Rizon "Despair (I am the only being)" (with lyrics)

Taken from "Sudden life" (2008)
Lyrics :
I am the only being whose doom
No tongue would ask
No eye would mourn
I never caused a thought of gloom
A smile of joy since I was born
In secret pleasure , secret tears
This changeful life has slipped away
As friendless after eighteen years
As lone as on my natal day
There have been times
I cannot hide
There have been times
When this was drear
My sad soul
Forgot its pride
And longed for one
To love me here
But those were in the early glow
Of feelings since subdued by care
And they have died so long ago
I hardly now belive they were
First melted off the hope of youth
Then Fancy´s rainbow fast withdrew
And then experience told me truth
In mortal bosoms never grew
There have been times
I cannot hide
There have been times
When this was drear
My sad soul
Forgot its pride
And longed for one
To love me here
(solo)
There have been times
I cannot hide
There have been times
When this was drear
My sad soul
Forgot its pride
And longed for one
To love me here
There have been times
I cannot hide
There have been times
When this was drear
My sad soul
Forgot its pride
And longed for one
To love me here
I am the only being whose doom