Hey friends! Just a quick PSA! - If you're not into this kind of stuff, that's ok, if it's confusing and you just want travel vlogs again, that's ok, but this is my life now, I'm going to be travelling again when I get the resources to do so, you don't have to watch these videos, I'm making them because I love ALL SORTS of aspects of life, and to be frank, doing this 'healing work' has saved my life over and over again, going from suicidal to a calm peaceful nervous system has been a wild journey, there IS NOT HAPPY BEN WITHOUT HEALING. IT'S WHAT I'M HERE TO DO IN THIS LIFETIME AND IT'S A LIFETIME LONG JOURNEY. IF YOU'RE NOT INTO IT, JUST WATCH OTHER STUFF, IF THIS ISN'T YOUR VIBE, GO FIND A VIDEO THAT IS! IT'S THAT SIMPLE! :D THIS IS MY CHANNEL AND I WILL UPLOAD WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT! :D HAVE A GREAT DAY FAM! PEACE!
Thanks friend, ooof feels really good to feel seen by you, this kind of thing is not everyone's cup of tea, but it's becoming a deep interest of mine, mythology, healing, the psyche is vast and mysterious, I love it!
I'm 49 years old and this journey of learning and growing never ends. Your videos are very inspiring, no matter if you talk about these things or if you travel. Keep going, that's life. 💙💙💙
I’ve followed you since I was a young teen and always resonated with your videos. The times I’ve struggled watching your videos where I thought that I couldn’t relate at all, and thought you were lost were the moments I ignored myself. Being back on track with my own journey, I once again feel the warmth and depth again that you bring into the world. Love the video keep it up.
Wow, thank you so much, really appreciate your openness to share this, it’s heart warming 🙏🏼 I realise I’m on a journey that is not only uninteresting to most of my audience who subscribed for travel vlogs and all that other stuff, but it’s also incredibly confronting to watch someone go on a healing journey that you’re not yet ready for, it brings up a lot, I’ve had to learn how to navigate sharing this part of my life despite it upsetting people! I’m happy you’re her 🙏🏼
ive watch for a long time and had step away because of life getting busy . but I've really enjoyed finding you again, hearing your words and just learning form them.
Thanks for being so open Ben. I've been watching your stuff from the start, we actually met at a Jeremy Loops gig in london, and we met at your tee shirt pop up in boxpark (i still wear my swallow tee shirt and my visual vibes one!). I've just ordered the Green Room print, I want to support you in the journey. I appreciate your willingness to change and your openess to sharing that with us, and i appreciate you. Keep up the good work brother
Hey brother :) thank you for being here for such a long time, and for always being so supportive, litterally without you and your generosity I wouldn't have been able to do what I've done, and that continues to be true today, I'm so happy to be printing, signing and sending your print off next week, really I can't thank you enough bro! Looking forward to our paths crossing again! Big hugs x
When the karmic circle ends…That’s such a powerful and transformative realization. Releasing long-trapped energy often brings deep shifts-emotionally, physically, and spiritually. It’s like clearing a dam that allows the natural flow of life to return. It feels lighter, more grounded, maybe some still processing.. I can feel that from my own experience but I still haven‘t found my „gift“ yet as you became aware of your unique beautiful view of the world - nature, patterns an creating it in art that is seeding the light. 😉 So happy for you. 💝
I feel like this is the karma I've been avoiding for the last 5 years, its fuckkking deep, but everything around me is transforming, finally I feel like I'm making some good progress, my nervous system has needed wayyy more healing that I thought, and now I'm the most calm I've ever been, which is totally life changing as I'm sure you're aware! Thank you so much, I appreciate you :)
@ Tell me about it! 😄 I am deeply aware of it. Make it 10 and that‘s how long I avoided this. I think it is brave to really dig deep to find the source and not letting the ego distract us. And as you said when you find it - in this moment everything around you changes because you‘re vibrating different and manifest different. Nothing can stay in your life experience that is not matching your vibration - everything of the old trapped dense energy manifestations must fall away or fall apart to make space for more manifestations of love, joy, peace and abundance. The vibration that we truly all are. 💝 Wonderful great awakening from the inside out. 😌 I love your deep diving content, your insides about healing and ancestral karma. It is so valuable especially in these times. I appreciate you, dear soul, too. 🙏🏼
