ❤

  • @MsTor87
    @MsTor87 6 лет назад +12

    Only know you through your blogs but am so invested in you, I'm totally heart broken to hear this. Thinking of you, I hope you can find that amazing attitude that has got you this far for the rest of your journey. X