keep going my friend!! you got this an your younger self be so happy for you right now!!! also on a side note i would love that printer to print out all my photos lol
Ben, thanks again for this. Been following you on and off since 2013. Been an amazing journey with its natural ups and downs. Commented on one of your other videos ‘Never Give Up On Your Dreams’ with my other account! Really appreciate your vulnerability. I want to go deep with you. Talk about what it was in your childhood that your healing from. I want to share my childhood trauma also with you. Get vulnerable! Have a conversation, maybe share it somewhere. Let me know if you’re interested, of course I’m just the random guy who’s commenting on your video. But I’m on my own personal journey along side you brother hahaa. 😅 Would be a very interesting conversation and incredibly healing I reckon. I don’t want subscribers I want just to show how powerful being vulnerable and authentic is! Peace and much love brother. Keep spreading your message ❤️
Hey brother, thank you for being here for so long, life is actually quite long it seems haha! Still here, still making the videos :) the authenticity and vulnerability stuff is everything these days, keep it real or don't bother at all. If you're interested, I'm doing guidance calls, you can book through my website benjam.uk if you like, that's the only space I'm offering to get into these kinds of conversations, it would be an honour to support you in any way I can brother. Much love!
Yes! Now I find myself on this spiritual path, life feels longgg. In both an intriguing and beautiful way. I now really feel that age is just a number haha. Thanks brother, let’s see. Sending you love and abundance! Very excited to follow your new journey x
Yes! We recconected last year at Medicine Festival! I met Neo, and had long catch ups with Rya, we're all on a similar path of awakening and spiritual development, Louis has always had a deep connection to God, not sure why I wanted to mention that but I guess spiritual people kinda gravitate towards each other! I'm sure once I'm back on my feet financially I'll be visiting them and creating with Louis again!
@ sounds good, would be good for you guys to catch up/enjoy yourselves but maybe create a vlog, reunion type of thing. I’m sure a lot of your current viewers would love to see that and where/what everyone is doing now in their lives! :)
Have you checked out the new album by a band called Guster? You totally should sometime. They have one of the best pick me up type of songs. So adorable as a little boy!
Ben I’ve been subbed to you for over a decade, if you do another talking head video im going to absolutely scream. Brother you gotta try something new.
LOL brother, scream it out, this in my channel, these vlogs are like journal entries, each chapter of life is going to be different, if it's not you vibe, just fuck off, it's super easy, wouldn't want you getting all triggered by me now, that's enough to make a man scream! :D
It’s so crazy that you mentioned Joseph Campbell’s Hero with a Thousand Faces, I find myself always getting fascinated by this book as well as it came to me when I began my journey with shadow work as well, and as someone who had a deep love for stories as a child, learning about the concept of the hero’s journey helped my adult brain finally begin to understand the world around me through a simple childlike perspective of truth & understanding
Bro my wallet cant take this haha so many things i want 😂 sick prints i might have to grab a spirit island print when i get paid tho 😂 Curious random question! Your a man of travel and adventure how many wonders of the world have you been too only cos i really wanna visit them as well as egypt and cape town
I know lots of spammy bots add random book recommendations in the comments. I am not a robot (🤣) The book: The Spell of the Sensuous by Abram is a great book
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Hey friends!
Just a quick PSA! - If you're not into this kind of stuff, that's ok, if it's confusing and you just want travel vlogs again, that's ok, but this is my life now, I'm going to be travelling again when I get the resources to do so, you don't have to watch these videos, I'm making them because I love ALL SORTS of aspects of life, and to be frank, doing this 'healing work' has saved my life over and over again, going from suicidal to a calm peaceful nervous system has been a wild journey, there IS NOT HAPPY BEN WITHOUT HEALING.
IT'S WHAT I'M HERE TO DO IN THIS LIFETIME AND IT'S A LIFETIME LONG JOURNEY.
IF YOU'RE NOT INTO IT, JUST WATCH OTHER STUFF, IF THIS ISN'T YOUR VIBE, GO FIND A VIDEO THAT IS! IT'S THAT SIMPLE! :D
THIS IS MY CHANNEL AND I WILL UPLOAD WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT! :D
HAVE A GREAT DAY FAM!
PEACE!
Remember to work hard, be nice to people, and try not to get lost or killed.
This is beautiful. I'm not sure the average viewer realizes how brave it is to share this and all that you do. Keep going Ben.
Thanks friend, ooof feels really good to feel seen by you, this kind of thing is not everyone's cup of tea, but it's becoming a deep interest of mine, mythology, healing, the psyche is vast and mysterious, I love it!
do it for the culture
I'm 49 years old and this journey of learning and growing never ends.
Your videos are very inspiring, no matter if you talk about these things or if you travel.
Keep going, that's life.
💙💙💙
I’ve followed you since I was a young teen and always resonated with your videos. The times I’ve struggled watching your videos where I thought that I couldn’t relate at all, and thought you were lost were the moments I ignored myself. Being back on track with my own journey, I once again feel the warmth and depth again that you bring into the world. Love the video keep it up.
Wow, thank you so much, really appreciate your openness to share this, it’s heart warming 🙏🏼 I realise I’m on a journey that is not only uninteresting to most of my audience who subscribed for travel vlogs and all that other stuff, but it’s also incredibly confronting to watch someone go on a healing journey that you’re not yet ready for, it brings up a lot, I’ve had to learn how to navigate sharing this part of my life despite it upsetting people!
I’m happy you’re her 🙏🏼
i am glad to be part of this journey
I am blessed to have you here 🙏🏼
ive watch for a long time and had step away because of life getting busy . but I've really enjoyed finding you again, hearing your words and just learning form them.
Thank you for returning, it means the world to me to hear from you, have a blessed day! 🙏🏼
Thanks for being so open Ben.
I've been watching your stuff from the start, we actually met at a Jeremy Loops gig in london, and we met at your tee shirt pop up in boxpark (i still wear my swallow tee shirt and my visual vibes one!).
I've just ordered the Green Room print, I want to support you in the journey.
I appreciate your willingness to change and your openess to sharing that with us, and i appreciate you.
Keep up the good work brother
Hey brother :) thank you for being here for such a long time, and for always being so supportive, litterally without you and your generosity I wouldn't have been able to do what I've done, and that continues to be true today, I'm so happy to be printing, signing and sending your print off next week, really I can't thank you enough bro! Looking forward to our paths crossing again! Big hugs x
@benbrown much love x
When the karmic circle ends…That’s such a powerful and transformative realization. Releasing long-trapped energy often brings deep shifts-emotionally, physically, and spiritually. It’s like clearing a dam that allows the natural flow of life to return. It feels lighter, more grounded, maybe some still processing..
I can feel that from my own experience but I still haven‘t found my „gift“ yet as you became aware of your unique beautiful view of the world - nature, patterns an creating it in art that is seeding the light. 😉 So happy for you. 💝
I feel like this is the karma I've been avoiding for the last 5 years, its fuckkking deep, but everything around me is transforming, finally I feel like I'm making some good progress, my nervous system has needed wayyy more healing that I thought, and now I'm the most calm I've ever been, which is totally life changing as I'm sure you're aware! Thank you so much, I appreciate you :)
@ Tell me about it! 😄 I am deeply aware of it. Make it 10 and that‘s how long I avoided this. I think it is brave to really dig deep to find the source and not letting the ego distract us. And as you said when you find it - in this moment everything around you changes because you‘re vibrating different and manifest different. Nothing can stay in your life experience that is not matching your vibration - everything of the old trapped dense energy manifestations must fall away or fall apart to make space for more manifestations of love, joy, peace and abundance. The vibration that we truly all are. 💝 Wonderful great awakening from the inside out. 😌
I love your deep diving content, your insides about healing and ancestral karma. It is so valuable especially in these times.
I appreciate you, dear soul, too. 🙏🏼
keep going my friend!! you got this an your younger self be so happy for you right now!!! also on a side note i would love that printer to print out all my photos lol
Ben, thanks again for this. Been following you on and off since 2013. Been an amazing journey with its natural ups and downs. Commented on one of your other videos ‘Never Give Up On Your Dreams’ with my other account! Really appreciate your vulnerability. I want to go deep with you. Talk about what it was in your childhood that your healing from. I want to share my childhood trauma also with you. Get vulnerable! Have a conversation, maybe share it somewhere. Let me know if you’re interested, of course I’m just the random guy who’s commenting on your video. But I’m on my own personal journey along side you brother hahaa. 😅 Would be a very interesting conversation and incredibly healing I reckon.
I don’t want subscribers I want just to show how powerful being vulnerable and authentic is!
Peace and much love brother. Keep spreading your message ❤️
Hey brother, thank you for being here for so long, life is actually quite long it seems haha! Still here, still making the videos :) the authenticity and vulnerability stuff is everything these days, keep it real or don't bother at all.
If you're interested, I'm doing guidance calls, you can book through my website benjam.uk if you like, that's the only space I'm offering to get into these kinds of conversations, it would be an honour to support you in any way I can brother. Much love!
Yes! Now I find myself on this spiritual path, life feels longgg. In both an intriguing and beautiful way. I now really feel that age is just a number haha. Thanks brother, let’s see. Sending you love and abundance! Very excited to follow your new journey x
So excited to get my Spirit Island print soon! Keep going Ben 🙏🙏
Thanks Susan! It'll be on it's way next week, with some free stickers! :D you support means the world to me 🩵
Beautiful video!
Are you still in touch with Louis, i remember going back 2014/2015 used to watch you guys and your vlogs 😁
Yes! We recconected last year at Medicine Festival! I met Neo, and had long catch ups with Rya, we're all on a similar path of awakening and spiritual development, Louis has always had a deep connection to God, not sure why I wanted to mention that but I guess spiritual people kinda gravitate towards each other! I'm sure once I'm back on my feet financially I'll be visiting them and creating with Louis again!
@ sounds good, would be good for you guys to catch up/enjoy yourselves but maybe create a vlog, reunion type of thing. I’m sure a lot of your current viewers would love to see that and where/what everyone is doing now in their lives! :)
Have you checked out the new album by a band called Guster? You totally should sometime. They have one of the best pick me up type of songs. So adorable as a little boy!
Ben I’ve been subbed to you for over a decade, if you do another talking head video im going to absolutely scream. Brother you gotta try something new.
LOL brother, scream it out, this in my channel, these vlogs are like journal entries, each chapter of life is going to be different, if it's not you vibe, just fuck off, it's super easy, wouldn't want you getting all triggered by me now, that's enough to make a man scream! :D
It’s so crazy that you mentioned Joseph Campbell’s Hero with a Thousand Faces, I find myself always getting fascinated by this book as well as it came to me when I began my journey with shadow work as well, and as someone who had a deep love for stories as a child, learning about the concept of the hero’s journey helped my adult brain finally begin to understand the world around me through a simple childlike perspective of truth & understanding
Bro my wallet cant take this haha so many things i want 😂 sick prints i might have to grab a spirit island print when i get paid tho 😂
Curious random question! Your a man of travel and adventure how many wonders of the world have you been too only cos i really wanna visit them as well as egypt and cape town
I know lots of spammy bots add random book recommendations in the comments.
I am not a robot (🤣)
The book: The Spell of the Sensuous by Abram is a great book